Made in Chelsea Season 28 Episode 9
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00:00How would you feel if I was to pursue Jules? I would be lying if I said I wouldn't feel it
00:04Do you think it's an ego thing? A bit of ego, but then there is unfinished business there. And I've missed you a tiny bit
00:11Julie and I spend the night together. It's not genuine. I don't see this going anywhere
00:14I'm sorry that's hard to hear. Great. Let's write your predictions down and we'll have a chat about it in a couple weeks time
00:18I definitely need to get myself out there. I think I've been in this like res. I think you've been in a rough. I think go speed dating
00:24We should definitely do this again. Yeah, that'd be nice. What's your number? Should I put it in your bed?
00:28So what's going on with you and Jazz? It's pretty much ended before I even began. I knew it
00:33I adore you as a friend. There's friendship over anything. Yeah, I'm worried about how you're gonna treat Jazz
00:38Jazz wants to take that risk and that's up to her. We've made no promises to each other. We are just having a very fun time
00:47It will never work for him so just stop. It's quite complicated. Jealous. It's not worth my time
00:52She needs to stay out. Stay out of my life. Maybe I am a little bit upset inside
00:56He's now got to prove everyone wrong. I'm definitely not stupid. I've got a degree
01:00There's some unfinished business there to you and your vagina
01:06Christ, do you see this going anywhere?
01:08That's in your mouth.
01:18No, don't look so good.
01:20You stay a little bite your tongue right in the middle right across the street
01:26You stay a little bite your tongue right in the middle
01:30Oh, nice. Oh, he loves a little showboat dive. Oh, he's doing that for the badge, right?
01:43I could do this every morning. Yeah, could you imagine like you start your day morning coffee?
01:51I'm just gonna close my eyes and pretend I'm in Texas. Yeah
01:54Oh, that's the deal
02:00Has anyone ever told you you've got really long eyelashes?
02:02Stop flirting
02:02That's what I always look at
02:04Every time I see you
02:06And look at your eyes
02:07I always wonder if you
02:08I don't know, I don't put some
02:10Yeah, yeah
02:10Every girl says the same thing to me
02:12Can I put mascara in your eyelashes?
02:13So maybe you don't put mascara
02:14But surely you do like the curl
02:16Yeah, no, I don't
02:18I promise
02:18I was just flicking through stories as you do. It's hard to avoid and I saw
02:22Like Tristan picking miles up and throwing him in the air
02:25Then they chest bumped each other like they were in high school musical
02:28I kind of winced at that a little bit
02:30It was like romance does hurt me a little bit
02:32I was there and it was the most cringe thing
02:36I had to mute them
02:37Knowing how Tris is as a man being friends with temps and miles is completely
02:44The opposite of what he would represent when I was his friend
02:46I just feel like he's changed quite a bit and lost himself a little bit
02:48He used to look at miles be like what a loser
02:50I can't believe I was his mate now
02:52Chest bumping in the scene, but I love you bro. They just look like two jockstraps
02:57So my brother was like miles is gonna get with with jazz at some point has that happened?
03:02Yeah, yeah, that happened in Antigua
03:04I just felt like surprised
03:06Oh, yeah poor jack in this situation, you know
03:09He's probably getting mixed signals from jazz as well the whole holiday. They were together
03:13They were dancing with each other every night
03:15They were singing songs like couple songs together
03:18The tick tocks and social media stuff. Did you see it?
03:20I'm not on tick tock. I'm way too old for that
03:22Hold on, what are you talking about?
03:24Uh, this, I mean it's just all very cuddly
03:26What is it Jack?
03:27Yeah
03:29Jack and jazz
03:30Why she's acting like this with him knowing that he
03:32Jazz and miles are they are they in a couple?
03:34I guess
03:35Seeing each other
03:36Yeah, it's ruined any chance jack and jazz having a future which is kind of done
03:40He's still there for emotionally and probably gonna pick up the pieces very soon
03:44Hold on
03:44What so we still
03:46Yeah, jack's still there for it
03:48He's still there for her
03:49Quite proud of
03:50You've got to honour the guy
03:51Jack
03:52Can I say something?
03:53I love your brother
03:54But I think now he's a bit too softy
03:56Yeah
03:57She's not being respectful
03:59She really doesn't care about him
04:01He needs to stop
04:13Hey, how do I look?
04:15Well done guys
04:16You guys look great
04:17You know you're allowed to go a bit faster though
04:22Come on Donald
04:23You just did all that
04:24Come on
04:24Come on Donald
04:26Enough forcing around for me
04:27You're so funny
04:30Cheers mate
04:31Oh my god
04:31No jazz
04:32You surprised me
04:33Yeah
04:34Yeah
04:34You can't look after a horse though
04:36I mean what
04:36It's the first time you've been on a horse for like five, six years
04:39Donald
04:40Donald wants more
04:42Can't blame him
04:43He's only
04:44He's only horse
04:45So what did you get up to jazz?
04:46Oh my god
04:46I had the best time in Antigua
04:49Yeah you did
04:49Got my best friend there
04:50And then I also had a little
04:52Little kissy kissy time
04:54Don't get jealous
04:55You haven't said who yet
04:56Obviously miles
04:57Who else would it be?
04:58What'd you actually?
04:58Oh
04:59No
04:59I was gonna cry
05:02Jules how are you feeling?
05:03Because you were pretty upset at dinner with Tristan
05:06I've come straight from Tristan's
05:08Really?
05:08Yeah
05:09I saw such a different side to Tristan last night
05:11That I didn't see like last time we were dating
05:14Like there's real feelings evolved from my side
05:16And I do like him
05:18He's taking me out tomorrow
05:20For a little date night
05:21I don't know what he's got planned
05:22Good green flag there
05:23Yeah exactly
05:24I've got high hopes
05:25Yeah it's just it's nice to spend more time with him back in London
05:28Like do you want him to be like your boyfriend or like how are you feeling?
05:31That's so soon to say but yeah
05:33No
05:34Yeah
05:35And she made me come and go
05:42How is my serial data?
05:54My best friend
05:55Hello
05:57Hello
05:58Isn't it nice?
05:59Thanks
06:00I was gonna say
06:00This is you
06:01Oh my god thank you
06:02I love the navy
06:04I love the gold
06:04Can I get it out?
06:05Yeah yeah yeah
06:05It's like a microphone
06:06It is like a microphone
06:07But it's
06:08This is my concern
06:10No no other way up
06:11It looks like a microphone
06:12Testing testing
06:14I know people outside are looking
06:15Oh my god
06:15Oh you want one?
