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00:00During that time, what did I do that was so bad that I had to cook the discipline, right?
00:05I want to say, I went down to the rehearsal.
00:08Full rehearsal, I went down to practice.
00:10Maybe late?
00:11I was late once.
00:13After I did practice with Eji Koko, right?
00:17Then last night, I recorded the song until 4 am.
00:20My dance class was at 10 am.
00:23Because on Friday, we want to catch up on time to pray.
00:27I missed it because I was so tired, bro.
00:29I was stressed from morning to night to meet in the morning.
00:33Then I wanted to meet my dance class.
00:36I went.
00:37I really didn't realize.
00:39I woke up half an hour late.
00:41So if I was wrong, I ate in the studio.
00:44I recorded the song until 4 am.
00:46I swallowed my rice.
00:48For me to survive every week.
00:50I competed.
00:52Peace be upon you.
00:58You are back with me, Sudirman Muatthair.
01:01In the podcast show, Confessions of Crazy Love.
01:03And this week, I have a guest.
01:06I think he has a lot of talent in our industry.
01:09He has been singing since he was 14 years old.
01:13He also participated in a singing competition.
01:16And recently, he also participated in the One in a Million competition.
01:19This is Reza Shah.
01:21Peace be upon you.
01:22Can you hear his voice?
01:24How are you, Reza?
01:26I'm fine.
01:27But this week, I'm not feeling well.
01:29I have a cough.
01:30I have tonsillitis.
01:31Oh.
01:32Yes, tonsillitis.
01:33I think it's fasting.
01:34So you don't want to sing?
01:35I can.
01:36Reza, throughout the month of Ramadan, what are your activities?
01:39In the month of Ramadan, my activities are...
01:43I'm more focused on business.
01:46Business at the Ramadan Festival, Anjong Shawal.
01:50So, I'm there for a month.
01:52But at the same time, I also have a shooting.
01:56A shooting for a TikTok drama.
01:59So, we're still shooting until the 27th of March.
02:04So, we're taking time to go to the buffet.
02:08Business.
02:09Yes.
02:10What kind of business do you have?
02:12So far, we sell kurta.
02:15I sell kurta.
02:16Is it your own brand?
02:17We collaborate with Aisell.
02:19Oh, okay.
02:20Aisell Exclusive.
02:21So, this year we make kurta.
02:24We have 16 colors.
02:25So, we sell it physically and online too.
02:28Yellow bag on TikTok.
02:30TikTok shop.
02:31So, Reza has been interested in business since he was young.
02:36Business.
02:37So, from there, why not?
02:39This year, we try.
02:41Is it okay?
02:42Besides kurta, we sell popiah.
02:45Milk popiah.
02:46Cookies.
02:47What?
02:48We supply.
02:50Just supply.
02:51There are things that we make.
02:53Like tortilla.
02:55Like nachos.
02:56And you're interested in business too?
02:58Yes, because I was young.
03:00Your family is a business.
03:03When I was young, my family...
03:06Every fasting month, we're in business.
03:08We sell fried noodles.
03:10Fried noodles.
03:11Sarawak, right?
03:12Sarawak food.
03:13Kuching.
03:14Kuching.
03:15From when I was young until now.
03:18Ramadan market is our face.
03:21Business.
03:23Reza, when we say...
03:25Reza is a new singer, right?
03:29Even though you've participated in a popstar singing competition.
03:33Yes.
03:34When you were 14 years old.
03:3514.
03:36Then you participated in the RTM competition.
03:39Before that, Megastar.
03:422018.
03:44After that, RTM.
03:46Then you won a million?
03:47Won a million.
03:48So, Reza likes to participate in competitions?
03:51Yes, I like to participate in competitions.
03:53Because I want to challenge myself.
03:56Because year by year, our voices are changing.
04:02Our characters are changing too.
04:04So, we want to challenge ourselves.
04:06With our friends in the music industry.
04:09When you were in Sarawak,
04:11you participated in competitions from a young age?
04:15Yes.
04:16Since...
04:192010.
04:20I was 2 years old.
04:22I was a small star.
04:25I won the competition in 2013.
04:28After that, I changed my career.
04:32I rested for a year.
04:34Then I tried to be a popstar.
04:37I got it.
04:39In your family, are there any artists?
04:44All of them.
04:45All of my siblings sing.
04:47My father is a musician.
04:50He plays music for the police.
04:53Police band.
04:55Your father is a police officer?
04:56Yes, he used to be a police officer.
04:58He retired.
05:00He retired 2 years ago.
05:03Now, I want to change my career.
05:07I don't want to be a police officer.
05:11I want to be a musician.
05:13He plays the piano.
05:15I sing.
05:16One day, I want to perform.
05:19I sing and play the piano.
05:21It's a one-man show.
05:23Can you play the piano now?
05:26Yes, I can.
05:29It's just the basics.
05:31I'm still learning how to play the piano.
05:39You're the most active in your family.
05:43Yes, I'm the most active.
05:46The others are married.
05:48They don't have a family.
05:50I'm the only son.
05:54You're 23 years old.
05:56You still have a long way to go.
05:58That's right.
06:00Why did you choose to be in the music industry?
06:07I think...
06:09...the music industry has helped me a lot.
06:13I had a hard time...
06:16...in terms of...
06:18...my mental and financial condition.
06:22When I'm in the music industry...
06:26...I feel peaceful.
06:28Before I go to bed, I listen to music.
06:32I listen to music even when I take a shower.
06:35I listen to music wherever I go.
06:40I don't know.
06:42But I think it's because of my father.
06:45Before I go to bed, he plays the piano.
06:50He doesn't care about me.
06:52When I listen to music, I feel sleepy.
06:56I think I'm the only son...
06:59...who follows him.
07:01So, for me...
07:05...music is food for thought.
07:08This is a verse I heard in 2010.
07:11At that time, I was interested in football.
07:14I joined a soccer program.
07:17Mr. Amli and others.
07:21My father told me...
07:23...to choose between football and music.
07:28I chose football.
07:30My father was against it.
07:32He said, if I choose football...
07:36...it's hard for me to find food...
07:39...during this time.
