Skip to playerSkip to main contentSkip to footer
  • yesterday
#ladychatterleyslover #cambridgespies #bethfreed25
James discovers he has a ten-year-old son, Sidney, whose mother has just died, but he is reluctant to remove the boy from his boarding school, feeling it would unsettle him. Dorcas argues that Sidney's place is with his father and they fall out over the matter. Laura hurts Alf by telling him she saw Nan kissing another boy. Margaret annoys Thomas by asking Robert, whom he sees as an atheist, to give her away at their wedding. Starring: Julia Sawalha, Olivia Hallinan, Claudie Blakley, Brendan Coyle.
Transcript
00:00That year, there were sudden rains that came out of clear blue skies and drenched us all.
00:09Rich and poor, man and beast.
00:15And I was young enough to imagine that every experience shared with others
00:21must feel the same to all, mean the same to all.
00:26But the same rain that revealed some things obscured others.
00:32And I was to learn that there are as many ways of interpreting a thing as there are people in the world.
00:39It's man.
00:40It's the farmer's son.
00:56This is a story of a lot of people in the world.
01:00It's the farmer's son.
01:02It's the farmer's son.
01:10It's the farmer's son.
01:14It's the farmer's son.
01:16It's the farmer's son.
01:20Miss Lane, there are items of intimate apparel.
01:38Hang in.
01:39In the Sorrenton office.
01:41Yes, sorry, Thomas.
01:42We needed to make room by the fire.
01:44Whoever heard of Rain Lake it, it is biblical.
01:47It certainly left us with a mystery.
01:50Oh, I wonder.
01:54But Miss Lane, I protest.
01:56I cannot be expected to share the workplace with undergarments.
02:00They're only my drawers.
02:04Well, I'll have to get used to it if he's to live with Miss Ellison.
02:08I expect those are nicer.
02:10Their soles, maybe even lace.
02:14Thomas, calm yourself, dry yourself, and return to your duties in that order.
02:17Did you hear that?
02:21Oh, I heard nothing, ma'am.
02:24Perhaps a cat has taken refuge from the rain and become locked in.
02:28Minnie, check the cupboards.
02:29Yes, ma'am.
02:29Robert Westerman, Mason, 1795.
02:51It's a hundred years old.
02:54See?
02:56How could she do it, Mar?
02:58Alf's so happy.
03:00It was dark.
03:02You said yourself you couldn't be sure what you saw.
03:04They were kissing.
03:10A kiss can mean lots of things.
03:12Queenie says if it rains today, it will rain for 40 days after.
03:17Will it be raining on my birthday?
03:19Count the days and see.
03:22Ooh, another Robert.
03:24He was left-handed.
03:25I can tell by the chisel marks.
03:27Did he have any children?
03:28Now, that I can't tell from the chisel marks, although there is a faintness about them, as if the man were permanently exhausted, so I think perhaps he did.
03:42It's going to be raining at Christmas.
03:45No.
03:46See?
03:4740 days is less than seven weeks.
03:50One, two, three, four, five, six, seven.
03:54And we're near Christmas.
04:12Miss Margaret.
04:16Stopped raining.
04:18Best be getting back to work.
04:20Robert.
04:20Actually, Robert, it is you I came to see.
04:24Come in.
04:32As you know, I am soon to be married to Mr. Thomas Brown.
04:37And I have been wondering...
04:44I would consider it a great favor if Robert were to give me away.
04:54I call that a privilege, not a favor.
05:04But your father was a man of strong convictions, and his views and mine were often opposed.
05:12But I am a daughter of this parish, and I have long thought of you as a sort of father to those living here, perhaps because you, too, are a man of strong convictions.
05:26You do me a great honor, Miss Ellison, but it is not one to be undertaken lightly, perhaps we should both take a little time to consider.
05:40It is very like, but no, this is not my sister's hand.
05:57Oh, the mystery remains a mystery, then.
06:00I hope Ruby is enjoying her holiday.
06:04Oh, my sister's godmother is an indulgent spendthrift without sense or self-restraint.
06:11I have no doubt Ruby is enjoying herself tremendously.
06:18The envelope.
06:20It is embossed.
06:22See?