06:16Your office actually needs one
06:17Thank you very much
06:18You're welcome
06:19I'll put her back in her place
06:21So the launch is this week
06:21I'm doing it at the Columbia
06:23Amazing
06:24It's exciting
06:24I feel like
06:25You know those things that feel like you've worked on for ages
06:27Yeah
06:27And finally it's happening
06:29You should be proud
06:30Well done
06:31I need to hear about the dating
06:32Oh my god the speed dating
06:33You set me up on this
06:34But when I set it up it's kind of like a joke
06:37It was more because I want to keep so behind the space
06:39The last guy that came in
06:41Raya
06:42He was quite cool
06:42He was good looking
06:43Tall
06:44Yeah 6'2
06:45Christ
06:45Yeah
06:46He got my number
06:47Has he messaged you?
06:48He has
06:49Saying
06:49He'd like to see me again
06:50Erm
06:51I think it's exciting
06:52Yeah I mean
06:53Yeah
06:54What?
06:55I guess I feel like since going to New York with Rez
06:58We probably are quite a bit closer at the moment
07:00Yeah
07:01Well I just think
07:02What you guys have is incredibly unique and very special
07:05Yeah totally
07:05My worry with it is that it's a sort of situation where you can't reheat the souffle
07:09If you know what I mean
07:10And that sort of ship has sailed in that sense
07:13I think go on the date with this guy
07:14I think it's exciting
07:15And also listen
07:16If all else fells
07:17I've got loads of lube
07:18So you'll never have a dry spell again
07:20It's so clear I know
07:23It's so clear I know
07:27Oh shit
07:28That was cool
07:29You need space to go
07:30You need space to go
07:34Oh no
07:34Yeah
07:35Inside
07:38One more
07:40One more
07:40Why are we so bad at things?
07:46Right
07:46It's like
07:48It's like
07:48That's enough
07:48Who's like doing this frisbee?
07:51At least we got some tans
07:52I'm fat and white
07:53But you're happy
07:55But I'm happy
07:57Key point
07:57Yeah exactly
07:57Because not everyone's happy who came out from Antigua
07:59Didn't you get absolutely rinsed?
08:00Mate
08:01You know when there's a button like the emergency eject button
08:02I was like
08:03Was it deserved?
08:04I don't think so
08:05No I didn't think so
08:06Of course you wouldn't
08:06If I'm honest
08:07There's something I want to clear up with you as well
08:08Because that comment about you being a hook-up
08:10Came up at the dinner party
08:12You said to Jules that it would just be a hook-up
08:14Basically yeah
08:15After you'd slept with Tina
08:15And I was like
08:16Kind of would have been if you'd been with Tina the night before
08:19Yeah
08:19I mean it's no big deal
08:21Yeah I mean I didn't mean to like
08:22As long as you and I are on the same page
08:24Yeah yeah it's sweet
08:25It's not that deep
08:26I couldn't care less about Lauren and Vanna's in their opinion
08:28Like I'm glad to be back here
08:29You know things with Jules are going really nicely
08:31We spent the night together last night
08:33That's
08:34You know what
08:35I'm genuinely happy
08:35If you're happy I'm happy
08:36I am happy
08:37And I do want to see where this goes
08:38And I've got a cute little date planned for tomorrow
08:41Like
08:41You'll be telling her you'll love her next week
08:42Make sure I don't
08:43Because I probably will
08:44Can you envisage yourself marrying her?
08:46No comment
08:46What's the latest of you and Jazz?
08:49We had a great time in Nsega
08:50We said when we got out there
08:51Like let's set no expectations
08:53Now all the other parties have kind of like
08:55We've dealt with them
08:56Like cool
08:56Like no one's going to annoy us
08:59Apart from Vanderpump
09:00And it was really nice
09:01And we like got close
09:02We hooked up
09:02We're away together
09:03No pressure
09:04Let's have some fun
09:05That is what it was
09:06What is this no pressure?
09:08If you like someone you like something
09:09Yeah but like
09:09I want to see what happens in London
09:11We've been messaging a bit
09:12And that's it
09:13We're like going to see what happens here
09:14What's your chat like?
09:15Is it like
09:16Dry
09:16Are you into each other or is it like
09:18Have you still got jet lag?
09:19Oh yeah
09:20I do
09:20Yeah a little bit like that
09:22How's your tan?
09:24Just enjoy the ride
09:25Go with the flow
09:26No pressure man
09:28Right we need to go shower off the horses
09:41No?
09:42We do don't we?
09:43I'll do that
09:43Don't worry
09:44Yeah?
09:44Yeah
09:44You just changed man
09:46I love that
09:47We actually should get you working for the army
09:50Come on
09:50We need to pick up a shovel
09:51Trouble shit in the army
09:52Thanks Freddie
09:52Bye
09:53I didn't want to talk too much about Miles in front of Jack
09:58He's still sensitive
09:58I know
09:59I tried my hardest in Antigua to kind of keep it separate
10:03I've made it very clear that like I'm happy with our friendship
10:07Yeah
10:07And he says the same thing so it's nice to get back to that
10:10He's like your other half
10:11No
10:12Jules
10:12As you know I'm your other half
10:13Yeah exactly
10:14True
10:15You're my other half
10:15And also like I'm kind of dating someone else
10:18Hello
10:18Miles
10:19What did you take away from Antigua about Miles and I?
