Category
😹
FunTranscript
00:00The End
00:02The End
00:04The End
00:06The End
00:08The End
00:10The End
00:12The End
00:14The End
00:16Hoping for a pair, Az? Working for your day off?
00:20I'm not working, just somewhat I have to do.
00:22I've got some kids you need to run over, pensioners you need to terrify.
00:25It wasn't even my idea, I didn't even want to do it.
00:28Um, am I supposed to start guessing? Because if there's something I should know...
00:34No, it's not just...
00:36Jacob. He starts mouthing off at me and he's obviously needing to prove something.
00:40Because next thing he's calling me out for a race.
00:42A race? What? You're five years old and the winner gets what?
00:46Right, not Sarah.
00:48No, it's not like that. He's just in my face.
00:51He won't back off.
00:53And you won't back down?
00:55Would you?
00:56Well, does she know? Because if she did, she should be giving you both a slap.
01:00Well, yeah, she found out and started kicking off.
01:02All right, so you're just carrying on anyway?
01:05I know what people think of me. What charity thinks of me.
01:09They want me to mess up, show what a loser I am. I can't let that happen.
01:13Jacob needs shutting up and shutting down.
01:17It had to be Mac, didn't it? He absolutely loved it.
01:24I get it. He's an irritant.
01:26But it's not him that you should be stressing about.
01:29He tried to pretend he was all right with me, but no, I always saw through it.
01:33You've mentioned that a few times. Just forget about him. Aaron you need to talk to.
01:39I keep telling myself we can work things out, but what if we can't? What if we are done?
01:45You just, you need to explain it to him like you did with me.
01:49Yeah, but you wanted to listen. He doesn't. He's already pretty much slammed that door in the face.
01:53And if he loves you, that door will get opened again. I know you're pretty down on yourself at the minute.
02:00Yeah, because all of my life I've got things wrong, so I just stopped trying.
02:10And then Aaron finally got it right.
02:16Do you want some help with that?
02:21You do not want the answer to that. I feel like wrapping it around Liam's neck.
02:25This position is just short-term until they can afford to find someone else.
02:29Yeah, yeah. He'll probably have a name badge for me today. Receptionist.
02:41The check I've ever ridden about before.
02:43Not my problem, is it?
02:45Well, it is your problem if you lose, cos that would be embarrassing.
02:48Ain't gonna happen.
02:50I just wanted to say, erm, thanks for this. I really appreciate it.
02:56Well, I'm expecting you to win, cos that way Charity's probably gonna lose.
03:01I don't even know why she hates me so much.
03:03Growing up, Charity made a lot of mistakes. She doesn't want Sarah to make the same ones.
03:06So I'm a mistake?
03:07Only one person can prove it wrong. All right.
03:10I don't need to prove myself to anyone.
03:12Sarah's coming behind.
03:13What?
03:14You're not opening up today?
03:15Oh, boss gave me a day off. I think I might ask her for a pay rise.
03:21Feel free to ask if I can have one too.
03:23Oh, good luck with that.
03:25Did she suspect anything?
03:27Why would she?
03:28I doubt she even thinks you two are stupid enough to be carrying on with all this behind her back.
03:36Well, she won't know. Won't hurt her. But she'll definitely hurt you if she finds out.
03:40I know that.
03:41Right, come on, get in the van. You've got a race you need to win.
03:52I know that face. Probably one that doesn't want to be disturbed by me.
03:56Honestly, I wish I was lesbian too sometimes.
03:59OK, this conversation suddenly went in an unexpected direction.
04:03Whatever stupid thing girls and women do, it will never be as stupid as what men do.
04:08Are all roads leading back to Cammie?
04:11And Jacob.
04:12I thought that road had closed.
04:14Yeah, so did I, but they've now got into this pathetic feud with each other.
04:17Oh, that doesn't sound good. Things like that never end up well.
04:20Oh, it gets worse. They actually were planning on having some stupid motorbike racing against each other.
04:25Because racing on motorbikes is always the best way to solve a problem.
04:29I think they were just trying to prove something, but...
04:31What, something to you?
04:32Yeah, but all they've proved is that they're both idiots. I'm just glad I shut it down, shut them down.
04:36But why's Jacob even getting involved? I thought you and him...
04:38Yeah, we're done. Over.
04:40But no, now he's suddenly telling me that he misses me.
04:42And that's not gonna mess with your head at all.
04:45I just don't even know what to think or feel any more.
04:48Well, when we're done here, back to mine.
04:51For a proper chat.
04:53Oh!
04:54Jakey, can you smell that?
04:55It's petrol.
04:56No!
04:57Not petrol.
04:58Victory!
04:59It's in the air.
05:00Come on, breathe it in.
05:01What are you doing?
05:02Selfie.
05:03Smile.
05:04Right, come on, off you go.
05:05What, now?
05:06Yeah.
05:07Last minute practice.
05:08Just...
05:09Don't be scared of it or out.
05:10I'm not scared.
05:11He's not scared.
05:12He's well up for this.
05:13Totally.
05:14Maybe tell your face that then.
05:15Right, go on.
05:16I'll tell you what, Sammy, he's a fast learner.