07:41Because I'm in the music industry.
07:45It's up to you.
07:47Solo or in a group.
07:50But if you want to make money...
07:52...to study one day...
07:54...and use your own money...
07:57...try music.
07:59I tried.
08:01But I wasn't confident.
08:03I was shy.
08:04We're kids.
08:06But the way is...
08:08...practice everyday.
08:10I couldn't play with my phone.
08:13I couldn't play games.
08:15I had to throw my phone.
08:17My father was a police officer.
08:19If I didn't practice...
08:21...I had to fight with a police officer.
08:26But it made me a human.
08:29Even though...
08:32...I can't teach my son that.
08:34But for me, it's okay.
08:36That's the real education.
08:38Even though I'm a police officer.
08:40I like the education...
08:42...so that my son can be a man.
08:47That's it.
08:48So that when he grows up...
08:50...he can think...
08:52...why his father did that.
08:54Because one day...
08:55...he'll do it too.
08:57It depends.
08:58If I want to be rough, I'll be soft.
08:59If I want to teach my son, I'll be hard.
09:02That's it.
09:03And indeed...
09:05...your journey to become a singer...
09:08...received a lot of support from your father.
09:12But at first...
09:14...before my father gave me the option...
09:18...he backed me to join the music industry.
09:22Why?
09:23He supported me...
09:26...to go to football when I was in first grade.
09:29But at first...
09:31...my mother pushed me to sing too.
09:34For the competition too.
09:36She asked me...
09:38...if I wanted to buy my own phone.
09:42But if I joined the competition...
09:45...I got $2,500.
09:48If I won?
09:49Yes, if I won.
09:51It's a prize.
09:52If I qualified for the next step...
09:54...it's a bigger prize.
09:56So maybe in a year...
09:57...I can get $6,000.
09:59I can buy my own phone.
10:01Back in school...
10:02...I was a good student.
10:04But I got rejected.
10:06My father didn't let me.
10:08My mother started the car...
10:10...and drove it herself.
10:12She went to the audition...
10:15...to register.
10:17I was the last contestant...
10:20...for the second day.
10:22The last day.
10:24And I qualified...
10:26...for the national team.
10:28For the first time...
10:29...in Bintang Kecil?
10:30Yes, 2010.
10:32My father didn't support me.
10:34When I qualified...
10:36...he saw...
10:38...my talent.
10:42But my head was still in football.
10:44I wanted to sing...
10:45...to get the prize.
10:47To get the money to buy a phone.
10:49But I was passionate about football.
10:52Football and futsal.
10:56He told me...
10:58...to forget about football.
11:01After we chose...
11:04...he sent me to music class...
11:06...and piano class.
11:07But I didn't want to play piano.
11:09I wanted to play guitar.
11:11He sent me to piano class.
11:13I ran away.
11:15But I graduated.
11:17I got an ICJ.
11:19After I broke my arm...
11:21...in 2012...
11:23...I quit piano class.
11:26Then...
11:28...I thought...
11:30...why did he send me to piano class?
11:32I'm not interested.
11:34But when I grew up...
11:36...around 18 or 19...
11:39...I envied my father...
11:41...playing piano.
11:43He could play any instrument.
11:47But I had an ego at that time...
11:51...that I didn't want to learn from him.
11:53You wanted to learn on your own.
11:55I wanted to learn from others.
11:57But my father...
11:59...could play guitar, drums...
12:01...everything.
12:04People didn't know him...
12:06...because he couldn't read notes.
12:09He could play notes...
12:11...but he couldn't read notes.
12:13He wasn't able to go mainstream.
12:15I didn't understand.
12:17Since then...
12:19...I was jealous.
12:21How could he play...
12:23...like this?
12:25When I grew up, I realized...
12:27...piano is the king of instruments.
12:30Piano is the king.
12:33For me, second is guitar.
12:39If I wanted to write a song...
12:41...I had to use piano.
12:43To find the key.
12:45When I struggled to play...
12:47...I wanted to ask my father.
12:49But I had an ego.
12:52When you were a boy?
12:54Because I was a boy...
12:56...who didn't like to be spoiled by my parents.
13:01Because I thought I wasn't a girl.
13:03I was a boy.
13:07So, after a while...
13:10...after I tried...
13:14...in 2 or 3 competitions...
13:16...I stopped for a while.
13:18For 4 years.
13:20After SPM...
13:22...I stopped for a while.
13:24Then COVID-19, PKP.
13:26I didn't sing.
13:28I focused on studying.
13:30I got my diploma.
13:32But when it came to acting...
13:34...film.
13:36At that time, I gave up on singing.
13:38I was like...
13:40I wanted to try acting.
13:42I wanted to try acting.
13:44How to direct.
13:46How to make a script.
13:48How to...
13:50...play with the camera.
13:52How to edit.
13:54So, I gave up on singing.
13:56I gave up.
13:58But...
14:00...in those 3 years...
14:02...at the end...
14:04...I wanted to...
14:06...finish my diploma.
14:08Suddenly...
14:10...at that time...
14:13...SEM 5.
14:15I went back to Kuching.
14:17I went back to Kuching...
14:19...in 10 days.
14:22I went out with my family.
14:24Suddenly...
14:26...my cousin...
14:28...my brother-in-law...
14:30...my brother-in-law...
14:32...he said...
14:34...there's a...
14:36...at the Diversity Mall.
14:38So, do you want to go with me?
14:40He said, yes.
14:42So, I went with him.
14:44I went with him.
14:46After that, I was pulled out.
14:48I was forced to go in.
14:50I was forced to go in.
14:52Because he said...
14:54...as far as...
14:56...the singer in Sarawak...
14:58...that he wants...
15:00...he hasn't met yet.
15:02Because my cousin...
15:04...has been taking care of me since I was young.
15:06She's 10 years old.
15:08She's in a group with my brother and sister.
15:12She said, you're old now.
15:14I said, sing.
15:16She said, you haven't sung for a long time.
15:18I said, sing.
15:20She said, you accompany people.
15:22I said, no. I don't want to go in.
15:26I told her...
15:28...my father doesn't allow me to go in.
15:30She said, it's okay. Where's your father's number?
