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The Good Doctor Season 3 Episode 1

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00:00Previously on The Good Doctor.
00:02You work together and you're sleeping together.
00:04You don't see any way that can go wrong?
00:07You went out on a limb for me.
00:08You fired me now, you look like a fool in front of the board.
00:10Dr. Andrews, I don't think you have the votes to carry it.
00:13But I don't need the votes.
00:14Just as you have the power to fire someone under your supervision, so do I.
00:18Did you hear about Han?
00:19I can't imagine Andrews would survive the fallout.
00:21They're gonna need a new chief of surgery.
00:23Okie should be calling you with the offer any minute.
00:26Here are flowers and chocolates.
00:28Are you asking me how?
00:30Yes.
00:31I would love to.
00:41Why are you smiling?
00:44I don't know.
00:47I just, I wanted you to know that things are okay.
00:54Good.
01:00I saw a movie last weekend.
01:15Which one?
01:16Was it good?
01:16What kind of movies do you like?
01:21Oh, this looks delicious.
01:23I said no pickles.
01:28Pardon me?
01:29It's okay, they can just take that.
01:30I said no pickles.
01:32Oh, I am so sorry.
01:33I said no pickles.
01:34It was a disaster.
01:42It was a disaster.
01:46What happened?
01:49Don't you all have work to do?
01:50Sorry, we were just...
01:51I said Sean was on a date.
01:54Hmm.
01:55Congratulations on your promotion.
01:56I believe you're our first female chief of surgery.
02:00That's nice.
02:01Thank you, yes.
02:03And you're still not working.
02:04Not you.
02:10We need to go to EJR and break up.
02:22We need a head seat in a trauma panel.
02:24Please, someone, help my wife.
02:26Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
02:34We've been married for 45 years.
02:45Two children.
02:46So far.
02:47Don't miss, don't miss.
02:49Ricky and Tammy.
02:50Ricky's got two kids of his own.
02:53When did you first notice the pain?
02:54This morning.
02:55No, on Saturday.
02:57He has a history of kidney stones.
02:59I tried to get him to drink more water, but...
03:00You tried.
03:01When did I ever say no to you?
03:05It's probably another stone, but we'll do some imaging to rule out anything more serious.
03:10Did you tell them about the kids?
03:12We have two, you know, so far.
03:16That's nice.
03:22Not it.
03:23What?
03:23He's got to mention, even worse, it's boring.
03:25Probably stones.
03:26The best-case scenario, it's a kidney tumor.
03:28We've assisted on eight nephrectomies.
03:30It's your case, your chart, you're pregnant.
03:31McKellen's coming to town.
03:32I need to be out of here at a decent hour, and we are not children.
03:35We don't decide things by who called it.
03:38You touched our first, it's yours.
03:39Did not.
03:40Did so.
03:41Well, we walked up together.
03:42Petringa handed the chart to you.
03:43Did not.
03:44Did so.
03:44Did not.
03:45Did so.
03:46Why?
03:46It just wasn't working out.
03:50Oh.
03:51Well, I certainly hope it's not because in light of Dr. Lim's recent promotion to chief of surgery that she's now your supervisor.
03:57We knew that arrangement would be unacceptable, and since we only recently started seeing each other.
04:02You were seeing each other secretly for some time before you reported it, correct?
04:08So, maybe you've just gone back to seeing each other in secret.
04:12No, we made the decision that this opportunity for Dr. Lim is just...
04:21What are you writing?
04:23I have accepted your explanation and report.
04:27But I don't believe it.
04:29You're going to keep seeing each other, and I can't do anything to stop that.
04:33Nor do I even want to.
04:34But, know this.
04:36Love doesn't conquer all.
04:37Lust doesn't either.
04:39And like doesn't even come close.
04:40This is going to be a lot more complicated than either of you think.
04:46It looks like you have a large uterine fibroid that's blood.
04:49It has to be removed surgically.
04:51Yes, routine surgery.
04:52You should be fine.
04:53Uterine?
04:54Am I going to be able to have...
04:55The surgery won't affect your ability to have children.
05:00I didn't let her finish her question because I anticipated what she was going to ask because the uterus has very few functions.
05:08Nicely done.
05:08To improve OR access, we're going to automatic block release and implement staggered starts for anesthesia.
