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Grey's Anatomy Season 1 Episode 4

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00:00Is that my toothbrush?
00:18Intimacy also comes attached to life's three R's.
00:23Relatives, romance, and roommates.
00:27Copy?
00:30There are some things you can't escape.
00:33And other things you just don't want to know.
00:37Hello, Kitty.
00:43You don't understand me, Gonad? You ovaries.
00:46Oh, that reminds me. We are out of tampons.
00:49No, you're parading through the bathroom in your underwear when I'm naked in the shower.
00:52Can you add it to your list, please?
00:54What? Tampons!
00:55To the list. It's your turn.
00:57I am a man. I don't buy girl products.
01:01I don't want you walking in while I'm in the shower, and I don't want to see you in your underwear.
01:05It doesn't bother me, okay? Look at me in my underwear, George. Take your time. It's no big deal.
01:10You are the first person they see in the morning. You say please. You say thank you. You apologize for waking them up. You make them feel good about you. Why is that important? Because then they'll talk to you and tell you what's wrong.
01:27Why is that important? Because then you can tell your attending what they need to know during rounds. And why is that important? Because if you make your resident look bad, she'll torture you until you beg for your mama.
01:41Now get out there. I want pre-rounds done by 5.30 a.m.
01:45Good morning, Dr. Model.
01:47Dr. Evil Swan.
01:49Ooh. Nice tag.
01:51Do they have a brush that out for the catalogs?
01:53I don't know. What do they do for the 666 on your skull?
01:57Ooh.
01:58I'd better get good patients today. Yesterday I had two guys with colostomies who needed dressing changes every 15 minutes.
02:04I'm gonna be in surgery. Today's my day.
02:06On what?
02:07I gotta tell you.
02:08What do you know?
02:09I know that I was here at 4. You didn't get here until 4.30.
02:12Tell me.
02:13No.
02:16I'm not the intern who's screwing and attending.
02:18I am not screwing.
02:22Respiratory therapy.
02:23You're here early.
02:24I have a quadotomy at 5. I'll be out at 6. I thought I might.
02:26Buy your breakfast before you round.
02:28I've already eaten.
02:29What'd you have?
02:30None of your business.
02:31A cereal person?
02:32Straight out of the box or you're all fruit and fribery?
02:34Pancakes? Do you like pancakes?
02:36Fine. Leftover grilled cheese. Curiosity satisfied?
02:39That's sad. That's pathetic.
02:41A good day starts with a good breakfast.
02:43Look, I'm not being seen with you in this hospital.
02:45Learn it. Live it. It's unprofessional.
02:47Think that it's an attending getting to know one of his interns.
02:49He slept with the intern.
02:50He's barely newer.
02:51And it should stay that way.
02:52You want me to be professional?
02:53I'll be professional.
02:54That's what I want.
02:55And that's what you get.
02:56You're gonna be late for your chordotomy.
03:00Nice talking to you, Dr. Gray.
03:05Anyone seen the floor chart on the new admission?
03:08Yeah.
03:09You always come in like that, bang the light on?
03:15You're Elizabeth Fallon?
03:17What does my chart say?
03:19It says you used to be a nurse here.
03:21A scrub nurse.
03:23That you have abdominal mass consistent with pancreatic cancer?
03:26Oh, and you are hoping they're gonna give me a whipple.
03:31Pancreatic duodectomy.
03:34This hospital sees those one, maybe, once every six months.
03:41That's why you got here at 4.30, huh?
03:44Four.
03:45Grab my chart for anybody else could see it.
03:48Press Dr. Burke with your pre-round exam.
03:51So you'd be the logical intern for him to ask to scrub in.
03:56I know all the tricks, doctor.
03:59Yang.
04:00Christina Yang.
04:02I'll call you Christina.
04:05You call me Nurse Fallon.
04:08Mr. Humphrey?
04:11Mr. Humphrey, I'm sorry to wake you.
04:15Come on.
04:16What time is it?
04:1810 after 5.
04:19I'm sorry.
04:20I just need to do a brief exam.