05:17Better, because I should ask if we've got insurance.
05:19This would need to be legal for us to get insurance.
05:20Oh, you've got to be able to get insurance.
05:21You've got to be able to get insurance.
05:22What, now?
05:23Yeah, last minute practice.
05:25Just don't be scared of it or out.
05:26I'm not scared.
05:27He's not scared.
05:28He's well up for this.
05:29Totally.
05:30Make me tell your face that then.
05:31Right, go on.
05:32I'll tell you what, Sammy.
05:34He's a fast learner.
05:35Better, because I should ask if we've got insurance.
05:37This would need to be legal for us to get insurance.
05:44Oh, you've got to be a little bit of insurance.
05:45Oh, you've got a... What are you doing here?
05:47Same as you.
05:48Watching this, who ride round the track for apparently no good reason.
05:51Yeah, well, I've got a dog in this fight, so...
05:53So do I.
05:55But mine's got a bigger bite.
05:56Are you serious?
05:58You're actually backing Cammy?
06:00Siding with the enemy?
06:01It's not my enemy, Charity.
06:03Just cos you've given a kick in doesn't mean, say, I need to kick him too.
06:06Where is he, then?
06:15Hey, what do you think you're doing, you clown?
06:34Bro, you're the clown.
06:35Man, now we're going faster than that.
06:45Oh, you're on time. I'm impressed.
06:55It's a school run.
06:57Yeah, no, sorry, I didn't mean them.
07:00Lucas, Clemmie's here.
07:02Get your shoes and coats on.
07:06I did tell them five minutes ago, but you know what they're like.
07:10How's the cottage?
07:11It is what it is.
07:13I know it's not what you...
07:15Look, I'll just go and wait in the car.
07:16Billy.
07:18I'm just trying to keep it normal, don't.
07:27Don't.
07:28Don't what?
07:30Beat yourself up.
07:33This is killing him.
07:34Yeah, and it was always going to, but...
07:36This guilt that you're putting yourself through...
07:38It won't go away.
07:41Yeah.
07:43I miss feeling sorry for him.
07:44It's not going to make things easier, is it?
07:46It's going to make it worse.
07:47He didn't deserve any of this, Joe.
07:49He is a good person.
07:50That you used to be in love with.
07:54With me and Jacob, I genuinely thought it was over,
07:56but then when he was talking and saying all the regrets that he had...
07:59And Cammie, where does he fit?
08:01I don't know.
08:02I like him, I really like him, and he's different, you know, something new.
08:06And your gran loves him.
08:07Yeah, added bonus.
08:10Look, this is going to sound bad, and I actually hate saying it.
08:13Don't worry, he's not here to hear it.
08:14When I was with Jacob, I just had this future plan in my head, and he was in it.
08:21You know, it just felt right and normal.
08:24Long term?
08:25Yeah.
08:26But with Cammie, I don't think it's ever really felt like that.
08:29But then again, he's never hurt me, and all the things he's done for me, he really cares about me.
08:32The thing with the future, it can change in a heartbeat.
08:37Oh, look, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to...
08:38Oh, no, no, don't worry, it's fine.
08:41I'm just saying, we try to paint all these perfect pictures,
08:45but sometimes life comes along with a big red marker pen and puts a line through it all.
08:52So, if you had to choose right now...
08:55I don't know, it's so hard.
08:57Maybe if you made a couple of lists, pros and cons,
09:00you know, what's really good, what's really bad, what you hate, what you love.
09:08Oh, good morning, sleepyhead.
09:11How was your lying?
09:12Can't really call it a lying when you've been awake all night, can you?
09:16Are you still doing it?
09:18Well, I stayed in your spare room.
09:20And just so you know, you've really got to look at that wallpaper, cos...
09:24I also wanted to make sure that you were OK.
09:31Yes, I'm fine.
09:32Yeah.
09:33Yeah, you lick it.
09:35There's so many questions I need answering,
09:37and these two spineless to even come and face me.
09:40Right.
09:45Please don't go off your head.
09:47Why would I go off my head?
09:48I was just trying to protect you.
09:50Oh, no, oh, no.
09:51Now you go off your door.
09:52Nothing, I'm not...
09:53John did come and see you, though.
09:58What?
09:58When?
09:59Yesterday.
10:01I just thought...
10:01You just thought?
10:02You just thought...
10:03What do you mean?
10:03What?
10:03You just thought what?
10:05Did you send him away?
10:06Well, I knew what he was going to say to you.
10:08I've been thinking he's avoiding me.
10:09Aaron, he lied to you.
10:11Yeah, well, it seems like everyone lies to me.
10:13Move.
10:13It's not too late to change your mind, bro.
10:20None of this is new to me.
10:21You can keep talking, but no-one's listening.
10:2420 quid says Jacob wins.
10:26I'm not going to steal your child's sport off your charity.
10:29Your kids have got to wait.
10:30Sammy!
10:31I think Kay might have lost his spine.
10:32Shall we help him look for it?
10:33Have a think where he had it last.
10:35Yeah, yeah.
10:36He'll make it interesting when you call it 50.
