Valentines Day, Wedding Plans, Home Makeover & Baby 3?
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00:00We've got our matching PJs on.
00:07Bye.
00:08Bye.
00:09Bye.
00:10Bye.
00:11You got bunny?
00:12Yeah.
00:13Hiya.
00:14These little ones.
00:15They're love hearts.
00:16Love hearts.
00:17They're puppies?
00:18Yeah.
00:19We're making pancakes.
00:20Don't mommy love you out there.
00:41Yeah.
00:42Yeah.
00:43I'm going to hang them up.
00:46Oh perfect.
00:47Wow.
00:48It makes it really demanding.
00:49Yeah.
00:50Wow, it makes a really good painting.
00:53Yeah.
01:11What are you doing in there?
01:21Oh, she likes eyeballs.
01:28Did you get teddy?
01:31Hello Noobie!
01:34And then maple syrup on top.
01:37Yeah?
01:41We got some sprinkles as well actually.
01:43Put some sprinkles on there.
01:45Some strawberries now.
01:50Good morning everybody, it's actually not the morning anymore, it is the afternoon.
02:11I feel like I'm gonna sneeze.
02:14Say pineapple and then it stops it.
02:17No I want to.
02:18I've ruined it now.
02:20Sorry.
02:21Oh my god.
02:22Now it's gone.
02:23As you can see we are sat in the car.
02:26We have actually just been out to lunch which was so nice, it's Valentine's Day and we managed
02:32to like sneak a couple of hours out of the house just the two of us.
02:36There's no girls in the back.
02:37There's no girls.
02:38Alfie's parents have just watched the girls and it was really nice, we went to Flint House
02:42and had a lovely lunch.
02:46So we'll insert a couple of little clips from that.
03:16On our way out of town we picked up some boho gelato ice cream which is such a throwback.
03:26It felt like very nostalgic today.
03:28Yeah it did.
03:29It felt like a throwback like just us two, mooching down the lanes, not in a rush, going
03:35to boho gelato.
03:36We even got the one flavour that we used to eat all the time.
03:39Carrot cake.
03:40I actually said what's the most popular flavour and she said carrot cake.
03:43Still.
03:44Still.
03:45Carrot cake.
03:46Also I am going to do like a bit more of a chat to camera.
03:49Today has just been a bit like here there and everywhere so I thought it would be nice
03:52for us to do a little Q&A, catch up a little bit but I will just say I've got braces.
03:59This is the first video I filmed where I've got my braces on.
04:02Like full on braces.
04:03Full on braces.
04:04You had a Visalign kind of thing before.
04:05I don't have them on the bottom, I just have them on six front teeth and the reason for
04:11that is because I've got one tooth that is just being really like, what's the word?
04:17Stubborn.
04:18Stubborn.
04:19That's the one.
04:20And it needs pulling at the root and the retainer just wasn't quite pulling it enough and my
04:24dentist was like we can look at lots of different options or we could do a fixed brace, it's
04:29up to you.
04:30Fixed brace would be quicker.
04:31I was like let's just do fixed brace.
04:32It's not going to be for too long but it is getting a bit of getting used to so sorry
04:37if that is like all you're looking at.
04:40It's not very visible.
04:41I think it's so visible.
04:43It's my top lip.
04:44Yeah but it's one of those, like your mouth, everything feels bigger in your mouth than
04:47it actually is.
04:48Yeah, it feels like I've got like someone else's teeth in my mouth.
04:51Anyway.
04:52It's literally a couple of months and then they'll be like how you want them forever.
04:55Yeah but I do keep catching myself in the mirror and I'm like oh my god it's me when
04:58I was 12 with braces.
04:59I'm like oh my god because I had braces before, that's the whole irony in this thing.
05:05And you do get food stuck in them as well.
05:07Oh yeah.
05:08So fun times, fun times.
05:09Bought Ottie a little Valentine's bath bomb because she is as much of a fan of Lush as
05:16me and that is, that is our morning.
05:19Probably going to go inside now and see what the girls have been up to while we've been
05:24away.
05:25It's a lovely day.
05:26It's beautiful.
05:27Very nice.