04:21If you could sit up for one moment.
04:30Thanks.
04:31This might be a little bit cold.
04:32Just take a deep breath.
04:34If you could just take a deep breath.
04:36You're not a doctor.
04:37I'm Dr. Stevens, but you can call me Izzy.
04:39I'll be helping Dr. Bailey with your biopsy this morning.
04:41No, I don't think so, no.
04:42Mr. Humphrey, this will just take a moment.
04:44Give me Dr. Bailey or Dr. Victor.
04:47I just need to do a brief exam.
04:48You don't need to do anything.
04:50Is this you?
04:53Huh?
04:54Is this you?
04:57It is, isn't it?
04:58You know, get out of my room.
04:59Mr. Humphrey.
05:00Get out of my room.
05:07There need to be some rules.
05:09So what?
05:10We can walk around in our underwear on alternate Tuesdays?
05:13Or you could see bras but not panties?
05:16Or are you talking Amish rules?
05:18Because if you think you're gonna get Izzy to cover herself from neck to ankle.
05:21The amount of flush exposed is not the point.
05:23You have to do something.
05:24It's your house.
05:25It's my mother's house.
05:26Meredith.
05:29Do you like Izzy?
05:30Is that what this is about?
05:31Do you have a crush on Izzy?
05:33Izzy? No.
05:34I don't like Izzy.
05:35Izzy? No.
05:36I...
05:37She's not the one I'm attracted to.
05:38Not the one, so there's a one.
05:39This is not...
05:41Look, there just have to be some rules.
05:43O'Malley, Gray, get correct and head down to trauma.
05:46Uh, Shepard needs you.
05:47Shepard's in surgery.
05:48Yeah, he got pulled before he could start.
06:01Those look like...
06:03Nails.
06:13Nobody knows where they might end up.
06:18Nobody knows.
06:29Oh, oh, suppose you'll never know.
06:37I can't see my hands.
06:38Oh, my God, he's conscious, but blind.
06:40Read deeply, George.
06:41You won't pass out.
06:42There's four milligrams of morphine titrate up to ten.
06:45If you have to...
06:46You know what?
06:47I don't want him to move.
06:48I can't see.
06:49It's okay.
06:50We need you to be very still, Mr...
06:51Cruz.
06:52Jorge Cruz.
06:53He tripped and fell down a flight of stairs holding a nail gun.
06:54Sick.
06:55So now he's managing this and it blew up.
06:57Is everything infected?
06:59Do you feel this?
07:00Lemos on his right side.
07:01And limbs.
07:02What's our immediate concern?
07:03Infection.
07:04Right.
07:05I want to be pulling these nails out in the next half hour.
07:07I need a CT.
07:08CTs are down.
07:09What?
07:10It came out last night.
07:11Computers crashed, having back up by one.
07:12So typical.
07:13So what are the options?
07:14An MRI.
07:15No.
07:16Brilliant.
07:17The man's got nails in his head.
07:18Let's put him in a giant magnet.
07:19You want films from three axis points and a CRman surgery.
07:20Excellent.
07:21You guys dig up research and find out if this has ever happened before.
07:23Go.
07:24My wife.
07:25You know what?
07:26Your wife is on the way, Mr. Cruz.
07:28So we need to keep him calm and look for changes.
07:31Ugh.
07:33I can't see.
07:3455 year old woman with adenocarcinoma of the pancreas has had radiation therapy to reduce
07:39the tumor load.
07:40Rates for abdominal pain three out of ten.
07:42Positive nausea but no vomiting.
07:44Diarrhea, hematochesia, melina.
07:47Efebrile with T-Max 37-2 and stable vital signs.
07:50Lab significant for a total billy of seven and elevated liver enzymes.
07:54Thank you, Dr. Yang.
07:56Aggressive little witch, isn't she?
07:59She stole my chart during pre-round so she could scrub in on my surgery.
08:04She's hoping for Whipple.
08:05Actually, Liz, I was going to give you to Meredith Gray.
08:08Ellis' daughter?