05:16Any questions?
05:17Dr. Andrews and Dr. Hahn wouldn't authorize staff over time.
05:20Now, our nurses...
05:21Good point.
05:23Yes, authorized.
05:24One other thing, and this is really for our third years, but it will affect all of you.
05:31Traditionally, you don't get to lead surgeries until fourth year.
05:33That will be changing.
05:35The earlier you get in there and take responsibility, the more chance you have to learn.
05:40When the right surgery comes along, something simple, basic, it'll be yours.
05:46Start prepping.
05:47Maybe I did touch the chart first.
05:57Relax.
05:57It's okay.
05:58I can stay late now and again.
05:59This is my job.
06:00Stop it.
06:02You don't want the case.
06:02It's boring.
06:03I get it.
06:04I know you get it.
06:05Boring is now exciting.
06:08Boring means it's a routine surgery, which means it's a surgery that Lim just said one
06:12of us may well lead.
06:13This one's probably no surgery at all.
06:14It's probably just kidney stones and late nights with a man with dementia.
06:18I'll take that chance.
06:19You hate people.
06:20People don't know that?
06:22People like me.
06:24You need to be with your family.
06:25Kellen's 16.
06:26He barely talks to me.
06:27It's who touched the chart first, which, as you said, was me.
06:29And as you said...
06:30Excuse me.
06:33Yes, Harvey?
06:33Is everything okay?
06:34Why am I in here?
06:38Nothing to worry about.
06:39It's likely just a kidney stone.
06:40You just have to...
06:41Yes.
06:42It's cancer.
06:44Nicely isolated.
06:45Simple surgery.
06:46Perfect for a resident.
06:50Some traction on the uterus to expose the broad ligament?
06:55Slide the pelvic retractor under the fundus.
07:00Did the wine spill all over you?
07:02Did it spill all over Carly?
07:08Stop.
07:10Look above the posterior cul-de-sac.
07:18Cancer.
07:19Yes.
07:20Very extensive, I think.
07:22It appears to have metastasized everywhere.
07:28Liver, kidney, abdominal wall.
07:39Close her up.
07:40I rang the doorbell.
07:53Yes, you did.
07:55Are you going to spend the rest of your life lying around in this backyard?
07:58That and lying next to my future wife.
08:01Congratulations, I heard.
08:04But what are you going to do professionally?
08:05When people think they're going to die like you did, they assess their life, re-evaluate what's important.
08:18You're going to need to make a difference.
08:21Do you have a puppy for me to adopt?
08:23I have a vacancy at President.
08:25Again?
08:27You're interested.
08:29But you think things have to change.
08:31They don't.
08:33You led a meaningful life before cancer.
08:35And you will lead a meaningful life after.
08:40Well, thank you.
08:42I'm very inspired.
08:44Think about it.
08:44What's going on behind the pancreas at the root of the superior mesenteric artery?
08:59We need a better angle.
09:00We're not going to get a better angle.
09:02Definitely not when we're actually operating.
09:05So what's the solution?
09:08There isn't one.
09:10Not surgically.
09:11We should refer them to an oncologist.
09:13Chemo might help, but I'm not hopeful.
09:16What are you going to tell them?
09:19You guys are third year.
09:21You want stuff to learn by doing?
09:23How about sympathetic communication?
09:25Sean, let the bride know she's probably dying.
09:29This morning, who'd you give the Calderon chart to?
09:42Gave it to you guys.
09:43But you handed it to one of us.
09:44One of us actually took it from you.
09:46It was me, right?
09:47I don't know.
09:48What does it matter?
09:49You just came up and...
09:49From the right.
09:50I came up on Morgan's left.
09:52You left-handed?
09:53It only makes sense that I would be closer to you.
09:55Excuse me.
09:57Is there any news about my husband?
10:05Harvey, you remember Drs. Park and Resnick?
10:08They did your scan.
10:09Right.
10:10For my, uh...
10:11They were looking for kidney stones.
10:12Unfortunately, we found some cancer.
10:14It's on your left kidney.
10:16Cancer?
10:16The good news is, it's isolated and in a very operable location.
10:20Cancer.
10:22I have cancer.
10:24We have to tell the children.
10:26We'll do a biopsy to confirm, but I'm confident that we caught it early.
