The Good Doctor Season 3 Episode 4
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00:00Oh
00:23Will we be doing this during all the commercials?
00:27It's possible
00:30A patient came in through the celebrity track
00:47He was admitted through an entrance by the loading dock
00:49You're not to mention his name even to your colleagues
00:51What is his name?
00:52Mitchell Stewart
00:53A conspiracy theorist?
00:55That's a celebrity now?
00:56A guy who thinks 9-11 was an inside job?
00:58He's an ass
00:59He's an ass who needs liver surgery
01:01Whoa, whoa
01:04Hold it right there
01:05It's okay, Dex
01:06They're on the list
01:07Doctors Murphy
01:09Park
01:10Andrews
01:12Mitchell Stewart
01:13I don't blindly turn over my well-being or anything else to those in authority
01:16So I ran background checks on all of you
01:19Including
01:20Nurse Villanueva
01:22Nurse Villanueva is not a person in authority?
01:25People can be gotten to
01:27Bribed
01:27Threatened
01:28And don't bother trying to hook up that IV until I know what you want to pump into me
01:31They're normal IV fluids, Mr. Stewart
01:33Please
01:33I'm sure you consider whatever you give me to be normal medical treatment
01:37But we all know that doctors are pushers in the pay of the drug companies
01:40The bag contains an isotonic crystalloid composed of 0.9% sodium chloride dissolved in sterile water
01:47Also, given that we will soon be drugging you into unconsciousness and cutting into your body
01:53Don't you have to trust us a little?
01:55You must be the autistic guy
01:59Good
02:00No bull
02:01Probably doesn't know what bull is
02:03Bet your parents got one of those combination vaccinations
02:06Not connected
02:06Because science does not support an autism link
02:10Yeah, that's what they told you
02:12Mr. Stewart, suppose we focus on what we'll be doing to halt the liver damage caused by your genetic condition
02:17Idiopathic portal hypertension can cause...
02:20My liver is damaged, but that's not the cause
02:22I've been poisoned
02:23His intern has heard the same theory
02:42Talk screen came back negative
02:45And KCNN3 genetic testing confirmed the cause of his idiopathic portal hypertension
02:49He inherited it from his mother
02:51Worth running that talk screen again?
02:55The guy has a web show where he claims the parents of children who died in school shootings are crisis actors
02:59These aren't some enemies
03:01Once we start doubting the test, then you can't trust anything, and there's no point in anything
03:05We know our patient needs liver shunt surgery, we're doing the surgery
03:08You were late
03:10I hear mom keeping you up, singing at night again
03:13No
03:14She's been quiet
03:16Miss Barstow, I'm Dr. Brown, this is Dr. Resnick
03:22What seems to be the trouble?
03:23Nothing much, really
03:24I feel silly for coming here, but Jonas insisted
03:28Because you aren't getting any better
03:29Lily likes to downplay her problems
03:31She's the rock, and I'm the wimp
03:33Ah, bus, bus, bus
03:35I've just been a little off food for a few days
03:38You also have a fever
03:39Most likely it's an infection
03:40Oh my god
03:47Lily
03:48Sir, please step back, lead back for me
03:50I'm gonna do an ultrasound
03:51Her pulse is up
03:58Blood pressure's up too
03:59Uh
04:01Her appendix is ruptured
04:03Oh my god
04:06Page anesthesia stack, we're taking her to the OR
04:08We need pre-op lab results
04:11Patient name
04:13We can't tell you
04:15Celebrity track, you'll find the results under the ID number
04:20Politics, arts, business
04:25Is it the president?
04:28I'll give you a hint
04:28He's less popular
04:30Well, that's disappointing
04:38Once we get this cleaned up
04:51We need to figure out why her brain isn't getting the right distress signals
04:53How should we go about that, Dr. Brown?
