The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives Season 2 Episode 3
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00:00Fuck you. Fuck you. You're a liar.
00:02Dakota, he just lied to your face.
00:04Calm down. I get you're mad. I understand.
00:07Don't tell me what to do.
00:10He just admitted a sex trade. Did Miranda know that?
00:12I'm just like, I really do love him.
00:14He's also kind of a fucking big head.
00:16Wait, sit right here.
00:17Why? What the fuck are you going to do?
00:18You're going to fucking beat me up?
00:19Don't touch me. Don't touch me.
00:20You're not going to throw down right now, Taylor.
00:23I'm actually kind of shocked. This is like a marathon.
00:24Can I ask, does he look for this?
00:26Because I thought he did.
00:27Yeah, he kind of does, I think.
00:30Okay.
00:32Some of the girls were supposed to oil us up.
00:35What happened? They ran off?
00:36They ran off. Someone's fighting.
00:38Okay, so we go.
00:40You're in the middle.
00:41Sorry. Sorry.
00:42I didn't know.
00:43He's like, yo, what's up? What's up?
00:45It should de-escalate a little bit.
00:47I'm fine. I'm good.
00:49No, I agree.
00:51This is like, this is not, this is like awkward, dude.
00:54Well, he's lying.
00:55You're lying.
00:58Okay, dude, why are you being stuck?
01:00Because I fucking hate you.
01:01You're not my partner.
01:02Yeah, why?
01:02Oh, and you're my partner?
01:03No.
01:03You've had my back so much.
01:04I'm not your partner at all.
01:05So much. Yeah, you've had my back all the time, Taylor.
01:09I might be regretting the guest list now.
01:10I did not foresee this happening.
01:11And if I would have known,
01:13I would have nixed like half these people.
01:16Are you happy you're getting your little moment, Chase?
01:18So fun.
01:19No, this is not fun.
01:20This is why you fucking showed up.
01:22I would consider my stay here extremely relevant.
01:26Where'd Kate go?
01:27She doesn't want to be fucking around you right now.
01:30Where's your date?
01:31He's right here.
01:31Doesn't seem like he does either.
01:32Really?
01:33Go talk shit on your podcast, Chase.
01:35Don't make fun of my podcast.
01:36It's fucking lame.
01:38I honestly cannot stand Chase right now.
01:40I think that his intentions coming tonight are not pure.
01:42Me and him dated each other for a little over a month.
01:45And I definitely see very bad toxic traits in him.
01:49He's a clout chaser.
01:50I mean, it literally matches his name.
01:52Chase, the clout chaser.
01:54I think it's very fitting for him.
01:56It sucks because it's like, dude, you're damn right.
01:59I want to know what's going on.
02:00The truth.
02:01Not just from her side.
02:03I want to know it from your guy.
02:04Like, I've never gotten that.
02:06He's lying.
02:06If Dakota wants to believe him, that's a joke.
02:08Then yeah, they can be friends.
02:09What, you listen to my conversations?
02:11I can talk to him if I want.
02:12Fuck you, Dakota.
02:14You can talk to whoever you want.
02:15Just fuck you.
02:16Yeah, because you lied.
02:17There's multiple times you've lied that now I know are the truth.
02:20Let's talk about what you've done.
02:20That's crazy.
02:21Yeah, let's talk about what you've done.
02:23What you've done.
02:23Oh, you want me to bring you up?
02:24Do you want me to bring you up?
02:25Yeah, listen.
02:26Shut the fuck up.
02:27You lied too.
02:29She was calling Walter a scream.
02:31Yeah.
02:32The hell's going on?
02:33You guys should both get out.
02:35No one wants to.
02:35Why would I leave?
02:36Jordan invited me, Mason.
02:38Do you own the house?
02:39Do you own the house?
02:41Do you own the house?
02:42It's not what it seems.
02:43Hey, we're not doing this here.
02:44No, I know.
02:45Get out.
02:45Chase.
02:46Actually, I am going to leave too.
02:48I didn't really want to come anyway, so.
02:50Chase, this wasn't going to happen.
02:51This is what I was saying.
02:52I have my fucking back up with Chase.
02:55Do you have my back?
02:56With Chase?
02:57No, with anything.
02:58Have you had my back?
02:59No, I mean, not now.
03:00Look what you just did.
03:01This is fucking stupid.
03:02Holy shit, Taylor.
03:03Yeah, fuck this.
03:05Dakota, Dakota.
03:06You guys need to literally stop talking.
03:09Go make up and let's be good.
03:10What do you think I was fucking doing right here
03:12with Dakota turning away from the window?
03:14Okay, I couldn't help.
03:15Oh, well, maybe just look next time.
03:17Crazy.
03:17You have a child.
03:18You need to talk to me.
03:20Yeah, okay, Dakota.
03:21Fuck you then.
03:22No, it's okay.
03:22So, yeah.
03:24I feel like so betrayed.
03:26I just expected him to, like, have my back
03:29and I just feel very left alone.
03:31My boyfriend just leaves me
03:34and then Chase is over here trying to stay at the party.
03:37It's a nightmare.
03:38I'm going home, too.
03:39I know, I see it's good.
03:40I hate him.
03:41I know.
03:42Anything.
03:42Do you think he is a little bit uncomfortable
03:45and she would like to leave?
03:48I know, I know, I know.
03:49You need to be done.
03:51Your girlfriend just left.
03:52I don't know if you want to go check on her
03:54and make sure she's okay.
03:55That's what a man would do.
03:57Go check.
03:57That's the priority right now.
03:59Your girlfriend's literally crying and just left.
04:01So, I would take, like, that's probably...
04:04He's upstairs.
04:06Don't touch me again.
04:07All right.
04:09I just see red.
04:11Oh, no, you did not just condescendingly be like,
04:14oh, worry about yourself
04:15while I just watched you neglect your girlfriend
04:18and then touch me
04:22and walk out of here.
04:24Like, fuck you.
04:25So, I immediately go running to Brett
04:27to tell him what just happened.
04:29Brett.
04:30Go fuck yourself.
04:31All right.
04:32Fun party, Jess.
04:34I want to have a word with Chase.
04:36Me?
04:36He just laid his hands on me.
04:38What the hell?
04:39Yeah.
04:40Oh, shit.
04:42Like, I just woke up a monster.
04:45Outside.
04:45He's outside.
04:46This guy's going to die tonight.
