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Grey's Anatomy Season 2 Episode 17

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00:00Husband.
00:00I've been to a car accident trying to get to the hospital before their birth.
00:03Is my wife here?
00:04There's not going to be itty baby born today.
00:06Meredith and Christina are doers.
00:08They're doers.
00:09I'm horny, I'm half naked, and I'm saying yes.
00:11You want to stand there and talk metaphors?
00:13You want to literally take off your pants?
00:15A quiet board means trouble.
00:17A quiet board is death.
00:18Hannah.
00:19Hannah Davies.
00:20Why do you have your hand inside my patient?
00:21My husband has to go stand in front of his big gun.
00:24He shot himself with the bazooka.
00:26Was there an explosion?
00:28No.
00:28So I'm touching live, unexploded ammunition.
00:31As of ten minutes ago, all the operating rooms at Seattle Grace were completely evacuated
00:35with the exception of Dr. Burke's team.
00:37And Dr. Shepard's team.
00:39I'm not leaving Bailey's husband on the table with a skull flap open.
00:42Pink mist.
00:43That's what the bomb squad calls you when you blow up.
00:46Dylan Young bomb squad.
00:47That device is homemade, which means it's unstable and very unreliable.
00:50I am 22 years old.
00:52She's panicking.
00:52We need to clear the room.
00:53This is some kind of mistake.
00:55Really?
00:55Come on.
00:58What did I do?
00:59What did I do?
00:59What did I do?
01:00What did I do?
01:00What did I do?
01:01What did I do?
01:01What did I do?
01:02What did I do?
01:03What did I do?
01:03What did I do?
01:03In hospitals, they say you know.
01:06You know when you're going to die.
01:10Some doctors say it's a look patients get in their eyes.
01:13Some say there's a scent.
01:17The smell of death.
01:18Some think there's just some kind of sixth sense.
01:23When the great beyond is heading for you, you feel it coming.
01:28Whatever it is, it's creepy.
01:30Because if you know, what do you do about it?
01:36Forget about the fact that you're scared out of your mind.
01:39If you knew this was your last day on Earth, how would you want to spend it?
01:56What's going on?
01:58Something happened in OR3.
02:00What?
02:00I don't know, but all I know is that Hannah, the paramedic, she's missing.
02:05Chief?
02:07What's happening?
02:08Quiet board.
02:10Quiet board is what's happening.
02:12I know.
02:20Dr. Shepard?
02:23Dr. Burke.
02:25How's it going?
02:26He's got a second bleed under the skull base.
02:29If I do what the textbooks say, he could lose the power of speech hernia through the first craniotomy and die.
02:33What's your other option?
02:34Well, if I do what I want to do, you could lose the power of speech, hernia through the first craniotomy and die.
02:41Oh, well, good luck with that.
02:43Thanks.
02:47Is there something you want?
02:48You know, it was really stupid of you not to evacuate.
02:54You too.
02:55Yeah, I know.
02:56We should consider a change of profession.
02:58Yes.
03:00We should.
03:01Now, can you operate and remove the device from the guy?
03:05After the bomb squad, it's through assessing him, I'm going to try.
03:17I've got to say, I don't want to be the guy that kills Bally's husband.
03:20I don't want to be the guy that kills us all.
03:22Dr. Shepard.
03:29Dr. Burke.
03:30You realize how stupid that was?
03:43It was, Mary.
03:43Incredibly stupid.
03:44Okay, you know when you don't need to be made fun of?
03:46Like when you have your hand inside a body that's got a bomb in it and a stranger is velcroing a flak jacket to your boobs.
03:52Okay, you've got a sense of irony.
03:54Only when things are really ironic.
04:00I had a feeling.
04:04What's that?
04:08Nothing.
04:22Time for you to go.
04:33No, I'm sorry.
04:34There's nothing more you can do here.
04:35We've got it covered.
04:38Christina, this is not another cool surgery.
04:42This animal can go off at any time and kill everyone in this room.
04:45Do you get that?
04:45You cannot be in here.
04:47I think this is about surgery.
04:47Christina, I cannot do this with you in here.
04:50I cannot think.
05:00We'll be fine.
05:04It's okay.
05:15You know in the movies, there's always the hero and then there's the other guy.
05:19You know, the guy who sees danger and then runs in the opposite direction.
05:23Yes.
05:25Be the other guy.
05:26So, you have a plan, right?
05:53You have a way to get me out of this, right?