05:28Cold.
05:29Very cold.
05:30Yeah it's cold but it's beautiful.
05:31But yeah, just wanted to say hi, start the vlog and I hope you enjoyed the little montage
05:35from breakfast and lunch.
05:37So it is, oh where should I put my phone?
05:42Okay I kind of need my phone, hang on.
05:45Okay.
05:46It feels so strange to like sit down and film like this.
05:52It has been a while and I feel like I didn't properly introduce this vlog.
05:56I just kind of filmed the montagey bits of Valentine's Day but hello everybody.
06:02I thought it would be nice to start the year off with a little video and just us sitting
06:09down.
06:10I haven't done a Q&A in a really long time and it feels like ages since we did Vlogmas.
06:17I mean it's not been that long but in terms of like, you know, connecting with you, it's
06:22been a while.
06:23As you can see, I am sat in Ottie's room.
06:26Alfie was like, where are you filming?
06:28I was like, in Ottie's room.
06:29He was like, why?
06:30It just has the best lighting guys.
06:33As you know, this was the guest room before it was Ottie's room and I would always sit
06:36here and do my makeup and chat to you and it just, I don't know, it feels calm in here
06:41as well.
06:42Like I love being in Ottie's room so much.
06:44It's like the best vibes and I just thought that that would be nice for this little Q&A.
06:49Before we start with the questions, I just wanted to quickly chat to you guys about Better
06:52Help which I have previously chatted to you about and they are the paid partner of today's
06:58video.
06:59So I do notice that this time of year can be particularly challenging for a lot of people,
07:05whether that is the weather or the feeling and expectation of starting a new year with
07:12all these kind of goals and I don't know, setting yourself up with like things you want
07:18to achieve.
07:19It can feel very overwhelming and I have to say, I definitely felt that way at the beginning
07:25of this year, hence probably why I haven't filmed a video up until this point.
07:29I find the come down from Christmas so huge and I know I can't be the only one, like please
07:38tell me there is somebody else out there that finds that like, the like excitement and driving
07:45towards the thing, like the big moment, the big Christmas moment, spending all this time
07:51with friends and family and like, I feel like, you guys know how much I love Christmas,
07:57I feel like I get so into the enjoyment of the festive season that when it is gone, I
08:11get really sad, like I hate that like there's nothing to look forward to in a way.
08:16January as a month is just not the most fun, so I do apologise if you have a birthday in
08:21January, obviously that is fun, but just in general, I find it quite a hard month and
08:29I know that there are a lot of people out there that also find this time of year particularly
08:34hard.
08:35It is a beautiful sunny day today, we've had a couple of sunny days and I have to say,
08:40I have felt that, like the sun has brightened my mood and it's been amazing, I think it's
08:49the feeling that spring is around the corner, I love that feeling so much, all through my
08:55like teen years, early 20s, I'm sure I've said it a thousand times here on YouTube but
09:01autumn is my favourite season and I do believe it's still up there with one of my favourite
09:10seasons.
09:11However, I think I need to change my answer to spring.
09:16I think spring is my season, I love the like the flowers coming up, I love everything feeling
09:24fresh and new and the sun coming and going out for walks but it's not too hot and it's
09:30just like being outside and just enjoying life a little more.
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11:05Right, let's see, what questions have you asked?
11:07I actually have not scrolled through and looked at the questions you've asked me, so I have
11:11no idea.
11:12A lot of people asking how I am, thank you so much, that is very, very sweet of you.
11:17I feel like I kind of have answered that.
11:19How is the wedding planning going?
11:21So we have a rough idea of when we want to get married and it does require planning.
11:27I know this, I know this.
11:29I just don't really want to plan it.
11:32I just wish I could like turn up and it's already like done and all the decisions have
11:37already been made and somehow someone's climbed into my head and made all of the things I
11:43can picture happening happen without me having to do it.
11:50But we haven't started planning though, we haven't started planning, but we have an idea
11:54of what we want.
11:55We have an idea of when it's going to be and we are going to start planning it, I promise.
12:00I feel like I've forgotten how to like make videos.
12:04Someone said, do you want a little boy someday or are you guys happy with two little girls?