04:48Chase is going to die on the front lawn.
04:51Why is he shirtless?
04:54Yeah.
04:56What do you mean, Brett?
04:57What's happening?
04:58I'm just going to get his ass kicked.
04:59Just touch my wife.
05:24What do you mean, Brett?
05:45Just touch my wife.
05:47What's happening?
05:48Oh, this is crazy.
05:50Oh, my gosh.
05:50Wait, what's happening?
05:51No, she told me that my girlfriend walked out.
05:53So I said, where's Brett?
05:54Yeah.
05:55And I went like this.
05:55Put your fucking hands on her, dude.
05:56Don't be a dick.
05:56Dude, I went like this.
05:58Oh, God.
05:59Oh, God.
06:00I did see Chase pass to me.
06:02And from my perspective, it did look like he just touched her
06:07and said, hey, where's Brett?
06:08Just like asking.
06:10I didn't notice anything aggressive.
06:12So it was surprising to me that Demi got really upset.
06:17Are you serious?
06:18I'm being dead serious right now.
06:19She just told me you put your hands on her.
06:21I said, where's Brett?
06:22Demi, what happened?
06:23He literally just walked by me.
06:25And I was like, you might want to go get your girlfriend.
06:27And he was like, where's your husband?
06:29And he touched you?
06:30Yeah, he did.
06:31He's a psychopath.
06:32I literally told him this would happen.
06:33I'm like, dude, don't come.
06:35Yeah.
06:36Look how psycho he is.
06:38I am happy Chase got into it more with other people besides just me.
06:43He's proving my point of how psychotic he is and manipulative.
06:46And he's a gaslighter.
06:49Like, they're kind of seeing him for who he is.
06:52Don't touch my fucking wife, dude, ever.
06:54Don't you ever touch a woman for any fucking reason, dude.
06:56No, I walked by and said, where's Brett?
06:58I fear for Chase's life in this moment.
07:00But in the same breath, I'm like, that's my man.
07:03You crossed a major line.
07:04Dude, I didn't mean to cross a line.
07:06I thought that was normal.
07:06Like, hey, where's Brett?
07:08Taylor, I just want to watch.
07:10Taylor, Taylor, Taylor, do not get involved in anything physical.
07:14I'm watching her.
07:14I know, I know.
07:15Let's just keep our distance.
07:17Oh, I'm not going up there.
07:19Oh shit, here we go.
07:20This is going to be a problem.
07:23I can see how mad she is.
07:24She's in this zone.
07:26I want to help because I have a feeling that it could get really ugly if I don't.
07:30I wasn't trying to disrespect Demi.
07:32Well, go apologize to her.
07:33I will.
07:33I will right now.
07:34Where is she?
07:35Right here.
07:36Demi, I walked past you and said, hey, where's Brett?
07:39I didn't mean to.
07:39Take ownership!
07:42Take ownership right now.
07:44No, take ownership.
07:45I didn't mean to disrespect you.
07:46I thought, where's Brett?
07:47You did.
07:48I'm sorry for disrespecting you.
07:49OK.
07:49I didn't mean to do that.
07:50And I'm sorry.
07:50Now get the fuck out of here.
07:51All right.
07:52I'm sorry.
07:52Didn't mean to do that.
07:54Goodbye.
07:54See you, Chase.
07:55All right.
07:56Yeah, he doesn't even care to think about Kate.
07:58Cool.
07:58You had your moment.
07:59Good job, Chase.
08:00Welcome to our TikTok meetabout.
08:01I'm so excited.
08:03I originally invited Chase because I wanted to get to the bottom of Miranda and Taylor
08:07and what really happened with the swinging scandal.
08:09But we're leaving it on a dot, dot, dot.
08:11And I really hope we figure out the truth soon.
08:14I'm just like where I'm at just because I'm like, I want to have a good time.
08:17I can't get over these stupid people.
08:27Take them off.
08:31What's going on?
08:32I mean, are you just like embarrassed?
08:33No, I'm just triggered.
08:35I know.
08:36And then I'm like triggered for you.
08:37No, don't be triggered for me.
08:38I'm sorry.
08:39I'm really sorry.
08:42I'm like, we have a good co-parent relationship right now.
08:46So I just don't want that to like, I feel like this is going to get in the way of that.
08:50I'm sorry.
08:51I just know you've dealt with him for a long time and you've gotten a taste.
08:56So this is so hard because I'm just like, dude, you have so many good qualities about you.
09:01Why do you do this?
09:02Like, I'm just in shock about everything.
09:05He left.
09:08The police are here.
09:09No, are they?
09:10No, you guys, the police are actually here.
09:14Jesse, I think Jesse's upstairs.
09:16Jess?
09:17The cops are here.
09:18Cops are here?
09:19Jesse, the police are here.
09:20No.
09:21You're joking.
09:23I'm going to cry.
09:24Are you fucking kidding me?
09:25We haven't even been here two months.
09:27We are new to this neighborhood.
09:28It's our first gathering.
09:30Hi, I'm so sorry.
09:31Did you guys get a complaint?
09:33Yeah, we got reports of people arguing.
09:35Yes, Jordan and I are wanting to die right now and just like hide under a rock.
09:40Because we're definitely getting kicked out of this neighborhood.
09:42Yeah, there were a few people here who were arguing.
09:45They ran out here and it continued out here because I told them to get out.
09:48So we've settled down.
09:49But not at all.
09:50No, it was just a lot of screaming.
09:52But we have a lot of people here who like shut it down and then they left.
09:55No, you're fine.
09:56You're fine.
09:56You didn't do anything.
09:58You're fine.
09:59I don't know why.
09:59Sorry.
10:00I just got scared.
10:01I mean, I did too.
10:01Sorry, my brain.
10:02I'm like, I'm like in thinking mode.
10:04I'm like, can we hurry?
10:05Their spouses or partners here still?
10:08No.
10:09They left with them?
10:10No, they went alone.
10:11It was like exes.
10:13It's like a tangled web.
10:15Have you watched Secret Life of the Wicked?
10:18Okay, I'm like, that would be the best way to describe it.
10:20Like there's going to be any retaliation?
10:22No, these two were the problem and they left.
10:23So we're good now.
10:24Okay, thank you guys.
10:25I'm so sorry.
10:27Now let's go have a good time.
10:28Now let's party.
10:29Woo!
10:30Give me a hug.
10:31I'm just trying to listen.
