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00:00:00Hi, Assalamualaikum, we meet again in Borak, a new celebrity, a new episode, for a new week, together with me, Falik.
00:00:25My name is Dina Nazir.
00:00:27Yes, this week we have another celebrity that we rarely see.
00:00:33True.
00:00:34It's rare to see her on TV.
00:00:36I miss her actually, because when we first started in this industry, we started at the same time.
00:00:42Oh, are you a Malaysian Idol too?
00:00:43No, I'm not.
00:00:46Not the same?
00:00:47Don't!
00:00:49We started at the same time, she was in acting, and I was in music.
00:00:54But when we go to events, we always bump into each other.
00:00:57So, we're about the same age?
00:00:59Yes, more or less.
00:01:00But it's been a long time since we last met.
00:01:02Just now, I saw her and I was like, oh, Peluk!
00:01:06Do you know her, Kak Lana?
00:01:07If you say Peluk, she must be a woman.
00:01:11She's a talkative person.
00:01:12But as far as I know her, she's Miss Independent.
00:01:15Oh, okay.
00:01:16Miss Ganas.
00:01:17She is...
00:01:20To me, she's a rockstar.
00:01:21We have Ju Aziz!
00:01:23Assalamualaikum.
00:01:24Waalaikumsalam.
00:01:25Ella, how do you feel?
00:01:27You don't have hair, right?
00:01:28No, no, no.
00:01:30You look a bit pale today.
00:01:32Why, Kak? Are you not feeling well?
00:01:34Yes, I have a cough.
00:01:35Sometimes, I don't get enough sleep.
00:01:37It's the season.
00:01:38It's the season now.
00:01:39Actually, it's good.
00:01:40Yes, people say that you're still busy with your business.
00:01:43You watch Tik Tok every day.
00:01:45That's my style, right?
00:01:46Yes, that's the real thing.
00:01:47I'm studying.
00:01:48How am I supposed to ask what Ju Aziz is doing?
00:01:50No.
00:01:51My wife wants to buy that thing.
00:01:53Alhamdulillah.
00:01:54I can see it.
00:01:55I can see it.
00:01:56She's looking at it.
00:01:58You're smart.
00:01:59But, in fact, it's true, right?
00:02:01What?
00:02:02What?
00:02:04Yes.
00:02:05What's that?
00:02:06It's in the past.
00:02:07Just look at it.
00:02:08Dandan covers his wife all the time.
00:02:11But, I have to admit that all men are the same.
00:02:14Right?
00:02:15All men are the same.
00:02:16They want to buy their wives.
00:02:17What else?
00:02:18I like the way you're directing us this week.
00:02:21You're taking a dip while drinking water.
00:02:23What?
00:02:24Like that.
00:02:25What?
00:02:26Because I'm married.
00:02:28Like that.
00:02:29You're a bit late.
00:02:31I didn't have the time.
00:02:33Okay.
00:02:34This week, Nina.
00:02:35Yes, that's right.
00:02:36As usual, we have a lot of questions for Ju Aziz.
00:02:38That's right.
00:02:39How did you start your career?
00:02:40That's right.
00:02:41How did you suddenly disappear?
00:02:42And so on, Lana.
00:02:43To put it simply,...
00:02:45...Ju Aziz started his career in the film industry.
00:02:51But, he suddenly disappeared.
00:02:53Then, he got into something else...
00:02:55...that has to do with digital.
00:02:56Okay.
00:02:57And now, he's on TikTok.
00:02:59So, we want to dive in deeper.
00:03:04Okay.
00:03:05Let's start with Mukadima.
00:03:08I'll call you sister.
00:03:09There's a gap between us.
00:03:11Because you're scared.
00:03:13I'm scared.
00:03:15If there's a camera or mic, I'll be scared.
00:03:18If there's no camera, I'll be a bit scared.
00:03:20I understand.
00:03:21Okay.
00:03:22How did you start as an actress?
00:03:26I didn't expect to start in this industry.
00:03:30I started in the early 2000s.
00:03:34Early 2000s.
00:03:35Because I didn't want to get involved in this industry.
00:03:40I didn't want to.
00:03:41You didn't want to?
00:03:42I didn't want to.
00:03:43Because I was too glamorous when I was in school.
00:03:45I was too tired.
00:03:46Why were you glamorous?
00:03:48Don't get me wrong.
00:03:49I want to know.
00:03:51Because you think you're pretty, right?
00:03:53No, I'm not.
00:03:54You think you're pretty.
00:03:56I was fierce when I was in school.
00:03:59You're still the same.
00:04:01Yes, I'm still the same.
00:04:02I'm a sport person.
00:04:03When I was in primary school, I was an athlete.
00:04:06Okay.
00:04:07So, it's the same thing.
00:04:09I used to do all kinds of stunts.
00:04:11I did all kinds of stunts.
00:04:13Running, jumping.
00:04:15I did all kinds of stunts.
00:04:19You're active.
00:04:20I did all kinds of stunts.
00:04:22I'm a Muslim now.
00:04:23I did all kinds of stunts.
00:04:26I did all kinds of stunts.
00:04:27I like sports and hockey.
00:04:29I like sports and hockey.
00:04:31So, that's it.
00:04:33Back to how I got involved in this industry.
00:04:37My sister-in-law.
00:04:38She was the one who interviewed me.
00:04:40She wanted to go for an audition.
00:04:43The judge asked me to do an interview.
00:04:46An audition.
00:04:48I talked to her.
00:04:50I was very friendly.
00:04:51I didn't think of anything.
00:04:52I just accompanied her.
00:04:53One time, I was surprised.
00:04:55They told me that I had to stay in Sunway Lagoon for 3 months.
00:05:01I couldn't go out.
00:05:02I couldn't give them my phone.
00:05:04I was quarantined there.
00:05:06I did all kinds of activities there.
00:05:07They told me that I had to do a task as a top model.
00:05:11Yes, that's right.
00:05:12Like a top model.
00:05:13But, this one is different.
00:05:15It's not just a pretty top model.
00:05:17It's all inner and outer.
00:05:20So, it doesn't matter.
00:05:21We're all different ages.
00:05:25Some of us are in their 40s.
00:05:27It's all about outer and inner.
00:05:29It's not about looking good on the outside.
00:05:32So, it's different.
00:05:33So, I had to go through all kinds of tests.
00:05:37I became myself.
00:05:38When I heard that, I was like, what?
00:05:42I didn't want to go.
00:05:43I couldn't do that.
00:05:45I was married.
00:05:46I couldn't force them to go out.
00:05:48It's been 3 months.
00:05:49That's right.
00:05:50I had to stay in the village.
00:05:51I had to take care of my responsibilities.
00:05:53I had to take care of my children.
00:05:55So, I accompanied her.
00:05:57I don't know how.
00:05:58She asked me to do an audition for the second time.
00:06:01I was the last person to go.
00:06:04On the second day, I went there.
00:06:06I went there by myself.
00:06:08I don't remember.
00:06:10I was young.
00:06:11I was in my 20s.
00:06:13I told them.
00:06:15I gave up.
00:06:16I remembered that I had to go to Golden Horses.
00:06:20I thought that I had given up.
00:06:24I went to the wrong place.
00:06:26It was a waste place.
00:06:27That's right.
00:06:28I had to ask around.
00:06:29That's the only way to get close to strangers.
00:06:34But now, it's a waste.
00:06:36At that time, I gave up.
00:06:39I told them that I didn't want to come.
00:06:41I told them that I would wait for them.
00:06:44I didn't mind if they came.
00:06:45I thought that it was too late.
00:06:47They said that they were waiting for me.
00:06:49Okay.
00:06:50I thought that it was okay.
00:06:52I told them that I would wait for them.
00:06:53It means that they really wanted you.
00:06:55Yes, they really wanted me.
00:06:56I went there for the second or third time.
00:06:58I went there.
00:06:59I asked around.
00:07:00I got close to them.
00:07:02At that time, I liked the fact that...
00:07:05...there was a gym there.
00:07:07I liked that kind of thing.
00:07:09Okay.
00:07:10It was fun.
00:07:11I liked that kind of thing.
00:07:12When I was active, I thought that there was a gym.
00:07:14I didn't think about anything else.
00:07:16You didn't use the gym.
00:07:17Yes.
00:07:18It was for fun.
00:07:19I couldn't go out.
00:07:21My family was very strict.
00:07:25I was just a kid.
00:07:27I wanted to grow up.
00:07:28I wanted to know everything around me.
00:07:31I didn't know that I was part of the family.
00:07:34I was independent.
00:07:35I was looking for my own money.
00:07:36I had a job.
00:07:37I had everything on my own.
00:07:39So, I proved myself.
00:07:41I explored.
00:07:44Back then, we were very brave.
00:07:46In the 2000s, we weren't afraid of what was happening now.
00:07:50We didn't have to worry.
00:07:52Things were different then.
00:07:54We felt safe.
00:07:58When I joined the company, I didn't think about anything else.
00:08:01I just did my job.
00:08:03I did all the tasks.
00:08:04I won some of the tasks.
00:08:06I did a lot of things.
00:08:08In reality shows, there are bad people.
00:08:12Back then, we used money to vote.
00:08:15Yes, SMS.
00:08:16Back then, SMS was expensive.
00:08:18Back then, SMS was expensive.
00:08:20We didn't have a phone.
00:08:21Now, it's free.
00:08:22We didn't have to worry about anything.
00:08:24We didn't have to worry about credit.
00:08:26We didn't have to worry about SMS.
00:08:29Back then, reality shows were a bit rough.
00:08:36It was hard to say that it was genuine.
00:08:38It was hard to say that it was genuine.
00:08:39We had to play with it.
00:08:41But, my fans were mostly Chinese.
00:08:46They were urban.
00:08:47They didn't think about who they were.
00:08:50Back then, we were ignorant.
00:08:52We were sexy.
00:08:53I didn't care if you were short or single.
