EastEnders 24th April 2025
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01:29And I'm not going to demonise him and I don't want the kids in the house to do that either
01:33He's sick
01:35And he needs
01:36Compassion and support
01:39You should know that
01:41Look, I know this must be a shock for you but
01:58What you saw, the video, don't mean I'm actually planning to do something
02:03You're going to have to kill yourself, old pal
02:07That, that is what you said
02:10Only if I fail the test but maybe I won't
02:13Maybe your cooking will do for me first
02:16I'm scared, Phil
02:30Scared of losing myself
02:33Of becoming different
02:37And more than that
02:40I'm scared that I won't even notice
02:44This makes me feel less scared
02:47Means that every, every now and then I can
02:51I can do this cognitive test
02:54You know, when I feel worse or have a bad day
02:57Like today
02:59And check that I'm okay
03:03And what if you ain't
03:05What if you ain't
03:07You're talking about killing yourself
03:08Because you can't answer one poxy question
03:10It's almost like you want to do it
03:11No, no, of course I don't
03:13But these are facts
03:16That I know off the top of my head
03:18Or should do
03:19If I'm of sound mind
03:21I'm not saying I'd, I'd
03:25Do it straight away
03:28But I, I would start making preparations
03:31Yeah, to kill yourself
03:32To kill yourself
03:33We'll call it what it is, yeah
03:34I know how hard this must be for you
03:39What you went through
03:42In the arches
03:44And before with your mum
03:46No, I don't
03:47I don't
03:49Let's just don't talk about her
03:51Now you said this, this video was made at Christmas
03:54It's all that stuff you said in the arches that night
03:58Telling me to keep going
04:00Because life, life was worth living
04:02That I should keep fighting
04:02You didn't, you didn't believe a word of it, did you?
04:04I meant every single word
04:06How could you, when you was already planned
04:07Our situations aren't the same
04:10There's no getting better for me
04:13All right, well in that case
04:13Why don't you just top yourself, eh?
04:16Why don't you just stop yourself
04:17And get it over and done with
04:18You
04:18You are a hypocrite
04:22Do you know that?
04:23You're a hypocrite
04:23And I'll wash me hands here
04:25You've got an interview?
04:46I've just had a phone call from the mayor's office
04:48They want a photo op at Paradise Park
04:51Me and the mayor, breaking ground
04:53Look Nick, I know you've had some reservations about the job
04:58Because of Dartford
04:59And Harry
05:01But that is all behind us
05:02And this, this is going to be massive for us
05:05Yeah, of course
05:08Let's just hope it goes ahead, eh?
05:11Because these things, they have a tendency of falling through
05:14Well, we'll start work later this week
05:16This week?
05:18Yeah
05:18Why wait?
05:20Junior's got the groundworks team in place
05:22The plants are on site
05:23And Ross, well he's as keen as mustard
05:25He's already started hiring fellas
05:27Everything's ready to go
05:28You okay?
05:30Oh, yeah, yeah
05:31I've just got an headache, that's all
05:33Look, like I said
05:35I know you've had your doubts about the whole thing
05:37But your support means everything to me
05:41I'll tell you what
05:43Why don't you go and get your glad bags on
05:45And come with me
05:45It'll be a much better photo with you, innit?
05:48Nah, like I said, I've got an headache
05:49Alright, no worries
05:51I'll send you a pic
05:52Me and the mayor
05:54Spades in the ground
05:55See you, bye
05:57I'm just about to live back to the Vic
06:11See how they're getting on
06:13You're about to come in and see how your room is
06:15I don't want to go back to live back to Vic
06:18Well, come on, mate
06:21You know we couldn't stay here forever
06:23It's going to be fun at the Vic
06:25You know, there's fresh paint, squishy carpets
06:29I don't care about squishy carpets
06:31I like the carpets here
06:33It's too noisy in the Vic
06:35I want to stay here
06:36You can't
06:37I mean, this isn't our home
06:39People and Lauren are going to be moving in with their new baby, so
06:43So I can live on my own?