12:09It's so interesting to me how so many people think you want one of each.
12:17And I have been asked this question a lot.
12:19I feel like some of you watching this that have like two of the same probably know or
12:26too well how many people say, well, would you like to have, um, will you try?
12:29My favorite is, will you try again for a boy?
12:33We all know that isn't what happens.
12:37You don't try again for a boy.
12:39Um, if Alfie and I were to ever have a third, which I don't think we will, it wouldn't be
12:45to have a boy.
12:47It would be to have another baby.
12:48It would be to have another person in our family, whether that was a girl or a boy.
12:54It's not up to us, you know, we don't, you can't choose obviously.
12:59And it's so funny because I can't picture us with a boy, like I just can't.
13:08If we were to ever have a third, I feel like every time I say that I need to like bracket
13:13it with, which I don't think we will, just so you guys are clear, it would be a girl.
13:18Do you not think?
13:19Like I can't picture a boy in our family.
13:23I don't know why.
13:25Not one part of me has ever thought, oh, it would be really nice to have a boy.
13:31I just feel so lucky to have Ossie and Novi and I can't imagine that any different.
13:37So yeah, I don't know, no.
13:39I'm so happy just with two girls and even when we found out Novi was a girl, which I
13:47already knew, like I knew it was a girl, it was like textbook, same symptoms, everything.
13:53I was so happy to have another girl because I loved having Ossie.
13:59Does that make sense?
14:00I remember saying to Alfie before we found out, I would be happy either way because we
14:08don't have a boy and that would be something new and something different.
14:11And that's what both of us are used to.
14:13Alfie has Poppy, I have Jo, um, equally I've loved having a little girl so much.
14:21I would be so thrilled to have another little girl and to have that dynamic that I never
14:25got to experience and to have two girls growing up together.
14:30I don't know.
14:31Oh, after the years living in it, would you like to change something in your house?
14:36Interestingly, so how many years has it been now?
14:39Eight years living here?
14:42There is actually quite a few things I would like to change about this house now.
14:46I would like to change the color.
14:48It's very gray.
14:49It's a very light gray.
14:51I don't think it's that noticeable.
14:53Some of it's obviously darker gray, but there's definitely a lot of color that I would change.
15:00I think I'm getting to the point where I want to change the carpets.
15:04Yeah, I am getting an itch to change things now.
15:09Nothing huge.
15:10I'm not saying like, let's put a massive extension on the back, but we want to do the garden
15:15and yeah, I think I would just like to change up.
15:18I think doing the girls' rooms and making them just feel a bit more fun and colorful
15:24has made me want to do the same in other areas of the house and it has been eight years.
15:31I think that's a good amount of time.
15:33The downstairs toilet, I would quite like to change that wallpaper.
15:37Botanical is not a thing anymore.
15:40Not a question, but you and Jo should do a podcast together.
15:43I love your chats.
15:44That is so interesting.
15:46I don't think anyone has ever asked us to do that.
15:48It would be quite fun, I think, doing something with Jo.
15:52We don't really do anything together, do we?
15:55It would be such an interesting dynamic, I think, like the sibling dynamic.
16:02Yeah, that would be quite funny.
16:03I don't have any plans to do a podcast right now, though.
16:06I'm already just feeling too overwhelmed at making this video, so the thought of trying
16:13to do anything else, this is going to be a stripped back year, guys.
16:17Just whilst I make the most of Ottie while she's still at home with us.
16:21How do you find yourself again when you feel like you don't know who you are anymore?
16:26This is such a good question and I don't feel like I'm going to give it the justice it deserves
16:32in an answer because I haven't thought about a really good answer for this, but it's such
16:37a good question.
16:38And I feel like I ask myself, sorry, the sun is setting right in my eye, maybe I'll shut
16:44that a little bit.
16:45There we go.
16:46It's like, I'm like, maybe.
16:49This is such a feeling after you have had a baby.
16:53I don't know if everyone feels this way, I certainly feel like this.
16:58Even more so now I have Nobi as well.
17:00Sorry, I'm sat in front of the radiator and it is hot, guys.