08:10Yes, she's an intern this year.
08:12Thought you'd have something to talk about.
08:14I doubt that.
08:16I was Ellis' scrub nurse for 18 years.
08:20Practically live with that woman.
08:21I didn't meet that daughter once.
08:25Well, anyway, Shepard has her on the guy with the nails in his head.
08:28There's a guy with nails in his head?
08:30Seven of them.
08:31Shot himself in the head with a nail gun.
08:33Nail? Nails?
08:35Sixteen pennies.
08:36Three and a half inches long.
08:37Wait, and he's still alive?
08:39Fully conscious.
08:40Should be a pretty interesting surgery.
08:42But I guess you've got the Whipple.
08:46I'm going to need a full blood workup and abdominal CT.
08:51CT's a dom this morning.
08:52Okay.
08:53Then an MRI.
08:54She needs an enema and ERCP for a stent and brush biopsy this afternoon.
08:59Take care of her.
09:00Liz is an institution around here.
09:02Good call, doctor.
09:05Ray's got the human 2x4 and you have the institution in need of an enema.
09:15You'd say your health's been good recently?
09:17Maybe some headaches.
09:19Nothing compared to now.
09:21Zona.
09:22Zona.
09:23That's my wife.
09:24Zona.
09:25She'll say, why you think they call it a gun, moron?
09:28She hates the damn things.
09:30With good reason.
09:32Baby?
09:33Zona.
09:34Hey, man.
09:35You are in so much trouble.
09:37Okay.
09:38Get a history from her, please.
09:39Go ahead.
09:40Okay.
09:42Zona.
09:43Put a history from her, please.
09:44Go ahead.
09:45Okay.
09:47Zona.
09:48You're in so much trouble.
09:49Get a history from her, please.
09:50Go ahead.
09:51Okay.
09:56Zona.
09:57People have been accidentally shot in the head with nails 23 times.
10:00When one's attempted suicide doesn't count.
10:03Oh, so you pointed a nail gun at his head on purpose.
10:06That makes me feel better.
10:08So, uh, Gray and Stephens really walk around in their underwear?
10:15I mean, not all the time. I mean, some of the time, you know, but not all the time.
10:21Sexy underwear?
10:24Yeah, I mean...
10:26And they just, uh, let you look at them?
10:31Well, uh, yeah.
10:34Like sisters?
10:35No, what? Not like sisters?
10:39No, I don't think of them as sisters.
10:41But they're not coming on to you.
10:44Not exactly.
10:45They don't expect you to do anything.
10:47No.
10:49But...
10:51Like sisters.
10:53Just like sisters.
11:03Is he prepped?
11:05I think they're doing it right now.
11:09You think?
11:10He's having a prostate biopsy.
11:12Trust me, if you'd been in there, you'd know.
11:18Okay, Mr. Humphrey, we're gonna get started.
11:21Get her out of here.
11:28I want her out of here.
11:29Just get her out of here.
11:30Just you, go.
11:32Now!
11:32Just go now!
11:35Hey, relax.
11:36Relax, Mr. Humphrey.
11:38Will he be able to see you again?
11:42We won't know until the nails come out.
11:45Did he tell you he takes photos?
11:48Beautiful photos.
11:49It's his hobby.
11:51I just got him a new digital camera, and now he can't stop, you know?
11:55He always has it out.
11:56Always taking pictures of me.
11:58Jorge said he's been having headaches.
12:00Can you tell me about them?
12:02Have they been recent?
12:04Um...
12:05I'm not sure.
12:07Maybe the last couple of months?
12:09Have you seen him experience any dizziness or disorientation?
12:12Yes, yes, I have.
12:21Okay.
12:26You want to tell me what that was all about?
12:30Nothing.
12:31It's probably just crazy or something.
12:34Dr. Campbell, you're oncology.
12:36Dr. Campbell, you're oncology.
12:38Yes.
12:41Bethany Whisperer.
12:42What?
12:43Bethany Whisperer.
12:44Did a new Bethany Whisperer lingerie.
12:47I already saw it in a magazine.