06:46No
06:46I mean, you're family, so you belong with us
06:51But
06:53I'll take into consideration everything you said
06:55And
06:56Try and make sure it's an environment that's comfortable for you
06:59You know, I'll take into consideration for you, all right?
07:01Promise me
07:03Good
07:05Told you
07:11He won't listen
07:13Well, maybe you'll listen to me
07:15I know it's last minute, but I was thinking we could hire a singer
07:20Like a tribute act thing
07:22I've seen this Cher one on Insta
07:24Mum loves a bit of Cher, doesn't she?
07:26She's North London-based, but I reckon she'd come in to put her a few extra quid
07:29You're thinking about her, aren't you?
07:34Who?
07:35Mum?
07:36Ivani
07:37Dad told me you two were hanging out
07:40Her old man's a nutter, but she seems all right
07:42You should get in there
07:43Get in there?
07:45Yeah, ask her out
07:47What have you got to lose?
07:49My pride and our friendship
07:51Friendship?
07:52I'm not being funny, Barn
07:54But that's just what blokes call it when they ain't getting any
07:56God, you are so...unevolved
08:01She is my friend
08:03Like, today, she said that I made her feel normal for the first time in ages
08:07That's friendship
08:09No, that's tragic, is what that is
08:12Seriously, Barn
08:13If you like her
08:15And I know you like her
08:17Why do you want to just make her feel normal?
08:20It was a compliment, she's been through a lot
08:22Yeah, and you've been there for her
08:23And you've been a good friend, and yada, yada, yada
08:26But come on, Barn
08:28Why are you just settling for being her mate?
08:30You fancy her?
08:32So ask her out
08:44I'm so sorry
08:46Now that's something I haven't heard in a while
08:49What are you doing here?
08:51Avoiding home, ignoring my messages
08:53How else am I meant to check my little girl's okay?
08:56So I'm fine, dad
08:58Look at you
09:00Smiling and everything
09:02Yeah, because I've just seen Barney
09:05It made me feel a bit more like myself, I guess, so...
09:08Come here
09:11You know I'm proud of you
09:18Right?
09:23Dad
09:23Is this, like, a moment?
09:30Is this something that I'm gonna look back on
09:32Years from now, when you're dead
09:34And you're gone
09:36It's a moment, but it ain't all that
09:42Now you're feeling more like yourself
09:44Why don't we celebrate?
09:45We could go on a trip
09:47Get you away from here
09:49What, like, a foreign holiday?
09:54Yeah, we could, erm...
09:58Yeah, we can go on a short holiday
10:00Yeah?
10:01A holiday?
10:02A short break
10:03OK
10:04I'm excited
10:05Have a think
10:06No, you're gonna have to buy me new dresses
10:08I'm gonna need skirts, a bikini
10:10Do you know what?
10:11Yeah, you're right
10:12Have a think
10:17So I was just passing
10:19And I thought I'd pop in and see how you are
10:24I'm fine
10:26So how's Hope?
10:27Oh, she's fine
10:28Water off a duck's back
10:33If you want me to go, just tell me to hop here
10:35Oh, nope, sorry
10:36Easter puns on the brain is for kids
10:39The kids
10:40Yeah, it's an egg-citing day for them
10:42Yeah, we've had that one a few times as well
10:47So, erm, I actually came round to give you this
10:50Because you said you loved horror films
10:52Oh, Night of the Living Dead is one of my faves
10:55Oh, well, there you go then
10:57I was thinking about it just today
10:59There's a scene in it where the, erm, the zombies are eating bodies
11:03In the back of a burnt-out truck
11:05But actually, they use roast ham, smothered in chocolate
11:08Smothered in chocolate sauce
11:10I like ham
11:12And chocolate
11:13Well, we could put it on there if you like
11:17Do you know, erm, that would be lovely
11:21Oh
11:23If Kojo feels that he's ready to live alone
11:25Then we owe it to him to explore that, don't we?