10:24I'll be honest I really do believe that he likes you
10:26Yeah
10:27I just think I'm kind of waiting
10:30I don't know I just feel like there's like no emotional side to Miles
10:35And I need to be stimulated emotionally
10:38Otherwise I then start to feel numb
10:41I know
10:41And it's really weird
10:43I know
10:43Because usually like you sleep with someone and you feel closer to them
10:46Yeah you're the opposite
10:46I've slept with him and now I'm like
10:48We need to connect
10:50I mean it's all well and good having a physical connection but
10:52If we
10:54But
10:57But
10:58I think there's only so much that you can do with just a physical connection
11:00And I think it would just be nice to like get through to him a bit more
11:04I am drawn to him
11:05Yeah
11:06A lot
11:07Yeah I know you are
11:08And I risked so much to get to this point
11:10And so I really hope that something does come from it
11:14Yeah
11:14Apparently this place is known for their mini cocktails
11:31Oh they've got a kick
11:35Yeah
11:36I think the date's just going to get better from there
11:38Yeah
11:38Oh my god I'll be on the floor
11:39Oh Gareth honestly these grapes are divine
12:04Thank you I made them myself
12:05They're delicious
12:06Don't get the cherries in front of me
12:08Do you know what I'm so used to just cutting grapes in half for children
12:11I literally just had like a choking worry about you
12:12I was like
12:13Don't don't
12:14You're going to choke
12:14Did you use the
12:15The grapeseed remover
12:17Because it's very civilized
12:18I love it
12:19Yeah
12:19You're having me on
12:20He's not going to take the seeds out of those grapes for you
12:22Are you kidding me
12:23She's such high maintenance
12:24Are you joking
12:24Honestly but Gareth is just the best
12:27We haven't seen Liv in a while
12:29I know
12:29Because you've been
12:30Kindling
12:31Like a Salvation Army drum
12:32Oh this is the new boy
12:35And when Liv dates someone
12:37She goes to ground for six months
12:38I do go into hibernating
12:39To be honest I have been quite antisocial
12:41Because I have got this lovely new boyfriend
12:44How was your speed dating
12:46Because I know Ruby's on her date now
12:47Which I noticed you're obviously not
12:48With the silver fox
12:50He's hot
12:51Actually
12:51He's grey
12:52He's fully grey
12:53But young
12:54Like in his early thirties
12:56Like me if I'd not used just for men
12:57Yes
12:57Like it's giving
12:58It's giving salt and pepper
13:00But I hope she's actually like embracing it
13:02I feel like she hasn't gone on a proper date
13:03With anyone in a really long time
13:04He was hot
13:05And I'm a picky bitch
13:07No as much as I've been quite antisocial
13:08And busy with my boyfriend
13:10I have been working on something
13:11For quite a long time
13:12Which I'm ready to launch
13:14And Sophie you can be
13:15It's a vibrator
13:18Oh my god it's enormous
13:20Did you model this after
13:21For six months she's been hiding
13:23And now I came up with this
13:25But
13:25Sophie's like
13:26I love it
13:27What
13:27But yeah no it's this then
13:29But honestly it's taken a lot
13:30Vibrators are pretty hard
13:31There's a lot of shapes and sizes out there
13:32It's waterproof
13:33Well I fucking hope it is
13:35So you can use it in the bar
13:36You can use it in the bar
13:37Oh yeah
13:37Oh yeah
13:38If it wasn't waterproof
13:40See ya
13:40No
13:41Not that sort of waterproof
13:43She's off
13:43Oh god
13:45Oh wow
13:47I've been so gay for so long
13:48I don't know how to
13:49Oh my god
13:49It goes on your clitoris Gareth
13:51Anyway I'm throwing a launch party for it
13:56Which
13:56Yay
13:57What's okay
13:57Okay what is a launch party
13:59What do we come and dress it as
14:00You
14:01As a giant vagina
14:02I can do that
14:03Well I've missed this thoroughly
14:05And I'm delighted
14:06To new business ventures
14:07To a wonderful friendship
14:08And a hell of a lot more masturbation
14:10Oh here here
14:11To you and your vagina
14:14Cheers
14:15Cheers
14:15So what are you like
14:29Tell me what you're like in a relationship
14:31I think I want like a power couple
14:33Where we're all working together
14:35Like a partnership
14:35Yeah
14:36In a sense of
14:38I'm going to trust whatever you're doing
14:39If I see you looking at someone else or anything
14:41I don't care
14:42So I feel like confident in
14:44Kind of what I can deliver
14:45Yeah
14:45And I think you know
14:47That's how our relationship should be
14:48Good
14:49I agree
14:50Yeah
14:51Are you more trusting
14:53I'm probably like
14:55A little bit jealous
14:56But I've always been like that
14:57Jealous to what extent
14:59Like
15:00Not like in a healthy way
15:01Not in a weird way
15:01Like not checking the phone
15:02No no no
15:03No
15:03Only like once a month
15:05Only once a month
15:06Okay
15:06Um
15:07So when was your last relationship
15:09About a year ago
15:11Okay
15:11And you?
15:13Yeah about a year ago
15:14I've had like two long term boyfriends
15:16And my first ever boyfriend
15:19We were on and off
15:20For like ten years
15:21Okay
15:22So quite long
15:23And then that ended a couple of years ago
15:25And then I was with someone else
15:26For about a year
15:26Which ended last September
15:28And then sort of this year
15:30I've still seen Rez a bit
15:32Sort of in each other's lives still
15:35Which is quite confusing
15:36He's still kind of in the picture?
15:41He kind of
15:42It's a bit awkward obviously
15:43But you know
15:44I'm not saying I'm the jealous type
15:45No
15:45I'm just saying
15:46No
15:46I would
15:47You know
15:47I do see him
15:48Yeah
15:49Um
15:49But it's
15:52It's quite complicated
15:53Okay
15:56I don't even know if I can like
16:15Your drink has two parts
16:16Yeah
16:16I might have to
16:17Like egg yolk
16:17Oh
16:18Did that pop in there?
16:22Did that pop?
16:23There was something very sensual about that
16:24Wow
16:25She's loving life
16:28Actually
16:28I've been
16:29Doing like a little hair care journey
16:31I don't know if you guys
16:32Obviously my hair is straight today
16:34But you guys have seen
16:35I've been like messing around with my curls
16:37I've been having braids and stuff
16:38Yeah I know
16:39I'm loving it
16:39Growing up in Chelsea
16:41Like I didn't see anybody with like
16:42Natural curls
16:43Or textured curls
16:44So like
16:45Already I was like the weird
16:46Like quirky kid in school
16:47So the last thing I needed to do
16:49Is have like kinky crazy hair
16:50Right
16:50Or like I think
16:51There was like an insecurity
16:52With me of just like
16:53Feeling like
16:54I wasn't
16:54My natural hair wasn't good enough
16:56And so
16:56I really want to be able to just like
16:58Wear my natural curls
16:59And I feel like it's almost
17:00Like
17:01I don't know
17:02Form of protest
17:03You're sat there
17:04Embracing your culture
17:05And stuff
17:05I'd like to see you
17:06I know I can't wait
17:07Next time I see you
17:07I'm like
17:08Yeah
17:08Well this is going to be the final Paris
17:10The true Paris
17:11The true Paris
17:12The true Paris
17:13I love it
17:14Joaquin you're going to change
17:14Up your like style
17:16To match your hair with it
17:16Well that's the thing as well
17:18I'm hosting a little event
17:20Are you?
