Summaries. In 1840s Jamaica, a young female landowner marries an Englishman to keep her property. Their love blossoms, but she hides a childhood secret about her mother that threatens their relationship.
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00:39:12Come and dance.
00:39:26No, thank you.
00:39:42My mother marry again with rich Englishman, who give her the moon, but her madness get worse.
00:39:50He has to lock her away and run back to England with a din of her raving still in his ears.
00:39:56No.
00:39:58Who are all those people there this afternoon?
00:40:01All cousins, nephews and nieces.
00:40:07Are you missing your England?
00:40:08My England is always there if I want it.
00:40:12I'm sorry.
00:40:28You never told me what happened to your mother.
00:40:33There was a fire.
00:40:35You know about the fire?
00:40:36Yes.
00:40:38She died then.
00:40:42I'm sorry.
00:40:46I won't bring it up again.
00:40:49I promise.
00:40:50Never make promises.
00:40:51What did you say?
00:40:52Never make promises.
00:40:54Why?
00:40:54Then they'll never be broken.
00:40:56She will look you in the eye and tell you lies.
00:41:18But he must have said something.
00:41:26Did he say when he'd be back?
00:41:28He didn't say anything but when he'd be back?
00:41:42He didn't say anything but when he'd be back.
00:41:44You should have asked him.
00:41:48Now go.
00:41:50Anyway, you'll stay till the weekend, won't you?
00:42:01The governor's having a small surrey on Saturday.
00:42:05You know, it's a pity Antoinette didn't come.
00:42:07Her mother was a beautiful dancer.
00:42:09That's something I've been meaning to ask you about.
00:42:12Whatever happened to her mother?
00:42:13Nettie?
00:42:14Oh, she died shortly after the fire.
00:42:17She was very badly burned trying to save her little boy.
00:42:20Now, I never knew that Antoinette had a brother.
00:42:25Well, she never talks of him, of course, having lost him like that.
00:42:32Off to England, probably.
00:42:34I rather envy them.
00:43:04How are you faring out in the wild, Mr. Rochester?
00:43:23England seems far away.
00:43:26Has that Obie a woman stood in service with you?
00:43:28What's her name?
00:43:29Christophine.
00:43:30Apparently, she was a wedding present to Antoinette's mother.
00:43:32What is this word, Obie?
00:43:35Who do they call it in Haiti?
00:43:36Here, it's Obie.
00:43:38We're supposed to make potions that bring back the dead, that's all.
00:43:42A lot of nonsense, of course.
00:43:43I'm sure your wife would agree.
00:43:45Not necessarily.
00:43:46Most of the natives believe in it completely.
00:43:48Antoinette obviously prefers the open air to our stuffy little society down here in Spanish town.
00:43:54She'd be a most welcome addition to our dances.
00:43:56But, of course, she isn't English, is she?
00:43:58She might feel a little left out.
00:44:00Oh, I don't know.
00:44:00I think you'll find many of the best stances were invented by the French.
00:44:04Yes.
00:44:05Come, Edward.
00:44:06We must do our duty by the wallflowers.
00:44:07Oh, it's a good place.
00:44:11Oh!
00:44:12Oh, I think it's a good place.
00:44:13Oh, oh.
00:44:26I love you.
00:44:26Oh, it's up.
00:44:27Oh, my God.
00:44:27Oh, oh, yeah.
00:44:27Oh, yeah.
00:44:28Oh, oh, yeah.
00:44:28Oh, yeah.
00:44:29Oh, yeah.
00:44:30Oh, yeah.
00:44:30Oh, yeah.
00:44:31Oh, yeah.
00:44:33Oh, yeah.
00:44:33Oh, God.
00:44:35Oh, yeah.
00:44:36Apparently they had snow at home at Noelle.
00:44:56It amuses me how all of you here talk of England as home.
00:45:00Have you ever actually been there?
00:45:02No, not yet.
00:45:03Mummy plans to take me next year.
00:45:07She hopes to present me at court, if we can afford it.
00:45:11Sadly, our situation is not what it was.
00:45:15But surely as you were born in this country, this is your home?
00:45:18Certainly not, Mr. Rochester.
00:45:20Even in the good times, it was a fit place for a lady.
00:45:28You're supposed to lead.
00:45:29One, two, three, one.