04:55We do an fMRI
05:03Stimulator and see how our brain reacts
05:05Sorry, you asked Claire, but I have lunch plans
05:08I have a question
05:18Well, hopefully it's a quick one
05:20I've cleared my schedule for the rest of the day
05:22Debbie and I are going to City Hall
05:24To get married
05:26Not gonna make a big fuss out of it now
05:34Get dressed up
05:36Turn it into a big event
05:37After all
05:39We are not kids anymore
05:41This is where you say congratulations
05:47Congratulations
05:50Thank you
05:51Do you and Debbie hold hands?
05:55Yeah, why?
05:56Is that what Carly wants to do?
05:57Yes
05:58She tried twice
06:00Have you tried to explain why it's difficult for you?
06:03No
06:04Well, I'd start with that
06:06How can this be important?
06:11It's a little thing
06:12Carly and I are compatible on so many big things
06:16Children, geographic preferences, work priorities
06:19The use of headphones, potential color schemes for our home
06:22You have a checklist?
06:24Yes
06:24Carly and I are still learning about each other
06:28It's not like you and Debbie
06:29You already know these things
06:32Or you wouldn't be getting married
06:33Four
06:42Five
06:46I'm feeling some pain
06:49We can stop
06:50We're not getting anything
06:52She's fine
06:54We need feedback
06:55Eight
07:02Nine
07:06Claire, she's not feeling pain
07:09The only activity is in the parietal
07:11Nothing in the limbic
07:12Nothing in the anterior cingulate cortex
07:14She's feeling touch
07:16But why did she just say my guess?
07:18Because she's never felt pain
07:20She doesn't know what it is
07:23Sleep apnea
07:33What?
07:35That poor guy over there
07:37I think he's got sleep apnea
07:39Maybe he's just tired
07:40It's one of the most important days of his life
07:44And he can't stay awake
07:45Maybe you could tell him that there are treatments
07:49Me?
07:50Otherwise, he's going to keep his wife awake
07:52Snoring for the rest of his life
07:53It's going to destroy their marriage
07:55You seem very sure about that
07:58There's literally no greater torture
08:02Than not getting a good night's sleep
08:04First of all, I don't think you mean literally
08:08No greater torture
08:09Oh no, it's true
08:10Once when I was in the Merchant Marine
08:13Merchant Marines?
08:15It's Marine, no S
08:17You were in the Merchant Marines?
08:18Mm-hmm
08:18And we were stationed off the Azores
08:20And every night we were driven crazy
08:24By these loud, just like strangled sounds
08:27Turns out it's just a bunch of Kagaro birds
08:30We were literally hearing the sound
08:35Of Daffy Duck drowning
08:37Of course that was nothing
08:42Compared to what happened in Valparaiso
08:44Are you okay?
08:51Sorry
08:51I'm just, I'm not feeling so good
08:55Yeah, I'm feeling well
08:56I can't do this
08:59What?
09:03Is that it?
09:05Are we finished?
09:06Yeah, we're going to get you out
09:07Uh, just a couple more questions
09:10Your mother died age 66 of a heart attack
09:15Were you there when that happened?
09:17Yes
09:20I called the ambulance
09:21She died while we were waiting
09:23Check the anterior cingulate cortex
09:26Physical pain and emotional pain
09:31Are processed through the same areas
09:33Nothing
09:35But we don't know how she feels about her mother
09:38It's your mother
09:38When she goes, there is a vacuum
09:40What about your husband?
09:44Has he had any problems lately?
09:47He had a cancer scare about a year ago
09:49A slight activity here
09:52But it's pretty weak
09:54You want to argue that she doesn't like her mother
09:56And her husband?
10:00Wow, she
10:01She's like a superhero
10:04Nothing can really hurt her
10:06Is everything okay?
10:23Your right hand is red
10:24Starting to swell
10:27What does that mean?
10:30Infection
10:31Hello
10:36Your surgery went well
10:37If there are no delayed complications
10:39You should be discharged in a few days
10:41Hey
10:43That's great
10:45But what about the big picture?