10:38I'll make it double interesting.
10:40150.
10:41That's not double, but dumb.
10:42Deal.
10:44Right.
10:46Up to the line.
10:47Start him up.
10:48Give me a minute, Sammy.
10:49Here.
10:50Jacob?
10:50You all right?
10:51Yeah, I'm all right.
10:53It's just you don't seem all right.
10:54Seriously, can we just do this?
10:55Can someone take his batteries out?
10:57It's getting very irritating.
10:58OK, listen to me.
10:59Don't let him get inside your head, OK?
11:02You stay in the moment, you shut out the noise,
11:04and you stick to your guns, OK?
11:06Mm-hm.
11:07Thank God.
11:09Let's do this.
11:09OK, so I'm not going to bang on about rules.
11:13Because there aren't ones.
11:14You just go when I say go.
11:16But devil's leap.
11:20Just don't get daft.
11:22Some bloke went mad up there,
11:23and ended up smashing his skull,
11:25and now he eats through a straw, so...
11:27Joyful little anecdote for you there.
11:28Great.
11:29Thanks, ma'am.
11:29OK, on your bikes!
11:35Ready!
11:37Steady!
11:39Go!
11:39Go!
11:40Go!
11:40Go!
11:40Go!
11:40Go!
11:40Go!
11:41Go!
11:41Go!
11:41Go!
11:42Go!
11:42Go!
11:43Go!
11:43Go!
11:44Go!
11:44Go!
11:45Go!
11:45Go!
11:46Go!
11:47Go!
11:47Go!
11:48Go!
11:48Go!
11:49Go!
11:49Go!
11:49Go!
11:50Go!
11:50Go!
11:51Go!
11:51Go!
11:52Go!
11:52Go!
11:53Go!
11:53Go!
11:54Go!
11:54Go!
11:55Go!
11:57Go!
11:58Go!
11:59Go!
12:00Go!
12:01Go!
12:02Go!
12:03Go!
12:04Go!
12:05Go!
12:06Go!
12:07Go!
12:07Go!
12:08Go!
12:09He was outside. I didn't think you'd want to see him.
12:29But we had words and he took off. I thought I was doing the right thing.
12:32I can't believe he'd do that.
12:34What, I told you. I was trying to protect you.
12:36Protect me? I don't need a guard, Doc.
12:38No, I was being a mate because I know how good he is at talking people round.
12:41Oh, right, so I'm a mug then. Is that what you're saying?
12:43No, that's not what I'm saying at all.
12:45I'm saying that you were upset and that your head was all over the place.
12:48That's what you're called to make.
12:50No, it probably wasn't.
12:51But tell you what, Aaron, given the opportunity, I would do it again.
12:54Because he was lying to you.
12:56So God knows what else he was lying about.
12:58Oh, yeah, because you always tell the truth, don't you? A proper open book.
13:00This isn't about me. This is about John and all the red flags that he's got above his head.
13:05And look what's happening right now. You're defending him.
13:07I'm not defending him. You're not even listening to me. I'm not defending him.
13:10I'm just trying to get the answers that I need.
13:11And if you hadn't been such an idiot, maybe I would have got him.
13:13Or you would have heard exactly what he wants you to hear.
13:16Are you being serious?
13:17Yes, I'm being serious because we both know exactly how it's going to go.
13:21I'm really sorry, Aaron. I wasn't lying to you, but this is just my truth.
13:24Oh, stop.
13:25What happened when I was playing soldiers? It's just left so many scars.
13:28It just sets.
13:28I didn't want my past to scare you away.
13:30Right, OK, you need to go.
13:32We both know it's coming.
13:33Now.
13:35Fine. Fine.
13:41Aaron, you only get this good at lying if you've had loads of practice at it.
14:01I'm not stupid, you know.
14:03I know you're here just to wind me up. It's got nothing to do with Jacob and Cammy.
14:08You're right and you're wrong, but not in that order.
14:12Right?
14:14Oh.
14:16So she is stupid and you are just here to wind her up.
14:18Thanks for clearing that up, Sam.
14:20Well, do you know what? You'll all be laughing when your money's going in my pocket.
14:26All winnings donate to charity. Thank you.
14:28The only chance Dr Perfect had of winning is if Cammy would have turned up on a pedal bike with two punctures and a broken chain, and even then, had it backed him.
14:38What a mess.
14:48Honestly, if you ever hear me say the words, let's decorate ever again, please lock me in a cupboard.
15:06That's a bit extreme, isn't it?
15:08I don't even know what I was thinking. It just sort of stinks of paint.
15:10Yeah, that's the thing with paint. I mean, it tends to smell like paint.
15:14Yeah, well, it's not very good for Thomas. So you don't mind having him again today, do you?
15:18Yeah, I'm meant to be working.
15:21Yeah, but you'd choose your own hours. You're practically your own boss.
15:24Yeah, well, like you're practically your own boss.
15:25Yeah, but I don't get to choose my own hours.
15:27Right.
15:28But if it's a problem...
15:29It's not.
15:30Well, clearly it is. Come on, spit it out.
15:32Just leave it, Cammy.
