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Grey's Anatomy Season 2 Episode 4

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00:00to me at all. If you came out here to try to win me back, you can forget about it.
00:04I just know I still love you. Hating you is the most exhausting.
00:17The key to surviving a surgical internship is denial. We deny that we're tired. We deny that
00:25we're scared. We deny how badly we want to succeed. And most importantly, we deny that
00:31we're in denial. I don't know what I left. Christina said she's okay. Nobody goes through
00:35what she went through and it's totally over by now. Christina can. She's fine. Too fine.
00:40She's cold. No, she's hardcore. She's got ice in her veins. She does what she has to do to
00:45go through. She lost a baby. She lost a fallopian tube and she's acting like she doesn't even
00:48care. She's all, hello, I'm totally fine person. I mean, she's my friend too, but she's acting
00:53like she has no emotions or warmth. Like she's missing a soul. God, she's going to make a
00:59great surgeon. George. It's true. You show no weakness, you make it to the top. Some people
01:04just keep their feelings to themselves. We only see what we want to see and believe what we
01:09want to believe. And it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while, the lies start to
01:17seem like the truth. Meredith kissed me. Addison kissed me. My wife and my girlfriend kissed
01:22me on the same day. Joe, do I look friendly to you? Oh, you're a tiny little kitten of joy
01:29and love. What? You saved my life. His first mistake. Make dream to go sit by someone who
01:36cares. We deny so much that we can't recognize the truth right in front of our faces. Everything's
01:43going to be fine. Addison will go back to New York. Meredith and I will start over. Everything's
01:49going to be fine. Right? You're so damn stupid.
01:58I want everyone focused today. With Christina out, we're short and interned and I have a feeling
02:02it's going to be one of those days. And Correa, I'll see the chief by the end of the day.
02:05What for? Do I look psychic to you? He's the chief. He asked you go. What did he do now?
02:10Maybe he gave the chief syphilis. So we're in the middle of the Belizean jungle and this
02:16Jaguarundi jumps out and bites one of the guides. They all look at me. They're yelling,
02:22you're a doctor. Help him. This is one time a PhD does no good. I'm sorry. Did I miss the bell
02:28for social hour? Tales of missionary life. You're a missionary? No, my parents. We travel a lot.
02:33They still do. Oh, wow. This stuff is great. Um, this is Dr. Burke's patient, Kalpana,
02:39Kalpana, Vera. Kalpana. Named by villagers in Nepal. Uh, she presents with multiple syncopal
02:45episodes and ventricular arrhythmia. So you've been passing out? Yeah, and having palpitations.
02:50Past medical history of rheumatic heart disease with mitral valve stenosis. They had to ship me
02:54from Zambia to the States for three months of treatment when I was eight. Rheumatic fever almost
02:59killed me. Dr. Stevens, what are the primary causes of ventricular arrhythmias? Valvular disease,
03:06mitral valve prolapse, stimulants, drugs, and metabolic abnormalities.
03:11Scrub nurse to OR6. What? Out. I'm fine. Out. You better be in your room by the time we round on you.
03:20And when will that be? In 15 seconds. 14, 13, 12, 11. Nice panties, Yang.
03:28In your dreams, evil spawn.
03:36Christina Yang. Post-op day three from a unilateral salpingectomy. And ready to get back to work.
03:41Is she? I'm taking solids and my pain is controlled with oral meds. I'm ready.
03:46Didn't the nurse say this morning you had a fever?
03:49Mother. Christina, did you have a fever?
03:51Mother. Temps spiked to 101 last night. Big deal. She worked two shifts last month with 102 degree flu.
04:00Yes, exactly, George. Thank you. And we appreciate your dedication, but you're staying in bed until it normalizes.
04:06I keep telling her there's more to life than surgery and career. Mother, go post or something.
04:11Look, I need you to relax, shut up, and get better. You're patient this week so you can be a doctor next week. Understand?
04:17Mother, man. Mirror, mirror. You cannot leave me alone with her. I am flying over the cuckoo's nest here. You have to save me.
04:24You need time to heal.
04:25I'm healed. I'm healed!
04:32Oh, God.
04:34Okay, Dr. O'Malley, you're presenting.
04:37Okay, Dr. Gray is post-op day three from a tumor resection.
04:41Wrong, wrong, wrong. He's got it all wrong. It's not asthma. It's GERD. He needs a Nissen fundiplication.