15:32I called her.
15:34I know your father's number.
15:36I was shocked.
15:38I was shocked.
15:40I was like...
15:42I went in.
15:44She gave me a present.
15:46I don't know what it was.
15:48It was a car.
15:50She said, is it real?
15:52I said, yes.
15:54She said, is it real?
15:56I said, yes.
15:58I went in.
16:00I went in.
16:02I went in.
16:04I was interviewed for Top 30.
16:06I was interviewed for Top 30.
16:08I was like, is it real?
16:10I was like, is it real?
16:12But in my head,
16:14it was still in the film.
16:16I still had to do my assignment.
16:18I still had to do my assignment.
16:20I still had to do my assignment.
16:22So I was stuck there.
16:24So I was stuck there.
16:26If I go in,
16:28the live show,
16:30the live show,
16:32if I go in,
16:36I was stuck there.
16:40So I asked
16:42a lecturer,
16:44what should I do?
16:46I...
16:48Do you have to extend?
16:50Do you have to extend?
16:52I was still in class.
16:54I was still in class.
16:56I was still in class.
16:58I was still in class.
17:00I was still in class.
17:02I was still in class.
17:04I was still in class.
17:06I was still in class.
17:08I was still in class.
17:10I was still in class.
17:12I was still in class.
17:14I was still in class.
17:16I was still in class.
17:18I was still in class.
17:20I was still in class.
17:22I was still in class.
17:24I was still in class.
17:26I was still in class.
17:28I got in here.
17:32I got in quietly.
17:34You got in quietly?
17:36Yes. I got in quietly.
17:38Then there was a group project.
17:40Then there was a group project.
17:42I was the director for Peta.
17:44I was the director for Peta.
17:46I was the director for Peta.
17:48with the class kids.
17:50Because there was
17:52a conflict.
17:54Because I got in quietly.
17:56Kecoh.
17:58Pas tu, saya hilang.
18:01Saya hilang.
18:03Saya pergi kelas.
18:05Sebab saya dah diugut sentuh kan.
18:10Kalau saya datang sekali pun, saya kena gagal.
18:15Saya digagalkan kan.
18:17So apa maksud saya belajar, apa semua saya ada.
18:20Saya buat semua project, saya kena remove dalam group kan.
18:26Pas tu saya fokus menyanyi.
18:28Fokus menyanyi adalah game-game dalam tu pula.
18:35Dalam pertandingan.
18:37Tiba-tiba penerbit kena tukar.
18:41Penerbit yang approach saya masa first tu, dia kena tukar.
18:45Dengan semua team dia, tukar balik orang baru.
18:48So okay, saya buat submission.
18:51Buat start.
18:55Main-main game-game apa semua.
18:58Faham kan bang?
19:00So saya rasa banyak isu dalaman yang dibawa-bawa ke atas pentas.
19:07Faham.
19:10Pas tu, nama saya kotor je.
19:16Sebab budak-budak nak menang ni, dia macam squid game bang.
19:22Masing-masing nak angkat baku oleh sendiri tapi jatuhkan orang lain.
19:28Bila saya dah habis program tu, saya rehat sekejap dalam setahun lah.
19:34Saya masuk pula One Million.
19:37One Million.
19:43Mencabar juga lah bagi saya.
19:46Best juga tapi mencabar juga.
19:48So belajar habis ke tak?
19:51Belajar.
19:52Diploma awak habis ke tak?
19:53Saya stuck.
19:55Di semester akhir?
19:57Itu yang saya frust.
19:59So bermaksud awak belum tamatkan lagi lah?
20:01Belum tamatkan diploma yang itu.
20:03So ada planning nak sambung?
20:05Saya memang ada planning.
20:06Sebab saya rasa mungkin rezeki saya tak ada ke film juga.
20:13So saya kena patah balik ke music.
20:16Sebab masa saya belajar film, dia surat Allah paksa saya untuk kacau juga waktu belajar tu.
20:22Nyanyi balik, nyanyi balik.
20:25Tapi saya nak fokus belajar ni.
20:27Halang-halang itu dah habis sikit lagi itu kan.
20:30Satu semester lagi?
20:31Sikit lagi.
20:33Empat lima bulan macam tu kan.
20:36Empat sebulan cuti kan.
20:38Macam mana ni?
20:41Sampai semifinal pula.
20:43Panjang pula perjalanannya.
20:46Tak boleh lah.
20:48Kalau saya datang pun saya digagalkan.
20:50Saya memang tak boleh.
20:52Kalau saya buat sekali pun.
20:54So it's okay lah.
20:56Jalan cerita dia dah macam ni.
20:58So akhirnya Reza memilih untuk teruskan pertandingan?
21:01Pilih.
21:03And untuk masa sekarang, saya ada plan untuk ambil music.
21:08Untuk ambil balik music.
21:11Diploma music dan saya nanti degree pun saya akan ambil music balik.
21:16Walaupun awak terpaksa akhirnya ulang balik dari semester satu.
21:20Membazir waktu Reza.
21:22Tak apa.
21:24Bagi saya sebab kalau nak belajar ni sampai tua pun tak terlambat sebenarnya.
21:30Sebab saya baru 23 kan.
21:33Kalau saya ambil diploma pun saya habis 26.
21:36Tiga tahun.
21:3726.
21:3826 saya ambil degree pun semua before 30.
21:41Saya masih ada masa kan.
21:44So dalam saya belajar itu pun.
21:47Saya buat lagu, nyanyi, kejayaan.
21:51Saya fokus juga.
21:52Saya kena balance kan lah.
21:54Sebab dulu saya tak pandai nak balance kan dia.
21:59Mungkin waktu itu saya punya.
22:03Apa itu?
22:05Fikiran itu macam sempit sikit.
22:08Budak lagi.
22:09Budak lagi.
22:10Mentah.
22:11So saya rasa macam.
22:12Kenapa sekarang aku baru berfikir.
22:14Macam mana nak manage semua ni.
22:16Nak balance kan semua ni.
22:19Tiga, empat tahun lepas.
22:20Tak tahu nak balance kan dia.
22:22Sebab terlampau ikut emosi.