15:33Wait, what? You've got something to say, Vinny.
15:36I don't want to be a dad.
15:38What?
15:39I don't want to be a dad. That's what I'm saying.
15:45I brought lunch.
15:47So that is one less thing to worry about.
15:52Oh, sorry. Have I interrupted the flow?
15:55No, there wasn't much flow going on.
15:58It's not always going to be like this.
16:00Like what?
16:01Are you feeling guilty?
16:03I knew it'd be hard, but...
16:06It'll be even harder if you keep blaming yourself.
16:08Who else do I blame?
16:10Me?
16:12I mean, things haven't changed, have they?
16:14We're together, but we're not together.
16:16We're still pretending.
16:18Yeah.
16:19I know it's going to be hard.
16:21It's going to be worth it.
16:23I promise.
16:26Oh, it's the school.
16:27Hello?
16:30Hello?
17:30I do know that there's this thing hanging over me all the time, and whatever choices I have to make, big or small, they always just become bigger because I have to make it matter.
17:39I can see why you feel like that.
17:40Yeah, because it's true. Girls my age, they can date who they want, they can get it wrong, and they'll always be someone else, but I can't afford to get it wrong because what if there isn't someone else?
17:49You're getting yourself all worked up, and it's totally understandable, but there is probably a third option, that neither of them are right for you, so I've been them both.
17:59You have still got time to make choices, to make mistakes, to get it wrong, to get it right.
18:05Yeah, sorry, I must sound so... I hate feeling sorry for myself.
18:10We all feel sorry for ourselves sometimes.
18:12Do you fancy a refill while you figure this out?
18:14Why am I not boring you?
18:15Do you know nothing about my life?
18:24Erm, whatever decision you were about to make had hang fire, something you might want to see first.
18:31But there is an obvious misprint on the menu.
18:53There should be two S's, not one, otherwise people aren't eating dessert, they're eating desert.
18:59Hey, no, don't put that in your mouth.
19:01Sorry, no, I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to my son.
19:03Look, can you just get it reprinted and sent out to me ASAP, thank you?
19:08It doesn't rain.
19:10It pours. Have you got a spare umbrella?
19:13Well, I'm guessing because we've got the little man here, it's not just work-related.
19:17Come here. Tell me if I'm sticking my arm in where it's not wanted.
19:20If it's about Vinny, you can stick your arm in wherever you like.
19:24So he has talked to you then?
19:26Yeah, he's talked to me.
19:27This morning he told me that he didn't want to be a dad.
19:29What? Where did that come from?
19:31I'd just asked him to look after Thomas.
19:33Well, sorry, he's your son. I mean, should he have moved in if he didn't want to be part of that?
19:37Yeah, but he hasn't actually said where it's coming from.
19:39Well, I'm guessing it's from me.
19:40No, no, no, no, no, no, no. It's definitely not you. It's absolutely him.
19:45He just...
19:45He's just terrified that he's not going to be the dad that he wants to be.
19:50What?
19:51Vinny is great with Thomas. He has him loads of times.
19:54Oh, someone has had Thomas loads of times.
19:56Oh, my God.
19:57Well, hang on. What's he so scared of?
19:59History repeating itself.
20:01You know what his dad did to him. Look, you might not see the scars.
20:04But Vinny is not his dad.
20:05Same blood, same DNA.
20:06You know, he's just desperate that he's not going to be anything like him.
20:10I don't mind it.
20:10But you know what Vinny's like.
20:12You know, when he gets something and he said he just keeps overthinking it.
20:16Why didn't I see this?
20:17Because he didn't want you to see it.
20:21Look, I'm going to need to go and talk to him, if you don't mind.
20:24Well, it's not like I... Yeah, you take as long as you need.
20:36Well, it's not like I'm going to need to go and talk to him.
21:06Well, it's not like I'm going to need to go and talk to him, if you need any help.
21:27I don't need your help.
21:29Just leave me alone.
21:31Mess about.
21:33Fine now.
21:36How do you self, are you?
21:47You giving yourself a big pat on the back?
21:50Oh, you're talking to me.
21:51Good, right.
21:52But I don't see anyone else who's on...
21:54Oh, little sister stomping her foot.
21:59Please don't be mean to my big brother.
22:01I know where I'd like to stomp my foot.
22:03Why, why, why, why, why, why, why?
22:15Why would I love that?
22:16Oh, come on.
22:17We both know how you...
22:18Do you not think it's even a little bit weird that he lied about someone being dead when
22:25they were very much alive?
22:26Very much alive?
22:28He's been in a coma for years.
22:30So he's in a bed, not a coffin.
22:32And Johnny Boy had plenty of opportunity to tell him that, only he didn't.
22:36Did he?
22:37And do you know what I think?
22:38I think that you're too scared to ask him the questions because you might not like the
22:42answers.
22:42Because the truth of the matter is, Victoria, you don't know who your shiny new brother
22:46is either.
22:47I know who he is, and I know that he loves Aaron, but maybe after everything you put
22:52charity through, you've forgotten what love looks like.
22:55Wow, so we're reducing ourselves to tit for tat now, are we?
22:58Are we just going to stand here and call each other names?