11:28Even if he was ready
11:30Renting is expensive
11:32And we haven't made any income for months
11:35I will find a job
11:36Yeah, exactly
11:37And it doesn't have to be a big place
11:39He just, he wants to be in control of his environment
11:43I want my own front door
11:45Yeah
11:46Having your own front door isn't everything, you know
11:50Being safe is really important
11:52And the promise I made Cobb and I, I take very seriously
11:55It's my job
11:57To make sure you're okay
12:01You think I'm a child?
12:03I'm not a child
12:04I'm a man
12:05And that will prove it
12:11Hey Jo, everything alright?
12:13My own front door
12:14Like this front door
12:15Yeah, I'm sorry about that
12:19But I really should go after him
12:21I'll meet up late if you like
12:23Oh no, sir
12:24Linda, I want to see you
12:25You got a minute?
12:26Yeah, of course
12:27Stick the kettle on, shall I?
12:35Are you even listening to me?
12:36Yeah
12:37So, there's this girl that I follow right
12:38And she went to this hotel resort type thing in Marbella
12:41Beautiful pool, lovely food
12:43Lovely food
12:44And you could do all of these trips
12:45Like you could swim with dolphins
12:46You could even go on a sunset cruise
12:48Yeah
12:49And do you know what else you...
12:50Ivani, yeah, that all sounds great
12:51But when I was thinking about a short trip
12:54I wasn't actually thinking about, you know
12:56Jumping on a plane
12:57Oh
12:58So then what was you thinking?
13:00I don't know, maybe a trip to Bournemouth
13:03Or something
13:04Bournemouth?
13:08Dad
13:09Where have you been?
13:11Now I've left you about half a dozen messages
13:12I don't care what you've been up to
13:15If I leave you a message, you call me back
13:17Harry's barn
13:19One hour
13:20Dad, you told me to think about a holiday
13:23No, I said a short break
13:24Yeah, of my heart
13:26Ivani
13:29Ivani, I just don't have the money for that kind of thing right now
13:34I don't really know why I'm here
13:46Here in this kitchen or here on this planet?
13:49Just so I know what kind of chat we're in for
13:51I think you know you can tell me anything
13:57After what we've been through together
14:02Is this about Nigel?
14:04I heard what happened out there
14:06What happened out there?
14:07It's about him, yeah
14:08It's about
14:09It's about my mum
14:10It's about me
14:11It's about
14:12What happened to me
14:13It's
14:16He's been a big support to you, hasn't he?
14:18And after today, you're starting to see what?
14:24That he's declining
14:26Starting to imagine him not being there
14:29How this might end
14:31I know
14:32I know it's going to end
14:33He told me
14:37He's making plans
14:39To kill himself
14:40We'll be all right here
14:47We'll be all right here
14:48We'll be all right here until someone comes to rescue us
14:49But we'll have to work together
14:50You'll have to help me
14:51Now I want you to go in and get some wood
14:53So I can void the place up
14:54Do you understand?
14:55Okay?
14:58Oh, you don't have to watch it if you don't want to
15:00No, no, no
15:01It's nice having a distraction
15:04And nothing distracts like a
15:06Like a zombie child
15:08Eating her dad
15:09Eating her dad
15:14Thank you for coming
15:17Sitting with me
15:18I appreciate it
15:22I wasn't sure
15:23What I was going to do with myself
15:25If I'm honest
15:26I'll stay with you till Phil comes back
15:34Do you know where he's gone?
15:35Hmm
15:37Have you and Phil had a row?