10:31This is terrible.
10:33I...
10:33I can't die.
10:35You need me.
10:38I know.
10:40With surgery, radiation, and immunotherapy, the prognosis is excellent.
10:44You're supposed to be talking to her patient.
10:58They can wait until we're sure.
11:00We are sure.
11:01Dr. Melendez is sure.
11:03Dr. Lin told us we're ready for more responsibility, so I decided I can make a decision on my own.
11:09And I decided to do some more research.
11:11Sean, you need to learn how to do this.
11:13Installing just makes it worse.
11:20I think maybe you're feeling bad about your date, and you're in here burying yourself in things you subconsciously think you can control.
11:28How do people know what's going on in their subconscious?
11:33What happened, Sean, when you jumped up?
11:38Your phone is ringing.
12:01It can wait.
12:03It's your mother.
12:05It can wait.
12:05What went wrong?
12:07What was the disaster?
12:08She called earlier, too.
12:10If stalling is bad, then why are you avoiding your mother's calls?
12:17Did you ever forgive your mother for not protecting you?
12:21Is that what your mother wants to know?
12:24My mother was a terrible mother.
12:26It wasn't all her fault.
12:27She was bipolar.
12:28That doesn't change the fact that she was terrible.
12:31I don't think it's good for her to be in my life.
12:34Are you looking for guidance from me?
12:44Am I a role model to you?
12:54On some issues, absolutely.
12:55I don't usually think about the past.
13:08It doesn't help.
13:09But the date yesterday is part of the past.
13:19And the past matters.
13:21What happened?
13:22I told a joke.
13:30No.
13:31Yes.
13:32Leah said I should.
13:34No.
13:35That is not what I said.
13:37Does this tie look good?
13:39Yes.
13:39But not with those pants.
13:41And what I was saying was that jokes are the types of things people do on dates.
13:45They talk about the weather, hobbies, where they went to college.
13:48I'm a person.
13:50Should I change my pants with you in the room?
13:52No.
13:53And yes, I know you're a person, Sean, but we all have strengths and weaknesses.
13:56Telling jokes is easy.
13:58There are books full of them.
14:00I said no.
14:02Yes.
14:03There are a lot of jokes, but you have to know how to tell them.
14:06You have to know when to tell them.
14:09So I took a gap year before college, which in hindsight I think might have been a mistake.
14:15Staying at home, my relationship with my dad is...
14:20Cesar walked into a bar and asked the bartender for a martinis.
14:24The bartender said, do you mean a martini?
14:26And Cesar says, if I wanted two, I would have ordered two.
14:31Did she laugh?
14:33I'm not sure.
14:34Well, what did she say?
14:35She made a sound.
14:49You got a chuckle, I think.
14:51That's good.
14:52No, it's not.
14:53I read six joke books and all I got was a...
14:56It was a disaster.
14:58Because of a joke?
14:59Something bigger must have gone wrong.
15:05What happened?
15:14A young woman may be dying.
15:16I have a lot of research to do.
15:17Boom.
15:35My chart, my case, my patient, my surgery.
15:38You took it from me.
15:38It touched my fingers, I know it did, and then you took it from me.
15:41All I know is I'm the one holding the chart.
15:42That's the evidence we got to deal with.
15:44If you could prove...
15:44Angles.
15:45We need more angles.
15:45How many cameras do we have in that section?
15:57Dr. Lim, I'm glad you made that decision on the overtime.
16:01You're welcome.
16:02But I thought you'd want to know the real issue isn't the overtime.
16:04It's being understaffed.
16:05We need two more nurses on this floor alone, one in ICU.
16:09I'm sorry.
16:09I'm sure you're right, but we just don't have the budget.
16:14Excuse me?
16:16Nothing, ma'am.
16:17I gave you the OT.
16:18You're not being fair.
16:19Aren't I?
16:20You told me I was right, and you told me you're not going to do it.
16:23It was being unfair.
16:28Nobody said this job.
16:29Sean, come with me.
16:46Sean.
16:47Come with me.
16:50Is everything okay?
16:58The nurse told us he didn't finish the surgery.
17:00Suzanne, you have very extensive cancer throughout your abdomen.
17:15It appears to be malignant.
17:23And it appears to have metastasized around every organ.