12:48You got time to pose for a magazine?
12:49No, the shoot was last year.
12:50It just came out.
12:51So because he saw you in a thong...
12:53No, it wasn't a thong.
12:54And you're hiding out in the hallway.
12:56I just think it might be easier if you sign another interview.
12:58Easy is not in your job description.
12:59You are a doctor.
13:01He is a patient.
13:01He's your patient.
13:03Biopsy these.
13:04If they come back positive, I expect to see you in surgery.
13:09Hey, you on this.
13:10You understand me?
13:11Bert insult me.
13:21Bert forgiveness or lightheadedness?
13:23Lightheaded.
13:23Sometimes he'd have to brace himself to get out of bed.
13:26Could be a million things.
13:27Simple orthostasis.
13:29What?
13:30What made him fall down stairs with a nail gun?
13:32He said he tripped.
13:33Just because you hear hoofbeats, don't assume zebras.
13:35Something caused him to lose consciousness and fall down the stairs.
13:38He could have a tumor.
13:40Look, I have no idea why this guy is still alive, let alone moving and talking.
13:44Not a clue.
13:46Let's just get him through this before we start digging around for something else.
13:50Shepard.
13:5223 cases?
13:54One was attempted suicide.
13:55Yeah, that doesn't count. Talk to me about procedure.
13:57Biggest problems are bleeding and infection, but the odds improved to the shorter surgery times.
14:01Bottom line was, get them out quickly and watch for bleeding.
14:04I got it.
14:05In other words, I'm on my own.
14:15You coming?
14:17Dude, I don't need an escort.
14:19Go.
14:21Go ahead.
14:22Well, well, well.
14:29Dr. Bethany Whisper.
14:31That's so nice.
14:32She had this thing, red, when we met.
14:51Red car, red dresses, red hats.
14:55Personally, I hated the color.
14:57Too obvious, you know.
14:58But a couple years ago, I took her up to the mountains.
15:05And she was in her red dress.
15:08And there was this field of red poppies, I think.
15:14And she jumped out of the car and ran into them.
15:19And started laughing.
15:21Laughing at all the red.
15:23The good news is, it hasn't spread from his prostate to his lymph nodes.
15:34With a radical prostatectomy, we could probably get it all.
15:38Good prognosis.
15:39Spare some nerves, give him a chance at a normal sex life?
15:43Young puppies like to take chances with cancer.
15:46Old dogs like me, we do what works.
15:49Yes, sir, of course.
15:50We on the schedule tomorrow?
15:52Uh, 10 a.m.
15:53Good.
15:53Maybe I can squeeze in a round.
15:56An ass who deals in asses.
15:59We call him Limp Harry.
16:01He never spares the nerves.
16:07As you can see, the patient has shot seven nails directly into the skull
16:12without doing significant damage, other than the optic nerve.
16:18And we may be able to save that.
16:21The idea is to remove the nails at exactly the angle they entered.
16:26Any wiggle, and we risk doing more damage than when they went in.
16:32Where are they?
16:33Move over.
16:34They're just pulling them out.
16:36Hey, I heard you got a whipple.
16:38Yeah, maybe a whipple.
16:39Burke has wrung my butt off.
16:40Oh, man, look at those films.
16:44It's O-Razor.
16:57Shell phone.
16:59Here you go.
17:01There goes the third grade.
17:03Dr. Yang.
17:08Did you put in the blood work?
17:10Oh, uh, right before I got here.
17:13Take it to radiology for the MRI.
17:14Beat me when you're done.
17:20You want the whipple, right?
17:21About the E.D.L.
17:24Yeah.
17:29Hey.
17:31Here.
17:32I'm going to share the grocery money.
17:34Where are you going?
17:35Tonight.
17:35Okay, seriously, George, please.
17:37Yeah, can we not talk about it here?
17:39What?
17:40Tampons?
17:40Yeah.
17:41Do you not hear a word I said?
17:46You're a man, we know.
17:47Talk about shrinking the salamander.
18:00I always divided surgeons into two categories.
