"Lebih Baik Aku Mati Dari Orang Lain Mengata Aku" - Syanie - video Dailymotion

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00:00:00Hi, Assalamualaikum. Selamat kembali menonton dan juga mendengarkan Borak Celebrity, episode yang baru bersama kami berdua, Dina Nazeel.

00:00:23Hello. Habislah. Minggu ini kita akan bawakan. Kita bukan akan bawakan. Kita dah bawakan juga dekat dalam studio ni.

00:00:30She friend. She with me sister. She soul sister.

00:00:33Tapi awak tak kenalkan saya tu. Saya kenalkan awak, Dina Nazeel.

00:00:36Oh, awak tak kenalkan diri sendiri.

00:00:38Saya mengharapkan awak kenalkan saya tadi.

00:00:40Padi, everybody.

00:00:42Oh, down rasanya. Itulah bila dah jumpa kenggawa ni. Dia lupakan kawannya ini.

00:00:47Ya, kita masuk studio je. Belum start recording.

00:00:49Saya happy sangat. Dia seorang pelakon yang very inspiring.

00:00:56Versatile.

00:00:57Dia sangat versatile. Dia sangat. Dan energy dia, tak ada orang pun keliling dia yang akan macam geram dengan dia.

00:01:04Geram mungkin ramai lah. Sebab dia comel sangat.

00:01:06Ha, comel betul.

00:01:08Tapi dia punya energy dia sangat positif. Energy dia sangat warm.

00:01:11Betul.

00:01:11Kita ada.

00:01:13Awak kenalkanlah.

00:01:14Oh, la, la, la, la. Kita ada Shani, everybody.

00:01:17Hi, everybody.

00:01:17Hi, I suka je bila orang cakap I comel.

00:01:21Kita kan macam, hello, umur-umur dah banyak macam sini kan orang panggil I comel lagi macam.

00:01:25Sampai bila I akan comel? Tapi I'm okay.

00:01:27Babe, babe, kita sampai bila-bila akan dipanggil comel.

00:01:32Betul? Setuju?

00:01:33Kita kena accept reality.

00:01:36Ya.

00:01:36Yang kita comel.

00:01:37Comel?

00:01:38Jangan cemburukan kami yang comel-comel.

00:01:40Jangan cemburukan kami. Kami dah live for the facts.

00:01:42Bukan salah kita orang.

00:01:43Okay?

00:01:44Ini anugerah Allah.

00:01:46Alhamdulillah.

00:01:48Nah, tadi silap masa intro Kak Shani tadi tu.

00:01:51Kenapa?

00:01:51Salah.

00:01:52Salah.

00:01:52Arigato gozaimasu.

00:01:53Encik Jim.

00:01:54Tentanglah Kak Shibu Walil.

00:01:56Dia baru-baru sampai semalam pagi.

00:01:58Ha, itulah tu.

00:02:00Seumur hidup saya, sekarang tahun ni nak masuk 51.

00:02:04Alhamdulillah.

00:02:05Saya tak, memang nak sangat pergi Jepun.

00:02:08Oh.

00:02:09Okay, nak sangat.

00:02:10Antara nak tu adalah Shibuya Crossing.

00:02:12Okay.

00:02:13Yang busy betul tu.

00:02:14Ya.

00:02:15Dia kalau saya muda kan, I nak cross keliling-keliling-keliling tu terus.

00:02:18Tapi sebab dah berumur ni kan, cross satu pun dah jadilah.

00:02:22Masalahnya.

00:02:23Kenapa aku boleh nampak eh Shani macam, dia kejap dekat sini.

00:02:26Ya, itu kalau muda.

00:02:28Sekarang ni sebab sakit lutut, dia jadilah macam, okeylah satu pun jadilah.

00:02:31Cukuplah, cukup lah eh.

00:02:32Dia sebab apa kan dia punya lampu hijau yang orang jalan tu kan.

00:02:35Dia macam, terlalu cepat untuk orang yang berumur seperti saya kan.

00:02:39So, masa tengah jalan dia kan, huu, siap buat like, buat apa ni, buat Instagram ni.

00:02:43Tapak kaki ni, tapak kaki jalan.

00:02:45Aku jalan untuk Shibuya Crossing.

00:02:47Okay.

00:02:47And then, antara benda yang Kak Shani nak sangat adalah main snow.

00:02:51Oh, faham.

00:02:51So, sebab tu pergi during winter tu, Japan tu.

00:02:54So, we went to Sapporo.

00:02:56Ya Allah, merasalah pegang snow.

00:02:59Merasalah snowfall tu macam, jakun.

00:03:01Gila eh.

00:03:02I, my husband and my sister semua macam-macam keluar from.

00:03:05Ya Allah, siap buat like.

00:03:06I know what to do.

00:03:07I buat live kat TikTok ni kan.

00:03:08So, korang tengok, I nak share dengan korang.

00:03:11Dalam hati ni macam, aku budak kecil yang tengah.

00:03:14Macam, ya Allah, snow.

00:03:15Umur ni pun tak, kena control lah kan.

00:03:17Tapi macam, snow, you all snow.

00:03:20Macam tu.

00:03:20Oh, tapi akak kira tahan sejuk eh.

00:03:22Kat situ sejuk tu.

00:03:24Itu gunanya.

00:03:27Oh, tak bergadih.

00:03:28Tolong sama tangan.

00:03:29Orang-orang seperti you all.

00:03:31Saya tak tahan.

00:03:32Takkan memahami situasi akak yang,

00:03:35Oh, this is life.

00:03:36You know what I'm saying?

00:03:37Yes.

00:03:37Duduk dalam keadaan aircon sentiasa.

00:03:40Kita, kita, kita ni kena, kena di cuaca-cuaca mahal.

00:03:45Faham.

00:03:45Kita faham.

00:03:46Haa, tu semalam kan macam nak balik tu kan macam,

00:03:49Tunggu message dalam grup kan,

00:03:50Oh, kereta lepas tu, panas tu.

00:03:52My mom kata, okay you all stand by eh,

00:03:54Malaysia tengah panas ni.

00:03:56Oh no, why your country so hot?

00:03:59Kan balik, keluar je, apa ni,

00:04:02Dekat tengah jalan nak pergi kat bas apa semua tu kan.

00:04:05Ya Allah punya meleleh.

00:04:07Aku rasa macam,

00:04:09Mana tawal aku sekarang ni.

00:04:11Gitu.

00:04:12Oh, tapi seronok kan eh, kesanakan eh.

00:04:14Alhamdulillah.

00:04:15Orang kata,

00:04:16Planning dari 2023.

00:04:17Okay.

00:04:18Beli tiket March 2024.

00:04:20Simpun, simpun, simpun, simpun, simpun duit.

00:04:22Travel.

00:04:23Alhamdulillah.

00:04:23Dia kira sebab akak kena,

00:04:25Akak bukannya job yang,

00:04:27Orang kata tak putus ni job.

00:04:29Job putus.

00:04:31Ada job.

00:04:33Putus.

00:04:33Tak ada job.

00:04:35Jadi kena faham eh.

00:04:37Faham.

00:04:37Jadi job tu kena simpan duit daripada 2023 tu.

00:04:39Dia lain lah kalau kata job, job, job, job, job, job.

00:04:42Tak ada putus tak apa.

00:04:43Anytime.

00:04:43Dia ni putus tak.

00:04:45Panjang now putusnya.

00:04:48So, korang jangan ingat kat sini,

00:04:51Wah, banyaknya duit.

00:04:52Tak.

00:04:53Simpan akak meniaga.

00:04:54Dua tahun tu.

00:04:55Akak pergi event.

00:04:56Akak meniaga jual makanan.

00:04:58Jual online.

00:04:59Apa semua.

00:04:59I do what I can.

00:05:00Orang kata,

00:05:01Untuk capai apa yang akan nak.

00:05:03So, bagi orang yang kata,

00:05:05Eh lah, tak apa.

00:05:06Artis.

00:05:06No.

00:05:08Artis yang putus job ni.

00:05:10Tak ada macam tu.

00:05:11You all say.

00:05:12Tolong faham eh.

00:05:13So, seorang orang ke mesti kata,

00:05:16Alah, untung lah kan.

00:05:17Tak ada makna untung.

00:05:18Aku bukan ada kerja bulan.

00:05:21Faham tu.

00:05:22Okay.

00:05:23Jadi sebab ni lah.

00:05:24I suka lepakkan Shani.

00:05:25Kita duduk relax.

00:05:27Walaupun kita yang penjampai radio.

00:05:28Kita bercakap.

00:05:29Kita bercakap.

00:05:29Dia orang kata,

00:05:32Jangan bagi mikrofon kat Shani.

00:05:34Jangan.

00:05:35Okay.

00:05:36Tapi untuk permulaan

00:05:37Borat Seri Biti kita minggu ni nah eh.

00:05:38Kita nak tahu jugalah

00:05:39permulaan kat Shani

00:05:40dalam industri ni kak.

00:05:42Okay.

00:05:42Tinggalnya macam mana

00:05:43boleh terjebaknya.

00:05:44Sebenarnya kan

00:05:45kalau nak difikirkan,

00:05:46kalau nak diingat balik

00:05:47masa sambang kat sekolah,

00:05:49tak pernah pun dalam,

00:05:50kan kita masa sekolah katilin.

00:05:51Cita-cita.

00:05:52Cita-cita apa?

00:05:53Yes.

00:05:53Okay.

00:05:53Satu, cikgu.

00:05:54Okay.

00:05:55Dua, apa ni,

00:05:58percaya atau tidak,

00:05:58pramugari.

00:05:59Okay, percaya.

00:06:00Okay, masa tu lah.

00:06:01Masa tu.

00:06:02Okay.

00:06:02Nombor tiga,

00:06:03ahli perniagaan.

00:06:04Okay.

00:06:05Itu biasalah.

00:06:06Nak jadi cikgu,

00:06:07bila pergi-pikir balik,

00:06:08kena banyak-banyak

00:06:09kena belajar apa semua.

00:06:11Pramugari,

00:06:12tak kurus-kurus daripada kecil.

00:06:13Aku ni

00:06:14bulat daripada kecil

00:06:16sampai lah kedua sekarang ni.

00:06:17So, lupakanlah

00:06:18cita-cita untuk jadi pramugari.

00:06:20So, ahli perniagaan tu

00:06:21Alhamdulillah lah sebab

00:06:22sekarang tu yang kita buat kan.

00:06:25Tapi memang

00:06:25masa saya

00:06:26lepas SPM,

00:06:28Shani

00:06:29tengah tunggu result SPM

00:06:31which is 1991.

00:06:33Okay.

00:06:33Dah lahir belum?

00:06:34Umur dua tahun

00:06:35kat masa tu.

00:06:36Haa, itu dia.

00:06:37Dina mama umur

00:06:37berapa masa tu?

00:06:38Tak, tak, belum, belum, belum.

00:06:40Belum, maaf.

00:06:41See,

00:06:4119, 1991

00:06:42saya dah 17, okay.

00:06:45Tengah tunggu result,

00:06:46tengah-tengah lepak-lepak

00:06:47ke ofis mommy,

00:06:49my mom buat production.

00:06:50Yes.

00:06:50So,

00:06:51orang kata,

00:06:52mesti you start dengan,

00:06:52tak ada.

00:06:53Saya buat extra-extra je

00:06:54untuk Nizarman.

00:06:54Masa tu.

00:06:56Tetapi,

00:06:56masa tengah tunggu result tu,

00:06:57ada company lain,

00:06:58Azma Advertising.

00:07:00Dia panggil saya

00:07:00untuk drama.

00:07:01Dia kata,

00:07:01Shani,

00:07:02tengah buat apa?

00:07:02Tak ada apa-apa,

00:07:03tengah tunggu result lah.

00:07:04Nak tak berlakon

00:07:05ngantinya production?

00:07:06Ni kira kawan-kawan yang memang dah kenal

00:07:10daripada kecil.

00:07:10Mofas punya,

00:07:13Uncle Fauzi Mofas,

00:07:15dia punya wife buat production house.

00:07:17Azma Advertising.

00:07:18Shani nak tak?

00:07:20Boleh lah,

00:07:20try lah.

00:07:21So,

00:07:22first drama saya adalah

00:07:23Sayang Si Montel.

00:07:24Saya berlakon dengan

00:07:25Kak Fauzi Haji.

00:07:28Tak ingat hero dia siapa dah.

00:07:30Sebab terlalu lama yang dahulu gitu kan.

00:07:32So,

00:07:33masa tu saya pun pula.

00:07:34Lepas tu,

00:07:35Abang Aziz buat cili padi

00:07:36untuk Nizarman.

00:07:37Yes.

00:07:37So, dia tanya Shani,

00:07:39Shani nak tak berlakon?

00:07:40Boleh lah Abang,

00:07:41macam seronok je kan.

00:07:43Boleh lah,

00:07:44buatlah dua episode

00:07:45di mana saya masukkan

00:07:47N Ngasri dalam beg.

00:07:48Colek dia.

00:07:49Okay.

00:07:50So, lepas

00:07:51cili padi ditayangkan,

00:07:53Azwan Ali

00:07:53nak buat

00:07:55lontong.

00:07:57Lontong, betul.

00:07:57So, masa dia panggil tu,

00:08:00macam,

00:08:00Mami, Mami,

00:08:01jomlah teman.

00:08:01Betulkah Azwan nak panggil Shani berlakon kan?

00:08:03Macam,

00:08:04kita ni siapa?

00:08:05Di samping Fauzi Ahmad Daud,

00:08:06Ning Baizura,

00:08:08Saleh Yaak,

00:08:09all the big stars kan?

00:08:12Macam,

00:08:12siapalah aku ketika itu kan?

00:08:15Macam,

00:08:15ajak Mami ni pergi teman.

00:08:17So, pergi,

00:08:18boleh jumpa Azwan.

00:08:19The first thing saya tanya dia,

00:08:21Abang Azwan,

00:08:22betulkah Abang Azwan nak panggil Shani berlakon?

00:08:25Dia kata,

00:08:25Shani,

00:08:26you yang berlakon dengan cili padi,

00:08:27yang masuk N dalam bag tu kan?

00:08:29Betul lah awak lah.

00:08:30Specific eh?

00:08:30Specific.

00:08:31Specific scene tu.

00:08:32Ya,

00:08:32sekeranya tu,

00:08:34saya pun macam,

00:08:34wah,

00:08:35masa berlakon dengan Fawziah Latif lah,

00:08:38apa semua macam,

00:08:39Ya Allah,

00:08:40rasa macam,

00:08:40wow,

00:08:41sangat kan?

00:08:42Itulah titik permulaan yang orang kenal nama saya adalah cili padi.

00:08:46Betul.

00:08:47Dan lontong.

00:08:47Betul.

00:08:48Dan lepas tu,

00:08:48Azwan Ali buat sambal.

00:08:50Saya lead dengan Abang Saleh Yaakob.

00:08:54Dah situlah permulaannya.

00:08:56Tetapi,

00:08:57sampai sekarang,

00:08:57saya masih tak menganggap diri saya sebagai seorang artis.

00:09:01Sebab saya rasa macam,

00:09:03itu kerja.

00:09:04Bukanlah kata macam,

00:09:05oh,

00:09:06I nak jadi artis.

00:09:07I nak the glamour life.

00:09:08No.

00:09:09I want,

00:09:10itu adalah punca rezeki saya.

00:09:12Dan saya berterima kasih kerana badan saya yang sebegini rupa.

00:09:16Unik.

00:09:17Unik pun.

00:09:18Orang kata,

00:09:18pada masa tu,

00:09:19ada arwah Yusin Jaafar,

00:09:20ada Shani.

00:09:21Tak ada yang lain.

00:09:23Dina pun belum ada lagi.

00:09:25Arwah Adi Banu pun belum ada lagi.

00:09:27So,

00:09:28masa tu,

00:09:28saya macam,

00:09:28hmm,

00:09:29power.

00:09:31This is me.

00:09:32You know,

00:09:32this is my time.

00:09:33Dan lepas tu,

00:09:34bila dah ada tu,

00:09:35okey lah kan.

00:09:35Tapi,

00:09:36masa tu,

00:09:36Shani Asa macam,

00:09:39wow,

00:09:40tak sangka eh,

00:09:40boleh membawa rezeki juga badan saya ni.

00:09:42Betul, betul.

00:09:43So,

00:09:43kalau kata,

00:09:44siapa yang cakap bila nak kurus?

00:09:46No.

00:09:47Okay?

00:09:48Ini rezeki saya.

00:09:49Betul.

00:09:50Korang,

00:09:51even dalam family Shani pun,

00:09:52Shani cakap,

00:09:53korang pernah nampak Shani kurus ke?

00:09:55Betul.

00:09:56Daripada Shani kecil,

00:09:57Shani lahir normal,

00:09:59tapi membesar bagai Johan.

00:10:01Bagai juara.

00:10:03Juara sangat.

00:10:03So,

00:10:04saya daripada kecil,

00:10:06memang saya montel dan bulat.

00:10:08Dan saya tak pernah kurus pun.

00:10:10So,

00:10:10even saya dah buat gastric bypass,

00:10:12saya dah turun daripada 220 kilo.

00:10:14Okay.

00:10:15I am now currently,

00:10:16about 145.

00:10:18Wow.

00:10:18Alhamdulillah,

00:10:19banyak tu.

00:10:20I mean,

00:10:21almost half of me,

00:10:22dah bersyukur dah sangat ni.

00:10:24So,

00:10:25kalau korang nak susah kurus lagi,

00:10:26bukan saya.

00:10:27Itu bukan Shani.

00:10:29Okay,

00:10:29orang lain.

00:10:30Betul.

00:10:31Sebab Shani kita kenal begini.

00:10:32Ya.

00:10:33Begini.

00:10:33Pernah kenal Pak Shani kecil?

00:10:34Tak pernah kau.

00:10:36Tapi,

00:10:37dia ni,

00:10:37one thing,

00:10:38mungkin tak ramai orang tahu.

00:10:39Masa Dina kenal Kak Shani,

00:10:41this is like 15,

00:10:4316 years ago.