00:08:57I did it for a long time.
00:08:59It was my identity.
00:09:01Maybe people liked it because it was my identity.
00:09:03I wasn't hypocritical.
00:09:04It wasn't fake.
00:09:05Most of the time, I was in front of the camera.
00:09:11It was a bit challenging.
00:09:13My best friend was a bit...
00:09:15I don't want to say it.
00:09:16We learned from that.
00:09:18People who were close to us...
00:09:20They ate us up.
00:09:22It was sad.
00:09:24She was your best friend in the competition.
00:09:26But, she was the one who betrayed you.
00:09:29I'm sorry.
00:09:31I'm sorry if you feel that way.
00:09:33It was a lesson.
00:09:34It wasn't about anything.
00:09:36I won't move on.
00:09:38But, she won.
00:09:40Really?
00:09:41The reason was...
00:09:43I was the judge.
00:09:45I was chosen.
00:09:46I never went to the front.
00:09:47I gave up.
00:09:48You mean, you never went to the bottom.
00:09:50No.
00:09:52I never made a mistake.
00:09:54But, I made a mistake in the final.
00:09:58You made a mistake.
00:09:59I admit it.
00:10:00I sneaked out.
00:10:01I made a mistake.
00:10:02I gave up.
00:10:03It was a lesson.
00:10:04I was tired.
00:10:05I saw a lot of people in the audience.
00:10:06Do you know why?
00:10:07It was bad.
00:10:08It was like a reality show.
00:10:09No.
00:10:10I'm sorry.
00:10:11I was so mad at the TV.
00:10:12I was so mad.
00:10:14The judges didn't agree.
00:10:16The judges didn't agree.
00:10:17The contestants had to make a choice...
00:10:19...as to who was going to be eliminated.
00:10:21You had to vote for your own friend.
00:10:23Yes, like a survivor.
00:10:24Yes.
00:10:25The strongest person would be eliminated.
00:10:27I was so mad at them.
00:10:28I'm sorry.
00:10:29They were shocked by me.
00:10:30I remember that.
00:10:31Yes.
00:10:32I was so sad.
00:10:35I was so sad.
00:10:36The judges couldn't do anything.
00:10:38I was thinking about Sheila.
00:10:40I forgot about the other contestants.
00:10:43Who was the other contestant?
00:10:45There were a lot of male contestants.
00:10:46Yes, there were a lot of male contestants.
00:10:48I couldn't remember their names.
00:10:50Paul Moss.
00:10:52He was my judge.
00:10:54Really?
00:10:55Yes.
00:10:56You're kidding.
00:10:57He was tall, right?
00:10:58Yes.
00:10:59He had a blonde hair.
00:11:00Yes.
00:11:01He had a laser mouth.
00:11:02Yes.
00:11:03He said that he was the TV.
00:11:05Yes.
00:11:06I gave up.
00:11:08I did what I had to do.
00:11:09I was so sad.
00:11:10Why did I do that?
00:11:11I thought that this game was bad.
00:11:13It was bad.
00:11:15I had already left the room.
00:11:16Imagine that I had left the room.
00:11:17He asked me to vote.
00:11:19He asked me to vote.
00:11:21Did he let you in?
00:11:22Yes.
00:11:23He let me in.
00:11:25He asked the contestants to choose who they wanted to leave the room with.
00:11:28I left the room.
00:11:29You left the room?
00:11:30What do you think?
00:11:31You should have left the room.
00:11:32You should have left the room.
00:11:33You should have left the room.
00:11:34I didn't like it.
00:11:35When they met me, they were all Chinese.
00:11:36When they met me, they were all Chinese.
00:11:37I didn't like it.
00:11:38I wanted to support them.
00:11:39I didn't like it.
00:11:40I was sad.
00:11:41I felt like I was being played.
00:11:42My best friend who won the game...
00:11:45...was only allowed to join the game for two or three weeks.
00:11:47But, she could join the game and win.
00:11:48Because she had something to do.
00:11:50She left the room.
00:11:51When I left the room, I gave her a representative...
00:11:54...to support her.
00:11:55If I wasn't there, I would support her.
00:11:57The next one.
00:11:59That's how it was.
00:12:00We talked a lot about this episode.
00:12:02It's okay.
00:12:03People don't know about this.
00:12:04You can cut it.
00:12:07You're so funny.
00:12:08Many people don't know about this industry.
00:12:10I didn't want to join this industry.
00:12:13It was just for fun.
00:12:15I didn't expect it.
00:12:16I trusted my best friend.
00:12:21I trusted my hair.
00:12:23I will never forget this.
00:12:24I will never forget this.
00:12:26My hair.
00:12:27My hair is long, right?
00:12:28Yes, it's long.
00:12:29It's curly.
00:12:30It's curly.
00:12:31My best friend's hair is curly.
00:12:34I had to trust my friend.
00:12:36I didn't know what to do with my hair.
00:12:38She styled it.
00:12:40She cut my hair.
00:12:43I didn't know what to do.
00:12:45I didn't know what to do.
00:12:47You had to trust her.
00:12:48I didn't know.
00:12:49My task was to trust my friend.
00:12:52So, she cut your hair?
00:12:53Yes.
00:12:54I just straightened my hair.
00:12:56It was curly.
00:12:59Did she cut it short?
00:13:00Yes, she cut it short.
00:13:02I wanted to cry.
00:13:04Your hair is really long.
00:13:06Yes, it's long.
00:13:07There were a lot of people who were angry.
00:13:11That was my experience.
00:13:13To be honest, I wouldn't give that task to Falip.
00:13:17What is it?
00:13:18What's wrong with winning the lottery?
00:13:20I can work now if you cut my hair.
00:13:23You're a woman.
00:13:25The problem is, look at her hair.
00:13:27It's okay, right?
00:13:29It's good.
00:13:31After the reality show, how did you get into acting?
00:13:36After the reality show, we relaxed for a while.
00:13:40We talked to Idaham.
00:13:45Idaham made a film.
00:13:47It's a story about a motorbike.
00:13:51It's a story about Farid Kamil and Juliana Hanna.
00:13:55It's a rampant story.
00:13:57It's a rampant story.
00:13:58It's a first.
00:13:59It's a rampant story.
00:14:00Everyone followed it.
00:14:02It's a viral story.
00:14:05It's a viral story.
00:14:06Everyone followed it.
00:14:08Farid Kamil was the first to make the story.
00:14:10We knew him.
00:14:12At that time, we made the story...
00:14:15...just for fun.
00:14:18We didn't join.
00:14:20It was just for fun.
00:14:22It was just for fun.
00:14:23How was it for fun?
00:14:25What about your friends?
00:14:28I forgot.
00:14:30Did you do anything with Rafid?
00:14:32It was so dangerous.
00:14:34I couldn't even finish it the next day.
00:14:37How did you get involved in the story?
00:14:41I had a connection with this artist.
00:14:45I don't want to talk about it.
00:14:47They offered me a theatre.
00:14:51I tried to remember.
00:14:53Allah didn't give me a washing machine.
00:14:55He didn't give it to me.
00:14:57We forgot about it.
00:14:59I liked it.
00:15:02I liked it.
00:15:04We had that time.
00:15:06He wanted to have that time.
00:15:10That's how it was.
00:15:12He offered us a theatre.
00:15:17He called both of us.
00:15:22I didn't know what was going on.
00:15:25I didn't know what was going on.
00:15:26He said, you're not alive anymore.
00:15:29I understand.
00:15:30I was shocked.
00:15:32I had to check it again.
00:15:34I had a gossip with him.
00:15:36He offered me a theatre...
00:15:38...to collaborate with both of them.
00:15:40Both of them.
00:15:42Heroes and heroines?
00:15:43No.
00:15:44Two heroes.
00:15:46Three sides.
00:15:48I see.
00:15:50I understand.
00:15:54I didn't want to do it.
00:15:56I was with him at that time.
00:15:58I wasn't sure.
00:16:00They tried to persuade me.
00:16:02I said, you can do it.
00:16:04I still remember the reality show.
00:16:06He offered me to do a short film.
00:16:10Juliana Hanna was me.
00:16:12He tried to persuade me.
00:16:14He said, I didn't want to do it.
00:16:16I had to swallow the reality show.
00:16:20I couldn't handle the situation.
00:16:22So, you didn't want to do it.
00:16:24At that time, I was already sexy.
00:16:26So, he offered me to do a short film.
00:16:28Even sexier?
00:16:30Yes.
00:16:32He said, if I could make people...
00:16:34...angry with me, I would do it.
00:16:36I understood what he meant.
00:16:38But, I didn't care.
00:16:40It was a film.
00:16:42I wanted to be a heroine.
00:16:44But, I refused.
00:16:46I didn't want to sell it for a high price.
00:16:48For me, I wanted to take care of my heart.
00:16:52I understand.
00:16:54But, I had to...
00:16:56You had to take care of it.
00:16:58Yes, I had to.
00:17:00I didn't want to pursue it.
00:17:02I wanted to focus on my popularity.
00:17:04At that time, I thought of money.
00:17:06A film can give you money.
00:17:08But, at the same time, I couldn't...
00:17:10...adapt to what people said about me.
00:17:12About who I was.
00:17:14It was a reality show.
00:17:16I was sexy.
00:17:18There was a camera in my room.
00:17:20But, I wasn't there.
00:17:22It was a reality show.
00:17:24The door was locked.
00:17:26It was like that.
00:17:28So, I couldn't switch...
00:17:30...between being a roommate...
00:17:32...and being a cast member in the morning.
00:17:34Can you imagine?
00:17:36That's why it was more about...
00:17:38I understand.
00:17:40It's okay. It's in the past.
00:17:42It was a lesson.
00:17:44Now, it's a lesson.
00:17:46The point is...
00:17:48...it has to happen.
00:17:50It has to happen for us to learn now.
00:17:52Yes, that's right.
00:17:54After that, Abang Hidam felt it.
