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00:00Finally, I asked for a letter from Denny. It was already a year ago at that time.
00:04I went to look for this shirt. I was walking to get the letter.
00:07I still remember, there was a Chinese guy.
00:10I brought the letter.
00:12He asked me, are you Sabah?
00:14I asked, what is that?
00:16He said, this is my letter.
00:18He read it.
00:19Which shirt do you want to wear?
00:20I said, this one.
00:21He said, this is the shirt I want you to wear.
00:23He said, this is the shirt I want you to wear.
00:25I said, okay, it's okay.
00:26I was about to go out.
00:27He said, this one is okay.
00:30It was like a secret.
00:31I told him, I arrived with a friend.
00:34That's his style.
00:35His style.
00:36The funny thing is,
00:38Liza Hanim said,
00:40I wore hijab and
00:43Liza wore a bit of gogol.
00:46The design is the same.
00:48And Liza is the host.
00:49Don't be shocked.
00:53You think?
00:59This is SiriusLah Vlog, guys!
01:03SiriusLah!
01:14Okay, guys! This is SiriusLah!
01:16It's a new week, still with me, Haidara Sanudin
01:20And we're also with Azmi
01:23Yes, and Ali Azmi
01:25And this week we have a guest
01:28Hi!
01:29Legend!
01:30Legend!
01:31This is the first time we meet face to face
01:34We have Syaifah Zarina
01:37Assalamualaikum!
01:40Welcome to SiriusLah!
01:42Finally, I get to be in your studio
01:45It's been a long time!
01:47This is on TikTok and other social media
01:50When did we last meet?
01:52Alhamdulillah!
01:53We've met before
01:55It's always fun to have a guest
01:59It's an honour!
02:02And that's the difference between the old artists
02:06I mean the seniors and the new artists
02:09Not all of them
02:10But the difference is when the original artists
02:14That's the difference
02:15When they're humble
02:19We've been in the industry for a long time
02:25So I don't think there's anything that we're proud of
02:31So I feel like these things are related
02:36I want to be involved
02:38So if there's a podcast or something
02:41I'll come
02:43And I'm the type of person that
02:45When people call me out
02:47I'll say it
02:51So everyone knows that I won't stop
02:53But we want that
02:55We like it
02:56We welcome people like that
02:58We need a lot of views
03:00She's just started
03:02So
03:04Our podcast is 3 hours
03:09That's a lot!
03:11Okay, Kak Zarina
03:14Like me, I've been watching you since I was young
03:17You're so old!
03:18I'm sorry
03:19How do I say this?
03:21You're so old!
03:23I'm sorry
03:24No, I mean
03:25I understand
03:26Since I was young
03:29Not that young
03:30Young
03:31Since I was young
03:32You're still young
03:33My son-in-law is still young
03:36Since I was young, I've been watching you
03:39My favourite song in Langit Ketujuh
03:42To this day, I still feel like
03:44I'm flying
03:47Because of Langit Ketujuh
03:50One thing that
03:51People say
03:53Langit Ketujuh means you
03:55You're synonymous with that song
03:57Synonymous
04:00No matter where I go
04:02Sometimes people forget my name
04:04But they're like
04:05You're the one in Langit Ketujuh
04:07Okay, my name
04:09You don't know my name
04:11There are people like that
04:13The song is very powerful
04:15It makes people remember me
04:20Langit
04:21Even though sometimes they don't remember Langit Ketujuh
04:23What?
04:24Like Kerajaan Langit?
04:25What?
04:26Like that
04:27What?
04:28Pertanda Langit Ketujuh?
04:29Kerajaan Langit Ketujuh?
04:30Langit Ketujuh
04:31Kerajaan Langit Ketujuh
04:32Kerajaan Langit Ketujuh
04:33Like that
04:34I said
04:35I'm used to it
04:36I've been singing this song for 21 years
04:38I'm old
04:39For me, it's like
04:40Okay, yeah
04:41I'm used to it
04:42I'm like
04:43Okay, yeah
04:44I'm used to it
04:45But I don't know the name
04:46And the last line
04:48When they said it
04:49They said
04:50That's our family karaoke song
04:55Relatable
04:56No, I feel like
04:57His family is karaoke
04:58It means from him
05:00Maybe at that time his son was small
05:02Then his son grew up
05:03His son prepared the karaoke song
05:04Imagine how many royalties I got
05:09What I mean is
05:10That song
05:11That's right
05:12That's right too
05:14I just sang it
05:15I got royalties
05:16But
05:17But that song
05:18Very strong
05:19Until 21 years old
05:21I still want to sing that song
05:23You lied
05:24You all don't sing that song
05:25That's right
05:26And also when I made a show
05:28They want me to sing that song
05:29I feel like
05:30I want to promote a new song
05:32But they also want that song
05:34So to promote a new song
05:35I have to sing that song first
05:37Like a mandatory song
05:38Yes, that's right
05:39A mandatory song
05:40A mandatory song for me
05:41And also for people who like to play karaoke
05:43That's right
05:44That's a mandatory karaoke song
05:45That's right
05:46That's right
05:47And my song
05:48Once got
05:49The most played song chart
05:51At Redbox
05:54I got this
05:55I got
05:56Award
05:57Now I put it at home
05:58I remember
05:59See
06:00Alhamdulillah
06:01At least there is
06:02I feel like
06:03Okay
06:04Something that makes me proud
06:06But that's true
06:07That song is a mandatory karaoke song
06:08The difference is
06:09Whether it's good or not
06:10They have to sing
06:11The song you have to sing
06:12Whether it's good or not
06:13That's what hurts
06:15No problem here
06:17It's really hard to sing that song
06:19That song is high
06:20Haidam may be able
06:22Yes
06:23Haidam may be able
06:24I only took part 7
06:25Then the breath is really good for part 7
06:27K4
06:28Who is it?
06:32Not even high THG
06:33Only THG
06:34Okay
06:35I'm not a singer
06:36Don't do it
06:37Don't do it
06:40Haidam
06:41Okay actually
06:42About the song
06:43I want to tell
06:44I want to ask you
06:45How many years
06:46It's been so long
06:47I want to ask
06:48How did you get involved?