04:47I don't want her in the room.
04:49Mom.
04:50She's a child, and I won't have her on my team.
04:52We'll meet you outside, Dr. Gray.
04:59Dr. Moran, she's cardiologist. Dr. Moran, you're not young.
05:02You skipping rounds?
05:03Avoiding mother.
05:04Meredith.
05:06You've got a wife.
05:08Yes.
05:08Your life is complicated.
05:09Yes.
05:10I don't need complicated. I have complicated all on my own.
05:13Yes.
05:14Stop saying yes.
05:15Try not to make any set of movements.
05:17You think this is funny?
05:21Addison's leaving. She doesn't have any more patients in this hospital. There's no reason for her to be here.
05:26No reason?
05:27None whatsoever.
05:29Well, isn't this cozy?
05:31Can I join in, or are you not into threesomes?
05:35I have to go.
05:37Erin.
05:37You really are Satan.
05:41You realize that, right?
05:42If Satan were to take physical form, he'd be you.
05:45Everywhere. All the time.
05:46I'm so not Satan.
05:47How come you haven't gotten on your broomstick and gone back to New York where you belong?
05:50Stop being petty.
05:51Stop being an adulterous bitch.
05:52You know, you are going to forgive me eventually, right? I mean, you can't just...
05:59I mean, there was a time where you thought of me as your best friend.
06:01There was a time where I thought you were the love of my life. Things change.
06:05Divorce papers.
06:17Your lawyer said they're okay. I haven't signed them yet. The ball's in your court. If you sign, I'll sign them.
06:24Sign and be on the first plane out of here.
06:26Sign them immediately. I want you out of here as soon as possible.
06:29Eric, have you ever thought that even if I am Satan and an adulterous bitch, that I still might be the love of your life?
06:39I want you out of here as soon as possible.
07:09I want you out of here as soon as possible.
07:19Oh, oh, suppose you'll never know.
07:23It's my chart.
07:45You're the patient, not the doctor.
07:48Act like one.
07:50It's been tough finding you alone.
07:52Yeah, well...
07:54How are you doing?
07:55Well, you have my chart. You tell me.
07:56How are you doing?
08:03I'm fine. Perfectly okay.
08:07I had a right to know.
08:09Well, now you do.
08:10Christina?
08:11Look, now you know it's over.
08:14There's nothing for you to deal with,
08:15so I don't know what else is there really left to say.
08:18Plenty.
08:19But, Stardis, you could have come to me.
08:20Oh, look. It's my mother.
08:22Dr. Preston Burke.
08:26Nice to meet you, Mrs. Yang.
08:27Actually, it's Rubenstein.
08:29Dr. Saul Rubenstein of Beverly Hills,
08:32the oral surgeon.
08:33I'm remarried.
08:34Been remarried since Christina was what?
08:37About three.
08:38Mom, that's too much information.
08:39He has other things to do.
08:42You're good-looking.
08:44He's good-looking.
08:44Why don't you ever bring home a man as good-looking as him?
08:48Stop.
08:49What?
08:50Stop talking.
08:51Christina!
08:53Forgive her.
08:54I don't know what I ever did to raise such an unpleasant girl.
08:58Oh, me?
08:59I'm unpleasant?
09:00Excuse me.
09:01Do you know what that was?
09:05Who?
09:06That was my...
09:06That was my boss!
09:07I only said nice things.
09:08Oh, I should call it unpleasant in front of my boss.
09:11You might not please.
09:13Okay, I was thinking that maybe we might want to...
09:16You might...
09:17Okay, we both have tonight off, so...
09:19You are so into me.
09:20Shut up.
09:21It's sad.
09:21The wash-up, the adoration.
09:24Man, I'm so handsome.
09:25I intoxicate you.
09:26Okay, you know what?
09:26Forget it.
09:27Missy, would you like to go out with me tonight?
09:30On a date?
09:32When you wear something gorgeous, I pay for food.
09:34Are you making fun of me?
09:35I'm not making fun of you.
09:37Okay, then.
09:38Good.
09:40Good.
09:42Thought I told you I never wanted to see you again.
09:44That's only because you're too lazy to learn anything more.
09:46Dr. Meredith Gray, Jeremiah Tate.
09:48Thinks he knows so much because he was one of my first patients.
09:51As an intern.
