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00:00Oh, can I have a word, please?
00:06Are you overslept? I need to get to work. Can it wait?
00:08No, it can't.
00:09Happy birthday!
00:10For me?
00:11Well, unless there's another ever living upstairs who's got a big day today. Go on, open it.
00:15How did you know?
00:16Oh, you left this behind yesterday at the Hyde. Some of your cards fell out. Rona wasn't
00:22looking, but she couldn't not see your driving licence and it had your date of birth on the
00:27So we thought it might be nice to do something special.
00:32Thanks, but I don't do birthdays.
00:33Oh, you do now. Because Rona's give you a free pass and I can get cracking with a full
00:37pamper session. Luxury nails included.
00:39Oh, there's no need. You've done so much for me already.
00:44I've got your posh coffee and Monday's breakfast bombs.
00:49Go on, then.
00:50Please, madame, take a seat and prepare to be pampered. Right, I just want a before and
00:56after.
00:57No photos. I don't want anything online.
00:58No, no, no, this is just for me and you. And you can see the difference when I release
01:02your inner fabulousness.
01:03OK.
01:04One, two, three. Happy birthday!
01:05Have you seen Evan's blankie?
01:16Er, it's on the settee in the lounge. Do you need a lift to the hospital?
01:21Oh, no, it's fine, thanks. Billy's putting him in the car. It's his second round of chemo
01:27today. He's only just got over his first.
01:30I know. It's really tough.
01:32Yeah. I mean, I know we're doing the right thing. It's just seeing him so poorly, it
01:37breaks my heart.
01:38Doctors wouldn't put him through it unless they knew he was going to get better. So if
01:42they think that way, so should we.
01:46That's what Kim said when she messaged me.
01:49Messaged you?
01:50Yeah, this morning, on her way to a meeting, she was just like, keep going, and that she's
01:55thinking of us today.
01:57That's nice.
01:58Yeah. I just wish she was here. The kids miss her. I miss her. Look, if you speak to her,
02:10please tell her to come home.
02:12Sure.
02:13Anyway, I'll see you later.
02:18Oh, also, tell her I'm going to go to the police about Mum.
02:24The police? What?
02:25Yeah, look, I know what I said about her being dead to me, but she's still my mother.
02:31She's not answering my calls or my messages. I've got to report her missing.
02:36Look, you just get Evan to the hospital. I'll take care of all that.
02:40Thanks, Dad. It's times like this we really need each other, right?
02:45Right.
02:48Hey, we've got a real problem now. Call me.
02:58Got the muscle on him.
03:03Yeah, look at the price. Prize-winning bills don't come cheap.
03:07He said he wanted to improve the yard. Get a big one like him, he'll get loads of quality
03:11calves.
03:12I mean, he is a beauty, I'll give you that. And he'd be an investment. We could lend him
03:17to other farmers, sell his sperm.
03:21Sorry, what?
03:22We're thinking about buying another bull.
03:24Well, think again. You've already got one. I know it's getting on, but it does a decent
03:29enough job.
03:30He's slowing down. We buy another, then we're future-proofing the business.
03:35Bulls are stroppy and expensive, the size of a small planet. You've got enough on your
03:38hands with one of them.
03:39Yeah, not if you know what you're doing.
03:41And we do. High-end stock means high-end prices. This guy might be just what we need.
03:47We've just taken on a new farmhand. We haven't got any spare cash floating about for new
03:51livestock.
03:52Yeah, well, sometimes you've got to factor in short-term pain for long-term gain.
03:55Right, and sometimes you've got to factor in living within your means.
04:00Well, thanks for your input, Cain. Appreciate it.
04:04No bull, all right?
04:11You look rough.
04:12Oh, morning, Jay, and how are you?
04:13Must be getting to you already. The stress of co-owning the hop for just a single day.
04:19No, I've been up half the night, actually. You know, trying and failing to work out where
04:23me and the kids are going to live, considering you're forcing us out of our home.
04:27Yeah, you were happy to do the same to me.
04:29You're just doing it out of spite. You've got a home, Jay. It's a big mansion over there.
04:34I told you, I used to. But I sold it to Priya, and now she's on about charging me rent.
04:38Yeah, and I don't believe you.
04:39Well, you better had do, because the law is very clear. I'm skint, you've got assets.
04:44Now we're getting the divorce that you wanted. We divide everything equally.
04:48Oh, come off it, Jay. You've got money. We all know you've got money.
04:52There we have it. The reason that you married me. So what was your plan?
04:56Get a ring on your finger, then bin me off and grab half of everything I own?