18:05Those that remember the name of their patients
18:07and those who didn't.
18:09They all remember their surgeries, of course.
18:12Every damn suture.
18:13But the good ones remember their names, right?
18:16I didn't say that.
18:18Now, some of the best ones, you know,
18:20distance themselves on purpose.
18:23They believe that the personal stuff
18:26clouds the medicine.
18:28Hi, Liz.
18:29Hey.
18:30But, wait for the blood.
18:32I'm sure that's bigger.
18:33I'm not coming.
18:34Hey, Liz.
18:36Hey.
18:37Fucking good.
18:38Oh, you liar.
18:39How you doing, honey?
18:40Oh, fabulous.
18:42This is fabulous.
18:44Hey, Liz.
18:46Hey.
18:47Hey, Liz.
18:49Bleeding?
18:50It's clean.
18:51All right.
18:52Way to go, team.
18:53Good job, everybody.
18:56I don't think we made it worse.
18:58The big question is the optic nerve.
19:01We'll know in the morning.
19:03Should I order the MRI?
19:05It means to stabilize.
19:06We'll do it tomorrow.
19:07Okay.
19:10Is it over?
19:14Hey.
19:15Is it over?
19:16Yeah, it's over.
19:25Hey, does Burke have a whipple scheduled?
19:31Dr. Burke, I wanted to know if you've seen Nurse Fallon's labs.
19:34I have.
19:35They're getting worse.
19:36The stem doesn't seem to be helping her jaundice.
19:38No.
19:39Should we be doing something?
19:40We are.
19:41Oh, I noticed you didn't have the whipple on the board.
19:43Do you want me to schedule it for you?
19:45I want to see the results of her biopsy and have a look at her overnight labs.
19:50Overnight?
19:51You're on call, right?
19:53Um, sure.
19:56Well, good.
19:56It's a thick winter.
19:58Well, you're doing the surgery, right?
19:59You're still doing the whipple?
20:01A woman has pancreatic cancer, Dr. Yang.
20:03We're going to do something.
20:05Okay.
20:05Kiss the baby for me.
20:10Well, get some sleep, Liz.
20:12Okay.
20:13Bye-bye, Liz.
20:14See you later.
20:14Bye-bye.
20:15Bye-bye, Liz.
20:15Bye-bye.
20:16Bye-bye.
20:16Bye-bye, Liz.
20:17Bye-bye.
20:18Take care.
20:19Yeah.
20:21I'll check that later.
20:22All righty.
20:23Mmm.
20:24You were her scrub nurse.
20:26Liz Fallon.
20:27Come in.
20:29Meredith Gray.
20:30Yeah.
20:31She wanted me to send her regards.
20:33Doesn't sound like her.
20:35Excuse me?
20:36Of Ellis Gray, I know.
20:38Didn't have regards for anyone except Ellis Gray.
20:42But you know that already, don't you?
20:44Where is she now?
20:48Traveling.
20:49Traveling?
20:50Yeah.
20:51Huh.
20:54Is she practicing?
20:56Not so much.
20:57Oh.
20:58Doesn't sound like her either.
21:01She was all work.
21:03Just like me.
21:04She never left the hospital.
21:06But you know that too, don't you?
21:10Is she well?
21:11She's fine.
21:14Good.
21:16Just wanted to send her regards.
21:18Take care.
21:19Yeah.
21:19Yeah.
21:19There's no turning back.
21:23I think these were taken at the old house.
21:34There's you and your scrubs.
21:39Who is that?
21:41That's Dad.
21:43Who?
21:44Your husband, Thatcher Gray.
21:47You called him Thatch.
21:50Thatch.
21:52That's the red wagon he got me for my birthday.
21:56I'm about four years old in this photo.
21:59Is this your family?
22:03Sure.
22:04Sure.
22:12Saw Liz Fallon at the hospital today.
22:15Liz.
22:16I love her.
22:18How is she?
22:19Is she still a scrub nurse?
22:23She was excellent.
22:24I reminded you before you went.
22:30I forgot when I got there.
22:31No.