00:45:34How can he be a gentleman when he smells like a horse?
00:45:37Benbow.
00:45:38Benbow.
00:45:41Rub him down well, will you?
00:45:42I've ridden him hard.
00:45:44It's good to be back.
00:45:46Good afternoon, sir.
00:45:46Afternoon, Hilda.
00:45:47How is your journey, sir?
00:45:49Very good, thank you.
00:45:51Ladies.
00:45:51Ladies.
00:45:51Finish quickly.
00:46:12And go tell Christophine I want her.
00:46:15Christophine is leaving.
00:46:18Leaving?
00:46:19Christophine don't like this sweet horny moon house no more.
00:46:24And your husband look like he's a zombie.
00:46:27Maybe he don't like horny moon house no more either.
00:46:33No!
00:46:34I'll eat you back, my cat crow!
00:46:36I'll eat you back!
00:46:37For God's sake, Edwine-Nate!
00:46:41Go away, child.
00:46:43You call her a child?
00:46:44She's older than the devil and more cruel.
00:46:47That's Christophine.
00:46:48Yes, master!
00:46:55It's past midday!
00:46:57The white cat crow to marry, the white cat crow to buy English moms, the white cat crow to marry, the white cat crow to buy English moms.
00:47:11You're not leaving.
00:47:11I am.
00:47:12And what about me?
00:47:13Get up, girl, and dress yourself.
00:47:15Woman must have spunks to live in this world.
00:47:19The young master don't like me, and perhaps I don't like him.
00:47:23If I stay, I just bring trouble and bone of contention to your house.
00:47:27Then go.
00:47:27Emily, smile like that once more, just once more, and I'll mash your face like I'm mashed plantain.
00:47:39You hear me?
00:47:40And I give you bellyache like you never see bellyache.
00:47:43Answer me, girl!
00:47:44Yes, Christophine.
00:47:49Now, Poutus, you get yourself out of bed.
00:47:52Did you hear what the girl was singing?
00:47:58White cockroach.
00:48:00That's me.
00:48:01That's why they call all of us who were here before their own people sold them to the slave traders.
00:48:06Why are you looking at me like that?
00:48:11Get out.
00:48:13I want to get dressed.
00:48:17I want to get dressed for dinner.
00:48:19Why did you go away without telling me?
00:48:39Hello.
00:48:42Nettie.
00:48:44That was my mother's name.
00:48:47It suits you.
00:48:49Oh, sit with me.
00:49:02I'm sorry.
00:49:03I haven't been myself lately.
00:49:08This country's still so strange to me.
00:49:13Sometimes I feel as though I may lose myself in it.
00:49:15You'll go back to England, won't you?
00:49:30I feel like a walk in the garden.
00:49:32I can hardly hear the insects now.
00:49:51Perhaps I am getting used to everything after all.
00:49:53Let's toast again to happiness.
00:50:01Let's toast again to happiness.
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00:50:23Let's toast again to happiness.
00:50:24Sorry, sir, the mistress is going to pay a visit.
00:50:45She'll be back tonight.
00:50:46She'll make up her mind in a hurry, and she's gone.
00:50:54Do you know this man?
00:51:10Yes, I know Daniel.
00:51:12Why does he keep writing to me?
00:51:14He doesn't tell you that.
00:51:15He writes you two letters, and he doesn't say why.
00:51:20Is his name really Cosway?
00:51:22Some people say yes, some people say no.
00:51:26Some people say there are many people called Cosway.
00:51:29They are related.
00:51:32But I don't know about that.
00:51:37You may go.
00:51:38I am sorry for you.
00:51:42What?
00:51:43I say nothing, master.
00:51:50You ask me a hard thing.
00:51:52I tell you a hard thing.
00:51:53Pack up and go.
00:51:55When a man don't love you, more you try, more he hate you.
00:51:59A rich girl like you, pick up your skirt and walk out.
00:52:03Do it, and he come after you.
00:52:04He wouldn't come after me, and I'm not rich.
00:52:08Everything I had belongs to him.
00:52:09That's English law.
00:52:11Law?
00:52:13The Mason boy do it.
00:52:15Him worse than sit himself.
00:52:17A friend.
00:52:24What?
00:52:25Let's meet him.
00:52:26I'm sorry.
00:52:27I'm sorry.
00:52:28He's a good person.