05:57I feel like colors are brighter.
06:12Does anyone feel like colors are brighter?
06:13My head hurts.
06:14See, Adrenaline, you have the smell thing because I have, like, this cream.
06:18Shut up!
06:22Are you okay?
06:23Of course you're not okay.
06:24How could you possibly be okay?
06:26You're insensitive.
06:26I'm not insensitive.
06:27Would you two just shut up?
06:29Nobody cares if the blue is blue or if you have super smelling powers.
06:32Meredith could die.
06:34Any minute she could just die.
06:36Actually, stop living.
06:41Dead.
06:43Corpse.
06:53Look, I'm sorry.
06:55Sorry.
06:56God, I have really inappropriate reactions to this kind of stress.
06:59I'm sorry.
07:00Hold on.
07:00Should we, like, do something?
07:08I mean, call Meredith's family?
07:09We are Meredith's family.
07:12I'm sorry.
07:23We are Meredith's family.
07:25This area's been evacuated, Dr. Yang.
07:34And somehow you're still here.
07:35I have to be here.
07:36You don't.
07:37Yes, I do.
07:39Dr. Yang.
07:40Yes, I do.
07:44Besides, I'm guessing you need a little company.
07:52How's he doing?
07:54He's hanging in there.
07:56How's the paramedic Hannah doing?
07:58Hannah?
07:59The girl with the bomb.
08:01Oh, oh, she's hanging in there, too.
08:06Calm down.
08:07Calm down?
08:08I have an evacuated OR.
08:10A bomb in a body cavity.
08:11A missing paramedic.
08:12An intern with her hand on the explosive.
08:15Two world-class surgeons in harm's way.
08:17A man on a table who may bleed out at any moment
08:19unless we remove the bomb from his chest.
08:22And my favorite resident in labor
08:24who you're now telling me refuses to push.
08:27Really?
08:28Calm down?
08:29You really want to say right now to me,
08:31calm down?
08:31Okay, don't calm down.
08:32Dr. Bailey is scared, sir.
08:34It's a day to be scared.
08:37She won't let me examine her,
08:38but from what I can tell,
08:39her contractions are 40 seconds apart,
08:41and she is refusing to push.
08:43The baby could go into distress,
08:44and if she doesn't come out of this,
08:45I mean, and soon,
08:46then I'm going to need an OR
08:47to do an emergency C-section.
08:48I can't give you an OR, Addie.
08:50I don't have an OR to give.
08:52Can't you convince her to push?
08:53Bailey's rational.
08:54She's not Bailey right now.
08:55She's a woman in labor
08:56whose husband is in surgery next to a bomb.
08:59It's all yours.
09:00This is about Bailey.
09:01I need an OR.
09:02I don't know what to tell you.
09:03Look, Richard,
09:04we have about an hour to change Bailey's mind,
09:06and then I'm going to need you to get me an OR,
09:08build me an OR,
09:09find me a helicopter
09:10to fly me to any OR in the city.
09:12Otherwise, instead of having a baby,
09:14she'll be losing one.
09:15Here are the blueprints you asked for, Chief.
09:26Yeah, thank you.
09:27I've got cameras.
09:44I don't go, Fionn.
09:51Is it?
09:53Is it?
09:57I was jealous.
10:08I was jealous of Meredith and the surgery,
10:10and I...
10:11I was...
10:13jealous, and...
10:16I was jealous.
10:21Is this the strangest thing
10:39that's ever happened in your OR?
10:42I'd have to say that it is.
10:44Good.
10:45Because I'm very competitive.
10:46All the best surgeons are.
10:54Dr. Montgomery Shepard just talked to the chief.
10:57They're really worried about you.
10:58She's on the phone with Mercy West right now
10:59to see if they have any ORs available.
11:01I need someone to drive me home.
11:03They're talking about doing an emergency C-section.
11:05They could talk all they want.
11:07I'm not going to Mercy West.
11:08This baby is not coming out.
11:10I need a ride.
11:11I can't focus enough to drive myself and Tucker.
11:16I need a ride.
11:17You couldn't lose it.
11:18You know this.
11:18I told you already.
11:19I'm not having this baby until tomorrow.
11:21This baby could die before it's even born.
11:22Can you give me a ride home?
11:27Dr. Bailey...
11:28Then get out.
11:29Okay.
11:30Is there any news?
11:51What?
11:52Oh, I'm sorry, Mrs. Carlson.