22:32No.
22:32You were so passive aggressive.
22:34Naked.
22:35I am naked in the shower.
22:37Just tampons, George.
22:39I really needed tampons.
22:41God.
22:42I'm not riding in the same car with him.
22:44Unless you're going like that, you're not riding with me.
22:46Where are the tampons?
22:47He didn't buy them.
22:48You didn't buy them?
22:50Men don't buy tampons.
22:52You know what?
22:52You're going to have to get over the man thing, George.
22:54We're women.
22:55We have to join us.
22:56Get used to it.
23:00I am not your sister.
23:07Grilled cheese again?
23:08Cold pizza.
23:11Is he awake?
23:12Even better.
23:13Really?
23:14Really?
23:14Let's see.
23:15Let's see.
23:17Hey, how are you this morning?
23:20Tell them what color my dress is, Jorge.
23:23I'd know the answer to that even if I couldn't see.
23:35I'm taking the elevator.
23:36You take the stairs.
23:38I was going to anyway.
23:39Good.
23:40Hold it.
23:43You don't wake a patient like that.
24:02What do I have to do to get through to you?
24:04Tell me some slack.
24:06I was on call last night.
24:07I didn't get much sleep.
24:08Don't stop whining.
24:10You'd rather be here and you know it.
24:14What you got waiting for you at home?
24:16Boyfriend?
24:18Nope.
24:20A girlfriend?
24:22Nope.
24:22A pet?
24:24Family?
24:28A bed?
24:30You got plenty of beds here.
24:33I don't feel sorry for you.
24:35This is who we are.
24:37This is our lives.
24:39You tell her, Dr. Berg.
24:50Can I talk to you?
24:52Hey, come on, come on.
24:53What's going on?
24:54What's going on?
24:57Excuse me.
24:58What's going on?
24:59George, stop it.
25:03Woo!
25:03Woo!
25:05Woo!
25:05Woo!
25:07Oh, my God!
25:10Woo!
25:11Shh, shh, shh.
25:12We have Bethany Whisperer in our locker room.
25:15Oh, boy.
25:16I guess they do airbrush out the tattoo, don't they?
25:19You want to see it?
25:30You really want to see it?
25:32Fine.
25:33Let's look at that tattoo up close and personal, shall we?
25:36And what are these?
25:37Oh, my God!
25:39Breasts!
25:39How does anybody practice medicine hauling these things around?
25:43And what have we got back here?
25:45Let's see if I remember my anatomy.
25:46glutes, right?
25:50Let's study them.
25:51Shall we?
25:52Gather around and check out the booty that put Izzy Stevens through med school.
25:58Have you had enough or should I continue because I have a few more very interesting tattoos?
26:05You want to call me Dr. Model?
26:08That's fine.
26:10Just remember that while you're sitting on 200 grand of student loans, I'm out of debt.
26:16I'll tear you down.
26:20I'll tear you down.
26:21I'll tear you down.
26:23Go!
26:29Can you tell me what you have for breakfast on Monday?
26:32Cheese omelet.
26:34And on Sunday.
26:36And on Saturday.
26:39And on Friday.
26:40Sonia gets up every morning and makes me a cheese omelet.
26:45It's the only thing he likes.
26:47It's the only thing you know how to cook.
26:50Okay, well, things look good, but I need Jorge to get an MRI this morning to check for residual bleeding.
26:56Okay?
26:56Okay.
27:07This is who I was.
27:09It has nothing to do with who I am now.
27:11I'm a physician, a surgeon, and I am just as qualified as any other intern on this floor.
27:17So you're just going to have to get over your chauvinist crap and allow me to do my job.
27:26I'm sure you're a very good doctor.
27:29Then what is your problem?
27:32Look.
27:32I fantasized about you.
27:39About the woman in this photo, whoever she is.
27:44I'm not proud of it.
27:46But it's a fact.
27:54Do you know what they're going to do to me today?
27:55I have cancer.
28:01And they're going to lift up my legs and expose me to the world and cut out my prostate and my nerves.