10:39I don't really know what's going on here.
10:40I don't know why.
10:42I think what Taylor's just about is that he like manipulated Dakota to like hear him out.
10:47First tapping her back, but I don't know.
10:49And so Dakota can't have Taylor's back.
10:50Is he being straight to you?
10:51I don't know.
10:54Okay, what do we do?
10:54We got to go dance.
10:55I don't know because the party's so awkward now.
10:57Okay, then we go down and dance.
10:58And we break it up.
10:58Should we just go down there?
10:59Let's just go down there.
11:01Okay, can everyone come to the living room?
11:03We're just going to reset the intention of the night.
11:05I'm feeling very conflicted about Chippendales at this point because
11:08is this going to lighten the mood?
11:10Or is everyone in such a bad mood that this is just going to be a total flop?
11:14I really hope that Jordan and Brett can pull it together
11:16and just really shift the vibe of this party.
11:19All right, you guys.
11:20We have a little surprise for everyone.
11:22Now that the drama is done, we're going to do a little performance.
11:25So everyone get ready.
11:26Who's excited?
11:31Guest of honor is Jenny Boo.
11:34Guest of honor?
11:35Guest of honor?
11:37What?
11:38Come here, baby.
11:39Get ready to live.
11:42All right.
11:45I trust you.
11:47Okay, any more time and it's awkward.
11:49So we got this.
11:51All right.
11:54This is a really good moment for Zach to redeem himself.
11:56Bring on the Chippendales dancers.
11:58Come on, Zach.
11:59Don't let me down.
12:01Don't let me down.
12:03Don't let me down.
12:05Don't let me down.
12:07Don't let me down.
12:09I'm leaving a little baby scar in the town.
12:13I got my hands on your coffin and dress.
12:16I'm leaving my mind, should I be in this town?
12:21I'm gonna rock the keys.
12:26This is the most embarrassing thing I've ever seen in my entire life.
12:38I literally am thinking it's a joke.
12:40I'm watching Zach the whole time and he looks pissed off.
12:53I don't know whether to have a good time right now because I know that this is making Zach
12:59uncomfortable and because of how both the me and Jesse treated my relationship prior
13:05to this, it makes me question their intentions.
13:16I'm looking at Zach's face and he does not look thrilled at all.
13:30Honestly the show must go on.
13:33That was fun.
13:36Was that fun?
13:39Did you not see it as a performance?
13:45You guys all were good sports, good sports and that was fun.
13:57You look good.
13:58I'm sorry.
13:59Oh, I'm fine.
14:00It's just that.
14:01Yeah.
14:02What even happened?
14:03Like what triggered that?
14:04Well, Chase walked in the door and then that's when it happened.
14:05Well, he just went straight to Dakota.
14:06Yeah.
14:07Why were you mad at him?
14:08Because he was like not having my back.
14:09He was like leaving me.
14:10Dakota was like interrogating her with Chase.
14:11He was like, is that true?
14:12He was believing Chase.
14:13He just wanted to feel validated and Chase was validating him in that moment.
14:14So then he hopped on the train.
14:15Yeah.
14:16So I was like, fuck you and fuck you too.
14:17At this point, Dakota has Chase's back.
14:18So I don't currently know what's going on with our relationship and where it goes from
14:19here.
14:20It's really weird to look someone in the eyes and then be able to just like lie to like
14:21you.
14:22It's because he's a narcissist and so is Dakota.
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15:37Run, run, run.
15:38Say, happy Halloween.
15:39I have been dealing with so much shit lately.
15:41There's a lot of drama going on and mom talk at this moment.
15:44So I'm looking forward to meeting up
15:46with my sisters for Halloween to just take a break.
15:49I think they're done.
15:52OK, Haven, you ready?
15:53Don't pick your nose.
15:59With my family, it's important every holiday for us
16:02to get the kids together so that they can spend
16:04the time doing fun traditions.
16:07Perfect.
16:09Easy, see?
16:10Only took like 30 minutes.
16:11My sister's costumes are definitely
16:13my favorite part of Halloween this year.
16:15Wait, turn back.
16:19One of them showed up as me, and the other showed up as Whitney.
16:22She's wearing the classic headband, and on the back
16:25she has a sign that says, I'm never wrong.
16:27Oh my gosh.
16:31It was so good.
16:33This is where I get all my pettiness from.
16:36Us?
16:37Yes.
16:38Well, from mom.
16:40We just did a girls night, or like a happy hour
16:44at Miranda's house that she invited everyone to.
16:47Miranda?
16:48Yeah.
16:48Wait, I was not expecting that name.
16:50Is that awkward in the same room as her?
16:52Well, the only reason I went was to tell her how I felt.
16:58But I was a little mean.
17:02I think I said a little too much, and I felt bad.
17:04I just feel like convenient timing, everything
17:06feels kind of fake to me about it.
17:09I was edging on the side of anger
17:10when I went into the conversation.
17:12I think I came off a little too harsh.
17:14I just feel like in our house, I feel like we
17:16grew up in a lot of anger.
17:18And so when we express our feelings, it's holding it back.
17:21Yeah.
17:21It's like holding and holding and holding
17:23in until all of a sudden it explodes and you're mad.
17:25And it comes out so wrong.
17:25Yeah, I think that's what's happening right now.
17:27But I was just surprised to see Miranda defend Taylor
17:30during the Halloween party.
17:32Hey, we're not doing this here.
17:33No, no, we're not.
17:34Get out.
17:34Chase, this wasn't going to happen here.
17:38I think I've just let too many things
17:40happen for too many years that I'm like, actually, no.
17:42I'm kind of done taking people's shit.
17:44I'm at a point in my life where I'm like,
17:45I want to protect my peace.
17:46And I want to be able to heal myself, my skin,
17:50and like all my chronic health issues.
17:52I think it's related to like deeper rooted trauma.
17:54This is the current state of my skin.
17:57It's just so rough because I've literally been doing,
18:00I've been cutting out sugar, gluen.
18:04I've been cutting back on all my dairy.
18:06It just felt like it's getting worse.
18:08It's basically like I've been going
18:10through an autoimmune disease without an autoimmune disease.
18:13But recently, I've been working on finding my voice
18:15and learning how to express my feelings.
18:17And now my skin's been doing a lot better.
18:21It's hard because when my face is good, my body's bad.
18:24And then it'll swap where my face is horrible.
18:26And my body's great.