22:25Betul.
22:28Reza banyak kali dah menyertai pertandingan kan.
22:31Daripada kecil.
22:32Kemudian awak masuk program besar juga lah.
22:34Di dua buah stesen TV yang berlainan kan.
22:37Macam Reza kongsikan tadi.
22:41Bila masuk pertandingan ni.
22:42Pastinya cabaran besar.
22:44Bagaimana Reza tadi kan.
22:46Satu, kena nyanyi lagu yang mungkin bukan.
22:50Genre kesukaan awak kan.
22:54Dan kena mungkin ada ketika.
22:58Tak tahu lah.
22:59Di sebalik-sebalik itu mungkin.
23:00Hanya peserta yang tahu kan.
23:01Sama ada mungkin.
23:03Everything yang kena, you kena buat.
23:05Kena ikut kendak production.
23:08Kena ikut kendak ni.
23:09Kendak tu bukannya daripada diri sendiri.
23:11Dan pada akhirnya persembahan itu.
23:14Lahirlah satu persembahan yang mungkin nampak canggung.
23:17Ataupun tak sedap orang dengar.
23:19Disebabkan oleh isu-isu sebegitu.
23:21Berlaku ke Reza?
23:26To be honest lah bang.
23:29Berlaku lah bang.
23:31Benda ni memang real lah.
23:34Sebab saya dah masuk banyak juga competition kan.
23:38Singing competition.
23:42Dia sebab kadang-kadang business.
23:48Bila business ni.
23:51Mereka kerja apa?
23:53Of course rating.
23:55Bila kerja rating ni.
23:57Mereka nak rolling balik duit yang mereka invest.
24:02So product dia adalah kita orang.
24:04So bila kita fikir balik.
24:08Dari segi lagu pula.
24:13Wujud lah.
24:15Yang kita kena dengar.
24:19Oh minggu ni lagu ni.
24:21Oh you kena bawa lagu ni tau.
24:24Eh lagu you kena tukar dengan ni tau.
24:27Lagu udah sedap itu kan.
24:29Tukar dengan...
24:30Orang lain pula.
24:32Dapat lagu tak sedap.
24:34Alhamdulillah.
24:37Seperti itu lah.
24:40Sebab.
24:42Benda-benda seperti ini.
24:46Mesti rancang.
24:48Mesti well planning.
24:50Sebab apa?
24:51Sebab diorang nak jual program.
24:53Bagaimana orang nak tengok program itu?
24:56Kalau abang pun buat program.
24:59Mesti abang nak ada strategi yang best kan.
25:02Untuk market kan program itu kan.
25:05So bagi saya.
25:07Tak salah juga diorang buat macam itu.
25:09Okay juga.
25:11Challenge kita orang juga lah.
25:14Nak tengok penyanyi ini versatile tak?
25:16Boleh nyanyi ke tak?
25:17Boleh nyanyi ke tak?
25:19Kalau kau tak boleh nyanyi lagu yang macam ini.
25:21Jangan bagi apa-apa lah.
25:22Artinya kau belum cukup.
25:24Teror lah.
25:26Itu saya punya mindset.
25:28Macam itu aja fikir.
25:29Sebab kalau saya fikir.
25:31Negatif confirm saya akan down.
25:33Tak boleh.
25:34Tak boleh nak perform.
25:36Lupa lirik.
25:39Yang itu wujud tak abang?
25:41Tapi orang kata Reza versatile favourite.
25:44Mana?
25:45Yelah untuk semua pertandingan yang awak masuk.
25:50Versatile favourite ya abang?
25:52Kalau saya versatile favourite.
25:54Saya rasa saya dah champion.
25:57Saya dah juara kot.
26:00Yelah.
26:03Tapi biasa abang.
26:06Kadang-kadang dalam pertandingan ini kita terpaksa jadi kambing hitam.
26:14Kan?
26:17Itulah.
26:19Permainan-permainan.
26:20Permainan-permainan.
26:21Tapi kita okay.
26:24Tapi awak relax eh?
26:25Santai.
26:26Sebab
26:29Hiburan.
26:31Entertainment.
26:33Hibur lah.
26:34Atau mungkin sebab Reza rasa oh saya muda lagi dan
26:38Tak apalah.
26:39Tak payah lah aku nak kecoh-kecoh.
26:41Malas nak ambil.
26:42Malas nak besar-besarkan isu ke.
26:45Dia jangan
26:48Terlampau rasa macam
26:50Oh
26:51Ini salah ni.
26:52Ini salah ni.
26:53Ini salah ni.
26:54Kadang-kadang kita kena hadap.
26:56Hadap juga.
26:59Sebab
27:00Orang-orang macam itu ataupun permainan macam ini
27:04Tak akan pernah habis.
27:06So kita
27:07Follow the flow ya.
27:10Kita
27:11Tengok aja macam mana permainan dia kan.
27:14Kalau kita tak mengeluh.
27:16InsyaAllah
27:17Tuhan akan bagi kita, kita punya jalan itu.
27:19Pelancaran itu.
27:20Smooth lah.
27:21Lancar ya.
27:23Kita kena bijak lah.
27:26Nak tengok permainan macam mana.
27:28Dia main game kan.
27:29Kita boleh main game.
27:31Tapi
27:32Tak serik lah nak masuk pertandingan lagi selepas ini kalau ada.
27:36Lepas ini saya rasa saya dah serik.
27:40Saya rasa tak nak lah kot.
27:41Awak dah tahu dah.
27:43Kalau saya dah tua nanti mungkin saya akan masuk
27:45Graf Waganza.
27:47Awak akan mulai lagi benda yang sama.
27:49Tak apa.
27:50Sebab itu last competition.
27:51Oke.
27:52Faham.
27:53Untuk sekarang
27:54Tak ada.
27:55Dalam masa 10 tahun ini memang tak ada lah.
27:58Untuk pertandingan nyanyian yang betul-betul.
28:02Untuk saya nak masuk
28:04Tak lah.
28:05Saya nak fokus buat lagu.
28:07Saya nak buat lagu sampai lagu itu hits.
28:10Sampai orang kenal lagu itu.