04:59Pretty much what you're doing to me. And for the record, I actually married you because
05:05I thought it was love, but you just took advantage.
05:09I did?
05:10Yeah, I should have ended it, you know. The minute I found out that you faked my signature for that loan.
05:17But you didn't. So here we are.
05:22And by the way, I've asked the estate agent to come round and value the place so we can get it on the market.
05:28You can't sell something you don't own.
05:31Yet.
05:32This house is not for sale, OK? You never will be.
05:35Then I'll see you in court.
05:50We're happy with his bloods. Once we've got confirmation from the doctor, we can crack on with the chemo.
05:56Poor thing. He has no clue what's coming.
06:00Good job, eh?
06:02You OK?
06:04It's just last time we hadn't seen what the chemo could do to him.
06:08Now we know.
06:09And he'll take it in his stride, just like he did the last lot.
06:14I'll just go and chase the doctor up. Then we'll have a brew, alright?
06:22He's been a different baby the last few weeks, hasn't he? Smiling, laughing.
06:27When this is over, when it's clear, he'll have his whole life ahead of him.
06:33It's going to be OK. You know it is.
06:37You don't know that. None of us do.
06:42I'm just trying to be strong.
06:44Yeah, I know. It's OK. We've got this.
06:50It's a good thing we've got each other, right?
06:52Yeah.
06:58Oh, one minute!
07:04Happy birthday!
07:09Have you had a good day so far?
07:11Great, thanks. I've had the full treatment for a Monday.
07:13She said that you were paying.
07:14That's right. It's on us.
07:15I'm glad you enjoyed. There was no need.
07:18Well, we just wanted to let you know how much we appreciate all your hard work.
07:20Plus, you know, you've been a brilliant friend.
07:25You've been a brilliant friend and a brilliant addition to the team.
07:28Hey, your nails look amazing.
07:30They look even better than they did on Mandy's post.
07:33Post?
07:34Oh, yeah. Well, she's put her before and after on the salon,
07:37so she was here. Have a look, look.
07:39Oh, God, no.
07:41Well, you look a bit anxious than the one before,
07:43but after the glam squad, you look really relaxed and happy.
07:45I told her not to do that. I said no.
07:47Oh, well, it's just a selfie. It's not going to cause any harm, is it?
07:50You don't have a clue. None of you do.
07:53I didn't ask for any of this.
08:02Oi!
08:09That photo, I told you not to post it.
08:11I didn't.
08:12Don't lie to me. I've just seen it all over the internet.
08:15She's chuffing Amelia, and I told her to keep it to herself.
08:18You told me that photo was just for us.
08:20Well, she's obviously not read the bit where I said don't post it.
08:23You can't blame her. You look like a bag of spanners in the first one.
08:26You know, in the after.
08:28Hello, goddess.
08:30Please don't tell me that's for me.
08:32Oh! You pretend you've not seen it.
08:34It's supposed to be a surprise for the do-later.
08:36What do?
08:37I've just invited a few people for a drink, you know.
08:40But don't worry, Bob and his sparkly jacket are barred,
08:42so it's just a lucky thing.
08:44Then uninvite them. You've got to stop this madness right now.
08:47But everyone's really looking forward to it.
08:49I don't want a party. I don't want a cake.
08:52And I didn't want that photo all over the internet.
08:54Delete it right now.
08:56It's OK. I am on this. I'm going to message Amelia, right?
08:59Will you stop stressing, though?
09:01It's your birthday.
09:02Yeah, my big day.
09:04Happy birthday to me.
09:06Do you really think I've got anything to celebrate?
09:19SHE SIGHS
09:37Ella?
09:38Go away.
09:41I will.
09:44Once I know you're all right.
09:47But you're not, are you?
09:50I'm fine.
09:53I just saw you throwing cake and shouting at Mandy.
10:01I know today must always be very difficult for you.
10:07It's the anniversary of...
10:09Of the day I killed Joanne.
10:11Joanne.
10:15Mandy was only trying to be nice.
10:18She's been such a good friend to me.
10:21I didn't want anyone to know it was my birthday.
10:24But they found out and they won't let it go.
10:28So it's all just, er...
10:30..a little bit overwhelming, isn't it?
10:33I've had cake, cards, balloons, presents.
10:38It's the most anyone's ever done for me
10:40since Joanne's mum all those years ago.
10:42And I could have dealt with that.
10:45But then Mandy took these selfies.
10:47She promised me she wouldn't put them online,
10:49but then she sent them to Amelia, who couldn't help herself.
10:53Yeah, I saw them...