18:27So I just need to get my whole body in tune with each other.
18:31But Jace always knows too,
18:33like I can't really express my emotions
18:35unless it's like anger.
18:37Cause I don't know how to validate people's feelings.
18:39Cause we didn't get that growing up.
18:40And so when people are trying to validate their feelings,
18:42I'm just like in attack mode.
18:44And I feel like it's just from not expressing my emotions
18:47for however many years, 24 years.
18:50Especially you, like especially you.
18:54I feel like a lot of it is super related to like trauma
18:58and things that happen and just all of that.
19:02Yeah.
19:11I was sexually abused for about like four or five years.
19:16I was young.
19:17And so I wasn't, I didn't exactly know what was going on.
19:21And then when I was 15, I was like,
19:22I can't go on any longer.
19:24So Halloween of 2015, I ended up going to my mom
19:29and I felt like she didn't believe me.
19:35I feel like that's when I stopped telling people.
19:44After that point, it was like,
19:46I was hesitant to say anything to anybody.
19:48Cause I was like, well, no one's going to believe me.
19:52I think it just silenced me in a way.
19:57I think that was like the turning point
20:00where my body shifted and was like,
20:02every time I'm feeling something
20:03or feeling like anything hard, I can't even now.
20:08It's like, I can't express it.
20:10It's a tricky situation to navigate.
20:13Cause it's like, I don't know where to go from here.
20:15But I think the most important thing
20:16is finding the people that you can trust
20:18and the people that you feel comfortable around.
20:21On Halloween, that was like the last time
20:25that I was opening up.
20:33That's just when I lost my voice.
20:37Such a deep wound of just hurt
20:40that I have a lot of fear of having to relive it
20:43and feel that all again.
20:44Okay, I need a break.
20:46But maybe I need to try going to therapy
20:49and finally allow myself to heal.
20:53I would say let's hug, but we don't do that.
21:05Nice.
21:07Get some time in the morning for us.
21:09The Halloween party was intense.
21:12No, I know.
21:13The Chippendales situation.
21:14I think that this is another jab
21:16from Jesse and Demi at Jen and I's expense.
21:19I don't know in what world they think
21:21that they have some right to give us exposure therapy.
21:24To force something onto someone
21:25and especially not tell them,
21:27I don't think you can claim to have a good intention.
21:30Like I, like a man, went and sat down with them,
21:34told them my issues I had with them.
21:35I talked to them about the issues they had with me.
21:38I said some super hurtful things to Jen.
21:40I look like the biggest hypocrite in the world.
21:42I don't feel like that's who I am
21:44and that's not who I want to be.
21:46Four days later at their Halloween party
21:49with a hundred friends we don't know,
21:51we're made into the comedy act so that they can laugh.
21:54It's a different story if Brett reaches out and says,
21:58like, Zach, are you cool with this?
21:59Or even the girls.
22:01I mean, did they ask you if they could?
22:04No.
22:06So, I mean, it shows a lot of who they are as people.
22:09I did hear Jesse and Demi kind of bring it up jokingly
22:12when I was at Jesse's salon,
22:15but I didn't think they were serious, to be honest.
22:18I knew partially of what they were going to do.
22:22Brett is going to come in, like, normal costume,
22:25rip it off into, like, a chicken nose.
22:27I love that!
22:28But I didn't realize how bad this was upsetting Zach.
22:32I just wanted to be the fun friend who just said, yeah,
22:36and that it would be so awesome,
22:37but I didn't really question their intentions behind it
22:40and I also didn't ask myself how I felt about it.
22:43They're shitty friends.
22:44It's like, this is our marriage, this isn't a game.
22:48Real friends wouldn't do that, genuinely.
22:50Yeah.
22:52I feel like I'm tossed in the middle
22:55having to pick between my marriage
22:58and all the girls and mom talk.
23:00It definitely feels like I have no one to turn to right now.
23:05And that's really hard.
23:06It's just honestly a toxic environment
23:08and not the kind of place where I want to be,
23:10like, honestly raising our kids.
23:12I just wish that after the party,
23:15you didn't put the frustration
23:18you were feeling towards Demi and Jesse on me.
23:21After the Halloween party, Zach got upset about it
23:24and he was jumping to conclusions
23:26and putting his frustration on me
23:28without getting the whole picture or the whole story.
23:31It was definitely triggering for me.
23:33I'm not frustrated at you, Jen.
23:34I just-
23:35You were frustrated at me.
23:36We're continually going to these parties
23:38and spending time with these people
23:39who clearly don't have good intentions
23:41for you or for our family.
23:43I just also want you to acknowledge
23:45the frustration you put on me.
23:47Yeah, I am frustrated because I feel like
23:50I'm having to stick up and defend our family
23:52and it's making me look like the bad guy
23:54when these are your friends.
23:56Like, if my friends were doing these kind of things to us,
23:59I would confront them and, or I would drop them.
24:02So much was happening.
24:03I didn't feel like there was room for me to confront them.
24:07It felt like Chippendales all over again,
24:09just like you being-
24:10Jen.
24:11I'm not to the-
24:12Okay, I'm not-
24:14Hold on.
24:15No, not to the extent-
24:16Okay, don't eat that.
24:16No, you just listen to me real quick.
24:19You just listen to me.
24:20Not to the extent, obviously,
24:23you're frustrated about the whole thing
24:24and you're frustrated about-
24:26Not at you, at Jesse and to me.
24:28Yes.
24:29Because they're not good friends.
24:30I know, but I wish you wouldn't put that frustration on me
24:32and you would ask me how I'm feeling
24:34than like how you're feeling.
24:36But you bring me to these parties with your friends
24:40and then I get put in these situations.
24:42I think there is a lot of things
24:43that I do need to take accountability for.
24:46I just don't think everyone sees the full context
24:49and doesn't see the other side of things.
24:51Like you also have to own up to like
24:53how you treat me after these situations
24:55that I'm not putting myself into.
24:56I just honestly felt like pretty like alone.
25:02Okay, I can't do this.
25:05I'm sorry.
25:08Are you gonna hear me out?
25:09Are you gonna listen to me?
25:10Or are you just gonna walk away?
25:11I would like to take a break for a second.
25:13Will you please cut the camera?
25:14I don't wanna do this.
25:16I don't wanna take a break.
25:17I wanna openly have this conversation.
25:19I'm not down to have this conversation right now.
25:23I'm not getting this twisted on me again.