06:24The rain has erased the lettering in places, but we may yet be able to make out the centre's name.
06:33Messers.
06:36Thwaite and...
06:38Lyn...
06:39Lyn...
06:39Lyn...
06:39...ton...
06:40Lyn...
06:41...ford...
06:42Lyn...
06:42Lyn...
06:42something...
06:43... wholly illegible.
06:46Halifax, Yorkshire.
06:49Oh, Miss Pearl, you are a triumph.
06:51Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!
06:56And Miss Ellison has asked Robert Timmons.
07:01Robert Timmons?
07:02Yes.
07:03Father of Lark Rose?
07:06Robert Timmons.
07:07he don't even come from like rice he's a family man and a strong arm to lean on
07:16that's all miss ellison means and isn't this a strong arm
07:21ain't i a man to be leaned on for the length of a church aisle i've been fathered to this
07:27hamlet since before robert timon's worn napkins don't take on it didn't even decided yet
07:34where you going there are injustices being done in this world that don't bear thinking on
07:42and i ain't gonna stand by i ain't gonna stand by
07:48for messrs thwaite and linley of halifax yorkshire
07:57explaining the situation and asking them for whom their letter was intended
08:03mom you said there was no address for mess mess for them just their names in the town
08:11and therein lies my touch of genius minnie we are going to telegraph our inquiry care of
08:18the post office in halifax i have every confidence that my opposite number there will know his
08:23customers just as well as i know mine
08:26they're a postman i believe as far afield as africa
08:30i like to think of them sometimes a brotherhood separated by geography but united by the postal system
08:39and our heavenly father
08:41well do you ever have such imaginings laura
08:47sorry are you all right
08:51i'm not very hungry
08:55may i be excused tea
08:58of course
09:00can i leave the sending of the telegram to you thomas
09:08yes ma'am
09:10minnie did you check the cupboards as i asked
09:16i surely did mom
09:18well do so again
09:20there is a creature trapped somewhere i cannot bear to hear it suffer
09:25thomas brown you are a righteous man
09:31and would not let this injustice stand for it is an abomination in the sight of the lord
09:35injustice
09:36abomination
09:39miss ellison didn't told you then
09:42there are only two things that ever spoil my appetite
09:46a troubled mind
09:48and a troubled conscience
09:50have you anything you wish to confess
09:54then i can only conclude it is your mind that is troubled
10:00i saw something today
10:05now i know more about someone's life than they do
10:10don't seem right
10:13sometimes
10:16when a telegram comes containing bad news
10:20i see in my mind's eye the person for whom it is destined
10:25and i feel i am the agent of some terrible destruction
10:31but i am only the messenger
10:40he is such a dear friend
10:44and it will hurt him so much
10:48perhaps it would be best if i said nothing
10:52laura
10:54i can tell you that
10:59to be deceived
11:01to be lied to
11:04and taken for a fool
11:08whatever the reasons
11:12is so painful
11:16it was nan i saw
11:23elf's nan
11:26a difficult thing for me to talk to her about
11:34then don't talk
11:37sometimes it is easier to order one's thoughts on paper
11:41is it not
11:43what do you suppose their business is
11:50mr thwaite
11:52and mr lindley
11:53i think they are jewelers
11:55and mr thwaite has a great white beard and takes snuff
11:59i think you'll find it's mr lindley who has the beard
12:02and that they are not jewelers
12:04but tobacconists
12:06perhaps they're both and sell cigars with rings on
12:08many who are lurking without purpose
12:10go and be useful
12:11well i'm afraid it is closing time
12:17oh
12:18and still no news yet from halifax
12:22oh
12:23i do hate to go to sleep on a mystery
12:26i have it
12:30when i hear anything i promise
12:33you will be the first to know
12:34it's for you ma'am
12:37from mr thwaite and minley
12:39subject to your inquiry
12:44of greatest urgency
12:47please deliver
12:49without delay
12:51to
12:52mr james dowland
12:55golden lion hotel
12:57candleford
12:58perhaps he didn't pay a cigar bill
13:02they are not tobacconists minnie