06:52Okay
06:53I'm from the reality TV competition
06:57At that time
06:581999
06:59I entered
07:00Bintang RTM
07:01Okay
07:02And I got second place
07:03Okay
07:04But after that
07:05A lot
07:06During the semi-final
07:07Actually a lot of recording companies
07:09Come
07:10Approach
07:11During the semi-final
07:12Yes
07:13But I'm afraid
07:14Because I
07:15At that time
07:16I was only 18
07:1718
07:20My parents didn't know I was in
07:22That competition
07:23Remember coming to KL
07:24Looking for a job or not
07:26While waiting for SPF
07:28Looking for a job
07:30So you came to KL
07:31For audition
07:33Came to KL
07:34Not for audition
07:35Competition
07:36No
07:37Came to KL
07:38Because I know
07:39There are many opportunities to sing in KL
07:41In the past
07:42Every Saturday
07:43Or Sunday
07:44You can look
07:45You can look at the paper
07:46Okay
07:47Look
07:48Where is there a competition this week?
07:50Sungai Wang is there
07:51Anything
07:52More more more
07:53So I will enter
07:54Pay RM20
07:55Because I know
07:56I will win
07:57Not number one
07:58Number two
07:59Number three
08:00This computer
08:01No
08:02At that time
08:03No job
08:04My ex-boyfriend
08:05Which is now
08:06Is my husband
08:07He also works
08:08So
08:09I always ask him
08:10Pay for me first
08:11Because I said
08:12But don't worry
08:13We will definitely win
08:15True
08:16No money
08:17Sometimes number one
08:18Number three
08:19Get money
08:20Sometimes no money
08:21Get hamper
08:22Eat hamper
08:23Enough
08:24One week
08:25I feel like
08:26Give two
08:27So one day
08:28I
08:29My husband
08:30He said
08:31I have a question
08:32Ask ATM
08:33Do you want to enter
08:34Yes yes
08:35Then
08:36When I look
08:37His song titles
08:39Alas
08:40I don't have
08:41This song CD
08:42Where did you get it?
08:43Where did you get it?
08:44I didn't have it
08:45I used to bring it myself
08:46I thought there were people playing music
08:47I don't have it
08:48I don't have it
08:49Then cassette or CD
08:50I got an expensive CD
08:51In the past
08:52One in
08:53Forty
08:54Expensive
08:55So cassette
08:56I don't have it
08:57Only RM20
08:58RM30
08:59But I went
09:00But when I went
09:01People were closed
09:02He said
09:03Can't
09:04Can't
09:05He said
09:06We're closed
09:07We're late
09:08We were almost four
09:09Why did you come late
09:10He said
09:11Please
09:12I'm from Sarawak
09:13How many months
09:14Have been here
09:15This is my IC
09:16I'm from Sarawak
09:17Just arrived
09:18Just arrived
09:19Why don't you go to the audition in Sarawak
09:21I don't know what to answer
09:22That's it
09:23That's it
09:24I don't know
09:25At that time
09:26I didn't have a CD
09:27That's it
09:28Please come in
09:29He said
09:30Where's your cassette
09:31No
09:32Cassette
09:33No
09:34Come late
09:35Why
09:36I came late at that time
09:37Why
09:38Worried about the cassette
09:39We're looking for a cassette
09:40Expensive
09:41There is
09:42Expensive
09:43Expensive
09:44Then there is
09:45I don't remember who in there
09:47He said
09:48Ask what song
09:49He said
09:50What song is there
09:51Can I sing a blue tenor
09:52Yes yes yes
09:53Smart
09:54Nani
09:55Taxi deliberately
09:56Late
09:58No one saw
09:59Sing
10:00Back
10:01Back
10:02Then wait
10:03Not a month
10:04They told me
10:05Can't
10:06Okay
10:07I feel like
10:08It's okay
10:09Can't
10:10Once in
10:11I think a little over a month
10:12Don't call
10:13Oh
10:14Said
10:15You let go
10:16For the last time
10:18Oh
10:19Fun
10:20Not like
10:21Fun
10:22Like
10:23Fun
10:24But
10:25When you go
10:26We go
10:27Rehearsal first
10:28Hmm
10:29La
10:30My own clothes
10:32No one wants to bring clothes
10:34Oh
10:35I'm sad
10:36What clothes do I want to wear
10:38I really don't have clothes
10:40So
10:41God wants to buy
10:42No
10:43I really can't buy
10:44So the women are TM
10:45Women are TM
10:46Wear your own clothes
10:47Then
10:48Create everything by yourself
10:49By yourself
10:50Makeup
10:51What do they do
10:52There is
10:53Because of semi
10:54I mean
10:55In those days
10:56There is no date
10:57No one wants to sponsor us
10:58Oh
10:59We are not artists
11:00We have to
11:01Find
11:02Many people make clothes
11:03At that time
11:04Make it yourself
11:05All right
11:06My batch is the same as Akasha
11:08Oh
11:09Alia is also there
11:10But she reached
11:11Semi-final
11:13Ha
11:14Not the same as Akasha
11:15Akasha
11:16Akasha who reached the final
11:17I'm with Akasha
11:18Okay
11:19Ha
11:20Okay at that time
11:21And then
11:22Um
11:23Uh
16:24I was like, I don't want to sponsor Ma'andam's granddaughter.
16:28But it's okay, she agreed.
16:31That's how it is.
16:32She's so open-minded.
16:34But the important thing is that you won.
16:36Yes.
16:36You won.
16:37Yes.
16:38But that's what I think,
16:40maybe it's the struggle.
16:43I mean, the process of your journey,
16:46that's what made you who you are today.
16:48That's right.
16:48That's right.
16:49That's like,
16:50even though I was once top,
16:54then I lost everything.
16:55But that made me feel like,
16:57I lost something, so I stopped.
16:59That's why now, when I have everything,
17:00like I have grown up,
17:01I feel like I can sing again.
17:04It's like, I want to do it again.