23:00Nope, because I'm off to fix what you tried to break.
23:09Hey, what are you doing here?
23:10More like, what are you doing here?
23:13This stupid race wasn't supposed to be happening.
23:15Well, I'm pretty sure it is, otherwise we're just three people hanging around in a wood.
23:19Right, look, this isn't funny, you know, I told them to call this off.
23:21Well, Sarah, boys will be boys, and the more you try and stop him doing something...
23:24Well, don't pretend like you didn't want this to happen, you were actually helping, Jacob.
23:27Only because I don't want him getting injured.
23:29And you really wanted him to beat Cammy.
23:30You even had a bet on it, didn't you?
23:32Eh?
23:33All winnings are donated to charity.
23:35Are you serious?
23:36Hang on.
23:37If you didn't think this was happening, what are you doing here?
23:39Because I saw the picture.
23:41What picture?
23:42The ones I'm posted.
23:43Eh?
23:44You didn't post that picture online for all the world to see.
23:48Well, for the whole world, just for friends and family.
23:50I'm beginning to think you're trolling me some.
23:55Well, you couldn't have timed it any better.
23:59Oh, you've got to be kidding me.
24:01Look, Clemmie, what happened today in class, playing up like that?
24:22I know that isn't you.
24:26Look, maybe we need to talk.
24:28Okay?
24:29Because I know that everything feels really different right now.
24:33But it's important you know this.
24:35Everyone still loves you.
24:36Okay?
24:37And Billy, you're going to see him all the time.
24:38That's not going to change.
24:39Everything's changed.
24:40Billy doesn't love us anymore.
24:43Clemmie!
24:44He'd hate it if he knew I was here.
24:51So why are you here?
24:52Because if I hadn't started digging, none of this would have happened.
24:55So blame me.
24:57Blame you?
24:57Should be thanking you.
24:58He isn't somebody that opens up easily.
25:01So when he started telling me about his past, it was a pretty big thing for him.
25:04We've all got pasts, Vic.
25:06And I thought we'd shared everything.
25:10So what stuff has he made up now?
25:11Nothing.
25:12Nothing.
25:13John was on his way to tell you the truth, and Mac stopped him.
25:16I should have known the truth from the start.
25:17You should.
25:18You're right.
25:19And until he explained it to me, I thought it was all a bit weird too.
25:23If he could go back.
25:24Yeah, but he can't go back, can he?
25:25He can't just put it all back in the bottle.
25:27I've got no clue who he is anymore.
25:29Yes, you do.
25:30You do.
25:30He's the person that you fell in love with.
25:33And he loves you, Aaron, more than you know.
25:35I just wanted him to be straight with me.
25:38How am I supposed to trust him now?
25:39But you're getting married.
25:41Are we?
25:42Please.
25:43Please, just give him a chance and let him explain before you decide whether it's over or not.
25:50Before you go off on your head?
25:51You didn't listen to a word I said, did you?
25:52Of course I listened, but...
25:53But you thought you'd have your stupid race anyway.
25:55He got in my face.
25:56I don't want to know.
25:57It's pathetic, all of it.
25:58I didn't start this.
25:59But I was always going to finish it.
26:00Oh, why?
26:00Because you're the big man?
26:01No, because that's just the way it is.
26:03Are you going to stomp your feet at Jacob too?
26:04Do you know how cringe all of this is?
26:06I like you, Sarah.
26:07I really, really do.
26:08But this wasn't about you.
26:09This was about me and Jacob and shutting him down.
26:11So where is he then?
26:12Jacob?
26:13Because he should definitely be here by now.
26:16Well, he should be, but he won't be.
26:18He had a little accident at the leap and flying off his bike.
26:20What?
26:20Always the leap.
26:22I warned him.
26:23And you didn't stop to help him?
26:24Of course I did.
26:25I asked if he needed any help.
26:26He told me to do it.
26:26I won't get asked twice.
26:28Oh, and why would you, eh?
26:29Why would I?
26:30Sarah!
26:35How come you're not at work?
26:38Because I needed to see you.
26:40Your mum's got Thomas.
26:42And what did she say to you?
26:44Look, I'm really sorry, Vinny.
26:45I had no idea.
26:47Look, before, I, um, I shouldn't have said what I said to you.
26:51And I was palming Thomas off on you without even asking if it's OK.
26:54Yeah, well, it's not about Thomas.
26:55I know.
26:57But you are not him, Vinny.
26:59You are not your dad.
27:00I know I'm not, but...
27:02It's just sometimes I start thinking things and then I can't stop thinking them.
27:06Yeah, and that's probably normal.
27:07Is it normal?
27:08You know, being worried about saying, doing the wrong things.
27:10Vinny.
27:10And being scared about even being, you know, the slightest bit angry in case it turns into
27:14something else.
27:14Or I, I, I turn into something else.
27:17I mean, you probably think I'm being paranoid, but...
27:19A little bit.
27:20All parents get angry.
27:24...controllers' anger.
27:25Who would literally, you know, beat his son up, apologise, and then do it all over again.
27:29I know, and it must have been...
27:30Vinny, you're nothing like him.