17:20So there's this thing called
17:22Swishing
17:22Right
17:23And it's basically
17:23When you bring clothes
17:25And you trade them
17:26With your friends
17:27And your girls
17:27And it's a way to keep up
17:29Sustainable fashion basically
17:30Because we all know
17:30Fast fashion is killing
17:31The fashion industry
17:33And killing our world
17:34So
17:34I love that
17:35I mean
17:36And it's an excuse
17:37To get dressed up
17:38So of course
17:39I would love you girls
17:40To come
17:41And bring some stuff
17:42That you love
17:43That maybe we could
17:44Swap some clothes around
17:45We could all be
17:46Different Paris
17:47Like different eras
17:48Oh my god
17:49Stop
17:49Wait you remember
17:51It's a trade right
17:52I want to see your clothes
17:53I don't know
17:53I'll see you in my stuff
17:55I can try
17:56Oh yeah sure
17:57Please I haven't even asked
17:59Update me on like
18:00Antigua and everything
18:01What's happened
18:01Because the last time I saw you
18:02You were putting on
18:03A very sexy bikini for miles
18:04Yeah that's um
18:05Take a plain new turn
18:07So yeah
18:09I ended that one
18:09Before Antigua
18:10Things change
18:11Things can actually
18:11Take a full blown turn
18:13Yeah so um
18:14Him and Jazz
18:15We've got Julia
18:16And Tristan now as well
18:18I mean
18:18He's come back
18:19And I think they are
18:19Hanging out
18:20Since they came back
18:21They've been hanging out
18:21He's been messaging her a lot
18:22You know
18:23He's making more of an effort
18:24To see her
18:24And all these things
18:25Which I think she wanted
18:25I don't know
18:26A part of me
18:27Hopes that for her
18:29You know
18:30But the other part of me
18:31Thinks he's now
18:32Got to prove everyone wrong
18:33The thing is
18:34Also she's obviously
18:35Because she does like him
18:36I think she wants to
18:37Give it a go
18:37And if it doesn't work out
18:38Doesn't work out
18:39Because that's like
18:39Jumping into a pool
18:40Full of sharks
18:41And being like
18:41Well the shark
18:42Hasn't eaten me yet
18:42It's like
18:43Well yeah but
18:44It's eaten everyone else
18:45So we need to use
18:53The palm
18:54And start to stretch
18:55The dough
18:56Don't press
18:57Stretch
18:57Stretch
18:58I need a Prosecco break
18:59Give me something
18:59Hold on
19:00Like this
19:02Am I like
19:02How do you
19:03I'm starting
19:03It's getting
19:04Okay
19:04You're not allowed
19:10To taste of it
19:11Once it's done
19:12Oh no
19:12I've got flour everywhere
19:15You could have told me
19:16We're making pasta
19:17I wouldn't have showed up
19:18I should have given you
19:18I should have given you
19:18Some sort of
19:19Good stuff
19:19Yeah
19:19There we go guys
19:28Thank you Giorgio
19:29Oh my god
19:29Thank you so much
19:30That looks stunning
19:31Thank you
19:32Thank you
19:33Enjoy this
19:33Beautiful
19:34Love you Giorgio
19:34Thank you guys
19:35I'm intrigued
19:36Right be honest
19:37This is so sweet
19:39You like your pasta
19:39Okay cheers to the pasta
19:41Cheers
19:41Right
19:42Wait
19:44Oh my god
19:47This
19:49Gourmet
19:50Gourmet
19:51Yeah
19:51Out of ten
19:52I think I made this one
19:53Eyes
19:53Eyes
19:54You know what they say
19:55Seven years
19:56Of
19:56Bad
19:57Friendship
19:59Let's make sure that doesn't happen
20:01I don't think it's going to be a problem for us
20:02Hit the last few days of anything to do
20:05Yeah
20:06Beautiful
20:07Woo
20:08Flashback
20:09Last time we had dinner
20:11Yeah
20:11Or lunch at a table
20:12It was slightly less pleasant than this
20:14Honestly
20:14I got so overwhelmed with everyone just like
20:18Having their opinions
20:19And I think it's quite funny actually
20:21Because I feel like we're already proving them wrong
20:23Respectfully they can you know
20:25Exactly
20:25Fuck off
20:26You're my priority
20:27What your feelings are is my priority
20:29Like that's the only thing that matters
20:30Between the two of us
20:31Yeah
20:32Here you go
20:33Give me
20:34You've got to give me a kiss last
20:35Okay bye
20:35I've been quite back a bit of that
20:41Pork pasta to go
20:42You know I hand made that
20:53No sauce
20:55Sushi
20:55No I made
20:56I homemade
20:57Stop lying
20:58What do you mean you homemade sauce
21:00I did
21:01Soy sauce
21:01How do you make soy sauce
21:02From scratch
21:03Soybeans
21:03No I actually have sauce
21:08Do you want some
21:08Just say no please
21:10The only thing I've ever seen you cook
21:11Is on your social media
21:13When you've done like boiled eggs
21:14It's really hard work to make those
21:16Oh put them in boiling water
21:17Have you seen the boys
21:21Or anyone since being back
21:23We all went to play frisbee in the park
21:24Oh
21:25Because we're absolute boys
21:26Awesome
21:26Because we're absolute boys
21:27That was really cute
21:28Yeah it was good to see them
21:29Mm-hmm
21:29Tristan seems very smitten
21:33She's completely enamored with him
21:36Yes deeply
21:37Yeah
21:38Speaking of deep
21:42Don't panic
21:44Okay
21:45Well
21:47Start sweating
21:48No I'm joking
21:49Yeah
21:50You're not joking
21:51No no I'm not
21:52I feel like
21:54I don't think I know
21:56You past
21:57Surface level
21:59Okay yeah
22:00On a deep level
22:01So
22:01Yeah
22:01So
22:02I have the bowl of doom
22:04Right
22:05With some questions
22:07That we ask each other
22:09Oh my god
22:10To get to know each other better
22:13Okay
22:14So buckle up
22:15So I'll go first
22:16Because you look shit scared
22:18No I'm fine
22:19Absolutely fine
22:20Okay
22:22What is the first thing
22:24That you noticed
22:25About me
22:26When we first met
22:27And this was a while ago
22:29You're very
22:30Like you had a very cheeky little smile
22:33And I was like
22:34Who is that girl
22:35Over there
22:36It's a long time ago
22:37Yeah
22:37What about you
22:39What was the first thing
22:41I noticed about you
22:41Yeah
22:42You were really
22:43Friendly and kind
22:44And I wasn't expecting that
22:46So
22:46That's very nice
22:47Yeah
22:48Thank you
22:48Okay Myles
22:49What insecurity of yours
22:51Holds you back
22:51Uh
22:55Mmm
22:56Let me just grab my drink
22:59For this one
22:59I think I have many insecurities
23:07That hold me back
23:08But
23:08I don't really want to give the wrong answer
23:13So
23:14I'm obviously not gonna
23:17Try
23:19Because if you don't want to
23:20Share stuff
23:22That you don't feel comfortable
23:23In sharing
23:24That's your prerogative
23:25That's so fine
23:26Hmm
23:27I think it leads me on
23:28To this next question
23:29Like
23:29Do you see this
23:30Going anywhere
23:32Like really well and truly
23:34Or
23:35I don't know
23:41I don't want to promise you things
23:45That I can't promise
23:46And I can't
23:47Tell you feelings that
23:48I
23:49Can't feel right now
23:51Like I can't say
23:52Yep
23:53Let's go for it
23:54When I'm unsure
