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00:00That set at that time was one of the best experience on set that I've ever done.
00:07In terms of everything, the production, the schedule, the vibes, cast, crew, director, everything was great.
00:16Everything was more organized.
00:18Because the cost was high, right?
00:20Yes.
00:22So that's why it was the first level.
00:23It was different from that level.
00:25Yes, that's right.
00:26I watched a lot of dramas.
00:28Yes, I watched a lot of dramas.
00:30If we know a job, for example, the budget is not high, not big, but you want to do it for the script.
00:37It's okay, we can negotiate in terms of this, right?
00:39Wherever we do it, we adjust it according to the circumstances around.
00:44It's not like, oh, why can the set prepare this set, it can't, it can't, it can't be like that.
00:48It's different from the set, different budget, different everything, different treatment, so you can't do it like that.
00:57Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
01:00You're back with me, Sudirman Muhammad Tahir, in the podcast show, Confessions of Dark Rooms.
01:05And this week, we have another guest that I think for this year, the beginning of the year, his name is, boom, explode.
01:12If you open the OTT platform, his face.
01:16Open the TV, his face.
01:18A mother, a wife, a business actress, Mira Filza.
01:22Assalamualaikum.
01:24Assalamualaikum, how are you Mira?
01:25I'm fine, Alhamdulillah.
01:26It's been a long time, right?
01:27Yes, I'm fine.
01:27You're fine.
01:28You're fine.
01:29Mira, after you got married, right?
01:33After you got married, then you gave birth to a child.
01:36That's right.
01:36At that time, we noticed that your success was slow, maybe focused on the family.
01:43That's right.
01:44After the child was one and a half years old, he returned to acting and everything, he was like his time, he was a blood child.
01:54So, you organized your career like that, Mira?
01:57I like to organize.
02:03Especially in terms of schedule, what we want to do, what we want to achieve.
02:07In one year, we have set goals and targets.
02:10I like to do that.
02:12For my career choices, like for example, we want to rest or something, those are all my own choices.
02:17I believe that every actress or singer who is a woman and also a mother who has a family,
02:25there will definitely be a period of rest, right?
02:29For example, we see Aminah Rosli resting with her child first, then she suddenly appears with a drama phenomenon, right?
02:36So, those phases are normal.
02:38Maybe half of the people see it as if it's gone, it's gone.
02:42For me, there is no phase, there is no stagnation and loss other than when you decided to rest completely.
02:49But like Mira, we take a break for a while because we have a commitment as a wife and also a mother.
02:57And I made a decision at that time, actually, when Amir was 8 months old, I started acting.
03:03Just to take a little bit, take like Imam Izzat Al-Khaimah, 9 episodes of Ramadan.
03:09Take like one off, one off, short ones.
03:11But when he was a little older, I took a longer project, longer.
03:16And one of the things that is also being talked about is Gadis Masa, right Mira?
03:22Which is shown on VIEW, the RTT platform, right?
03:26Which I think is a platform that most actors at this time want to do if there are projects from the RTT platform, especially, right?
03:37Your involvement in Gadis Masa.
03:39Mira is actually one of the people who is looking forward to working with VIEW.
03:43So, like when we see other actors, we start to see Nenek Bungkut Tiga, then we see one by one,
03:48Eh, when, when is my turn?
03:51So, when I got the offer from VIEW, without us being careful first, what script and so on, we are already ready.
03:59Because that is one of the goals that I put in my career, okay, to act in RTT.
04:06Coincidentally, the story was Rom-Com, Very Light at that time.
04:09At that time, we had already rested for a while, right?
04:11So, Very Light.
04:12There was also Tracy and Syafiq, which is Syafiq.
04:17This is the fourth time I worked with him.
04:19Tracy is also the third time.
04:21A lot too, but never for a long project.
04:25So, these two actors, I feel comfortable, the story is good, fun.
04:28So, it's a thirst lock, thirst point.
04:31Hmm, that's what happened.
04:32Hmm, Alhamdulillah.
04:34Is it easy for you to work with an actor who is already used to it?
04:38For you as an actor.
04:40As an actor, if it's his first time meeting, it can be easy to act.
04:47As long as we understand each other's roles, or you understand what is your character, what is my character,
04:53then we can act together.
04:55Like, Syafiq is undeniable, he is really good at acting.
04:59That's what I have to admit, he is good at acting.
05:01Even though sometimes I know, he's like,
05:03Mira, how do I tell this story?
05:05Which script is this? I know he doesn't read it.
05:07But, he always performs.
05:09Syafiq, even though he doesn't read the script,
05:11but he's like, before what, Mira?
05:13He likes to ask, before or after?
05:15Okay, okay, okay.
05:16So, he acts.
05:17So, that has become a habit for him.
05:19Like Tracy, since he's new, he also shares and discusses a lot with me what he wants to do,
05:27what I want to do, since we play the same character,
05:30but a different version, like he's the young version,
05:33and I'm the 10 years after version.