00:52:29I'm sorry.
00:52:37I'm sorry.
00:52:38I'm sorry.
00:52:39I'm sorry.
00:52:41I'm sorry.
00:52:42I'm not sure.
00:52:42I'm sorry.
00:52:42I'm sorry.
00:52:43I'm sorry.
00:52:44Daniel Cosway?
00:52:56Yes, sir.
00:52:58Why did you ignore my message to stop writing to me?
00:53:01Many people say things behind your back.
00:53:04I don't care what people say behind my back.
00:53:07But you do, sir.
00:53:09Mind very much.
00:53:11They make monkey out of you.
00:53:13I mind.
00:53:13You're a troublemaker, Daniel Cosway.
00:53:15If that's your real name.
00:53:17Same name as your wife.
00:53:19Same father.
00:53:21Oh, yes, sir.
00:53:22Everything I say is true.
00:53:27Ask that devil, Richard Mason, three questions.
00:53:32Is your wife's mother a lunatic?
00:53:35Was her brother a born imbecile?
00:53:38And is your wife going the same way as her mother?
00:53:41Is her mother alive?
00:53:45Last I hear, she live in a house on the hill, taking in any man who acts.
00:53:52And your wife?
00:53:53And your wife?
00:53:57Same seeds in her.
00:53:59Take a look.
00:54:02See the sign?
00:54:05Fine English gentleman like you don't want to touch a little yellow rat like me, huh?
00:54:10You believe me, but you want everything quiet like the English do, all right.
00:54:15But if I keep my mouth shut, it seems like you owe me something.
00:54:20What's 500 pounds to you?
00:54:22All right, get back to your wife's house.
00:54:32My sister's house.
00:54:33You will see what I can do.
00:54:36And give her my love.
00:54:39You are not the first to kiss her pretty face.
00:54:42You knew what I wanted as soon as you saw me.
00:54:45Hush up.
00:54:48If a man don't love you, I can't make him.
00:54:50Yes, you can.
00:54:51You can make people love or hate or die.
00:54:54You believe that Tintin story about Obia?
00:54:56You know, if he would come to me just once more, I'd make him love me again.
00:55:07Protus, Obia is too strong for a white man.
00:55:13It would only cause big trouble.
00:55:18Plenty of people tell your husband stories about you and your mother.
00:55:22And them don't know what to believe.
00:55:25Cooling.
00:55:26Calm him.
00:55:28Tell him all that happened, but don't cry.
00:55:31Crying's no good with him.
00:55:33He wouldn't believe me.
00:55:56I'd do what you ask me, but only if you talk to him first.
00:56:00You want to know about my mother because of what Daniel tells you.
00:56:23She wasn't mad.
00:56:24She wasn't mad.
00:56:26She was lonely.
00:56:28That can be a kind of madness.
00:56:32After the fire, my stepfather bought a house and hired someone to look after her.
00:56:37And then he forgot her.
00:56:38And then he forgot her.
00:56:41Is she still alive?
00:56:46She died not long ago.
00:56:48You told me she died after the fire.
00:56:54You lied.
00:56:55Because they told me to say so.
00:56:59And it's true.
00:57:01There are always two deaths.
00:57:02The real one and the one people see.
00:57:06The real one and the one people see.
00:57:13Have a drink.
00:57:14The real one and the other people see.
00:57:34I've tried to make you understand.
00:58:04But nothing's changed, has it?
00:58:11Where did you go this morning?
00:58:16To see Christophine.
00:58:21To ask her what to do?
00:58:24She told me to leave you.
00:58:27Don't you think that might be the best thing?
00:58:31If one of us went away for a while.
00:58:38Your mouth is colder than my head.
00:58:53Your mouth is colder than my head.
00:59:00I'm hungry.
00:59:01I'm hungry.
00:59:15I don't want that.
00:59:45Ghosts trouble us.
00:59:47We can be happy. I know we can.
01:00:08I swear, before I drank, I longed to bury my face in her hair as I used to do.
01:00:15She need not have done what she did to me.
01:00:19I'll always swear that.
01:00:21She need not have done it.
01:00:23She needs not have done it to me.
01:00:28She needs not have done it.
01:00:29She needs not have done it.
01:00:31I don't know.
01:01:02Nelson!
01:01:08Nelson!