23:55I just
23:57I can't sit here
24:00And say that
24:00I'm not disappointed
24:01Because
24:02You know
24:03It would have been nice
24:04To get closer to you
24:05Mm
24:06And I appreciate your honesty
24:08I do
24:09But
24:09I think there has to come a point
24:11Where I need to
24:12You know
24:12Withdraw
24:15Because otherwise
24:16I'm just
24:17Seeking for something
24:18That I'm not going to get
24:19Yeah I get that
24:21And
24:24Um
24:26I
24:28I genuinely appreciate you
24:30Being the person you are
24:32And being like
24:33How you've been with me now
24:35Like really
24:37There's a reason
24:38You can't see
24:40If you do not
24:41When you're hot
24:42You'll be alive
24:45Good start
24:59Good start
25:00Ready
25:00Bang
25:01You're way faster than me
25:03It's just actually
25:03It's actually too easy
25:04Right
25:04Oh I give up
25:05Come on
25:06You can't quit in a drag wave
25:08Shake it out
25:09And you come on down
25:11Let's see
25:12Guys thank you so much
25:14For coming to my swishing event
25:16Of course we want to glow up
25:17Our wardrobes
25:18And save the planet
25:19At the same time
25:20So feel free to have a look
25:22At all the gorgeous gowns
25:23And swish away
25:24Come on boys
25:33Bit of etiquette
25:34What are we doing
25:36We weren't meant to see that
25:37We were
25:38We were
25:38We weren't gaming
25:40We were having a very mature conversation
25:41Nice
25:42But you can't even drive a car
25:43Yeah I know
25:44That's why I'm doing it on a phone
25:45But he's about to drive a tank
25:47As his first car
25:47Oh my god
25:48Yeah you are driving a tank
25:49Not a tank
25:50It's called a jackal
25:51You mentioned tank about 50,000 times
25:54That was before I realised
25:55I couldn't actually do the tank
25:56Let me just hand out
25:57You are the future of our nation's armed forces
25:59Literally
26:00And I'm proud to
26:01I'm proud
26:02I'm really scared
26:02You're going back to France
26:04I'm not
26:04I'm going back to France
26:06I'm enlisting
26:07I'm enlisting
26:07You're going back to South Africa
26:08I'll fight for your freedom
26:09Joking aside
26:10I respect it
26:11I think it's pretty cool
26:12So how are you and Jazz?
26:14Yeah I mean
26:15Not as good as you and Jules
26:17Had a great date night
26:18But then it got a bit deep
26:20And Jazz and I are no longer
26:23She said
26:26You know
26:26I need more
26:27I need to be with a guy
26:28Who basically knows that
26:29And I get that
26:30That's fine
26:31She spoke really truthfully
26:32And honestly with me
26:33And I really appreciated it
26:35It's not worked out
26:35It's not worked out
26:36Bittersweet
26:36And bright and fast
26:38That one
26:38Shit
26:38But how does it not feel though
26:40Like that's
26:41Like it's weird
26:43She kind of ignores me for a bit
26:45And then comes back
26:46And it's really flirtatious
26:47She puts that TikTok up
26:49With that song
26:50Best friends
26:50And then right
26:51With a question mark
26:52Bro that video
26:53She posted on TikTok
26:54I don't know where you stand with it
26:56Yeah
26:56But I think
26:57It's just maybe not fair for you
27:00Because I think
27:00You do still currently
27:01Have those strong feelings towards her
27:02I feel like she's leading you on
27:05Bro this is coming from
27:06A friend
27:07There's some unfinished business there
27:09Something needs to be resolved
27:11Within the friendship
27:12You guys need to sort something out
27:14Because it's just not fair on you
27:16I think it's low-key
27:23Kind of casual look
27:25Oh yeah
27:25I mean that's just your everyday
27:26Yeah
27:26Just push the shots
27:28You know
27:28Oh my god
27:31This
27:32It's forcing me to come out
27:33Of my clothing comfort zone here
27:34I think this is good for you
27:36I need to channel my inner Paris
27:37She's such a fashion
27:38No she's so iconic
27:40Like everything about Paris
27:41I'm like
27:41Every time I see her
27:42I'm like
27:42You're really cool
27:43This outfit is giving
27:44Business lady
27:46Is it?
27:46Yeah
27:47It's also giving
27:49She's no longer seeing Miles
27:52What?
27:53Jumpsuit
27:53No you're lying
27:54Shut up
27:55Yeah we didn't last very long
27:56Wait wait wait
27:57What happened?
27:58I'm so confused
27:58I was just like
27:59Do you see this going anywhere?
28:01And he paused
28:02And then he was like
28:03I don't know
28:04It's obviously a shame
28:06For the first time ever
28:07I'm not
28:08I'm not upset
28:09Because I know
28:10It's not a me thing
28:11It's not a personal thing
28:12I also feel like
28:12Because you've done it now
28:14Like if you'd left it
28:15I don't know
28:16A few weeks down the line
28:17You probably would have got
28:17A lot of feelings
28:18That would have been
28:19A lot stronger for him
28:20It would have been harder
28:20To get over
28:21Whereas now it's just like
28:22Nip it in the bud
28:23Before it gets deep
28:24And it's probably
28:24The smartest thing
28:25You could have done
28:25In the situation
28:26Yeah I don't regret anything
28:27I just think
28:28He would have eventually
28:29Probably really hurt me
28:31Yeah
28:31So tranquil in here
28:43It's nice isn't it
28:45Lovely
28:45Bright
28:46I feel like I've
28:48Made progression with it
28:49Since you last saw it
28:51Digs are looking good
28:52Thanks Rubes
28:53You're welcome
28:53Don't spill anything
28:55On my new couch
28:55Can you imagine
28:56It's just something
28:57I would do
28:57Can I get it
28:59Let me get it
29:00All right
29:03Now Ruby there's someone
29:07That actually
29:08I wanted to show
29:09Your apartment
29:09Oh my god
29:11I thought he'd
29:12He's bigger than you
29:14All right calm now
29:16He's four foot
29:16Anyway
29:17So I'd like you to meet
29:18Guzzy
29:19Give it to her
29:21Say hello Guzzy
29:23Hello Ruby
29:25Hello Ruby
29:27You've told me before
29:28That sometimes you get lonely
29:30Because your parents
29:31Have moved out
29:31You've got a friend here
29:33Oh my god
29:35Okay
29:35She's going to pop
29:35In your bedroom
29:36How can you go
29:38He's heavier than me
29:39He's so cute
29:41I love him
29:42Thank you
29:42And he'll
29:43He'll keep you warm
29:44At night if you need to
29:45I don't even think
29:47He'll fit in your bed
29:48No I don't think
29:48He will
29:49I don't know where
29:49He's going to fit
29:50What's new with you then
29:51Well
29:54I
29:57It's really bad timing
29:58Oh
29:59So you know how
30:01You know how I went speed dating
30:02Yeah
30:03I'm a bit nervous
30:08I basically
30:09Got on quite well
30:11With one of the guys
30:12Oh yeah
30:13And we exchanged numbers
30:15And I
30:16Saw him for a drink
30:18Um
30:19Thanks for telling me
30:22Great news
30:23I didn't feel anything there
30:26I'm not going to see him again
30:28But I just wanted you to know that
30:31Wow
30:33Are you annoyed at me?