00:17:56He felt it.
00:17:58He didn't want to do it.
00:18:00He kept pushing me to do it.
00:18:02But, I wasn't ready.
00:18:04After that, Hanyan Theater...
00:18:06...tried to persuade me.
00:18:08They said, it's okay.
00:18:10I'll teach you.
00:18:12It was crazy.
00:18:14At first, we weren't actors.
00:18:16We weren't Asmara.
00:18:20Right?
00:18:21Asmara.
00:18:27I wasn't like that.
00:18:29You didn't have the basics.
00:18:31I didn't have the basics.
00:18:33Suddenly, I got it.
00:18:37But, the weird thing is...
00:18:39...we had to do a monologue...
00:18:41...in front of reporters.
00:18:43At that time, they challenged me.
00:18:45I didn't know how to do a monologue.
00:18:47It was the most difficult.
00:18:49It was Tasik Naga Cini.
00:18:51Tasik Naga Cini.
00:18:53We had to fight and dance.
00:18:55But, I knew how to dance.
00:18:57It was during my school days.
00:18:59I was an actress.
00:19:01During my school days.
00:19:03I didn't remember how many days.
00:19:05I had to do a monologue...
00:19:07...in front of reporters.
00:19:09It was crazy.
00:19:11But, thank God, when I did it...
00:19:13...I was surprised.
00:19:15The reporters were supportive.
00:19:17At that time, I was confident.
00:19:19That's when I got involved in theatre.
00:19:22I felt like...
00:19:24...why did I accept theatre?
00:19:26It was a part of me.
00:19:28It was love at first.
00:19:30No, it wasn't.
00:19:32It was love.
00:19:34After that, I thought...
00:19:37...it wasn't easy back then.
00:19:39That's right.
00:19:41It was easy.
00:19:43Back then, it was like a national thing.
00:19:46It was a terror.
00:19:48When you're told to do something, you can do it.
00:19:51At that time, I felt proud.
00:19:54That's why I joined.
00:19:57It was an experience.
00:20:00After that, I had a lot of issues.
00:20:03I did a lot of things.
00:20:05Then, I joined theatre.
00:20:07And, I got a role in a drama.
00:20:09Then, I became a heroine.
00:20:11At that time, I was a B.O.D.O.H.
00:20:13Do you know why?
00:20:15It's because...
00:20:17...I'm a Muslim.
00:20:19Just kidding.
00:20:23Imagine...
00:20:25...it was a love story.
00:20:27It was a love story of two hearts.
00:20:30I was a schoolgirl.
00:20:32Fiz Feruz.
00:20:34Ikram Dinzil.
00:20:35Alinda Rafa.
00:20:37Alice.
00:20:39Linda Hashim.
00:20:46It was funny.
00:20:48We didn't know what to do.
00:20:50We had to memorize the script.
00:20:54That's what theatre is like.
00:20:56You have to memorize the script.
00:20:58That's why it was a national thing.
00:21:00I liked it.
00:21:04I just read the script.
00:21:08We were shocked.
00:21:10We didn't expect it.
00:21:12At that time, we didn't have much money.
00:21:14We had a lot of money.
00:21:16So, we went to the theatre.
00:21:18We had a PA.
00:21:20He helped us.
00:21:22We didn't want to be rejected.
00:21:24So, we told him not to go.
00:21:28I was like that.
00:21:30We were shy.
00:21:32We didn't know how to react.
00:21:34The PA had to do that.
00:21:36We were shy.
00:21:38People were looking at us.
00:21:40We were just acting.
00:21:42Suddenly, the PA gave us an umbrella.
00:21:44We were shy.
00:21:46We were shy.
00:21:48It was funny.
00:21:50There was a scene.
00:21:52The actor had to change his clothes.
00:21:54I asked him why he had to change his clothes.
00:21:56I didn't know.
00:21:58I didn't know.
00:22:00He had to change his clothes.
00:22:02I didn't know.
00:22:04He had to change his clothes.
00:22:06I didn't know.
00:22:08I had to change my clothes.
00:22:12He had to change his clothes.
00:22:14I didn't know.
00:22:16There were a lot of things I had to learn.
00:22:18He had to make up.
00:22:20He had to apply make up.
00:22:22The rapper is a stick
00:22:24Oh, yes!
00:22:26The one that goes like this
00:22:28The one that goes like this
00:22:30I really don't understand
00:22:32The one that goes like this
00:22:34And the face, he does it like a kid
00:22:36I feel like my face is swollen
00:22:38But the funny thing is
00:22:40I'm very shy, right?
00:22:42I don't take care of my face at all
00:22:44But your skin, Alhamdulillah
00:22:46Your skin?
00:22:48No, I don't take care of my face
00:22:50If I say this, you'll be surprised
00:22:52Because people ask me, what tips do you have?
00:22:54Oh, don't talk about tips
00:22:56I like it
00:22:58I like it
00:23:00Okay, now let's talk about tips to make you more beautiful
00:23:02No, when people ask me
00:23:04I'm like, no
00:23:06I'm shy, I don't want to go
00:23:08They say, Jun, you don't share
00:23:10About your beauty
00:23:12If I say this, can you guys believe it?
00:23:14Can I say it?
00:23:16If you can't, let's just edit it
00:23:18It's funny, right?
00:23:20My tips are simple
00:23:22For example, hair, people ask me about my hair
00:23:24How do I take care of it?
00:23:26If I say I shampoo everyday but I never brush my hair
00:23:28What do you want me to say? I never dry my hair
00:23:30I never do anything, I just do it casually
00:23:32That's right
00:23:34How do I share tips? It's funny
00:23:36It's simple
00:23:38But it can't be that your face is just casually
00:23:40My face?
00:23:42Eh, I just shower my body
00:23:44You just shower your face?
00:23:46Yes, I'm like a man
00:23:48I never put on makeup
00:23:50I just shower my body
00:23:52Just once
00:23:54Can you believe it?
00:23:56Serious
00:23:58I never know about cream treatment
00:24:00Cream or serum
00:24:02Now I'm old, my husband
00:24:04Take care of me
00:24:0610 days ago
00:24:08I met him
00:24:10Eh, my husband?
00:24:12I don't want to tell
00:24:14It's normal
00:24:16It's okay, we're okay
00:24:18But I like to shampoo everyday
00:24:20Everyone can't, right?
00:24:22That's my habit, I like to shampoo
00:24:24If I don't like it, I like to do it casually
00:24:26Let it dry by itself?
00:24:28Yes, let it dry by itself
00:24:30If you look at it, that's my hair
00:24:32Like people say, the scales
00:24:34I don't have it for a long time
00:24:36Sometimes I don't want to do it
00:24:38I don't want to do it
00:24:40Because I like to do it casually
00:24:42As you can see, it's not natural
00:24:44That's my style
00:24:46So it's simple
00:24:48I don't have any tips
00:24:50That's it
00:24:52I like to drink empty water
00:24:54Drink a lot of empty water
00:24:56Now if you look at it, I don't put on makeup
00:24:58I just put on sunscreen
00:25:00I just use my lotion
00:25:02My cream treatment
00:25:04In the past, if you look at the 30s
00:25:06My skin is actually
00:25:08It's not bright, but it's dull
00:25:10For example, my face is dark
00:25:12My face is dark
00:25:14My eyes are very cracked
00:25:16I'm not lying, I'm serious
00:25:18I don't like to sleep
00:25:20I only put on makeup
00:25:22I don't even put on powder
00:25:24My eyes are very dry
00:25:26It's very dry
00:25:28It's bright, but it's very dry
00:25:30But now
00:25:34Don't use that sound
00:25:38Fortunately, there is a filter
00:25:40If there is no filter
00:25:42My face is a filter
00:25:46You here
00:25:48This is all done
00:25:50Number one
00:25:52Beautiful
00:25:54But it's true
00:25:56When we were growing up
00:25:58We always bump into each other
00:26:00Because we have the same circle
00:26:02The same friends
00:26:04I swear I'm jealous
00:26:06Because she can go out and relax
00:26:08Her hair is already beautiful
00:26:10Dark and long
00:26:12Rarely wear makeup
00:26:14T-shirt jeans
00:26:16Sports shoes
00:26:20I don't know how to show
00:26:22Look at the event
00:26:24Too much
00:26:26Because
00:26:28We can't control the event
00:26:30Sometimes the clothes are sponsored
00:26:32We just give it to ourselves
00:26:34That's it
00:26:36How
00:26:38How
00:26:40Where did the tips go
00:26:42Let me help you
00:26:44To tell
00:26:46But
00:26:48If you watch movies
00:26:50There are also dramas
00:26:52It's a comedy genre
00:26:54Romantic love
00:26:56But comedy
00:26:58Like the ghost
00:27:00The movie
00:27:02Movie yes
00:27:04Mostly
00:27:06Serious comedy
00:27:08So it's true
00:27:10Because one more
00:27:12I'm not serious
00:27:14I'm the bad one
00:27:16If you watch the movie
00:27:18The majority is spontaneous
00:27:20I did it myself
00:27:22Sometimes with Sophie Jikan
00:27:26She still doesn't want to follow me
00:27:28Sometimes rehearsing
00:27:30She can play
00:27:32Sophie Jikan
00:27:34Can't fight you
00:27:36Until here
00:27:38Arrange
00:27:40She likes to be dramatic
00:27:42Then I switch
00:27:44Cut
00:27:46Like that
00:27:48Cute
00:27:50We have to invite Sophie Jikan
00:27:52Because when we act
00:27:54How
00:27:56I'm really funny
00:27:58If you watch a drama
00:28:00You'll think
00:28:02I'm slow
00:28:04Sad
00:28:06Soft
00:28:08I'm fierce
00:28:10Maybe because I'm spoiled
00:28:14But I'm really cool
00:28:16If a movie has a lot of comedy
00:28:18How can it be like that
00:28:22Drama has a lot of sad stories
00:28:24I'm sad
00:28:26If I'm called Junior
00:28:28I'll cry
00:28:30My tears will fall here
00:28:32Here