17:34But there's hope with surgery.
17:47We can't see the retrohepatic part of the cancer because of the liver.
17:59We can't see the retroperitoneal part because of the right kidney.
18:02Yes, I know.
18:03That's why we should take out the organs.
18:07You want to remove her liver and right kidney?
18:10Yes.
18:11And also her left kidney and her pancreas and the intestinal tract and the stomach.
18:16You do know that several of those organs are quite essential.
18:19We'll put them back.
18:22We remove them, clean up the cancer, then put them back.
18:28Ex vivo surgery.
18:29It's been done for pancreatic cancer.
18:31Without much success.
18:32No.
18:33You think it worked better here?
18:35Not really.
18:37But the alternative is death.
18:39Hi.
18:57Hi.
18:58How are you?
18:59Good.
19:02Not working?
19:04Yeah.
19:05It's been 72 hours and I still haven't found a job.
19:08Relax.
19:09I'll be fine.
19:09I got some irons in the fire.
19:12What do you need?
19:13How do you say no to a person?
19:15I don't think I'm doing it right.
19:17Okay.
19:19Watch closely.
19:30Really?
19:32If you're going to give up that easily, you might as well just quit now.
19:34The biopsy confirmed that the kidney cancer is a renal cell carcinoma.
19:49Cancer?
19:49I have cancer?
19:51I have cancer?
19:53Yes.
19:55Why didn't you tell me?
19:57We did.
19:58The good news is that it's treatable with surgery and immunotherapy and radiation.
20:03We have to tell the children.
20:04The children know.
20:06How do they know?
20:07What's going on?
20:09What's going on?
20:11Am I dying?
20:12The cancer is serious, but...
20:14Ruby, we'd like to talk to you outside.
20:16The problem isn't how you said no.
20:30The problem is how you said yes.
20:32She seemed quite happy with the yes.
20:34It came through quickly.
20:35You made her think she was helping you instead of the other way around,
20:38so she came asking for more feelings.
20:39She was entitled to more.
20:41So I should have said no when I wanted to say yes?
20:44You shouldn't tell her what you want to tell her.
20:46You should tell her what she needs to hear.
20:49See, it's your job to figure out what you can give them,
20:51convince them that's what they need,
20:53and then make them feel like they owe you.
20:57None of that sounds like me.
20:58And you want to do the job your way without changing who you are?
21:02Is that amusing to you?
21:03Yes, I do.
21:06Yesterday you were an attending.
21:08Today you're chief.
21:10You are a different person.
21:13Want an espresso?
21:19Without surgery, your husband would probably live another two to five years.
21:23He would have very little discomfort until very close to the end,
21:26and that can be managed.
21:29You said it was treatable.
21:30It is, but fighting cancer is never easy.
21:32We have to weigh the benefits against the suffering.
21:37And the surgery itself is usually the easiest part.
21:40He's strong.
21:41He's healthy.
21:42He's not healthy.
21:43Not mentally.
21:44And the burden on you.
21:46I am not letting my husband die because caring for him is inconvenient.
21:51Because I'm going to have to repeat a conversation.
21:55Just go to hell.
21:56This type of surgery has never been done for this condition.
22:06We'd be dealing with every one of your abdominal organs,
22:09and something could go wrong with any of them.
22:11You could be on dialysis for the rest of your life.
22:16You could have a very compromised digestive tract.
22:19Lifelong diabetes.
22:21You could have liver failure.
22:22That's not a complete list.
22:27You could die.
22:32And, uh, if we don't do the surgery?
22:36Chemotherapy and radiation,
22:38although the likelihood of success is slim,
22:40about 25%.
22:42You may prefer hospice care.
22:46You'd probably live maybe a year,
22:47but it'd be a good year.
23:00Could you give us some time to think about it?
23:03Of course.
23:17We're supposed to be at lunch.
23:23We're going to be late.
23:25Why?
23:25Why?
23:26Because I need meaning in my life.
23:28Your heart seems fine.
23:29Your liver seems to be in the right place.
23:32You're a brain surgeon.
23:34You don't think you can get meaning being a brain surgeon?
23:38This is a boring patient with boring symptoms.
23:41Sean, meet Marco Higgins.
23:47Diesel mechanic currently in between jobs.