10:55..on the salon socials.
10:57The second one of you is actually rather good.
11:01There is so much hate out there for me.
11:05People who think I don't deserve to even live.
11:08If the papers were to get hold of a picture of me looking happy...
11:12As much as I admire and respect Mandy,
11:15I don't think her social media has quite the outreach you suspected it has.
11:20How can anyone think I've got anything to celebrate today?
11:29You made a mistake a long time ago
11:32and you have paid the price for it.
11:35And I'm very sorry my recent behaviour hasn't reflected that.
11:41You have every right to live your life
11:45no matter what anyone else thinks.
11:48And last time I checked,
11:50it wasn't a crime to have your nails done or eat cake.
11:54I just feel so wrong.
11:57And I do understand
11:59why you'd feel like that, but...
12:02Life goes on.
12:05And unless you acknowledge that and leave the past in the past,
12:10you can never move forward.
12:13And there are people here who want to help you to do that.
12:16People who care.
12:18Well, they used to.
12:20Now they're going to hate me.
12:22Smashing cake, tearing down birthday banners.
12:25From what I can gather on the Ella's Surprise Birthday group chat,
12:29people are mortified that they've caused offence and...
12:34still hoping you might join them for a drink in the pub.
12:37They are.
12:39So I think you should just put all this upset behind you
12:43and let them raise a glass.
12:46You do? I do.
12:49Come on.
12:55We'll go together.
13:13Your superfood smoothie.
13:15You took your time.
13:17Wanted to be sure I got it right.
13:19Even though you might be in the process of divorcing my best friend.
13:23Your best friend who dumped me.
13:26You're still a valued customer.
13:28And you're welcome here any time.
13:31I appreciate it.
13:33I'm grateful of the support.
13:35Things can just get a bit heightened when people split up.
13:45Something wrong?
13:47That's foul, disgusting, bitter.
13:49Just like you.
13:51Sorry, it's not to your taste.
13:53I added salt instead of sugar.
13:55A bit of chilli sauce.
13:57Water. I need some water.
13:59Then I suggest you head to the shop and buy a bottle.
14:02Buy it my way, you'll be barred.
14:04But Brenda thinks we shouldn't take sides.
14:06I've done nothing wrong. I'm the injured party here.
14:09It's me that's surplused the requirements.
14:11You had us all conned.
14:13When she married you, I was actually happy for a more full me.
14:16I'm just doing what women do to blokes every day.
14:19You know, if it was the other way round,
14:21you'd be egging her on, telling her to take me for every penny.
14:24So now you're some kind of poster boy for divorce equality.
14:27Rishi might have had a blind spot for you, but no-one else has.
14:30You were always a miserable excuse for a human being.
14:35Says the woman whose daughter's locked up.
14:38Even he'd be ashamed of you right now.
14:41And if you had anything about you, you'd be ashamed of yourself.
14:50Ella was devastated.
14:52Me, I was mortified.
14:54She meant no harm by it, you know.
14:56How was she to know it's the anniversary of what happened?
14:59Are you trolling her?
15:01Yeah, who chose the playlist? Bit inappropriate.
15:04I just chucked together some dance bangers, that's all.
15:07Ella!
15:09Oh, you made it!
15:11You've all been so kind.
15:13I appreciate everything, and I'm sorry if you think I don't.
15:16The last thing any of us wanted to do was upset you.
15:19Come here.
15:23Hey, listen, Emilia took the picture down.
15:25Yeah, and we should have asked your permission
15:27before we told the whole world it was your birthday.
15:29I think it was just a bit overwhelming, wasn't it?
15:32I hope you can forgive me.
15:34So if you all still want that drink...
15:36Do right, we do!
15:38What are we waiting for, then?
15:40Ooh!
15:42Happy birthday.
15:44Come on, kids, get your requests in!
15:46Karaoke Queen's in the house!
15:48Drop it!
15:50Do you want to do it?
15:52It's going to be fine, innit?
16:15You absolute coward!
16:17I've got all my sisters with me!
16:19She's on it!
16:21We are family!
16:23OK, I'm done.
16:25We'll get a better party!
16:27Guys, come on, we've had enough of that now.
16:29Enough of that.
16:31Stop!
16:33Stop!
16:35Stop!
16:37Stop!
16:39Stop!
16:41Stop!
16:44Oh, go on, listen, give us a song.
16:46Absolutely not.
16:48Remember what I said, though. I'm sorry.
16:50All that effort you went to.
16:52Nah, there's no need.
16:54Nobody's ever... I mean, I've never had a grown-up birthday before.