05:36So, for your character, is it easy for you to do?
05:41Or is there a challenge for you?
05:43Even though you said the story is a bit light, right?
05:45Yes.
05:46My character, I wouldn't say it's very easy, but it's not easy either.
05:53Since I became a mother,
05:55I've become more of a gun owner in front of the camera.
05:59A gun owner?
05:59A gun owner, as in, if I want to do some humor or jokes or funny scenes,
06:04I'll be like, oh my gosh, this is so embarrassing.
06:06If it's compared to when we were kids, we can do it.
06:08I don't know, it's automatically, you know,
06:10it feels like, there's a feeling.
06:12You have to be a mother, right?
06:14So, the story has a lot of moments,
06:16like, you know, that kind of emotions.
06:20That's a bit difficult for me,
06:22but with the help of audio editing, props,
06:27the script is great.
06:29It's okay, it's smooth.
06:31Or is it because of your status?
06:33It's because I'm a mother,
06:35but it's not planned.
06:37It just came to me.
06:39It's stuck in my heart.
06:41It's so embarrassing.
06:43Like back then, if you've seen it,
06:45I used to like miming an Indian.
06:47I'd travel overseas to do an Indian video.
06:49But now, when I ask a photographer,
06:51he's still the same photographer,
06:53he'll be like, let's do an Indian video.
06:55It's so embarrassing.
06:57How do I mime in front of him?
06:59It's so embarrassing.
07:01So, people who work with you now,
07:03they already know,
07:05it's you now,
07:07not you in the past.
07:09It's okay if it's behind the scenes,
07:11but to be recorded,
07:13it's a bit embarrassing.
07:15But as an actor, you have to do it.
07:17As an actor, we have to do it.
07:19If it's given to us, we'll do it.
07:21But we get a different feeling.
07:23Now, it's like,
07:25okay, let's do it.
07:27You have to bring a character
07:29that doesn't have a status
07:31as a wife or a mother.
07:33Yes, that's right.
07:35Maya's character in 2024
07:37is a very dominant character.
07:39She's an achiever.
07:41She wants to achieve.
07:43She sets goals and targets
07:45in her career.
07:47She chooses not to
07:49have a child at the moment
07:51because she wants to target
07:53to be a creative director.
07:55So, that's what makes her relationship
07:57with Khairi a bit problematic.
07:59Because Khairi
08:01has been married for a long time.
08:03But Khairi wants a child.
08:05Because her family is happy.
08:07So, that's her conflict.
08:09Maybe the hardest scene,
08:11I think.
08:13This is what I shared earlier.
08:15It's embarrassing to do.
08:17The hardest scene?
08:19The hardest scene?
08:21It's okay.
08:23But,
08:25what's the hardest scene?
08:27For me,
08:29all the scenes are okay.
08:31Also,
08:33in the interview,
08:35I said the same thing.
08:37In Gadis Masa,
08:39it's one of the best experiences
08:41that I've ever had
08:43in terms of everything.
08:45In terms of production,
08:47schedule,
08:49vibes, cast, crew,
08:51director.
08:53So, I really enjoy it.
08:55Every time I go to the set,
08:57I feel happy.
08:59Even if there's a hard scene,
09:01it's okay.
09:03It's fun.
09:07Maybe it's a new experience for you
09:09to act in an OTT platform, right?
09:11Maybe.
09:13It's like that.
09:15It's more organized.
09:17It's expensive.
09:21It's different.
09:23It's different.
09:25If it's a drama,
09:27it's expensive.
09:29But, it's okay.
09:31There's a difference.
09:33There's a difference.
09:35So,
09:37compared to
09:39two jobs,
09:41what do you think?
09:43In terms of
09:45after this,
09:47we're like this.
09:49We follow the job.
09:51If we know
09:53that the job
09:55is not expensive,
09:57but you want to do it for the script,
09:59it's okay. We can do it.
10:03But,
10:05we adjust
10:07the job
10:09according to the situation.
10:11It's not like,
10:13we can't do it.
10:15It's different.
10:17It's different.
10:19So, we can't do it.
10:21You worked with
10:23Shafiqal, right?
10:25There's also Tracy.
10:27We know that
10:29your husband is the one
10:31who supports you.
10:33Is he okay?
10:35He's okay.
10:37Alhamdulillah.
10:39There's no hero this time, right?
10:41No. I'm so grateful.
10:43At one stage,
10:45when I was shooting
10:47for 4 months,
10:49almost 4 months,
10:51at one stage,
10:53I thought that
10:55it's good that he allowed
10:57me to wait for my child every night.
10:59It's good that he
11:01allowed me to shoot.
11:03Not everyone gets
11:05that privilege.
11:07That privilege is very precious.
11:09If you look at me,
11:11before I got married,
11:13my parents' permission
11:15was the priority.