00:28:34If I cry, my nose will come out
00:28:36Like that
00:28:38The world is like that
00:28:40The genre
00:28:42Actually the experience
00:28:44Like what people ask
00:28:46You've never learned anything
00:28:48But how can you cry
00:28:50Veteran actors have asked me
00:28:52Tips
00:28:54The second one
00:28:56How to cry in front of the camera
00:28:58Imagine Dede Alias
00:29:00Or Amiza Haznan
00:29:02How can you
00:29:04The kids
00:29:06If we join together
00:29:08It's over
00:29:10But imagine
00:29:12Crying
00:29:14How can it be like that
00:29:16We force each other
00:29:18The scene is funny
00:29:20It's really bad
00:29:22If you want to help
00:29:24In front of the camera
00:29:26It's really bad
00:29:28But that's what people ask
00:29:30For example, my sparring
00:29:32With men
00:29:34I can't cry
00:29:36I support it
00:29:38It's hard
00:29:40One of my characters
00:29:42If he doesn't arrive
00:29:44I really like to help him
00:29:46And share emotions
00:29:48In front of the camera
00:29:50I support him
00:29:52I share my feelings
00:29:54We share
00:29:56Emotions
00:29:58I don't want it
00:30:00If we look at ourselves
00:30:02We look great
00:30:04But I don't like it
00:30:06Because it will look bad
00:30:08For example, you're great
00:30:10But people won't see it
00:30:12It will look bad
00:30:14It will disappear
00:30:16I want you to help
00:30:18We're veterans
00:30:20For me, it's not wrong
00:30:22But I like it
00:30:24He will ruin the scene
00:30:26Even though it's his scene
00:30:28Or my scene
00:30:30But I want it to be the same
00:30:32Because it's really important
00:30:34If it's a sparring scene
00:30:36The most emotional scene
00:30:38But if it's with an old actor
00:30:40I don't care
00:30:42If we know he's not there
00:30:44But I feel bad
00:30:46If people don't understand
00:30:48They will laugh
00:30:50I can't stand it
00:30:52Because I can't be too serious
00:30:54Sometimes it's too serious
00:30:56But the tips
00:30:58That make me happy
00:31:00The crying tips
00:31:02It's easy
00:31:04If you're in the set
00:31:06You've set your mind
00:31:08You've read the script
00:31:10You know the character
00:31:12If you're honest with the character
00:31:14It will happen
00:31:16If you're honest
00:31:18You like the character
00:31:20You don't have to say anything
00:31:22You can deliver
00:31:24Because you know
00:31:26How you feel
00:31:28That's the method
00:31:30If you can't focus
00:31:32You will think
00:31:34About the things you love
00:31:36Like my dad
00:31:38He passed away
00:31:40So he will
00:31:42Think about those things
00:31:44And it will come out
00:31:46One more
00:31:48You're wasting your time
00:31:50I was thinking about my ex
00:31:52I cried
00:31:54Because I'm like that
00:31:56Gone
00:31:58You're getting cuter
00:32:00One more
00:32:02You feel
00:32:04That you're
00:32:06Filled with sin
00:32:08I'm like that
00:32:10Try to talk to yourself
00:32:12While you're talking
00:32:14It will happen
00:32:16The things you regret
00:32:18Those are my tips
00:32:20Your way
00:32:22Something like that
00:32:24The third one is heavy
00:32:26You think about the things
00:32:28You did wrong
00:32:30For example
00:32:32We were watching our dad
00:32:34Suddenly he said
00:32:36This is my passport
00:32:38I was sad
00:32:40I was like
00:32:42I didn't remember
00:32:44It was red
00:32:46I was like
00:32:48Then I went back
00:32:50I was nervous
00:32:52I was so nervous
00:32:54I had to
00:32:56Continue
00:32:58That's the challenge
00:33:00When you cry
00:33:02You can't control it
00:33:04It's natural
00:33:06He continued
00:33:08I continued
00:33:12That's natural
00:33:14Just let it go
00:33:20I'm asking you
00:33:22When you fight
00:33:24Do you have time to cry?
00:33:26No
00:33:28I don't cry
00:33:30I'm okay
00:33:32When you're playing games
00:33:34You're like this
00:33:36When you're in school
00:33:38But when you're in your room
00:33:40You're singing
00:33:42I don't know
00:33:44Miss you
00:33:46Miss you
00:33:48I was nervous
00:33:50That's it
00:33:52You called me wrong
00:33:54Do you regret it now?
00:33:56No
00:33:58I'm okay
00:34:00If I'm edited, you're in trouble. You have to know how to do it.
00:34:02No, it's okay.
00:34:03The important thing is that I look pretty.
00:34:09I think we understand how acting is.
00:34:11It's all about the soul.
00:34:13It's a comedy.
00:34:14Acting in a film is a comedy.
00:34:15If it's a sad drama, it's a comedy.
00:34:18But I'm impressed.
00:34:19An industry that you entered unintentionally.
00:34:21Yes, unintentionally.
00:34:22And you took it very seriously.
00:34:23Yes, because of that.
00:34:24When we entered that industry,
00:34:26when we were acting in sad dramas like this,
00:34:30it was like we fell in love.
00:34:32We took it as a responsibility.
00:34:34It became a passion.
00:34:35Yes, we took it as a responsibility.
00:34:37We took it as a blessing.
00:34:38We had to deliver it properly.
00:34:40It became a sincerity.
00:34:42I admit that there's a story that I'm not sincere about.
00:34:46Is it a film or a drama?
00:34:48It's a drama.
00:34:49I feel like I'm struggling every day.
00:34:51I want to go for a shoot.
00:34:53He's a newbie in the industry.
00:34:58Are you sparring?
00:34:59No, I'm not sparring.
00:35:00I have a production team.
00:35:01He thinks that we're not professional enough.
00:35:04When we're ready, he changes the lights.
00:35:07He doesn't know what he wants.
00:35:08He wants to be ready in the set.
00:35:10He's not a pro.
00:35:11Yes, he's not a pro at all.
00:35:14After that, we went for a shoot.
00:35:15We didn't know when it was.
00:35:16We went for a shoot at 4 or 5 in the morning.
00:35:18We went for another shoot the next morning.
00:35:20He's like that.
00:35:21He's slow.
00:35:22He doesn't know what he wants for the shoot.
00:35:25He's like that.
00:35:30He's like that.
00:35:32I don't care if he's pretty or not.
00:35:36As for his character, he's a lawyer.
00:35:40He's a lawyer.
00:35:43I don't know if I'm on air or not.
00:35:47I'm not sincere about the drama.
00:35:50It's because he's interested.
00:35:51They don't communicate.
00:35:53That's the risk.
00:35:55He's not a pro.
00:35:57He'll be shocked.
00:35:59His eyes are red.
00:36:01It's a struggle.
00:36:02But, I like this drama the most.
00:36:06I think it's my soul.
00:36:08It's about Kak Long.
00:36:11Comment below.
00:36:12It's like mine.
00:36:13It's about Kak Long in Angin Surga.
00:36:15That's my conclusion.
00:36:17I haven't acted for a long time.
00:36:19That's what I like the most.
00:36:21Puas Hati.
00:36:22It's a different story.
00:36:24It's not a rich man's story.
00:36:26It's a rich man's story.
00:36:28He hates his mother-in-law.
00:36:30He loves her back.
00:36:32He loves her so much.
00:36:37It's a tiring story.
00:36:38But, it's a family story.
00:36:40He takes care of his siblings.
00:36:42His family accuses him of being pregnant.
00:36:47He has fibroids.
00:36:49It's a slander.
00:36:51I love it.
00:36:53I can't forget the moment.
00:36:56It was during the test.
00:36:58I was in a lot of pain.
00:37:00During the shoot?
00:37:01Yes.
00:37:02It was at 2.30 pm.
00:37:03I don't remember exactly.
00:37:04But, it was a long time.
00:37:05I was in a lot of pain.
00:37:07I had to get a bone marrow transplant.
00:37:10To get the medicine.
00:37:12But, I still went for the shoot.
00:37:15It was a long time ago.
00:37:17It's a commitment.
00:37:18We feel sorry for the people who...
00:37:20...had their schedules locked.
00:37:22They had to pay for the location.
00:37:27They had to pay for the equipment.
00:37:29We were in the main episode.
00:37:31They had everything.
00:37:32How could we afford it?
00:37:34I went for the shoot.
00:37:38I had a lot of pain.
00:37:40I coughed a lot.
00:37:41I coughed a lot.
00:37:43A team of people got infected.
00:37:46It was so bad.
00:37:47The cameraman had to get vaccinated.
00:37:50It was a virus.
00:37:52I coughed a lot.
00:37:54I coughed a lot.
00:37:57How could you?
00:37:59I couldn't take it anymore.
00:38:00You could see my face.
00:38:02I had a runny nose.
00:38:03I couldn't breathe.
00:38:05I had red eyes.
00:38:07I coughed a lot.
00:38:09That's what happened.
00:38:11I coughed a lot.
00:38:13You laughed.
00:38:14We couldn't take it anymore.
00:38:17I understand.
00:38:18I felt so cold.
00:38:21I had a runny nose.
00:38:22We were so tired.
00:38:24But we had to do it.
00:38:26We had to do it.
00:38:27We didn't know when the next month would come.
00:38:31We had to sweep the floor.
00:38:35I cried a lot.
00:38:37I cried a lot.
00:38:39It was so painful.
00:38:41I cried a lot.
00:38:43It was so painful.
00:38:45It was so painful.
00:38:47We had to do it.
00:38:49We had to do it.
00:38:50We had to do it.
00:38:52It was so painful.
00:38:54It was so painful.
00:38:56I thought about it.
00:38:58I prayed for myself.
00:39:00It was a success.
00:39:04It's not easy.