27:34You are a good man.
27:35Yeah, well, he gambled.
27:37Couldn't control it.
27:38And then, you know, I gambled, so...
27:39Yeah, but you could control it, though.
27:41I just think about the future, Gabby, and it scares me.
27:47Look, I'm gonna...
27:48Because you are a good man, Vinny.
27:55A man I want in my life and my son's.
28:00How is she?
28:05Well, I have just left her bawling her eyes out, so how do you think?
28:09That's a stupid question, sorry.
28:12Jo, she's just a little girl who has had so much to deal with before the age of seven.
28:15I mean, all she's ever known is trauma.
28:18She was in home after home, care.
28:21She didn't know what love was.
28:22And now she has got what she finally wanted, a family.
28:26And it's been ripped apart.
28:27All because I've put myself, us, before my own kids.
28:36I could talk to her.
28:37What? Seriously?
28:38I'm just trying to help her.
28:40Why? Because you know what it's like to grow up without parents.
28:42That's not exactly the angle I was gonna take.
28:44Well, maybe you could talk to her about how lonely it is with only servants and horses to talk to.
28:50Sorry, sorry.
28:51I get it. It's fine.
28:52You need to stay away from this, Jo.
28:56It's way too confusing for them.
28:57I just don't like seeing you like this.
28:58I know.
28:59But you've got to understand, I am a parent first.
29:02I always will be.
29:03I know.
29:04And me and you, it's at the back of the queue, okay?
29:06I know you think you've got a role to play, but you really don't.
29:22Jacob, you okay? You're not hurt or anything?
29:37What are you doing here?
29:39Cammie told me something had happened to you. I was scared.
29:41Don't be.
29:43Let me just text my gran because she was worried.
29:45So what actually happened?
29:54Nothing. I'm just an idiot.
29:56Right, now tell me something that I don't know.
30:01I thought I had something to prove.
30:04I am not that person, Jacob.
30:07Not to you. To me.
30:09Right, well, you're okay. That's all that matters, right?
30:12It could have been so much worse.
30:16Yeah, I could have ended up dead like my mum.
30:20She died on her own.
30:23In an ambulance.
30:27The only people around her were strangers.
30:29Hey.
30:29I think about it all the time.
30:32I wasn't there, but I still see it.
30:36Imagine it.
30:40I see her face.
30:41And she knows she's dying.
30:48Oh, I'm sorry.
30:49No, what are you saying sorry for?
30:53It's always there.
30:57When I go to sleep, when I wake up.
30:59Have you talked to anyone about this?
31:01You shouldn't have to go through this on your own.
31:03Eric?
31:04No.
31:06He's been great.
31:08I'm supportive, but he's got enough going on.
31:10Jacob, there's people who can help you.
31:15I try and shut it down.
31:19Get it out of my head.
31:22But in that split second when I came off the bike...
31:25I didn't know what was happening.
31:32It's like everything just stood still.
31:34A little okay rushing back at me.
31:40A little okay rushing back at me.
31:40You've just got to let me in, Vinny.
32:06If I knew you were feeling like this.
32:08No, I'm scared you'd run a mile.
32:10I'm not the one doing the running.
32:12I'm never going to run away from you.
32:15Do you know if I'm ever being stupid?
32:17Or I'm on the ledge again, please.
32:19But the one who talks me down.
32:22I know I should have spoke to you.
32:23Because I always want to be in your life, Gabby.
32:27You and Thomas.
32:28You know, that's the future I want.
32:29It's the future I want, too.
32:34Okay, so what's stopping us?
32:36What?
32:36Well, when two people want to spend the rest of their lives with each other,
32:39they get married, right?
32:43Yeah, I guess.
32:44Okay, so why don't we?
32:46Why don't we get married?
32:49I shouldn't be putting all this on you.
32:52It's embarrassing.
32:53I'm not your problem anymore.
32:55Gabby, you can still talk to me about anything.
32:56I'm never not going to be sorry, though.
33:02The way I've been with you, that wasn't me.
33:04I know.
33:05With everything you had going on.
33:08And I took it all out on you.
33:12It's okay.
33:14No, it's not.
33:16I'm better than that.
33:20Because of it,
33:21me and you have messed it up.
33:25I mean, look at me now.
33:27Doing stupid stuff like this.
33:33I know I've blown it.
33:37You've got a better option now.
33:39I never said I wanted a better option.
33:40I really do hate myself, you know.
33:51For hurting you like that.
33:54I think about the way you looked when I ended things.
33:58You know what?
33:58That was...
33:59Because I...
34:02I thought I was pregnant.
34:03I didn't.
34:06What?
34:11Sarah.
34:12When you broke up with me, I thought I was pregnant with your baby.
34:15You might think it's come out of nowhere, but when you know, you know, don't you?
34:22So it just, you know, sort of makes sense.
34:26Or it doesn't.
34:27No, no, Vinny.
34:28No, I'm sorry.
34:28Of course you don't want to marry me.
34:30Just forget I said anything.
34:31No, I don't want to forget it.
34:32I was getting ahead of myself, OK?
34:33I'm stupid.