09:51Knew as much as she did.
09:53She was clueless about how to treat cystic fibrosis.
09:56A simple cholecystectomy turned into a month-long stay.
09:59Better not be a legend male practice.
10:01Guy raises about 100 grand a year for cystic fibrosis.
10:03Running triathlons.
10:05Thinks he's a big shot.
10:06You run triathlons?
10:08Why not?
10:08Pain, for one.
10:10Says here you're finally admitting to feeling a little?
10:12A little.
10:13How little?
10:14Truth.
10:15Oh, enough to keep me awake at night.
10:19Had some seizures.
10:20There's, um, too weak to work out.
10:23Anyone been through here with your CT results?
10:26No.
10:27It's probably just my pancreatitis kicking up again.
10:31All right, then.
10:32We'll be back with your results and a plan.
10:36Where do your parents think you are this time?
10:40New Jersey.
10:40What about his parents?
10:47No, he doesn't like to bother them until he's well or about to get discharged.
10:51He understands his reality.
10:53He just chooses to ignore it.
10:54Denial works for him, Gray.
11:00Power up the lab set.
11:03I'll shove one of the head.
11:04Why the hell is this GSW to the head?
11:08Why wouldn't the trauma team call?
11:10Hello?
11:10Are you people insane?
11:13There's your gunshot.
11:16Him?
11:16I'm redoing the living room in beige silks and thinking and modern, very mid-century.
11:32And the dining room...
11:32Mother, give me back my toes.
11:35Okay.
11:37I changed the subject.
11:40Who's the father?
11:41Mid-century, did you say?
11:43Someone you work with, right?
11:45Was it just for sex?
11:47You made such a point of not forming attachments.
11:5020 minutes.
11:51Just give me...
11:51All I want is 20 minutes of peace and quiet.
11:54The daughter I raised would appreciate her mother's help.
11:58The daughter you raised is begging for you to go.
12:02Now.
12:03Why didn't you have to come here?
12:05You know I'm very busy.
12:06Yeah, I know.
12:06I know.
12:07We're decorating your house.
12:14Well, can you get me a mocha latte, please?
12:16A non-fat one?
12:18No, a fat one.
12:27I'm walking.
12:29I'm talking.
12:30There's no exit wound.
12:33Smirk here looks more like a barn.
12:35Telling you, I shot myself.
12:37Pulled the trigger while I was cleaning my .22.
12:39I thought the clip was out.
12:40If you're thinking suicide, don't.
12:42People make mistakes.
12:43I made a mistake.
12:44And now I'm paying for it.
12:45I did shoot myself.
12:49I did shoot myself.
12:57Where's your IV?
12:58I'm taking solids.
12:59I'm taking solids.
12:59I have locked it.
13:00On whose orders?
13:01Mine.
13:03Okay.
13:05Yang.
13:07How about this order?
13:09Bed rest, out of bed to chair, bathroom privileges.
13:12Nothing about stealing charts at the nurse's station.
13:14Okay.
13:14You know what?
13:15Hey, hey, hey!
13:16Give me that.
13:16There.
13:21Satisfied?
13:22I'm out of bed to chair.
13:24I'm telling you, intern on you.
13:26Meredith?
13:27Yeah?
13:28Ooh, so scared.
13:29Dr. Gray, how are you doing?
13:38You're here good.
13:39I need the results of the barium esophogram or the EGD.
13:43And you have neither.
13:44Okay.
13:45No worries.
13:45I'll be here when you get back.
13:48So today you're her intern.
13:50Well, that's better than being a husband.
13:52Well, it's a matter of opinion.
13:54Good morning, Alice.
13:55Richard, good to see you.
13:57I need those labs immediately.
13:59Chief?
14:00Um, she's not a surgical patient anymore.
14:04And I'd really like to get back to the OR.
14:06So, uh, do you think I could hand her off to someone else?
14:09Well, Mally, Alzheimer's causes her reality to shift depending on situation, her mood.
14:15She needs stability right now.
14:16That's why I'm depending on you to keep a special eye on her.
14:19Yes, I know, sir.
14:22But, you know, it just doesn't seem fair to me.
14:25I need those studies yesterday.
14:26You heard the doctor.
14:30Did move?
14:37I saw that.
14:39I saw you take that pill.
14:40Oh, it's my pill.
14:43You know, the pill.