11:54My husband.
11:56I was wondering if there was any news.
11:59Because you look so worried.
12:01And I heard this doctor saying that
12:03even though that girl's got her finger on the tear in his heart,
12:07that my husband's losing blood.
12:10Every second he's losing blood.
12:13Which means he could die.
12:15He could die?
12:17I ask because I know you'll tell me the truth.
12:21Because you look so worried.
12:22Mrs. Carlson.
12:29Yes.
12:30It's possible he could bleed out and die if we don't operate so.
12:35Okay.
12:40Okay.
12:43Thank you for telling me the truth.
12:47I'll just, uh...
12:49I'll just go away over here.
12:52Look, will somebody get me an update?
12:55And where's the head of the bomb squad?
12:58I'm right here.
12:59And we're good to go.
13:00My team's in place.
13:01Dr. Burke is ready.
13:03Patients in stable condition.
13:04We can have the bomb out in under 10 minutes
13:06if I'm not interrupted again.
13:10In the OR, we put our patients on the journal anesthesia.
13:13Yeah.
13:13That involves a steady flow of pure oxygen.
13:18Well, can't you turn off the oxygen in my OR?
13:21I can and I have.
13:23But this is your OR.
13:25This is the OR floor's main oxygen one.
13:40It's gonna be okay.
13:43Yeah, I know.
13:44It's just what you say.
13:48I know.
13:52Where'd you go on?
13:53I can't just...
13:54I gotta do something to help.
13:58Thank you for saying that it's gonna be okay.
14:02Even if it is just what you say.
14:18Stop it.
14:20I'm not a patient.
14:22What?
14:23The two of you are looking at me the way we look at patients.
14:25Like I'm gonna freak out at any minute.
14:28I'm not gonna freak out,
14:29so whatever it is, just tell me straight out.
14:37The main oxygen line runs directly under this room.
14:41Okay.
14:44Not okay.
14:47Well,
14:48I need one of you to tell me what this means exactly.
14:53Because I think I know what it means.
14:55But I tend to be glass half empty these days,
14:58so I won't trust what I think it means.
15:01Because what I think it means is that if the bomb were to explode over the oxygen line,
15:06the whole hospital could blow up.
15:10And that's just crazy, right?
15:15I need an answer when they're gonna start moving.
15:17Chief?
15:19Look, I'm busy.
15:20I know.
15:20I know you're really very busy,
15:22but if there was something,
15:23anything that we could do to help,
15:24it would really be very helpful.
15:26We need an assignment, sir.
15:27Look,
15:28look, I need...
15:29Chief?
15:30I'm...
15:30He's pale and diaphoretic.
15:32Check his pulse.
15:33We need some help over here.
15:34Come on, let's move people.
15:36I'll get a wheelchair.
15:37I think he's having a heart attack.
15:38I think he's having a heart attack.
15:39I think he's having a heart attack.
15:40Meredith,
15:41all it means
15:42is that we have to move.
15:47Move?
15:48That's right,
15:48we have to move now,
15:50because I don't want to spend another second in this room.
15:52Wait.
15:53I can't wiggle my fingers
15:54because we can't shift the ammo.
15:57And now you want to roll out the entire gurney.
15:59Well,
15:59that's our safest,
16:01safest option.
16:03So we move.
16:04Not a problem.
16:05We can do this.
16:06Are you handling this, Gray?
16:08I'm handling this.
16:12So how's it look?
16:13Hard to say for sure.
16:14EKJ is normal.
16:16That's good news.
16:17I'm getting out.
16:17Sir,
16:18you should really wait
16:19until we get the blood work back.
16:20I'm not listening, Stevens.
16:21You can talk to me, Dr. Stevens.
16:24Um.
16:27Um.
16:29Okay.
16:31Your husband should really wait
16:33until we get the blood work back
16:34for confirmation.
16:35Okay, out.
16:36Both of you.
16:38Getting up.
16:39You're gonna have to body check me to do so.
16:42Adele,
16:43there is a bomb.
16:44I heard.
16:45I heard.
16:58Dr. Montgomery Shepard.
16:59What are we gonna do?
17:03What are we gonna do?
17:03I mean, about Dr. Bailey.
17:05Can't, can we drug her?
17:07Against her will?
17:08No.
17:09Well, yes.
17:13I mean, can't we force her to push her?
17:15If, uh, declare temporarily insane?
17:18You want me to declare Miranda Bailey.
17:23Miranda.