00:10:44Yes.

00:10:44Walaupun kami ni comel-comel,

00:10:46jangan ajak kami bertanding.

00:10:48Kerana kami very competitive.

00:10:50Very?

00:10:50And kami active.

00:10:51Kami sangat competitive dan active ya.

00:10:55Pasal Dina kenal Kak Shani,

00:10:56masa tu kita buat game show.

00:10:57Okay.

00:10:58Kelakar weh.

00:10:59Kita orang buat game show.

00:11:00Kita orang competitive.

00:11:01Tak sedar diri tu bulat.

00:11:02Tak sedar lah.

00:11:02Ya.

00:11:04Dia rasa macam,

00:11:05aku mampu buat segalanya gitu kan.

00:11:07Walaupun,

00:11:08bukan tangan yang bertepuk,

00:11:09benda lain yang bertepuk ya.

00:11:11Segala lemak lain yang bertepuk ya.

00:11:14Tapi tak apa.

00:11:15Orang tak tahu.

00:11:16Orang ingat kita tepuk tangan.

00:11:17Tak apa.

00:11:18Tak jadi masalah.

00:11:19Nak suruh berlari.

00:11:20Kita orang berlari.

00:11:21Lari.

00:11:21Mungkin tak sepantas yang lain,

00:11:23tapi tetap lari.

00:11:24Saya tahu ni perkaraan apa ni.

00:11:25Saya tahu ni.

00:11:28Okay.

00:11:29Kak,

00:11:29tapi permulaan Kak Shani ni,

00:11:31nak dasyat juga.

00:11:32Sebab dia bermula dengan,

00:11:33apa orang kata,

00:11:34nama-nama yang besar.

00:11:35Soal lakuk,

00:11:36Azwan Ali,

00:11:37Maudsia Latif kan.

00:11:38So,

00:11:38masa tu Kak,

00:11:39dia macam mana?

00:11:40Dia tak ada,

00:11:41ataupun kasa shock ke ada Kak?

00:11:42Dia sebenarnya,

00:11:43dia rasa kerdil.

00:11:45Dia sebalik diorang-diorang ni semua.

00:11:47Dengan kita ada,

00:11:48Arwah Hamid Gurka.

00:11:49Kita ada,

00:11:50Jalil Hamid.

00:11:51Apa semua.

00:11:52You rasa macam,

00:11:53betul ke ni?

00:11:54Aku mampu ke ni?

00:11:55Aku boleh ke?

00:11:56Dengan diorang-diorang ni semua kan?

00:11:58Tapi diorang,

00:11:59antara artis yang,

00:12:01orang kata,

00:12:02memudahkan keadaan.

00:12:04Dia terima,

00:12:05keadaan tu yang,

00:12:06dan buat kita,

00:12:07suatu situasi tu,

00:12:08jadi macam family.

00:12:09So,

00:12:09I was so comfortable,

00:12:11that,

00:12:11I rasa macam,

00:12:12okay lah,

00:12:12this is easy.

00:12:14Ni tak apa,

00:12:14tak ada masalah.

00:12:15Tapi,

00:12:16tu lah kata,

00:12:17rezeki saya,

00:12:18kerana saiz saya ni,

00:12:19daripada cerita-cerita tu lah,

00:12:21saya dapat senaruh the movie,

00:12:23senaruh lagi,

00:12:25apa semua.

00:12:25Semua senaruh lah.

00:12:26Almost.

00:12:27Yelah, yelah.

00:12:28Tapi,

00:12:29kira,

00:12:30dan,

00:12:31of course lah,

00:12:31orang kata,

00:12:32macam,

00:12:33betul ke penerimaan orang tu,

00:12:34betul ke suka saya ke tak?

00:12:35Allah Allah,

00:12:36kita tak tahu.

00:12:37Tapi,

00:12:38penerimaan dalam cerita-cerita yang saya berlakon tu,

00:12:40Alhamdulillah.

00:12:41So,

00:12:41saya rasa macam,

00:12:42okay lah.

00:12:43Tapi,

00:12:43memang,

00:12:44daripada masa tu pun,

00:12:45saya masih lagi,

00:12:45masa,

00:12:46memikirkan,

00:12:47okay,

00:12:47I nak continue my mom's business.

00:12:49Masih lagi memikirkan,

00:12:50aku bukan nak jadi artis.

00:12:51Tak ada niat nak jadi artis.

00:12:53Tetapi,

00:12:54lebih banyak rezeki ke arah ke situ kan.

00:12:57So,

00:12:57macam ni pun,

00:12:58teruskan lah.

00:13:00Tapi,

00:13:00even until now,

00:13:01kalau orang kata,

00:13:02oh,

00:13:02artis,

00:13:04aku ni,

00:13:05artis ke?

00:13:07Sebab,

00:13:07bagi saya,

00:13:08artis adalah orang yang macam,

00:13:10pergi sana,

00:13:11sentiasa orang akan,

00:13:13wow,

00:13:14apa semua.

00:13:14And,

00:13:15I don't,

00:13:15bukanlah,

00:13:16tak suka,

00:13:17tetapi macam,

00:13:18I still nak,

00:13:19my time.

00:13:20You know,

00:13:20macam pergi mana-mana ke.

00:13:22Kadang-kadang,

00:13:22bukanlah kata kita sombong,

00:13:23dululah masa zaman,

00:13:25tengah gila,

00:13:26seorang tengah gila sinario.

00:13:27I jalan-jalan tunduk tau.

00:13:29Sebab,

00:13:30bukan tak nak,

00:13:30kadang-kadang kita nak cepat,

00:13:32nak laju.

00:13:33Tapi,

00:13:33kita terbenti.

00:13:34Terbenti-benti jadi lah.

00:13:35Lepas tu,

00:13:36laju je lah.

00:13:38Tapi,

00:13:39tu lah,

00:13:40orang kata rezeki kan.

00:13:42Jadi,

00:13:42banyak benda yang dipermudahkan,

00:13:44kerana saya seorang artis.

00:13:45Bukan saya tak bersyukur,

00:13:46saya bersyukur sangat.

00:13:48Tapi,

00:13:48biarlah,

00:13:49malu tu masih ada.

00:13:51Saya ni pun malu tau.

00:13:52Dina,

00:13:52do you know that I'm actually,

00:13:53a very shy person.

00:13:55You don't say.

00:13:57Yes.

00:13:58No.

00:13:59Untuk pengetahuan,

00:14:01ni fakta baru untuk kamu juga.

00:14:03Saya sebenarnya,

00:14:04kalau nak diikutkan,

00:14:05saya sangat pemalu sebenarnya.

00:14:07Sebab,

00:14:08saya orang kata jenis yang sedar diri,

00:14:10sedar ruang.

00:14:11So,

00:14:12kan kenal macam pergi anugerah ke apa ke.

00:14:14Do you know that I don't like to go?

00:14:15I pun,

00:14:15sebab saya rasa macam,

00:14:17saya kecil.

00:14:19Ni apa,

00:14:20low self-esteem.

00:14:21Ya,

00:14:21boleh dikatakan begitu.

00:14:22Saya pemalu dan saya kata macam,

00:14:24ya ke,

00:14:25layak ke saya nak pergi?

00:14:26Patut ke saya pergi?

00:14:28Di samping artis-artis yang glamour,

00:14:30yang apa,

00:14:31yang lawa lah.

00:14:32Sebab,

00:14:32industri dalam Malaysia ni,

00:14:35sadly,

00:14:36secara realistik,

00:14:38menerima yang lebih cantik sahaja.

00:14:41Yang mengikut mall itu.

00:14:42Ya,

00:14:42mall,

00:14:43sebagai seorang artis,

00:14:45you kena kekurus.

00:14:46You kena cantik.

00:14:47You kena gitu,

00:14:48you kena gini.

00:14:49Jadi,

00:14:49bila kita yang macam ni,

00:14:51ni rasa macam,

00:14:52tak fit into the mall,

00:14:54so habislah.

00:14:55So,

00:14:55saya rasa macam,

00:14:56tak tahu kebanyakan anugerah saya tak pergi.

00:14:58Lepas tu,

00:14:59kita nak fikir,

00:14:59oh,

00:15:00mana aku nak cari baju lagi?

00:15:02Mana aku nak,

00:15:03cabaran yang lebih ya.

00:15:06Cabaran tu lebih untuk kami,

00:15:08nak mencari baju lagi ke kawan.

00:15:09Tapi,

00:15:10pernah tak you rasa macam,

00:15:11disebabkan itu,

00:15:13you need to prove yourself more daripada orang lain?

00:15:15Yes.

00:15:16Kita nak tak nak,

00:15:17I don't know whether you like it or not.

00:15:19Memang setiap benda yang kita lakukan,

00:15:21sebab kita ni berbeza daripada yang lain,

00:15:23banyak benda yang kita kena macam,

00:15:25push to be seen.

00:15:27Orang kata,

00:15:28supaya orang nampak,

00:15:29okay,

00:15:30ni talent aku yang aku ada.

00:15:31Ini bakat yang aku nak,

00:15:33perjuangkan yang aku rasa,

00:15:36orang kata,

00:15:36saya macam ni berlakon bersahaja.

00:15:38Sebab,

00:15:38in reality,

00:15:39in real,

00:15:40apa orang kata,

00:15:41secara,

00:15:42realitinya,

00:15:43saya memang jenis yang bubbly,

00:15:45cuma saya pemalu bila dihalayat ramai.

00:15:47Sebab saya dari kecil,

00:15:49lagi dari sekolah,

00:15:50lagi memang,

00:15:51mangsa bully,

00:15:52mangsa kata,

00:15:53mangsa segalanya lah.

00:15:55Sekarang ni,

00:15:55barulah ada istilah bodi seme.

00:15:58Dulu mana ada.

00:16:00Langgur kata duduk.

00:16:01Dulu kita pergi rumah kampung-kampung.

00:16:03Allah sihatnya lah.

00:16:05Budak ni langgur ni kenapa lah.

00:16:07Bila langgur gini,

00:16:08bila langgur gitu.

00:16:09Sekarang ni,

00:16:10kita boleh pandang.

00:16:11Betul,

00:16:11saya emosi.

00:16:13Sebab,

00:16:14biarlah apa yang kita nak,

00:16:15apa yang Dina lalui.

00:16:17Sama.

00:16:18Jangan start.

00:16:20Macam saya cakap,

00:16:20junior menopause ni berbeza ya.

00:16:23Junior yang mudah teriak ni lain,

00:16:25okay.

00:16:26Tapi,

00:16:27Kak,

00:16:28macam Kak cerita tadi lah,

00:16:29pasal,

00:16:29body shaming tu kan.

00:16:31Pernah ke Kak,

00:16:31macam,

00:16:32di body shaming sampai,

00:16:33yang teruknya,

00:16:34yang tak tahan ke Kak,

00:16:35daripada netizen ke.

00:16:37Pernah.

00:16:37Pernah eh.

00:16:38Saya,

00:16:39antara benda yang saya,

00:16:40masa sekolah eh,

00:16:42saya pernah balik rumah,

00:16:43saya menangis dekat my mother.

00:16:45Mami,

00:16:45Shani ni,

00:16:46alien ke?

00:16:47Shani ni,

00:16:48daripada dunia yang lain ke,

00:16:49yang orang mengata macam,

00:16:51macam tak pernah tengok orang badan besar,

00:16:53yang kata,

00:16:53ni gemuk,

00:16:54kenapa begitu apa semua.

00:16:56You feel tau,

00:16:57you,

00:16:57you rasa macam,

00:16:58am I that different?

00:16:59Yang paling saya terasa adalah,

00:17:01saya pernah kena kutuk,

00:17:03dia panggil family dia untuk mengata,

00:17:05tengok tengok perempuan tu,

00:17:06orang yang memanggil tu,

00:17:09duduk atur wheelchair.

00:17:10You rasa?

00:17:12Dalam hati saya cakap,

00:17:13at least I'm walking.

00:17:14You're not.

00:17:16And you ada hati,

00:17:17nak mengata saya.

00:17:18Mengata orang.

00:17:19You know,

00:17:20and then,

00:17:20macam,

00:17:21yang saya kena masa,

00:17:22dengan netizen yang paling teruk,

00:17:24masa zaman tu,

00:17:25tak ada lagi,

00:17:26media social face pun semua.

00:17:27Tapi ada forum.

00:17:29Ya,

00:17:29betul,

00:17:29betul.

00:17:31Topik dia senang je.

00:17:32Sesiapa tahu tak kenapa Shani bercerai?

00:17:35Ya Allah.

00:17:36Itu yang dia bincangkan eh.

00:17:38Dia buka topik tu,

00:17:39dia punya benda yang mengata tu.

00:17:42Macam mana tak bercerai,

00:17:43badan macam tong drum,

00:17:45kaki macam kayu balak,

00:17:46apa semua.

00:17:47I menyesal baca

00:17:50because

00:17:51it brought me so down

00:17:53that I felt like

00:17:54I wanted to end up my life.

00:17:56Kira macam tahap-tahap yang

00:17:57aku macam nak mati.

00:17:59Aku rasa macam

00:17:59bebek aku mati

00:18:00lepas orang mengatakan aku macam ni.

00:18:02Tetapi,

00:18:03ni,

00:18:04ni,

00:18:04dalam cakap ni

00:18:05tahan nak nangis eh.

00:18:06Sebenarnya,

00:18:06tapi kita kena kuat.

00:18:08Kita kena kuat.

00:18:09Kita okay.

00:18:10Sayuk.

00:18:11Sayuk.

00:18:11Kita okay.

00:18:12Bukan apa,

00:18:12tapi orang yang bercakap tu kan,

00:18:14diorang tak sedar yang dia mengatakan tu

00:18:15adalah seorang manusia

00:18:16yang mempunyai perasaan.

00:18:18Dia percaya,

00:18:19oh saya tahu,

00:18:20kononnya,

00:18:20saya jiran dia,

00:18:22suami dia marah sebab dia nak pakai

00:18:23seluruh pendek keluar rumah.

00:18:24Okay.

00:18:26Secara logiknya kan,

00:18:27aku sebagai manusia biasa

00:18:29yang berpikiran logik,

00:18:31badan besar macam ni,

00:18:32ada hati aku nak pakai seluruh pendek?

00:18:35In the first place.

00:18:37Adakah aku ni nak pakai seluruh pendek

00:18:39in the first place?

00:18:40Kalau aku kat rumah,

00:18:41tu lain cerita lah.

00:18:42Kalau ya pun kau jiran aku,

00:18:44kau ada hak ke nak cakap

00:18:45aku nak pakai apa kat luar?

00:18:46Dekat dalam rumah aku sendiri.

00:18:47Dekat dalam rumah aku sendiri.

00:18:48Kau mengintai ke yang kau tahu

00:18:49aku pakai seluruh pendek?

00:18:50You know?

00:18:51And the thing orang berkata tu,

00:18:53orang tak tahu apa yang kita

00:18:54sebenarnya lalui,

00:18:55kenapa kita bercerai.

00:18:57Orang tak tahu apa

00:18:58the hard ache that I went through

00:18:59in the marriage itself

00:19:01yang membuatkan saya,

00:19:03okay,

00:19:03I cannot take this anymore,

00:19:04saya nak bercerai.

00:19:06Ingat senang ke?

00:19:07Siapa kahwin nak bercerai?

00:19:09Even if it's my first marriage ke,

00:19:11second marriage ke,

00:19:13siapa yang kahwin nak bercerai?

00:19:14Tak ada.

00:19:15Tak ada manusia.

00:19:16Tak ada bodoh.

00:19:17Okay, aku nak kahwin setahun,

00:19:19janji aku ada lep,

00:19:20aku lepas percerai ni,

00:19:21lepas tu,

00:19:22at least orang cakap tak apa,

00:19:23aku jandis kan,

00:19:24bukan gianak dara,

00:19:25petua ke apa ke.

00:19:26You know?

00:19:26Macam,

00:19:27I did not do that.

00:19:28I am a firm believer of

00:19:30happy ending.

00:19:33Happy ever after.

00:19:34Saya ni memang suka fairy tale.

00:19:36Saya suka cerita dongeng juga.

00:19:37Contohnya kan,

00:19:38orang kata,

00:19:39apa Dina,

00:19:40macam romantic comedy.

00:19:42Ya betul.

00:19:43And dia macam,

00:19:43wah lovey-dovey.

00:19:45Itu saya.

00:19:46Sorry.

00:19:46I'm a...

00:19:46Eh jangan Romeo and Juliet.

00:19:49Tak nak.

00:19:50Itu tak happy.

00:19:50Jangan tak happy.

00:19:51Itu tak happy ending dia.

00:19:52Tak eh?

00:19:53Saya tengok salah cerita ke ni?

00:19:54Salah.

00:19:55Tak salah.

00:19:55Tapi itulah,

00:19:56itu antara benda yang Kak Shen ni love.

00:19:58Even sampai sekarang,

00:19:59even bila Kak Shen ni buat live ke apa,

00:20:01mesti ada satu ataupun dua orang akan tanya,

00:20:03Kak Shen ni bukan dah kurus ke hari tu?

00:20:06Ya,

00:20:06masa saya mula-mula buat surgery gastric bypass,

00:20:09I lost up to 125.

00:20:10That was the lowest I went.

00:20:11Okay.

00:20:12Okay, 125 kilos.

00:20:13Tetapi selepas saya buat surgery yang buang

00:20:16saya punya rahim dengan peranakan apa benda semua tu,

00:20:20filamentu semua tu,

00:20:21hormon saya dah tak balance.

00:20:23So, I put on a bit of weight.

00:20:25So, itu kata,

00:20:26takkan semua benda saya nak cerita.

00:20:27Orang aku naik badan sebab aku gini,

00:20:30apa-apa.

00:20:30So, korang,

00:20:31aku tak pernah kurus.

00:20:33Badan aku kan?

00:20:35First,

00:20:35aku tak pernah kurus.

00:20:36Aku susut dia.

00:20:38Tapi korang,

00:20:39apa hak korang untuk tanya,

00:20:40kenapa Kak Shen tak kurus?