10:46Once I'm out of here
10:47I'll go back to being poisoned
10:48You make many statements
10:51That have been proven wrong
10:53Do you really believe them?
10:57You want to untangle what's real
10:58And what's for sure?
11:00Now you're talking
11:01Okay
11:04Do you think vaccination damage
11:13Is being covered up?
11:14Yes
11:15Do you think
11:17The parents
11:18Of children
11:19Killed
11:20In school shootings
11:21Are crisis actors?
11:24I can't answer for individuals
11:26But I do believe
11:26There's a force in this country
11:28That wants to scam our people
11:30Into laying down their arms
11:31But
11:33I no longer think
11:35There's a
11:36Pedo slave ring
11:37In a basement
11:38Under that pizza joint
11:39That
11:39Was a wrong call
11:41What did you do
11:43When you realized
11:44You'd made an error?
11:45Nothing
11:46No apologies
11:47No admissions
11:48The second you say
11:50You were wrong
11:50Don't make it seem like
11:51Everything you know
11:52Is wrong
11:53You can't give them
11:54That ammunition
11:55Then
11:56You're not
11:58Really offering
11:59The truth
12:00Maybe if people
12:01Saw you
12:02Admit you were wrong
12:03Maybe they'd
12:03Believe you more
12:04No
12:06There is no middle ground
12:08Compromise is a scam
12:10When only one side
12:12Can get what it wants
12:14Make sure it's yours
12:16We have to surgically
12:23Remove all infected tissue
12:24Immediately
12:25Stop it from spreading
12:26We discovered
12:27That Lily can't feel pain
12:29Which is why
12:30The appendicitis
12:30Went untreated
12:31Causing a widespread infection
12:32I can't feel pain
12:35That makes no sense
12:36Whatever stimulation
12:37Your nerves receive
12:37Your brain doesn't
12:38Acknowledge it as pain
12:39No I feel pain
12:41Do you?
12:41Because I'm pinching you
12:42I feel it
12:43But you didn't jump or react
12:44You felt it as a touch
12:46Physical or emotional pain
12:48It doesn't matter
12:48Okay let's go
12:51Or two
12:52Stop
12:57Hiding
12:58I'm not hiding
13:01I'm thinking
13:02Well I've done my thinking
13:03And what I've come up with
13:04Is I deserve
13:05A better explanation
13:07Than I can't do this
13:08Because that
13:10Was humiliating
13:12I'm sorry
13:18You're sorry
13:21What does that mean?
13:23Are we going back?
13:24Tomorrow?
13:25Never
13:26What?
13:28You're the one
13:29That proposed to me
13:30You're the one
13:31That told me
13:32How happy
13:33Our being together
13:34Makes you
13:35Makes me happy
13:36It does
13:37But
13:38When I proposed to you
13:40You even said
13:42I don't know you
13:43Is that what this is about?
13:45Because I was
13:45I was in the merchant marine?
13:48I mean yes
13:49Okay
13:50It makes me wonder
13:52What else
13:52I don't know
13:53About you
13:54But more importantly
13:55It makes me realize
13:56You don't know anything
13:58About me
13:58I am really annoying
14:00I'm easily irritable
14:02Like when people use
14:03The word literally
14:03About things that aren't literal
14:05I am impossible
14:06To live with
14:07Maybe literally
14:08That's been made
14:11Very clear to me
14:11In the past
14:12I don't want to go
14:17Two years
14:17And get divorced
14:18Divorcing you
14:21Would hurt
14:22Thank you
14:28But that's
14:31A bunch of crap
14:32You know that right?