17:24Bailey.
17:25Incompetent.
17:28Do you think that'll help?
17:29Do you think it'll make her more inclined,
17:31more comfortable?
17:32Giving birth?
17:33I don't know.
17:34That's what I'm asking you.
17:34Do you think I'm not doing everything I can to help her?
17:37I mean, do you think I'm just out here because, I don't know,
17:39I'm feeling a little lazy, just need a little me time?
17:41I'm just asking.
17:42Stop asking!
17:43Because no matter what you ask, the answer is, I don't know.
17:46I'm doing everything I can.
17:48Everything I can.
17:50Miranda Bailey's husband is in mortal danger.
17:52Actual mortal danger.
17:54And there's not a lot I can say to comfort her right now
17:56because there's not a lot anybody can say to comfort me.
17:59I'm doing my best.
18:00Dr. Bailey is doing her best.
18:02And I need you to do your best.
18:03And I need it to be better than standing here
18:06asking me the world's stupidest questions.
18:09I don't know, O'Malley.
18:11I don't know.
18:41You okay?
18:48Wait, are you bleeding?
18:51I think I fell.
18:53I was running and I fell.
18:57It's okay.
19:02You hair?
19:06Yeah.
19:11Micro-scissors, Dr. Young.
19:15What is so interesting out there talking to you?
19:17I, uh, I'll...
19:39You're doing great.
19:41Let's go over it again.
19:43The device is shaped like a rocket.
19:46About eight inches long.
19:48We're gonna have everything ready.
19:49Dr. Burke's team is gonna be in place.
19:51My team is gonna be in place.
19:53And I'm gonna ask you to take the hand that you have in Mr. Carlson.
19:59Wrap it around the device.
20:01And pull it out.
20:02Level.
20:03Pull it out while keeping it level.
20:12You know I don't like you very much.
20:13I don't like you either.
20:15What are you doing?
20:16Stop.
20:17Stop right where you are.
20:18What are you doing?
20:19I thought Dr. Burke told you to leave.
20:21We're moving to an OR further away from the oxygen line.
20:25You know, in case we blow up.
20:26I distinctly remember him telling you to leave.
20:29Where is he?
20:30He's prepping the OR.
20:32Then he'll never know, will he?
20:34You stay over there.
20:42You stay over there.
20:46You stay over there.
20:50You alright?
20:58Tell me something.
21:00What?
21:01Christina.
21:02I have my hand on a bomb.
21:04I'm freaking out.
21:05And most importantly, I really have to pee.
21:08Tell me anything.
21:13He told me he'd love me.
21:16Last night he thought I was sleeping but I heard him say it.
21:19Burke loves you.
21:20Yeah.
21:22Mind your own business.
21:26Burke loves you.
21:27Yeah, everybody has problems.
21:32Well, are you going to say it back or?
21:34Of course not.
21:35He didn't say it to me.
21:36He said it to the sleeping maniac.
21:38Reciprocity is not required.
21:42Besides, he might blow up.
21:44Excellent point.
21:45All right, everybody.
21:59Let's just keep placing one foot in front of the other.
22:03Nice and slow.
22:05All right, Meredith.
22:06We're almost there.
22:07Okay.
22:08We're almost there.
22:09Nice and easy.
22:11All right, let's go.
22:13All right, nice and slow.
22:21You had to say you were going to die today.
22:25I told you.
22:31But you are going to need a couple stitches.
22:33Hannah, is there someone you'd like me to call?
22:40Family or maybe a friend?
22:46That doctor?
22:48Dr. Gray.
22:50Meredith.
22:52Is she?
22:53She's still there.
22:55So she's still alive?
22:57She's alive.
22:59She's still alive.
23:07Dr. Milton shouldn't have left you.
23:10He's a coward.
23:12I'm a coward.
23:13No.
23:14I ran away.
23:17Do you think you're going to be different?
23:19Do you think you're going to be the kind of person who stays and does something?
23:23You know, I'm a good man in the storm.
23:28I'm a paramedic.
23:29I'm supposed to stay and do something.
23:31I'm not supposed to run away.
23:34I'm not supposed to hide under the stairs because I left two people that die.
23:41I'm supposed to stay and do something.
23:44I ran away.
23:45I ran away.
23:52Well, blood work's back.
23:54Chief had an anxiety attack.
23:58I was going to tell him.
24:00I gave you sex in a linen closet.
24:01You tell him.