17:04I might have to take this off, but my bra is a little bit visible.
17:08It's not, look, it's not the best, it's quite see through top.
17:13What is tricky about answering this question is I don't think I have an answer yet.
17:19I think I'm in this.
17:22I very often am just living day to day in mum mode.
17:32Living life with the girls, loving life with the girls.
17:37And then I'm so tired at the end of the day, I don't even really fill up my own cup.
17:42And I know this is just like a phase of life, but I also know I could be doing more to fill
17:49up my cup.
17:50I think there are certainly things that I could be doing or putting more time aside
17:55to do.
17:56I'm just not right now.
17:57I'm just, I feel too tired, I feel too tired.
18:00I don't know.
18:01I don't know the answer to this.
18:02How do you find yourself again when you feel like you don't know who you are anymore?
18:05I'm going to say the things I always think I need to do more of in order to feel like
18:10I'm myself again is doing the things I love to do before I had kids.
18:17Putting time aside with friends without your children.
18:21Doing things every now and then, booking things in.
18:24This is key because you can't be as spontaneous.
18:28I think just having little snippets where you can of doing things you love or where
18:37all you're having to think about is you in that moment.
18:39I don't know.
18:40Could someone else answer that for this person and for me?
18:44Thanks.
18:45Are the girls getting super alike or are they totally different now that Novi is getting
18:51older?
18:52They have similarities, but ultimately they have very different personalities, which is
18:58so wild because obviously we really haven't done that much different with Otty than we
19:01have with Novi.
19:02The only difference with Novi is that obviously she is coming into us having already parented
19:08and she's coming into a dynamic where there's already another child, so I suppose she's
19:13never going to have the experience exactly the same as how Otty had it, but we're not
19:18doing anything differently in terms of parenting each of them, yet they are so different.
19:24Otty is the most empathetic, caring, thoughtful, charismatic, enthusiastic, creative, funny,
19:41and what's it called when you're just really intrigued by everything?
19:45I can't think of the word, you'll all be shouting it.
19:48She wants to know everything, she wants to learn everything.
19:51Whereas Novi is a bit more sensitive, she's a little bit more assertive, she could be
19:59a little bit more sassy, Novi.
20:01Otty's quite a steady personality and I feel like Novi has two very different polar opposite
20:07personalities.
20:08One minute she's cuddling up to you and just being the cutest, softest, most gentle soul
20:20and she's sucking up thumb and she's got her snuggly and she's just smiling and looking
20:24up at you and you just think, like butter wouldn't melt, she's just the cutest.
20:29And in a flick of a switch, she could be snatching something off Otty and having a meltdown on
20:36the floor.
20:37She's not even, she's like one.
20:39I think she's going to be very fun and equally quite feisty, which I kind of love.
20:46I definitely see a lot of me as a child in Otty, but with Novi I'm a bit more like, who
20:54are you like?
20:55I don't know.
20:56Novi is just her own person.
20:58She knows her mind, she knows what she wants, I think she's going to be a very determined
21:02kid and she's not as into people and emotions as Otty.
21:09I think Otty is going to do something in life that is caring for people.
21:13She's such a people person, whereas I think Novi is just quite happy like rolling day
21:19to day.
21:20I do think Novi might be a bit more confident than Otty though.
21:23I think Novi is going to be a bit more daring, a bit more adventurous, a bit more willing
21:29to try stuff.
21:30I think Otty can be a bit more like reserved, she likes to sit back and watch, which was
21:36like me.
21:37Whereas I think Novi is just going to like run into things head first.
21:43It'll be so interesting to see if I'm right, because these are just like the first little
21:50bits of their personalities.
21:52Obviously Otty's personality is a little clearer to me because she's a bit older, but yeah,
21:56I don't know.
21:57I find it so interesting how different they really are.
22:00How did you find your C-section recovery compared to your first birth?
22:05So much better, oh my God.
22:11I feel like I could do a whole video on both births, because I don't really feel like I've
22:18gone into like too much detail on like what each birth entailed, but I found my C-section
22:24recovery so much easier.