00:20:42So, benda-benda macam tu sampai sekarang.

00:20:43Sampai bila-bila pun akan ada.

00:20:45Macam mana Kak handle tu Kak?

00:20:46Kalau saya jadi Kak,

00:20:47kalau saya kat tempat Kak lah,

00:20:48memang saya grip kepala diorang.

00:20:50Haa, kan?

00:20:50Saya sekeh je.

00:20:51Jadi, awak faham tak kenapa saya selalu kasar dengan awak?

00:20:53Haa, haa.

00:20:55Balik selalu ngata dia ke balik?

00:20:57Tak, tak, tak, tak, tak.

00:20:57Sayang, kan?

00:20:58Sayang, sayang.

00:20:59Sayang, sayang.

00:20:59Oh, Kak.

00:21:00Macam mana Kak?

00:21:01Kak handle situasi tu Kak?

00:21:04Akan cakap,

00:21:05first,

00:21:05pernah kau nampak kau gurus?

00:21:07Yang kau nak suka gurus tu.

00:21:09Kau kenal aku sebab apa?

00:21:11Sebab badan aku yang besar ni kan?

00:21:13So, tak payah suka gurus.

00:21:14Lepas tu,

00:21:14mulalah orang lain berikan,

00:21:15Kakak tak payah layan lah,

00:21:16apa benda semua.

00:21:17Memang saya jenis yang tak suka nak layan.

00:21:19Sebab apa?

00:21:20Bila kita layan,

00:21:21kita yang jadi sakit hati.

00:21:22Betul.

00:21:23Ibaratnya kita akan rasa

00:21:24depressed.

00:21:26Kita akan rasa macam

00:21:26ibarat,

00:21:27oh,

00:21:28pressure, pressure, pressure.

00:21:29Kenapa semua orang nak suka gurus?

00:21:30Sakit hatinya, apa benda.

00:21:32Dan saya ni pula,

00:21:33bila sakit hati,

00:21:34okay,

00:21:35bukan benda sakit hati lah,

00:21:36saya happy ke,

00:21:36saya sedih ke,

00:21:38saya sakit hati ke apa,

00:21:38saya makan.

00:21:41Antara sebab saya put on weight dulu pun,

00:21:44ialah masa mak bapak saya nak bercerai.

00:21:46Itu reason yang betul-betul

00:21:48saya naik dalam tahun tu saja,

00:21:49saya naik dekat 50 kilo.

00:21:52Emotional eater.

00:21:53Emotional eater.

00:21:53Betul, faham.

00:21:54Mak bapak saya nak bercerai,

00:21:55dia orang,

00:21:56I'm the eldest.

00:21:57Mak kita bercerita dengan kita,

00:21:58bapak kita bercerita dengan kita,

00:21:59kita duduk tengah-tengah.

00:22:00And I was only like what,

00:22:02umur 10 tahun masa tu,

00:22:04tapi pemikiran dah berubah dah.

00:22:06Pusing-pusing.

00:22:06So, masa tu,

00:22:07aku sayang mak bapak aku,

00:22:08aku sayang apa semua,

00:22:09apa benda,

00:22:10apa benda.

00:22:11Aku makan,

00:22:11aku duduk dalam apa,

00:22:12aku makan.

00:22:13Kunyah je.

00:22:13Mana lagi nak release itu je.

00:22:15Tahu tahu,

00:22:15at the end of that year,

00:22:16masa mak bapak,

00:22:17mak bapak tu tak bercerai,

00:22:19kau makan lah macam mana.

00:22:20Yang tu tak ada beza.

00:22:21I mean,

00:22:22my eating didn't help.

00:22:24But,

00:22:25what to do?

00:22:26It's just like that.

00:22:27It happened.

00:22:29Betul.

00:22:30Saya boleh relate benda tu.

00:22:31Saya put on weight masa tu,

00:22:32dan it kept on going,

00:22:34and then,

00:22:35I realize that,

00:22:36macam I'm,

00:22:37an eater.

00:22:38I memang enjoy food.

00:22:40Pergilah mana.

00:22:41Tapi,

00:22:41cuma sekarang bila dah buat gas trade bypass tu,

00:22:43tak boleh makan banyak macam dulu.

00:22:45Tapi,

00:22:46masih suka makan.

00:22:47I enjoy.

00:22:48Pergi mana-mana ke macam,

00:22:49that's interesting.

00:22:50Let's try.

00:22:51Yeah.

00:22:51Dia nak cuba.

00:22:52Oh, cuba.

00:22:53Oh, tak suka.

00:22:54At least,

00:22:56I try.

00:22:56Cuba.

00:22:57Macam itulah.

00:22:58Tak ada menyusahkan orang pun,

00:23:00yang kita orang makan.

00:23:01Kita tak minta duit orang.

00:23:03Dia macam inikah,

00:23:03kalau cakap depan-depan,

00:23:04kau siap lah kau.

00:23:06Depan-depan,

00:23:07saya jenis yang,

00:23:07saya pandang,

00:23:08saya senyum,

00:23:09kalau yang tu kan jawab,

00:23:11biasanya my sister.

00:23:12Pernah kan,

00:23:13orang tu,

00:23:13oh,

00:23:14I ingat.

00:23:16My sister tu,

00:23:17kalau kata dia,

00:23:18kalau kata orang kata,

00:23:19kak air ke apa,

00:23:19dia akan berhenti.

00:23:20Kenapa beras kat rumah kau habis ke?

00:23:23Kalau kakak aku,

00:23:24besar ke,

00:23:25berat kat rumah kau habis ke?

00:23:26Kau kenapa?

00:23:27Kau apa hal?

00:23:28I cari.

00:23:29Sabah.

00:23:31Kita pun takut eh.

00:23:32Tapi,

00:23:33dia antara orang yang,

00:23:34paling kuat backup saya.

00:23:35You know,

00:23:37I can,

00:23:37bukan nak I tak boleh,

00:23:38tapi saya jenis yang,

00:23:40I know me,

00:23:41when I start,

00:23:42getting angry,

00:23:43you wouldn't like me.

00:23:44Saya antara orang yang,

00:23:46bila saya marah,

00:23:48saya tahu tahap marah saya yang,

00:23:49orang akan benci saya lepas itu.

00:23:51So,

00:23:52waktu itu saya cakap,

00:23:52even,

00:23:53even,

00:23:53I told my current husband,

00:23:55current husband.

00:23:56Cik.

00:23:57I cakap dengan dia,

00:23:58saya cakap,

00:23:59saya memang sangat sabar orangnya.

00:24:03Kerana badan yang saya menci ni,

00:24:05saya kena sabar.

00:24:06Betul.

00:24:06Sebab saya kena,

00:24:08menolak,

00:24:09suppress all that feeling,

00:24:11tolak,

00:24:12tolak,

00:24:12supaya saya tak meletup.

00:24:14Tetapi,

00:24:14bila saya meletup,

00:24:16you won't like it.

00:24:18Saya tahu,

00:24:19saya punya marah macam mana.

00:24:21Bukanlah,

00:24:22nak kaitkan dengan,

00:24:23tahun yang saya lahir.

00:24:24Saya lahir tahun,

00:24:25Harimau.

00:24:27Cina kan,

00:24:28Harimau.

00:24:28So,

00:24:29saya kata macam,

00:24:29Harimau,

00:24:30kau duduk macam tu,

00:24:31dia tak kata orang.

00:24:33Cuba kau cucuk,

00:24:33cucuk,

00:24:34cucuk,

00:24:34kau tengok dia terkam tak?

00:24:36Hilang tengah-tengah.

00:24:36Betul.

00:24:37So,

00:24:38I am like that.

00:24:39I am jenis yang,

00:24:40even dengan adik-beradik ke apa,

00:24:42diorang tahu,

00:24:43kat Shani ni,

00:24:43okay,

00:24:44sabar.

00:24:45Tunggu kalau dia marah.

00:24:46Semua orang akan diam.

00:24:46Jangan sampai dia marah.

00:24:48Diorang diam,

00:24:48kat tepi dia tahu,

00:24:49mengamuk saya ni,

00:24:50berbeza dengan mengamuk orang lain.

00:24:53Kalau berani,

00:24:54terayah.

00:24:54Terayah.

00:24:55Tengok,

00:24:56carut macam mana.

00:24:58Tak cukup tanah.

00:24:59Hujung ke hujung ke hujung ni.

00:25:01Tak cukup tanah tu,

00:25:02tidak lah.

00:25:02Sebab tak kejar.

00:25:06Jangankan gunung Fijiama.

00:25:07Korang-korang nak kena faham eh.

00:25:09Korang boleh lari.

00:25:10Go ahead lari.

00:25:11Tak nak dengar bebes.

00:25:12Sebab saya tak akan kejar.

00:25:13Bukitlah lagi mana pun saya tak kejar.

00:25:16Tapi,

00:25:17kalau awak depan muka saya,

00:25:18dan awak korang ajar dengan saya,

00:25:20jangan tak tengok korang tangan saya naik.

00:25:22Kau tu.

00:25:23Boleh.

00:25:23Tangan saya boleh naik.

00:25:24Betul.

00:25:25Sebab bagi saya macam,

00:25:26jangan melangkaui korang ajar tu,

00:25:28jangan berbatasan,

00:25:29di mana saya seorang yang penyabar.

00:25:31Ya.

00:25:32Saya sangat penyabar.

00:25:34Even my sister,

00:25:35I know,

00:25:36selalu cakap,

00:25:37why you never say anything?

00:25:39Because I sabar.

00:25:40It's okay.

00:25:41It's okay.

00:25:42Sedangkan kadang saya tengok,

00:25:43tak apa.

00:25:44Antara benda,

00:25:44saya selalu cakap,

00:25:45kalau orang dulu-dulu,

00:25:46masa saya muda sekolah-sekolah dulu,

00:25:47ke apa kan,

00:25:48gemuklah,

00:25:49badan besar apa semua.

00:25:50Kau tunggulah.

00:25:51Nanti kau dapat bini,

00:25:52kau dapat bini besar kau,

00:25:53tengok jadi macam mana.

00:25:55Memang betul,

00:25:55berada yang dapat bini besar.

00:25:57I pandai,

00:25:58cernak.

00:25:59Macam tu macam,

00:26:00cenggat.

00:26:02Sebenarnya,

00:26:03you taste sebenarnya.

00:26:04You taste sebenarnya.

00:26:05Yang mengata sebenarnya,

00:26:06you all semua geram.

00:26:08Yum.

00:26:09You all tahu tak,

00:26:10fluffiness,

00:26:11you know.

00:26:12Tak payah sibuk-sibuk,

00:26:14cari bantal ekstra.

00:26:15Tak payah.

00:26:17Senang.

00:26:18Sebenarnya,

00:26:18you all yang mengatakan-ngatakan ini,

00:26:20sebenarnya suka dengan kita.

00:26:21Terhinggin.

00:26:22Terhinggin.

00:26:23Nak try.

00:26:24Nak cakap.

00:26:24Try lah.

00:26:27Eh, try lah.

00:26:27Ada,

00:26:28lagi seorang.

00:26:29Try lah.

00:26:31Falik,

00:26:31jangan tak tahu.

00:26:32Dina ni sebenarnya,

00:26:33nampak je sini.

00:26:34Bukan tak ada orang nak.

00:26:35Hot stuff.

00:26:36Saya tahu.

00:26:37Hot stuff ni.

00:26:38Dia memilih.

00:26:38Ya.

00:26:39Itu ayat dia.

00:26:41Dia, dia macam,

00:26:41nak yang ni ke dia yang tu?

00:26:43Gitu.

00:26:46Amin.

00:26:48Tak ada.

00:26:48There are people yang macam Dina,

00:26:50macam my sister,

00:26:51yang jenis yang,

00:26:52dia tak tahu pun orang tu.

00:26:53Orang tu sebenarnya dah try banyak kali.

00:26:55Dia tak faham.

00:26:55Tapi dia tak faham.

00:26:57My sister macam tu je.

00:26:59Bagai nak rak ni,

00:27:00orang duk try apa semua.

00:27:02Kan dia macam bela je.

00:27:04Tolong jelas sikit kan,

00:27:05bila nak try.

00:27:07Tak.

00:27:07Tak, macam ni lah.

00:27:08Siapa nak try Dina,

00:27:09direct je.

00:27:10Haa, betul.

00:27:11Tak payah nak go beat around the bush.

00:27:13Tak payah.

00:27:13Tak payah macam nak sorok-sorok.

00:27:15Dina, I like you.

00:27:16Haa, settle.

00:27:17Jalan.

00:27:18Tak payah lah.

00:27:18Zaman-zaman sekarang ni memang zaman direct je.

00:27:21Jalan.

00:27:21Dina, jom couple.

00:27:22Dah, settle.

00:27:23Jom.

00:27:23Aku nak teks lah.

00:27:24Benda yang sama.

00:27:26Okay.

00:27:26Tapi Dina, boleh juga tau.

00:27:28Dina try orang pun.

00:27:29Tak ada masalah tau.

00:27:29Tak ada masalah.

00:27:30Dunia sekarang,

00:27:30perempuan nak try lelaki mula.

00:27:32Tapi nanti orang kata pergi cari timba.

00:27:33Eh, tak ada.

00:27:37Tak pergi pun.

00:27:37Tak ada.

00:27:38Type je.

00:27:38Buka pipe jadi.

00:27:39Type sekarang.

00:27:41Kita nak,

00:27:43yalah, masuk ke dalam industri balik lah.

00:27:45Yes, yes, yes.

00:27:46Kak, kalau boleh dikongsikan lah, Kak.

00:27:48Ceritanya mengenai pemulaannya cili padi tu, Kak.

00:27:50Antara pengalamannya yang orang tak tahu pasal cili padi tu,

00:27:53yalah, macam tadi tu lah.

00:27:55Ya, cili padi.

00:27:56Cili padi tu fenomena, ya.

00:27:57Pada tahun 90-an.

00:27:59Memang fenomena.

00:28:00Saya take quote tu.

00:28:01Ya.

00:28:02Dan ada beberapa musim juga kan?

00:28:04Banyak, banyak musim di sanya.

00:28:05Lepas, yang sebenarnya masa nak shoot cita tu,

00:28:09Anne kecil lagi masa tu.

00:28:11Betul.

00:28:11Dia punya takutlah nak masuk dalam bag.

00:28:14Tapi, kena ada shot yang dia masuk dalam bag.

00:28:16Betul, betul.

00:28:17Real lah.

00:28:18Kena real lah.

00:28:19Abang Aziz antara orang yang,

00:28:21director yang garang.

00:28:23Masa tu, dia memang garang.

00:28:24Okay.

00:28:25Dia sangat garang, ya.

00:28:27You all.

00:28:27Eh, sekarang-gerang.

00:28:28Tapi sekarang dia.

00:28:29Lawak-lawak sikit.

00:28:29Dia boleh lawak sikit.

00:28:30Dia boleh lagi.

00:28:31Dulu, kan kita zaman dulu dengan lampu semua panas.

00:28:36Yes, yes, yes, yes.

00:28:37Bukan lampu macam ni.

00:28:38Ni you all semua manja.

00:28:40Canggih-canggih.

00:28:41Manja.

00:28:43Dulu kalau kata kita buat hal dengan kru,

00:28:46dia bagi semua lampu brownie.

00:28:48Rehet tuan.

00:28:49Kau punya lain-lain tu.

00:28:51Masa tu make up artis pun pakai kriolan lagi, okay?

00:28:55Zaman make up, tempek tebal dia.

00:28:58Nak cover segala pori-pori ni.

00:29:01Faham.

00:29:01So, masa tu, Anne was like,

00:29:03betul-betul dia penakut.

00:29:04Dia takut sangat.

00:29:05Dia menangis-nangis.

00:29:06Tak nak masuk.

00:29:07Abang Aziz punya marah.

00:29:08So, kita yang pelakon ni yang macam,

00:29:11takutnya jangan buat salah,

00:29:12jangan buat salah,

00:29:13jangan buat salah.

00:29:14So, tapi memang,

00:29:15duduk dengan dia.

00:29:17Anne, sabar Anne.

00:29:18Okay, sekejap je.

00:29:19Akad Shani buat macam sekejap je.

00:29:21Akad buat sekejap.

00:29:21Kita tutup.

00:29:22Lepas tu, bila kat Shani buka terus.

00:29:23Takut, takut, takut.

00:29:25Tak apa, tak apa sekejap je.

00:29:26Okay, buatlah.

00:29:27So, Alhamdulillah lah.

00:29:28Benda tu tak adalah banyak take ke apa.

00:29:31So, Alhamdulillah,

00:29:32benda tu dapat selesai.

00:29:33Dan masa tu,

00:29:34kerana orang suka watak Shani dalam cili padi,

00:29:39so next season tu,

00:29:41ada dipanggil lagi.

00:29:43Tak susah ke, Kak?

00:29:44Berlakon kerja lah.

00:29:45Kanak-kanak je.

00:29:45Ramai je kat situ.

00:29:47Anne,

00:29:48yang berlakon jadi Shafiq tu,

00:29:50my cousin.

00:29:50Oh!

00:29:51He's my cousin.

00:29:52Okay.

00:29:53Tapi dia tak,

00:29:53dia cili padi sahaja antara dia punya tu.

00:29:56Lepas tu,

00:29:56sekarang tanya dia nak buat,

00:29:57tak remit, tak payah.

00:29:59Dia tak nak,

00:29:59dia tak nak bina glamour ni.

00:30:00Dia tak nak.

00:30:00Apa dia buat sekarang, Kak?

00:30:01Dia sekarang ni,

00:30:02dia ada hotel dan hotel untuk kucing.

00:30:05Wow!

00:30:06Dekat Kuantan.

00:30:07Okay, duduk Kuantan.

00:30:09Paddington House, tak salah.

00:30:10Paddington Grooming,

00:30:11apa-apa.

00:30:12So, dia buat grooming untuk kucing,

00:30:13apa-apa semua.

00:30:14Dia ada cat hotel.

00:30:15So, dia buat tu sekarang ni.