13:04they are solicitors at law
13:06rainwater rendered the name and address illegible
13:13i have only just discovered for whom it was intended
13:16i didn't know
13:36i didn't know
13:42you have a son
13:51i have a son
13:54i don't know who with
14:03all i know is he's ten years old
14:07and james didn't even know of his existence until today
14:11who can he have fathered the brat and not know
14:14he wouldn't be the first
14:16but james
14:18he never put him down
14:20he's one to shirk his responsibilities
14:22it's a blessing james
14:26don't let anyone tell you different
14:29yes
14:31happy days
14:33and
14:34well done
14:36i didn't come for your congratulations
14:39i came for your advice
14:40go and wet the child's head
14:44in the wagon and horses
14:45tell them
14:46i am a very proud father
14:48she was the daughter of one of my london suppliers
15:03i don't know why she didn't tell me
15:06i mean i never would have
15:12until her will was read
15:14the boy was as unaware of my existence as i was of his
15:25what shall i do
15:27what's his name james
15:29sydney
15:30his name is sydney
15:35he needs love
15:38a home
15:41and you need a purpose
15:44but i am a stranger to him
15:47his mother married
15:51a man of substance
15:53sydney has been well provided for
15:56he is at a boarding school
16:05where he has been for many years
16:07i can't just pluck him
16:10from everything he has ever known
16:12because i need a purpose
16:14you are his father
16:17for whose benefit will that role be played
16:20mine or his
16:21i have been in his shoes
16:29i know what it feels like queenie
16:31i know what it would feel like
16:34if after my mother died
16:35i had been taken from lark rice
16:37from you
16:38and set down somewhere
16:40where i knew nothing
16:41and no one
16:42is that what you want then
16:45to leave him where he is
16:49it is no longer a question of what i want
16:52i am a father
16:54reverend ellison has devoted his life to a church
17:02i have heard you decry
17:04as the tory party at prayer
17:06you must see that you are in every way unsuited
17:09to stand as his proxy
17:11i did not proffer myself for the role
17:16thomas brown
17:17miss ellison asked me
17:18i think this is something you would be better discussing with her
17:24miss ellison's
17:25judgment is at present impaired by emotion
17:28she has made a foolish and ill-judged request
17:32and i must demand
17:33that you decline it
17:35you may demand all you like
17:38your wife-to-be
17:41a woman for whom i have a considerable regard
17:44has honoured me with this request
17:45and my decision will be governed by two things alone
17:49her wishes
17:51and my own conscience
17:52and both of these are in perfect accord
17:54i shall be proud
18:00to walk her up the aisle
18:01and my wife-to-be
18:22I'm sorry.
18:24I'm sorry.
18:26I'm sorry.
18:28I'm sorry.
18:30I'm sorry.
18:48Miss Lane?
18:50Did it wake you two?
18:52I have looked everywhere.
18:54Oh, Laura, I cannot bear to hear it.
18:58We heard the door slamming.
19:02There was something wrong.
19:04Is it the cat again?
19:06I did check.
19:08It is not a cat.
19:10It is a child.
19:16I just can't stand to think of that little Sydney
19:18left in some school.
19:22I'm sure they take very good care of them.
19:24Well, how can they when there's so many?
19:28They might be clean and fed,
19:30but a child needs more than that.
19:32A child needs attention, love.
19:36Love.
19:38You be thankful you stopped at five, Emma.
19:42There's space enough in your lives yet
19:44to do more than just feed them and clothe them.
19:48You're the lucky one, aren't you, my chick?
19:54Mummy's last.
19:56A baby girl.
19:58Plenty of everything to go round yet.
20:00Emma?
20:04Emma?
20:06I haven't even told Robert yet.
20:08I haven't had the chance.
20:10I...
20:12Oh, Miss Lane.
20:14This is Terrell, Emma.
20:16I'm sorry to interrupt.
20:18I wonder if I might speak with you.
20:20Nan!
20:22Laura!
20:24Looking for your pa?
20:26I don't think he's here yet.
20:28I don't think he's here yet.
20:30I don't think he's here yet.
20:32I don't think he's here yet.
20:34Oh, Miss Lane.
20:36This is Terrell, Emma.
20:38I'm sorry to interrupt.