22:25Just so you guys know, I had a planned C-section with Novi because my birth with Otty, it's
22:32not that it didn't go well, it was still a very positive birth, but it had like a little
22:36hairy moment where Otty just wasn't coming out.
22:40So in the end she was a von Toose, had an episiotomy, snip snip, and she was a von Toose
22:45delivery, and very nearly an emergency C-section.
22:52So with that in mind, my recovery from that was long, and it was so up and down.
23:00It was just very like one minute I felt okay, then I would have infected stitches, and then
23:05I kind of felt okay again, and then like it was just so like all these different things.
23:10I think my biggest issue that I had after that birth was that I had my sacroiliac joint
23:20or muscle or whatever it is down here that kind of like is connected, it's like the base
23:27muscles up through your like coccyx and stuff, there was trauma to that area.
23:35And I had severe pain every time I sat up, like alleviating the pressure off was like
23:44excruciating for around eight months after Otty.
23:50Obviously it wasn't excruciating the whole eight months, like I worked with an osteopath
23:54and like did lots of different things to try and improve it, but I was told it would be
23:59a chronic pain if I didn't take it seriously and get it dealt with, so yeah, that was not
24:09fun.
24:10I was like, I'm not doing that again, like the simple act of sitting and standing, which
24:19you do so many times in a day, was just, I would dread it for that amount of time, and
24:27it really impacted those like first kind of moments with Otty as a newborn because
24:33it was just like so infuriating, it made driving really hard, I would drive on my side, like
24:39on my hip, I would drive like this, like balancing, you can't see me, but I would balance on like
24:44one butt cheek basically, and now it's fine, but when I got pregnant with Novi I was like,
24:50I don't want to do that again, like that, obviously the second baby is slightly bigger
24:57than the first baby, generally speaking, and I was like, no, if this baby is going
25:02to be bigger than Otty, there's no way she's coming out, because Otty was a struggle, so
25:08I opted for a Plan C section, and it was the best thing I ever did, the recovery was linear,
25:14so it was like every single day I felt better and better and better, I liked that it was
25:21localised, there was one area that was like healing, rather than like everywhere down
25:29below that was like not okay for me with Otty, and yeah I just found it so much easier to
25:40recover from, but if you do want me to do like a whole video talking about like the
25:45births and I don't know, things that I found helpful, then do let me know, I just don't
25:54know if everyone is going to want that. Can you give discount code for the place to get
25:58a therapist? I swore that I would ask in the new year, already done it, it is there in
26:02the description box, I'm going to do a couple more because the memory card is filling up.
26:09Can Novi walk now? Yes, she is off, she is walking, it is full on, but it's so cute,
26:17so many people are asking if there will be baby three, it's a tough one isn't it, I always
26:22thought I would know, like I don't know why, I just always thought like you would know
26:27after you'd had your second baby, I feel like a lot of people I know are like nope we're
26:31done, we're totally done, two is perfect, I feel like my life is complete, I'm like
26:36I don't know, some days I'm like no, two is good, I love having two, I can never imagine
26:41having another and then some days I'm like maybe I could, I don't know I really thought
26:47it would be a very like clear cut feeling and it's not, it's really not, it's a huge
26:54huge thing to consider. Okay let's end on this question, what are you looking forward
27:00to the most for springtime? Oh my gosh, so many things, I can't wait for like picnics
27:07in the garden, walks with the girls, being able to like go out and do more things, I'm
27:17excited for any trips away that we may have planned, the sweet pea teepee, I'm going to
27:24do that again because I loved that last year, honestly picking those sweet peas at the end
27:29of every day brought me so much joy, for any of you that may not have seen I made like
27:33a little sweet pea teepee in the garden, I'll leave a little like picture here if I remember
27:38to edit it in, this could still be blank, that would be awkward and it was super easy
27:43to do and it was so much fun, so much fun, so I would say if you saw that last year and
27:51you want to give it a go, March I think is when I did it, maybe like early April is when
27:56I did it, so I'm going to be doing that again this year, what else am I excited about? I'm
28:04excited for Novi to like be more confident walking, she's super confident walking in