30:37Not really
30:38How was his chat?
30:41Good chat?
30:43Yeah you're quite good
30:44I got
30:44I'm
30:45Sounds like a legend
30:46No he's not
30:47Why didn't it work out
30:48I'm not going to sit here
30:50And bad mouth him
30:51Because he was polite
30:52And a nice guy
30:54But I didn't feel
30:55Anything towards him
30:57What do we do?
31:01I think being on the date
31:02Did make me realise
31:03Like I'm
31:04I'm not interested
31:05Like I'm very happy
31:06With where
31:07We're at
31:08And the space
31:08That we're in
31:09And
31:10I can't seem
31:12To get away
31:13From you
31:14And I'm
31:15Like you do
31:16Make me happy
31:17So basically
31:18What you're actually saying
31:20Is
31:20You don't really
31:22Want to date
31:22Others
31:23So maybe
31:30We
31:31Don't
31:33Date
31:33Others
31:34Maybe
31:37We don't
31:38Guys
31:40Thank you so much
31:53For coming
31:54What do you think
31:55About the car
31:55I'm obsessed
31:56Yeah
31:57I love it
31:57Honestly
31:58I just feel like
31:58This is the real me
31:59You know
32:00I'm looking in the mirror
32:00I'm like
32:00Okay
32:01This is Paris
32:01No I love it
32:02I honestly love it
32:03Everything is just
32:04Just everything
32:05Oh my god
32:06Hey guys
32:07Hello
32:07Oh my god
32:09Guys
32:10Thanks for coming
32:10Thank you for having us
32:11Did you get a chance
32:12To look at all the clothes
32:13Everything looks incredible
32:15Yeah
32:15Can we get dressed
32:16Yeah
32:16I'll put you guys
32:19In a dress
32:19I'll put you guys
32:20In a dress
32:20What's going on
32:21With you guys
32:22Good
32:22Good
32:23I mean
32:23Everything's really good
32:24From my side
32:24I've been
32:26I mean
32:27I'm not sure
32:27If you guys have heard
32:27But Tristan and I
32:28Have been hanging out a lot
32:29I'm really happy
32:30At the moment
32:31Okay
32:32But it's been one week
32:34Like yeah
32:35It's been a week
32:35But it's like
32:36As a girl
32:36You know
32:37Like you have
32:37Like your intuition
32:38Like you just know
32:39It's no mystery
32:41What I think about
32:42Tristan
32:43And his behaviour
32:44You know
32:45But I said everything
32:46In Antigua
32:47To the both of you
32:48Yeah
32:48I don't know
32:49It's just
32:50It's very different
32:50This time
32:51Like I understand
32:52Why you probably
32:52Think it's not
32:53Like I do
32:54I don't even think that
32:55I don't think about you guys
32:56I'm not gonna lie
32:57I don't
32:57So I'm happy
32:58That you're happy
32:59And that he's
33:01Treating you differently
33:01That's great
33:02Yeah
33:03Do you still feel like
33:04Tristan's kind of doing it
33:05To prove everyone wrong
33:06Or do you feel like
33:07He's kind of
33:07Yeah
33:08Why do you think that
33:09Just his track record
33:10And how he is
33:11Obviously it's not nice
33:12To hear
33:13You know
33:13Everyone has these concerns
33:15Yeah but they're the same
33:15Concerns you have
33:16Yeah and I know
33:17I had those concerns
33:18I've said that
33:18I've admitted
33:19Obviously I had
33:20I can't keep up
33:21It was like five seconds ago
33:23So I'm just catching up
33:24Look at the end of the day
33:25I'm happy
33:26Tristan's showing me
33:28You know he's proving me wrong
33:29And I think that's all
33:30That matters right now
33:32I saw Jules the other day
33:35Oh
33:35Jules
33:36And Tris
33:38Are actually really happy
33:39I'm in such a predicament
33:40Because I know Tris so well
33:41And we haven't been close recently
33:44It is pretty awesome
33:44It's such a shame
33:45Because like
33:46It's sad
33:47In so many ways
33:48Because I know how close
33:49You were
33:50And how much like
33:52Love was there
33:53And probably still is there
33:54Yeah but
33:56I do feel like
33:57His priorities
33:59Have shifted a little bit
33:59I think that
34:00What about miles
34:02And temps and all that
34:03I just feel like
34:03Those friendships
34:04Are a bit more transactional
34:05How can he be mates
34:07With them
34:07And just kind of
34:08Disregard my friendship
34:09I'm just watching
34:10From afar now
34:11And he's like
34:12He's completely
34:13If you're not on his wavelength
34:14Or like
34:14Flying his flag
34:15You're off the truck
34:17He just disregards you
34:19I think you need to speak to him
34:21Like I genuinely think
34:22You need to try and like
34:23Understand
34:24How this has happened
34:26Because it's so sad
34:27Like
34:28Two people that were so close
34:29And basically like family
34:31Just
34:31Act as if
34:33The other person's just not there
34:34Like
34:35It's
34:35It shouldn't be like that
34:37T. Phipps
34:40James Taylor
34:41Give us a cuddle
34:42Loving this shirt
34:43My boy
34:43You look good
34:46So do you
34:47Tan
34:47Which country from this time
34:48This is from Antigua
34:49Of course you know
34:50But I took your little brother away
34:51On a romantic trip
34:52I mean to be honest mate
34:53I would have rather
34:54Probably stayed in the country
34:56Than gone to Antigua
34:57Look I'm not gonna act dumb
34:58I got the lowdown from
35:00Sure we did
35:00Van Der Pump
35:01And
35:02Rez
35:02Obviously I want to hear your story
35:04I mean
35:05There's not much to tell really
35:06I reconnected with Jules
35:08Um
35:09And reconnected with Miles
35:10Are you jealous of that?
35:12I'm
35:12Do you know what?
35:12I'm not gonna hide behind it
35:13I'm jealous
35:14Really?
35:15Yeah I'm a little bit jealous
35:15But why?