14:45It's, uh, it's not in your chart, and you're supposed to tell us on the meds you're on.
14:50You're not my doctor.
14:51You shouldn't even be here.
14:53She's right.
14:54You shouldn't be here.
14:54I saw her take unauthorized medication.
14:57I'm on the pill.
14:58And I had grapefruit juice this morning.
15:00Since the juice inhibits enzymes involved in the metabolism of OCPs, I thought I'd avoid
15:03the interaction by taking it two hours after my meal.
15:06She has a doctorate in neuropharmacology, Christina.
15:08Well, Izzy, I don't see oral contraceptives on her list of meds.
15:10Guys, okay, well, now you will.
15:11Would you just go back to bed and stop trying to poach my patient?
15:13She's in B-Fib.
15:23Call the code.
15:25Gold, blue, second floor.
15:31All right, get the bed.
15:33It's all ready to go.
15:34No code?
15:35Not anymore.
15:36Can you help us get her back to bed?
15:38Oh, no.
15:38Just give me a minute.
15:39Would you just go back to bed?
15:40Please, seriously, go.
15:41Oh, God.
15:42You know, Izzy,
15:43if she's on OCPs,
15:45we mark it down, okay?
15:47Yeah.
15:54Jeremiah's got a mass in his mid-epigastrium,
15:57diffused enlargement of the pancreas,
15:59that with his hypoglycemic seizures.
16:01He's gonna need exploratory laparotomy.
16:04But despite his triathlons,
16:07his lungs still make me hesitant to cut.
16:09What are we gonna do?
16:10Oh, I don't know that yet.
16:14Doctors?
16:15Dr. Montgomery-Shelkin.
16:17How old is he?
16:18He's 26.
16:20Survivor, huh?
16:21And then some.
16:22My patient, for at least five years,
16:24I'm not gonna lose him now.
16:26You planning a laparotomy?
16:27Yeah, but it's lungs.
16:29You know, I think I can help you with this.
16:31I've seen one case like this before
16:33in a nine-year-old,
16:34and we ended up having to do a total pancreatectomy.
16:36I'd be honored to take any help you can give me.
16:39You're a neonatal specialist.
16:41What?
16:42I've...
16:42This isn't your area.
16:45I'm just saying, I...
16:47I did two years genetics research
16:48in cystic fibrosis.
16:50I've pretty much seen it all, Dr. Gray.
16:51Oh.
16:52Just because she offered her services
16:57doesn't mean she attempts to stay.
16:59Well, what does it mean?
17:00Because it seems to me...
17:01It means that she's a good doctor.
17:02Oh.
17:04Why are you suddenly defending her?
17:05I'm not.
17:06Mary, she gave me divorce papers.
17:08She filed.
17:10Oh.
17:12Well, that's good.
17:13All I have to do is sign.
17:15And I'm free.
17:17I'm free.
17:19Is there anything to think about?
17:22No, of course not.
17:23I have to read through them.
17:24Signed, and then Addison's
17:25on the next plate now to hear.
17:28You say he got shot in the head.
17:30He says he got shot in the head.
17:32I say he's a mental thief.
17:34Um, hi.
17:35Ma'am, you can't be any...
17:36Yeah, no, I'm looking for Samuel Linden.
17:38He...
17:39Oh, my God.
17:43Samuel.
17:44Well, how, how, how, how bad is it?
17:46Are you his wife?
17:47Yes, for 21 years.
17:48Just tell me how he is.
17:49Fine for a man who says he shot himself.
17:52He shot himself.
17:54He was cleaning his gun.
17:57What is wrong with you people?
17:58We'll know everything when we finish the CT.
18:00This is a restricted area, ma'am.
18:01No, no.
18:02My husband has a bullet in his head.
18:04Then we'll find it.
18:05If you could just wait outside,
18:06I'll be with you as soon as we know something.
18:08I promise.
18:14I want to find doctors in this city.
18:16You accept the consult from Addison Shepard?
18:18Montgomery Shepard and...
18:19The point is that she should be on her way home.
18:21You're trying to drive me crazy, aren't you?
18:28Oh, hang on.
18:28Don't do this.
18:29You think this has something to do with you?
18:31You think I'm even thinking about you and your romantic problems?
18:34I'm trying to help a patient very near and dear to my heart.