11:17Now, it's my husband's privilege.
11:19I believe that his prayers
11:21might be one of the factors
11:23for me to get a great
11:25script, get a good story,
11:27get
11:29my name recognized again,
11:31just like last year.
11:33So,
11:35the job that I accepted,
11:37I told him.
11:39I asked for his permission and his prayers.
11:41That's important.
11:43Yes.
11:45Did he know about your work?
11:47He knew.
11:49For example,
11:51Ohiro Shafiqa. He's from Pujang.
11:53He knew.
11:55But it's not a problem. He's okay
11:57with whoever I act with.
11:59But he likes to ask,
12:01is the road okay?
12:03Is it suitable?
12:05He said, yes.
12:07I said, okay.
12:09So, he gave you hints.
12:11Yes.
12:13We have to realize that we're a wife
12:15and a mother.
12:17You know your limitations.
12:19So, you have to...
12:21So, it's okay, right?
12:23Okay.
12:25How's your son?
12:27He's healthy.
12:29He's a boy,
12:31but he's very playful with me.
12:33Very clingy.
12:35So, when you're shooting,
12:37he'll sleep with his dad?
12:39Yes, he'll sleep with his dad first.
12:41Everyday, right?
12:43Yes.
12:45Of course, it's back to back.
12:47But I'm a helper
12:49during the day.
12:51He already went to play school.
12:53So, when he's back, I'll help him.
12:55I'll bathe him, feed him.
12:57At night,
12:59he'll sleep with his dad first.
13:01When you decided to
13:03go back to acting,
13:05when you were
13:078 months old,
13:09you went to the shooting location.
13:11Maybe
13:13there's a change in terms of
13:15your shooting schedule
13:17until 8 or 10 o'clock only?
13:19No more?
13:21No, I didn't
13:23set it like that
13:25until now.
13:27Because
13:29especially when shooting
13:31for a TV station,
13:33we already understand and have a lot of experience.
13:35And
13:37for me, if I
13:39set it like that, maybe
13:41it'll be a little
13:45difficult.
13:47It's not difficult, but for them,
13:49it's a limitation. Sometimes, they're excited to act.
13:51But maybe
13:53we can put this concept
13:55in a more appropriate way.
13:57But we can't apply it to everything.
13:59Because I understand that for a TV station,
14:01there will be an exit limit.
14:03But we can discuss this. Sometimes, we discuss
14:05with the assistant director.
14:07If there's a day when we want to go home early,
14:09we can't do it every night.
14:11We can discuss this, but I don't set
14:13any limitations in terms of time.
14:15Right?
14:16Mira, when you decided
14:18to make your own timeline,
14:20like you said,
14:22everything runs smoothly.
14:24There's no problem.
14:26But in terms of the storyline,
14:28what's one of the reasons you made it?
14:30Because it's
14:32very unique and interesting
14:34when it travels back in time.
14:36It's a concept that we see
14:38in TV shows.
14:40And
14:42some K-dramas also made it.
14:44Even Hollywood movies
14:46also made it.
14:48So, it's a
14:50storyline that
14:52a Malaysian production made.
14:54But recently,
14:56there's a new version.
14:58Actually, we've shot it before.
15:00So, we don't know yet.
15:02But the version was released first.
15:04So, this is an interesting concept
15:06for me to explore.
15:08It's more like
15:10something new, right?
15:12Right.
15:14And for the success profile, it's actually good.
15:16The success profile looks good, right?
15:18It's not the same character.
15:20It's a bit different.
15:22So, maybe
15:24when we talk about OTT,
15:26one of the reasons
15:28why people switch to OTT is
15:30like what you said,
15:32it's different from TV
15:34or movies, right?
15:36And the courage itself
15:38is shown in the OTT scripts.
15:40So, for your upcoming works,
15:42are you okay with it?
15:44The courage.
15:46My courage is
15:48my strength.
15:50If it's not appropriate,
15:52I won't take it.
15:54If it's okay, I'm okay with it.
15:56I'm ready to explore
15:58any kind of story as long as
16:00it's appropriate to my image.
16:02Mira,
16:04how long
16:06have you been acting?
16:08Because I think
16:10it's almost 15 years, right?
16:12If it's
16:14a full-time job,
16:16it's around 10-11 years.
16:18But if it's a full-time job,
16:20it's around 15 years.
16:22From
16:24when you were
16:26a model.
16:30Up until today,
16:32is there a phase
16:34that you're proud of?
16:36As an actress.
16:38Alhamdulillah.
16:40I'm very happy
16:42with my career.
16:44What I've done,
16:46Alhamdulillah, I got it.
16:48Sometimes,
16:50I don't get it this year.
16:52But,
16:54I have to
16:56make an effort.
16:58And I believe in
17:00prayer.
17:02So, throughout
17:04my career,
17:06I've set
17:08goals and targets.