23:49Three sons, two of whom he hasn't spoken to in quite some time,
23:52but he's working on that.
23:53Open.
23:55Why do you?
23:57It's good to get to know people, Sean.
23:59It makes you a better doctor.
24:01Say, huh?
24:02Uh.
24:03You have boring symptoms.
24:06That's a good thing.
24:07You do not want exciting symptoms.
24:09You had a date last night, didn't you?
24:13Huh?
24:14I want to hear about this.
24:16Marco, you want to hear about this?
24:19Yes, please.
24:20Yes, please.
24:21Open.
24:29It was a disaster.
24:35Oh, thank you, Sean.
24:37It's polite and chivalrous.
24:39And even though chivalry is a problematic notion,
24:42politeness is a good thing, no matter which.
24:44Sean!
24:46Are you okay?
24:47Oh, my.
24:48I'm okay.
24:49She might not be okay.
24:51No, I am okay.
24:52Okay.
24:53Don't get up.
24:54I'm pretty sure she's okay.
24:58Take off his boots.
25:01What?
25:01Do you think Marco's diabetic?
25:04Based on the color of his skin and the crease of his neck, I do.
25:07Based on what it says on his chart, I do, too.
25:10He could have an infection in his feet,
25:12and the pain is being masked by diabetic neuropathy.
25:15That infection could be causing the abdominal symptoms.
25:20Marco, would you mind taking off your boots?
25:21I was wrong.
25:41It's not boring.
25:42I can do it myself.
25:52I'm sure.
25:53But our job here is to help each other,
25:55and today I didn't do that.
26:00I'm trying to make up for that with a jar of pickles.
26:03I overstepped and undercut you in front of the patient's wife.
26:16I accept your apology.
26:18What I should have done
26:19was privately tell you that you're wrong.
26:24Give me the jar of...
26:25And let you as lead doctor tell them that this surgery is a bad idea.
26:29Because we should let a 70-year-old man die of a treatable condition?
26:33And because we shouldn't condemn a 70-year-old man
26:35to years of confusion and fear.
26:37His life still has value.
26:41Seriously.
26:43He has memory issues.
26:44He's not a vegetable.
26:46He's funny.
26:48He's charming.
26:50They've lived a life together.
26:53He brings happiness to his wife,
26:56to his children.
26:59He's happy.
27:00Exactly.
27:01Let him stay happy for whatever time he has left.
27:20Nurse Petringa.
27:23I'm sorry if I overstepped.
27:25I didn't track you down for an apology.
27:27You're going to get us the additional staff?
27:29No.
27:30If I get you the additional staff,
27:32you lose hours,
27:33you lose overtime.
27:34So,
27:35you're doing us a favor
27:36by making sure we never see our families.
27:38Your problem isn't the staff.
27:39Your problem is the actual work.
27:41The crap part of the work
27:42that takes too long
27:43and too many of you.
27:44I authorize the purchase
27:48of two Hoya patient lifts
27:49and a mechatronic ICU bed.
27:52A smart bed?
27:55Huh.
27:56Those are actually supposed to be kind of fun.
27:58You gotta promise to let me try it.
28:01You got it.
28:04Dr. Lim.
28:08You owe me.
28:09I'm well aware
28:13of what he'll be going through.
28:16My sister had cancer.
28:19Chemo.
28:19The radiation.
28:22They beat the crap out of her,
28:23didn't they?
28:26Yeah.
28:28Now imagine going through that
28:30and not understanding
28:32every day.
28:34Throwing up
28:37and not knowing why.
28:40Losing your hair
28:41and not knowing why.
28:44Learning he has cancer
28:46and being devastated by it
28:48day after day.
28:50But at the end,
28:51there are no guarantees.
28:55He's old
28:56and his body's breaking down.
29:02His mind is breaking down.
29:04And it's going to end
29:07no matter what we do.
29:17In 45 years,
29:18I have never once lied to him.
29:26When memory goes,
29:28all that's left is emotion.
29:30What we've learned
29:33doesn't matter.
29:35What we had for lunch,
29:36where we went for vacation.
29:39None of it matters.
29:43But how we feel.
29:47Who we're close to.
29:52He's the same man
29:53I've always loved.
29:54same sense of humor.
30:00Same everything.
30:04He hasn't changed.