00:30:17Lepas tu, kita ada Tham.

00:30:19Lepas tu, kita menisah Sailah.

00:30:20Masa tu kan.

00:30:21So,

00:30:22yang kecil dia orang-orang je,

00:30:24Tham tu dah kira-kira besar sikit lah.

00:30:25Dia, walaupun dia besar pun,

00:30:26dia tak tak kecil.

00:30:27Dia tak kecil.

00:30:27So,

00:30:28tak ada teruk sangat lah kan.

00:30:29Tapi,

00:30:30masa tu,

00:30:30masa tu macam,

00:30:32seronok lah sebab abang,

00:30:33Aruh Ajaq Fa'ol.

00:30:36Kepala semua gila-gila dalam cerita tu.

00:30:38Semua orang bising-bising semua kat dalam cerita.

00:30:39Sangat.

00:30:40Sangat seronok lah.

00:30:41So,

00:30:41it was a very fun shoot apa semua.

00:30:46Senang.

00:30:47Dipermudahkan segalanya.

00:30:48Dan kiranya lepas tu lah,

00:30:49Nahan dapat tawarannya kat senario pula.

00:30:52Ya.

00:30:53Asli.

00:30:54Asli.

00:30:54Asli pergi mana?

00:30:55Asli.

00:30:56Asli.

00:30:56Asli kan.

00:30:57Asli pergi mana?

00:30:59Asli.

00:30:59Masa senario tu,

00:31:01lepas tu,

00:31:01bila saya,

00:31:04Abang Rashid Simbi pula panggil.

00:31:06Bila kita dah tengok senario,

00:31:08dia tengok Shani dengan Apek.

00:31:09Lepas tu,

00:31:10dipanggil pula Shani dengan Apek dalam Laila.

00:31:11Asli bela.

00:31:12Ya, betul.

00:31:13So,

00:31:14semua-semua tu,

00:31:15orang kata,

00:31:16antara sparring partner saya yang terbaik,

00:31:19yang saya rasa kepala yang paling ngam sekali adalah Apek.

00:31:22Okay.

00:31:23Kalau letak lah,

00:31:24orang,

00:31:25tu saya cakap,

00:31:26saya cakap dengan Apek kan,

00:31:27your wife tak okey ke?

00:31:28Shani,

00:31:28antara hati-hati yang I berlakon ke apa,

00:31:30my wife kata,

00:31:31dengan Shani je,

00:31:32I'm comfortable.

00:31:33I rasa selesa nampak you dengan Shani.

00:31:34Sebab memang nampak macam,

00:31:36dia macam,

00:31:37he's like a brother to me,

00:31:38he's like a boyfriend.

00:31:39He's like a man to me,

00:31:39he's like a brother to me.

00:31:40Betul, betul.

00:31:40All compared into satu bola yang,

00:31:43Shani dengan Apek sahaja yang merasa tu.

00:31:45Dia antara benda yang,

00:31:47keserasian yang tak,

00:31:49kita duduk je,

00:31:50kita tahu apa kita nak buat,

00:31:51apa kita nak cakap,

00:31:52macam mana kita nak buat scene tu.

00:31:54Tu yang best.

00:31:55Oh,

00:31:55takde kat I macam je lah,

00:31:56berlakon kita lah,

00:31:57siapa Apek tu lucu orang je.

00:31:58Ya, ya, ya.

00:31:59Takde macam,

00:32:00banyak tak.

00:32:00Kau orang rasa dia lucu ke?

00:32:01Eh, lucu!

00:32:02Dalam cerita, ya.

00:32:04Tapi dia secara pribadi berbeza.

00:32:07Sangat berbeza.

00:32:08Itu yang orang tak tahu.

00:32:09Dia seorang yang sangat serius sebenarnya.

00:32:12Dia boleh duduk,

00:32:13kita boleh gurau,

00:32:13bukan tak boleh gurau.

00:32:14Tetapi,

00:32:15Apek antara orang yang,

00:32:17dia,

00:32:18bila perlu,

00:32:19dia akan bergurau.

00:32:21Itu orang tak tahu.

00:32:22The serious side of him,

00:32:24is when he's not on screen.

00:32:25Normal lah,

00:32:25orang normal lah.

00:32:26Tapi dia sangat intelijen.

00:32:28Dia sangat intelijen.

00:32:30Itulah,

00:32:30I kata,

00:32:31baru ni I buat podcast dengan dia kan,

00:32:33macam,

00:32:34Apek,

00:32:34do you know how much I like?

00:32:35Do you know how much I love you?

00:32:36Dia macam tu tau.

00:32:38So,

00:32:38macam,

00:32:39dengan sesiapa kan,

00:32:40dalam,

00:32:40dalam industri ni,

00:32:42kalau letak Shani dengan Apek,

00:32:44orang lain tak akan,

00:32:45orang kata,

00:32:46artis lain ke apa,

00:32:46tak boleh cemburu lah.

00:32:47Tak boleh.

00:32:48Setuju.

00:32:48Tak boleh.

00:32:49Dia tak boleh disangkal lagi.

00:32:51Walaupun ada yang cemburu,

00:32:52antara syait,

00:32:53keserasian tu,

00:32:54ada artis yang cemburu cemburu.

00:32:56Serius lah.

00:32:57You won't believe.

00:32:58Dia nak cemburu,

00:33:00kenapa?

00:33:00Tak,

00:33:00tapi honestly,

00:33:01kenapa dia nak cemburu?

00:33:02Sebab,

00:33:03dia lah keserasian.

00:33:03Dia nak Apek?

00:33:04Dia suka Apek,

00:33:05agaknya.

00:33:06Oh,

00:33:06Apek pun.

00:33:08Cerita tu memang,

00:33:09kita orang ada sekali lah,

00:33:10apa semua.

00:33:11Tapi,

00:33:11walaupun,

00:33:12kita dalam scene tu,

00:33:13memang banyak scene ni,

00:33:14dengan Apek,

00:33:15apa semua.

00:33:16Tapi,

00:33:16off screen,

00:33:17apa semua.

00:33:18Dia nak rapat dengan Apek,

00:33:20apa semua.

00:33:20Tapi,

00:33:20Apek rapatnya I.

00:33:22So,

00:33:22macam dia macam,

00:33:23why?

00:33:23She tercabar ke?

00:33:27Sorry she,

00:33:29but she better.

00:33:33Tak ada lah,

00:33:34tak ada,

00:33:34tak baik.

00:33:35Maybe sebab,

00:33:36Apek tu,

00:33:37dia seorang yang,

00:33:38dia boleh pandai baca energy kan.

00:33:40Jadi,

00:33:40dia faham,

00:33:40bila orang rapat dengan dia,

00:33:42secara ikhlas,

00:33:43genuine tu,

00:33:44dia,

00:33:45dia angkat lah benda tu.

00:33:46Macam,

00:33:46kalau korang,

00:33:47tengok cinta luar biasa kan,

00:33:49ada satu scene,

00:33:49yang Apek lari,

00:33:51bam, bam,

00:33:52I love you,

00:33:52I love you.

00:33:53I love you too,

00:33:54I love you too.

00:33:55Boleh tak aku nak cakap ni dekat,

00:33:57apa tak ingat nama?

00:33:58Ha,

00:33:58yes,

00:33:59betul.

00:34:00Boleh,

00:34:01lepas tu kan I nangis.

00:34:02Ya,

00:34:02betul.

00:34:02Do you know that,

00:34:03after cut pun,

00:34:04I masih lagi menangis?

00:34:05Loh.

00:34:06I went belakang kapal tu,

00:34:09menangis-nangis,

00:34:09lepas tu,

00:34:09I dengar.

00:34:09Tapi,

00:34:10situ kuat,

00:34:10situ kuat nak ingat.

00:34:11I dengar Apek,

00:34:12eh,

00:34:13mana Shani?

00:34:14Mana Shani?

00:34:15Lepas tu,

00:34:15dia cari tau.

00:34:16Lepas tu,

00:34:16sampai kat I,

00:34:17eh babe,

00:34:18why you crying?

00:34:19Baby,

00:34:19why you crying?

00:34:20I said,

00:34:21you don't love me anymore.

00:34:22No,

00:34:23no,

00:34:23saya.

00:34:24Dalam kepala macam,

00:34:26shit,

00:34:26this is cerita ni.

00:34:28Tapi,

00:34:29itulah orang kata,

00:34:30betapa saya dengan,

00:34:31Serasi Ngapek,

00:34:32sayang kita orang tu,

00:34:34jadi macam terasa tak,

00:34:35macam,

00:34:35korang tak sayang aku.

00:34:37Kau sayang orang lain,

00:34:38kau sampai macam tu.

00:34:39So,

00:34:39macam,

00:34:39babe,

00:34:40it's only in the story.

00:34:41I love you.

00:34:42Okay,

00:34:43okay,

00:34:43okay.

00:34:43Macam,

00:34:44lepas tu,

00:34:44balikkan hotel macam,

00:34:45eh,

00:34:45bodohnya aku.

00:34:46Ha,

00:34:46dia macam tu.

00:34:48Tapi,

00:34:48betul lah,

00:34:49sebab bila,

00:34:49kita dah sayang orang tu,

00:34:51walaupun macam,

00:34:51kalau Falik kata,

00:34:52dia tak sayang,

00:34:52I memang akan terasa.

00:34:54I akan terasa.

00:34:55Walaupun,

00:34:56itu adalah rakunan,

00:34:57kata,

00:34:57no,

00:34:57nak,

00:34:57I tak sayang you,

00:34:58I sayang dia.

00:34:58Oh,

00:34:59sebenarnya,

00:35:00I akan terasa.

00:35:01Betul.

00:35:01Betul,

00:35:02sebab,

00:35:03you know,

00:35:03macam keserasian you both ada kan,

00:35:05and then tiba-tiba you,

00:35:06there's somebody else that macam,

00:35:08want to come across.

00:35:08Yes,

00:35:09yes,

00:35:09yes.

00:35:09No,

00:35:10that's mine,

00:35:11man.

00:35:11Ya,

00:35:11dia lepas tu,

00:35:13sekian lama tak,

00:35:14tak bersama dengan Saifu Apek,

00:35:16kiranya tak ada berlakon bersamalah,

00:35:17digabungkan sepuluh adalah hantu kuat ketawa.

00:35:19Betul.

00:35:20Masa tu,

00:35:20macam mana Kak,

00:35:21excited lah Kak?

00:35:21Selaju lah Kak,

00:35:22apa pun nak ke situ tau?

00:35:24Tak,

00:35:24ni cerita pasal Apek tu lah,

00:35:25kita link dia terus.

00:35:26Sebenarnya untuk pengetahuan dalam masa,

00:35:27Mawi offer cerita tu,

00:35:28dia cakap dengan saya,

00:35:30Kak Shani,

00:35:31saya nak buat film,

00:35:31cerita cin-cin-cin-cin ni.

00:35:33Kak Shani nak berlakon tak?

00:35:34Okay,

00:35:34saya berlakon dengan siapa?

00:35:36Saifu Apek.

00:35:37That's the first thing,

00:35:39what I heard,

00:35:40Saifu Apek,

00:35:40okay.

00:35:41Tak tanya harga,

00:35:42tak tanya apa,

00:35:43tak kisah.

00:35:44Okay.

00:35:44On je.

00:35:45On je.

00:35:47Sebab kan,

00:35:47saya rasa macam,

00:35:49rupanya,

00:35:50Apek pun sama.

00:35:50Siapa sparring saya?

00:35:52Shani.

00:35:52Okay.

00:35:53Oh.

00:35:54So,

00:35:54kita orang.

00:35:54Padahal dah lama kan,

00:35:56dah lama tak digandingkan bersama,

00:35:59tetapi bila dia dapat offer tu,

00:36:01dia pun cakap macam,

00:36:03it was like,

00:36:04wah,

00:36:04Shani,

00:36:05on.

00:36:05Tak fikir banyak,

00:36:06tak fikir panjang,

00:36:07on.

00:36:08So,

00:36:09saya pun macam,

00:36:09alright.

00:36:10So,

00:36:10bila kita dapat shooting sama-sama,

00:36:12terus lah macam,

00:36:13weng, weng,

00:36:14weng,

00:36:14weng.

00:36:15Dah,

00:36:16dia macam tu balik.

00:36:17Dah,

00:36:17dah catch up session kan?

00:36:18Jadi macam,

00:36:19gini,

00:36:20gini,

00:36:20gini.

00:36:21Oh,

00:36:21sekarang,

00:36:21you so happy.

00:36:23Oh,

00:36:23gini,

00:36:24gini,

00:36:24gini.

00:36:24Best new.

00:36:27Sekali,

00:36:27ingatkan masa apa,

00:36:28masa on tu,

00:36:29rupa-rupanya payment kecil je.

00:36:30Ah,

00:36:30dah on pula.

00:36:32Alhamdulillah,

00:36:33Bangui sangat memahami.

00:36:34Mawi okay.

00:36:35Takpe,

00:36:36apa-apa pun dia tahu,

00:36:37Mawi kerja kat mana.

00:36:38Kan,

00:36:38boleh tahu,

00:36:39dia kerja kat mana.

00:36:40Ni je ke nilai aku,

00:36:42ni Mawi.

00:36:43Tapi,

00:36:44Alhamdulillah.

00:36:45So,

00:36:46kita tahu,

00:36:46masa syuting tu pun,

00:36:47kena pula masa tu dengan Alon,

00:36:48dengan Anju,

00:36:49kepala pun sama gila.

00:36:51Jalan,

00:36:52Ya Allah,

00:36:52macam-macam jadi.

00:36:54Macam-macam benda keluar kan?

00:36:55Dalam masa syuting pun,

00:36:56ya,

00:36:56luar syuting pun,

00:36:58ya,

00:36:58macam-macam kejadian kita orang,

00:37:00kat dalam cerita tu sebenarnya.

00:37:01Dia sebenarnya,

00:37:02nama kat Shani pun,

00:37:03saya pun apek kata,

00:37:04antara top four,

00:37:05heroine dia pun,

00:37:06nama Shani ada.

00:37:06Dia sebut Shani juga.

00:37:08Ha,

00:37:08Shani.

00:37:09Dia sebut Shani,

00:37:10dia sebut Lashazi.

00:37:11Ha,

00:37:11antara mereka yang,

00:37:13memang on top of his list lah.

00:37:15Ha,

00:37:15tu.

00:37:16Ha.

00:37:16Jadi,

00:37:16keserahsian tu.

00:37:18Okay,

00:37:18itu dalam dunia lakonan.

00:37:20Ha,

00:37:20lepas tu ada peluang untuk Shani berlari daripada lakonan tu sekejap.

00:37:25Hmm.

00:37:25Apa you buat?

00:37:27Saya punya harga.

00:37:28Ha.

00:37:29Saya punya harga.

00:37:29Saya memang jual,

00:37:30buat,

00:37:31saya buat baju sendiri.

00:37:32Okay.

00:37:33Shabi Cheeks by Shani.

00:37:34Okay.

00:37:34Okay,

00:37:35saya buat handsock,

00:37:37saya buat kaftan berlengan,

00:37:39saya buat jubah dress.

00:37:42So,

00:37:42dia,

00:37:43saya tahu,

00:37:44kita berlakon ni,

00:37:45kita tak tahu sampai bila.

00:37:47Hmm.

00:37:47Ha,

00:37:47permintaan untuk orang badan-badan besar ni pun sampai bila.

00:37:50I'm sure.

00:37:51Dan bila dah ada pelapis-pelapis,

00:37:53baru apa semua,

00:37:54kita pun tahu,

00:37:55I have something,

00:37:56I have to have something to fall back on.

00:37:58So,

00:37:58something else.

00:37:59Ha,

00:37:59something else to do.

00:38:00So,

00:38:00saya pun meniaga lah.

00:38:01Dan,

00:38:02saya masuk MasterChef.

00:38:04Saya buat,

00:38:04apa ni,

00:38:05yang all-star.

00:38:06Saya buat MasterChef Celebrity.

00:38:08Yang dengan Angah dengan Mama Salamiah tu eh?

00:38:10That season ke?

00:38:11Yes.

00:38:12Ha,

00:38:12betul.

00:38:13Saya masuk MasterChef Celebrity,

00:38:15second season,

00:38:17yang ada Azwan Ali sekali tu.

00:38:19And then,

00:38:19kita orang buat,

00:38:20MasterChef All Stars.

00:38:22Okay.

00:38:23Season one,

00:38:23season two,

00:38:24and MasterChef biasa tu masuk sekali.

00:38:26So,

00:38:27lepas buat tu,

00:38:27I realize,

00:38:29I love cooking.

00:38:30Yes.

00:38:31So,

00:38:31that's when I rasa macam,

00:38:32okay,

00:38:33maybe that's something.

00:38:34So,

00:38:34saya selalu buat live sambil masak ke apa.

00:38:36Then,

00:38:36bila saya pernah buat twisted pizza.

00:38:39Bila saya buat twisted pizza tu,

00:38:40orang macam,

00:38:41Kak Shani,

00:38:42jual lah.

00:38:43Boleh ke?

00:38:44So,

00:38:44I tried.

00:38:45So,

00:38:45what I did was,

00:38:46orang order,

00:38:47saya buat,

00:38:47datang ambil,

00:38:48ataupun saya gantar.

00:38:49Okay.

00:38:49So,

00:38:51that was the starting point lah.

00:38:52It's when after doing MasterChef.

00:38:54I love cooking.

00:38:56So,

00:38:57macam,

00:38:58bila stress ke apa,

00:38:59saya masak.

00:39:00Bila saya,

00:39:01eh,

00:39:01masak kena makan.

00:39:02Dari pada aku nak makan ni,

00:39:05aku masak sendiri.

00:39:07Kona natcha.

00:39:08I tetap,

00:39:09temakan tu.

00:39:10Ups.

00:39:13So,

00:39:14what I did was,

00:39:15macam,

00:39:15sebelum COVID hari tu,

00:39:17saya jual twisted pizza saya.