17:10There's more.
17:12There's more that I want to achieve
17:14as an actress.
17:16Have you reached the highest level?
17:18Not yet.
17:20I haven't won yet.
17:22Really?
17:24I have
17:26dreams to
17:28win Best Actress.
17:30Instead of
17:32Popular. I've won Popular, Alhamdulillah.
17:34I don't want to do it again.
17:36Once is enough.
17:38So, I'm hoping for
17:40Best Actress.
17:42I'll choose the jury.
17:44Not the winner.
17:46InsyaAllah.
17:48Mira, it's a long
17:50journey for you.
17:52You're one of
17:54the popular
17:56and our own
17:58viewers.
18:00You're one of the
18:02most popular actresses.
18:04No, I'm not.
18:06It's okay.
18:08No, I'm not.
18:10As I said,
18:12it depends on the job.
18:14If it's a shooting,
18:16it's just a small increase.
18:18But,
18:20as a client,
18:22ambassador, endorsement,
18:24as a client,
18:26we put
18:28a price
18:30that matches our value.
18:32Like that.
18:34That's expensive.
18:36I think it's okay.
18:38My heroes are more expensive.
18:40TV and OTT
18:42are more expensive.
18:44Okay.
18:46Mira,
18:48there's one thing
18:50that people want to know.
18:52We know that
18:54there'll be a lot of offers.
18:56You'll have to choose
18:58what you want to do.
19:00Is there a time
19:02when you reject an offer
19:04but in the end,
19:06the script belongs to someone else
19:08and the story goes.
19:10I should've done this, but I didn't.
19:12Has it happened to you?
19:14It happened a few times.
19:16A few times
19:18with
19:20Radius One,
19:22on another platform.
19:24There's also
19:26actually,
19:28it just happened.
19:30Actually, last year,
19:32Boss Drama
19:34gave me the title
19:36for the first time.
19:38Before the production
19:40started,
19:42I had no idea
19:44about novel adaptation.
19:46At first,
19:48when I went to the open house,
19:50I thought it was great.
19:52Then,
19:54when TX
19:56released it in October,
19:58I was like,
20:00at first,
20:02it was released at the end of last year.
20:04So, I had to arrange it.
20:06So, like,
20:08if I arrange it,
20:10if it's released in October,
20:12I don't want
20:14anything else.
20:16I want promotions to be smooth.
20:18People can focus
20:20on one character.
20:22So, I was like,
20:24if it's released last year,
20:26I'll call them.
20:28Then, I called them to confirm.
20:30They didn't confirm it yet.
20:32But I heard it was in November.
20:34So, I said,
20:36I don't want anything else.
20:38So, I changed it.
20:40So, we changed it.
20:42But when we processed it,
20:44when we processed the shooting,
20:46when it was released,
20:48I was so worried.
20:50I was like,
20:52did I make the right decision?
20:54It was like,
20:56how was the heart directing at that time?
20:58Then,
21:00I said, it's okay.
21:02One thing about Mira,
21:04I don't like
21:06negative thinking for too long.
21:08It makes us stressed.
21:10So, Mira was really positive.
21:12She prayed a lot.
21:14She was like,
21:16Ya Allah, this is my comeback.
21:18Ya Allah, please give me the best.
21:20So, Mira also
21:22contributed a lot
21:24in terms of
21:26when we told the producer,
21:28we talked to the director
21:30to make it happen,
21:32to make it
21:34the best for this story.
21:36So, Mira contributed
21:38to help other actors
21:40for this too.
21:42So, Alhamdulillah,
21:44it happened.
21:46That's what we say, God's secret.
21:48Maybe that's the reason
21:50why they didn't give it to us.
21:52Sometimes, they changed it for the better.
21:54But, that's one of the reasons.
21:58We can't predict, right Mira?
22:00That's right.
22:02Maybe we think the story can go,
22:04but it didn't.
22:06That's right.
22:08Sometimes, one of the reasons
22:10is because of the script.
22:12Sometimes, the script is normal but it's an actor.
22:14That's right.
22:16Sometimes, it's because of the timing.
22:18If I look at it,
22:20I've studied it myself,
22:22the show is on the 4th quarter,
22:24October, November, December,
22:26onwards, the drama always explodes.
22:30It's like that.
22:32Sometimes, it's because of the timing.
22:34Sometimes,
22:36at first, we were worried
22:38because it's the beginning of the year.
22:40It's the beginning of the year, people want to travel.
22:42But, look at it.
22:44It's like God's secret.
22:46That's right.
22:48We want to know the secret
22:50behind it.
22:52During the shooting,
22:54from the beginning until now,
22:56you've acted with a lot of actors.
22:58Right?
23:00Maybe, there are some
23:02that you like or not.
23:04Or, you're okay with all of them.
23:06I'm okay with all of them.