17:07Because when I remember how I struggled to go to KL,
17:10how I saved money to go to KL,
17:11how I wanted to get into a competition,
17:13how I wanted to get in and out.
17:14Until I got into a competition,
17:16that week,
17:17RM20 was the last money
17:19for me to eat.
17:21So I saved it up to get into a competition.
17:24Because I knew I would win.
17:26I would definitely win.
17:27Then he said, like at the studio,
17:29his address.
17:32I went there,
17:33I sang at someone's house.
17:35I sang at someone's house at the competition.
17:37Then,
17:38I won.
17:39You won.
17:40But I was sad, I cried like crazy.
17:42The prize was...
17:45a kitchen.
17:46How was I supposed to eat?
17:47You didn't retain it.
17:49How was I supposed to eat?
17:52How was I supposed to eat?
17:53I didn't even imagine money.
17:55You didn't even imagine money.
17:57That was the last RM20.
17:58I was like, what am I going to eat?
17:59Who am I going to look for to buy this?
18:03There were people who bought it for RM50.
18:05I was like, shh.
18:07But that was fun, right?
18:09When you remembered everything.
18:11There were a lot of funny things.
18:13There were a lot of things that didn't make sense.
18:16Even when I passed by the street,
18:20the place where we had a competition.
18:23As long as it was empty,
18:24I would sing.
18:26As long as it was there,
18:26I would just go in and in and in.
18:29But like you said earlier,
18:31sometimes the person who lent you money
18:33was your ex-boyfriend.
18:34My husband.
18:36So that means,
18:37your husband at that time
18:39was still with you.
18:40He was actually a big spender.
18:43He was like...
18:45I knew him when I was in Form 5.
18:48So he was already working.
18:50He was 25, I was 17.
18:51So when we called him,
18:53I liked to sing.
18:54He said,
18:55your voice is so good.
18:57It's like a singer.
18:58Why don't you come to KL?
18:59I said, I want to go to SPM.
19:00What do you mean come to KL?
19:01He said, it's okay.
19:02After SPM, you can come.
19:03There are a lot of opportunities to sing here.
19:04Because in Sarawak,
19:04there is no opportunity to sing money.
19:06Even if there is,
19:07just wait for the audition to come.
19:10Like that.
19:10Come from KL.
19:12So there is no chance.
19:14So he said, you come.
19:15That's what I really came for.
19:20Come to KL and what is it?
19:21And look for opportunities.
19:24That's how we look for opportunities.
19:25By looking at the papers.
19:27In the past, every week,
19:29there were competitions.
19:31Everywhere.
19:33So like you said,
19:35your parents didn't know at that time.
19:37Yes, I didn't know.
19:37But when I met him,
19:39he was already in the team.
19:40How?
19:40I don't know yet.
19:41Huh?
19:42I don't know yet.
19:43No one knows you.
19:45Yes.
19:45Those who know,
19:46those who like entertainment,
19:47they know.
19:47Like my dad,
19:48he was a religious person.
19:49Oh.
19:50My mom knew.
19:51My mom would turn off the TV.
19:53Oh.
19:53So no children could watch TV.
19:55Actually, I was in the same team with my mom.
19:57Yes, you were in the same team with your mom.
19:58Okay.
19:58Your mom would go to the front door.
20:00So people don't turn on the TV.
20:01Okay.
20:02Like that.
20:02Oh.
20:03When did he know?
20:05Final.
20:06My dad,
20:07even though he didn't like watching TV,
20:08but he liked reading the papers.
20:09Oh.
20:11When it was final,
20:13it was in the afternoon.
20:14It was going to be final in the evening.
20:16It was going to be final in the evening.
20:17In the morning, the paper was torn.
20:18Oh.
20:20How many?
20:21Seven finalists.
20:24Your son was there.
20:26I was shocked.
20:27You said you were shocked.
20:29What did he do?
20:31He called people in KL.
20:32I remember my mom told me.
20:34He told people to come to the ATM.
20:36Huh?
20:37He told them to stop.
20:38Don't sing.
20:39Oh.
20:40They didn't come.
20:42They supported what I did.
20:44They knew.
20:46They didn't come until I won.
20:48That is why when I won,
20:49even though many recording companies came to me
20:51when I was in the final,
20:52I couldn't sign.
20:54I couldn't sign.
20:54Until there was a contract.
20:56I don't want to be arrogant.
20:58Just mention the big name.
20:59What is the big label in Malaysia?
21:01EMI.
21:02They all came to me.
21:03At that time, there was Warner.
21:04At that time, there was still BMG.
21:06BMG.
21:08I won in the evening.
21:09At night, I took them to eat at KL Tower.
21:11Oh.
21:12Because I wanted to win.
21:16I was the first to sign.
21:17Warner.
21:18Warner.
21:21I didn't dare.
21:22I was afraid.
21:23What were you afraid of?
21:24I was afraid of my dad.
21:25He suddenly appeared in front of us.
21:27Dad.
21:28I was really scared of him.
21:30Because I knew he was very brave.
21:32His goal was to oppose.
21:33Luckily,
21:36if I had signed,
21:37when I went to the recording studio,
21:39actually,
21:40my dad was there.
21:41So,
21:44He didn't have time to be there.
21:47He didn't have time to be there.
21:48I think.
21:49He said,
21:50one more.
21:51He didn't have time.
21:52I went out for a while.
21:53I went out for a while.
21:54I went out with my brother.
21:56I went straight to the paper.
21:57Actually,
21:58that was my own fear.
21:59Come on, your dad is coming.
22:01All of a sudden,
22:02the paper came out.
22:03I was afraid.
22:05So,
22:07But my husband,
22:08he was still there.
22:09He was still there.
22:10Support.
22:11Support.
22:13But at the same time,
22:14actually,
22:15I know Abang Azmi.
22:16I know Abang Azmi.
22:17I know Abang Azmi.
22:18So,
22:19Abang Azmi,
22:20he just made songs.
22:21Without us knowing.
22:22We went to the studio
22:23to make songs.
22:24Without knowing,
22:25we wanted to channel this song.
22:26What do you mean?
22:27Did you sign or not?