14:34We have
14:34Different personal styles
14:36You like to examine
14:38Things from every angle
14:40And I
14:40I like to take a leap
14:42Into the dark
14:43Every now and then
14:44You're right
14:48I am not
14:51A leaper
14:51I am
14:55A toad dipper
14:56It takes me
14:57Two hours
14:58To get into the ocean
14:59Even when it's warm
15:00I know that
15:11You're good for me
15:12And I know
15:15That I'm good for you
15:16Aaron
15:16Since meeting me
15:19You've jumped ship
15:20From a comfortable career
15:21Because you decided
15:22That you were missing
15:23Something
15:24And
15:24You asked
15:27A complete stranger
15:29To marry you
15:31Who knows
15:33What's next
15:34I guess
15:36I guess you'll have
15:36To keep thinking
15:37Dr. Brown
15:53Why did the debridement
15:54Extending the incisions
15:56Proximately
15:57Her husband thought
15:58She was a rock
15:59Turns out she's a rock
16:01Because nothing matters
16:02To her
16:02You're making assumptions
16:04We're monitoring
16:05Her reaction to pain
16:06Love wasn't part
16:08Of the test
16:08You care
16:09You hurt
16:10Maybe not Lily
16:11She married this man
16:13She stayed with him
16:14For years
16:14Maybe for her
16:16Love can exist
16:17Without the pain
16:18Of loss
16:19That would be paradise
16:22There is way more
16:27Necrotic tissue here
16:28Than I expected
16:29She's gonna lose the hand
16:32Well if anyone
16:40Can handle bad news
16:49Are you going
16:50To take my hand
16:51Not right now
16:53No
16:53I don't like
16:57To hold hands
16:58Either
17:01We hold hands
17:03Or we don't
17:05There's
17:06No compromise
17:07Only one of us
17:09Can get what they want
17:10I guess that's true
17:12It should be me
17:13Holding hands
17:15Makes me uncomfortable
17:17Not holding hands
17:18Doesn't make you
17:19Uncomfortable
17:19That show
17:34We watched
17:36The other night
17:37It had a happy ending
17:38Because
17:40They stopped the story
17:42In a good place
17:43But in real life
17:45It's gonna get dark
17:47And cold out there
17:48All we have
17:51Is this
17:53This says
17:56We're in it together
17:58We've got each other's back
18:00That we'll hold each other up
18:03For as long as we can
18:05I can
18:09Say all those things verbally
18:12You could shout them
18:13And it wouldn't say it
18:15As loud as this
18:16You said that
18:20Not holding hands
18:21Wouldn't make me
18:22Uncomfortable
18:23But it would
18:23I would feel
18:28Separate
18:32It would run over
18:32I don't know
18:36Move
18:38I don't give
18:40through
18:41To be
18:42In the way
18:43If I get
18:44You could
18:44To be
18:45Something
18:46The fire
18:46Is said
18:46You could
18:46You could
18:47Sounds like
18:48You could
18:49But we'll
18:49Make a
18:51Help
18:51your
18:52And
18:52That's
18:52Which
18:53That's
18:53You could
18:54give
18:54Make a
18:55And
18:55AUL
18:55To be
18:57Some
18:57And
18:58Tell
18:59To be
18:59In the ICU
19:01It's all right.
19:19You've actually been lucky, considering you have no warning system.
19:23You need to be doing self-checks, knees, feet, elbows, hands, look for bruises, discolorations,
19:29anything at all that changes could be dangerous, life-threatening.
19:34But there's another option.
19:37Naloxone affects the central nervous system.
19:39It's been shown to block the action of pain-lowering endorphins.
19:42It could give you the ability to feel pain.
19:44I don't see the point. I've been fine so far.
19:47I guess that sounds a little silly. I know I just lost a hand.
19:50But now I know about checking myself, and I'll be a lot more careful.
19:59Why is one gesture so important?
20:12Carly still pushing you to hold hands?
20:14No. I tried, and she said it was all right.
20:19Huh.
20:20You should give me context for that, huh?
20:28She wants it. She's just given up.
20:31Good.
20:32No. Not if it's going to bother her for the rest of your relationship, which may not be very long.
20:41Huh.
20:41Uh-oh.
20:51We need to do imaging to make sure the problem is in the shunt.
20:54Then check there isn't a clot causing backup.