15:39Oh, I hope he wasn't cross with you about what happened
15:43He should know that it wasn't your fault
15:45It's difficult sometimes, you know, Phil
15:48Dealing with something like this for everyone
15:50It's not his fault
15:52No, but I would expect him to be supporting you
15:56You know, like I said before
15:58If you ever need anyone to talk to
16:00Because I do know what it feels like to, you know, feel that you're a burden to your friends and family
16:06I mean, there are times when I felt my illness was crushing the people closest to me
16:11So I do understand
16:13And you'll never be a burden to me
16:15I never wanted to be a burden to anyone
16:17As soon as I was diagnosed
16:18As soon as I was diagnosed, that was my primary thought
16:23That's why I walked away from
16:27I walked away from
16:28From
16:30From
16:31I didn't want to drag anyone down
16:36I don't want to drag anyone down
16:40Do you feel like you're dragging Phil down?
16:45Because believe you me
16:47Many people have tried
16:49But Phil Mitchell is tough as old boots
17:01Are you okay?
17:07Yeah, I'm fine
17:09Um
17:11It's just
17:13Today
17:18I'm tired
17:19Of course
17:20Yes
17:21I'll make myself scarce
17:24And then you can
17:25Rest
17:28Jean
17:30Thank you
17:32For everything
17:39You told him to get on with it?
17:48I'm not proud of it, alright
17:49How could you even think to say something like that?
17:51I wasn't thinking straight
17:52I wasn't thinking at all, alright
17:53I just
17:55It
17:56I suppose it hit a nerve
17:57It hit a couple of nerves if I'm honest
18:00Look
18:03I think about her
18:05That night, Addie Arches
18:07Probably think about it more than I should
18:08But I think about what you said
18:09And I've
18:10I think about what he said to me
18:11You know, that he needed
18:13Me to be alive
18:15To help him get through this
18:17And he does
18:18But he's not even going to try
18:19But he's not even going to try
18:20Which makes a mockery
18:21Of what he said before
18:22Because I
18:23I
18:24I took him seriously
18:27But later on
18:28Late morning
18:29In
18:30In
18:31I told myself that I would be there for him
18:34To help him get through it
18:35You know
18:36He gave me something to hold on to
18:37And I
18:39I made him a promise
18:40You know
18:41In my head
18:43A
18:44A vow
18:48And you feel let down
18:51He's not trying to hurt you
18:52He's just scared
18:55Think about the people
18:57Left behind
18:58And
19:01That's what you said to me
19:02That night at the Arches
19:04Think
19:05About my family
19:08And I'm
19:09I'm all the family he's got
19:10And I don't
19:11I don't want him gone
19:12Just like
19:14Just like
19:15I didn't want my mum
19:16Nothing back to me
19:17That's why
19:19That's why he hit me like a dip
19:20Because
19:22You know
19:24What he told me
19:25There I was
19:26In the same house
19:27In the same chair that I was nine years earlier
19:28Watching some boxy film
19:29While all the time
19:30My mum's upstairs
19:32Alone
19:34And dead
19:35In her bed
19:39And I let her
19:41I let her down
19:43I let her down
19:44Because I let her die alone
19:48And part of me blamed myself
19:49And part of me
19:52Part of me blamed her
19:53For leaving me alone
19:55For leaving me alone
20:00And there he is
20:02In that same house
20:10Why did you come here today Phil?
20:12I don't know
20:13I don't know
20:14I just
20:17Try and
20:18Try and understand this
20:19I don't know
20:20Just
20:22To talk
20:23And I'm glad you did
20:27But you know
20:29There's someone else
20:31You really need to be talking to
20:33I mean
20:34Why would anyone tell someone
20:38To think about something
20:39That they really want
20:40Just to tell them that they can't have it
20:43It really just makes no sense
20:45Hey look fair enough
20:46Maybe a week in Marbs
20:48Was a bit too much but
20:50I don't know
20:51I just feel like I'm getting my mojo back
20:53And I fancy going somewhere fun
20:55I mean you could
20:57Come to my mum's party tomorrow if you like
20:58Though
21:00I don't really know how much fun that would be
21:02Just me and my family and stuff
21:05So it would be me and you
21:07Watching a load of old people get drunk
21:10And dance terribly
21:12Yeah
21:13Yeah that's pretty much it
21:15Well
21:17I could do with a laugh
21:19I'm in
21:21Yeah?