22:28Not yet.
22:29I didn't sign anything.
22:30But he did.
22:31He said,
22:32because I helped him
22:33with the program
22:35What is it?
22:36Program
22:37What is it?
22:38Singing competition.
22:39Singing competition
22:40in Malaysia.
22:41So,
22:42the song,
22:43Nian Di Hati,
22:44he got into the final.
22:45But Dato Siti
22:46couldn't go.
22:47So,
22:48he thought
22:49this kid sang
22:50in the final
22:51of Bintang RTMI.
22:52He took me there
22:53and I won.
22:54That's what made him
22:55like,
22:56okay,
22:57I'll give you a song.
22:58So,
22:59he went to the studio.
23:00He went to the studio.
23:01We have to give a song.
23:02We'll do it later.
23:03Later.
23:04He said,
23:05I'm scared of my dad.
23:06It's okay,
23:07you do it first.
23:08We'll think about it later.
23:09So,
23:10while we were doing it,
23:11there was a fear.
23:12There was a fear.
23:13So,
23:14he said,
23:15he wanted to get married.
23:16He said,
23:17let's get married.
23:18He said,
23:19because he was
23:20old at that time.
23:21He said,
23:22let's get married.
23:23So,
23:24if you get married,
23:25your dad
23:26won't be able to
23:27get involved.
23:28That's right.
23:29He said,
23:30get married,
23:31get married.
23:32How old were you then?
23:3318 years old?
23:34No, 21 years old.
23:35Oh, okay.
23:3621 years old,
23:37I got married.
23:38Then,
23:39at 22 years old,
23:40I got pregnant.
23:41Then,
23:42he knew that
23:43I kept on asking,
23:44when do you want to
23:45become a singer?
23:46When do you want to
23:47do this?
23:48He said,
23:49he called Abang Azmi.
23:50He called Abang Azmi.
23:51Abang Azmi invited him
23:52to the studio.
23:53Then,
23:54he said,
23:55this time,
23:56let's not make a song first.
23:57Let's look for
23:58a record label first.
23:59He searched
24:00Interglobal Music,
24:01Pony Canyon.
24:02I think Pony Canyon
24:03was a top label
24:04in Malaysia.
24:05So,
24:06they accepted me.
24:07Then,
24:08we made a song.
24:09Oh, okay.
24:10The first album
24:11with Langit Ketujuh.
24:12Langit Ketujuh.
24:13Yes,
24:14and Langit Ketujuh
24:15didn't exist
24:16in the list.
24:17All the lists
24:18didn't exist.
24:19Suddenly,
24:20there were 10 other songs.
24:21Suddenly,
24:22after 10 songs,
24:23one day,
24:24Abang Azmi said,
24:25tonight,
24:26I want you
24:27to come to the studio.
24:28I have
24:29a new song
24:30for you.
24:31Then,
24:32he gave me
24:33Langit Ketujuh.
24:34How was it?
24:35The sound was like
24:36ting, ting, ting.
24:37Like that.
24:38It was only
24:39the keyboard.
24:40Oh.
24:41How can I sing this song,
24:42Abang?
24:43Then,
24:44he gave me the lyrics.
24:45Just follow the keyboard.
24:46Just sing the song.
24:47Just sing, sing, sing.
24:48Later,
24:49you'll feel it.
24:50Later,
24:51you'll feel the music.
24:52What you've heard
24:53until now
24:54are the 4 hours
24:55that I sang
24:56in there
24:57without the complete music.
24:59Yes.
25:00The song
25:01wasn't in the meeting.
25:02Suddenly,
25:03the song exploded.
25:04Oh.
25:05That's how it is.
25:06God wants to give you
25:07all kinds of things.
25:08Yes.
25:09That's right.
25:10That means,
25:11from 18 years old,
25:12when you joined
25:13the competition,
25:14you won.
25:1521 years old,
25:16you started
25:17officially
25:18having your own song.
25:19Yes.
25:2022 years old.
25:21Then, I gave birth
25:22to Talia.
25:23Oh, that's great.
25:24Yes.
25:25Then, 23 years old,
25:26there was a song
25:27that I sang
25:28as an artist.
25:29Oh.
25:30Because I sang with Talia
25:31on 22nd of October.
25:32So, on 23rd,
25:33we started everything.
25:34Okay.
25:35I signed a contract
25:36with Talia
25:37when she was 1 year old.
25:38Oh.
25:39But,
25:40at that time,
25:41as they say,
25:42when a singer
25:43knows
25:44she's married
25:45or has a child,
25:46it's hard
25:47not to google
25:48about you.
25:49It's hard
25:50not to google.
25:51Do you want to ask?
25:52I know.
25:53I know.
25:54I know the question.
25:55I know the question.
25:56I'm afraid
25:57if people say
25:58I'm not married,
25:59people won't like me.
26:00You don't know.
26:01You don't know
26:02that I'm the boss
26:03of Malaysia.
26:04I was asked
26:05to get married.
26:06Oh.
26:07No wonder
26:08people don't know.
26:09Huh?
26:10How do they know
26:11that I'm married?
26:12How many years
26:13have I been asked?
26:14I feel it.
26:15I feel it.
26:16But, you actually
26:17succeeded.
26:18Yes.
26:19Until it exploded
26:20until I couldn't
26:21go out.
26:22When I went out,
26:23people took pictures
26:24because there was
26:25a lot of people
26:26who wanted to
26:27take their children
26:28out.
26:29Oh, okay.
26:30So, I had to go out
26:31and there were
26:32a lot of people.
26:33Oh, okay.
26:34It didn't look like
26:35it.
26:36It didn't look like
26:37it.
26:38My husband
26:39didn't follow
26:40the ABC show.
26:41He was
26:42frustrated
26:43in the studio
26:44because he couldn't
26:45go out.
26:46So, it took
26:47a long time
26:48for me
26:49to be
26:50followed by
26:51reporters.
26:52Maybe
26:53there were
26:54people
26:55who
26:56followed
26:57her
26:58to the
26:59studio
27:00and
27:01they
27:02didn't
27:03know
27:04what
27:05they
27:06were
27:07supposed
27:08to do.