00:39:19I went,

00:39:20okay,

00:39:20orang luar macam Kak Shani,

00:39:22takkan orang KL je dapat rasa,

00:39:23orang Johor macam mana.

00:39:24So,

00:39:25what I did was,

00:39:25I stopped at every toll,

00:39:27jual pizza saya.

00:39:28So,

00:39:29saya ambil order,

00:39:30okay,

00:39:30jumpa kat tol mana,

00:39:31jumpa kat tol Batu Pahadu.

00:39:32Pukul berapa,

00:39:32pukul berapa.

00:39:33Okay,

00:39:34saya dah start,

00:39:34mulakan pecah,

00:39:34saya dah buat satu grup,

00:39:36yang mana yang order tu.

00:39:37Okay,

00:39:38lagi 15 minit,

00:39:38saya akan sampai kat tol,

00:39:39okay,

00:39:39semua orang stand by.

00:39:40So,

00:39:41jumpa kat tol,

00:39:41saya hantar,

00:39:42okay,

00:39:42this is yours,

00:39:43ambil gambar apa semua.

00:39:44And of course lah.

00:39:45Macam meet and greet juga tau.

00:39:46So,

00:39:47bagi saya,

00:39:48satu,

00:39:48peminat dapat rasa masakan saya.

00:39:50Betul.

00:39:50Peminat jembat jumpa saya.

00:39:52Betul.

00:39:52Pemgambangan saya.

00:39:53Lepas tu,

00:39:54diorang pula suka,

00:39:55oh,

00:39:55lain kali order lagi apa.

00:39:56So,

00:39:56saya pergi sampai ke Johor,

00:39:58saya pergi sampai ke Perlis,

00:39:59saya pergi sampai Penang,

00:40:00sampai Kelantan.

00:40:01In fact,

00:40:02saya pernah bawa naik,

00:40:03pergi ke Kuching.

00:40:04Buat naik kapal terbang,

00:40:05dalam styrofoam box apa semua,

00:40:07sampai kat sana,

00:40:08saya buat the cheese sauce apa semua,

00:40:10deliver.

00:40:11So,

00:40:11itu antara,

00:40:12itu yang kata,

00:40:13bila,

00:40:14oh,

00:40:14tour babe.

00:40:15Tour.

00:40:16Orang tu macam,

00:40:17kerana Shani buat macam tu,

00:40:18jadi macam,

00:40:19wah,

00:40:19nak try lah,

00:40:20cubalah.

00:40:21Tak ada orang yang rajin,

00:40:23nak duduk semalaman,

00:40:25buat pizza tu,

00:40:26masuk dalam bekas-bekas apa semua,

00:40:27masuk dalam kereta,

00:40:28drive.

00:40:29Pergi,

00:40:30tak ada orang rajin macam tu lah.

00:40:31Tapi saya rasa macam,

00:40:32fulfilling sebab,

00:40:34saya dapat jumpa peminat saya,

00:40:35dan diorang pun macam,

00:40:36wah,

00:40:37berterima kasih sebab,

00:40:38bukan,

00:40:38tak jumpa ejen.

00:40:40Dia tak jumpa ejen.

00:40:40Dia jumpa Shani sendiri.

00:40:42Dan benda tu fresh tau.

00:40:43Masak,

00:40:44hantar terus,

00:40:45jangan tukar masak lah yang hantar.

00:40:46Ya,

00:40:47bukan guna orang,

00:40:48itu kata,

00:40:48bukan agen,

00:40:49orang tengah tak ada.

00:40:50Itulah antara benda-benda yang saya buat,

00:40:52selain daripada belakon,

00:40:53saya jual makanan,

00:40:54saya jual baju tu,

00:40:55tapi bila wujudnya,

00:40:57online-online business apa semua,

00:40:59baju tu jadi macam slow sikit lah,

00:41:01sebab orang dapat lebih murah.

00:41:02Faham.

00:41:02Dapat cari yang lebih murah.

00:41:04So, kita,

00:41:05memanglah orang kata,

00:41:06you boleh jual kerana nama you,

00:41:07betul.

00:41:08Tetapi,

00:41:09daripada benda yang RM50 dengan RM25,

00:41:11mana orang akan pilih.

00:41:12Betul,

00:41:12RM25 lah.

00:41:13Whether invite Shani punya ke,

00:41:15siapa punya.

00:41:16Saya paling tak suka,

00:41:17bila saya pergi meniaga dekat event ke apa,

00:41:19orang cakap,

00:41:20takpelah laku,

00:41:21artis.

00:41:22Betul lah,

00:41:23bolehlah laku.

00:41:23Tak boleh gitu.

00:41:24Tetapi,

00:41:25korang kena faham,

00:41:26nama artis tu sendiri,

00:41:28nama Shani tu sendiri,

00:41:29kalau kata saya jual benda yang tak sedap,

00:41:32tak ke itu yang terkena juga.

00:41:34So,

00:41:34orang semua akan keliling-keliling,

00:41:36tak payah belilah Shani punya.

00:41:38So,

00:41:38artis macam mana sekalipun,

00:41:40kalau tak sedap,

00:41:40orang tak beli.

00:41:41Betul, setuju.

00:41:42Apa ingat artis tak pakai modal.

00:41:44Tapi kalau macam,

00:41:46yang Kak Shani cakap tu,

00:41:46kita baru tu fikir,

00:41:48kalau artis jual tu tak sedap,

00:41:49lagi laju berita,

00:41:51kabar yang tak sedap tu,

00:41:53daripada orang lain.

00:41:54Betul.

00:41:55Jadi bahagian dia.

00:41:55So, bagi Shani macam,

00:41:57okay,

00:41:59saya meniaga,

00:42:00sebab saya perlu,

00:42:01kena ada something to fall back on,

00:42:03sebab berlakon ni tak pasti bila.

00:42:05Which is true.

00:42:06Sebab sampai ke sekarang ni,

00:42:08last saya syuting,

00:42:09saya buat iklan untuk Yaya Empire,

00:42:11which is February tahun lepas.

00:42:14Ni dah February tahun lepas.

00:42:16Ya, setahun dah.

00:42:17Tu yang kata,

00:42:17putus!

00:42:21Lama putus tu.

00:42:22Lama.

00:42:22Kau nampak tak similarity,

00:42:23dia dengan Shani kan?

00:42:25Ni sama kan?

00:42:26Dia macam ada putu orat sikit lah.

00:42:29Dia putus.

00:42:30Dia macam,

00:42:30bagi setengah orang,

00:42:33orang kata,

00:42:33Shani tak nak berlaku.

00:42:34Bukan tak nak.

00:42:35Tetapi tak ada offer.

00:42:38Dan saya pun tak nak juga,

00:42:40kalau kata orang bagi saya,

00:42:41offer cerita-cerita yang,

00:42:43balik-balik,

00:42:46memperbodohkan orang bandar besar.

00:42:48I'd rather not do that,

00:42:50than do something,

00:42:51just because of the money.

00:42:53So,

00:42:53kalau kita fikir,

00:42:55balik-balik kau ambil aku,

00:42:56cerita komunitas.

00:42:56Ambil je cerita biasa pun boleh.

00:42:58Aku boleh jadi mak orang.

00:42:59Aku boleh jadi mak mertua orang ke apa ke.

00:43:02Nak,

00:43:03cubalah ambil saya untuk watak-watak yang garang ke apa ke.

00:43:05Mak mertua yang jahat.

00:43:07Monster.

00:43:08Love.

00:43:09Kan,

00:43:10nampak muka macam cute-cute je,

00:43:11tapi rupanya perangai macam,

00:43:13jangan.

00:43:15Jangan,

00:43:16okay.

00:43:16First time dia tengok Shani berlakon tu,

00:43:18masa tu dia pakai all black,

00:43:19dengan,

00:43:20masa tu kan,

00:43:21perompak.

00:43:21Yelah,

00:43:22cili padi lah.

00:43:23Kan jahat kan,

00:43:24kadang itu tu.

00:43:25Tapi tu lah.

00:43:26Dengan make up smoky.

00:43:27You bayangkan eh,

00:43:29bila Shani cakap,

00:43:30ambil lah cerita-cerita,

00:43:31thriller ke,

00:43:32ambil.

00:43:33Babe,

00:43:34tak boleh.

00:43:34Kata,

00:43:35you masuk screen dia,

00:43:36orang akan gelap,

00:43:37orang gelap.

00:43:38Itu yang bestnya.

00:43:40Kerana,

00:43:41twist dia macam,

00:43:41oh,

00:43:42baik ni.

00:43:42Rupanya belakang.

00:43:43Rupanya dia dalam,

00:43:45segala-galanya dalam.

00:43:46Jadi,

00:43:46buat semua penulis skrip dekat Malaysia,

00:43:49tolong,

00:43:49tolonglah fikirkan sesuatu,

00:43:51yang cukup kreatif untuk,

00:43:53boleh guna kat Shani sebagai penulis.

00:43:55Dia,

00:43:56sendiri dia dah jadi plot twist.

00:43:58Ya.

00:43:59Love it.

00:43:59Bukan apa,

00:44:00imagine eh,

00:44:01kalau kata,

00:44:01nampak,

00:44:02oh,

00:44:02baik je.

00:44:02Rupanya kat belakang kan,

00:44:03ada budak-budak kecil yang dia,

00:44:05dia,

00:44:06sorok dalam mana-mana.

00:44:07Ya.

00:44:08Dah boleh baik-baik.

00:44:08And Ngasri masih dalam beg tu lagi.

00:44:11Dah tak buat lah pula.

00:44:12And Ngasri dah besar.

00:44:14Kan.

00:44:15So,

00:44:15itu yang kata,

00:44:16jangan stereotipkan orang,

00:44:18macam badan besar je,

00:44:19kena cerita komedi.

00:44:20Tak ada.

00:44:21So,

00:44:22boleh je,

00:44:22diperbagaikan.

00:44:24Tak ada masalah.

00:44:25Betul,

00:44:26betul.

00:44:26Okay.

00:44:28Masih dah pergi berniaga kat eh,

00:44:29sampai sekarang.

00:44:29Masih?

00:44:29Masih pergi berniaga lah.

00:44:30Berniaga dah faham eh.

00:44:31Pergilah tengok kat media sosial je kan.

00:44:33Ya.

00:44:33Mungkin lah kat.

00:44:34Sabtu ni,

00:44:34saya akan berada di Kuantan.

00:44:36Wow.

00:44:37Jual apa,

00:44:37pizza?

00:44:38Tak,

00:44:38jual popiah pun.

00:44:39Okay,

00:44:40saya ni semua benda.

00:44:41Popiah pun lah.

00:44:42Kenapa?

00:44:43Kejap.

00:44:44Dah tahu adik ada kat sini kan.

00:44:45Kenapa tak bawa.

00:44:46Benda-benda ni.

00:44:47Salahkan saya baru balik dari Jepun.

00:44:51Bosan ke Jepun.

00:44:52Dia nak kena faham kan.

00:44:53Saya jual roti bulat.

00:44:56Baja bukan B-U-L-A-T eh.

00:44:58B-O-O-L-A-T.

00:44:59So,

00:45:00bolat.

00:45:01Bolat.

00:45:01Kenapa?

00:45:02You know those roti Chinese bread yang.

00:45:07Like mantaul lah dah.

00:45:08Bukan.

00:45:09Moon bread yang dekat Bukit Bintang tu.

00:45:11Saya jual yang macam tu.

00:45:13Saya buat frozen sekarang ni.

00:45:14So,

00:45:14untuk bulan puasa ni.

00:45:15Kalau kata nak order,

00:45:16bagi tahu siapa yang saya nak order.

00:45:17Cari dah.

00:45:18Cari dekat social media.

00:45:19Social media.

00:45:20Ada nombor telefon.

00:45:21Semua tertera di sana.

00:45:22Okay.

00:45:22Love it.

00:45:23Anyway,

00:45:23saya jual yang tu.

00:45:25My brother dengan I,

00:45:26kita meniaga sama-sama.

00:45:28Kat event apa semua.

00:45:29So,

00:45:29dia jual popiah bulat.

00:45:30Which is yang,

00:45:31ada carbonara.

00:45:32Bukan.

00:45:33Supposed to be creamy punya chicken.

00:45:35Dengan juicy beef.

00:45:36Okay.

00:45:37And then dekat Kuantan,

00:45:38roti pula tak ada.

00:45:39Sebab saya pergi Sabtu.

00:45:42Cagung cheese tarik.

00:45:43Kan ada.

00:45:44So,

00:45:45untuk bulan puasa ni,

00:45:46saya akan,

00:45:46untuk raya lah.

00:45:47Basically,

00:45:47saya akan jual sarang semut saya.

00:45:49Biskut.

00:45:50Sarang semut saya.

00:45:51Which,

00:45:51and suji Arab saya.

00:45:53So,

00:45:54itu every year.

00:45:55Saya,

00:45:55walaupun tak nak jual pun,

00:45:56regular customer akan order.

00:45:58Terpaksalah.

00:45:59So,

00:45:59dia akan cari.

00:46:00Terpaksa rela.

00:46:00Dia sarang semut tu,

00:46:02memang parut dengan tangan.

00:46:03Tak pakai mesin semua.

00:46:04Nak rasa dah pernah try.

00:46:05Nak rasa dah pernah try.

00:46:06Mesti pernah.

00:46:07Guaranti pernah.

00:46:10So,

00:46:10siapa yang nak order boleh.

00:46:12So,

00:46:12saya,

00:46:12Sabtu ni ada program dengan,

00:46:15Rizda.

00:46:16So,

00:46:17saya dijemput untuk meniaga di sana.

00:46:18Okay.

00:46:19So,

00:46:19Jumaat Sabtu Ahad dekat sana.

00:46:21Cuma saya pergi hari Sabtu.

00:46:22Okay.

00:46:23Kemunculannya pada hari Sabtu.

00:46:24Ya, betul.

00:46:25Okay, kak.

00:46:25Mungkinlah, kak.

00:46:26Nak masuk sedikit lah, kak.

00:46:27Mengenai,

00:46:27ya lah tadi dia cakap,

00:46:28Karen Asbern.

00:46:29Yeah.

00:46:30Karen Asbern.

00:46:31Dia berkahwin dah dia.

00:46:34Seronok dia je.

00:46:352021, kak.

00:46:36Ya, betul.

00:46:37Nak tahu bila?

00:46:3819 hari bulan 2.

00:46:39It's 4th anniversary.

00:46:43Alhamdulillah.

00:46:44Dah lah.

00:46:45Anak amal somfah.

00:46:46Patutlah.

00:46:47Selamat ulang tahun perkahwinan.

00:46:49Yes.

00:46:49Semoga kebahagiaan yang dirasai.

00:46:52Sampai bila-bila.

00:46:52Amin.

00:46:53Kena kat mana tu, kak?

00:46:55Social media.

00:46:56Percaya ataupun tidak.

00:46:57Do you know?

00:46:57Okay.

00:46:58Saya salah main social media ni sebenarnya.

00:47:00Saya sebenarnya kat Dina sebenarnya.

00:47:02Bukan salah tau.

00:47:02Tak salah.

00:47:04Sebenarnya,

00:47:04saya sendiri pun 2 tahun eh.

00:47:06Kalau suami saya tahu saya cerita ni,

00:47:08my mother.

00:47:08Cercita je.

00:47:09Sorry husband.

00:47:10I love you too.

00:47:11Gitu kan.

00:47:13Dia 2 tahun eh.

00:47:14Dia cuba mesej saya.

00:47:15Sebab,

00:47:16I just got out of the second marriage.

00:47:18Okay.

00:47:19Which was just one year punya marriage sahaja.

00:47:21Okay.

00:47:22After that,

00:47:22I was like,

00:47:23that's it.

00:47:24That's it.

00:47:24Enough lah.

00:47:25Cukup.

00:47:25Tak mau dah kenal

00:47:27berkawan sahaja dengan lelaki.

00:47:29Dah tak ada cukup-cukup-cukup lah.

00:47:30Enough is enough.

00:47:31Enough is enough.

00:47:32Because to me,

00:47:33I tak nak orang kata macam,

00:47:34kau ni kahwin cegai,

00:47:35kahwin cegai,

00:47:35kahwin cegai.

00:47:36You know?

00:47:37So,

00:47:37bila dia,

00:47:37kita buat apa-apa,

00:47:40kita post apa,

00:47:40dia akan mesej.

00:47:41Oh,

00:47:41cantiknya.

00:47:42Oh,

00:47:42beli eloknya.

00:47:43You know?

00:47:44Pizza tu macam sedap.

00:47:45And then,

00:47:46tengok lah,

00:47:46siapa dia ni kan?

00:47:47Mak-mak ni siapa eh?

00:47:48Mutual friend of my mom.

00:47:50Oh!

00:47:50Oh,

00:47:51dia kawan mak dulu.

00:47:51Oh,

00:47:51kawan mak.

00:47:52Okay lah,

00:47:53accept lah dalam happy.

00:47:54Okay.

00:47:55Lepas tu,

00:47:55Instagram pula,

00:47:56dia follow.

00:47:56So,

00:47:57siapa?

00:47:58Lepas tu,

00:47:58kan,

00:47:59dia tulis

00:47:59biodata dia.

00:48:00Okay,

00:48:01kerja dengan dominos.

00:48:02Okay.

00:48:02Dia buat public mutual.

00:48:04So,

00:48:04okay semua.

00:48:05Lepas tu,

00:48:05bila dia mesej,

00:48:06kita macam,

00:48:06okay,

00:48:07air ni assalamualaikum,

00:48:08tiga-empat air kemudian,

00:48:09bos say welcome.

00:48:10Salam.

00:48:11Okay,

00:48:11sebab kita macam,

00:48:12I'm not interested lah.

00:48:13Tak layan lah.

00:48:14So,

00:48:14bila buat pizza tu macam,

00:48:15dominos,

00:48:16ni nak curi idea aku,

00:48:17ni lah.

00:48:18Nak curi idea aku,

00:48:20ni lah.

00:48:22Mana tahu dia ni,

00:48:22lepas tu,

00:48:23ni macam,

00:48:24nanti dia ambil idea aku,

00:48:26macam mana?