20:56The surgery was a success, but I'm still being poisoned?
20:59No. The surgery was a success, but your liver's still deteriorating.
21:03We don't know why.
21:07Jen, check me out of here. Find another hospital.
21:09I can't improve that, Mr. Stewart. You're in no condition to leave the hospital.
21:12You just confirmed that someone in this hospital is poisoning me.
21:14You want me to cooperate with the suspects?
21:16Another hospital wouldn't solve your problem.
21:19People can be gotten to, tried, or threatened.
21:29Right.
21:29Someone here wants to kill me.
21:31No one is trying to...
21:31Let's constrain some of these variables.
21:33One person touches me.
21:36Him.
21:37He doesn't know how to lie.
21:38Oh, I can lie.
21:41Yes, but not successfully. Good choice.
21:50Will I be able to play tennis?
21:52Yes. Eventually.
21:54Funny. I never could before.
21:58You always take things well.
22:02We had to pick up and move from Durham.
22:04Well, that was for your job.
22:06No sense in moping about it.
22:07The miscarriage.
22:16You never talked about it, so...
22:18I never talked about it.
22:20I didn't want to hurt you.
22:23But...
22:24Did you not talk about it?
22:26Because you just weren't thinking about it.
22:28What are all these questions for?
22:31I thought we were carrying the load together, knowing how each other felt.
22:36This isn't about us.
22:38This isn't about us.
22:40This is just...
22:41A medical condition.
22:47If I died, would you care?
22:53Would you miss me?
22:54Or, um...
22:55Would you just...
22:57Move on?
22:58Would you want me to be miserable?
23:03I want it to matter.
23:05Of course it matters.
23:08You know I love you.
23:14Jonas.
23:15Maybe you think it's love, but it's like the pain.
23:22It just doesn't go that deep.
23:23Isn't it possible for me to love you without it being all wrapped up in suffering?
23:27But that's how it works.
23:31When you lose someone, it shouldn't be like your hand.
23:35It should ache.
23:36That's right, isn't it?
23:42That's what loss feels like.
23:57I need to get away for a while.
24:00Sorry.
24:06Next, we're going to test you for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver.
24:12Those are diseases whose symptoms overlap yours.
24:16They might have been masked by your idiopathic portal hypertension.
24:21Nurse Villanueva, welcome.
24:23But you know I'm not going to touch that.
24:24The dietician ordered it for you, and I'm required to bring it.
24:29What are you eating if you're refusing hospital food?
24:32Uh, 80 grams of protein a day, kale and baby greens.
24:38Hey.
24:41Leopard, spring.
24:45Jen, Dex, you mind stepping out?
24:53It's Chinese herbs to make you feel younger, more energetic, more virile.
24:59You don't feel virile?
25:01Of course I do, but there's nothing wrong with feeling more virile.
25:04I need strength for the fight.
25:09You're not talking.
25:10Is there a problem?
25:14No.
25:14These herbs are harmless.
25:16You asked about my virility.
25:18I was curious.
25:20We're going to test you for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver.
25:26What's that?
25:27I tested a patient for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver.
25:31What's up with you?
25:33Our patient decided to take the drugs.
25:35Because I guess a husband walking out can make an impression even on a woman who feels no pain.
25:41That's a lot of paperwork for two tests.
25:45They were negative.
25:47I thought I might find something in his mother's old records that could help, but no, no.
25:52Her case was straightforward.
25:55His parents were both alcoholics, but her liver was already weakened by her condition.
26:00Parents both alcoholics.
26:01No wonder he thinks people on authority like to deny the truth.
26:04He's grown up now.
26:08Claire, no longer in that position.
26:11There's still plenty of lying going on in the world.
26:14That's not a situation you outgrow.
26:17Yes.
26:19There is a lot of lying.
26:20Want to hear my theories?
26:29Fight with your mother is number one.
26:31You're debating whether to throw her out.
26:34This theory explains what?