01:01:09Yes?
01:01:11Do you know where the mistress went?
01:01:13She didn't see.
01:01:15Have the cook make up some lunch.
01:01:17Benbo can bring it to me at the bathing pool.
01:01:19Cook gone.
01:01:20What?
01:01:21She left this morning.
01:01:22She says she don't want to look in this house normal.
01:01:25I see.
01:01:27Then the young girl can make it.
01:01:29She's not feeling good.
01:01:31Well, I'm sure you can sort something out.
01:01:59We'll start putting some invited people to atualize about missions.
01:02:02fast advantage of solving even less than longer.
01:02:04Which means very difficult.
01:02:06Value.
01:02:08æ³¢?
01:02:09outside tolerate pictures tonight.
01:02:11elastic CARVPS
01:02:12Is still like a xe?
01:02:13Oh my goodness.
01:02:14Are you willing to go?
01:02:16I'm willing to go.
01:02:17See?
01:02:18Do you have a Generator?
01:02:20Are you willing to go?
01:02:21Do you recommend giving them a pensar?
01:02:22Are you willing to go to the church?
01:02:23Is there nokor ni hos Several times,
01:02:24No rate's not power to live up to the church.
01:02:25Aseverno她's perception has gone.
01:02:26This came from England.
01:02:56My brother has been killed in a riding accident.
01:03:18It means the family estate belongs to me.
01:03:25No, no more.
01:03:32I will find Christophine.
01:03:39I will find Christophine.
01:03:46I rang the bell because I was thirsty.
01:03:49Can no one hear?
01:03:50You stop drinking!
01:03:51Then who are you to tell me what to do?
01:03:52Christophine, it's me now!
01:03:53I won't have that woman in my house!
01:03:54So it's your house now, is it?
01:03:55I thought you liked the black people, but no, you like the light brown girls better,
01:04:08don't you?
01:04:09You blame the old planters, but you do the same thing.
01:04:11Slavery was not a matter of liking or disliking, it was a question of justice.
01:04:15Justice?
01:04:16My mother whom you all talk about.
01:04:19What justice did she have?
01:04:22Mother.
01:04:23Mother.
01:04:24What in God's name are you talking about?
01:04:28Nettie!
01:04:29Nettie's not my name.
01:04:32You're trying to turn me into someone else.
01:04:35That's Obia!
01:04:36I love this place.
01:04:37I've spoiled it.
01:04:38And I hate it now.
01:04:39Like I hate you.
01:04:40And before I die, I'll show you how much I hate you.
01:04:56Don't you love me at all?
01:05:03No, I do not.
01:05:08Not at this moment.
01:05:13Not at this moment.
01:05:17That's how you are.
01:05:19A stone!
01:05:20Says me right.
01:05:21Aunt Cora told me all about you.
01:05:24All about you and how your daddy gives everything to your brother.
01:05:27Oh, for God's sake, Andrelate, shut up and go back to bed!
01:05:30I bought you!
01:05:31I bought you!
01:05:32Ow!
01:05:33Ow!
01:05:34Ow!
01:05:35Touch me once.
01:05:36You must soon see if I'm a dumb coward like you are.
01:05:39Traitor!
01:05:40Furnicator!
01:05:41You hush up.
01:05:42And don't cry.
01:05:43Cry's no good with him.
01:05:44I told you before.
01:05:45Why you don't take that girl somewhere else?
01:05:58Why you do that in this place?
01:06:00You want her to hear you!
01:06:02You want her to hear you!
01:06:03So, my wife ran off to tell you, did she?
01:06:14I might have known.
01:06:15She tell me nothing!
01:06:16She a Creole girl.
01:06:17She have the son in her.
01:06:18She have more pride than you.
01:06:20I know that girl.
01:06:21She'll never ask you for love again.
01:06:22She'll die.
01:06:23But I beg you.
01:06:24She'll love you so much.
01:06:25Love her again.
01:06:26A little.
01:06:27Like you can't love.
01:06:28Or they will tear her to pieces like they do her mother.
01:06:29I'll always look after her.
01:06:30I promise you that.
01:06:31She don't come to your house and beg you to marry her.
01:06:34It's you come all the long way to her house.
01:06:37And you'll love her till she's drunk with it, till she can't see the sun.
01:06:42Then you say you don't want her and break her up.