00:48:26Kita fikir ni.

00:48:28Okay.

00:48:28Orang kata,

00:48:30patutnya bersangka baik.

00:48:31Tidak,

00:48:31aku bersangka buruk dulu.

00:48:33Sama lagi sekali.

00:48:34Lagi sekali.

00:48:34Kita yang buruk dulu,

00:48:36sebab apa kita macam,

00:48:36tak nak kena kan?

00:48:38Lepas tu,

00:48:38selalunya dia ni message.

00:48:41Kalau tak FB,

00:48:42Instagram.

00:48:43Instagram FB.

00:48:44No,

00:48:44tak jawab sini,

00:48:46dia jawab sana.

00:48:49Dahsyat ni.

00:48:51Lepas tu sekali,

00:48:52ke dini ni,

00:48:53sibuk-sibuk ni,

00:48:53nak jual,

00:48:54nak suruh aku beli public mutual.

00:48:56Ah,

00:48:57faham.

00:48:57Dah pergi ke situ.

00:48:59Dah pergi ke situ.

00:49:00Macam malas ni aku ni macam,

00:49:02okay lah lah.

00:49:03So,

00:49:03kena pulak pada tahun

00:49:052000,

00:49:06berapa yang,

00:49:072019.

00:49:08Okay.

00:49:08It was just before COVID tu,

00:49:10saya buat surgery.

00:49:11Okay.

00:49:12So,

00:49:12saya masuk,

00:49:12masa tu saya macam,

00:49:14baru-baru nak kenal dia,

00:49:15apa semua,

00:49:16saya macam,

00:49:17mungkin,

00:49:18saya fikir macam,

00:49:20nak kenal tak nak,

00:49:20nak kenal tak nak.

00:49:21Okay lah.

00:49:22Kita berjumpa borak-borak lah.

00:49:24Borak je lah.

00:49:25Lepas tu,

00:49:26kena pulak,

00:49:27memang saya,

00:49:2710 years ago,

00:49:29not from now lah,

00:49:30masa tu,

00:49:3110 years before that,

00:49:32saya memang pernah beli unit trust.

00:49:34Okay.

00:49:35Which,

00:49:35my cousin was the,

00:49:36agent.

00:49:37Agent.

00:49:38Dia dah tak buat dah.

00:49:39So,

00:49:39I don't know what happened to my public mutual.

00:49:41So,

00:49:41macam,

00:49:42should I contact this guy,

00:49:45since he's already an agent.

00:49:46Yeah.

00:49:46So,

00:49:47macam,

00:49:47belum.

00:49:48Belum.

00:49:48Belum start game.

00:49:49Tak maksudnya,

00:49:50ada lah sebab tu.

00:49:50Sebab.

00:49:51Sebab je tu,

00:49:52nak cakap dulu.

00:49:53Punca.

00:49:53I pun cakap,

00:49:54contact tanya dia lah.

00:49:56Boleh tolong tengokkan tak apa benda.

00:49:57Checkkan.

00:49:58So,

00:49:58macam,

00:49:58I mess up,

00:49:59okay,

00:50:00you,

00:50:00Cik Zaryl,

00:50:01boleh tak kalau kata,

00:50:03tolong tengokkan dengan,

00:50:04boleh saya jumpa apa semua?

00:50:05Hmm,

00:50:06nak jumpa.

00:50:06Jumpa pula?

00:50:07Pula.

00:50:08So,

00:50:08macam nak jumpa.

00:50:08Call check,

00:50:09yang last ni.

00:50:09Kan?

00:50:10Kalau saya bagi kau number saya,

00:50:11tak boleh.

00:50:12Oh,

00:50:12tak boleh.

00:50:12Kena check apa-apa,

00:50:13nak tengok apa semua.

00:50:14Okay.

00:50:15Nak jumpa.

00:50:15Okay,

00:50:15boleh nak jumpa.

00:50:16Tapi jumpa kat rumah saya.

00:50:17Okay.

00:50:18To me,

00:50:18that's a safer spot.

00:50:19Okay.

00:50:20After aku nak jumpa kat luar,

00:50:21sekali kena ke pelik-pelik perangan.

00:50:23Tidak bawah nak stand by ke.

00:50:25Kan manalah tahu.

00:50:26Walaupun nak kidnap kita ni,

00:50:27susah sebenarnya.

00:50:29Kan?

00:50:29Faham.

00:50:30Tetapi kita kena berlangkah,

00:50:31berjaga-jaga.

00:50:32So,

00:50:33ajak dia datang rumah.

00:50:34Kata,

00:50:35please come over to the house.

00:50:36I can show you whatever I have.

00:50:37So,

00:50:38you can help me lah.

00:50:39So,

00:50:40dia kata,

00:50:40bila nak jumpa tu,

00:50:41salah saya,

00:50:42saya cakap hari Senin.

00:50:44Pukul berapa?

00:50:45Dalam kukul 8.

00:50:46Oh,

00:50:46pukul 8 ni,

00:50:47tak boleh.

00:50:48Sebab saya balik,

00:50:49saya pergi gym dulu apa semua.

00:50:50Tak boleh,

00:50:50tak apa.

00:50:51Oh,

00:50:51tak apa,

00:50:51tak apa.

00:50:52Saya cancel gym.

00:50:53Dia kata,

00:50:54tak apa,

00:50:55saya cancel gym.

00:50:55Walaupun memang rutin dia memang.

00:50:57Tak apa,

00:50:58saya cancel.

00:50:58Okay,

00:50:59tak apalah.

00:50:59So,

00:50:59saya bagi alamat apa semua.

00:51:01At least my mom is there,

00:51:02my sister,

00:51:02family semua ada.

00:51:04Tunggu,

00:51:05tunggu,

00:51:05pukul 8 tak sampai.

00:51:06Mana mamak ni?

00:51:08Rupanya sesak.

00:51:09Okay.

00:51:10Ingat first impression dah fail.

00:51:12Nervous punya pasal.

00:51:14Dia habis waste tu,

00:51:15cakap ke mana di keinginan ni.

00:51:17So,

00:51:17bila dia sampai tu,

00:51:18it was almost dekat kuul 10.

00:51:20So,

00:51:20okay.

00:51:20Lama sesak.

00:51:21Lama sesak.

00:51:23Bang,

00:51:23kau sesak ke,

00:51:24kau beli perfume dulu.

00:51:26Lepas tu,

00:51:26kau tak boleh decide nak bagaikan apa.

00:51:29Kau tak boleh decide.

00:51:30Otong rambut dulu ke?

00:51:31Dia datang,

00:51:33so,

00:51:33biasa dia cakap,

00:51:34dia akan duduk.

00:51:34Ni cerita selepas kan.

00:51:36Dia nak duduk depan.

00:51:38I pula jenis,

00:51:39I tak suka tengok kertas terbalik.

00:51:41So,

00:51:41can you sit pula?

00:51:42Ya,

00:51:43betul.

00:51:43So,

00:51:43tolong duduk sini,

00:51:44so,

00:51:44saya nak tengok apa semua.

00:51:45Super ni.

00:51:46Dia,

00:51:46lepas dah kenal.

00:51:48You tu tak jantung,

00:51:49I rasa macam nak terkeluar.

00:51:51Dia kata punya nervous.

00:51:52Lepas tu,

00:51:53I cakap,

00:51:53okay,

00:51:53dah cerita-cerita.

00:51:54Okay,

00:51:54cerita-cerita-cerita.

00:51:55Okay.

00:51:56Alright,

00:51:56thank you lah.

00:51:56So,

00:51:57dia kata,

00:51:57dia akan take over the account.

00:52:00So,

00:52:00dia boleh jadi my agent.

00:52:01Alright,

00:52:01okay.

00:52:02So,

00:52:02I thought that was it.

00:52:03Ada lagi lah,

00:52:04wujud lagi lah.

00:52:05Wujud lagi.

00:52:06Cuma sayangnya,

00:52:07bila dah lama,

00:52:09dia punya profit tu dah jatuh.

00:52:11So,

00:52:11sayang nak kat situ.

00:52:12So,

00:52:12dia kata tak apa,

00:52:13I'll take over,

00:52:14then kita do whatever you can.

00:52:15Okay.

00:52:16Habis,

00:52:16cerita that day.

00:52:17Habis lah to meet.

00:52:18Macam,

00:52:18settle lah.

00:52:19Settle lah.

00:52:20So,

00:52:20he's not my agent.

00:52:21Okay.

00:52:22Tiba-tiba,

00:52:23dia mesej,

00:52:24pagi the next day,

00:52:25boleh tak saya jumpa,

00:52:26ada form yang perlu sign?

00:52:28Kecil.

00:52:29I say,

00:52:29okay,

00:52:30come over to the house again lah.

00:52:31Smooth.

00:52:32Jangan selesai sampai 2 jam eh.

00:52:34Kali ni datang.

00:52:35Okay.

00:52:35According to time,

00:52:36apa-apa semua.

00:52:37So,

00:52:38kita berkenalan masa tu,

00:52:39borak-borak,

00:52:40benda lain sekali.

00:52:41Oh,

00:52:41okay.

00:52:42So,

00:52:42I tanya dengan dia,

00:52:43yang you rajin sangat mesej,

00:52:44I dalam ni semua,

00:52:45kenapa?

00:52:46Dia cakap,

00:52:47dia memang minat,

00:52:48I berlakon daripada zaman,

00:52:50sambal lontong,

00:52:52apa semua.

00:52:53Okay.

00:52:53Okay,

00:52:54walaupun he is,

00:52:556 years younger than me,

00:52:56dia macam dia minat dari dulu lagi.

00:52:58Tetapi,

00:52:58zaman tu tak ada social media.

00:53:00Betul.

00:53:00So,

00:53:01as soon as ada social media,

00:53:02dia,

00:53:02dia befriended my mom dalam FB dulu.

00:53:06Dia kawan dengan my mom,

00:53:07apa semua,

00:53:08just to tengok my,

00:53:10what I'm doing.

00:53:11Apa semua.

00:53:11Lepas tu,

00:53:12tiba masa,

00:53:12I ada Facebook,

00:53:13apa semua.

00:53:14Dia terus,

00:53:14I say,

00:53:15oh,

00:53:15okay.

00:53:16So,

00:53:17kira dapat jumpa,

00:53:18artis,

00:53:19kesayangan dia lah.

00:53:20Kesayangan.

00:53:21Say,

00:53:21oh,

00:53:22okay.

00:53:22So,

00:53:22you minat,

00:53:22I daripada zaman,

00:53:24scenario apa semua.

00:53:25Oh,

00:53:26okay,

00:53:26alright.

00:53:27And,

00:53:27bila kita bersembang tu,

00:53:30boleh dengar,

00:53:31I mean,

00:53:31you,

00:53:31you can feel tau.

00:53:32Nervous.

00:53:32Orang tu nervous dan keikhlasan dia.

00:53:35Genuine,

00:53:36yeah.

00:53:36Genuine tau.

00:53:36Macam,

00:53:37dia tak ada macam overdoing it.

00:53:38Macam,

00:53:39sahaja nak berjual.

00:53:39Sahaja nak,

00:53:40oh,

00:53:40macam,

00:53:41oh,

00:53:41aloh,

00:53:41suka macam.

00:53:42Tak ada tau.

00:53:43I felt so easy,

00:53:44so smooth apa semua.

00:53:45I said,

00:53:46okay,

00:53:46alright.

00:53:47So,

00:53:48dia pun datang the next day tu,

00:53:49dah,

00:53:50dia kata,

00:53:51ni semua tak tahu lagi tau.

00:53:52Okay,

00:53:52dia bawa dah sign apa semua.

00:53:54So,

00:53:54maksud,

00:53:55tiga hari betul-betul turut yang kita jumpa.

00:53:57Ada lagi.

00:53:57Hari ketiga ni pula,

00:53:58since I tahu dia kerja dominos,

00:54:00I tanya dia,

00:54:01I kata,

00:54:01ada tak offer apa-apa

00:54:02yang I nak beli,

00:54:04yang you boleh bagi I kupon ke apa.

00:54:05Ya,

00:54:05dia orang ada,

00:54:06paham.

00:54:07Dia kata,

00:54:07you nak pizza apa,

00:54:08I boleh bawakan kat you.

00:54:10Nak makan.

00:54:10Okay lah,

00:54:11I teringin nak makan pizza ni,

00:54:12ni, ni.

00:54:12So,

00:54:12dia datang bawa pizza tu.

00:54:14So,

00:54:14the family dapat makan.

00:54:16So,

00:54:16smooth.

00:54:17Itu dah,

00:54:17smooth-smooth dia,

00:54:18tapi,

00:54:19I pun masa tu dah kira macam,

00:54:21boleh nak berkenalan lah.

00:54:22Dia pun dah sama.

00:54:23Kira macam,

00:54:24okay lah,

00:54:24kita try cara pizza lah.

00:54:26Dia kira kan,

00:54:28macam tu kan,

00:54:28kita kena pandai lah,

00:54:29play, play.

00:54:30Kita nak dapat sangat lah.

00:54:31Kita nak dapat sangat lah.

00:54:32But,

00:54:32ni aku kena belajar lepas tu.

00:54:35So,

00:54:35third day.

00:54:36So,

00:54:36and then after that,

00:54:37dah bawa pizza,

00:54:39dah makan apa semua,

00:54:39kita berkenalan dengan,

00:54:41orang kata,

00:54:42get to know each other lah.

00:54:43So,

00:54:43that Friday,

00:54:45Monday,

00:54:45Tuesday,

00:54:46Wednesday dah jumpa.

00:54:47Friday tu,

00:54:47I was going to fly off to,

00:54:49Australia dengan my sister.

00:54:50Okay.

00:54:51Nak pergi New Zealand dengan Australia,

00:54:52nak pergi bercuti.

00:54:53So,

00:54:53dia cakap,

00:54:54boleh tak pagi tu,

00:54:55dia nak jumpa,

00:54:55nak buat I give breakfast.

00:54:57I said,

00:54:57okay,

00:54:58why not?

00:54:58You know,

00:54:58so,

00:54:59so,

00:54:59kita pergi breakfast.

00:55:00So,

00:55:00masa pergi breakfast,

00:55:01so,

00:55:02dia kata,

00:55:02boleh tak bila dia balik,

00:55:03balik daripada Australia nanti,

00:55:04nak jumpa lagi ke apa.

00:55:06Apa,

00:55:06kalau ada benda nak perlu jumpa,

00:55:07kita jumpa.

00:55:08Tak ada masalah.

00:55:09So,

00:55:10pada masa tu tu,

00:55:11masa breakfast tu,

00:55:13I was just looking at him lah kan.

00:55:15Kalau kita tengok,

00:55:15macam,

00:55:16hmm,

00:55:17elok juga.

00:55:18Elok juga.

00:55:19Sweet je kan.

00:55:21Tapi macam mana kan?

00:55:21Aku yang tengah ada tak kata tak nak kan?

00:55:23Lepas tu macam mana ni kan?

00:55:25Macam,

00:55:25hmm,

00:55:26takpelah,

00:55:26biarlah,

00:55:27biarlah dulu.

00:55:27So,

00:55:28sepanjang saya bercuti apa semua,

00:55:31he was constantly,

00:55:33selalu,

00:55:33we were always in touch with each other.

00:55:37So,

00:55:38he was like macam,

00:55:39you know,

00:55:39really wanting to get to know me,

00:55:41apa semua,

00:55:41nak perkenalan apa semua.

00:55:42Okay lah,

00:55:43so,

00:55:43bila balik,

00:55:43dia perasaan COVID.

00:55:45Three days kan,

00:55:46kita balik tu,

00:55:47tiga hari je,

00:55:48COVID.

00:55:49Nasib baik lah,

00:55:50dah balik.

00:55:51Ya,

00:55:52kalau tak stop kat sana.

00:55:53Kalau tak stop kat sana macam mana?

00:55:55Balik tu,

00:55:56COVID.

00:55:57So,

00:55:57bila dah COVID apa semua benda semua,

00:56:00tak boleh nak jumpa sangat.

00:56:01Tetapi,

00:56:02dia ada dominos punya surat.

00:56:04So,

00:56:04dia boleh lah nak pergi sana sini.

00:56:05Nak ngantar lah kerja lah.

00:56:07Kerana kerja,

00:56:08dia kena pergi,

00:56:09dia kerja kat HQ.

00:56:10So,

00:56:10dia dapat lah pergi ke store.

00:56:11So,

00:56:12dia menggunakan peluang tu lah,

00:56:14datang jumpa.

00:56:14Okay.

00:56:15So,

00:56:16bila kita,

00:56:17mula eh,

00:56:17mula.

00:56:18Masa perkenalan apa semua.

00:56:20So,

00:56:20at that point,

00:56:21I was like,

00:56:22okay,

00:56:23I'm slowly falling for him.

00:56:25And he was like,

00:56:26genuinely falling for me.

00:56:27Alhamdulillah.

00:56:28Alhamdulillah.

00:56:29Tetapi,

00:56:29ada satu blog,

00:56:31itu my mother.

00:56:32Alamak.

00:56:32Aduh,

00:56:33ada blog twist kat sini.

00:56:34So,

00:56:34I cakap dengan my mom,

00:56:34I kata,

00:56:35Mami,

00:56:35nanti Chanin nak kenalkan

00:56:36Mami dengan someone boleh ke?

00:56:37Siapa?

00:56:38Dia tak ada.

00:56:39First thing dia cakap,

00:56:40kau tak sakit-sakit lagi ke?

00:56:41Alhamak.

00:56:42So,

00:56:43kita macam,

00:56:43okay.

00:56:44Macam mana?

00:56:45Okay lah,

00:56:45tak ada lah.

00:56:46Maybe tak ada peluang lah.

00:56:47So,

00:56:48masa tengah COVID tu,

00:56:49I sakit.

00:56:50Okay.

00:56:50That's when I masuk hospital

00:56:51untuk buat surgery apa semua.

00:56:53Okay.

00:56:53So,

00:56:54I dengan my sister je lah

00:56:55ke hospital.