26:36Why the usually compassionate Dr. Claire Brown envies a woman who feels no pain.
26:41You're miserable.
26:42Torn.
26:43You don't know what to do to make your own pain go away.
26:49Want to hear my theory?
26:50People that aren't you are doing great.
26:53So you're looking for a toy you can break.
26:56I bet you can torture.
27:07Is she in pain?
27:08No.
27:09What are her vitals?
27:10Vitals are fine.
27:11Then how can she be in crisis?
27:12I don't know, but she is.
27:19Lily?
27:20Are you okay?
27:24Lily?
27:32Never noticed how ugly the walls are.
27:35I've discovered the cause of your liver problem.
27:48Really?
27:49Fatty liver?
27:50Autoimmune?
27:50I've never had any symptoms.
27:51No, you were being poisoned.
27:54What?
27:56Who?
27:56Do you know who?
27:57How?
27:57I thought maybe the dose of herbs listed on the bottle was wrong.
28:03There's a toxic dose in there?
28:04No, there are no herbs at all in here.
28:06It contains sildenafil.
28:09It's the active element in Viagra.
28:12It promotes blood flow in your penis.
28:15I know what it does.
28:21They say it's natural herbs.
28:23They lied.
28:25Your idiopathic portal hypertension means your liver is vulnerable to abuse.
28:31The amount of sildenafil in here wouldn't kill most people, but if someone with pre-existing
28:35liver issues took it every day, you were right.
28:40You've been poisoning yourself.
28:41It's good news.
28:51Those communist bastards.
28:54I think they're based in San Pedro.
29:00Mr. Barstow.
29:02Is Lily all right?
29:04She's on medication to reverse her pain-free condition, but it's hit her hard.
29:08She's being wrung out by all the negative thoughts and feelings the rest of us have all
29:12built calluses against.
29:14But she made the right choice.
29:16I mean, she needs this to be safe.
29:18I don't think she's doing this to be safe.
29:20I think she's doing this because you walked out.
29:24Why?
29:26You were happy for years.
29:28Now you're sure you can't be happy unless your wife changes?
29:32I want her to feel everything I feel.
29:35The love, the pain, everything.
29:39Wouldn't you?
29:41The residents in this hospital work long hours.
29:44You know why?
29:45Because the surgeons in charge worked long hours when they were residents.
29:49They suffered, so we have to suffer as human nature.
29:52But someone like your wife, so invulnerable, it's like she's gotten away with something.
29:57It's hard not to resent her.
29:59I'm sure we want to cure her, but how much of it is to give her a warning system,
30:03and how much is because we want to pull her down in hell with the rest of us.
30:05Are you married now?
30:26No.
30:28I chickened out.
30:28Apparently, I don't like change.
30:32Change makes me very nervous.
30:34I'm not the easiest man in the world to live with.
30:38My first wife made that very clear.
30:40It's true.
30:42You can be very irritating.
30:48Are you saying I shouldn't get married?
30:50Are you asking for my advice?
30:58Yes.
31:00You've never really asked before.
31:06And this is an important decision.
31:09Your happiness depends on it.
31:12This is huge.
31:13Well?
31:22Oh, I don't have any advice.
31:24I don't even understand the issue.
31:26I also don't understand why you asked when you've already made up your mind.
31:31What?
31:33You usually call her your ex-wife.
31:36You just called her your first.
31:38It implies a second.
31:39Why are you staring in your trunk?
31:53Something in here?
31:54The answer to your problem?
31:58Yoga mat.
32:00Gym bag.
32:02Extra sneakers.
32:04Here's the little earthquake kids.
32:06So sensible.
32:07Dirty towel.
32:09Oh, let's get back.
32:21It's my mom.
32:22It's my mom.
32:22We're gonna talk to her.
32:24I'm gonna get back.
32:25It's my mom.
32:25It's my mom.
32:26It's my mom.
32:26Yeah.
32:27I think I can do the little人.
32:27He Loots seers.