16:56Not like this.
16:58Well, we'll have to make Joey's one to remember then, won't we?
17:00Right, come on, Roro, me and you.
17:02Do you like time?
17:04No, no, no.
17:06Right.
17:08What shall we choose?
17:10Oh, Roro, Angels. Do you like Angels?
17:12Are you glad you came?
17:14Thank you for talking me round.
17:16Oh.
17:18I sit and wait
17:20Does an angel
17:24contemplate my fate?
17:26Listen, I...
17:28I hope you don't mind, I don't want to make it awkward,
17:30cos you and I are obviously not, you know...
17:34Mind what?
17:36Oh.
17:39I got you this.
17:42Open it.
17:48So, I don't know if you remember,
17:50but a few months ago we were in town
17:52and you said you liked it,
17:54so I thought I'd pop in this morning and...
17:59I love it.
18:01Oh, yeah.
18:04Come on, birthday girl, let's do this together.
18:06I've just told Mandy.
18:08I don't, I can't.
18:10Oh, you can do anything you want to.
18:12Yeah, I'll second that.
18:14Come on, you've got this.
18:16I'm underneath protection
18:18A lot of love and affection
18:20Whether I'm right or wrong
18:24Down the waterfall
18:26Wherever it may take me
18:28Yes!
18:30Come on, let's do it.
18:32When I come to call
18:34When I come to call
18:38She won't forsake me
18:40Come on, Ruth.
18:42I'm loving angels instead
19:00Great song.
19:02We played it at Howard Johan's funeral.
19:06How did you even find me?
19:10Seeing as you had the gall to turn up to Auntie June's funeral,
19:12I figured it were game on.
19:14It weren't hard to track you down.
19:16Weren't you in here dinner time last week?
19:18That's right.
19:20You've been here?
19:22Just keeping an eye on you.
19:24Nothing more.
19:26The way the law works,
19:28I'd be mere behold over the coals if you saw me,
19:30so I kept my distance.
19:32Until this.
19:34Two
19:36gurning idiots.
19:38Celebrating Ruth's big day.
19:42So I just wanted to bring her something
19:44to make it really special.
19:46Please go away.
19:48This is a private party.
19:50You're not invited.
19:52So sling it.
19:54I'm not here to make trouble.
19:56Just open the card, Ruth, and I'll go.
20:08I wanted to pass on Johan's happy return,
20:10seeing as she can't.
20:12Our little star, Auntie June, used to call her.
20:14Because she was.
20:16Wasn't she, Ruth?
20:18Okay, I think that's enough.
20:20You can do what now?
20:22This?
20:24This is our Johan.
20:26She was kind
20:28and funny and stroppy.
20:30And we loved her.
20:34And this monster
20:36destroyed our family
20:38when she took her away from us.
20:40Her eleventh birthday
20:42was her last birthday
20:44ever.
20:48Why don't any of you get it?
20:50Yeah, we do. I promise. I do.
20:52Come on, let's go.
20:54No, leave me alone.
20:56It was a bad idea.
21:08Well, the deeds are in my name.
21:10Yeah, but I'm still married to you.
21:12Salt in my smoothie.
21:14And now this. I am being persecuted.
21:16What are you doing?
21:18Sorry, I'll call you back.
21:20What are you doing? You don't live here anymore.
21:22At least not before you barge in.
21:24I'm doing what you just did to me.
21:26I'm breaking and emptying the entire contents
21:28of your house. What?
21:30I know it was you.
21:32Just like you got Nicola to lace my smoothie.
21:34I have no idea what you're
21:36talking about. Oh, stop lying to me.
21:38I don't deserve this.
21:40You're the one that wanted the divorce.
21:42Deserve what?
21:44I just went home
21:46to find that someone's been in
21:48and taken every stick of furniture
21:50out of my house. The only things that are left
21:52are some clothes and some stupid sign
21:54about karma.
21:56Genius.
21:58But it's not me. I mean, I wish it had been.
22:00Well, who else would it be?
22:02This morning, you threatened me.
22:04Yeah, with what you deserved.
22:06And maybe the universe was listening.
22:08It was you. It has to be.
22:10Jay, I'm recovering from a heart attack.
22:12The most I can do is lift
22:14a laundry basket. Oh, funny that.
22:16Because you looked well enough to me.
22:18Get out.
22:20I'm telling you now, you have made a massive mistake.
22:22Look, the only mistake I have made
22:24is marrying you. Now, I need
22:26to get to work, so either get out or I'll call
22:28the police.
22:30Ruth!
22:32Ruth, stop!