21:22Yeah
21:23I'll see you later
21:24Alright I'll see you later
21:28You took your time
21:31I'll take a beer gorgeous
21:33Slap round the head if you don't change your tongue
21:36So
21:37Why am I here?
21:39Do you remember telling me
21:41That Paradise Park wouldn't be dug up?
21:44They sold it for housing
21:46They start digging later this week
21:51Oh I'm glad you're smiling
21:53I need to move the body
21:58You killed her
22:00Not me
22:02This ain't my problem
22:04Oh I think you'll find it is your problem
22:07You buried her
22:09You upped your eyeballs mate
22:11If they find her
22:13They'll come for you
22:15Nah I don't think so
22:17Do you remember that diamond bracelet
22:21You lost way back
22:23You didn't lose it
22:24You didn't lose it
22:26I needed some insurance just in case you've tried to pin everything on me
22:31It's buried with the body
22:33And if they find her
22:35They find it
22:37And then they find you
22:43Right
22:45Either you help me
22:47Or I'll take you down with me
22:49I will tell them everything
22:51Yeah knock yourself out
22:53No sign that I was ever there is there
22:56No motive
22:58Nothing
23:00So
23:02Dollar
23:04Fane
23:06Cowgirl
23:07What three words
23:09That's where she is
23:11I'd crack on if I were you
23:20One, two, three
23:22One, two, three
23:31Poxy thing
23:33How long have you been stood there?
23:35I don't know
23:37I wasn't timing myself
23:39Alright what can I do for you?
23:41I want you to give me a job
23:43Alright
23:45What so you just walk in here and ask for a job?
23:47How can I get a job if I didn't ask?
23:49Yeah fair point
23:51Do you know anything about cars?
23:53I know everything about cars
23:55Back in Ghana
23:57I used to pay a car for my uncle's car business
24:00Now I need a job
24:02So I can make money to pay for a flat
24:04And she'll call me that I'm independent
24:06Well that's good motivation right there
24:08If we need anyone
24:10I'll be in touch
24:12How will you be in touch?
24:13I don't know
24:15I'll come round your house and knock
24:17Right
24:19Well I'll wait for your knock
24:21Good luck fixing that alternator mate
24:23No mate it's the start I'm over
24:25Where you try and turn it over
24:27Multiple clicks
24:29Alternator
24:33Now why didn't I think of that?
24:35Maybe it's because
24:37You're not as good with cars as I am
24:39Do you know what? I'm going to be run off my feet tomorrow
24:44You fancy helping me out?
24:45Yeah
25:05Time for a quick chat
25:07Really?
25:08Why?
25:10Couldn't help hearing what you said before
25:12Outside with your daughter
25:13Hey look there's no need to be embarrassed you know
25:17It's tough times for everyone right now
25:19I might know where you can make a little extra cash if you want
25:23I thought you got out of a drug game
25:26I did
25:28Don't touch drugs no more
25:30This is just a little job that I can't do on my own
25:34Big strong man like you
25:37Well you wouldn't break a sweat
25:38Suit yourself
25:40You know where I am if you change your mind
25:42What?
25:44What?
25:46What?
25:48What?
25:50What?
25:52What?
25:54What?
25:56What?
25:58What?
26:00What?
26:02What?
26:04What?
26:05What?
26:13No watch
26:15No watch
26:22No watch
26:25I
26:28You
26:30Merci.
27:01Nigel?
27:21Homeless loser, innit?
27:26Not what? Homeless or a loser?
27:28What's in the back?
27:30No, thank you.
27:31Let go!
27:32Let go!
27:38It's way too old.