18:38And if consulting with your wife, your ex, your mistress,
18:41whatever it is that she becomes,
18:43if that's the thing I have to do to save my patient,
18:45then I'm damn well going to do it.
18:47I understand it.
18:49I deserve that.
18:50It's just...
18:51Look, you have put yourself between two very fine women
18:55and you're looking for an easy way out.
18:57You want to use me in the hospital
18:59and somebody to make the decision for you
19:02and it's not going to happen.
19:03Could I just...
19:07Could I just say a couple of things?
19:12You scared us a little there.
19:18How's the work upcoming?
19:20Uh, electrolytes are within normal limits.
19:22Urine tox was negative and EKG is fine.
19:24Tilt test is scheduled for noon.
19:25Oh, and she's on contraceptives.
19:27So?
19:28That's what I said.
19:29Other doctor made such a big deal of it.
19:32She didn't tell us before,
19:33so I documented it in her med list.
19:35What other doctor?
19:37Christina.
19:38She was wandering the halls.
19:42Fine.
19:42Take her down for an echo.
19:44An echo?
19:44What about cardioversion or ablation?
19:47Won't I need a pacemaker
19:48or a permanent internal defibrillator?
19:50Although it would be unusual
19:51for rheumatic heart disease
19:52to cause ventricular dysrhythmias,
19:54we've still got to check your valves.
19:56I thought your doctorate was in neuropharmacology,
20:03not medicine.
20:04It is.
20:11Addison gave Derek divorce papers,
20:13which is good.
20:14I mean, she's still here, being Addison,
20:17but it's not like I'm jealous or anything.
20:19That's odd.
20:20It's odd that I'm not jealous?
20:21No, you have every right to be jealous.
20:23It's your territory,
20:24and she's peeing all over it.
20:25What's odd is Burke's patient.
20:27She's been in four other hospitals this year.
20:29You know, something's not right.
20:30You seem awfully interested in Burke's patient.
20:32This has nothing to do with Burke.
20:34Christina, you lost a fallopian tube,
20:36a baby, and a boyfriend all in one day.
20:38You have the right to be upset.
20:39And you're losing McDreamy to his perfect wife.
20:41You have a right to be jealous.
20:43I did not lose McDreamy.
20:44Divorce papers, remember?
20:45And I'm not jealous.
20:47And I'm not upset.
20:48You really should be in your room.
20:49Okay, if the situation was reversed,
20:51would you want to spend time with your mother
20:53in a confined room with one window?
20:57Do you think we're like them?
21:00Our mothers?
21:08Uh, where's your mom?
21:10Exactly.
21:11Where is my mother?
21:12Where's your mother?
21:14Funny, you should ask.
21:15Oh, crap.
21:18Oh, man, you're not going to believe this.
21:22No.
21:23It can't be.
21:24The guy was reading a freaking magazine.
21:26It's definitely a bullet.
21:28One that track cleared through his head.
21:32Are you people just going to sit here
21:33or are you going to get him into surgery?
21:39Here's the missile track.
21:41As you can see, it doesn't even cross the midline.
21:43He's lucky.
21:44She's over there.
21:45This guy may have even been sitting there talking to him.
21:47He'll need debridement of the entrance wound
21:49and repair the dura,
21:50but we won't need to remove the bullet.
21:53It's an excellent diagnosis, Dr. Gray.
21:55I'm Dr. Shepard.
21:56I'm your neuro consult.
21:58Dr. Gray,
21:59they need you upstairs.
22:03Who booked the OR and staff?
22:04I'm on it.
22:10Unbelievable.
22:11O'Malley.
22:13Can you not handle this, doctor?
22:17I can handle a lot of things.
22:20Wheelchairs.
22:20I'm really hungry.
22:22We won't know for sure until we go in there,
22:24but it looks like
22:25that I'm going to have to take out your pancreas
22:27and reroute your intestines.
22:29Did you tell her that my lungs
22:30don't do well with Anastasia?
22:32Don't I always have your back?
22:33Your kidney function is decreasing rapidly,
22:35and I'm afraid you're going to go into
22:37multi-system organ failure
22:38if we don't operate.
22:39If I say no?
22:41There's no guarantees, Jeremiah.
22:42You know that.
22:43It's going to be a long, hard surgery
22:45and put a lot of stress on your body.
22:48Yeah, but I'm me.
22:51But you're you.