34:33I've just messed it up, haven't I?
34:34You haven't messed anything up.
34:36It's just...
34:37Caught me by surprise, that's all.
34:41Just everything that I've been through.
34:44You know, with Jamie and Nicky, it's taken me a while to get past what they did to me.
34:49I'm nothing like them.
34:50No, I know you're not.
34:52The sad part is I wanted to be.
34:54Because they were more than me, weren't they?
34:55They were more cool.
34:57Whereas me, I'm just...
34:58I'm just Vinny from the scrapyard, aren't I?
35:00I love Vinny from the scrapyard.
35:06I don't think you understand how much I love you.
35:09Look, have you been just saying this to make me feel better?
35:10OK, well, maybe you're going to believe me when I become your wife.
35:17What?
35:17I thought...
35:18When you know you know.
35:20Oh, my God, right, OK.
35:21But you need to ask me properly.
35:23Right, yeah, but don't I need a ring for that?
35:25Oh, well, rules are made to be broken.
35:27Come on, just ask me.
35:29Well, do I have to get down on one knee still?
35:30Obviously.
35:31Right, OK, OK.
35:32Gabby, Gabby, Gabby.
35:35Will you marry me?
35:37No.
35:38Oh, right.
35:39I'm kidding.
35:40Obviously, I'm going to marry you.
35:41Come here.
35:44We're getting married.
35:45Cooking!
35:46Cooking!
35:47Oh, my God.
35:53Doesn't suit you, that look.
35:54What look?
35:55The one where you look happy.
35:57One hundred and fifty quid, Richie.
35:59I don't really care about the money, to be honest.
36:01I care about Jacob and Sarah.
36:03She might have texted saying he's OK, but where are they?
36:05So, do I get half the cash?
36:06No, you don't.
36:07Hang on, that's not fair.
36:08So is baldness, mate, but there's a lot of men without her.
36:11I don't know why you're looking so hard done by.
36:13Whatever's happened to Jacob, that's on you.
36:15On me?
36:16Hang on.
36:16No, Mouth, you hang on.
36:18Anything could have happened to him.
36:20I told you, I checked on him.
36:21But you couldn't wait to ride off, though.
36:24None of you were even there.
36:25You're wasting your time.
36:26She just doesn't like it when she backs her on course.
36:28Oh, he got lucky.
36:29Not going to be lucky all the time.
36:31I don't even care what you think.
36:32Me and Sarah will be good.
36:34And what happened today won't change that.
36:35You won't change that.
36:36And I'm not giving up on her.
36:37I, um...
36:48I really didn't expect you to call.
36:51Yeah, neither did I.
36:54There is so much I need to say to you, Aaron.
36:56What I don't understand is why you didn't just say it before.
36:59Why did you have to lie to me?
37:00Let's start from there, shall we?
37:02Aidan didn't die.
37:05But I pretty much killed him.
37:06In my own mind.
37:09That is what I had to do to get my life back.
37:12I had to tell myself every day that he was dead
37:14so I wouldn't spend every moment praying that he would wake up.
37:19This...
37:20This man that I loved.
37:25That I would have taken a bullet for.
37:27He was lying there in a coma
37:29and there was nothing I could do to help him.
37:31I'm still not here, Aaron.
37:32He didn't just tell me the truth.
37:33Because this was my truth.
37:36I could go to some pretty dark places.
37:39Guilt.
37:40Shame.
37:42Self-loathing.
37:44I don't want you going to them, too.
37:45You have got your own wars to fight.
37:47I do not want to drag you into mine.
37:49Oh, will you just stop it?
37:50Wars?
37:51I've never hidden anything from you.
37:54What I am.
37:55Who I am.
37:56Thought it was supposed to work both ways.
37:58It does.
37:58I just didn't.
37:59What?
37:59You didn't want to scare me off?
38:00I am sorry.
38:09I should have told you the truth,
38:11but these are my demons, not yours.
38:13Demons?
38:14Or just secrets?
38:17I thought I'd prove myself to you.
38:20That you can trust me with anything and everything.
38:22Yeah.
38:23The man who knows all my secrets.
38:28And I don't know if I can trust him at all.
38:34Oh, still ask it then, eh?
38:36Might have got bored of that yesterday at the salon.
38:39Obviously not, no.
38:39I'll tell you what.
38:43Anybody that works in nursery,
38:45they're heroes.
38:45They need a gold clip.
38:47Oh, looks like the cavalry had around.
38:49Oh, thank God for that.
38:50No offence, Tommy.
38:51It looks like the cavalry.
38:53You've sorted things out.
38:54Ooh, look at you, too, eh?
38:56And I'm looking that happy.
38:57Always makes me worried.
38:58You look like you want something.
39:00Oh, no, better than that.
39:02We're getting married.
39:03What?
39:04I'm sorry.
39:04No, I don't know about that.
39:05That's what I meant.
39:06What?
39:06Are you serious?
39:07I know.
39:07I know you're shocked to me, so.
39:09Oh, of course not important one, okay?
39:12We're looking forward now, not back.
39:14Which is, it's obviously, you know,
39:16it's brilliant, but as far as you turns go...