28:12Dan orang kenal siapa penyanyi lagu itu kan.
28:15InsyaAllah
28:19Yang saya dapat katakan bang
28:23Enjoy lah.
28:25Enjoy.
28:26Dia jangan
28:27Complain sangat.
28:28Jangan terlampau demand juga.
28:30Complain sangat.
28:33Kena pandai bawa diri lah.
28:35Kat mana pun kau pergi
28:37Humble.
28:39Dan satu perkara yang mungkin orang ingat
28:41Bila Reza masuk pertandingan adalah
28:42Bila mana
28:44You dikritik secara live eh.
28:47Incident-incident yang mungkin
28:50Dalam kalangan peminat awak mungkin tak boleh terima.
28:52Dalam
28:53Tak tahulah kalau awak sendiri
28:54Boleh menerima tidak kan.
28:57Bagaimana?
28:58Sedih ke tidak kan Reza?
29:00Oh masa itu eh?
29:02Masa itu
29:03Siapa tak sedih bang?
29:05Sedih.
29:06Dia macam
29:07Tengah blank tau.
29:08Apa aku buat ini eh?
29:09Sampai aku kena
29:10Kena isu
29:12Masalah disiplin ini.
29:14Tapi masalah disiplin memang berlaku kepada Reza?
29:18Itu yang saya tanya.
29:19Yang abang nampak
29:21Dekat social media.
29:23Dari pada social media kan?
29:25Tapi
29:26Behind the scene
29:28Apa yang saya dapat katakan kan?
29:32Selama saya dalam itu
29:33Apa yang saya buat
29:34Teruk sangat ini
29:35Sampai saya kena masalah disiplin ini kan?
29:38Nak kata wrestle
29:39Saya turun
29:40Full wrestle
29:41Saya turun
29:42Mungkin lambat?
29:43Saya ada lambat sekali.
29:46Sekali saja.
29:48Masa
29:49Jumaat kelas menari
29:50Jujur saya kata
29:52Saat itu saya
29:53Memang
29:54Tak cukup tidur
29:55Tak cukup tidur
29:56Saya banyak
29:58Lepas saya
29:59Apa ini?
30:00Buat latihan dengan
30:01Agi Koko kan?
30:02Terus malam itu
30:03Rekod lagu
30:04Sampai 4 pagi
30:06Sampai 4 pagi
30:09Saya punya kelas menari itu
30:10Pukul 10
30:11Sebab hari Jumaat
30:12Kita nak kejar
30:13Waktu nak
30:14Betul
30:15Solat
30:16Saya temis
30:17Sebab saya penat sangat bang
30:18Stret
30:19Pagi sampai malam itu
30:20Jumpa pagi balik
30:22Lepas itu
30:23Nak jumpa kelas menari pula
30:24Pergi pula
30:26Saya memang tak sedar
30:27Saya bangun
30:28Saya lambat
30:29Setengah jam itu
30:32Saya terus kena soal
30:33Apa semua
30:34Tapi
30:36Ada poster lain itu
30:38Yang dalam itu kan
30:42Tak datang wrestle
30:43Tak datang apa semua
30:46Dalam masa 4-5 hari
30:47Okeh
30:48Saya tahu lah
30:49Ada masing-masing
30:50Sakit kan
30:51Demam
30:54Tapi still
30:56Still juga cek makan kan
30:57Macam
30:58Cek makan kat luar
31:00So adakah salah saya cek makan
31:01Di studio saya rekod lagu
31:02Sampai 4 pagi itu
31:04Demi saya suap nasi saya
31:06Untuk saya survive
31:07Setelah minggu
31:08Saya bertanding itu
31:13So
31:14Behind the scene dia
31:15Ini yang orang tak tahu
31:16Haa
31:19Itu orang kata
31:20Kalau tak
31:21Acah abang Aaron Aziz ke
31:22Poster cup
31:24Kalau orang tak panggil suara
31:25Biar saya suara
31:29Sebab dalam itu
31:31Asyik saya saja kena
31:32Pang, pang, pang, pang
31:35Eh
31:36Bagus buatnya kan
31:42Okeh, faham, faham
31:44Okeh lah
31:47Terfollow
31:51Lepas itu
31:52Saya pun cuba
31:53Bidang-bidang baru
31:54Yang saya tak pernah buat
31:56Berlakon
31:58Jadi host
31:59Jadi host
32:00Cuba
32:02Kadang-kadang
32:03Kalau orang fikir negatif
32:05Oh, orang ini
32:06Nak ambil kesempatan dengan kau
32:07Jadi ini
32:08P.O.G saya tak
32:12Orang ini nak sabar kau
32:13Untuk cuba
32:14Bidang baru
32:15Kau langgar
32:16Kau cuba saja
32:18Sebab kadang-kadang
32:19Kau tak tahu pun
32:20Potensial kat mana kan
32:22Kau boleh
32:23Dalam bidang ini
32:24Bicara
32:25Kau boleh bidang ini
32:26Dalam bidang berlakon
32:27Menyanyi
32:28Buat lagu
32:30Kan
32:32Kadang-kadang orang lain yang nampak
32:34Kita sendiri
32:35Macam
32:36Tak ada
32:37Tak tahu
32:38Kita punya kebolehan
32:40Jadi dari situ
32:41Saya fikir balik
32:46Saya try lah bang
32:48Tapi betul
32:49Menjadi anak seni ini
32:50Hati kena kental kan
32:51Kena kental
32:52Betul
32:53Kena kental
32:54Tak kisahlah
32:55Awak ada berdepan dengan situasi apa sekalipun
32:57Di dalam pertandingan itu
32:59Dan pada akhirnya
33:00Ia akan menjadi pengajaran untuk awak
33:02Dan awak dah tahu dah
33:04So awak dah tahu dah
33:05Bila, mana
33:06Contoh masuk pertandingan lagi
33:07Aku dah tahu dah
33:08Ini dia punya
33:09Permainan dia
33:10Ini dia punya cara nak atasi
33:13Tapi kalau permainan suatu
33:16Harga dia tinggi
33:19Saya rasa
33:20Okay
33:23Layak lah
33:24Macam suka game
33:28Reza
33:31Tadi