24:03Fair enough.
24:07Okay, Dr. Bailey.
24:09Let's go.
24:10Please.
24:12Dr. Bailey, I need you to turn on your back.
24:14I need you to push.
24:16Leave me alone.
24:19Miranda.
24:22I can't let her go any longer.
24:25I'm going to go tell Richard that he has to give us an hour, okay?
24:29Dr. Bailey, I'm surprised at you.
24:31I really thought...
24:33This is not how I thought you would do this.
24:35Dr. O'Malley, I don't think that...
24:36I truly...
24:38I expected more.
24:39George.
24:52You're Dr. Bailey.
24:55You don't hide from a fight.
24:59You don't give up.
25:02You strive for greatness.
25:05You.
25:07Dr. Bailey.
25:08You are a doer.
25:13I know your husband's not here.
25:15And I know there are a lot of things going on here that we have no control over.
25:20Dr. Bailey.
25:21But this...
25:22Dr. Bailey.
25:23This...
25:24Dr. Bailey.
25:25We can do.
25:26Dr. Bailey.
25:27Okay.
25:28Dr. Bailey.
25:29Okay.
25:30Dr. Bailey.
25:31Okay.
25:33Dr. Bailey.
25:42Okay.
25:44Okay.
25:45Dr. Bailey.
25:46Let's have this baby.
26:16We're ready when you are.
26:23We're good, Meredith?
26:27Yeah.
26:28I'm going to extend the wound.
26:30When I cut, the bleeding is going to intensify.
26:33If we're going to save Mr. Carlson, you have to pull the ammo out immediately.
26:37But remember, remove it while keeping it as level as possible.
26:41Nice and easy, no quick movements.
26:44Level.
26:44Right, level.
26:47You ready?
26:49I, uh...
26:53Do I have a choice?
26:57You have to be ready.
27:00Yeah.
27:02I guess...
27:04Let's go.
27:06I guess I'm ready.
27:08Okay.
27:08Okay.
27:14How's it going out there, Yang?
27:18Everything's fine.
27:18How's the girl with the bomb?
27:20How's he doing?
27:21He's almost there.
27:22You know suction?
27:23Yeah.
27:23You didn't answer my question yet.
27:26Sir?
27:27How is the girl with the bomb?
27:32It's Meredith.
27:33The girl with the bomb is Meredith.
27:35I'm good.
27:46She can go.
27:48All right now, Meredith.
27:50Wrap your hand around the nose cone.
27:56Meredith.
27:57I guess.
27:59Gray.
28:04Gray.
28:07Damn it.
28:08We're losing him, okay?
28:09Push one of Epi.
28:10Study pulse.
28:12Epi in.
28:15Nothing.
28:15Okay, give me a wet lap.
28:16Here.
28:16We're going to roll him on three.
28:18Okay, let me know when everybody's ready.
28:19Let's go.
28:19We got to go.
28:20We got to go.
28:20Come on, let's go.
28:21Meredith.
28:25Georgia knows you shouldn't have to move out of the house.
28:30No.
28:32You hear me?
28:32You should make sure.
28:34Make sure that they...
28:36They get to stay in the house.
28:40What?
28:43Just a little bit more.
28:44I can see the top of the head.
28:45I'm going to stop.
28:46I'm going to stop.
28:47Okay, that was good.
28:49That was very good.
28:50That was...
28:51Okay.
28:52Are you ready?
28:54Ready?
28:55Push.
28:57Oh, yeah!
28:59Go!
29:01Come on, come on, come on.
29:02Come on, come on.
29:03Quiet complex, Bradycardia.
29:05Push one more of Epi and one of Entropine.
29:07Come on, come on, come on.
29:08You can't do this, Tucker.
29:09You cannot quite only, Tucker.
29:10Come on, do not.
29:10Quit.
29:11Gray.
29:13This pressure's dropping.
29:16Gray.
29:16Look, I can't.
29:17No.
29:18I can't.
29:18This is crazy.
29:19Burke, you're going to go?
29:20You go.
29:21Both of you should go.
29:22Nobody's dying today, Carter.
29:24Meredith, I want you to look at me.
29:26Look at me.
29:30I know this is bad.
29:32And I know that I'm this ass who's been yelling at you all day.
29:36So you pretend that I'm not.
29:38You pretend that I'm someone you like.
29:40Whatever you need.
29:42But you need to listen to me.
29:44Because you can't jump a track with light.
29:47Cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table.