32:28Yeah.
32:28amazing.
32:31Okay.
32:33Hmm.
32:35WineALIZE,
32:37it's my mom.
32:38Yeah.
32:39Yeah, so you can do.
32:41Dominic.
32:43My mom.
32:43Yeah.
32:43I think I just got to do it on yours.
32:45Yeah.
32:45I'm going away.
32:45why are you jumping i'm not jumping i'm leaping
32:55come on come leap with me we both can't leap on that thing
33:02oh are you okay
33:06never better will you leap with me to city hall
33:15yes i will also i may have done something to my ankle do you want me to call someone
33:24shouldn't regret nothing baby
33:26i left the champagne because i was so ready for victory
33:39now i don't even know what to do with the damn ashes
33:44leave them on a shelf in a closet with the spare towels put them down the disposal what did she
33:52want done with them i was stupid i'm sure she was joking yeah everyone jokes in their will
33:56she loved sea lions she'd take me to see them all the time it was a thing any city we were in i wonder if they have sea lions
34:12you need to do it now no no it is a pointless gesture because my mother is dead and she doesn't care
34:22perfect the center's open this evening for an after hours event
34:26we'll have to dress up
34:29the winner of tonight's vote for most fabulous sea creature
34:37the vampire squid
34:39i feel ridiculous you look great you can give the vampire squid a run for her money
34:50now let's find the sea lion
34:52you came back
35:04yeah
35:05thank god
35:21we'll stop this i'll be all right
35:28doctor you gotta get this stuff out of her iv
35:36you don't need it
35:38if you have to be careful about getting hurt i'll be there to help you
35:45the stuff was removed some time ago
35:48before dr brown went off shift she told me that lily was experiencing some problems
35:52so i thought it best to discontinue the medication for a while she's as she was when you left her
36:01you never cry
36:08when i saw you sitting there i've never been so happy in my whole life
36:22i thought you didn't want to make a fuss
36:34yeah oh no
36:43don't forget her
36:45i'm sorry
36:49i'm sorry
36:51i'm sorry
36:55i'm sorry
37:01this seems weird
37:14it is weird
37:17most people have some kind of
37:20ritual already for them
37:22so they don't have to think about this kind of stuff
37:25you got a prayer?
37:29not religious
37:31neither is my mom
37:33everybody has a religion
37:35not everybody has a god
37:38but everybody has a religion
37:39music
37:49your mother's religion was music
37:53sing
37:57by the sea lion colony
38:02at a drag pride party
38:04or you can just dump it out
38:09and feel weird
38:09your call
38:12I'm not a kid
38:27I'm not a kid
38:28I'm not a kid
38:29I'm not a kid
38:30Amen.
38:42Amen.
38:54Amen.
38:56Is in grace.
39:06God.
39:10How sweet
39:14the sound.
39:16Now
39:22I'd say
39:24courage
39:28like
39:32me.
39:44I once
39:46was lost
39:50But
39:54now
39:56I'm found
40:00Was blind
40:08But
40:10now
40:12I see
40:20T'was
40:22Grace
40:24That
40:26Taught
40:28My heart
40:30To
40:32Fear
40:34And
40:36Grace
40:38My fears
40:40Relieved
40:44How
40:50Precious
40:52Did
40:54That
40:56Grace
40:58Appear
41:00The
41:01Hour
41:02I
41:04First
41:06Believe
41:08Amazing
41:14Amazing
41:16Grace
41:18How sweet
41:20The
41:22Sound
41:24That
41:26Saved
41:28A
41:29Wretch
41:30Like
41:32Like
41:34Me
41:36I
41:38Once
41:40Was
41:41Lost
41:42But
41:44Now
41:46I'm found
41:48Was
41:50Blind
41:52But
41:53Now
41:54I
41:56See
41:57To
41:59Stop
42:01This
42:03Start
42:05Up
42:07To
42:08You
42:09Know
42:10To
42:11It
42:12To
42:13To
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