30:08And what I owe him
30:10hasn't changed.
30:18Have you decided?
30:19Not yet.
30:21Take your time.
30:22There is no urgency.
30:23What are you waiting for?
30:26Dr. Murphy,
30:27they are kind of facing
30:28an impossible choice.
30:30But they have to make it.
30:33What additional information
30:35are you waiting for?
30:36Sean.
30:37I'll be a better doctor
30:38if I understand the patient.
30:40True, but right now
30:41your spills are secondary to narrow.
30:42Are you debating
30:42whether you should find
30:45somebody else
30:46to fall in love with?
30:48Someone healthy?
30:49No.
30:50No, of course not.
30:52You should be.
30:57We're kids.
31:00You shouldn't have to spend
31:01the rest of your life
31:02taking care of an invalid.
31:05You think that's the issue?
31:07Me?
31:08A burden on me?
31:09This is so much easier
31:12on me than you.
31:13No, it's not.
31:18Whatever happens to me
31:20is going to happen.
31:22And I have to live with it.
31:27You.
31:30You have a choice.
31:31In sickness
31:38and in health.
31:42That was the commitment
31:43I made
31:44this morning.
31:52Now, if this had happened
31:53yesterday...
31:54So, it's not
32:02that difficult
32:03a decision then,
32:04right?
32:09I guess not.
32:10I can feel her humoral head
32:39outside the glenoid fossa.
32:40It's an anterior dislocation.
32:44I can reduce that.
32:46Here?
32:47Yes.
32:47With traction
32:48and external rotation.
32:51Oh!
32:53Oh.
32:55Whoa.
32:57Oh, my.
32:57That feels better.
32:59I bumped you.
33:00Don't worry.
33:01It happens.
33:02I wasn't watching, either.
33:11That's it.
33:14You bumped into
33:15a very understanding woman.
33:17You amazingly
33:17caught a bottle of wine.
33:20Where is the disaster?
33:24Unclamp the superior
33:25mesenteric
33:26to perfuse the organs.
33:32The small intestines
33:38look dusky
33:39and cyanotic.
33:41We'll need to resect
33:42all the necrotic segments.
33:43Clarify the first viable
33:44part of the ileum
33:45and clamp proximal to it.
33:47I don't think
34:02your irons in the fire
34:03are very hot.
34:04Any job interviews you get,
34:06you're going to spend
34:07a large chunk of time
34:08trying to explain
34:09why you lasted
34:09less than a year
34:10as president
34:11at St. Bonaventure.
34:12I mean,
34:12how do you put
34:13a positive spin
34:14on why you spent
34:15a fortune
34:15on a chief of surgery
34:16you fired weeks later
34:17to protect
34:18a second-year resident?
34:19You think I made a mistake?
34:20No, I think you did
34:21the right thing.
34:23I admire you,
34:24which is why
34:25I want to do you a favor.
34:28What you need to do
34:29is prove that you
34:30haven't burned any bridges,
34:31which means you have
34:32to come back to work
34:33at St. Bonaventure.
34:36As what?
34:37As a surgeon
34:37working for you?
34:40And the fact
34:40that you're undoubtedly
34:41in need of a surgical
34:42attending to replace yourself
34:44is just a coincidence.
34:45it's what you need.
34:50I admire the effort,
34:52but don't call a con man.
35:04Your greatest strength
35:06and your greatest weakness
35:07as a leader
35:08was your stubbornness.
35:09Don't let it be
35:10a weakness today.
35:11My back hurts
35:15on the left side.
35:18That's where you had
35:19your biopsy.
35:20It's going to hurt
35:20for a little while.
35:22What biopsy?
35:25Harvey, you came in here
35:26because you thought
35:27you had kidney stones.
35:28We did some imaging
35:29and you don't...
35:30What is it?
35:32What's wrong?
35:36What's going on, Ruby?
35:40Why isn't anybody
35:42saying anything?
35:45Am I dying?
35:48Ruby?
35:48Ruby?
35:49I...
35:50I can't die.
35:52I need to
35:53take care of you.
35:54I...
35:55I can't...
35:56They didn't find stones.
35:58Everything is okay.
36:08The pain will go away.
36:11We're going to go home tonight.
36:15Okay.
36:16Okay.
36:17Okay.