35:16I suppose there's just
35:16A load of history there
35:17But I know
35:18I am mature enough
35:19To let you be your own man
35:20And you can have your relationship
35:22With whoever you want
35:23But
35:24I have my opinion
35:25I have my opinion
35:27And maybe we'll just
35:27Keep the Miles chat
35:28No I
35:29Listen I'm in a reflected mood
35:30I think
35:31Release it from me
35:31I wouldn't be your friend
35:32If I didn't tell you
35:33What Rez said
35:34Fine
35:34Rez saw all the social media
35:37That you and Miles had posted
35:38Albeit a little bit cringy
35:40Even I'd agree
35:41Really?
35:41The fist bumping he mentioned
35:43The chest bumping
35:44The flipping in the sea
35:45Quite sweet though
35:47Well
35:48He doesn't think it's sweet
35:50Rez has got a lot of strong opinions
35:51And a lot of things that I do
35:52In my life
35:52Yeah
35:53Up in the last six months
35:54You were really close to Rez at one point
35:55Very close
35:56I had a lot of love for Rez
35:57That love is now dying
35:59And for a long time
36:00I couldn't establish
36:01Why my friendship was failing
36:02And it was because
36:03I wasn't playing into his games
36:04I don't think about fucking
36:05Vanderpump
36:05What he's up to
36:06I don't think about Rez
36:06What he's up to
36:07I am happy
36:08They spend hours of their day
36:10Concerned about
36:11How I'm conducting myself
36:12What I'm doing
36:13Where I am
36:13Who I'm dating
36:14I don't give a fuck
36:15What they're up to
36:16They can worry about me
36:17I'm not worried about them
36:18It's not worth my time
36:19Hi Jazz
36:32I'm just going to be
36:33Pretty quick and efficient
36:34It's Jack
36:36And I would like you to back off
36:38Basically
36:39Simple as that
36:40Back off with my friendship with Jack
36:42You're not friends with Jack
36:43You're playing with Jack
36:44Absolutely
36:45I'm not playing with Jack
36:46You're absolutely playing with Jack
36:47Me either
36:47Everybody knows that
36:48I'm not playing with Jack
36:49I adore Jack
36:50And you may not believe me
36:51I don't care if you
36:52If you don't believe me
36:53You know the guy
36:54Has feelings for you
36:55Yeah
36:55He told me he had feelings for me
36:56We tried to date
36:57Didn't work out
36:59And then
36:59We didn't try to date
37:00Come on
37:01The more you are
37:02Entertaining this friendship with him
37:04The more he's going to get hurt
37:05And I don't want him to be hurt
37:07I understand that
37:08But I
37:08When it comes to Jack
37:09I don't give a flying F
37:11What people think about me
37:12And that situation
37:13Like if he was stood here
37:15Saying the same thing
37:15Being like Jazz
37:16Respectfully
37:16You need to back off
37:17Of course
37:18I'll be really damn upset
37:20But I would back away
37:21But it's hard when he's telling me one thing
37:23And then you're coming and telling me
37:24To back off
37:25Why do you entertain that?
37:25It's nasty
37:26You think I'm nasty?
37:27I think it's nasty what you're doing
37:29Because you know
37:30And you're not stupid
37:30Or are you?
37:32No I'm definitely not stupid
37:34I've got a degree
37:34Do you?
37:35You know
37:36He has feelings for you
37:37It's clear
37:38It's simple
37:38And you're entertaining that
37:39But he has categorically said me
37:42That I am really happy
37:43With this friendship
37:44But fuck that
37:44Obviously he would say that to you
37:45Because he likes you
37:46He wants you around him
37:47So why am I the problem?
37:48Honestly man
37:49That's stupid
37:49Sometimes you know
37:50And I think as a woman
37:52You have to fucking take the lead
37:53The guy likes you
37:55A lot
37:56And it doesn't work
37:57It will never work for him
37:58So just stop
37:59Just go away
38:01Look I'm not just gonna not be friends with Jack
38:03Because you tell me to
38:03And I will speak to Jack
38:05ASAP
38:05And see
38:06If he can be honest with me
38:07I just don't want him to suffer basically
38:09So yes
38:10Do talk to him
38:11And that
38:12Comes with me
38:14It wasn't my style anyway
38:19I just want to say
38:36Thank you so much
38:37To everyone for coming
38:39And hopefully you'll come again
38:40Finally the mojo's here
38:43And I would love to hear
38:43All your feedback
38:44But yeah
38:45Thank you
38:45This is what we've got to contend with these days
38:55Do you back yourself against one of these?
38:56Absolutely
38:57This is where robots take over
39:02Because I feel obsolete with this
39:04I don't think this will get a Tina pregnant
39:06Will it do that?
39:11Is it weird that it's your exes?
39:12Yeah
39:13It's kind of what I was thinking
39:14It's not weird
39:15Is it weird?
39:16Is this weird?
39:17I don't think it's weird
39:17It's a bit weird
39:19It's a bit weird
39:19Yeah
39:19Anyway
39:20Anyway
39:21Let's try about how you two
39:22Oh
39:23We're great
39:23Oh and I got a tattoo
39:25It says the smile
39:26Tristan chose it
39:27Fucking hell
39:28I thought you were going to say
39:29It says Tristan
39:29Yes
39:30I was like
39:31I was like
39:31Oh my god
39:32Again
39:33This is going a bit too fast
39:34But how's everything with you?
39:37Um
39:38I'm sure
39:39Jazz has
39:39Yeah
39:40Uh
39:40Kind of
39:41Told you what happened
39:42Yeah
39:43We still still have friends
39:44And I still
39:44Adore the girl
39:45I think she's great
39:45So nothing will change there
39:47You know
39:48We're two adults
39:48Who dated and it didn't work
39:49Fair enough
39:50Can't argue with that
39:51I caught up with James
39:52After you guys left
39:53Yeah
39:53He had been with um
39:56I think it was
39:56Vanders
39:57Maver
39:57And Rez
39:58What a fun group
40:00So did that say
40:01I don't even
40:01Mate
40:02I can't even bother to tell you
40:03Because it's just so pathetic
40:04I'm so baffled that Rez has
40:06Such a big issue with me
40:07But not only with me
40:08Apparently you're also the problem
40:09Anyway
40:09What have I done?
40:10Basically we have a fake friendship
40:11Seven years down the drain
40:13Seven years of fake friendship
40:14Wow
40:14I also feel like Rez is just like
40:16Praying on your downfall
40:18Yeah
40:18It seems to be
40:19You know
40:20The quickest one to
40:21Chip in when something's going wrong
40:22And that's not what friends do
40:23Honestly it's so good to see you
40:35So good
40:36Ruby girl
40:36So aggressive
40:40I felt like my lips
40:41Just like
40:42What was that?