22:34Stop, Ruth!
22:36Don't come near me!
22:38Do you know what?
22:40I wish you'd died
22:42that day.
22:44If I wanted, I could make it right like that.
22:46I'd be lying if I said
22:48I hadn't thought about it over the years. Please stay away.
22:50I'm not gonna
22:52hurt you. Not because I don't
22:54want to. I'd like nothing more.
22:56But since I don't want to spend the rest of my time inside
22:58with scum like you, I can't touch you.
23:00Leave me alone.
23:02It's not me you want to be worried about.
23:04Yeah?
23:06You can run as fast as you
23:08want. Yeah, change your name again,
23:10get a shiny new life,
23:12but you'll never outrun what you are, what you did.
23:14That
23:16evil inside you,
23:18I can smell it from here.
23:20So can those new mates
23:22of yours. Ella?
23:24Is everything alright? What's wrong?
23:26I'm fine. Don't worry.
23:28I haven't touched you.
23:30I wouldn't
23:32soil my hands.
23:34Happy birthday, Ruth.
23:36Eh? Let's hope for all
23:38our sakes it's your last one.
23:40Ella, love.
23:42He found me
23:44in the pub.
23:46He followed me.
23:48Right, come on, I want you to take some deep breaths.
23:50Let's get you back inside.
23:52Tell me all about it.
23:54Come on.
24:02Hey.
24:04Didn't expect to see you so soon.
24:06Yeah, well, Evan's had his chemo and he's settled, so
24:08Dawn sent me home to sort
24:10Clemmie and Lucas.
24:12I told Kim.
24:14She rang me on her way back from the hospital.
24:16She called you? Yeah, she wanted an update on Evan.
24:18So she can find time to message Dawn
24:20and phone you up, but she can't be bothered to call me
24:22back? Sure she'll be in touch sooner
24:24or later. Who are you trying to kid?
24:26We both know it's too late for that. She doesn't give
24:28us stuff. Her silence
24:30can only mean one thing. That me and her,
24:32we're done.
24:38Don't give me that.
24:40I know it was you.
24:42You're the only one who hates me enough.
24:44Of course not, Jay. Look around.
24:46You've got more enemies than friends.
24:48Well, why not tell the police? See what they've got to say
24:50about it. And I'll tell them the truth.
24:52But if I had any spare cash, do you honestly think
24:54I would hire somebody to clear your house?
24:56Whose house? My house.
24:58Something the matter?
25:00Jay's been burgled. Apparently.
25:02Someone's cleared out the whole house.
25:04What?
25:06Apparently. Someone's cleared out the whole
25:08place. I mean, even the toilet roll
25:10holders. What about that weird
25:12lamp in the hall? Yes, and it's
25:14not weird. It's classy. Or
25:16that hideous octagonal structure thing
25:18on the wall. Yes. Hexagons.
25:20And yes. It was so
25:22in your face, Jay. Come on. More like
25:24a crime against interior design.
25:26Sounds like whoever's done it has done you a favour.
25:28Now you can redecorate.
25:30Find yourself something a bit more contemporary.
25:32It was you, wasn't it?
25:34You did it for her. That's why you left
25:36that sign about karma. Sign
25:38about karma? You had the motive.
25:40You've had the opportunity. And
25:42you know where I hide the spare key.
25:44Listen, Jay. I've just had my nails done.
25:46Do you really think I'd be shifting furniture with ease?
25:48Why didn't you tell that to the police?
25:50She was here in the cafe
25:52when you stormed out. You know, working
25:54on a laptop. Right under my nose.
25:56So why don't you back off, Jay, and go back to your big
25:58empty house and leave us alone?
26:00When you find out who it was, let me know.
26:02I didn't buy my drink.
26:04I know it was you.
26:06And I'm going to prove it.
26:12That's fine. Where did you put all the stuff?
26:18Oh, can you see to the cars?
26:20Paddy's running late and he'll be here
26:22to give them their shots in about an hour.
26:24You off somewhere? Norfolk.
26:26I need to get going if I want to be there by tonight.
26:28I'm booked into a B&B and I'm in
26:30a dinner with a livestock agent.
26:32Don't tell me you're still going to go see that bull.
26:34Hey, if he looks as good as he does online,
26:36he'll be a great asset for the Herald.
26:38Dad said no. You can't afford it, can you?
26:40Well, it's my farm, Nate. I make the decisions.
26:44Tell him that the kids are with Lydia, his dinner's in the fridge
26:46and I should be back by lunchtime tomorrow.
26:48Cheers.
26:54Ta-da!