23:08I'm okay with all of them
23:10because we've been acting
23:12for a long time.
23:14It's not a one-off job.
23:16When we're not okay,
23:18we act together
23:20as a family, as a group.
23:22So,
23:24every drama series,
23:26it doesn't matter if it's an OTT or
23:28a regular TV station,
23:30it will take 2 to 3 months.
23:32For example,
23:3456 Days,
23:36even though it's an 8-episode drama.
23:38So, it's long.
23:40If we're not okay with the actors,
23:42the set won't be great.
23:44So, we have to be okay with all of them.
23:46Push aside the feelings.
23:48Sometimes, it's normal.
23:50Dealing with humans is not easy.
23:52It's different for everyone.
23:54So, if the actor is late, just wait for him.
23:56Just wait for him.
23:58But, if he's late,
24:00I'm okay with it.
24:02It's okay if he's late.
24:04As long as he performs well.
24:06I'm okay with it.
24:08But, don't be like that.
24:10If he's late and you want to read the script.
24:12It won't be a problem for me.
24:14But, for everyone.
24:16But, if he's late and you want to read the script,
24:18I'm okay with it.
24:20As long as he performs well, I'm okay with it.
24:22But, it's normal for you, right?
24:24It's normal.
24:26It can be rejected by me.
24:28For example,
24:30if I feel like
24:32there are a lot of big scenes.
24:34If I don't want to wait,
24:36I will deal with the assistant director.
24:38If everything is okay, I will come.
24:40I will come and get ready.
24:42Don't worry.
24:44So, we have to...
24:46One thing about working,
24:48we have to give them confidence with our discipline.
24:50So, when that happens,
24:52they won't be there.
24:54If they call us an hour or two early,
24:56we will be there.
24:58So, they will be okay.
25:00But, we have to know
25:02the timing.
25:04Right?
25:06Mira,
25:08as an actress,
25:12a hero, a heroine,
25:14and so on,
25:16what is the character that is
25:18closest to you?
25:20The character that is closest to me?
25:22It doesn't matter if it's a movie or a drama.
25:24The character that is
25:26closest to me, to be honest,
25:28is Elena in
25:30Juran Tan Peniat.
25:32This is the character that
25:34I really
25:36did my homework.
25:38I went to class
25:40and so on.
25:42I studied.
25:44I even revised the script.
25:46I revised the script.
25:48We revised the script.
25:50We sent it to the producer.
25:52We gave suggestions for
25:54improvement, to be better.
25:56And maybe the character
25:58because it's the character of a mother.
26:00Right.
26:02I am now a wife.
26:04It's easy for me to express my feelings
26:06as Elena.
26:08Because we are a mother too.
26:10Maybe if I brought this character
26:125 years ago,
26:14it wouldn't be as close as
26:16what I did this year.
26:18About 200 percent,
26:20more than 100 percent?
26:22More than 100 percent.
26:24I think this character is very close.
26:26Is it difficult for you?
26:30It's not difficult
26:32because we are now a mother.
26:34When it comes to this story,
26:36I acted a lot with
26:38Azriel Kaiser,
26:40who is Azriel's brother.
26:42He is very close to me.
26:44So, he is also a smart kid.
26:46A kid who is good at acting.
26:48Sometimes, I don't need
26:50to take the mood to
26:52act because we can imagine.
26:54We have a son.
26:56We can imagine.
26:58So, it's easy for him to express his feelings.
27:00Because in that situation,
27:02we are a wife and a mother.
27:04We just put ourselves
27:06in that shoes.
27:08What if this is my situation?
27:12So, you take everything into consideration.
27:14That's right.
27:16But it's a heavy story.
27:18I think the audience
27:20can watch this story.
27:22Do you watch your own acting?
27:24No matter what kind of work you do,
27:26do you watch it?
27:28Sometimes, I watch it.
27:30But most of the time,
27:32I will take the time to watch it.
27:34Because sometimes,
27:36we can know what's more and what's less.
27:38That's right.
27:40After I made a comeback,
27:42I took an acting class
27:44with Kylie.
27:46It's just that
27:48I want to make a comeback.
27:50I want to improve myself.
27:52I want to show something different.
27:54To be honest,
27:56why didn't I take it earlier?
27:58Why didn't I take it when I was single?
28:00Why didn't I take it when I was in the industry?
28:02Because it's really good.
28:04It makes us
28:06easier to understand a character.
28:10It helps us to understand the emotions.
28:12Emotions?
28:14Yes, that's right.
28:16I'm really grateful
28:18that I took that class because it helped me a lot.
28:20One thing
28:22that I learned
28:26from your acting class
28:28is that
28:34we can't change the fate.
28:36Let's take this from
28:38the story of Kadis Masa.
28:40No matter what we do,
28:42the fate
28:44will always be the same.
28:46It's something that has been decided.
28:48But
28:50it's true that
28:52anything that can't be changed
28:54is death.