01:06:57What you do with our money, eh?
01:07:05That has nothing to do with you.
01:07:08Take it.
01:07:10Leave her enough so she can live.
01:07:11Take the rest and go.
01:07:12You're not without honor.
01:07:14And who will take care of her?
01:07:16I will.
01:07:19Take her away from this place.
01:07:23Maybe to Martinique.
01:07:28That girl was made for loving.
01:07:32She'll marry someone else.
01:07:35Oh, no, she will not.
01:07:37She's my wife, and I intend to look after her for the rest of her life.
01:07:42Now, say goodbye to your mistress and go.
01:07:46Who are you to tell me to go? This is Miss Antoinette's house.
01:07:49I assure you, it belongs to me.
01:07:52Now, you will leave immediately, or I'll get the men to put you out.
01:07:56You think the men here touch me?
01:08:00Then I'll get the soldiers up.
01:08:03I've kept some of that wine with the poison in it.
01:08:05No soldiers here.
01:08:08No chain gang either.
01:08:11No treadmill.
01:08:14This, a free country.
01:08:17And I, a free woman.
01:08:19Do you think I wanted this?
01:08:26I'd give my eyes never to have seen her or this abominable place.
01:08:34First true damn word you say.
01:08:36Finally, it seems quieter here.
01:09:02Antoinette?
01:09:02Don't.
01:09:07Where's Christophine?
01:09:11She won't be coming back.
01:09:15Everything's clearer without her.
01:09:18For both of us.
01:09:23Ow!
01:09:23I love you.
01:09:51Oh, my God.
01:09:52The Rose of Trillis is a very fine vessel, which I hold on a couple of times myself now.
01:10:03Know the captain well.
01:10:05This is so sudden.
01:10:17She doesn't seem herself.
01:10:21Well, she'll be better looked after in England than in this country.
01:10:32Antoinette, do you really want to go?
01:10:36I think it's time to say our goodbyes.
01:10:40Goodbye, my darling girl. Goodbye.
01:10:44Well, I expect I'll be visiting you at Thornfield Hall.
01:10:48Yes, I expect so, Richard.
01:10:51Oh, oh.
01:10:55Oh.
01:10:59Oh, oh.
01:11:04Oh.
01:11:06I hated the beauty of the place
01:11:25and its magic
01:11:27and the secret I'd never know.
01:11:30Above all, I hated her.
01:11:34She'd left me thirsty.
01:11:36And all my life would be thirst
01:11:38and longing for what I'd lost
01:11:40before I had found it.
01:11:42I'd never know.
01:11:44I'd never know.
01:11:45I'd never know.
01:11:46I'd never know.
01:11:47I don't know.
01:12:17Congratulations, sir.
01:12:19Congratulations.
01:12:52I have to tell you the news.
01:12:54The master's marrying our Jane Eyre.
01:12:55He's waited long enough.
01:12:56How is she?
01:12:57Lost as usual?
01:12:59How is she?
01:13:00Lost as usual?
01:13:01She's not lost her spirit.
01:13:02I don't turn my back on her when she's got that look on her face.
01:13:06When I first came here, I thought it would be for a reason.
01:13:07I waited for her.
01:13:08I had to tell you the news.
01:13:09The master's marrying our Jane Eyre.
01:13:10He's waited long enough.
01:13:11How is she?
01:13:12Lost as usual?
01:13:13She's not lost her spirit.
01:13:14I don't turn my back on her when she's got that look on her face.
01:13:17When I first came here, I thought it would be for a reason.
01:13:22I waited for him to come, but he did not come.
01:13:24He hired a woman to look after me, and then he forgot me.
01:13:28Me!
01:13:31The master's
01:13:36The master's
01:13:38maker
01:13:39bought me security.
01:13:41Huh?
01:13:42What happened to you?
01:13:43Yeah, yüzdesdes.
01:13:44When I first came there, I thought it would be for a reason.
01:13:45I waited for him to come, but he did not come.
01:13:49He hired a woman to look after me, and then, he forgot me.
01:13:54Now I know what I must do in this house where I am cold and not belonging.
01:14:12I will dream the end of my dream.
01:14:24I will dream the end of my dream.
01:14:54I will dream the end of my dream.
01:15:24I will dream the end of my dream.
01:15:54I will dream the end of my dream.