26:56We got some other fellas to do it.
26:58I mean, Jimmy wasn't so keen.
27:00We can't do that, Nico. It breaks the life code.
27:02But I, um,
27:04didn't see that he had no choice.
27:06So it was you after all.
27:08Oh, planned with military
27:10precision. As soon as Jay
27:12left this morning, they went in.
27:14Well, he just kept an eye on his movements.
27:16I knew he'd go off on one about his smoothie this morning,
27:18which bought us a bit of extra time.
27:20I mean, they left with seconds to spare.
27:22But when Jay accused you, you just looked as innocent as I did.
27:24Well, I can lie like a pro
27:26when I have to. Kim taught me.
27:28It's direct eye contact, not a hint of a smirk.
27:30Genius.
27:32The little rat's finally got what's coming to him.
27:34I can't condone this behaviour, though.
27:36You know, you're stealing from Jay and breaking
27:38and entering. I mean, that is too criminal.
27:40Offences, girls.
27:42Well, put it all back, eventually.
27:44But the way he's been getting at you, I had to do something.
27:46You should have put a hidden camera in.
27:48I'd love to have seen his face when he realised
27:50that all of this had gone.
27:52Now, if it was me,
27:54I'd take all this stuff to some auction
27:56down south, sell it,
27:58you get the proceeds, deposit towards someone new.
28:00That's a great idea!
28:02No!
28:04Well, I mean,
28:06I probably wouldn't get much cash for it, but
28:08I mean, he actually paid for this.
28:10What was he thinking?
28:12I definitely have a problem with this.
28:14I do love you both. You know that, don't you?
28:16Aw, right back at you.
28:18And you know, this is just a warning.
28:20If he keeps bullying you,
28:22he's not going to know what's hit him.
28:28Hey.
28:30Here you go.
28:32Aw.
28:34What did you think
28:36gave him the right, eh?
28:38Turning up here today,
28:40spoiling your birthday.
28:42He only said what everyone else is thinking
28:44since they found out about Joanne.
28:46Murdering scum, that's me.
28:48An ex-con
28:50who's not to be trusted around kids
28:52or decent people.
28:54You know,
28:56when it came out,
28:58what happened all those years ago,
29:00it did come as a shock
29:02to all of us.
29:04It always does.
29:06Everywhere I've ended up since I got out of prison.
29:08Yeah, but those of us that have got to know you,
29:10we've realised it's
29:12the person that you are now
29:14that matters, not the child you used to be.
29:16I've been so happy.
29:22Today was the first time I've dared
29:24to hope that this time it might work out.
29:28That I've finally found somewhere I can call home.
29:30Yeah.
29:32Yes, and you have.
29:34I hope it's all broken now.
29:36No, Ella, no it isn't.
29:38No, it's right.
29:40I can't run.
29:42You don't have to.
29:44Ella, just take a deep breath,
29:46please.
29:48There's no safe space, there's no second chances.
29:50I don't belong here,
29:52I never will.
29:54I know that Gary's upset you, I know he has, but I promise you,
29:56I promise you,
29:58everyone who's in that pub,
30:00they're there because they care about you.
30:04Ow!
30:10You think you know me?
30:14You don't know me at all.
30:28Please don't hit me again.
30:30I will.
30:32Unless you call the police.
30:36There's no need for that, Ella.
30:38Look, whatever is going on here,
30:40we can sort it out.
30:42Not going to happen, Wendy.
30:44Call the police. Do it now.
30:46Or do I really have to hurt you?
30:52OK.
30:54OK, but my phone,
30:56it's in the staff room.
30:58Use mine.
31:02Police, please.
31:08Hello.
31:10I'd like to report an incident.
31:14I'm at Brook Cottage Surgery,
31:16Main Street, Emmerdale.
31:18If you don't get here soon, she gets it in the neck.
31:20Got it?
31:24What the...
31:26She's lost it!
31:28Ella!
31:30What's wrong? What's this about?
31:40People say
31:42we should just move on.
31:44How can we?
31:46Ruth broke us.
31:48She broke our family.
31:54And I do know
31:56how tough that is.
32:02I lost my own daughter.
32:04Not someone without a choice.
32:06I lost my own daughter.
32:08Not someone without a choice.
32:10She'll be just 18.
32:14And the only comfort
32:16I have is knowing
32:18that the person
32:20who murdered Leanna
32:22is in prison and she will never be released.
32:26I'm sorry.
32:28But your mum was
32:30not even 12 years old
32:32when Ruth killed her.
32:34You've got a whole life ahead of her,
32:36just like your girl.