28:56It's fate.
28:58But in terms of fate,
29:00we can change it with effort and prayer.
29:02So,
29:04for whatever happens,
29:06what I learned in Kadis Masa,
29:08whatever happens in our lives,
29:10we accept it.
29:12But to move forward, we improve ourselves to be better
29:14so that we don't repeat the same mistakes.
29:16That's right.
29:18When we talk about fate,
29:20with what I've been through
29:22throughout my career as an artist,
29:24whether it's good or bad,
29:26I've been through it all.
29:28Have you ever thought
29:30about
29:32having a
29:34one...
29:36Maybe acting is not your choice.
29:40I like it.
29:42I like it.
29:44Actually, if you look at my career
29:46in this industry, I entered it
29:48unintentionally.
29:50When I met Haji Zila,
29:52he said, you're beautiful.
29:54I asked him to act.
29:56When we first started,
29:58we didn't take it seriously.
30:00At that time, you were still a model.
30:02Yes, I was still learning.
30:04I was waiting for my final degree.
30:06But when we go with the flow,
30:08the job came in.
30:10Back to back.
30:12Eventually, it became a full-time job.
30:14So, when I look back,
30:16there's nothing that I want to change.
30:18I believe that everything that happened
30:20taught me and changed me
30:22to be better.
30:24I am here for what
30:26has happened in the past.
30:28What experiences and teachings
30:30I've received in the past.
30:32There's no regret
30:34when it happens.
30:36No.
30:38If there's a moment like that,
30:40maybe I've made a decision
30:42that I don't want to act anymore.
30:44It's after giving birth, right?
30:47But until now,
30:49you're still
30:51deciding to act, right?
30:53And maybe, like you said,
30:55you're an organized person.
30:57How long are you going to do this?
31:00How long? I haven't thought about it.
31:02I think it's going to take a year.
31:04He's like the second child.
31:06Let's make a comeback.
31:08He has a plan.
31:10But to see how far
31:12and how long I've been acting,
31:14I haven't decided yet.
31:16As for now,
31:18I really enjoy
31:20what I do.
31:22I think when I act,
31:24it's a side that
31:26we can be anyone.
31:28We explore with
31:30various feelings.
31:32And we experience
31:34a lot of fun when we meet
31:36many people in the set.
31:38So, it's something fun.
31:40Bringing various characters.
31:42I believe all of them are
31:46characters that were created.
31:50But as a Mirafilzah,
31:54when was the time
31:56that you felt
31:58like,
32:00this is a difficult time
32:02for a Mirafilzah.
32:04Those moments
32:06when you're the lowest point
32:08of a Mirafilzah.
32:10Go through that, Mira.
32:12The lowest point, huh?
32:14Let me think.
32:16Is there?
32:18In this industry,
32:20there are ups and downs.
32:22There are phases when
32:24we're hoping for a project to happen
32:26but it doesn't happen.
32:28We're tired of working.
32:30The project is tiring but it doesn't happen.
32:32And then,
32:34the lowest point
32:36is
32:38it doesn't happen.
32:40There are ups and downs
32:42but it doesn't happen
32:44to put me in a position
32:46that is too low
32:48and too sad.
32:52Everything is smooth, people say.
32:54No, it's not smooth.
32:56There are hiccups here and there
32:58but it's well-managed.
33:00True.
33:02And one thing
33:04that maybe
33:06for you, Sudir,
33:08if I'm wrong, can you correct me?
33:10You're someone who
33:12when you're friends,
33:14there's a certain circle.
33:18For example, other people
33:20are comfortable with
33:22having best friends
33:24in the industry but Mirafilzah
33:26is not.
33:28I don't have best friends in the industry.
33:30I don't know why
33:32but maybe I
33:34have a lot of friends.
33:36I mean, I still talk to
33:38my industry colleagues.
33:40If I meet them at events, it's easy to talk to them.
33:42But to call
33:44best friends where we
33:46talk about our family
33:48and so on, I don't have it.
33:50Maybe because I'm
33:52a small circle.
33:54Mira is
33:56someone who is
33:58easy to
34:00make friends with
34:02in any relationship.
34:04As a child, as a sister,
34:06mother, wife, friend,
34:08it's easy for me
34:10to reject anyone
34:12we love.
34:14I don't like any kind of
34:16drama,
34:18things like that.
34:20I don't like it.
34:22There's a lot of things to think about.
34:24So, my friends are
34:26small circles
34:28and they understand.
34:30Even though we
34:32meet once every 6 months,
34:34sometimes I don't
34:36reply to their messages, they understand.
34:38But the relationship is still strong.
34:40When we meet, it's okay.
34:42Everything is fine.
34:44But when we don't meet, it's okay.
34:46They understand.
34:48Before you got married,
34:50did you have any differences?
34:52Before I got married,
34:54my best friends were still
34:56the same.