00:39:06It's not easy.
00:39:07I feel sorry for the young generation.
00:39:10They don't take it seriously.
00:39:12They don't take it seriously.
00:39:13I heard that the payment is quite high.
00:39:16We don't need to struggle.
00:39:18We don't need to struggle.
00:39:19We didn't have TikTok back then.
00:39:21We didn't have Instagram back then.
00:39:22We had social media.
00:39:23We had a famous newspaper.
00:39:25Sok Kaba.
00:39:26Sok Kaba Magazine.
00:39:28It's not easy.
00:39:29It's not easy for you to meet us.
00:39:31It's not easy for you to meet us on social media.
00:39:34I didn't even know how to use Facebook.
00:39:36My fans did it.
00:39:38A lot of fake accounts.
00:39:40My fans did it.
00:39:42They did it for me.
00:39:43I didn't know how to use it.
00:39:44I used it.
00:39:45I feel sorry for them.
00:39:46They didn't know how to use it.
00:39:47I posted it on Facebook.
00:39:49I didn't know that I could use it now.
00:39:53I was young back then.
00:39:54Do you believe me?
00:39:56I still don't believe that I'm Jo Aziz.
00:39:59Do you believe me?
00:40:00I thought I wasn't an artist.
00:40:02You're just an ordinary person.
00:40:03Yes.
00:40:04I'm not lying.
00:40:05Yes.
00:40:06I still think that some people know me.
00:40:09I think that some people don't know me.
00:40:11When I go out, I cover my face.
00:40:14I feel insecure.
00:40:17I don't know who I am.
00:40:20I don't know who Jo Aziz is.
00:40:22I think like that.
00:40:24I don't care.
00:40:26That's how I think.
00:40:27That's how I think.
00:40:28Do you know who you are?
00:40:31Do you know who I am?
00:40:34I don't care who I am.
00:40:37I want to be free.
00:40:38Sometimes, I feel shy.
00:40:42I don't want to wear a mask.
00:40:44I'm used to it.
00:40:45I don't want to wear a mask.
00:40:47I feel insecure.
00:40:49Yes.
00:40:50That's how I feel.
00:40:52The funny thing is...
00:40:54...I don't even wear a mask.
00:40:56I don't want to talk.
00:40:58I can't do that.
00:41:00I can't do that.
00:41:03When I go out, I cover my face.
00:41:06Sometimes, I have to order something.
00:41:10I cover my face.
00:41:13I don't want to be arrogant.
00:41:16I want to be free.
00:41:18I want to be relaxed.
00:41:20I don't care if you ask me to cover my face.
00:41:23Sometimes, people are not sensitive.
00:41:26They don't understand our situation.
00:41:28They don't know what we're doing.
00:41:31They don't know what we're doing.
00:41:33They don't know what we're doing.
00:41:34When you're not as confident as you're expected to be...
00:41:39...they'll say that you're arrogant.
00:41:41That's right.
00:41:42Sometimes, we're worried.
00:41:44Sometimes, we're arrogant.
00:41:47But, thank God, they don't hear us.
00:41:49I don't care.
00:41:51I don't care.
00:41:53I don't care.
00:41:54That's the problem.
00:41:55I want to be a part of your life.
00:41:58I think that's enough.
00:42:01We're not late.
00:42:03Let's sing.
00:42:04It's just the beginning.
00:42:06What do you say?
00:42:15Congratulations.
00:42:16Can you share with us...
00:42:19...when was your wedding?
00:42:21Last year?
00:42:22August 2018.
00:42:25Where did you get to know each other?
00:42:27We're friends.
00:42:31We're friends.
00:42:32We hang out together.
00:42:34I like to be a DJ.
00:42:37I like to do it on Instagram.
00:42:39I'm DJ Senja FM.
00:42:42Do you think I'm Senja?
00:42:43I'm not Surya or Sina.
00:42:45I'm Senja.
00:42:46Because I'm Senja.
00:42:48You're not Senja, babe.
00:42:50It's okay.
00:42:52If you're Senja, we're less.
00:42:54If you're Senja, you're Daisha.
00:42:56No, I'm not.
00:42:57I'm serious.
00:42:58Some of my friends are Senja Radio.
00:43:00Senja FM.
00:43:02That's how we got to know each other.
00:43:06To be honest,...
00:43:07...I wanted to find a partner...
00:43:11...because I don't go out.
00:43:14I used to be more social.
00:43:17You went back to work?
00:43:19Yes.
00:43:20I didn't have one.
00:43:21I wanted to find a partner.
00:43:23I didn't want to meet rich people.
00:43:26I didn't want to look at things like that.
00:43:28I wanted to feel it.
00:43:31You wanted it to be natural.
00:43:32Yes, I wanted it to be natural.
00:43:34I wanted to find a partner.
00:43:35I didn't want to get married.
00:43:37That's how it was.
00:43:38Then, I met a friend.
00:43:42We started dating.
00:43:44I was busy with my phone.
00:43:46I was busy with my songs.
00:43:48I used to play 80s and 90s songs.
00:43:53I was busy with other things.
00:43:56I went out with a friend.
00:43:57We went out for a date.
00:43:59You just went out with a friend.
00:44:01Tok Wila.
00:44:04My husband is a shy person.
00:44:08He's shy.
00:44:10If he makes a mistake, I'll blame him.
00:44:12He's a shy person.
00:44:17He's shy and blushing.
00:44:20He blushes for a long time.
00:44:22I told him that it's hard for him to get me.
00:44:26I told him that I love him.
00:44:28It's expensive.
00:44:29It's been a long time.
00:44:31He's a shy person.
00:44:33He's a shy person.
00:44:37Maybe he's a good person.
00:44:44I've been holding it in for a while.
00:44:47Ask my husband.
00:44:49Don't.
00:44:51A lot of people have crashed.
00:44:53I'm the one who crashed.
00:44:57Everyone was waiting for me.
00:44:59But I didn't go in.
00:45:01I didn't say anything.
00:45:02I didn't choose you.
00:45:03What's important is that he understands us.
00:45:05He's my friend.
00:45:07He's my brother.
00:45:08He's my father.
00:45:10He understands us.
00:45:12That's what's important.
00:45:14We'll think about the rest.
00:45:16That's what's important.
00:45:17I'm not the type of person...
00:45:19...who's always in high maintenance.
00:45:21I don't even use soap.
00:45:23Don't get me wrong.
00:45:25I don't even wash my face with soap.
00:45:27I clarified that.
00:45:28It's a basic thing.
00:45:30I'm not the type of person who's crazy about clothes.
00:45:33I don't even wear samba.
00:45:35It's cheap.
00:45:36Sometimes, I buy this.
00:45:38But for me, I only wear samba.
00:45:42I'm the type of person who's pretty, okay, I can wear it.
00:45:45I'm not the type of person who's crazy about make-up.
00:45:48I don't like make-up.
00:45:49I'm simple.
00:45:50Why did you want to try it for so long?
00:45:53Did you sell it for a lot?
00:45:55You said it was hard to try.
00:45:57We just got divorced.
00:46:00We have to be careful.
00:46:03Okay.
00:46:04It's tiring.
00:46:06It's tiring.
00:46:07We already have a child.
00:46:09It's tiring to fall in love.
00:46:12We feel like...
00:46:14That's enough.
00:46:16It's okay. I can live on my own.
00:46:18I know you.
00:46:20We have a big child.
00:46:22That's how it started.
00:46:27He's our friend.
00:46:29We talk to each other.
00:46:31That's how it is.
00:46:32It takes time.
00:46:34At one time, I thought...
00:46:37It's been 5-6 years.
00:46:405-6 years?
00:46:42It's been 5-6 years.
00:46:44It's been 5-6 years.
00:46:46He's very detailed.
00:46:48He remembers everything.
00:46:50That's how it is.
00:46:52He's well-equipped.
00:46:53So, we're chill.
00:46:56I even asked him for his passport.
00:46:59He's like a friend.
00:47:01After that, when we're ready...
00:47:04...and we have money, it's okay.
00:47:07We don't want to rush things.
00:47:09I don't know what to say.
00:47:11We can't rush things.
00:47:13So, we have to be serious.
00:47:15Before this, I've done a lot of things.
00:47:17It doesn't matter how long we've known each other.
00:47:19We can't get married after falling in love.
00:47:23We've tried that.
00:47:25You can ask me.
00:47:27In the past, people would say...
00:47:29...that it's better to get married after falling in love.
00:47:33That's not true.
00:47:35That's fate.
00:47:36It's a blessing.
00:47:38We've tried everything.
00:47:40Maybe this is one of our tests.
00:47:45So, I'm chill.
00:47:48I follow the flow.
00:47:50So, my husband and I...
00:47:52...thankfully...
00:47:54...we didn't expect it.
00:47:56We're like, we've known each other for 5 years.
00:47:58I'm like, really?
00:48:00That's how it is.
00:48:01He knows me better than I know myself.
00:48:05You're so smart.
00:48:08I like it.
00:48:09You're so sweet.
00:48:11I like it.
00:48:12I'm like a bird.
00:48:14I don't want to praise you too much.
00:48:16We don't know.
00:48:17But, I hope this will last.
00:48:19Amen.
00:48:21Because I'm in TTC right now.
00:48:24God willing.
00:48:26Do you know?
00:48:27God willing, I'm going to get a job.
00:48:29You're going to get a job.
00:48:30Okay.
00:48:32Amen.
00:48:33That's what I want to say.
00:48:35We've heard that...
00:48:37...you're trying to get a child...
00:48:39...because of your mother.
00:48:41I was supposed to get a child...
00:48:43...in my previous period.
00:48:45I was supposed to get a child...
00:48:47...because I did my IUI.
00:48:49But, I didn't make it.
00:48:51Maybe it's because I was in a hurry.
00:48:53I wasn't prepared.
00:48:55TTC is not easy because...
00:48:57...first, there are a lot of tips.