25:26You're making it about you and how you feel.
25:28You haven't considered how I felt about the situation.
25:30Okay, we can film this later.
25:31I'm not gonna do this.
25:32I'm not gonna have this flipped back on me again
25:36because you have crazy ass friends.
25:39I've been doing so much work to handle things differently,
25:42to go about things differently.
25:44And Jen is such a sweet, pure hearted person
25:49that I think, yeah, sometimes I feel like
25:51I kind of get a little bit, I don't know.
25:58I don't wanna say anything bad about Jen.
26:02I need you to own up to this.
26:03I'm not being quiet about it.
26:05And if you don't wanna be on camera, then you can go.
26:07If you don't wanna be a part of this,
26:08if you don't wanna be a part of this marriage, you can go.
26:10And I'm only moving forward in this marriage
26:12if you take accountability.
26:18♪ Hey, we gonna play and have some fun, fun ♪
26:22♪ We gonna rise after the sun's up ♪
26:25♪ Cause we are one and everyone, whoa-oh-oh ♪
26:29♪ And we are here to have some fun, fun, fun ♪
26:35Baby number three.
26:37So I get out of bed and I'm headed to the bathroom
26:42and then all of a sudden this gush of water comes out.
26:46TMI, sorry.
26:47And I'm in labor.
26:50You ready?
26:51I'm so excited.
26:53It's time, y'all.
26:54I heard there was drama at Jesse's Halloween party,
26:57but lucky me, I can't afford being involved
27:00in any big drama because I'm about to give birth
27:02and I'm so excited to start this new chapter in our lives.
27:05Okay, so this is your room.
27:08This is where we're gonna have the birthday party.
27:09This is so exciting.
27:10Yeah.
27:13So I really appreciate you carrying our child
27:15and all the love that you've given me and our children
27:18and the love you're gonna give this baby.
27:20Being a mom is one of the greatest callings
27:24a woman can have.
27:25Big breaths, breathe in your nose, out your mouth.
27:29You are so strong, Whitney.
27:31That's genuinely the closest I feel to heaven.
27:34Big, slow breaths.
27:37You got it.
27:38It's the greatest miracle,
27:40the greatest blessing anyone could ever experience.
27:44And there's a certain significance
27:46with having this baby with Connor
27:48because we did go through so much
27:51and we worked so hard to get this relationship
27:54that we have today.
27:54I'll forever be so grateful
27:56that I gave Connor a second chance.
27:58This baby wouldn't be here
28:00if we were able to overcome what we went through.
28:02It's okay, I have you, I have you, I have you.
28:05There's no other person I'd love to be in this room
28:08and experience this with than my husband, Connor.
28:13Oh my God, Whitney.
28:14Oh!
28:16What do we got?
28:17It's a boy!
28:18Oh my God!
28:19Oh my gosh, he has so much hair.
28:21Good job, you did it!
28:25I know how easy it is to get caught up
28:27in the world and worldly things,
28:30but every time I'm holding a newborn
28:35or a baby or one of my children,
28:38I'm reminded this is what matters.
28:40This is what matters in this life.
28:46I love you.
28:54He's here.
28:55He's beautiful.
29:00I love you.
29:07Some of the girls and I are getting together
29:08with our kids today.
29:09We are taking them to a farm
29:11that has a lot of pumpkins and rides.
29:13You guys look so cute.
29:15Thanks.
29:16You too.
29:16Jen's not here.
29:17She's kind of been off the grid.
29:18I'm okay with it.
29:19Hey, Lorraine!
29:21There she is.
29:22Hi, baby.
29:23Ooh, you look cute.
29:24I'm excited to see the kids play together
29:26and just have a fun, lighthearted day.
29:28Do they have a water?
29:29Hello!
29:30How are you?
29:31Good, how are you?
29:32I didn't grow up yet.
29:32Do you want to go find me, right?
29:34Yeah, let's do it.
29:38It's a tiger!
29:39It's a tiger!
29:41Arno, say cheese!
29:42Oh, hi!
29:43I'm like shaking.
29:44I don't want to be stuck in this hot.
29:46Put your hands in the air.
29:47Oh!
29:48Oh!
29:49Wait, I actually don't like it.
29:51I don't like it either.
29:52Wait, my pussy's tingling.
29:54Oh my God.
29:55Oh!
29:56Oh!
29:57Oh my God!
29:57Oh my God!
29:58Oh!
29:59Have fun.
30:00Let's go play in the corn!
30:02Jagger, come on.
30:03We're going to eat our food first.
30:05Okay, Jagger, don't put it in your mouth.
30:07Harlow, don't throw it.
30:08Yeah, I'm up with that.
30:09That's so nice.
30:09Do you have hand sanitizer?
30:11I know!
30:11I was like,
30:12Macy's going to ask someone to clean the table first.
30:14Yep, super easy.
30:16I don't like the germs, you guys.
30:18Have you talked to Whitney at all?
30:20Jen and I went yesterday and got her a gift.
30:23Wait, I want to know how you and Jen got so close.
30:25Just been hanging out.
30:28I am going to kind of have to win these girls over
30:31if I want to come back to mom talk.
30:33And I think Jen and I have a lot of similarities.
30:36I can relate to her because I know what it's like
30:38to have your marriage so publicly scrutinized.
30:41No one understands unless they've been there.
30:43Feels like I'm having to explain myself
30:46when I should just be receiving support.
30:49And they see this.
30:51Yes!
30:51When there's like this all underneath.
30:53Yes!
30:54That people don't see.
30:54I support your marriage,
30:55and if you guys are working through it,
30:57I'm rooting for you guys.
30:58The girls aren't the biggest fans of Jen right now,
31:01but I'm just trying not to rock the boat
31:04because I'm not even in mom talk yet.
31:07I think she just feels alone with the whole Zach thing.
31:11Because she doesn't want to upset him,
31:13but then she also feels like if she opens up to you guys,
31:16she's like, I already kind of know like their answer.
31:18Well, to be fair, when she's open up to us,
31:20it's either a lie or Zach doesn't know she's saying it,
31:22and that's what gets her in trouble.
31:24She's done things that have bitten her own self in the ass.
31:27So are you guys all not cool with Jen?
31:30I feel like I'm just not her biggest fan
31:31for what she's done to like you, especially.
31:34What'd she do to you?
31:37She's just kind of vindictive.