40:43Ruby's acting a little coy
40:44Like she doesn't need one
40:45No no
40:46Ruby's not acting coy
40:47Ruby's got
40:48Ruby gets a gift bag
40:50Every Christmas
40:51And it's all my freebies
40:52It's all her samples
40:53And she goes
40:53Here you go
40:54Merry Christmas
40:54And there's about
40:55Eight of them in there
40:55And then I was just
40:56Moving into my flat
40:57And my dad was helping me
40:58And just found this
40:59Big old bag of vibrators
41:01I bet you said
41:02That's sex where I could live
41:03I was like
41:04Not don't ask
41:05And he goes
41:06Don't want to
41:07I was like
41:07Go, go, go
41:08Why should you give them some loob?
41:10My parents?
41:11Yeah
41:11Listen
41:12You're never too old
41:12Don't make me sick
41:13She's had a baby
41:15I'm selling vibrators
41:17She's
41:17Still a Rez
41:19She's
41:20What?
41:21Tell Tiffany
41:22What rolled into your house
41:23This six foot six bear
41:26He brought to my flat
41:28As a housewarming
41:28Because he was like
41:29No, you get lonely
41:30And I just started sobbing
41:31And I was like
41:32This is so sentimental
41:33And so kind
41:34And so thought out
41:35And so thoughtful
41:36And so lovely
41:37And then I had to tell him
41:38I'd gone on this
41:39And date
41:40With this
41:41Really handsome
41:42German South African guy
41:44What did you
41:45What did you say to him?
41:46I said, look
41:46I've seen someone
41:47I went on a date
41:48And it was lovely
41:49And he was great
41:49And I can't fault him
41:50But I didn't feel anything
41:51Do you want to just
41:52Make him your boyfriend?
41:53Because I feel like
41:53Come on
41:55I think I'm going to give it a go
41:57You are
41:57He loves me
41:58Obviously
41:59Obviously
42:00Obviously
42:01Okay, honest question
42:02If he turned to you
42:03And said, would you marry me?
42:04What would you say?
42:05Right now?
42:07Yeah
42:08Oh
42:09What?
42:10What?
42:11One teddy bear?
42:12You're all right
42:13Where are you?
42:13Just you
42:14No, no
42:14Put that on a minimal setting
42:16And turn it down
42:16Hey, Jason
42:28Yeah, Jeff
42:30How are you doing?
42:31I haven't seen you
42:32Since the horse riding
42:33I'm good
42:34I've been meaning to
42:35Talk to you
42:36I know
42:37I've been meaning to see you as well
42:38I heard about you and Miles
42:40Which I want to say
42:42I'm sorry to hear
42:43No, it's fine
42:45It's fine
42:45It was just
42:46Meant to be
42:47I think
42:48Yeah
42:49I went to this swishing event
42:52Okay
42:52And I saw Maver there
42:54How did that go?
42:56Um
42:56I think in the moment
42:58I held my own
42:59But when your sister-in-law
43:01Comes up to me saying
43:02You know
43:02That I'm a nasty person
43:04And I am
43:06Hurting you
43:07Oh, shit
43:08You know
43:08As much as I don't care
43:09What people think
43:10When people are
43:11Saying
43:12These things
43:13Especially coming from
43:14Your family member
43:15It made me question
43:16You know
43:18It's really confusing for me
43:19Because I don't want
43:20To lose you out of my life
43:21But then
43:22Like
43:22Do we need to set boundaries?
43:24I don't know
43:24Because I've just thought
43:26That we've had so many
43:26Conversations about
43:27Where we are
43:28Okay
43:29Well, you can look
43:29As far as now
43:30You can believe me or not
43:31But yes, I'm happy
43:32With the friendship
43:33If you walked away now
43:34I'd be devastated
43:34Okay
43:35Don't take Maver's word
43:37For anything
43:38I will fucking
43:39Deal with her
43:39She's a bored housewife
43:41At the moment
43:41She just wants
43:42To stick her nose
43:43Into everything
43:43And I'm not
43:44I'm not allowing that
43:45Right now
43:45She's not a family member
43:47And that's
43:48Honestly
43:48It's fucked me off
43:49That
43:49She needs to stay out
43:51Stay out of my life
43:52How's it going?
44:12Yeah, I'm alright
44:13I'm actually top
44:15It's cute
44:15It is not on purpose
44:16Even though
44:17It looks like it's on purpose
44:18It was on purpose
44:19Might have been on purpose
44:20Might have been on purpose
44:21Maybe to piss more people off
44:23About our friendship
44:24I don't think anyone's pissed off
44:27Are you jealous?
44:29Maybe
44:29Oh, come on
44:30What is it?
44:32It's strange for me
44:33A little bit
44:33I'm not gonna lie
44:34I think it's
44:34In what went?
44:35Why is it strange?
44:36It's not really
44:37We've had seven years of friendship
44:38We had a bubble in the middle
44:40For like two years
44:41And then
44:41It's quite a big bubble
44:42Yeah, and you know what?
44:43We recovered from that
44:44You know, I am actually very happy
44:46That Miles and I are mates now
44:47As much as it might be embarrassing
44:48Or look ridiculous
44:49From the outside on
44:49I don't really care
44:50Like I really enjoy spending time
44:52With someone who
44:53I feel like I can have
44:54Mature, adult, honest conversations with
44:55Okay, but the point is, dude
44:56Right?
44:57Someone that used to be
44:58Really close to you
44:59Yeah
44:59I feel
45:00That you
45:00Quite easily and flippantly
45:02Just been like
45:02We're not mates anymore
45:04Do you know what?
45:04I can step over here
45:05And be mates with Miles and Thames
45:06Even though they've done all this stuff to me
45:08And I've complained to Rez about that
45:09For six years
45:10And actually
45:10Okay, you're over-
45:11You're over-
45:12You're over-
45:12You're over-
45:12You're over-
45:12I can't part of my friendship with friends
45:13You're making it really big
45:14And actually just seem quite fake
45:15And I'm just saying
45:16That's fake
45:16You're upset that I have other friends
45:18Maybe I am a little bit upset inside
45:20Because I feel like
45:21I can feel the anger
45:21I've lost the best mate
45:22That I can't replace
45:23I'm not happy not being your mate
45:25Do you know what?
45:25I'm surrounding myself
45:26With people in places
45:27That I want to spend more time with
45:28You know
45:28After Australia we had problems
45:30And then we tried to figure them out
45:31And then it's been ongoing
45:32And do you know what?
45:33We have grown apart
45:34And it's not because
45:35I don't want to have a friendship with you
45:36It's because I feel like
45:36You're so bitter
45:37And you're holding on to this
45:38You know
45:39This idea of me
45:40Not being genuine
45:41The sad truth is
45:42I do miss you as a friend
45:43But right now
45:44We haven't got a friendship
45:44There's no point in this trap
45:46Yeah, you're down on your knees
45:50Yeah, you're down on your knees
45:53Run off your best mate
45:57Oh my god, Oliver
46:03You're looking