00:48:59I'm going to give you some tips.
00:49:00The third tip from Ju Aziz.
00:49:02Because...
00:49:04...this is a sensitive topic.
00:49:06For example, husband and wife.
00:49:07Don't think that only the wife has a problem.
00:49:09The husband also has a problem.
00:49:11One more thing.
00:49:12Sometimes, I'm in a group of poor people.
00:49:14Sometimes, the husband doesn't support his wife.
00:49:17Sometimes, they think that...
00:49:18...he's healthy.
00:49:19He thinks that he's powerful...
00:49:20...so, he thinks that he's healthy.
00:49:21No.
00:49:22It's not like what you see outside...
00:49:23...you don't know what's inside.
00:49:24So, the husband and wife must check...
00:49:26...about fertility.
00:49:27I agree.
00:49:28At first, I was scared.
00:49:29I checked.
00:49:31Because we're getting older.
00:49:33So, when I checked...
00:49:34...he told me to check the tube first.
00:49:35I was afraid that if I do it...
00:49:37...it won't be useful.
00:49:38It won't reach the tube.
00:49:40You must check the tube.
00:49:42It's a cost.
00:49:44To go through this process.
00:49:46Like what people said.
00:49:47The cost of having a child...
00:49:49...compared to TTC...
00:49:50...is more expensive.
00:49:51Do you understand what I mean?
00:49:52I agree.
00:49:53Because there are a lot of things...
00:49:54...that we have to try.
00:49:55There are a lot of medicines that we have to take.
00:49:57There are a lot of things that we have to try.
00:49:59It's the same with my product.
00:50:01Sorry.
00:50:02It's okay.
00:50:03Some people said that my product...
00:50:05...can double line.
00:50:07It's a blessing.
00:50:08Because my product has...
00:50:10The ingredients.
00:50:11It's good for your health.
00:50:12Yes.
00:50:13It's high in NTHC.
00:50:14It's 7 times higher than Green Team's.
00:50:15It's a nano technology system.
00:50:16It's like a live show.
00:50:17I want to sell it.
00:50:19Okay.
00:50:20So that people can understand.
00:50:21We're surprised.
00:50:22It's not just one or two people.
00:50:23Some people waited for 9 years.
00:50:246 years.
00:50:253 years.
00:50:26With my product.
00:50:27Alhamdulillah.
00:50:28All of a sudden, it's a blessing.
00:50:29Alhamdulillah.
00:50:30Whatever we eat.
00:50:32Any supplements.
00:50:33We have to pay attention to it.
00:50:35InsyaAllah.
00:50:36We have to pay attention to it.
00:50:37InsyaAllah.
00:50:38So.
00:50:39Husband and wife have to check.
00:50:41Then.
00:50:42Take your medicine.
00:50:43You have to see the doctor.
00:50:45Don't eat this and that.
00:50:47You don't know what's the problem.
00:50:49Do you have PCOS?
00:50:50Do you have CIS?
00:50:51Do you have anything?
00:50:52Like you.
00:50:53Like you.
00:50:54Alhamdulillah.
00:50:55It's okay.
00:50:56I don't have any problem.
00:50:57People said that I have ABCD.
00:50:58Okay.
00:50:59It's beautiful.
00:51:00But maybe it's not yet.
00:51:01It's a blessing.
00:51:02So.
00:51:03Give time.
00:51:04Give rest first.
00:51:05Maybe the next step.
00:51:06It's just that.
00:51:07Medicine.
00:51:08That's it.
00:51:09It's a bit tiring.
00:51:10We want to take medicine.
00:51:11That's the thing.
00:51:12I don't like to take medicine.
00:51:13I don't like to take medicine.
00:51:14Why?
00:51:15This product.
00:51:16Just because.
00:51:17Because it's a supplement.
00:51:18It's healthy, right?
00:51:19Our medicine is sensitive, right?
00:51:20We are willing.
00:51:21If you have PCOS.
00:51:22Don't want to eat at all.
00:51:23Take a pill.
00:51:24Until we don't want to see.
00:51:25Willing to endure.
00:51:26Willing.
00:51:27When we pour hot water.
00:51:28We eat this.
00:51:29Yes.
00:51:30But because of TTC.
00:51:31It's affected.
00:51:32So, God willing.
00:51:33Maybe because before this.
00:51:34Maybe I'm too stressed.
00:51:35That's one thing.
00:51:36Didn't happen.
00:51:37Because we think too much.
00:51:38At that time.
00:51:39I'm studying.
00:51:40How TTC.
00:51:41When it happens.
00:51:42What is this?
00:51:43Maybe I think too much.
00:51:44Then I wait.
00:51:45Don't be like that.
00:51:46So now.
00:51:47I'm more relaxed.
00:51:48Now I've learned that.
00:51:49It's a pity.
00:51:50If there is.
00:51:51We pray.
00:51:52There must be.
00:51:53God willing.
00:51:54God willing.
00:51:55Because my family.
00:51:56My siblings.
00:51:57Our age.
00:51:58If others.
00:51:59If we look at TTC.
00:52:008 years.
00:52:0110 years.
00:52:0212 years.
00:52:03Yes.
00:52:04Because you are young married.
00:52:05We are over 40.
00:52:06It's okay.
00:52:07God willing.
00:52:08We can't wait.
00:52:09You pray.
00:52:10God willing.
00:52:11Many people pray.
00:52:12God willing.
00:52:13Also for you who are watching.
00:52:14Who are waiting for this progeny.
00:52:15God willing.
00:52:16One day.
00:52:17Amen.
00:52:18Amen.
00:52:19God willing.
00:52:20Amen.
00:52:21So, that's it.
00:52:22We want to get.
00:52:23Whatever.
00:52:24This one is also done.
00:52:25Before our mother.
00:52:26When is the budget?
00:52:27When is the time?
00:52:28Like that.
00:52:29You have to know.
00:52:30Like that.
00:52:31At dawn.
00:52:32That's the most important.
00:52:33Right?
00:52:34How is everything?
00:52:35So, things like that.
00:52:36Apart from taking medicine.
00:52:37As a doctor.
00:52:38Our food too.
00:52:39Food.
00:52:40How is the food?
00:52:41Like chicken eggs.
00:52:42Like.
00:52:43Fruits.
00:52:44Like that.
00:52:45That's there too.
00:52:46That's really.
00:52:47You also see.
00:52:48You think too.
00:52:49Of course.
00:52:50So, get it.
00:52:51What advice from the experts.
00:52:52That's right.
00:52:53The IAT must be beautiful.
00:52:54Like that.
00:52:55That's it.
00:52:56It's not.
00:52:57I just have one.
00:52:58Question.
00:52:59Like Jo Aziz.
00:53:00We know before.
00:53:01Indeed.
00:53:02Look if Google sexy.
00:53:03The drama movies.
00:53:04What and so on.
00:53:05He.
00:53:06It means.
00:53:07Sister.
00:53:08Start.
00:53:09Is the coma.
00:53:10Wear a blindfold.
00:53:11He really.
00:53:12When and why.
00:53:13Because.
00:53:14What makes the heart open.
00:53:15Before this.
00:53:16Liza Bakarin.
00:53:17Tell.
00:53:18Wake up.
00:53:19He suddenly.
00:53:20He has something happening.
00:53:21And so on.
00:53:22How do you say?
00:53:23People say.
00:53:24I have.
00:53:25If it can be shared.
00:53:26Fear.
00:53:27And also beautiful.
00:53:28Like that.
00:53:29First.
00:53:30After.
00:53:31The late father died.
00:53:32This thing.
00:53:33I don't share much.
00:53:34I used to share only one TV.
00:53:35Then people want to call.
00:53:36Something like this.
00:53:37I don't feel like.
00:53:38Want to share.
00:53:39Because.
00:53:40I don't know.
00:53:41I feel like.
00:53:42It's not worth it anymore.
00:53:43I want to say.
00:53:44I really migrate.
00:53:45Which is really proper.
00:53:46What do you mean?
00:53:47Muhasabah.
00:53:48It's not easy.
00:53:49We really.
00:53:50It's not easy.
00:53:51To make it easy.
00:53:52Indeed.
00:53:53Indeed.
00:53:54Our family will not push.
00:53:55Because I'm the only one.
00:53:56Who doesn't know.
00:53:57Who guess.
00:53:58Braggart.
00:53:59Braggart.
00:54:00Hey.
00:54:01Nephew's son.
00:54:02Oh.
00:54:03Understand.
00:54:04Nephew's son.
00:54:05That's it.
00:54:06Admit it.
00:54:07We guess this.
00:54:08Then.
00:54:09My brother died.
00:54:10Year?
00:54:11This guess.
00:54:12My father died.
00:54:13When?
00:54:14Year.
00:54:152015.
00:54:16Okay.
00:54:17Maybe 2017.
00:54:18I remember.
00:54:19Like that.
00:54:20So.
00:54:21My brother died.
00:54:22I dreamed of him.
00:54:23Then died.
00:54:24But before that.
00:54:25I want to tell you first.
00:54:26Before that.
00:54:27When I got married.
00:54:28The one before this.
00:54:29I asked.
00:54:30If I get married.
00:54:31Indeed.
00:54:32My intention.
00:54:33I really want to bring my family.
00:54:34I want to go out.
00:54:35Okay.
00:54:36When we get married.
00:54:37We are happy.
00:54:38We can be together.
00:54:39Correct.
00:54:40At that time.
00:54:41Allah gave me.
00:54:42Alhamdulillah.
00:54:43At that time.
00:54:44For my parents to take care.
00:54:45Because before this.
00:54:46I acted.
00:54:47All too busy.
00:54:48No time with family.
00:54:49No.
00:54:50I really struggled.
00:54:51After I got married.
00:54:52Allah gave me.
00:54:53Suddenly.
00:54:54I don't have a job.
00:54:55Before my father.
00:54:56This is sad.
00:54:57He gave me a month.
00:54:58I don't have a job.