31:41I was one of the girls that went on the Italy trip
31:43at Vanderpump Villa this summer,
31:44and I know for a fact that nothing happened
31:46between me and the guys.
31:48Are you doing credit?
31:49I'm done for.
31:50We will.
31:51I think so.
31:51You're gonna be hanging out with us.
31:54Jen was definitely judging Demi
31:56for being flirty with these guys.
31:58If that's okay in your marriage,
32:00I'm not judging you for it.
32:01But then Jen turned around and flip it
32:03as a way to use it against her, almost as blackmail.
32:05We had a sit down talk with her and Zach,
32:08and we were talking about just the disconnect
32:11between what she was saying versus what Zach was saying.
32:13But instead of like taking the opportunity
32:15to like focus on that,
32:17she took the opportunity to like try
32:18to throw me under the bus.
32:20And like was like, well, what about villas?
32:22And what about, and I'm like,
32:24okay, hold on, we're talking about you and Zach.
32:26Like none of this concerns you in any way.
32:28I think that when Jen is in situations
32:30where she feels that she's ganged up on and isolated,
32:33she likes to deflect and kind of throw out
32:35whatever dagger she can to take the heat off of herself.
32:39Her motives are not good.
32:41So I'm just like, until I see different,
32:42like this is where we are.
32:44There's just so much I feel like
32:46I have to catch up on guys.
32:48Jagger's chomping at the bit to do something.
32:49Should we go take them on a ride?
32:51Don't put them in someone's shoes.
32:52Jagger, stop.
32:55Jagger, do you want to go see the animals with your friends?
32:58Okay.
32:59I'll take you guys.
33:00Polka wants to go with you guys too.
33:02Okay, let's do the corn maze.
33:03Yay.
33:04Okay, let's hope we come out friends.
33:05We'll just go in this.
33:06Truce, no matter how this goes down.
33:08If you have to pee, just go in there.
33:09Yeah, just squat right here.
33:12Good old times.
33:17Miranda was like another level of like friendship.
33:19Like she was my best friend.
33:20Like we would talk two hours a day on the phone.
33:23I'd see her probably three times a week
33:25and it ended overnight.
33:26If you're going to like come into our circle again
33:28and come into mom talk,
33:29I would hope at this point you're willing
33:30to like be open and honest.
33:32Because if you're not, I will clear the air.
33:35I won't be called a liar
33:37because everything I've said is true.
33:39I'm ready to move on.
33:42Well, how have you been feeling about being around me?
33:45Yeah, I'm like almost maybe in shock.
33:47Like we should have a conversation
33:49because your stories still are like a little different.
33:51And so I'm just confused.
33:53Like I feel like a lot of animosity still
33:54like about the whole situation.
33:55The only time I like touched anyone
33:57or did anything with anyone was kissing.
34:00I'm hoping Taylor is ready to really have
34:04what I hope is the final conversation.
34:07I just want to clear it up once and for all.
34:09There wasn't anything beyond that.
34:17What I wanted to get across was that I was like,
34:20when Taylor said everyone was hooking up with everyone,
34:21I'm like, that wasn't the case.
34:22I didn't hook up with anyone.
34:23I think when people think like swinging parties
34:25was not really like, I guess for me,
34:28like what I would picture.
34:29Maybe we have a different definition of involvement then.
34:32I didn't mean sex.
34:34I just meant we were all doing things with each other.
34:36I don't want to get it twisted.
34:38Height of what I was involved in was kissing people.
34:40It wasn't just kissing.
34:44I don't know what to say about it.
34:45Yeah, it's true, but like also not.
34:47It's just downplaying what actually happened.
34:49I feel like it's like we did everything Love Island does.
34:52Seen Love Island where they play the games.
34:53But I was just kind of like.
34:54Plus a little more.
34:57No one had sex as far as I know, so.
35:01Yes, you didn't have sex with the husband,
35:03but like you didn't just kiss people,
35:05though you participated in all these things.
35:07I mean, I could just start listening.
35:09We did have sex in the shower
35:11with our husbands all together.
35:12We also had sex in the same bed at the same time.
35:16We would blindfold each other
35:18and you would have to guess which husband you were kissing.
35:21And a couple of times we did that.
35:23We also had a night where it was just four husbands
35:26and you and me.
35:27They asked us to go get in short shorts.
35:29So we did.
35:30And then we came down and we were so drunk.
35:31We were making out and we were on top of each other
35:33and they all filmed it on their phones.
35:39I mean, Taylor's not wrong.
35:42At this point, I don't even know if I should say,
35:44yes, I am a swinger.
35:45No, I'm not a swinger.
35:46You guys can call it whatever you want.
35:47You tell me if I know or not.
35:49How are you guys feeling about Miranda?
35:51I feel better about Miranda than I feel about Whitney.
35:54When I'm around her, I enjoy being around her.
35:55That's what I'm saying.
35:56Well, I'm glad to hear
35:57that maybe you guys are softening on her.
35:59It might be easier if she's around.
36:00Well, I don't have any anger now.
36:02I'm still hesitant of the timing of things
36:05and the intentions.
36:06And she knows that.
36:07The only thing that makes me nervous
36:08is just that she is attaching herself to like Jen.
36:11Yes.
36:12I don't know why it makes me nervous.
36:13Like attach yourself to us.
36:14Yeah, I'm like, come on, join our group.
36:17I wonder what they're talking about.
36:20Being called a bad friend
36:21was like what I took really personal.
36:23And so I guess like, this is for me, like what this is.
36:27I am here and I came here to take accountability.
36:31So yeah, we've had sex in the same room.
36:33Like we've had like, like we had crazy parties in Mexico.
36:37And I'm like, I don't think you deserve to be lied to.
36:42Yeah, there were a handful of things
36:44that happened that I am still like,
36:47yeah, that's so embarrassing.
36:48I'm not gonna deny that.
36:49If I could go back,
36:50I would have handled everything differently.
36:52I think that I really let the fear of being perceived
36:55get the best of me.
36:57I just felt so out of control and so wronged.
37:01It was difficult for me to have a lot of like empathy
37:04for her, but I wish that I would have come out
37:08with what really did happen rather than denying everything
37:11that probably did make her feel worse and look worse.
37:14And that wasn't my intentions.
37:17It was very much, I'm terrified
37:19and I have a reputation as a Mormon to uphold.
37:21And I regret that.
