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Menurut Alya atau nama sebenarnya, Nur Alya Iman Azmil, 24, suasana rayanya suram selepas kehilangan dua insan tersayang itu pada 2018 dan 2020.
Menurut Alya atau nama sebenarnya, Nur Alya Iman Azmil, 24, suasana rayanya suram selepas kehilangan dua insan tersayang itu pada 2018 dan 2020.
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00:00Oh my god, sadly, like me when I was young, I always told my dad
00:04Okay dad, I want this on the first day, I want this on the second day, I want this on the third day
00:06I always wanted to plan, but since both of my parents are gone, I didn't even buy any Eid clothes
00:16So actually, I really miss the times when we used to go shopping for Eid
00:20Back in the days, we used to go back to our hometowns, here and there
00:23But now, it's rare for us to do all of that
00:26We kind of lost the Kampung vibe, our Eid tradition, we lost it
00:56Oh my god, sadly, like me when I was young, I always told my dad
00:59Okay dad, I want this on the first day, I want this on the second day, I want this on the third day
01:01I always wanted to plan, but since both of my parents are gone, I didn't even buy any Eid clothes
01:06So actually, I really miss the times when we used to go back to our hometowns, here and there
01:11Back in the days, we used to go back to our hometowns, here and there
01:15Actually, I'm the saddest when I heard that there's no Eid
01:17When I first heard it, I cried because I lost the Eid vibe
01:22But I miss it, I miss having a family
01:26My dad passed away in 2018, and my mom passed away in 2021
01:32Mostly, when my mom was still alive, we used to go back to our hometowns on the first day
01:35When my dad was still alive, we used to go visit our relatives in Melaka and Sembilan
01:40Sometimes, we even went to Penang
01:42We used to go to Melaka
01:43Actually, when my dad was gone, the Eid vibe was totally gone
01:46Yes, because he was the one who forced us to go back to our hometowns on the first day and the second day
01:50But when my dad was gone, no one wanted to plan the trip
01:57We were the youngest, so when we planned the trip, everyone was busy
02:02During the first and second year, I was like, we have to do this, we have to do that
02:06Let's just follow the tradition
02:07But when everyone was busy, we gave up
02:09Because I'm a family person, I'm a very family person
02:12So I wanted to have that Eid vibe
02:15But so far, this is how it is
02:17Life is young, right?
02:18Of course, crying
02:20Not during Eid, but I will cry whenever I hear Eid al-Fitr
02:24Because Eid al-Fitr, for me, I really don't like it
02:29Until like 2-3 years after my dad passed away, I didn't want to celebrate Eid
02:33I didn't want to celebrate Eid, I just wanted to travel
02:35Because when we look at our friends, they went back to their hometowns, they have families
02:38So we feel like, why don't we have that?
02:40It's hard, very hard
02:42But I don't regret what I've been through in my life
02:45Because what I'm going through now, it's all because of the hardship that I went through
02:49True
02:49Well, we didn't ask to be an LGBT, right?
02:52But I believe that everything that I've been through makes me strong now
02:57I miss when my parents forced me, okay, we have to go back to Melaka, we have to do this
03:01Sometimes when we were young, it was like, no, it's okay, why?
03:03We have to go, right?
03:04It's fun, right? It's like going at night, right?
03:06But when it's gone, I feel like, Allah, I miss it
03:08I miss going to this house, going to this house
03:10And he won't be tired, he will want to visit too
03:13As long as he can visit, any relatives he can visit, he will visit too