28:08Effectively neuter me.
28:13So is it so hard to understand that I don't want the woman who's in that photo to witness
28:19my emasculation?
28:25Have you seen her overnight lives?
28:33I have.
28:34Did you check her liver panel?
28:36They're not good.
28:36No, they suck.
28:37She's choking on bile.
28:38She's jaundiced.
28:39A very sick woman.
28:41Why haven't you scheduled the Whipple?
28:43Are you a surgeon now?
28:45I'm her cruise director pushing her around all day.
28:48The woman is circling the drain.
28:49We need to do something.
28:52I'll take a look at her biopsy.
28:53She says, what about the biopsy?
28:54You know, enough.
28:56You know, you know, I, I, you know what I think?
28:58I think you never intended to do the Whipple.
29:00I think, I think this entire thing has been bull.
29:02And you're behaving like the only reason she's in this hospital is to die.
29:05I think she's in this hospital.
29:07I think she's in this hospital.
29:07I think she's in this hospital.
29:07I think she's in this hospital.
29:08Right here.
29:24There.
29:29It's a tumor.
29:30Midline of the hypothalamus.
29:32damn
29:37practice probably to remove the tumor probably because i can't get it all
29:4599 but not all of it radiation and chemo you're looking at maybe five to ten good years
29:52let's do it you haven't heard the downside see the tumor is located in the part of your brain
30:03where your memory and your personality resides and because of the fuzzy edges of this type of tumor
30:08i have to cut out a lot all right you stand a good chance of losing your memories of losing
30:16who you are is there any other way the alternative is a gamma or cyber knife treatment with focus
30:23radiation it's less evasive this little chance of memory loss or him losing himself but it would
30:29only give jorge maybe three to five years three to five years
30:32this is an incredibly difficult decision if you have any more questions or you need to talk to me
30:43i'm here okay
30:45i told my mother about you she remembers you very well of course she would
31:12ellis gray never forgot a thing
31:17i'm sorry it's not really funny it's not funny but what's her diagnosis
31:38alzheimer's early owns it
31:45and she doesn't want anyone to know
31:50no she's in a nursing home and i'm the only person she'll allow to see her
31:58but if i know ellis gray she made the nursing home sign a contract to that effect
32:07you know my mother well
32:09the woman's life was this hospital it was her home it's a sweet thing for them to do
32:23it's a waste of a bed and it's a waste of my time
32:25what are we talking about
32:27miss fallon they brought her here to die
32:29wouldn't you want them to do the same thing for you no you know what i want the doctors to do
32:34everything they could i'd want them to cut me open until the minute i die
32:37sometimes doing everything can be worse than doing nothing
32:40you are eight feet tall your boobs are perfect your hair is down to there
32:48if i were you i would walk around naked all the time
32:52i wouldn't uh wouldn't have a job i wouldn't have skills i wouldn't even know how to read
32:57i'd just be naked
33:00it's makeup it's retouching
33:04you get that we hate you right
33:06bailey again
33:10you know what any patient who spanks his doctor's pictures forfeits his rights
33:15you're seriously not going to give up the prostatectomy are you
33:18is he
33:20i'll forget it
33:23you know sometimes it's actually you know painful to be around you
33:27where the hell have you been
33:33when i paid you answer it's not that difficult to understand
33:37o'malley answered his page he's doing your prep
33:40if i hear the words bethany whisper one more time i can't
33:51okay i just can't he doesn't want me in there
33:56no what he wants is to not have cancer
33:59what he wants is to be saved
34:01you want to stay in the scrub room that's your choice
34:04all right
34:07we're in zone i want the surgery
34:14they want you to cut it out
34:16what's their decision
34:18they were never gonna operate
34:37you could have told me
34:39you could have told me
34:40i'm fine with that a bit
34:44think of it as a hazing ritual
34:49well
34:51liz don't talk don't talk
34:54it's just wrong
34:59liz
35:03liz stay