37:23The sooner that we get through these hard conversations,
37:26the sooner we can hopefully build a genuine relationship
37:30and friendship.
37:31I just wanna move on and leave it all behind us
37:35for your sake, for my sake, for everyone's sake.
37:37But I won't make you go into any details.
37:39If you're like saying, yeah, we did crazy stuff
37:42along with like kissing, then that makes sense to me.
37:46I just wanted to make sure we were like on the same page.
37:51I do feel like Miranda is trying to take the steps
37:53of admitting the things that she has done
37:55and just taking accountability.
37:57I know her very well and I think there's a part of her
37:59that's very uncomfortable admitting those things,
38:02knowing that family and friends are gonna know
38:06and seem here about it.
38:07And it's like, I have a really soft spot for her
38:10in my heart and I still do love her.
38:14The whole like chase thing and like his feelings
38:17and all of that was just like gut wrenching.
38:20You know, I'm feeling like double betrayal.
38:21Yes.
38:22Betrayal from like my husband and from my best friend.
38:23There was just so much that I couldn't do
38:26the friendship anymore.
38:27And I understand that that like wasn't fair to you.
38:31Given how close we were,
38:32I like I could see how betraying that would be.
38:34Yeah.
38:35I would be really sad about it.
38:36Yeah.
38:37So I hold that on me too a lot.
38:41So it's not fair to hold resentment with you
38:43because I'm just like,
38:44I was not a good friend at that time.
38:50Sorry.
38:53I was a really bad friend and maybe I was a bad person
38:57and I'm sure Taylor can relate, but it was a lot.
39:01Things we both did to each other.
39:03Yeah.
39:04I feel like that's fair to just let it go.
39:07Like I'm like leave Taylor 2022 like in the past
39:11because I feel like I'm a completely different person.
39:14I don't know if you can tell,
39:15but yeah, I just like, I do not like that version of myself.
39:17And I think that's why I'm stuck.
39:18I'm like not moved on because I'm like, I don't know.
39:22I don't know.
39:23Like, I can't even like actually talk about it.
39:25Cause it's like, I understand.
39:28I just don't know how someone can be like that horrible.
39:31You?
39:31Yeah.
39:32Like that person I was like very selfish.
39:36I feel like I was such like a good person
39:38up until like those, like that time.
39:40And like, I was so loyal to my husband, to my best friend.
39:44Like I told him like a lot, like, I'm not going to do this.
39:47Cause I'm like, I'm a loyal wife.
39:49And then I think as things went on, like I was,
39:53I got weaker and weaker the more we did it.
39:56I don't know how I did that to him.
39:59And like you, I don't know.
40:02I just, I hate her.
40:03Like I hate her.
40:05Yeah. But Taylor, if you wouldn't, if you weren't her,
40:07you wouldn't be who you are now.
40:09Like you.
40:11I don't know.
40:11It's a good thing.
40:12Like I'm like in and out.
40:14Do you not think that you're better than where you were?
40:16Yeah. I'm a better person.
40:17Hopefully.
40:18Yeah, absolutely.
40:19Like I told you how I I've seen it in you.
40:22I think it's more than fair for you to give yourself
40:24a little bit of grace.
40:26Miranda and I talking here does make me realize
40:30I do miss the friendship.
40:31Her and I have like this natural chemistry
40:33that we just like gravitate towards each other.
40:36And I have never had someone like that,
40:38but I don't know if I want to be her best friend.
40:40Like, obviously there's a ton of history.
40:42So time will tell with that.
40:43Hi.
41:07Hello.
41:08Hi, Mikayla.
41:09How the heck have you been?
41:12Busy.
41:13Lots going on.
41:14So what are you thinking that you want to focus on today?
41:18Maybe retouch on some trauma.
41:21Okay. Yeah.
41:22So I'd like to maybe see if we can go back
41:25to that 14 year old, you know, Mikayla.
41:27Who do you think you want to take your power back
41:30from the most?
41:34My mom.
41:35I think it's also maybe just becoming comfortable
41:37with keeping it in for so long and shoving it down
41:41and the fear of bringing it up as well.
41:46Yeah.
41:47Don't know how to process it.
41:48So just keep it down.
41:50Is it getting harder to keep it there?
41:54Are you noticing it have more effects?
41:57Definitely have more effects.
41:58I would say notice it spilling out
42:02into different relationships or different areas.
42:07Growing up, I think we all kind of inherited the trait
42:09of you push everything under the rug.
42:12You don't talk about it until it gets to the boiling point.
42:14And for me, it was presenting itself in physical ways.
42:17And it was like, I couldn't run away from it anymore.
42:20And so I was like, okay, well, I'm just going to go in
42:21and I'm going to headstrong, just attack it.
42:24I still get like triggered by it.
42:26And I still have the trauma response.
42:28So sometimes to take your power back
42:31we need to do things now that you didn't have a chance
42:34to do when you were younger, right?
42:35So I want you to channel
42:37into the feistiest, snarkiest, meanest,
42:43bitchiest piece of yourself.
42:45Okay.
42:48I'm going to represent the person that was abusing you.
42:51And I want you to come at me.
42:53I want you to say what you really feel about me.
42:57You're a piece of shit.
42:59I can't do it.
42:59Yeah.
43:00I'm like, I can't do it.
43:01What else would you say to me?
43:04I don't know.
43:05I know I'm not comfortable.
43:07It is uncomfortable, Michaela, for sure.
43:10It's uncomfortable for you to have to live with us.
43:13But you have a right to say you're a piece.
43:17You have a right to say you had no right.
43:21You took advantage of me.
43:26I was a little girl and you hurt me
43:31in a way you had no business ever putting hands on me.
43:42Yeah, you are a piece of shit.
43:45And you had no right to do it to me
43:48and take so much from me.
43:51And I feel a lot of hate towards you for it.
43:55For it.
44:00For it to just not.
44:02You motherfucker.
44:05Amen.
44:09Amen.
44:10Amen.
44:11Is it any lighter?
44:12Is it still just as heavy as ever?
44:14Is it?
44:15I think it's a little lighter for sure.
44:18Yeah, it's a little bit lighter.
44:22I think just talking about it is a little healing.
44:26Talking about my past sexual abuse is not easy,
44:29but I feel like there's something really freeing
44:31about finally speaking my truth
44:33and expressing these emotions that I've held in for so long.
44:36And it's definitely something that I want to apply
44:38to every aspect of my life.