28:08the house but she's still a bit unsure on like hard-footed shoes outside, like the ground
28:13is very uneven out there, so we're still like, she's still kind of getting more confident
28:18like walking with actual shoes outside but I feel like in spring she'll have that confidence
28:24and we can kind of like get out and about and like do more and yeah I don't know, I'm
28:30excited for longer evenings, oh my god, I cannot wait to just feel like we've still
28:37got some of the day once the girls have gone to bed, I'm excited to have like mornings,
28:45I think even more so than the dark evenings, I'm a morning person, I'm awake pretty early
28:52every morning, like this morning I woke up at 5am, I would like to feel like I'm like
28:58starting the day with the day, a little bit more warmth, it's been so cold, so like a
29:05nice little 18 degrees, 19 degrees, lovely, let's have some of those, I need to like make
29:14a little spring bucket list, like things I want to do in the spring, I feel like I'm
29:19going to have to cut some of these questions down so much, I'm such a rambler, we are out
29:23on a walk, Novi is in her little bike that she got for her birthday from Poppy and Sean,
29:30see I'm not used to the new fringe with wind, like it just like keeps catching and then
29:34it's like blowing, yeah, also Ottie is at Alfie's parents today which is why we don't
29:40have Ottie with us on the walk, we haven't just like left her at home, Novi's in her
29:44little bike, these things are so cute, they also bought one for Ottie for her first birthday,
29:50so now they've both got their own little bikes, Novi, yeah, is that fun, yeah, a what, is
30:02it a heron, did you say, where, do you know what, they are so creepy, I don't know if
30:10you can see it, that is a heron isn't it, yeah that is a heron, chilling in there, can
30:14you guys see that, I feel like they're just like, look at it, yeah I'm telling you they're
30:21huge when they're flying in the sky, it's almost like a mini ostrich, really, yeah they're
30:26just one of those birds that have just always creeped me out, but yeah this is lovely to
30:32get out in the evening, what's the time, four o'clock, half four, half four, well it's not
30:38dark at least, it's getting lighter and lighter every single day, I think it's seven minutes
30:43a day or something, is it actually, I think so, I did see somebody post something the
30:47other day that was like in however many days the sun will be setting at 7pm and I was like
30:53oh I cannot wait, oh yeah, oh handlebars, can you reach them, oh her little nose looks
31:08so cold, oh almost, do you want to do a little wheelie, we are back off the walk, we're about
31:17to start dinner time, I actually have that thing where you have cold hands and you come
31:21into the warm and it feels a bit like stingy, I love that feeling, you like that, yeah,
31:26I don't even know what it is, I have no idea what this is going to be, what is that, groovy
31:56chick, so these are like old groovy chick magazines, celeb trends, look, I just was
32:06like I need to see what's in these, no it's even still got the freebies on the front,
32:09yeah look, a little roller, I feel like I had this magazine, I feel like I bought this
32:16magazine, stop, anyway I just thought this would be a fun little trip down memory lane
32:21for me and Ossie, I just feel like Ossie is kind of getting into magazines a little bit
32:25so I was like, oh she's going to love this, this will be so fun, make it groovy, Jens
32:33fab look, look at the celebs, aww, that's fun, so nostalgic, Ossie is going to love
32:41that, isn't she, I love that they've all like, so many of them have still got like the freebies
32:45on the front, the hairstyles, honestly look at this, fab picnic food, imagine what this
32:53girl is doing now, I wonder, I wonder what she's up to, Alfie and I are now getting ready
33:00to go to bed, got myself a little snack, chocolate malted milks, you have not lived until you
33:09have tried one of these, malted milks are like a classic, right, they're like an old
33:15time fave, adding chocolate to them is game changing, they're so good, anyway I'm going
33:21to eat some of those and Alfie and I are going to watch the newest episode of White
33:26Lotus series 3, very exciting, and I'm going to end the video here, so thank you so much
33:32for watching, thank you for being very patient and waiting till February for another upload,
33:37I feel like we gave you a video every day for a whole month and then just like dipped,
33:42but it was really nice to just take a breather, go into full hibernation mode and now I feel
33:50like spring is coming and I don't feel so weird and shy about filming, but yeah, thank
33:59you so much for watching and I'll see you again very soon, bye!