32:38And now that cow's out,
32:40already.
32:42The rest of her life in front of her.
32:46You call that justice?
32:52I happen to know
32:54that what Ella... And then Ruth.
32:58...did to Joanne
33:00has haunted her
33:02ever since.
33:04She tell you that?
33:06Ella regrets
33:08what she did.
33:10Bitterly.
33:12She's haunted by
33:14grief and guilt.
33:16She knows
33:18she will never be able to live a normal life
33:20because of it.
33:22You feel sorry for her?
33:24I think that everyone,
33:26if they're genuinely
33:28repentant,
33:30if they've done the work,
33:32if they've changed for the better,
33:34deserves a second chance.
33:36What, even the woman who killed your girl?
33:38Even her.
33:40If I thought for a moment
33:42she was capable of
33:44self-awareness or
33:46introspection.
33:48Well.
33:52You're a better man than I am.
34:00So,
34:02I found the sales room that opens in Brighton tomorrow.
34:04Oh, give it a break, Gabby.
34:06Oh, three times in one day.
34:08You really are spoiling me, Jo.
34:10Why are you two looking so happy?
34:12Oh, just life.
34:14That's all.
34:16You know, since I had my heart attack,
34:18I just appreciate every day,
34:20every moment I treasure.
34:22Double points for every day that she's been separated
34:24from you. Triple when you're divorced.
34:30Thanks.
34:34I know you've got my stuff.
34:36Look, do you actually want to order something?
34:38Because if not, I'm going to have to ask you to leave.
34:40Yeah, you know what?
34:42I'll have an Americano.
34:44Just over there, please.
34:46Oh, and actually, I might have a piece of cake as well.
34:48And treat myself. Because actually,
34:50I'm celebrating too, as it happens.
34:52You know, whoever emptied out
34:54my house did me a favour.
34:56It was too big, you see.
34:58I thought you were rattling round
35:00that big old place, and well...
35:02Priya's put up the rent.
35:04Oh, yeah, right.
35:06So I've decided to downsize.
35:08And as you've so kindly helped me with my...
35:10I can't hear you, Jay!
35:16Kindly helped me with my packing.
35:18Not her.
35:20Not me. Us. No.
35:22I don't even need to fork out for a removals van.
35:24Yeah.
35:26And I can't wait to meet my new neighbours.
35:28Oh, wow. What a treat for them.
35:30Oh! No.
35:32I forgot. I don't, do I?
35:34Because I already know them.
35:36Yeah. See, I've taken out a lease on Conalton.
35:38Bob's new tenant's pulled out.
35:40And he was more than happy
35:42to help out a neighbour in need.
35:44That's...
35:46Are you moving across the road?
35:48It's your best to make that two coffees.
35:50He'll be here any minute to drop off the keys.
35:52New start for all of us, eh?
35:54Oh!
35:56And I brought you this back.
36:00Never a truer word.
36:08What Gary said to you,
36:10I understand.
36:12It was triggering.
36:14I know that.
36:16My first and final party.
36:18For a minute there,
36:20I actually started to enjoy myself.
36:22We can work through this.
36:24Get you some proper help.
36:26Some counselling.
36:28I've had enough of that for one lifetime.
36:30Well, I'm going to call the police
36:32and tell them it was all a misunderstanding.
36:34When I bust Wendy's nose?
36:36Good luck with that.
36:40We can sort this.
36:42I promise.
36:44Joanne died.
36:46I didn't.
36:48Nobody's going to be able to forgive or forget.
36:50Nobody's going to be able to forgive or forget.
36:52Gary was right.
36:54Why should I be out here living my life
36:56when she can't?
36:58Why did I think I even could?
37:02Well, you're living proof that you can.
37:04Because people round here, they love you.
37:06And I loved Joanne.
37:08I miss her every day.
37:10And I'm sorry that she died,
37:12but sorry doesn't bring somebody back, does it?
37:16Please let me help you through this.
37:18What I did.
37:20No matter how fast I try to run,
37:22it catches me up every time.
37:26I'll never be able to escape.
37:28I'm cursed.
37:30I don't deserve to be loved.
37:32I don't deserve a life.
37:34A family.
37:36A baby.
37:40Those things are for normal people.
37:42Not killers like me.
37:44Well, I'm sorry,
37:46but I don't subscribe to that.
37:48What Gary said was wrong.
37:50Okay, look how far you've come.
37:52There are so many people here
37:54who are your friends
37:56and they care for you.
37:58We can fix this.
38:00No, you can't.
38:02Nobody can.