29:53No one can find a real life.
29:56I'm scared.
30:06I know.
30:10You can do this.
30:13It'll be over in a second.
30:18You can do this, Meredith.
30:23Okay.
30:24Okay.
30:27Okay.
30:27Okay.
30:37Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while.
30:42But my God, it's so beautiful.
30:45And the boy smiles on a hold him.
30:48Maybe I'll just sing about it.
30:51Cause you can't jump track
30:56We're like cars on a cable
30:58And life's like an hour blast
31:01Through to the table
31:02And no one's going to worry
31:05Stop, stop
31:08Dr. Bailey, I can see the top of his head
31:12He's got a lot of hair
31:13Oh, he's cute
31:15Oh, Mally
31:16Yeah
31:16Stop looking at my bajajay
31:19Yes, ma'am
31:21Oh, breathe
31:25Just breathe
31:29There's a light at each end of this tunnel
31:33You shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
31:38And these mistakes you make
31:40If you're only targeting around
31:462 a.m. and I'm still awake writing a song
31:54If I get it all down on paper
31:57It's no longer inside of me
32:00Threatening the life it belongs to
32:03And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
32:11Cause these words on my diary
32:14Screaming out loud
32:16And I know that you'll use them
32:18However you want to
32:20But you can't jump the track with like cars on the cable
32:27And a life's like an hourglass glued to the table
32:32No one can find the rewind
32:35But now
32:36You're saying it if you understand
32:40You're saying it if you understand
32:40You're saying it if you understand
32:40And breathe
32:44And breathe
32:46Just breathe
32:48Oh, breathe
32:52Just breathe
32:57Oh, breathe
33:00Just breathe
33:05Just breathe
33:07Oh, breathe
33:11Just breathe
33:14Just breathe
33:28Let's go.
33:58Let's go.
34:28Let's go.
34:58Is my husband, um, alive?
35:03Yes.
35:05Is he gonna stay alive?
35:08Thanks for that young lady over there.
35:14He is.
35:14Thank you, thank you.
35:33Where is she?
35:50There had to be a cowboy.
35:51Where is she?
35:57She's right here.
35:58Derek.
36:00You're okay.
36:03You're okay.
36:05That is not the she he was asking for.
36:13You're okay.
36:23Stay down.
36:23Okay.
36:24Come on.
36:26There are no guarantees in life
36:35Not for the present nor for the future
36:41All I know is that I am here
36:48Don't know for how long
36:52I love the way you live so intensely
37:01Enjoy every minute of life
37:07With space to swing your arms around
37:13Laughing loudly
37:16Unlike me
37:20Unlike me
37:23Do you think I'm strange
37:27Unlike you
37:30You awake?
37:32Unlike you
37:34I am not pretending
37:37I love you too
37:39There's no time
37:43There's no time
37:48There's no time
37:53This is our son
37:57William George
38:00Bailey jumped
38:03I love the way
38:09You live so intensely
38:12I love the way
38:14You live so intensely
38:16Enjoy every minute of life
38:18There's no time
38:20There's no time
38:24There's no time
38:28There's someone at the door for you
38:39Hey
38:50Hey
38:54You almost died today
38:58Yeah
39:00I almost died today
39:02I can't
39:14I can't remember
39:19Our last kiss
39:21All I could think about was
39:24I'm gonna die today
39:25And I can't remember her last kiss
39:26Which is pathetic
39:28But the last time we were together
39:31And happy
39:32I want to be able to remember that
39:36And I can't, Eric
39:38I can't remember
39:42Glad you didn't die today
39:50It was a Thursday morning
40:00You were wearing that ratty little Dartmouth t-shirt you look so good in
40:10The one with a hole in the back of the neck
40:12You just washed your hair
40:16And you smelled like some kind of flower
40:20I was running late for surgery
40:27You said you were gonna see me later
40:29And you leaned to me
40:32You put your hand on my chest
40:34And you kissed me
40:38Soft
40:39It was quick
40:42Kind of like a habit
40:43You know, like we'd do it
40:46Every day for the rest of our lives
40:48And you went back to reading the newspaper
40:53And I went to work
40:54That was the last time we kissed
40:58Lavender
41:01My hair smelled like lavender
41:08From my conditioner
41:10Lavender
41:14Oh
41:15If you knew this was your last day on earth
41:30How would you want to spend it?
41:33Home births
41:36Be a
41:36Hooray
41:37But
41:38P