33:32Reza kata
33:33Mewarisi bakat daripada ayah kan
33:36So
33:37Ayah juga seorang pesara
33:39Polis
33:40So
33:42Pastinya sehingga ke sekarang ini
33:44Ayah juga masih menjadi saksi
33:46Kepada perjalanan
33:48Kerjaya Reza juga kan
33:50So
33:51Macam mana Reza dia melihat
33:52Masih
33:54Ya lah
33:55Maksudnya dia melihat perjalanan Reza
33:56Nasihat-nasihat daripada beliau
33:58Kepada Reza
34:03Sekarang bapak saya
34:05Melihat saya kan
34:08Dia tengok saya
34:10Hari-hari dekat
34:12Atas katil
34:14Di hospital
34:16Dia wadid lah sekarang
34:18Dan bulan ini
34:19Bulan-bulan tiga ini
34:21Saya rasa macam
34:24Teruk juga lah ujian
34:25Bagi saya kan
34:26Kat saya kan
34:28Masa birthday saya itu
34:32Bapak saya kena
34:35Jadi sahkan dapat penyakit
34:36Apa itu
34:39Limpa bengkak
34:41Pastu
34:43Alsa dekat
34:44Bahagian usus
34:48Pastu suspek
34:49Buah pinggang pula
34:52Suspek buah pinggang
34:54Tiga penyakit
34:56Masa birthday saya
34:57Saya kat KL
34:58Saya jauh kan
34:59Ada kerja kan
35:03So saya rasa macam
35:05Dukaan
35:08Masa birthday saya
35:09Saya pula sakit
35:11Juga
35:13Macam mana aku nak balik ni kan
35:16Siapa nak jaga booth
35:17Siapa nak
35:18Shooting kan
35:20Macam mana aku nak pergi kerja
35:21Macam mana kan
35:22Aduh
35:25Nak balik pula
35:26Kalau beli tiket last minute
35:27Dekat Sarawak
35:28Abang tahulah macam mana
35:29Ya
35:30Dah macam pergi overseas
35:35Pikir-pikir balik
35:38Memang saya ni abang
35:40Memang saya ni abang
35:43Saya macam
35:45Hilang arah seketika kan
35:48Tapi saya patah balik
35:50Patah balik
35:51Kalau saya macam dah
35:52Mengalah
35:53Dah teruk ni
35:55Energi aku dah drop ni
35:56Drain ni
35:59Saya kena
36:01Release dengan music
36:04Waktu itu lah
36:05Saya buat lagu semua
36:07Saya buat lagu
36:08Saya akan
36:11Wah lah kan
36:12Dalam lagu pun
36:14Sebab saya tak
36:16Tak pandai nak express
36:17Saya punya feeling
36:20Kalau saya call pun
36:21Saya call macam
36:22Macam itulah
36:23Tanya kabar apa semua kan
36:26Kadang-kadang saya cemburu juga
36:27Tengok
36:28Kawan-kawan saya yang lain
36:29Macam mana dia orang boleh
36:32Communicate dengan
36:33Parents orang
36:35Macam
36:38Macam
36:39Seorang anak
36:40Dengan
36:41Mak bapak
36:44Macam manja-manja
36:47Saya memang
36:49Tak hati
36:51Tak tahulah
36:53Ego ke apa
36:55Tapi saya cubalah
36:59Saya cuba
37:00Buat cara lain
37:01Untuk nampak yang
37:02Saya ni
37:04Care dengan family saya
37:05Parents saya
37:06Walaupun saya jauh
37:07Saya sorang je bang jauh
37:09Parents semua di sana
37:10Naik semua di Kuching lah
37:11Di Sarawak
37:15Bila bapak saya
37:16Tak keluar lagi
37:17Masih ke hospital sekarang
37:18Sekarang?
37:19Masih
37:24Saya macam
37:25Doa selalu setiap hari lah
37:29Harap sempat lah keluar
37:30Sempat raya
37:31Sesama tahun ini kan
37:33Sebab saya tak pernah raya
37:34Tak ada
37:35Ayah
37:36Bapak ke
37:37Tak ada emak kan
37:39Selalu setiap kali
37:40Raya memang
37:41Complete
37:43Tahun ini rasa sikit lah
37:47Dia macam
37:48Banyak juga lah
37:49Ajar-ajar
37:50Macam
37:52Ajar saya berfikir
37:55Tanggungjawab
37:56Sebagai anak
37:57Seorang anak bongsu
37:58Sebagai anak bongsu laki
37:59Sebab
38:00Abang atas saya
38:01Dah kahwin dah semua
38:04So
38:05Saya fikir itu
38:10Saya takut
38:11Kalau saya kejar sangat
38:13Duit
38:14Kejayaan
38:17Awak kan kehilangan itu
38:18Takut
38:19Saya takut lah
38:20Saya belum
38:21Tak siap lagi
38:22Belum siap
38:23Untuk
38:24Untuk hilang orang-orang yang
38:25Tersayang
38:26Macam
38:27Mak bapak pula kan
38:30Walaupun saya nampak
38:31Macam tak
38:32Kesah
38:33Dengan family saya
38:34Tapi saya kesah tau
38:38Itu saya macam
38:40Dalam siap tanding itu pun
38:42Saya macam
38:43Dalam dilema macam ini
38:47Time 2
38:48Mak saya pula sakit
38:49Pas saya siap tanding itu
38:52Kena
38:53Drama-drama
38:54Apa semua
38:55Permainan
38:56Saya layan saja
38:59Saya nak uji mental saya
39:00Kau kuat ke tak
39:02Kalau kau boleh lawan
39:04Respect lah
39:08Jadi sepanjang ayah
39:09Di dalam ward
39:10Sampai
39:11Ini Reza belum berkesempatan
39:12Untuk
39:13Melihat
39:14Balik sekejap
39:16Sempat balik
39:184 hari lepas lah
39:20Itu pun balik 2 hari saja
39:22Sebab nak kena
39:23Shooting balik
39:24Nak kena jaga booth
39:26Sebab kita nak
39:28Nak habiskan stok kan
39:30Stok kurta apa semua
39:31So macam
39:34Saya sekarang belajar untuk