38:04I'm done.
38:06It's over.
38:12At least I won't have to pretend when I'm back inside.
38:16Prison.
38:18That's what this is all about. You want to go back?
38:20I'm so tired, Mampreet.
38:24I just want to go home.
38:26This is your home.
38:28You're already here.
38:30Give this to Liam for me, please.
38:36We've had a call
38:38about a disturbance.
38:40It was me.
38:42I admit everything.
38:44It was me.
38:50Darren's asleep.
38:52Stable.
38:54So me and Dawn were wondering if you wouldn't mind taking a night shift
38:56so she can
38:58see the kids, get some rest.
39:00Will.
39:02Look, Dawn
39:04needs a break. She needs to come home,
39:06but you know, if you're too busy to give her, Dan...
39:08Sorry. It's business.
39:10There's some stuff going on.
39:12Massive stuff going on at the hospital.
39:14Life or death stuff.
39:16Dawn is being so strong and she's holding it together,
39:18but I can't hold her together
39:20on my own. She needs a dad.
39:22I've not been pulling my weight. I get it.
39:24Look, I know you've got your issues with Kim
39:26and the haulage, but we've got some serious issues
39:28with two kids who are worried about their little brother.
39:30Of course you have.
39:32And Rose. She's either gone off the radar
39:34or gone missing. I'll do tonight.
39:36Tell Dawn that she can come home.
39:38And tell her that
39:40I've spoken to the police about her, Mum.
39:42Tell her yourself.
39:44I've got to take the kids football practice.
39:46I'll message her, I promise.
40:00Oh, no, no, no. I'm only her husband.
40:02Why would she bother even telling me, eh?
40:04Look, listen, I need to go now.
40:06See you. Bye. Bye.
40:08Can I have a drink tonight?
40:10Yes, please. I could do with a drink right now.
40:12Moira winding you up?
40:14Nothing she does or says makes any sense.
40:16One minute she's up, the next minute she's down.
40:18Then she's acting like she hates me.
40:20That's before she's even had a drink.
40:22Don't sound like her.
40:24Mind you, the past few times she's been in,
40:26she has knocked back a few more than her usual.
40:28Yeah, and now Nat's just told me that she's off to Norfolk
40:30to look at some bull that we can't even afford.
40:32Now that is Moira.
40:34You know she's always run that farm her way.
40:36She's never gone off before for the night,
40:38just without telling me.
40:40Well, maybe she needs some time.
40:42For what?
40:44To look at the bull.
40:46She runs a business.
40:48She's a way on business, end of.
40:50That's all, too, eh?
40:56Bob said he's sorry that he couldn't stop for a chat,
40:58but the B&B's rammed.
41:00Unlike this place.
41:02Are you really moving into the village?
41:04I'll see you at the housewarming.
41:06Does that mean you're going to pay people to turn up?
41:08And you can tell whoever's got my stuff
41:10that I'll be at Conalton tomorrow.
41:12Shall we say two o'clock?
41:14She doesn't know what you're talking about.
41:16Archie's going to be back soon.
41:18I'd rather not break his heart
41:20by telling him that his stepmother
41:22has made off with his bed, his signed football shirt
41:24and his flippin' beetle collection.
41:26So can you make sure that I get all my gear back
41:28in pristine condition?
41:30And I might think
41:32about not calling the police.
41:34Oh, no, call them. I haven't got any proof.
41:36All them wagons have trackers, Laurel.
41:38If I want proof, I'll get proof.
41:40You wouldn't, would you?
41:42Get my stuff back to me,
41:44and you won't have to find out.
41:46Oh, and, er,
41:48thanks for the coffee.
41:50You really are spoiling me.
41:52He don't mean it.
41:54He does.
41:56Heavy word.
41:59Wendy?
42:01Oh, your face.
42:03There's nothing broken. I'm more shaken than anything.
42:06Well, what happened?
42:08I don't know. It was Ella.
42:10She had some kind of breakdown.
42:15Oh, Ella, what have you done?
42:17This woman is a patient in crisis.
42:20In my capacity as her GP,
42:22I have to insist that you let her go.
42:24And I obviously concur with my colleague's diagnosis.
42:27Thanks, but we'll take things from here.
42:29We'll be back to take a statement in due course.
42:32OK, look, don't worry about it.
42:34We are going to get you a solicitor.
42:36Yeah, we'll sort it out.
42:38Thank you for everything,
42:40but this is for the best.
42:46I don't believe this.
42:48Be happy, Liam.
42:50Please.
42:52Mind your head.
42:57Ella asked me to give you this.