34:58I went to a low school,
35:00a middle school, and a university.
35:02So, there were 3 classes.
35:04There were people from the industry,
35:06but they were more like friends.
35:08They understood each other.
35:10So, they knew everything.
35:12Yes, they knew everything.
35:14But when it comes to
35:16choosing someone to understand,
35:18sometimes,
35:20it happens unintentionally.
35:22It's like we don't know
35:24if someone will understand us, but it turns out
35:26they don't understand us.
35:30So, I believe that
35:32when it comes to
35:34friendship,
35:36Allah moves the heart
35:38to open up and accept
35:40the friendship.
35:42After you got married,
35:44what about your husband?
35:46He's the one who
35:48accompanies you.
35:50My husband is
35:52my best friend
35:54and he's my coach and manager.
35:56We follow the topic.
35:58If it's appropriate to talk to my mother, I'll talk to my mother.
36:00If it's appropriate to talk to my husband, I'll talk to my husband.
36:02Sometimes, men and women
36:04have a lot of topics,
36:06but not all of them can be discussed by one person.
36:08Sometimes, it's not necessary
36:10for one person to understand all the topics.
36:12So, we split it up.
36:16Do you still share your stories
36:18with your parents?
36:20Yes, I still do.
36:22They know about
36:24my schedule,
36:26my involvement,
36:28and they're very supportive.
36:30They're my followers
36:32and fans
36:34who follow the
36:36stories of Curah Tan Penyak and Gadis Masa.
36:38They watch all of it?
36:40Yes, they watch it.
36:42They turn their phone
36:44and watch it.
36:46Do they complain?
36:48No.
36:50They're still the same?
36:52Yes.
36:54My father used to be more firm
36:56in terms of
36:58clothing,
37:00in terms of everything.
37:02He was more firm.
37:04Now that he's married,
37:06he's more open.
37:10But, in terms of
37:12moral support, they still support me.
37:14So, everything used to be against you?
37:16Everything was against me.
37:18When I was shooting Sweet Dreams,
37:20I wanted to wear a skirt and leggings.
37:22At first,
37:24the skirt was a bit short.
37:26I couldn't wear it because
37:28it was too short.
37:30So, the next scene, I had to wear a skirt and leggings.
37:34So, it's your responsibility.
37:36Yes.
37:38Okay.
37:40You're a filial daughter.
37:42A lot of people take care of me.
37:44But, Alhamdulillah, I believe
37:46through my father's education,
37:48and also through
37:50getting a good partner,
37:52Alhamdulillah, I was able to
37:54become a better Mirafilzah.
37:56But, when we
37:58mention the name Mirafilzah,
38:00in this industry,
38:02someone who is a believer,
38:06their stories are
38:08beautiful.
38:10Right?
38:12They're not stories that
38:14were made on purpose
38:16to promote the name Mirafilzah.
38:18It has never happened to you.
38:20Right, Mira?
38:22Right.
38:24But,
38:26throughout my journey,
38:28there are things that are not beautiful.
38:30But, I choose not to tell everyone.
38:32Sometimes,
38:34we don't need to.
38:36For example, sometimes, I feel sad.
38:38I feel like I want to type the IG story
38:40and post it to let people know that I'm angry and sad.
38:42But, it's okay.
38:44Just let it out to someone.
38:46Your husband or someone else.
38:48Let go of the sadness and anger.
38:50That day, you were angry?
38:52Yes, I was angry that day.
38:54After that, I contacted Abang Sudi.
38:56How about this?
38:58Let's let it out to Abang Sudi.
39:00Then, I asked for advice.
39:02When I was angry,
39:04I wanted to type a lot of things.
39:06But, what I did
39:08was influential
39:10to everything.
39:12For example,
39:14when I was angry at the media,
39:16if I posted it,
39:18I was afraid that other media
39:20would feel offended.
39:22So, I didn't want that.
39:24So, sometimes,
39:26I feel like my hand is itchy.
39:28But, it's okay.
39:30So, that's why what we show
39:32is beautiful.
39:34We don't need to show
39:36what's not beautiful.
39:38But, there are celebrities
39:40who choose to let it out.
39:42Because, some of them
39:44are very expressive.
39:46So, it depends
39:48on the individual.
39:50So, Mira, in the last few minutes,
39:52throughout
39:54being an actress,
39:56everything about you,
39:58whether you're a singer,
40:00that's not your field.
40:02As an artist,
40:04what are
40:06the things
40:08that you feel
40:10that
40:12taught you the most
40:14in your life
40:16as an artist?
40:18The most important thing
40:20is my parents' blessings
40:22and their prayers.
40:24Because,
40:26if you do something
40:28that they don't like,
40:30believe me, in the future,
40:32it won't happen.
40:34There will be a lot of challenges
40:36and trials.
40:38But, when you pray for a mother,
40:40it will be better
40:42in the future.