35:05liz stay with me
35:06stay with me liz
35:09for those who slept
35:27for those who kept themselves jacked up
35:33zona
35:36zona
35:40let's go
35:41push epi and astral pain
35:45somebody pays work
35:46she's dnr
35:52she's dnr do not resuscitate
35:54dr yang
35:55come on people
35:56push another epi
35:57come on
35:57you need to consider what you'll lose
35:59what good is five years
36:01if he doesn't joke about your omelets
36:03and he can't remember seeing you in that red dress
36:06it's still five more years
36:07you don't understand
36:09he'll be there
36:10but he won't be jorge
36:11he won't even recognize
36:13this is our business
36:14you have no idea what this will do to you
36:17isn't five good years
36:18better than ten bad ones
36:20meredith what the hell are you doing
36:22she needs to understand
36:23i do understand
36:25you think that i'm being selfish
36:27that i don't want to give him up
36:29i don't
36:30this is jorge's decision
36:31and if that means ten bad years for me
36:34fine i'll give him those years
36:35because i will give him whatever he wants
36:37look i am so sorry zona
36:38just please forgive her
36:39she's an intern
36:40and if he doesn't remember me
36:41if he doesn't remember what we are
36:44he's still my horde
36:46and i'll remember for us both
36:49okay
36:50all right
36:50five
36:52three
36:56one
36:57two
36:58what the hell are you two doing
36:58we lost pulse
36:59one
36:59let her go
37:00where is that ebby
37:01let her go
37:02she's dnr
37:03let her go down
37:04four
37:04five
37:05one
37:06two
37:06do not resuscitate
37:08all right
37:09it is on her chart
37:10let her go down
37:11let her go down
37:13where are they
37:33he's resecting the prostate
37:35coming up on the distal nerve
37:36you said
37:39i am not your sister
37:42do you feel like i was emasculating you
37:46no
37:46no
37:47i'm too masculine to be emasculated
37:50i'm sorry
37:57i'm sorry
37:57guess you put dr model to rest
38:02i guess i did
38:04dr victor i'm sorry but these are viable nerves
38:09we should save them
38:10it'll take at least an hour longer
38:12and we might not get it all
38:14i know they call him limp hairy
38:16but his prognosis with chemo is nearly as good
38:23and frankly if you're worried about missing your tea time
38:25i'd be more than happy to finish
38:27dr stevens
38:28can we help you
38:30i'm sorry dr bailey
38:31dr victor i agree with her
38:33you just can't
38:35you have to save the nerves
38:37what
38:38the nerves
38:39you have to save them
38:39dr stevens
38:40i can handle this
38:41no you told me the most important thing is giving the patient what they want
38:43what humphrey wants is his erection
38:45she's yours
38:46you get her out
38:48can't do that sir
38:49you know how these young puppies are
38:51i'm going to tell richard about both of you
38:55you do that
38:56in the meantime let's pretend it's you on this table
38:58and give this a try
38:59where do you go
39:01with your broken heart and soul
39:04what do you do
39:06with the left over you
39:08and how do you know
39:11when to let go
39:13where does the good go
39:16where does the good go
39:18look me in the eye
39:21and tell me you don't find me attractive
39:24look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
39:27look me in the eye
39:30and promise no love's like i love
39:33look me in the heart and on break
39:35you have called one?
39:36you have called one?
39:38no
39:42call the doctor
39:46time of death 1143
39:51i wish there were a rule book for intimacy
40:06some kind of a guide
40:11that could tell you when you've crossed the line
40:14look me in the eye
40:16and tell me you don't find me attractive
40:19look me in my heart and tell me you don't
40:21i can't lose my back
40:23look me in the eye
40:24it would be nice if you could see it coming
40:26i'll get it
40:27you better go
40:31but i don't know how you fit it on a map
40:33you better go
40:35of course now you know every time he gets a rise
40:50he'll be thinking of you
40:52you take it where you can get it
40:55and keep it
40:59as long as you can
41:01and as the rules
41:14i better not be using my toothbrush
41:18i'm not
41:20maybe there are none
41:31maybe the rules of intimacy
41:34are something you have to define for yourself
41:42i don't know