00:54:59We took a leave.
00:55:00At Kapas Island.
00:55:01After that.
00:55:02We stopped.
00:55:03Okay.
00:55:04That month.
00:55:05My father.
00:55:06He likes fishing.
00:55:07Okay.
00:55:08If he catches a fish.
00:55:09Don't play.
00:55:10Right.
00:55:11We understand.
00:55:12But.
00:55:13I like fishing.
00:55:14I like fishing.
00:55:15I like fishing.
00:55:16I like fishing.
00:55:17I like fishing.
00:55:18I like fishing.
00:55:19Okay.
00:55:20Fishing.
00:55:21Serious.
00:55:22Serious.
00:55:23He really likes fish.
00:55:24On that day.
00:55:25I am too lazy.
00:55:26I want to play fishing with him.
00:55:27Fishing.
00:55:28Fishing.
00:55:29In front of the beach.
00:55:30I don't want to.
00:55:31But.
00:55:32That person.
00:55:33Just give it to him.
00:55:34He takes care of the beach.
00:55:35After that.
00:55:36Everything was okay.
00:55:37Okay.
00:55:38Can't.
00:55:39If you want.
00:55:40At the office.
00:55:41All offices.
00:55:42All.
00:55:43On that day.
00:55:44I got a lot of fish.
00:55:45My father didn't get it.
00:55:46Like that.
00:55:47Just like me.
00:55:48He just leaves it.
00:55:49I was so angry. I was like, this is his stuff. He's fishing.
00:55:53Men like that. If you do something, you're done.
00:55:57But no. He just gave it to me.
00:56:00I got a lot of fish. I've never fished before.
00:56:03At that moment, Allah gave me a moment.
00:56:06My father got a sotong kata. That was the last he got.
00:56:10I cooked. I really like to cook.
00:56:12I cooked. We stayed at my uncle's.
00:56:15Then we went to Penitian.
00:56:17That was during the month of fasting.
00:56:21A few weeks after Eid, he passed away.
00:56:26Imagine, Allah gave you a beautiful moment.
00:56:29This is what you wanted, right?
00:56:30I didn't want to give up. I didn't have time for him.
00:56:34I was busy. I didn't want to trouble my family.
00:56:38I wanted to take care of myself. I was a loner.
00:56:42After that, my father passed away.
00:56:47That night, I saw my father's face.
00:56:55He was smiling.
00:56:57I asked him what he was doing.
00:57:00I met him. He was with Kakak Panam.
00:57:05I did this to him.
00:57:07I made him smile.
00:57:09You forced him to smile.
00:57:10I made him smile.
00:57:11He didn't smile. He looked at me like this.
00:57:15I tried to make him smile.
00:57:18I felt so real.
00:57:21I said, Allah.
00:57:22I didn't say anything.
00:57:25I smiled.
00:57:26We went to the cemetery.
00:57:28It was in the middle of the day.
00:57:29I was with my family.
00:57:30It was so hot.
00:57:34When we arrived at my father's grave...
00:57:37...I felt something.
00:57:40A cloud?
00:57:41Yes, it was like a cloud.
00:57:47I said, Abah.
00:57:52Are you mad at me?
00:57:53I said it to myself.
00:57:54Are you mad at someone?
00:57:58I said, Abah, why aren't you smiling?
00:58:01I said, Kak.
00:58:05Think about it.
00:58:06If you're ready...
00:58:09Do you understand?
00:58:10It's a hint.
00:58:11I don't have this.
00:58:12But you have to think about it.
00:58:15Is it because I didn't cover my face?
00:58:18Do you understand?
00:58:21When I was silent...
00:58:23...I thought about it.
00:58:25I said, Kak.
00:58:27I went to buy a blanket.
00:58:29When I went there...
00:58:31...I whispered to him.
00:58:33When I said that to him...
00:58:35...he got mad.
00:58:37I felt something.
00:58:39My sister said, I felt something.
00:58:41It was cold.
00:58:42Yes.
00:58:43I felt...
00:58:44...how beautiful it was to be surrounded by people...
00:58:47...who were patient, who didn't push us...
00:58:50...who didn't insult us.
00:58:52They judged us.
00:58:54We weren't perfect.
00:58:57I felt something.
00:58:59It hit me.
00:59:03I didn't know what it was.
00:59:05I didn't notice it.
00:59:09I didn't know if it was serious.
00:59:11When we got home...
00:59:13...my mother didn't know.
00:59:15She didn't want to listen.
00:59:17My sister was happy.
00:59:19I cried.
00:59:20I didn't say anything.
00:59:22When I went to my mother's house...
00:59:24...the atmosphere was gloomy.
00:59:26I said, it was beautiful.
00:59:28I only got my father's picture.
00:59:30That's all.
00:59:31Nothing serious.
00:59:33But, dear God.
00:59:35It was meant to be.
00:59:37But, before this, I tried to throw away...
00:59:39...sexy things.
00:59:40I was slow before.
00:59:42But, this happened.
00:59:44I went to the shop downstairs.
00:59:46When I got home, I didn't tell my family.
00:59:48I just sat there.
00:59:50Suddenly...
00:59:52...I got a call from the media.
00:59:55It was from a magazine.
00:59:56I don't remember.
00:59:58Something.
00:59:59Metro.
01:00:00I don't remember.
01:00:02They called me.
01:00:05Suddenly, I made a decision.
01:00:08I wanted to wear a hijab.
01:00:10I didn't want to say anything...
01:00:12...because I didn't like it.
01:00:14I didn't want to wear a hijab.
01:00:16I didn't want to be exposed.
01:00:18I didn't want to be seen.
01:00:20So,...
01:00:22...they called me.
01:00:23I was looking for a hijab.
01:00:24Can you imagine?
01:00:25I was looking for a hijab.
01:00:26They called me.
01:00:27Jo.
01:00:28It's been a long time.
01:00:30I usually reject things...
01:00:32...that are not important.
01:00:34I don't want to be interviewed.
01:00:35I don't want to make a cover story about me.
01:00:37That's why I didn't say anything.
01:00:39I don't want to avoid things...
01:00:41...that are not important.
01:00:42There's nothing important.
01:00:44There's nothing.
01:00:45So,...
01:00:46...they called me.
01:00:48Can we make a cover story about me?
01:00:53I don't remember.
01:00:55It's been a long time.
01:00:56So, I said,...
01:00:59...I said, sure.
01:01:01But on one condition.
01:01:03Why this dress?
01:01:04I asked them about the dress.
01:01:06You can ask for a photoshoot.
01:01:07Yes, for a photoshoot.
01:01:08What should I wear?
01:01:09So, I said,...
01:01:10...if it's possible, I want to wear a plain dress.
01:01:13They said, okay.
01:01:15I made a decision.
01:01:17Suddenly, they followed me.
01:01:19I didn't know what was going on.
01:01:20I didn't know what to say.
01:01:21So, I told Tony not to expose me.
01:01:24If it's possible,...
01:01:26...I'll wear a plain dress for a cover story.
01:01:29That's what I said.
01:01:31On the spot.
01:01:32Yes.
01:01:33You just went to buy a cover story.
01:01:35Yes, at the store.
01:01:36Okay.
01:01:37They called me.
01:01:38I said, okay.
01:01:40Maybe this is the right time for us.
01:01:43Then,...
01:01:45...my husband didn't know.
01:01:49He's my ex-husband.
01:01:50He didn't know.
01:01:52When I got out of the car,...
01:01:54...he was waiting for me.
01:01:55I wore a plain dress.
01:01:56You were shocked.
01:01:57You wore it.
01:01:58I wore it.
01:01:59He was waiting for me in the car.
01:02:01I was upstairs.
01:02:02I didn't show him yet.
01:02:03He was waiting for me.
01:02:04When I got out,...
01:02:05...we were wearing simple clothes.
01:02:09He was shocked.
01:02:10He said, it's pretty.
01:02:12I wore a plain dress.
01:02:14Praise be to Allah.
01:02:17I'm thankful that Allah gave me a beautiful image.
01:02:20He said, what else do you want?
01:02:23No one pushed me.
01:02:25Allah didn't give me a horrible image.
01:02:32It's my blessing.
01:02:34I got a family like that.
01:02:37I was patient.
01:02:38I prayed to my mother.
01:02:41I was so scared.
01:02:43I couldn't smile.
01:02:45It was so painful.
01:02:48It was painful.
01:02:49Luckily, Allah gave me a lot of opportunities.
01:02:52He took care of me.
01:02:54He took me on vacations.
01:02:55He arranged a beautiful house for me.
01:02:57I didn't have to go on a shoot.
01:02:59It was a test.
01:03:01After I emigrated, it was a test of my blessings.
01:03:05We don't know about today.
01:03:07It was a test of my blessings.
01:03:09I wanted to change.
01:03:10I wanted to see where I could go.
01:03:12I lived with my family.
01:03:13I made lasagna.
01:03:16I ran a business at my mother's house.
01:03:19I wanted to take care of her.
01:03:21I lived there for a while.
01:03:22I tried to make a living.
01:03:23There were all kinds of ways.
01:03:25Some people said that I didn't act.
01:03:28I didn't say anything.
01:03:29I was weird.
01:03:30Why did I use the same phone number?
01:03:33You just assumed.
01:03:35Yes, I just assumed.
01:03:36I went to Indonesia and Indonesia.
01:03:39A lot of people were mad at me...
01:03:41...for marrying someone from another country.
01:03:44There were a lot of foreigners.
01:03:46I didn't want that.
01:03:48We were meant to be together.
01:03:50They were so mad at me.
01:03:53It looked like I was being sabotaged.
01:03:56It wasn't her fault.
01:03:58The producer told me that I didn't act.
01:04:02It looked like I was being sabotaged.
01:04:05They were mean to me.
01:04:07I should have checked it myself.
01:04:09They were bullying you.
01:04:11I know.
01:04:12They were clickbait.