27:09So,
27:10I had
27:11to
27:12work
27:13at
27:14the
27:15studio
27:16and
27:17I
27:18had to
27:19work
27:20at
27:21the
27:22studio
27:23They said, is it true that you have a child but no husband?
27:30I was like, shh!
27:33I talked to my recording company.
27:37I said, I'm having a hard time. I want to go out, but it's hard.
27:41They're Chinese.
27:43I want to go out, but it's hard. I'm having a hard time.
27:46Everything is hard. I want to take my child out, but it's hard.
27:48I felt so stuck.
27:50He said, why don't you make a PC?
27:53I said, I don't know how to make a PC.
27:55He said, I don't know how to make a PC.
27:57He was English.
27:59How long did it take to make a PC?
28:01More than a year.
28:03It didn't take long.
28:05But he was under a lot of stress.
28:07Because he was pregnant.
28:10At that time, he was still a baby.
28:12More than a year.
28:14It's been two years.
28:17It was hard.
28:21But when I made a PC,
28:24everyone came.
28:26I said, I'm married.
28:29The reception was still okay.
28:32There were still shows.
28:34But my show was different.
28:36It wasn't like that.
28:39Mother's Day.
28:41It wasn't like that.
28:42It was a wedding show.
28:45It wasn't like a fashion show.
28:51It wasn't like that.
28:53I thought I was a teenager.
28:55But I looked like a kid.
28:57You were still young.
28:59I was young.
29:01That was the difference.
29:05My fans didn't change.
29:08They changed.
29:10I was a teenager.
29:12I was a teenager.
29:14That's a good thing.
29:16It's a good thing.
29:18But I missed it.
29:20When I could sing on stage.
29:22Like a kid's song.
29:24I had to make a speech.
29:27Assalamualaikum.
29:29It wasn't like that.
29:31It wasn't like that.
29:35That was the last moment.
29:37I had to make a show.
29:39It was different.
29:41Now, mothers can do that.
29:43It was different.
29:45I asked why there were no kids.
29:47It was the same.
29:49The show was different.
29:51They didn't do that anymore.
29:53Now, they just accept it.
29:55The show was changed.
29:57They wouldn't do that.
29:59I was shocked.
30:01They called it Mother's Day.
30:03It was different.
30:05They knew I was a mother.
30:07I had to tell them the truth.
30:09That's how it was.
30:11Like you said,
30:13back then,
30:15you had to keep it a secret.
30:17It was for your career.
30:19That's right.
30:21If you compare it to today,
30:23with social media,
30:25is it still the same?
30:27Is it still the same?
30:29Do people still take it seriously?
30:31It's different now.
30:33It's getting more popular.
30:35It's getting more popular.
30:37It's weird, right?
30:39Why don't I live like this?
30:41I mean,
30:43why don't I do this?
30:45But it's different now.
30:47People can still accept it.
30:49It's okay.
30:51It's different.
30:53Now, there's social media
30:55where people can see your life.
30:57Back then, people relied on newspapers
30:59and magazines.
31:01They relied on
31:03newspapers and magazines.
31:05But now,
31:07like me,
31:09there are a lot of young people
31:11who are interested in TikTok.
31:13They see my videos
31:15and think it's fun.
31:17It's not boring.
31:19That's right.
31:21You can see
31:23what your life is like.
31:25What kind of person you are.
31:27Before, people thought I was a boring mother.
31:29A typical mother.
31:31A typical mother.
31:33But now, I can do this.
31:35Hello?
31:37No.
31:39I can do this.
31:43Okay.
31:45Maybe
31:47like me,
31:49back then,
31:51I deliberately
31:53followed
31:55the trend
31:57to suit my career
31:59or not.
32:03It started during the PKP.
32:07I was really bored.
32:09I didn't know where to go.
32:11Then, I saw my children.
32:13At first, I saw Atalia.
32:15She was crying.
32:17I was angry.
32:19I called SPM.
32:21SPM is a big company.
32:23They have the most pitiful batch.
32:25I asked her,
32:27she said she didn't care.
32:29She kept doing it.
32:31Until one day,
32:33she got
32:35a product review.
32:37The first product she reviewed
32:39was worth Rp10,000.
32:41I was like,
32:43Atalia is a scammer.
32:45Don't do it.
32:47Who are you?
32:49I didn't know where her followers were.
32:51I didn't have a TikTok account.
32:53I didn't know at all.
32:55I was the one who did it.
32:57I asked Atalia,
32:59how did she do it?
33:01She said she was popular on TikTok.
33:03I was like, is that so?
33:05I checked her TikTok.
33:07She got a lot of views.
33:09Even Mak Salih saw her
33:11because one of her videos
33:13was uploaded to the US.
33:15That's how she started.
33:17She kept getting
33:19more and more followers.
33:21I was like, that's cool.
33:23I tried to check her account.
33:25I was like, this is positive.
33:27It made me forget
33:29that I was in PKP.
33:31PKP can be stressful.
33:33We can't go out.
33:35I asked her,
33:37what should I do?
33:39She said, let's dance.
33:41That was my first TikTok.
33:43I danced with Atalia
33:45and her sister.
33:47I was like, I don't know how to dance.
33:49She taught me.
33:51It was so high.
33:53I was like, wow.
33:55She said, please.
33:57Do it again.
33:59It was my first video.
34:01It was positive.
34:03It made me happy.
34:05I tried to dance.
34:07I was like,
34:09I don't think I can dance.
34:11If I don't want to dance,
34:13can I do lip-sync?
34:15She said, yes.
34:17So, I started to dance.
34:19We did a lot of things.
34:21After that,
34:23I was like,
34:25what should I do?
34:27It was too late.
34:29What should I do?
34:31I was stuck with TikTok.
34:33Can you teach me?
34:35I'll teach you later.
34:37I haven't done it yet.
34:39I'm busy this week.
34:41I haven't done it yet.
34:43I know.
34:45I know.
34:47I saw you did it.
34:49But,
34:51in your first video,
34:53the one with you,
34:55did people know that she's your daughter?