36:28I had a nice time.
36:56Okay.
36:57That's it?
37:11It's over?
37:12Where's the disaster?
37:14I've listened to
37:15an hour of this.
37:15I was promised a disaster.
37:17Where's the disaster?
37:22It...
37:23was exhausting.
37:24Everything was
37:28always
37:29out of control.
37:33Anything could happen
37:34at any time.
37:35Anything did.
37:38There was
37:39too much
37:39to remember to do.
37:40Too much
37:41to remember
37:41not to do.
37:42And none of it
37:43made sense.
37:45It was
37:46hard,
37:47uncomfortable,
37:48unpleasant.
37:49I spent the whole
37:50evening doing
37:51unnatural things
37:52to make her happy
37:53and I have
37:53no idea
37:54if she was
37:55happy
37:55and I know
37:56I wasn't
37:57happy.
38:06It was all
38:07a disaster.
38:08I want you
38:16to meet
38:16our new
38:17attending,
38:18Dr. Marcus
38:19Andrews.
38:22Pleasure
38:22to meet you.
38:29How long
38:29have you been
38:30working here?
38:32Miss McDougall.
38:33She didn't
38:33ask for ID.
38:34It's policy.
38:35We take
38:36a lot
38:36of immigrants
38:36here.
38:37She also
38:37didn't look
38:38at me.
38:38Checked the
38:39symptom
38:39and I
38:39told her
38:39I had.
38:41Cut over
38:41the left
38:42eye.
38:43You heal
38:43very nicely,
38:44Miss McDougall.
38:46You hate
38:46it here.
38:47Hate is
38:48a strong
38:49word.
38:50What would
38:50you do
38:51differently?
38:53Give me
38:54five things.
38:56Diabetes
38:56clinical
38:57educator,
38:58on-site
38:58lab and
38:59x-ray,
38:59mental health
39:00advisor,
39:00multidisciplinary
39:01care team,
39:02electronic
39:02medical records.
39:03We had the
39:04clinic at
39:04the hospital.
39:05And had
39:06to shut
39:06it down
39:06because it
39:07was a
39:07money pit.
39:08Come back
39:09as president
39:09and we'll
39:10reopen it.
39:15Your office
39:16can be in
39:17the clinic.
39:18Do I have
39:19to wear a
39:19tie?
39:28Hey.
39:29I'll come
39:31back.
39:32Am I
39:34okay?
39:35The surgery
39:35went very
39:36well.
39:36We're
39:37confident
39:37that we
39:37got all
39:38of the
39:38cancer.
39:42There's a
39:43bag by
39:44her side
39:44such as
39:45to train
39:46stuff
39:46post-surgery?
39:47There were
39:47complications.
39:49We had to
39:49remove a
39:50large portion
39:50of your
39:51bowel and
39:52divert the
39:52waste
39:52through a
39:53stoma
39:53in your
39:53skin.
39:54that's
39:54an
39:54ileostomy
39:55bag.
39:56How long
39:57will I have
39:57that?
39:59Forever.
40:02So I have
40:03to go to the
40:03bathroom and
40:04this thing for
40:04the rest of
40:05my life?
40:05Yes.
40:07We'll teach
40:08you how to
40:09change it,
40:10how to
40:10dispose of
40:10it.
40:13They'll teach
40:13both of
40:14us.
40:26This is
40:27why we
40:28do it,
40:28John.
40:30Every date
40:30is a
40:31disaster.
40:32Every
40:32relationship
40:32is out
40:33of control.
40:34But
40:35if you
40:35stick
40:35with it,
40:36you wind
40:37up with
40:37someone in
40:38your life
40:38who will
40:39help you
40:40when you
40:40need to
40:40be helped,
40:42love you
40:42when you
40:42do not
40:43feel
40:43lovable,
40:44be with
40:45you no
40:46matter
40:46what.
40:53It's
40:53not worth
40:54it.
40:59Hi,
41:00Mom.
41:02My son's
41:03coming to
41:03town.
41:04I think
41:04I'll
41:04pick him
41:04up at
41:05the airport.
41:14And
41:14when
41:15I
41:16see
41:16And
41:21if
41:22I'm
41:22home
41:24And
41:28when
41:28I
41:29run
41:30away
41:31I
41:59I