22:52So, if we don't operate,
22:54I die.
22:56And if we do operate,
22:58I may die.
23:00Basically, yes.
23:02Well, I like those odds.
23:0526 years with this disease is awesome,
23:07and that's the reality.
23:09So, if I get lucky,
23:10great.
23:13And if I don't,
23:14it's been sweet.
23:24It's going to stay sweet.
23:27You understand we'll need to do
23:28a psych evaluation.
23:30How many times do we have to tell you
23:31he wasn't trying to kill himself?
23:34It was an accident.
23:36They're just trying to do their job, huh?
23:37No, their job is to make you better.
23:40Where were you when the gun went off?
23:41I was in the next room,
23:42and I heard the shot,
23:43and it was awful.
23:46It's over now.
23:48Why didn't you call 911?
23:49Because he was only unconscious for a moment,
23:52and then he was walking and talking.
23:55You're going to have to give a report to the police.
23:57Police?
23:58What do we need to talk to the police about?
24:00We have to report any gunshot wounds to the police.
24:02It's the law.
24:03You're officially AWOL, you know.
24:15I'm working,
24:17trying to figure out what's going on
24:18with the crazy woman on four.
24:19You are the crazy woman on four.
24:21I made a break of freedom.
24:23Will you hand me that dictionary?
24:23You have a better patient than me,
24:28and you don't even have a patient.
24:30Meredith's got a CF case.
24:31Alice's got the gunshot wound.
24:33Izzy's got the mystery arrhythmias.
24:34I'm not a nanny.
24:35I'm a surgeon.
24:38Cut her.
24:39But no, I'm getting fake labs
24:41for fake patients
24:43so she can do a fake surgery.
24:47She's faking it.
24:48It's real to her.
24:50It's Alzheimer's.
24:52The missionary.
24:54Kalpana.
24:55Ugh.
24:56Oh, thank you.
24:59Ow.
25:01Uncalled for.
25:04Hey, Izzy.
25:05However studies...
25:06Hey, I have been looking for that everywhere.
25:07Negative, right?
25:09Ugh.
25:09The echo test showed mild mitral stenosis.
25:12The tilt test was negative.
25:13We're doing EP studies.
25:14I can tell you what's wrong with her
25:16without sticking electrodes in her heart.
25:18Really?
25:18Just by the chart.
25:19No, from the pills she took.
25:21They were contraceptives, Christina.
25:22Why are you so obsessed with this?
25:24Just go back to bed.
25:25I think she's doing this to herself.
25:27You think she's inducing ventricular arrhythmias?
25:29She'd have to be crazy to do that.
25:30No, no, no, no.
25:30She'd have to have Munchausen's.
25:32Okay, wait.
25:33You think she's secretly ingesting something
25:35to produce real symptoms?
25:36Seriously?
25:37Yeah.
25:37Just run it by Bergen.
25:38Tell him what he thinks.
25:39Tell him yourself.
25:40He's standing right behind you.
25:41Dr. Burke.
25:42Where are we?
25:54Well, OR2 in 30 minutes.
25:55He's prep-transported him away.
25:57What I was about to do.
25:58Do you understand that?
25:5921 years.
26:00What's that all about?
26:01What times do I have?
26:02I haven't got a clue.
26:02Sorry.
26:03I love you.
26:04I forgive you.
26:05You cheated on me.
26:07You cheated on me.
26:09And you do not get to play the martyr here.
26:11I've got a bullet for you.
26:12And that doesn't make us even.
26:13You shot me.
26:14I think we need to get the police up here right now.
26:18I mean, she obviously loves the patient role.
26:20I mean, she practically lives in hospitals.
26:22And we're like an imaginary family to her
26:25because her real family blows her off
26:27to go take care of other people.
26:28And I saw her take something.
26:30It's not enough.
26:31We have to rule out everything else.
26:32It's everything physical.
26:34She even lied about her job.
26:35She's a pharmacy tech, not a PhD.
26:37So she's a liar.
26:38I've been lied to before.
26:42Hey, we're not talking about us here.
26:44Maybe we should be.
26:45I didn't lie.
26:46You withheld the truth.
26:47How did I know you...
26:47Okay, you know what?
26:48I just think they remember you
26:49breaking things off with me
26:50and you didn't seem so upset about it.
26:52This, this is not a relationship.
26:54This is not real.
26:56Christina.