34:57People started to know her.
34:59Did people know that she's your daughter?
35:01Some people knew.
35:03Some people didn't.
35:05Some people were like,
35:07she's her mother.
35:09So, when she came out with you,
35:11people confirmed it.
35:13It started from there.
35:15It started from there.
35:17It was fun.
35:19I wasn't like,
35:21I was happier.
35:23I liked it because it was positive.
35:25If it was used properly,
35:27people would know.
35:29There were a lot of reviews.
35:31People thought I could make money.
35:33People sent me things.
35:35They sent me things and money.
35:37So, I did a lot of reviews.
35:39It was fun.
35:41That's what I'm doing now.
35:43I think it's good for us.
35:45If we want to use it for something positive,
35:47we can do it.
35:49That's right.
35:51The intention has to be right.
35:53But,
35:55you're very close with your children.
35:57Of course.
35:59I'm very supportive of my children.
36:01My children are always mad at me.
36:03I can see it.
36:05They're like,
36:07apart from being mad at me,
36:09I'm also noisy.
36:11They're not mad at me.
36:15I don't know how to say it.
36:17I like to do what they do.
36:19I want to do it too.
36:21I want to do everything.
36:23But,
36:25I don't want to be asked to do it.
36:27I want to do it.
36:29So,
36:31I know that my children are mad at me.
36:33I can see it.
36:35When they talk,
36:37they're like,
36:39I don't have time to talk.
36:41Luckily, I don't have time today.
36:43Imagine,
36:45when I talk like this,
36:47how will they react?
36:49That's the answer.
36:53Okay,
36:55let's talk about your relationship with Dahlia.
36:57When did you start
36:59to sing?
37:01Who? Dahlia?
37:03She can sing since a long time ago.
37:05My children,
37:07when it comes to music,
37:09they're talented.
37:11Dahlia can sing since she was a kid.
37:13I can see that.
37:15She can play music,
37:17piano,
37:19everything.
37:21Secondly,
37:23she's better than Dahlia.
37:25Dahlia is more into English.
37:27Secondly,
37:29she can sing Malay songs.
37:31But,
37:33she's still in Form 5.
37:35She can't concentrate.
37:37Thirdly,
37:39she's only into music.
37:41She doesn't like to sing, but she can share
37:43her music.
37:45My children,
37:47they have their own music.
37:49Did you start to sing since you were a kid?
37:51No, I didn't.
37:53But, when it comes to singing,
37:55she always went to my shows.
37:57So, for them,
37:59there's nothing wrong with what they do.
38:01They're like,
38:03just sing.
38:05In our house, we always have a few songs.
38:07In the past, when I didn't have YouTube,
38:09we used to download and put it in our hard disk.
38:11How many songs are there?
38:13We used to do that.
38:15But, a singer's house
38:17has to have that, right?
38:19That's right.
38:21A singer
38:23has to practice.
38:25So, whether you sing or not,
38:27whether you're popular or not, you have to practice.
38:29Otherwise, your voice will be gone.
38:31So, if you're not a singer,
38:33but you always sing, your voice will be gone?
38:35I don't know.
38:39Just try it.
38:43Try to upload it on TikTok.
38:45Listen to the comments.
38:49Maybe you can check the toilet first.
38:51So, there's a revamp.
38:53If you want more coffee,
38:55you can park it.
38:57Really?
38:59I want to watch it.
39:01If you don't want to watch it,
39:03you have to be confident.
39:05But, sometimes, when we're on the stairs,
39:07when the toilet is empty,
39:09he wants to go to the toilet.
39:11But, at least, he waits for the toilet to be empty.
39:13If the toilet is empty,
39:15he won't go to the toilet.
39:17If the toilet is good,
39:19he won't go to the toilet.
39:21That's right.
39:23That's a good idea.
39:25Alright.
39:27I got the song
39:29from Fake Fool.
39:31They said,
39:338 years ago,
39:35I made a song with them.
39:37It's called 40.
39:39Do you know the song?
39:4140 is still young.
39:4340 is still young.
39:45Don't say you remember.
39:47No?
39:49Then,
39:51Okay.
39:53Then,
39:55we asked them
39:57if we could do it again.
39:59So, they said yes.
40:01But, this time,
40:03can we do a duet with Atalia?
40:05I said yes.
40:07But, I'm afraid
40:09if Atalia wants to do a duet with me.
40:11She's still young.
40:15Her mother must be old.
40:17She must be old.
40:19She also wanted to hear it.
40:21She said, let's do a duet.
40:23But, she's afraid.
40:25Her singing style
40:27is different.
40:29It's not like my song.
40:31So, I gave her a demo.
40:33She said, it's okay.
40:35I said, I'm okay.
40:37She said, okay.
40:39That's how
40:41the song came to be.
40:43But, they gave me the lyrics.
40:45Their lyrics.
40:47The original lyrics.
40:49They gave it to me.
40:51I didn't like it.
40:53I didn't like it.
40:55So, I said to Atalia, no.
40:57I want this song to be fun.
40:59A story about us.
41:01So, I changed it.
41:0380% of the lyrics came from my idea.
41:05I changed it.
41:07I included
41:09TikTok content
41:11with high views.
41:13I changed it.
41:15I changed the lyrics.
41:17For example,
41:19there's a content
41:21about us going on a vacation.
41:23I said, Atalia, don't wear high heels.
41:25It's okay if you wear high heels.
41:27But, don't wear heels.
41:29They didn't wear heels there.
41:31But, they did.
41:33We should've been there for 2 hours.
41:35But, it was 4 hours.
41:37I was talking from start to finish.
41:39I put it on TikTok.
41:41There were hundreds of thousands of views.
41:43It was fun to watch.
41:45So, I included it in the song.
41:47There's a lyric.
41:49I forgot the lyrics.
41:51Wear high heels.
41:53I said, don't.
41:55I don't want to show off.
41:57Because, Atalia wore high heels
41:59in the content.
42:01That's why
42:03the views were high.
42:05There were a few
42:07views.
42:09The high views
42:11were included in the song.
42:13It was related.