39:37Tenang
39:39Dalam apapun keadaan
39:40Keadaan yang
39:42Saya hadap
39:45Kotor semua
39:49Tapi orang tengok saya gelak-gelak lah
39:50Di luar kan
39:52Tawa-tawa semua
39:53Tapi awak simpan pedih itu
39:55Ya
39:57Cukup orang tahu
39:59Dah
40:01Itu saja kan
40:03At least orang tahu
40:04Setiap manusia ini
40:06Ada tanggungjawab
40:09Sakit juga lah bang
40:11Bila orang tak tahu
40:12Belakang-belakang
40:13Cerita
40:14Dalam
40:15Dalaman kita ini kan
40:17Tapi orang
40:23Setengah kepala ini
40:24Pikir oh bapakku sakit nih
40:25Makku pula sakit juga ini
40:27Macam mana ini
40:35Macam itu lah
40:37Tanggungjawab
40:38Tanggungjawab
40:39Besar bang
40:40Betul
40:41Nak bongsu laki
40:42Nak bongsu laki
40:43Yang belum berkahwin
40:45Yang lain semua dah kahwin
40:46Dah ada anak semua kan
40:50Saya fikir
40:52Sempat tak
40:53Aku bawa
40:55Mak bapakku kan
40:57Pergi
40:59Itu lah
41:01Umrah ke kan
41:02Haji ke
41:04Sempat aku bawa diorang
41:06Sebab itu yang diorang nak
41:07Betul
41:08Belum kesampaian lagi
41:10Kan
41:11Dan Reza nak tunaikan
41:13Hajat mereka
41:15Yang paling kuat nak pergi
41:16Mak saya memang kuat nak pergi
41:20So saya ingin nak pergi sekali dengan diorang
41:26Itu lah
41:27Saya tak fikir pun nak kahwin ke apa dulu
41:29Sebab saya tak ada plan pun nak fikir
41:31Ke arah itu dulu bang
41:33Saya memang
41:34Nak fokus
41:35Pada pengalaman
41:36Betul-betul dulu
41:38Pengalaman
41:39Adik-adik
41:41Kerjaya
41:42Diri sendiri lah
41:45Kadang-kadang orang selalu fokus tau
41:47Dengan kerjaya
41:48Tapi tak jaga diri sendiri
41:50Betul
41:51Kadang-kadang itu yang
41:54Depression
41:55Anxiety
41:56Apa semua
41:57Penyakit-penyakit yang
41:59Eh, zaman dulu tak ada pun
42:01Benda-benda macam ini
42:02Eh, budak-budak sekarang lemah lah
42:04Apa yang korang depressed sangat ya
42:07Tapi jangan main-main tau
42:08Benda-benda ini
42:10Sebab sekarang dah
42:11Semua di ujung jari kan
42:13Betul
42:14Buka phone bangun tidur aja
42:16Eh, apa hal ini
42:20Mental kena kuat lah
42:22Kuat-kuat
42:27Kena
42:30Kena inilah
42:32Jangan sesat jalan lah
42:35Setiasa minta
42:36Tunjuk dekat
42:38Betul
42:39Allah lah
42:40Baru kau macam
42:42Smooth dia rasa
42:44Walaupun muda sekali pun
42:46Biar kita pandai
42:48Bawa diri kan
42:50Jangan bawa masa lah
42:52Sebab mak apak makin tua kan
42:54Dulu saya tak fikir semua itu bang
42:57Dulu
42:58Sebab mereka masih sehat kan
43:01Mereka sakit waktu itu
43:02Tapi mereka tak beritahu
43:08Saya main-main
43:11Sekarang pun saya fikir
43:14Sampai bila aku nak main-main
43:17Tak boleh lah
43:20Tak boleh lah bang
43:23Itu yang
43:27Bila bapak saya masih di hospital ini
43:33Saya setiap hari fikir
43:35Bagaimana aku nak
43:41Bagi ke mereka
43:42Setiap bulan pun semua
43:44Tak perlu pun semua orang tahu benda ini
43:46Tapi kita nak
43:49Nak berbakti ke mereka kan
43:51Betul
43:52Kalau kita nak balas balik dari kecil
43:55Memang takkan dapat balas
43:56Tak terbalas
43:59Sebab kadang-kadang saya fikir
44:04Saya ini
44:06Banyak juga cabaran pun semua
44:07Tapi kadang-kadang ada di jalan dia
44:10Itu saya fikir
44:11Bagaimana aku boleh keluar daripada
44:15Cabaran
44:16Cabaran sangka
44:17Masalah
44:18Masalah ini
44:19Aku boleh keluar
44:22Bila fikir-fikir balik
44:23Oh, doa mak
44:26Doa mak, doa mak
44:27Doa bapak
44:28Adik-adik punya doa
44:31Orang seliling yang baik-baik kan
44:33Yang doakan kita kan
44:34Betul
44:36Dan saya fikir
44:38Sedekah
44:41Tak kisah nampak kau jahat bagaimana pun
44:44Kau sedekah ya
44:46Walaupun kau rasa
44:48Aku pun tak cukup ini
44:50Kalau aku sedekah
44:51Nampak macam ragak pula
44:52Depan member aku ini
44:53Paksa off lah ini
44:55Dia mandu
44:56Dengan
44:58Buat je
45:02Tak kisah apa-apa pun
45:03Kau sedekah makanan ke
45:05Duit ke
45:06Buat je
45:09Itu bang, saya coba bang
45:10Saya ikut
45:11Saya nampak
45:12Macam
45:13Arti-arti senior
45:14Pelakon-pelakon senior
45:16Buat
45:17Saya ikut
45:19Baru pun
45:20Muda kan
45:21Kita ikut benda yang baik
45:23Mereka influence kita dari segi
45:25Cara-cara macam itu
45:26Kita ikut
45:27Dan kita pun nak
45:28Influence orang-orang
45:30Ataupun yang
45:31Muda sikit daripada kita
45:32Ikut juga
45:33Benda-benda yang positif
45:34Ke arah yang lebih baik
45:37Sebab kalau kita fikir
45:40Fikir-fikir balik
45:43Kalau kita tak sop sangat dengan
45:46Faham tak?