40:44So, there are moments
40:46in the industry of success
40:48as a child.
40:50Like, if the parents don't give,
40:52we want it too.
40:54It's fun being a child, right?
40:56But, that's what I see.
40:58What the parents don't give,
41:00I want it too.
41:02So, in the future,
41:04there will be a reason why they don't give.
41:06There will be a reason why they don't give.
41:08So, at the end of the day,
41:10with your parents' blessings and prayers,
41:12God willing,
41:14it will be better in your life.
41:16It's important.
41:18Crying in a drama
41:20is normal, right?
41:22The way people can't see you
41:24behind the scenes, Mira?
41:26Honestly, I'm a person
41:28who finds it hard to cry.
41:30My heart
41:32is more...
41:34You choose to cry for me, right?
41:36Yes.
41:38It's hard for me to
41:40hold back my tears.
41:42My heart is a bit hard.
41:44It's a bit hard on my head.
41:46But, it looks soft, right?
41:48But, on the inside,
41:50it's hard for me to cry.
41:52You cried when you got married.
41:54No, no.
41:56Marriage is different.
41:58That's a different moment.
42:00Then, I had to capture it.
42:02There must be a crying moment
42:04in the video.
42:06But,
42:08for the things in my life...
42:10Sometimes,
42:12when people feel frustrated,
42:14they will feel sad and cry.
42:16It's hard for me to cry.
42:20You're destined
42:22to be a strong person.
42:24Right, Mira?
42:26Maybe, if Allah wills it.
42:28But, I hope
42:30you won't be tested
42:32by hard things.
42:34Even though it looks hard,
42:36I don't want you to be tested by hard things.
42:38Right?
42:40Before this, we're back to
42:42Gadis Masa. We know that it's been aired
42:44for 8 episodes.
42:46It's still being aired now.
42:48It will be reviewed
42:50every Thursday. Maybe you
42:52want to say something to the audience.
42:54Okay.
42:56Why do you have to watch Gadis Masa?
42:58Firstly, it has
43:00a different side
43:02of Mira Firzah.
43:04She's a fun character.
43:06If you want to see Mira Firzah being fun,
43:08you just have to stay quiet.
43:10But, in the story, you can see
43:12Maya's character. Secondly,
43:14you will see
43:16twins in Mira Firzah.
43:18Why did I say twins?
43:20Sometimes, I'm shocked.
43:22I don't know.
43:24Sometimes,
43:26there's no angle. But, when we take a selfie,
43:28the first time I took a selfie with her,
43:30I zoomed in.
43:32The position of her thigh
43:34is the same as Mira's.
43:36I saw it later.
43:38The position of her thigh is the same.
43:40So, I was like,
43:42hmmm.
43:44What a coincidence.
43:46People have 7.
43:48So, sometimes,
43:50recently, I had an event with Tracy.
43:52My photographer
43:54snap candid
43:56the angle of their sides.
43:58It's the same. What's wrong with the shape of their butt?
44:00The size is the same.
44:02There are small little details. I was amazed.
44:04When people ask,
44:06aren't you bored? Aren't you thirsty?
44:08I don't know. I think it's an advantage.
44:10The advantage is
44:12it brings blessings in my life.
44:14See, I got this job. If not,
44:16maybe she will give it to Kasia Sendros and Lydia.
44:18You know, they are siblings.
44:20But, as I have a face
44:22like Iris, I got this role.
44:24The third one,
44:26it's very fun
44:28and comedy. We always see Shafiq Kahl
44:30with a serious character.
44:32So, this one is very fun.
44:34Very funny.
44:36With the wig.
44:38You have to watch it. If you want to release tension
44:40at the end of the week, watch Gadis Masa.
44:42Every Thursday,
44:44at 12.30 pm, there will be a new episode.
44:46Now, we have the fourth episode.
44:48Next week, there will be
44:50one episode per week.
44:52So, it will be two episodes in two weeks.
44:54So, we have to wait.
44:56Yes, we have to wait.
44:58The view.
45:00It will last for two episodes.
45:02There will be another job from the view.
45:04God willing.
45:06God willing.
45:08Mira, thank you so much.
45:10Thank you, Abang.
45:12Thank you for being with us today.
45:14I hope everything that you planned
45:18will be made easier
45:20to add
45:22one more family member.
45:24God willing.
45:26Amen.
45:28It's cute, right?
45:30Looking at the situation,
45:32I think a couple is okay.
45:34But if it's not a boy couple,
45:36I don't know.
45:40As Mira said,
45:42actors dream of the best.
45:44We don't know
45:46who will be the best actor.
45:48God willing.
45:50The success in Indonesia will be accepted
45:52for the film that will be screened.
45:54Yes.
45:56So, all the best for you, Mira.
45:58Thank you, Abang.
46:00Thank you so much.
46:02See you again.
46:12Bye-bye.