42:15Who followed us
42:17knew about it.
42:19It was included.
42:21The content
42:23was included in the song.
42:25So, it's related to
42:27the relationship.
42:29It's about our childhood.
42:31But, did you check
42:33yesterday or the day before?
42:35It was 10,000 views.
42:37Alhamdulillah.
42:39It's not easy for us to reach 10,000 views.
42:41But, I'm grateful.
42:43Alhamdulillah.
42:45It's a blessing for your child.
42:47That's right.
42:49I didn't expect it.
42:51What was that?
42:53Did you want me to ask you?
42:55I can do it.
42:57I can be the interpreter.
42:59I can do it.
43:01I have a question.
43:03Now, you're making a song
43:05with your child.
43:07What's the challenge?
43:09If any,
43:11what's the challenge
43:13that you're facing
43:15in releasing this song?
43:17Working with my child.
43:19Imagine working with your mother.
43:21How do you feel?
43:23Even though you're an adult,
43:25what do you feel?
43:27Your mother said it's wrong.
43:29That's how I feel.
43:31I understand how Atalia feels.
43:33I'm the type of person
43:35who is punctual.
43:37I'll study first
43:39before I do anything.
43:41When I go to the studio,
43:43I'll be there in an hour.
43:45I'll be there in half a day.
43:47You make a song in two hours.
43:49Atalia will be there in half a day.
43:55I've been studying for a week.
43:57You didn't study.
43:59I thought...
44:03The producer looked at me.
44:05He said, relax.
44:07I said, I'm relaxing.
44:09How can I relax?
44:11I'm used to working with
44:13punctual people.
44:15Maybe because we're old.
44:17We don't want to work for a long time.
44:19We want to study at home.
44:21So, I'm relaxing.
44:23Where's my father?
44:26Before this,
44:28when I went to the studio,
44:30the producer didn't scold me.
44:32He called my mother.
44:34He said, it's wrong.
44:36When it comes to singing,
44:38I scolded him a lot.
44:40But I admitted that
44:42I was wrong.
44:44Because he doesn't have
44:46his own way of singing.
44:48He's young.
44:50He's young when he listens to music.
44:52I have my own way of singing.
44:55But when I listened to one part,
44:57he sang like a young star.
44:59I told him to continue.
45:01I told him to continue.
45:03I listened to it until the end.
45:05I said, I like this one.
45:07He said, finally!
45:09He said, you agree with me?
45:11I said, yes, I like it.
45:13I realized that I can't
45:15create another Sharifah Zarina.
45:18She's my daughter.
45:20I can't do that.
45:22It's true.
45:24There's reggae and keruncung.
45:26I took the keruncung part.
45:28I took the reggae part.
45:30I'm not crazy.
45:36I didn't expect
45:38this experience.
45:42This is the advantage
45:44of Atalia's voice.
45:46I've never followed her in the studio.
45:48Whether she's singing or acting,
45:50I don't interfere.
45:52I don't interfere.
45:54I remember she signed a contract
45:56when she was 17.
45:58I just left her to the recording company.
46:00I just left her to the recording company.
46:02If there's no car,
46:04if there's no car,
46:06I'll send her.
46:08If there's no car,
46:10I'll send her.
46:12When we were working together,
46:14I realized this is her strength.
46:16This is her voice.
46:18This is her talent.
46:22I've seen you as a singer.
46:24I've seen you as a singer.
46:26Do you feel like...
46:28I've seen you live.
46:30In this industry,
46:32there are many challenges.
46:34There are many challenges.
46:38I'm worried.
46:40I'm worried.
46:42That's why I always pressure her.
46:44That's why I always pressure her.
46:46If you want to help me,
46:48I'll give you my example.
46:50When I don't have a job,
46:52I can't buy anything from you.
46:54I can't buy anything from you.
46:56I can't buy anything from you.
46:58I can't buy anything from you.
47:00But when she's learning,
47:02But when she's learning,
47:04Atalia is still in university.
47:06Atalia is still in university.
47:08She said that's one of the things
47:10that can help her.
47:12She said that's one of the things
47:14that can help her.
47:16At least you can learn.
47:18At least you can learn.
47:20But you can still be a singer.
47:22You can sing anytime.
47:24You can't take a job.
47:26You can't take a job.
47:28You have two skills in your life.
47:30You have two skills in your life.
47:32You have two skills in your life.
47:34Alhamdulillah,
47:36Alhamdulillah,
47:38she doesn't give up.
47:40She doesn't give up.
47:42Today's exam is on a meager budget,
47:44but tonight's event will only affect
47:46your friends instead.
47:48but tonight's event will only affect
47:50your friends instead.
47:52She doesn't like to be away from her friends.
47:54But she's still learning.
47:56She's learning.
47:58But I told her that
48:00But I told her that
48:02At least you have two skills in your life.
48:04At least you have two skills in your life.
48:06She said at least she had two skills of learning.
48:08Unintentionally,
48:10one is not there, the other is there.
48:12Yes.
48:14But that means you don't control them, right?
48:16No, because I never control them.
48:18They are usually
48:20not afraid to sing.
48:22From school, they
48:24go to school
48:26to sing. Sometimes there is
48:28what? Astro or something
48:30sometimes there is an audition
48:32because they will look for it. Like me, right?
48:34You have a child, right? Can we come to the audition?
48:36I just bring it. If I can't get it,
48:38I don't care. Just go.
48:40So they are exposed to these things.
48:42And they also watch my live, right?
48:44So I don't want
48:46to control them. I don't want to control them.
48:48I already feel
48:50how to control it.
48:52So I sing too.
48:54I have to control it, right?
48:56That's why I'm interested in him.
48:58I'm interested, so I can't control it.
49:00But that's great.
49:02Like you said, you've been
49:04hit before.
49:06I don't want my children to feel the same.
49:08And I feel like
49:10nowadays, parents
49:12are starting to open up.
49:14Especially in the entertainment field.
49:16Like Citi Biramdi.
49:18Even my dad,
49:20after I became a singer, he started
49:22to accept it.
49:24He also updated me.
49:26Tonight, you will be
49:28at his party, right?