26:56Okay, and so what's with the big fake display
26:59of hurt and drama?
27:02Christina.
27:02I'm supposed to be in bed.
27:04Christina!
27:04Christina!
27:18Absolutely.
27:19Thanks for having me.
27:20Dan, why don't you have a seat?
27:21We didn't ask you a few questions.
27:23Oh, yes.
27:24Uh, of course.
27:25Well, nothing like a domestic dispute
27:28to liven up a pre-op, huh?
27:30No.
27:33Where do I sign?
27:34Here for consent.
27:36And here for PNR, no extraordinary measures.
27:44Good.
27:45Okay, lift up for me.
27:46You should probably call my parents.
27:53Call it yourself when you walk out of here.
27:56Dr. Gray, I have those lights.
28:07Oh, no, you didn't.
28:09You lost her again?
28:11Again?
28:12I am a surgeon.
28:15A surgeon.
28:15Yeah, well, you won't be
28:18when Dr. Weber finds out
28:19you lost Ellis Gray again.
28:24We're using three different catheters.
28:27Why are we doing that, Dr. Stevens?
28:29Programmed electrical stimulation
28:30maps the heart's electrical system
28:32to find the focus of the irregular heart.
28:33I'm doctors?
28:34Sorry to interrupt.
28:35Yes?
28:37Her urine's blue.
28:38What?
28:43Why is her urine blue?
28:48She said she has a surgery
28:49scheduled with Dr. Shepard.
28:50I turned my back for five minutes.
28:51Why did you turn your back at all?
28:53I told you to take care of her.
28:59Just get out of here.
29:01You want to find a hot surgery,
29:02then find one.
29:04You're free.
29:06I'll take care of her.
29:08This is one sick bastard.
29:17We should flip him over
29:18and give him a spine.
29:19Pull back on the retractor,
29:20Dr. Karev.
29:21Little suction boogie?
29:22Covering for his wife
29:23after she shot him.
29:25You did cheat on her.
29:26Yeah, and that guilt's
29:27worth a bullet in the head?
29:29Relationships are built on sacrifice.
29:31Not that kind of sacrifice.
29:33No, no, no.
29:34Sometimes the bullet's worth it.
29:36The resolution's better.
29:37I thought you'd never get here.
29:51Look, the OR is empty.
29:52I have a little time
29:53before my surgery.
29:54Okay.
29:54I don't think I'm supposed
30:09to be here.
30:11No.
30:15No, you're not.
30:17Come on.
30:18I'll take you back to your room.
30:32I need more traction, Dr. Gray.
30:37Here, give me some suction there.
30:39That gray retracted the duodenum.
30:44Good.
30:45How's he doing?
30:46Part of it to ventilate.
30:47No urine outputs as we started.
30:48He's shutting down.
30:49Did you increase his peak pressures?
30:51Any higher.
30:52Below his lungs.
30:53Radicardia.
30:54Pushing one of Agitine.
30:57Try ventilating a manual
30:59and see if he starts coming back up.
31:01Did we miss any bleeders?
31:02The surgical field is clear.
31:04Agonal rhythm.
31:06Any pulse with that?
31:07No carotid.
31:08Okay, starting CPR.
31:10Which one of every?
31:11Extraordinary measures, Dr. Bailey.
31:12He's DNR.
31:13No, no.
31:13This is just good medicine.
31:19Blue urine?
31:20A second drug screen was positive
31:22for amitriptyline,
31:23which, I'm sure you know,
31:25causes ventricular arrhythmias.
31:27You knew it wouldn't show up
31:28on a routine drug screen,
31:29but I'm guessing you didn't realize
31:31it would turn your urine blue.
31:32I didn't do this to myself.
31:34You have to believe me.
31:35I'm sick.
31:36I'm sick.
31:37I have something.
31:38You're just deceiving yourself.
31:41Manufacturing things that really aren't there.
31:43Seeing only what you want to see.
31:46Wasting our time, our resources,
31:48and throwing away your own life.
31:50Your illness is in your head, Kalbana.
31:52We will be transferring you to psych.
31:59Just come on.
32:02Come on, don't give up.
32:04Come on.
32:05You're getting tired.
32:06Let me take over, Dr. Bailey.
32:16Dr. Bailey, his intestines are cyanotic.
32:19There is no blood circulating.
32:21Being shunted to his brain where it needs it.