44:39I want to flip the script and break that cycle.
44:43Is it something that you could leave here
44:45instead of tucking it back inside of you?
44:49Yeah.
44:56Are you gonna spit up again?
44:59There it is.
45:02That's what you wanted to happen?
45:04Huh?
45:10Oh no!
45:11Hi!
45:11You just had a baby.
45:12I know.
45:13Oh my goodness.
45:16You forget.
45:16I don't forget.
45:17I don't forget.
45:18I don't forget.
45:20I don't forget.
45:20I don't forget.
45:21I don't forget.
45:22I don't forget.
45:23I don't forget.
45:24I don't forget.
45:25You forget.
45:26Yes.
45:27Every single time you forget.
45:28Here, yeah, let's go in here.
45:29It is perfect.
45:30Macy and I are visiting Whitney today
45:32and just checking on how she's doing postpartum.
45:36Hello!
45:37Oh my gosh, you guys are the great stuff.
45:39Hi, of course we are.
45:40I wouldn't say I'm like besties with Whitney,
45:42but I have no issues with Whitney
45:44and I'm here if she needs a friend.
45:47It is tiny.
45:48I know.
45:49So small.
45:50So Whitney reached out to me to get together
45:52to kind of just hash everything out.
45:54Like I reached out to you like ever so often.
45:56You didn't respond to me.
45:57And then all of a sudden you posted a personal text online.
46:00And then I'm like, what the hell?
46:01So it felt like a stab in the back, to be honest.
46:04I wish that I would have just talked to you
46:06rather than running away.
46:07And I'm sorry.
46:09I just can't help but feel bad for her.
46:10And I do think that she regrets
46:12all of the things that happened.
46:14I mean, Jesus told us to forgive and love thy neighbor.
46:16So that's why I'm forgiving.
46:18You want to hold him?
46:19Yeah.
46:20He's so freaking cute.
46:23Look at his hair.
46:24Oh, he might be getting hungry though.
46:25He's like opening his mouth.
46:27I'm glad you're like doing good
46:30and you're up and you're like normal around,
46:32which is crazy.
46:33Yeah.
46:34Okay, wait, I have to know.
46:35What happened at the Halloween party?
46:37Oh gosh, that was a nightmare.
46:38Maybe they were like a summary.
46:40What happened?
46:41What didn't happen, really.
46:42I know Chase showed up because Miranda told me Chase was coming.
46:45Well, that's when chaos started.
46:46Okay.
46:47We just started going at him.
46:48It was bad.
46:49Dakota was in the middle believing him.
46:51I'm like, why would you believe him
46:53when you can see he's lying?
46:55The biggest issue I had at the Halloween party
46:57was kind of Dakota not defending me
46:59as much as I thought he would to Chase.
47:01Did you tell me that Jimmy had a sex dream about me?
47:03Yeah.
47:04You never told me that.
47:05Oh, you never told him that?
47:06That's crazy.
47:07No, she left that out too.
47:08That's really opportunistic.
47:09So yeah, so that's why I'm saying.
47:11Almost as if he's looking for something
47:13to justify like the lies I found out.
47:16It makes it hard to move forward,
47:18especially when things like this come up and happen.
47:19It's like, it's like almost we take two steps back.
47:23Can you believe that?
47:25And then the cops came.
47:26Yeah, they're all yelling at Chase.
47:28It was crazy.
47:29And I'm like, what the hell?
47:31When you give birth, it's just you and this baby.
47:34As we're sitting here talking,
47:35I'm just constantly reminded of how much I miss this.
47:37I miss being around even the other women
47:39and I miss us all being together.
47:42Girlfriend's crying.
47:43Miranda's crying.
47:45That's when Jordan freaks out.
47:46He's like, take accountability.
47:47No, take ownership.
47:49You're bullshit.
47:50Take ownership right now.
47:51That's what I did.
47:52Take ownership.
47:53That was wild.
47:55And then I guess she didn't know.
47:56Like it was so weird.
47:57But that's craziness.
47:58That's like insane.
48:00I can't believe I'm about to say this out loud,
48:02but I think I want to come back into mom talk.
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48:19I've definitely felt very isolated.
48:23It definitely feels like I have no one to turn to right now.
48:29It feels like Jesse and Demi
48:31are trying to sabotage me and my relationship.
48:37This whole time you were talking about
48:39how you were the supportive friend to me.
48:41If mom talk is about friendship,
48:44then why are you doing this to me?
48:47If you truly knew what I have been going through
48:49this past year,
48:51this is the last thing that you would be doing.
48:55Hey, I went to the store.
48:57Yeah.
49:01I mean, I'm 10 days late now.
49:03So I think we should,
49:08we should take a pregnancy test.
49:11Okay, let's do it.
49:13Okay.
49:14You just want me to wait right here?
49:16Will you come in the bathroom?
49:18Or after I...
49:20Sure, yeah.
49:23Okay.
49:36Do you want to look at it together?
49:37Yeah.
49:40Okay.
49:52I don't know why.
49:55I'm really happy looking at this, but I'm not.
49:59I'm really scared.
50:03I started feeling depressed and anxious
50:06because my life has been really rocky
50:10and all over the place.
50:13So I am
50:17and stressed out of my mind
50:20with the thought of me being pregnant
50:23because Zach and I aren't on the best of terms.
50:28And I think the last thing we need is another baby.
50:34I'm okay.
50:36Yeah.
50:42Ready to look at it?
50:43Yeah.
50:51Yeah, I'm pregnant.
51:03Yeah, I'm just scared.
51:07Because I'm not the person I want to be
51:12before bringing in another child.
51:15So I'm sad for this child
51:18because I don't even know where my marriage is at.
51:25And so I think in this moment
51:32I've kind of come to my breaking point.
51:36I'm scared.
51:43Do you want it harder, softer?
51:45Oh, I like that.
51:47You ever think you'd be back at a mom talk sex party?
51:51I mean, Miranda's a great kisser.
51:53I just wanted to talk to you guys
51:54about like the Halloween situation.
51:56What you guys did was touch my wife without consent.
52:00A few months ago, I got confessions.
52:02It said I slept with Demi's husband last year
52:04while she was away.
52:07Tensions in mom talk have been really high right now.
52:09I feel like so alone with my marriage
52:11and where I'm at with all the girls.
52:13Okay, now it's time for you guys to confess.
52:17Something that you've held in that you've never told people.
52:19So many secrets.