49:30Save my moves.
49:32Save it.
49:34Because when he saw
49:36me, he saw
49:38that my name has been
49:40uploaded. He believes in me.
49:42He really wants to do what he's interested in.
49:44He really does.
49:46That's what it's like.
49:48That's it.
49:50My dad has also become a god now.
49:52But when he introduced me,
49:54I was afraid of him.
49:56I'm not used to it.
49:58But I still want
50:00to be what I want to be.
50:02So, he proved to you that
50:04you really want to do it.
50:06And you did it.
50:08So, it's not like
50:10you do it because you're interested.
50:12It's not like that.
50:14It's pure passion.
50:16Passion, effort
50:18in a very difficult way.
50:20First of all,
50:22there's no money barrier.
50:24There's also a family barrier.
50:26What should I do?
50:28So, when I look at my children
50:30now, it's easy.
50:32When they want to be famous,
50:34they just sit in front of their phones.
50:36Famous.
50:38That's right.
50:40Okay, Kak. That's the story.
50:42Let's go back to our Raya song.
50:44Hoha Raya.
50:46Hoha Raya.
50:48Kak, maybe you can promote
50:50a little bit to our audience.
50:52Just a little bit.
50:54Okay.
50:56Wait.
50:58Let's do the chorus.
51:00Raya, Raya, Raya, Raya.
51:02Raya, Raya, Raya, Raya, Raya,
51:04Raya kita gembira.
51:06Oh, ha!
51:08Raya, Raya, Raya, Raya, Raya, Raya, Raya,
51:10Kita bersama keluarga.
51:12Kita bersama keluarga.
51:14Kita bersama keluarga.
51:16Yay!
51:18What's the part?
51:20Uh...
51:22Okay, Kak.
51:24Do you want to tell us where
51:26you can watch and listen to it?
51:28Okay. Hoha Raya song
51:30is now available on YouTube.
51:32Okay.
51:34And of course, it's also available on Spotify.
51:36All digital platforms are available.
51:38But on YouTube,
51:40if you watch it,
51:42you'll be like,
51:44what is this? I don't understand.
51:46The reason is,
51:48we have six web series
51:50that we release
51:52on social media.
51:54Okay, so what happened
51:56in the music video,
51:58it's in the web series.
52:00Now we have uploaded three.
52:02Another three is coming.
52:04It's a story about
52:06how I and my son are going to celebrate.
52:08That's it.
52:10Me and my son are going to celebrate.
52:12The story.
52:14The story.
52:16The story.
52:18Then, the second
52:20the second
52:22the second
52:24The second has a lot of views.
52:26Why?
52:28Because
52:30I asked him to buy donuts
52:32at the Ramadan market.
52:34He said, donuts?
52:36Mom, now you don't go to Ramadan market anymore.
52:38So I was like, I don't go to Ramadan market
52:40how is it?
52:42How much do you want? RM20?
52:44He said, no, RM25 is enough.
52:46Oh, RM25 is easier.
52:48He went up. Why didn't he open the door?
52:50It turns out that she brought a TikTok donut.
52:53That's why I don't want to relate my expectation to the actual donut.
52:59I don't want to eat it.
53:00The actual donut is Donut Wadidaw.
53:02She brought a lot of views.
53:05Everyone said they got it.
53:06After that, I was angry in Sarawak.
53:08They said, when our mother is angry, all the language comes out.
53:13That's right.
53:15So now it's part 3.
53:17So I have 3 more parts.
53:19There are many more that you will see.
53:23It's very related to real life.
53:24We don't say, I just want to be a woman.
53:28One, it's related to my life and Atalia.
53:31She's a TikToker.
53:33I'm a TikToker, but I have an old style.
53:35We call it Donut, Donut TikTok.
53:37Everything is TikTok.
53:39So that's what we told in the web series.
53:43And that's also a uniqueness, right?
53:45Yes.
53:46She will bring people.
53:47When they see it, they will click the link to go to the UK.
53:50Yes.
53:51Who wants to see it in full?
53:52Yes.
53:53It's related to my song, Akak dengan Anak.
53:55Yes.
53:56That's the best.
53:57So when she sings, she feels closer.
54:00She feels closer to herself.
54:02That's the strength when we make our own lyrics.
54:05That has something to do with us.
54:07We really like it.
54:09We feel like we're excited when we sing.
54:12Yes.
54:13That's right.
54:14Okay.
54:15Thank you so much, Akak.
54:18Is it over?
54:19It's been a while.
54:20I was surprised.
54:22Akak, I don't think it's over yet.
54:25Oh my God.
54:27You said you regretted it.
54:30You said you regretted it.
54:32I regretted it.
54:33I'm just focusing on the song.
54:36Okay, Akak.
54:37We want to wish you a happy Eid.
54:40Happy Eid.
54:41Where are you from?
54:43I'm from the north.
54:44I'm from the north.
54:45I'm from the north.
54:46I'm from the north.
54:47I'm from the east.
54:48I'm from the east.
54:49I'm from the east.
54:50Okay.
54:51Akak, you're back.
54:52I'm not back this year.
54:53It's the first time I'm not back for Eid.
54:54Other than the conflict, this is the first time we're not celebrating Eid.
54:57Just in KL?
54:58Just in KL this year.
54:59Okay.
55:00Is it because there are a lot of shows for Eid songs?
55:03No.
55:04After that, we have a lot of jobs.
55:07But one of the reasons I want to prepare for my...
55:11I'm going to perform Hajj this year.
55:13Oh.
55:14So, I have to prepare a lot for that.
55:17Okay.
55:18If I'm back for Eid, I won't be back for a while.
55:20I'll be back for 15 days.
55:21I've been gone for half a month.
55:2415 days.
55:25So, I think, Eid is every year.
55:27Hajj is only once a year.
55:29So, I want to prepare for Hajj.
55:32You want to make it easier.
55:34God willing.
55:35I pray that I get a blessed Hajj.
55:37Amen.
55:38Amen.
55:39Okay.
55:40Thank you, everyone.
55:41We'll see you next week with a different guest.
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