45:47Satu benda ini
45:48Betul
45:49Kita akan lupa
45:52Dan kita akan berhadapan dengan
45:56Alam lain
45:57Betul
45:58Agak deep sikit lah bang
45:59Benda ini
46:00Betul
46:01Tapi dia jadi deep sebab
46:05Bapak saya sakit
46:06Saya tak pernah rasa macam itu
46:08Bapak saya selama saya macam
46:10Saya besar ni
46:11Tak pernah bapak saya macam
46:13Masuk hospital
46:15Tak pernah
46:16Bapak saya memang
46:18Kalau sakit pun dia
46:19Tak pernah
46:20Kena
46:21Worded macam itu kan
46:25Dengan saya nak
46:26Buat kerja ni
46:27Alhamdulillah
46:28Ada banyak kerja kan
46:31Tapi ya
46:32Kena cabaran macam itu
46:33Dulu tak ada kerja
46:34Bapak saya sihat
46:36Pas itu enjoy
46:38Melepak dengan rawan
46:41Pas orang tau kita ni jahat
46:44Oh dia ni
46:46Kan
46:48Itu macam
46:49Sampai bila?
46:50Hilang
46:51Oh nampak kau jahat je kan
46:54Tapi tak perlu pun
46:55Nak nampak baik
46:57Sebab orang
46:59Betulkan hubungan dengan
47:00Dia sendiri dulu
47:01Itu saya fikir balik
47:03Kalau benda ini
47:04Relate dengan
47:06Career
47:08Saya cuba
47:09Sibangkan
47:11Walaupun
47:13Saya rasa jauh lagi
47:14Perjalanan saya
47:16Saya belum ada lagu hits
47:18Tapi saya
47:19Selalu letaklah mindset saya
47:21InsyaAllah nanti one day memang
47:23Saya akan ada
47:24Satu dua lagu hits
47:27Supaya saya
47:29Saya nak motivate diri saya
47:30Untuk saya sentiasa
47:33Jadi lebih baik
47:34Jadi lebih baik
47:35Nak berkarya selalu
47:37Kalau tak
47:39Nanti dah malas lah
47:40Betul
47:41Itu yang saya takut bang
47:43Reza
47:44Di minit-minit terakhir ini kan
47:47Jika di hadapan awak sekarang
47:51Ada ayah awak
47:54Mungkin apa Reza nak sampaikan
47:55Kepada beliau
47:59Apa yang awak nak luahkan
48:06Saya akan cakap kepada dia yang
48:08Jangan terlalu risau
48:10Dekat
48:11Saya
48:13Dan jangan terlalu fikir sangat
48:15Dia punya penyakit itu kan
48:19Kadang-kadang
48:21Tuhan nak bagi penyakit ini
48:22Sebab dia nak cuci
48:25Kita punya
48:27Dosa-dosa yang lepas-lepas
48:29Dia nak bersihkan
48:34So
48:37Hadap dia
48:38Jangan terlampau fikir
48:40Kalau kita fikir sangat
48:41Nanti dia akan
48:42Bila kita stres
48:44Lagi bertambah sakit
48:45Lagi bertambah sakit
48:46Yang ini pula
48:47Eh tiba-tiba ada penyakit baru
48:48Sebab bila kita fikir sangat
48:51Kita punya
48:54Badan pun
48:56Akan react juga
48:58So bagi saya
49:01Jangan terlampau fikir juga
49:03Saya boleh survive
49:05InsyaAllah
49:07Kalau Tuhan itu setiap saat
49:08Ada dengan saya
49:09Bukan kalau
49:10Memang setiap saat ada
49:13InsyaAllah
49:14Jangan risau
49:16Saya sebagai anak memang
49:19Nak buat yang terbaik
49:23Untuk mama-papa
49:24Terbaik bersama-sama
49:27Saya rasa
49:30Saya rasa gagal
49:31Kalau saya tak sempat buat
49:36Saya akan guna
49:37Selagi-selagi
49:38Ada masa yang
49:40Boleh saya pakai
49:41Saya cari
49:42Coba yang terbaik
49:43Saya cari masa yang terbaik
49:45Untuk saya
49:47Mempercepatkan lagi
49:49Untuk bawa mereka ke
49:51Umrah apa semua
49:54Itu pun sudah okeh bagi saya
49:58InsyaAllah
49:59Beli apa yang mereka nak
50:02Itu saja bang
50:04Perjalanan anak seni
50:05Iya
50:07Iya panjang lagi perjalanan Reza
50:09Panjang saja bang
50:1023 tahun
50:11Masih panjang
50:12InsyaAllah semoga
50:14Apa yang Reza hajati
50:15Impikan
50:17Pastinya
50:19Kalau ada dengan
50:21Kerja keras itu
50:22InsyaAllah akan di
50:24Permudahkan
50:25Dan apatah lagi
50:26Kita tahu
50:28Reza seorang yang
50:30Sangat
50:32Mengutamakan
50:33Orang tuanya
50:35Dan
50:36Benda-benda inilah yang sentiasa akan menjadi
50:38Ingatan untuk diri kita sendiri
50:40Untuk terus bekerja
50:42Untuk siapa sebenarnya
50:43Kan
50:44Dia
50:45Iya
50:46Dan terima kasih
50:48Reza
50:49Kerana bersama dengan Abang Sudir
50:50Dalam podcast kita pada hari ini
50:52Terima kasih sebab
50:53Semoga terus sukses ya
50:54Mendengar luahan saja
50:55Iya
50:56InsyaAllah
50:57Di sini memang tempatnya
50:58Terima kasih bang
51:00Terus sukses Reza
51:01Dalam apa juga yang awak buat ya
51:04Dalam kerja seni
51:05Dalam bisnes dan sebagainya
51:06Amin amin
51:07Saya doakan Abang
51:08InsyaAllah
51:10Pesta sehatlah bang
51:11Amin
51:12Sama-sama kita
51:13Dan kita jumpa lagi
51:14Dalam
51:15Confession Minggala
51:16Iya