32:22Can you call those compressions?
32:32Fight it!
32:32It!
32:33It's gone.
32:40Why isn't anyone moving?
32:42Who's recording?
32:44It's been ten minutes since we've had a perfusing rhythm.
32:47It's your call, Dr. Bailey.
32:49One, two, three, four.
33:09Hey, sister.
33:09Time of death, 1926.
33:16Time of death, 1926.
33:20Time of death, 1926.
33:37Let's go.
34:07It's hard to accept the end when you're too close.
34:29Look.
34:32I don't want someone who doesn't want me, Meredith.
34:34But if there's the slightest chance that he does, I'm not leaving Seattle.
34:40What did she tell him?
34:48You cheated on her when she was drunk, when you were cleaning your guns in the kitchen.
34:53I'm not going to press charges.
34:54It doesn't matter, she confessed.
34:56Assault in the first degree.
34:58They arrested her?
34:59Man, you should be grateful.
35:01You know what I am?
35:03I'm stupid.
35:05Nothing will make you feel more stupid than cheating on that woman you love.
35:09I don't know what you're missing.
35:10Your latte is by your bread, and I'm pretty sure it's cold.
35:27I don't need it.
35:29You should be in bed.
35:31Just stop it.
35:32I'm fine, okay?
35:33My brain is fine.
35:34My body is fine.
35:35I'm fine.
35:35I don't know why, Kate.
35:37Then why did you?
35:38You know, I'm...
35:39You know, just stop it.
35:40I don't...
35:40I'm sorry I'm not that person.
35:42I'm sorry.
35:42I don't need you here taking care of me.
35:46Well?
35:47You're right.
35:49Kolpana definitely suffers from Munchausen's.
35:51See?
35:52I was right.
35:54I was right.
35:59I was right.
36:02I was right.
36:03I was...
36:04I was right.
36:08Oh, I'm...
36:09I'm...
36:10I'm right.
36:14I'm...
36:15I'm right.
36:18I'm...
36:19You took the clinical skills section of your medical board exams after most interns,
36:26so the results are only now coming out.
36:29I got a call from USMLE this morning.
36:31I got a call from USMLE this morning.
36:34Oh.
36:38So you're...
36:39You're saying...
36:40Karev, you're still an MD.
36:41You still get to practice medicine.
36:44The hospital grants you four months to retake the exam.
36:47You study it, you pass it, you put it behind you.
36:49One misstep doesn't affect your career.
36:51All right, all right, all right, all right, thanks.
36:53Thanks.
36:55What happens, uh, if I take the exam for a second time and I don't pass?
37:00You will no longer be a surgical resident at Seattle Grace.
37:03Failing again is not an option.
37:39I can't stop. I can't. I can't stop crying. She can't stop crying. I can see that. What did you guys do to her? Nothing. She's going to dehydrate. Christina, do you want some water? No, no. No! I already tried that. It just made it worse. I knew she'd break sooner or later. Just a matter of time. I will help her.
38:07I am a mother. We don't do well with mothers here. Why don't you leave and come back later? Christina.
38:37All you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long.
38:54I am, I am, I am, I am infinity.
39:10We are tired. We are scared. Denying it doesn't change the truth.
39:16I want to breathe. Never mind your habits. Absolutely encourage me.
39:23We'll give the endless longing so it's crazy.
39:26Hi. Mrs. Tate? It's Miranda. Miranda Bailey.
39:32I am, I am. I'm calling about Jeremiah.
39:38I am. I am. I am. I am. I am.
39:44I am sorry.
39:47I am. I am. I am. I am.
39:52I am a man. I am. I am. I am. I am.
39:58It is lying if you are.
39:59She doesn't want to be touched.
40:29Sooner or later, we have to put aside our denial and face the world.
40:59Head-on, guns blazing.
41:09Hi.
41:11You look great.
41:12Nice.
41:14Are you okay?
41:15Yeah, you ready to go?
41:17Yeah, you just, you don't seem like yourself.
41:21No, look, we got dinner reservations, we should go, so let's go.
41:26Okay.
41:26Denial, it's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freaking ocean.
41:34I'm glad we're doing this.
41:37Me too.
41:38Want a drink?
41:39Yes.
41:39All right.
41:40I'll get it.
41:41So how do you keep from drowning in it?
41:55Listen, I am infinite.