00:56:56So,

00:56:56masa tu,

00:56:56dia selalu video call apa semua.

00:56:59Tak boleh jumpa kan?

00:56:59Masa tu boleh pergi.

00:57:00Tak ada orang boleh pergi.

00:57:01My mom pun tak boleh.

00:57:02Betul, betul.

00:57:03So,

00:57:03my mom was at home worried.

00:57:05I dengan my sister ke hospital

00:57:06apa semua,

00:57:07nak surgery.

00:57:08I was nervous

00:57:09like,

00:57:10gila-gila.

00:57:11Masa tu,

00:57:12I really felt like,

00:57:13I'm gonna die.

00:57:14Saya rasa macam-macam

00:57:15macam nak surgery lagi

00:57:17at my age.

00:57:18Risiko lah.

00:57:19Risiko tu banyak apa semua

00:57:20and then my size apa semua.

00:57:22Inilah,

00:57:22inilah masanya.

00:57:23Ini yang macam

00:57:23pikir-pikir

00:57:24I dah minta maafkan

00:57:26semua orang dah.

00:57:27Sebelum surgery tu,

00:57:28I dah cakap dengan mommy,

00:57:28mommy,

00:57:29maafkan Shani

00:57:30kalau Shani buat salah

00:57:30ke apa benda semua.

00:57:32I want to go in peace.

00:57:33Kalau if I do go,

00:57:34I want to go in peace.

00:57:35So,

00:57:36my mom was worried.

00:57:37My mom was worried

00:57:38apa semua.

00:57:39So,

00:57:39dia tak boleh

00:57:40tak boleh ada dengan Shani pula.

00:57:42So,

00:57:42worried tengok my sister apa.

00:57:43My sister pula

00:57:44every time I nangis,

00:57:45dia nangis apa-apa.

00:57:46Dia nangis.

00:57:46So,

00:57:47everybody I call

00:57:48my adik-beradik ke apa ke.

00:57:49I video call.

00:57:50So,

00:57:50I minta maaf.

00:57:50I menangis apa semua.

00:57:52My arwah my father.

00:57:53Masa tu ada lagi.

00:57:55Everybody was like,

00:57:56don't worry.

00:57:56Everything's gonna be fine.

00:57:57Apa benda semua.

00:57:58So,

00:57:59masa my mom tengah serabut-serabut tu,

00:58:02Zaryl ni,

00:58:03message my mom kat Facebook.

00:58:05Dia cakap,

00:58:06apa khabar Puan?

00:58:07Dia kata,

00:58:07oh khabar baik tapi tengah risau.

00:58:09Dia my mom pula nak bercerita.

00:58:10Ya.

00:58:11Tengah risau.

00:58:12Kenapa Puan tengah risau?

00:58:13Dia tak cakap,

00:58:13dia my kawan ke apa.

00:58:14Tak ada.

00:58:14Oh,

00:58:15aku tak kenalkan lagi.

00:58:16Tak kenalkan lagi.

00:58:17Tadi kan dia kata tak serik tu.

00:58:18So,

00:58:19dia cakap,

00:58:20tak apa.

00:58:21Dia kata,

00:58:21anak I,

00:58:22Shani tengah nak surgery.

00:58:23Risau ke semua.

00:58:24Oh,

00:58:25tak apa.

00:58:25Dia kan ada ayin dengan sister dia.

00:58:28She's in good hands.

00:58:29Doktor semua ada apa semua.

00:58:31Oh,

00:58:31dia kata,

00:58:31oh lepas tu dia kata,

00:58:32lepas tu dia share lah gambar,

00:58:33gambar family.

00:58:35Kita orang,

00:58:35dia,

00:58:36apa ni ambil daripada maminya posting.

00:58:38Dia kata,

00:58:38cantik gambar ni.

00:58:40Don't worry apa semua.

00:58:41Dia kata,

00:58:41mana dia dapat ni?

00:58:42Oh,

00:58:42saya kawan Puan dalam Facebook.

00:58:44Dia cakap.

00:58:45Oh,

00:58:45oh iya ke?

00:58:46Lepas tu,

00:58:47dia pun,

00:58:48my mom pergi tengok profile dia.

00:58:50Bukan saya pernah cerita,

00:58:51dia kerja domino dan semua semua kan.

00:58:53So,

00:58:53my mom tengok,

00:58:54oh ni ke?

00:58:55Dia lelaki anak budak,

00:58:56anak-anak aku.

00:58:57Haa,

00:58:57kau siap.

00:58:58Dia pun macam,

00:58:59oh,

00:58:59oh awak,

00:59:00oh awak lah eh.

00:59:02You lah yang nak kenal,

00:59:03you yang my Chinese friend,

00:59:04apa-bena.

00:59:05Kata,

00:59:06ayah saya,

00:59:06apa semua.

00:59:07So,

00:59:07he didn't start off as a,

00:59:08I'm Chinese friend.

00:59:09Kau tak ada.

00:59:10Dia berbual genuinely.

00:59:11Dia berbual genuinely with my mom,

00:59:13to,

00:59:14kira-kira to ease her.

00:59:15Orang kata,

00:59:16nak tenangkan dia,

00:59:17apa semua.

00:59:17Biasa kali?

00:59:18Haa.

00:59:19Smooth.

00:59:20Bijak.

00:59:21So,

00:59:21lepas saya keluar hospital tu,

00:59:23saya keluar,

00:59:25pada,

00:59:26lapan,

00:59:27sorry,

00:59:27enam hari bulan lima.

00:59:28Okay.

00:59:29Tujuh hari bulan lima,

00:59:30birthday saya.

00:59:31Haa.

00:59:33Pagi-pagi tu,

00:59:34saya terima sejambak bunga,

00:59:36dengan coklat.

00:59:37Haa.

00:59:37Keluarlah air mata saya,

00:59:39sebab macam,

00:59:40oh my god,

00:59:41so sweet.

00:59:42Tak pernah dapat ni semua.

00:59:44And my mom was like,

00:59:45Shani,

00:59:45mami tak pernah tengok,

00:59:46Shani dapat bunga daripada boyfriend ke apa.

00:59:48Bagus budak ni.

00:59:50Haa.

00:59:51And then I'm like,

00:59:52haa yelah,

00:59:53macam tick ke.

00:59:54My mom pun macam,

00:59:55seronok lah dengar apa semua.

00:59:57Tiba-tiba dengar doorbell.

00:59:59And I was in my mom's room macam dulu.

01:00:01Okay, okay.

01:00:01My sister keluar,

01:00:02tiba-tiba naik atas,

01:00:04my sister ambil towel,

01:00:05mommy,

01:00:05takut mommy sejuk.

01:00:06Kau mommy pakai sleeveless kat rumah.

01:00:07Okay, okay.

01:00:08Tutup dengan towel kat bahu.

01:00:10Dia datang.

01:00:11Haa.

01:00:12Happy birthday.

01:00:13Happy birthday.

01:00:13Okay.

01:00:15Smooth.

01:00:15Haa.

01:00:16Sekejap,

01:00:16sekejap Kak,

01:00:17saya takut dah bersemut sangat.

01:00:18Screen ni saya lap sekejap.

01:00:19Haa.

01:00:22So,

01:00:22that was the first time,

01:00:24dia pun berkenalan dengan my mother.

01:00:26And,

01:00:27was on my birthday,

01:00:28dia datang rumah apa semua.

01:00:30Okay.

01:00:31So,

01:00:31and from then,

01:00:33I in perpakai.

01:00:34Main peranan.

01:00:35My sister main peranan sangat masa tu.

01:00:38So,

01:00:38dia duduk.

01:00:38Kita semang dalam my mom's room.

01:00:40Borak-borak,

01:00:41dia tanya how I was,

01:00:42apa semua.

01:00:42Itulah dapat jumpa lepas sejiri kan.

01:00:45So,

01:00:45dapat jumpa apa semua.

01:00:46And I'm,

01:00:47I masih terkedul-kedul lah,

01:00:48keluar mata lagi.

01:00:50Macam so surprised by,

01:00:51what he did.

01:00:52Walaupun kita baru berkenalan,

01:00:53baru nak berkenalan apa semua,

01:00:56he is sweet enough to,

01:00:57effort dia tu lain lah.

01:00:58Matang lah,

01:00:59matang.

01:00:59Haa.

01:01:00So,

01:01:01lepas dah,

01:01:02apa ni,

01:01:02dah slowly,

01:01:04dah berkenalan apa pun dan semua.

01:01:06So,

01:01:07I cakap dengan dia,

01:01:08how genuine are you,

01:01:09nak berkawan ni semua?

01:01:11Dia kata,

01:01:11dia serius.

01:01:12I cakap,

01:01:12dalam hati I ni,

01:01:13I cakap,

01:01:13okay,

01:01:14aku nak tengok kau serius macam mana.

01:01:15Okay,

01:01:16kalau you serius,

01:01:16kita kahwin.

01:01:17I tak nak,

01:01:17I tak nak main-main itu.

01:01:18Tak nak ada semua.

01:01:20Dalam hati ni,

01:01:21niat cakap macam tu,

01:01:22adalah untuk dia takut.

01:01:24So,

01:01:25eh,

01:01:25takkan nak kahwin dah ke apa-apa.

01:01:27Kenal dulu kan,

01:01:27kawan dulu.

01:01:28Kenal dulu kan.

01:01:29Surprisingly,

01:01:30bila I cakap macam tu,

01:01:31the first thing he said was,

01:01:33okay.

01:01:33And I pula jadi takut macam,

01:01:36you,

01:01:36I macam surprise balik.

01:01:37Oh,

01:01:38macam,

01:01:38oh no,

01:01:39oh no,

01:01:39what did I get myself in tu?

01:01:41So,

01:01:41I macam,

01:01:43you betul ke ni?

01:01:43You serious kan?

01:01:45Nak kahwin dengan I apa semua?

01:01:46Ya,

01:01:47gila tak dapat,

01:01:48you,

01:01:49kahwin dengan Shani,

01:01:50orang yang I minat,

01:01:51dia pun macam,

01:01:52I macam,

01:01:52you serious ke ni?

01:01:54I nak takutkan you tau?

01:01:56Supaya,

01:01:56tak,

01:01:57I serious.

01:01:58Okay,

01:01:59okay,

01:02:00tapi you kena jumpa dengan my mum lah.

01:02:01So,

01:02:02when my brother found out,

01:02:04I nak kahwin,

01:02:05dia cakap,

01:02:06apa ni,

01:02:06Mummy,

01:02:07Shani baru kenal lah pun,

01:02:08nak kahwin dah apa?

01:02:09You sure or not?

01:02:10My brother,

01:02:10protective.

01:02:11Protective.

01:02:12Sebab,

01:02:12yelah,

01:02:12after what happened,

01:02:13apa semua.

01:02:13Yelah,

01:02:13yelah.

01:02:14So,

01:02:14my mum kata,

01:02:15tak apa,

01:02:15mummy nak kenal dulu.

01:02:17So,

01:02:18bulan puasa datang,

01:02:19bulan puasa,

01:02:20dia datang buka puasa kat rumah,

01:02:22my mum cakap,

01:02:22Shani,

01:02:22you go to the kitchen.

01:02:23Jangan campur.

01:02:24Jangan campur,

01:02:25mummy nak duduk dengan Zaryn.

01:02:26Interview.

01:02:27So,

01:02:27duduk,

01:02:27bersembang,

01:02:28semua pun,

01:02:29lama lah sebelum buka tu.

01:02:31So,

01:02:32antara benda yang saya tahu,

01:02:33my mum told me,

01:02:34yang dia cakap adalah,

01:02:36dia panggil mummy,

01:02:37semua orang panggil mummy,

01:02:39mummy,

01:02:40mummy,

01:02:41dia kata,

01:02:41saya tak boleh janji bulan dan bintang,

01:02:43dia cakap.

01:02:44Saya tak bagi langit ke apa,

01:02:45semua tak ada.

01:02:46Tapi,

01:02:46insyaAllah,

01:02:47untuk membahagiakan Shani,

01:02:49dan menjaga Shani,

01:02:50itu saya mampu lakukan.

01:02:52So,

01:02:52my mum cakap,

01:02:53when she heard that,

01:02:55she was like,

01:02:56okay,

01:02:56ni baru matang.

01:02:57Ini seorang lelaki yang matang,

01:02:59yang betul-betul nak,

01:03:00memperisterikan Shani,

01:03:02yang betul nak jaga Shani.

01:03:04And of course,

01:03:04I cakap,

01:03:05lepas tu,

01:03:06mummy pun panggil,

01:03:07okay,

01:03:07jom buka puasa apa semua.

01:03:08So,

01:03:09lepas dia balik apa semua,

01:03:10mummy sat down with me,

01:03:11Shani,

01:03:12I think this one,

01:03:14betul lah.

01:03:15Can.

01:03:15This one betul-betul.

01:03:16Can go.

01:03:16Can, betul.

01:03:17So,

01:03:18when my brother cakap,

01:03:19you,

01:03:19apa mummy,

01:03:20takkanlah,

01:03:21tak apa,

01:03:21you don't trust your sister's judgment,

01:03:23tak apa,

01:03:24you trust mine.

01:03:25So,

01:03:26because of that,

01:03:27my brother kata,

01:03:27okay,

01:03:28kalau kata jadi apa-apa,

01:03:29it's on you or mummy,

01:03:30eh.

01:03:31So,

01:03:31I totally,

01:03:32I start couple dengan dia,

01:03:3419,

01:03:35hari bulan 2,

01:03:362020,

01:03:37bertunang 6 months after that.

01:03:40Bukan bertunang lah,

01:03:41just antar tanda apa semua.

01:03:42And 6 months,

01:03:43kita orang nak nikah,

01:03:45pilihnya,

01:03:45korangnya nak 21,

01:03:462,

01:03:4721.

01:03:47Okay,

01:03:48cantik lah.

01:03:48Ha,

01:03:48cantik lah date ni.

01:03:49Tetapi pihak jawi kata,

01:03:51tak boleh,

01:03:51tak ada slot.

01:03:52Okay.

01:03:52Kan nak nikah,

01:03:53kena nikah kat jawi macam tu,

01:03:54sebab COVID semua kan.

01:03:55So,

01:03:56dia bagi 19,

01:03:5619,

01:03:5620,

01:03:5721.

01:03:59Exactly one year,

01:04:00kita orang kapan.

01:04:01Okay.

01:04:02So,

01:04:02he was like,

01:04:03memang date kita orang lah.

01:04:05So,

01:04:05macam,

01:04:07I might,

01:04:07bukanlah,

01:04:08bukanlah nak memuji dia,

01:04:09tidak.

01:04:09Tetapi,

01:04:11Alhamdulillah,

01:04:12I've never been happier.

01:04:14Alhamdulillah.

01:04:14I've never been happier.

01:04:16Bukanlah kata,

01:04:17I'm not saying,

01:04:18my ex-husband semua,

01:04:20diorang ada,

01:04:20diorang punya kebaikan,

01:04:21dan ada masa.

01:04:22Ada diorang punya tu semua.

01:04:24Tetapi,

01:04:25even my family,

01:04:27happy untuk I.

01:04:28Dia nampak,

01:04:29I punya kebahagiaan tu.

01:04:31Alhamdulillah.

01:04:31I,

01:04:32I,

01:04:33bukanlah nak kata,

01:04:33dia ni,

01:04:34he's not an angel,

01:04:35tidak.

01:04:36Tetapi,

01:04:37he's very straightforward,

01:04:38and he is very manja,

01:04:40lebih manja daripada saya,

01:04:41yang manja.

01:04:43Dan,

01:04:44orang takkan nampak manja tu sebenarnya,

01:04:45it's just between us kan.

01:04:47Tapi,

01:04:47yang bestnya adalah,

01:04:49dia betul-betul jaga saya.

01:04:51It's not easy to get a man yang,

01:04:53boleh jaga you betul-betul,

01:04:56nak pakai akan stokin ni.

01:04:57Kita nak pakai stokin susah ke apa kan.

01:04:59Macam kat Jepun hari tu,

01:05:01pakai akan kasut kita ke apa benda.

01:05:03You know,

01:05:03you could see that,

01:05:04you know,

01:05:04macam,

01:05:05are you okay?

01:05:06Always checking on me,

01:05:07kita sebab jalan banyak apa semua.

01:05:09Okay ke?

01:05:09Abbey okay ke?

01:05:10Okay?

01:05:10Okay,

01:05:10Alhamdulillah okay.

01:05:12So,

01:05:12itulah.

01:05:14Ada juga bagusnya,

01:05:16social media.

01:05:19Okay.

01:05:20Kesimpulannya.

01:05:21Kesimpulannya.

01:05:22So,

01:05:22bila orang tanya,

01:05:23guna media sosial lah.

01:05:26Jadi,

01:05:26kesimpulannya,

01:05:27Dina Nazir kena tengok ruangan komen tu.

01:05:28Siapa yang komen?

01:05:29Salah.

01:05:30Dia kena,

01:05:31siapa yang nak berkenaan dengan Dina Nazir,

01:05:32follow mak Dina Nazir dulu.

01:05:35Yelah.

01:05:35Kat situ ada masalah sebab mak saya tak ada social media.

01:05:39Yelah.

01:05:41Situ problem dia.

01:05:42Mak.

01:05:43Mak.

01:05:43Buat satulah.

01:05:44Faham eh.

01:05:45Mak faham eh.

01:05:46Sekarang tahu eh kenapa eh.

01:05:48Faham eh mak.

01:05:49Buka mak.

01:05:51Tapi itulah,

01:05:52orang kata,

01:05:53itu yang I've always believed in jodoh pertemuan ni,

01:05:56memang orang kata urusan Allah.

01:05:58Sebab kita nak macam mana,

01:06:00kita tak nak macam mana,

01:06:02kalau Allah kata,

01:06:03ya, ya.

01:06:03Ya, ketika itu tak nak sangat kan.

01:06:06Serius.

01:06:07Believe me when I say I tak nak.

01:06:09I was like macam,

01:06:11orang nak dekat pun tak boleh.

01:06:13I tak nak.