39:18I know, it's a pretty big one.
39:20Big, it's the size of Fleming Boz.
39:21But we love each other very much,
39:23and we know what we want.
39:24And that's all that matters.
39:29I know I've made mistakes, a lot of them,
39:32but it's because I love you.
39:33You made such a big deal about getting married,
39:35and you'd already been engaged.
39:36Did you just forget to tell me?
39:39No, it's just a part of my past
39:40that I didn't think you'd want to know about.
39:42Are you still in love with him?
39:43What?
39:44Are you still in love with him?
39:46No.
39:47Of course not.
39:48I still care about him,
39:49but that is a different time in my life.
39:51And what if he wakes up from this coma?
39:53He won't.
39:53Yes, but if he does wake up from the coma,
39:55he's going to wake up to his old life
39:56thinking he's still engaged to you.
39:58Then he'll realise life didn't stand still.
40:00It couldn't be put on hold.
40:01You're still in love with Robert?
40:07Oh, Mike.
40:09Are you serious?
40:10Do you really want to go there?
40:11I'm just saying we both have pasts.
40:13Yeah, and you know everything about mine,
40:14but this tells me nothing about yours.
40:16It tells me nothing about you.
40:17You live your life travelling around on your own
40:19like some little hermit.
40:20And for what?
40:21Are you running away from something or some what?
40:23No.
40:23Vic wanted to invite a load of your mates
40:24to the stag do and to the wedding,
40:26and you said you didn't want them there
40:27because you were scared they would start brawling.
40:29Was that another lie?
40:30Only because I'm ashamed of the truth.
40:32Ashamed?
40:33I don't have any friends in the army anymore, Aaron.
40:35I had to leave that life behind
40:36to try and heal.
40:40And no,
40:41I'm not running away from anything.
40:43The person standing in front of you now
40:45is still me with flaws,
40:47and honestly,
40:47there are so many things
40:48I wish I could change about me.
40:50But that's just the thing, John.
40:51I don't want you to change.
40:52But I am fighting things all the time.
40:54And we're supposed to fight them together.
40:56I get it.
40:57I get it.
40:58There's probably things that have happened to you
40:59in the past that I don't need to know about.
41:01Yes.
41:02I have scars that do not need reopening.
41:05That is my old life.
41:06You are my new life.
41:07But if we're going to get married, right,
41:08if we're going to do this whole marriage thing,
41:10how many more secrets and lies
41:12am I going to find out about you?
41:14If?
41:15You've not answered my question.
41:17Well,
41:18is there any point
41:19if you're already having second thoughts?
41:21Trust me,
41:21I'm having more than just second thoughts.
41:23Right.
41:24Right, well,
41:25sounds like you're calling off the wedding.
41:28That's because I don't know
41:28who I'm marrying anymore.
41:32Okay.
41:34So what happens now?
41:36I don't know.
41:40I don't know.
41:41I just need time to think.
41:42Look,
41:47we can, um,
41:48we can work this out.
41:49No.
41:52Just go.
41:55Please,
41:56not like this.
41:56It was never really a
42:14right time
42:15and then I couldn't get my words out
42:17and you broke up with me.
42:20I turned my back on you
42:21when you needed me the most.
42:23You didn't know.
42:24But if I wasn't being so selfish...
42:26I didn't want to make things worse for you.
42:28I knew what you were going through.
42:30My mum would be ashamed of me.
42:33No, she wouldn't.
42:35All I was doing
42:36was thinking about myself again.
42:38You were grieving.
42:40Look,
42:41I shouldn't have said anything.
42:43Yes,
42:44you should.
42:46You haven't told me
42:47how you actually felt
42:48when you thought you were...
42:51Scared.
42:53I felt scared.
42:54But then there was also
42:57a part of me,
42:58a big part of me
42:59that was excited,
43:00you know.
43:01I never thought
43:02I'd be able to get pregnant
43:03and then all of a sudden
43:04I was thinking of this future
43:05with you and our...
43:07crazy.
43:10It's not crazy.
43:14Come here.
43:19I'm so sorry
43:20I wasn't there for you, Sarah.
43:21You just had to stay alive,
43:44didn't you?
43:47There isn't a moment of any day
43:49I don't wish you were dead.
43:52You know, right now
43:52someone else needs
43:53putting out the misery.
43:56That'll be my friend, Mac.
44:00He's going to find out
44:01what happens when people
44:01push me that little bit
44:03too hard.
44:03I don't know.
44:04I don't know.
44:05I don't know.
44:05I don't know.
44:06I don't know.
44:07I don't know.
44:07I don't know.
44:08I don't know.
44:08I don't know.
44:09I don't know.
44:09I don't know.
44:09I don't know.
44:10I don't know.
44:10I don't know.
44:10I don't know.
44:11I don't know.
44:11I don't know.
44:11I don't know.
44:12I don't know.
44:12I don't know.
44:12I don't know.
44:13I don't know.
44:13I don't know.
44:14I don't know.
44:14I don't know.
44:15I don't know.
44:15I don't know.
44:16I don't know.
44:16I don't know.
44:17I don't know.
44:18I don't know.