01:04:14They were cronies.
01:04:16It was sad.
01:04:18It was a struggle.
01:04:20I did events abroad.
01:04:23I did business.
01:04:25I was lied to.
01:04:27I never gave up.
01:04:29I never gave up.
01:04:31I said, this is a test.
01:04:33It's not easy to stay at home.
01:04:35I wanted to change.
01:04:36They gave me a lot of things.
01:04:38I did a lot of jobs.
01:04:40I did a lot of things.
01:04:41I sold coconuts.
01:04:43I did a lot of things.
01:04:45I went to events.
01:04:47I did a lot of things.
01:04:49I did a lot of things.
01:04:51You did business.
01:04:53Yes, I did business.
01:04:55I did business in Puncak Alam.
01:04:57I did Ramadan bazaar.
01:04:59I helped my sister.
01:05:01I did everything by myself.
01:05:03I did everything I could.
01:05:08People scammed us.
01:05:10I don't care.
01:05:11I don't care if it was sad.
01:05:13People lied to me.
01:05:15I don't care.
01:05:17I did my best.
01:05:19This is my experience.
01:05:21I'm lucky this time.
01:05:23I've been patient for a long time.
01:05:27I didn't get anything in return.
01:05:29No one repaid me.
01:05:31No one did.
01:05:33My family got angry.
01:05:35They kept lying to me.
01:05:37They kept following me around.
01:05:39They kept following me around.
01:05:41They kept following me around.
01:05:43I didn't get anything in return.
01:05:45I thought it was okay.
01:05:47I didn't worry.
01:05:49I was worried about my family.
01:05:51I was worried about them.
01:05:53I trusted them.
01:05:55It's okay, because I believe that it's not my fortune now.
01:06:00It's okay, in the future, God will give it to me too.
01:06:03I don't give up.
01:06:04I'm not the type of person who punishes people.
01:06:08If possible, I want to do it.
01:06:10If possible, I want to buy power.
01:06:11I'm an artist.
01:06:12I want to buy power.
01:06:13I don't care if you're Dato' or Datin.
01:06:19But I can't do it.
01:06:21I just say, it's okay, I won't pay you.
01:06:26That's all.
01:06:27I'm sick, I need money, I want to go to school.
01:06:29It's like I'm asking for charity.
01:06:32I've done my job, I've done my part.
01:06:35I'm a bit sad.
01:06:36It's okay, if it's not for me, it's okay.
01:06:40I don't need it.
01:06:41I don't give up.
01:06:42I believe in God.
01:06:44That's all.
01:06:47This is my style.
01:06:48I believe in God.
01:06:49Even if it's just a little, please give it to our family.
01:06:53That's a blessing.
01:06:55It's hard for me.
01:06:57I have an account, sometimes it's 100.
01:07:00Sometimes, I give it to my mother.
01:07:03I don't think twice.
01:07:04I believe in God.
01:07:06That's how it is.
01:07:07If you believe in God,...
01:07:09...just give it to your family.
01:07:12Our mothers don't ask for money.
01:07:14Our family doesn't ask for anything.
01:07:17But, it's a blessing.
01:07:19I believe in God.
01:07:23Praise be to God.
01:07:25My husband said he helped me when I was in PKP.
01:07:28I was a bit down.
01:07:31I cut my hair like Dina.
01:07:35Do you believe me?
01:07:36I cut my hair like that.
01:07:39I tied my hair and cut it like that.
01:07:41That was during PKP.
01:07:43I was so down.
01:07:45I was so down.
01:07:47I didn't know what to do.
01:07:51Then, my husband...
01:07:53...he's my husband.
01:07:55He said, why don't we do this?
01:07:58He's good at playing games.
01:08:01He taught me.
01:08:03COD is a new game.
01:08:05That's right.
01:08:06You became a gamer.
01:08:07Yes.
01:08:08He taught me.
01:08:10I cried.
01:08:11We just wanted to make a living.
01:08:14I have a lot of followers.
01:08:16You like it.
01:08:17Yes, it's been a long time.
01:08:18But, it was during PKP.
01:08:20That's why...
01:08:22...I opened my heart to him.
01:08:24He helped me.
01:08:26He was sincere.
01:08:27He was happy with me.
01:08:29So, that's it.
01:08:31I've never done anything.
01:08:33Are you crazy?
01:08:34How old are we?
01:08:35We just want to play games.
01:08:37We're young.
01:08:38Generation Z.
01:08:39So, I don't like...
01:08:41I don't like to entertain people.
01:08:43But, it's not our business.
01:08:45But, I became a pro...
01:08:47...because I can't even guide the kids.
01:08:50We have to put in the effort.
01:08:53I'm the type of person...
01:08:55...who will learn when forced.
01:08:57Really?
01:08:58Yes.
01:08:59I'm like that.
01:09:00I like playing guitar.
01:09:02So, I learned how to play it.
01:09:04Do you know how to play it?
01:09:06I learned how to play the cube.
01:09:09The Rubik's Cube?
01:09:10Yes.
01:09:11I'm good at it.
01:09:12I can destroy it.
01:09:13Yes, destroy it.
01:09:15I'll throw it to the one who can reach it.
01:09:18You're good at it.
01:09:20There's no warning.
01:09:22There's no warning.
01:09:24If there's a warning...
01:09:26...you have to blow it.
01:09:27You do it.
01:09:29That's how it is.
01:09:30It's okay.
01:09:31It's sad.
01:09:32But, it's okay.
01:09:33But, we have to give credit...
01:09:36...to Juhaziz.
01:09:38I watched an interview...
01:09:40...where there was a production...
01:09:42...that wanted Juhaziz to act...
01:09:44...but, he had to wear a mask.
01:09:46But, he didn't wear a mask.
01:09:48It's an expensive thing.
01:09:50I was having a hard time.
01:09:52I was having a hard time, Dina.
01:09:55My husband, too.
01:09:57He was behind me.
01:09:59He was behind me.
01:10:01I asked him if he could do it.
01:10:04I asked him about his understanding.
01:10:07I asked him about his understanding.
01:10:09He said, he did it because...
01:10:11...it was about a country.
01:10:13He didn't want to wear a mask.
01:10:15He didn't want to wear a mask.
01:10:17I was like, what?
01:10:19I asked him, what do you mean?
01:10:21I told him that...
01:10:23...otherwise, the offer would be too high.
01:10:26He wanted to accept it.
01:10:28It was almost close to 100.
01:10:30I was like, who?
01:10:32He said, we're in the middle.
01:10:34It's true.
01:10:36But, the money ran out quickly.
01:10:38But, you have your pride.
01:10:40You have your family.
01:10:42People won't forget you.
01:10:44People won't respect you.
01:10:46No matter what you do...
01:10:48...they'll still look at you.
01:10:50Even if it's just a statement.
01:10:52Even if it's just a statement.
01:10:54It won't affect you.
01:10:56So, I was like...
01:10:58...no.
01:11:00Even if it's hard, I won't accept it.
01:11:02Praise be to Allah.
01:11:04It's a struggle.
01:11:06It's hard.
01:11:08I can't accept the offer.
01:11:10He tried to persuade me.
01:11:12I told him, I can wear whatever I want.
01:11:14I can wear whatever I want.
01:11:16He said, it doesn't look real.
01:11:18I said, it's okay.
01:11:20He said, you can wear...
01:11:22...a skirt.
01:11:24I told him that.
01:11:26He wanted to discuss it.
01:11:28He didn't want to accept it.
01:11:30But, it's a blessing.
01:11:32It's a challenge.
01:11:34It's a challenge.
01:11:36Maybe, for the new generation...
01:11:38...they want to get to know you better.
01:11:40You're active on TikTok, right?
01:11:42Yes.
01:11:44The name is Juk Aziz.
01:11:46Yes, I am Juk Aziz.
01:11:48The small name is I am Juk Aziz.
01:11:50Juk Aziz.
01:11:52A lot of people use my name on TikTok.
01:11:54No wonder.
01:11:56Yes, they do.
01:11:58They sell their account.
01:12:00They sell their account.
01:12:02So, if you want to see...
01:12:04...the products...
01:12:06...that Juk Aziz sells...
01:12:08...what do you see on TikTok?
01:12:10Juk Aziz is active every day.
01:12:12Yes, every day.
01:12:14I used to do live every night.
01:12:16I used to think...
01:12:18...that I don't want to play games anymore.
01:12:20I used to do live every night.
01:12:22I used to do live every night.
01:12:24I changed my sleeping habit.
01:12:26I used to sleep late.
01:12:28I used to sleep late.
01:12:30I used to do live at 10 pm.
01:12:32But, I changed my sleeping habit.
01:12:34I had to hire a staff.
01:12:36I had to hire a staff.
01:12:38I did it in the morning.
01:12:40But, I couldn't do it in the evening.
01:12:42I couldn't do it in the evening.
01:12:44I knew it.
01:12:46I told my staff to go to work in the evening.
01:12:48I went to work in the morning...
01:12:50...because I wanted to give my young hosts...
01:12:52...a chance to work with me.
01:12:54But, they still went to work.
01:12:56I said, I'll throw them out if they want to work with me.
01:12:58I said, I'll throw them out if they want to work with me.
01:13:00But, they went to work in the evening.
01:13:02I asked them to wait for me.
01:13:04I asked them to wait for me.
01:13:06They said they were enjoying watching me.
01:13:08That's what they do for entertainment.
01:13:10That's what they did.
01:13:12I did it in the morning...
01:13:14...because we had a TTC.
01:13:16I arranged my sleeping habit.
01:13:18We'll do perfume soon.
01:13:50Is it halal?
01:13:52It's okay
01:13:54We'll do part 2 later
01:13:56If you want part 2, comment below
01:13:58Please comment
01:14:00Is there any other story?
01:14:02What else do you want to know?
01:14:04There's a lot
01:14:06Thank you for watching
01:14:08See you next week
01:14:10Assalamualaikum