01:06:14Broken.

01:06:14Broken ni macam tahap yang,

01:06:17you know,

01:06:17it's different tau.

01:06:18Kalau kata kita ni berpisah,

01:06:20memang,

01:06:21oh,

01:06:21sama-sama,

01:06:23buat salah ke,

01:06:23cara baik ke,

01:06:24tak apa.

01:06:25Tapi bila you terkena dengan sesuatu benda yang memang membuatkan you rasa macam,

01:06:30oh,

01:06:30teruk sangat ke aku ni?

01:06:31Sampai ke tahap you,

01:06:32tanya diri you,

01:06:33adakah you need that,

01:06:34you,

01:06:35are you that bad?

01:06:35Am I that bad yang you,

01:06:36you buat macam ni kat I?

01:06:38Faham.

01:06:38You know?

01:06:39When you sampai ke tahap itu,

01:06:41you dah,

01:06:42okey lah,

01:06:42tak nak lah,

01:06:43mampu lah jadi apa pun.

01:06:45Aku tak nak dah.

01:06:46Aku cakap,

01:06:46sakit dia Tuhan je yang tahu.

01:06:48Ingat senang ke nak,

01:06:49nak minta pisah dengan orang?

01:06:51Tak.

01:06:51Betul.

01:06:52Lagi-lagi,

01:06:53bila nak berpisah kita dalam Islam ni,

01:06:55perempuan yang nak minta,

01:06:56lagi susah procedure dan apa semua.

01:06:58Macam-macam.

01:06:59Ya.

01:07:00So,

01:07:00lagilah bila benda tu,

01:07:01bila orang cakap ke apa,

01:07:02oh,

01:07:03kau ni senang je nak kahwin cikai.

01:07:04Bukan.

01:07:05Tak senang.

01:07:07Tetapi,

01:07:07daripada saya hidup sengsara,

01:07:10bukan sengsara kerana,

01:07:11tapi saya tak nak hidup dalam keadaan yang saya tak happy.

01:07:14And I'm a very happy person.

01:07:16So,

01:07:17I want to be in a happy situation.

01:07:19So,

01:07:20tak nak,

01:07:20so,

01:07:21lebih baiklah saya keluar daripada situasi yang boleh membuatkan saya gila.

01:07:25So,

01:07:25saya,

01:07:26so,

01:07:26jangan ingat ia mudah.

01:07:29Tidak,

01:07:29ia tidak mudah.

01:07:30Tetapi,

01:07:31lebih baiklah saya keluar daripada saya ada dalam situasi tu.

01:07:34Betul.

01:07:34Saya,

01:07:35satu benda lah,

01:07:36Kak,

01:07:36yang saya kagum dengan,

01:07:37yalah,

01:07:38suami akak yang sekarang ni.

01:07:39Dia boleh menerima akak sebaiknya,

01:07:41seadanya,

01:07:41seeloknya.

01:07:42Kita tahu,

01:07:43akak,

01:07:43akak bawah lepas,

01:07:44yalah,

01:07:45bawah lepas operasi buang,

01:07:46apa,

01:07:46suami akak Abang Zaryl ni,

01:07:52satu,

01:07:53dia duda,

01:07:54tak ada anak.

01:07:55So,

01:07:55bila saya buang tu semua,

01:07:56saya memang tak akan boleh bagi dia baby.

01:07:58Betul.

01:07:58So,

01:07:58that's one thing yang saya duduk dengan dia,

01:08:00saya bersembang.

01:08:01Are you okay?

01:08:03I cannot give you anak,

01:08:04dia tak akan dapat anak,

01:08:05apa semua.

01:08:07Dia,

01:08:07yang best ni,

01:08:07dia menenangkan,

01:08:08dia cakap apa?

01:08:10Tak apa,

01:08:11dia kata,

01:08:11mungkin Allah nak suruh kita bahagia sama-sama.

01:08:14Allah.

01:08:15Best kan?

01:08:16You,

01:08:16you feel like it's a fairy tale.

01:08:18You rasa macam betul ke dia ni?

01:08:19Wujud ke manusia sebaik ini?

01:08:22Smooth.

01:08:22Haa,

01:08:23so bila dia cakap macam tu,

01:08:24maybe Allah nak suruh kita jaga diri kita,

01:08:26we both jaga each other,

01:08:28nak membahagiakan each other,

01:08:29so apalah,

01:08:30kita jagalah siapa yang ada keliling kita.

01:08:31Allah.

01:08:32And then,

01:08:33the thing is,

01:08:34yang best ni,

01:08:34bila mami cakap Zary,

01:08:36bila kahwin,

01:08:36duduk dengan mami eh,

01:08:37sebab Shani,

01:08:39jaga mami apa semua kan,

01:08:41and he is willing,

01:08:42dia kata,

01:08:42okay,

01:08:43boleh.

01:08:44Walaupun sebagai seorang lelaki,

01:08:45mesti dia rasa macam,

01:08:46ego.

01:08:47Dia ada ego dia,

01:08:47dia ada.

01:08:48Dia akan rasa macam,

01:08:49oh tak boleh lah,

01:08:50tak nak lah,

01:08:50nanti orang kata,

01:08:52dia kan kena dia cakap,

01:08:53ya saya duduk sini,

01:08:54saya menumpang.

01:08:55Jangan cakap macam tu,

01:08:56sebab apa,

01:08:57you agree to stay with me here,

01:08:59because nak jaga mami.

01:09:00Ya.

01:09:00Bukan kata,

01:09:01you yang nak duduk dengan I tak.

01:09:03Ya,

01:09:04you diminta.

01:09:05Mummy minta,

01:09:06request dengan you,

01:09:07izin,

01:09:07minta izin dari you,

01:09:08untuk duduk.

01:09:09Bukan dia tak ada,

01:09:10rumah yang dia sewakan,

01:09:12dia kata,

01:09:12kita boleh duduk sendiri,

01:09:13kalau nak.

01:09:14Tetapi,

01:09:14because mummy dah cakap macam tu,

01:09:16so I'm,

01:09:18sangat-sangat bersyukur lah.

01:09:20Sangat-sangat bersyukur.

01:09:22Abang Zahiris,

01:09:22satu dan ceritahu.

01:09:23Abang Zahiris.

01:09:25And then,

01:09:26yang Falik cakap tadi kan,

01:09:27dia boleh terima,

01:09:28memang,

01:09:28rupanya memang dia minat yang cabi-cabi.

01:09:30Alah,

01:09:31asyah,

01:09:31abang ni.

01:09:33Ada tak kawan-kawan,

01:09:34yang angkatan dengannya,

01:09:37Instagram saya tidak nazir.

01:09:39Tak ada,

01:09:40dia macam ni eh,

01:09:41lelaki-lelaki di sana eh,

01:09:43jujurlah dengan perasaan anda sendiri.

01:09:45Setuju.

01:09:45You tak payah nak fikir,

01:09:47oh yang cantik.

01:09:48Kalau you suka yang cabi,

01:09:49suka yang cabi.

01:09:50Tak salah.

01:09:50Tak ada,

01:09:51tak ada malunya dengan kawan-kawan.

01:09:53Tak ada,

01:09:53tak ada.

01:09:54And then,

01:09:55you have to remember eh,

01:09:56yang cabi ni senang,

01:09:58ni fluffy,

01:09:58peluk best tau.

01:10:00You tak peluk tulang,

01:10:02you peluk isi tau.

01:10:03Betul.

01:10:03Percaya atau tidak,

01:10:04yang ini,

01:10:05kalau baca dekat mana-mana pun,

01:10:06dia akan tulis.

01:10:07Yang cabi ni,

01:10:08biasanya sangat independent.

01:10:10Pandai jaga diri sendiri.

01:10:10Ya, betul.

01:10:11Pandai jaga diri.

01:10:12Walaupun dia manjer,

01:10:13walaupun dia kena ada,

01:10:14tapi dia pandai jaga diri sendiri.

01:10:15Ya, betul.

01:10:16You know,

01:10:16nak tahu kenapa tak?

01:10:18Sebab apa kita selalu rasa macam,

01:10:19okay,

01:10:20aku,

01:10:21aku macam ni.

01:10:22So,

01:10:22aku tak boleh dapat perhatian yang lain.

01:10:24So,

01:10:24I have to move on my own.

01:10:26Sebab tu kita,

01:10:27kita akan,

01:10:28confidence kita akan jadi lain.

01:10:31Level kita lain,

01:10:32daripada orang lain yang confident.

01:10:33You have to push yourself.

01:10:35Tak ada pilihan.

01:10:36You kena,

01:10:37kena confident macam mana-mana pun.

01:10:39You kena,

01:10:40jadi orang yang bukan you.

01:10:42Macam saya cakap,

01:10:42I pun malu tetapi,

01:10:43I have to push.

01:10:44Pergi anugerah,

01:10:45pergi juga.

01:10:46Walaupun,

01:10:47kita jalan antara hati-hati ramai-ramai,

01:10:48kat red carpet ke apa,

01:10:49orang tak ada nak ambil gambar kita sangat.

01:10:51Tapi,

01:10:51mampulah kau.

01:10:52Aku jalan je lah.

01:10:53Sudulisnya kan.

01:10:54Dalam hati aku malu macam mana pun,

01:10:55aku jalan je lah.

01:10:56Ah,

01:10:56aku shani.

01:10:57Ambil gambar.

01:10:58Okay,

01:10:58kita posing sekejap.

01:10:59Okay,

01:10:59betul dia ambil orang lain yang gambar.

01:11:00Okay,

01:11:00lantar kita.

01:11:01Dalam hati kan,

01:11:02apa aku buat kat sini?

01:11:03Apa aku buat kat sini?

01:11:04It's not me.

01:11:05This is not me.

01:11:06You know?

01:11:07Tetapi,

01:11:07pucuk panggalnya,

01:11:08I have to put myself there.

01:11:10Whether you like it or not.

01:11:11Kita badan besar ni,

01:11:11you pun macam,

01:11:13ah,

01:11:13lantar lah kau nak cakap apa pasal aku.

01:11:15Aku buat apa aku nak buat.

01:11:16Tak salah kah?

01:11:17Kalau jalan,

01:11:18apa,

01:11:18badan besar jalan dekat red carpet macam tu,

01:11:20tak salah.

01:11:21Yang salahnya,

01:11:22bila pergi anugerah ke,

01:11:23red carpet ke,

01:11:24pakai baju,

01:11:25kau nak jadi perempuan.

01:11:26Kenapa?

01:11:27Eh?

01:11:28Tiba-tiba.

01:11:29Ah,

01:11:30takut dah takut.

01:11:31Itu salah.

01:11:32Itu salah.

01:11:32Itu macam,

01:11:33okay.

01:11:34Eh,

01:11:34tapi itu cerita lain lah.

01:11:35Itu cerita lain lah.

01:11:36Dia sebenarnya kalau cerita panjang je.

01:11:39Jakin pun dah keluar statement,

01:11:40tak apalah.

01:11:41Okay,

01:11:41kita masuk sikit lah eh.

01:11:43Alamak.

01:11:43Dia kita masuk sikit je lah.

01:11:45Tak payahlah nak buat benda-benda macam tu kat Malaysia.

01:11:48Kita ada mudah-mudahan.

01:11:49Kita fikir macam ni eh.

01:11:51Faham,

01:11:52korang punya,

01:11:53apa,

01:11:55naluri.

01:11:56Naluri ke mana,

01:11:57faham.

01:11:58Do it at your own time.

01:11:59Betul.

01:11:59Do it at your own personal space.

01:12:02Jangan sampai,

01:12:03dia memudahkan orang lain.

01:12:04Kita ni dalam negara Islam.

01:12:07Hormat tu je.

01:12:08Betul.

01:12:09But I have no,

01:12:10nothing against people.

01:12:11No issues.

01:12:12Korang nak pakai macam mana,

01:12:13nak pakai ropol,

01:12:14tak ropol,

01:12:14pakai.

01:12:15At your own space,

01:12:17at your personal space,

01:12:18go ahead.

01:12:19Nobody's gonna judge you then.

01:12:21When you put yourself in there,

01:12:23you are putting yourself to be judged.

01:12:25And you jangan marah

01:12:25kalau orang nak judge you.

01:12:27Jangan marah sebab betul-betul.

01:12:28Jangan bergentan.

01:12:29Jangan,

01:12:29janganlah bila orang tegur apa tu macam nak,

01:12:31oh,

01:12:31suka hati aku.

01:12:32Suka hati ke aku pakai tempat lain.

01:12:34Senang.

01:12:35Betul?

01:12:36Tau ni.

01:12:37Biasa ni.

01:12:38Eh?

01:12:39Biasa ni.

01:12:40Biasa ni.

01:12:41Ni sajalah.

01:12:42Ni,

01:12:43nah,

01:12:43sajalah.

01:12:44Ni kan cakapnya anniversary yang keempat.

01:12:46Tahun ni.

01:12:46Sikitlah kak,

01:12:47ucapan untuk suami yang tercinta.

01:12:49Ni last last lah.

01:12:50Saya sebenarnya,

01:12:51macam mana seorang lelaki

01:12:53bila dengar cerita pasal seorang lelaki macam tu,

01:12:55terasa kalau benda tu.

01:12:56Rasa diri tidak cukup menghargai istri.

01:12:59Bukan.

01:12:59Saya rasa saya nangis.

01:13:00Tak.

01:13:02Taklah.

01:13:02Saya terasa saya jadi nombor dua pulak sekarang ni.

01:13:04Dia satu dan sejutan.

01:13:05Saya nombor dua tu yang sejutan tu.

01:13:07Saya nombor dua tu.

01:13:09Dia angkat lari sendiri.

01:13:10Dia angkat lari sendiri.

01:13:11Ucapkanlah kat sikit.

01:13:12Bagilah angkat dia.

01:13:12Untuk husbandnya tu.

01:13:14Okay.

01:13:14Saya panggil dia sayang.

01:13:15Sayang.

01:13:16Okay.

01:13:16Sayang.

01:13:17Saya nak cakap happy 4th anniversary pada awak.

01:13:21Thank you very much for being there for me.

01:13:23Thank you for making me happy.

01:13:26Thank you for being the most understanding,

01:13:29most patient husband.

01:13:31And paling-paling sekali,

01:13:34terima saya seadanya.

01:13:35InsyaAllah.

01:13:36I love you so much.

01:13:39Dina takkan faham perasaan yang gini.

01:13:41Sadam you.

01:13:43Belum lagi.

01:13:44Dia belum.

01:13:44Belum lagi.

01:13:45InsyaAllah.

01:13:46InsyaAllah.

01:13:47Siapa yang nak, kami nak bawah.

01:13:48Dan ramai-ramai kita mendoakan Dina.

01:13:50Amin.

01:13:50Supaya dia pertemukan jodoh.

01:13:51Amin.

01:13:52Yang baik-baik.

01:13:53Amin.

01:13:53Semoga dia bahagia juga sampai.

01:13:55Amin.

01:13:55Kalau tak jumpa kat sini,

01:13:57tak apa Dina.

01:13:57Jumpa dekat syurga.

01:13:59Amin.

01:14:01Kak, kita pun doakan supaya Kak bahagia selalu Kak bersama dengan suaminya, keluarganya Kak.

01:14:06Yang paling utama, sehat Kak.

01:14:08Sehat tu yang paling mahal.

01:14:10Paling berharga Kak.

01:14:10Pemudahkan urusan.

01:14:12Terus be awesome.

01:14:14Terus jadi syami.

01:14:15Sebenarnya dalam banyak-banyak benda,

01:14:17saya cuma memang minta pada semua-semualah.

01:14:19Yang doakan saya, kesihatan saya.

01:14:23Doakan kesejahteraan saya.

01:14:24Doakan rezeki saya.

01:14:25InsyaAllah.

01:14:26Tak kisahlah rezeki tu dari segi apa.

01:14:28Dari segi kesihatan pun.

01:14:29Itu pun rezeki juga Kak.

01:14:30Betul.

01:14:30Setuju.

01:14:31So kalau ada rezeki kan apa semua,

01:14:32kita sama-sama lah orang kata.

01:14:34Benar.

01:14:35Murah rezeki.

01:14:36Amin.

01:14:37Terima kasih juga Kak untuk sesi hari ni Kak.

01:14:39No problem.

01:14:39Tak berapa lama.

01:14:40Kita semang.

01:14:41Tak sejarah kan.

01:14:42Nak buat part 2 pun boleh nanti.

01:14:44Dia cuba tak ada ni je.

01:14:45Tak ada kopi je.

01:14:46Kan.

01:14:46Kalau ada teh kopi,

01:14:47lagi lama.

01:14:48Saya janji kalau ada part 2,

01:14:50saya buat Kak Syari nangis.

01:14:51Kadang-kadang tak ada.

01:14:52Tak ada eh.

01:14:52Dia nampak dekat ujung je.

01:14:53Sebab dah berlendang je tu.

01:14:55Sebenarnya banyak benda yang Kak Syari boleh nangis.

01:14:57Bukan boleh nangis.

01:14:58Berkenal.

01:14:58Macam banyak benda yang boleh buat Kak Syari nangis.

01:15:01Especially buat family ke apa.

01:15:02Ya.

01:15:03It's always something,

01:15:05an issue yang Kak Syari tak nak touch sangat sebab

01:15:07it makes me sad.

01:15:09Faham.

01:15:09Because dia macam mana-mana pun,

01:15:11kasih sayang keluarga kita tu yang penting.

01:15:13Betul.

01:15:13Support family saya dalam industri ni,

01:15:15saya memang,

01:15:17antara orang yang betul-betul support saya

01:15:18adalah mak saya dengan adik-adik saya.

01:15:19So, diorang lah,

01:15:21orang kata kekuatan saya.

01:15:24Nak ada suami,

01:15:24dia pun join sekali.

01:15:26Family juga tu.

01:15:27Baik.

01:15:27Kita jumpa lagi minggu depan eh.

01:15:28Assalamualaikum.

01:15:29Bye-bye.

"Lebih Baik Aku Mati Dari Orang Lain Mengata Aku" - Syanie

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