20:40I wonder if I might speak with you.
20:42Nan!
20:44Laura!
20:46Looking for your pa?
20:48I don't think he's here yet.
20:52I've got some buttermilk saved for him.
20:54Treat for the little uns.
20:58That's kind.
21:00Did you want something?
21:02I...
21:06Tell my pa I said hello.
21:14Nan!
21:18There was something for you.
21:20A letter.
21:24Drink.
21:28Let the leaves settle.
21:30Like you done last time.
21:44You see many children.
21:54There's a child that's grieving for what they have lost.
22:00Mr Dolan's son?
22:02Perhaps.
22:08There's a child coming.
22:10Can't see where.
22:12Or when.
22:16But coming soon.
22:22There's a child I can't see clearly.
22:28Hidden.
22:32Lost.
22:34A child without a name.
22:38But why does it cry?
22:40Why does any child cry?
22:42Because it needs you.
22:44To do what?
22:50I don't understand.
23:00One can't help wondering what will become of the child now that its poor fallen mother is gone.
23:06I know no more than you yourself managed to over here at the hotel.
23:12Mr Dowland does not mean to own him.
23:14Surely.
23:16A child without a name.
23:20What did you call him?
23:22But he does have a name, Miss Pratt.
23:24He has my name.
23:26At least he will do.
23:28I have several telegrams to send of an urgent nature.
23:32Of course.
23:34If you would prefer to dictate them in privacy.
23:36Not at all.
23:38I have nothing I wish to hide.
23:40They concern the arrangements for the care of my son.
23:42Sidney.
23:46He is at school at present in Yorkshire.
23:48But I hope that one day soon you will meet him.
23:50All of you.
23:52I hope that his mother's death will have been shock enough.
23:58I am instructing you to keep all arrangements for his care unchanged.
24:12Do you have that?
24:14Yes.
24:16All future bills.
24:20Including bed.
24:22Board.
24:23And school fees.
24:25To be directed to.
24:27Mr James Dowland.
24:29The Golden Lion Hotel.
24:39I'm sorry.
24:44You're away from bed.
24:45Oh!
24:46Oh!
24:55Ah!
24:56Ah!
24:57Ah!
24:58Ah!
24:59Ah!
25:00Ah!
25:01Ah!
25:03Ah!
25:04Did it seem to be that office?
25:06Yeah, sure.
25:10James!
25:11Your son.
25:12Are you sure that...
25:13He has just lost his mother.
25:18I imagine he is far from well.
25:21You have had so little time to consider.
25:25Perhaps you should.
25:27Perhaps I should what?
25:30Make inquiries.
25:31Find out why...
25:34if he is unhappy.
25:39Dorcas, is there no area on which you feel unqualified to give advice?
25:43No matter so personal
25:47that you do not feel you have the right to comment?
25:52I'm only asking you to think.
25:54What do you take me for?
25:57Since I have learned of his existence, I have done nothing but think of him.
26:02Of how he will be feeling.
26:05Tell me, do you remember your mother?
26:09I was a baby.
26:12Well, I remember mine.
26:13And I remember what it feels like to lose her
26:18and to be alone.
26:22And you dare to suggest
26:24that I have not sufficiently considered
26:26my son's position?
26:28It's a nice letter, Alf.
26:38Lovely.
26:40Best letter I ever had.
26:43But I can't read.
26:45I didn't send you no letter.
26:48Then who?
26:51Perhaps I got a secret admirer.
26:53Perhaps he writes me poems.
26:57Well, if he's gone to all that trouble,
26:59it'd be a shame not to hear it read out loud, wouldn't it?
27:01Well, go on, then.
27:14What does he say?
27:15What does he say?
27:22Alf?
27:24What is it?
27:25Who's it from?
27:31Who's it from?
27:36Laura.
27:42It's from Laura.
27:49Alf?
27:50Alf?
28:01All right, I'm coming.
28:04Oh!
28:05Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
28:07There.
28:09You are going to have to get used to being left on your own for a bit.
28:15Aren't you?
28:16You're going to have to get used to it.
28:26It's from Laura.
28:27Alf read it and...
28:29What does it say?
28:34She says she saw you in the barn with a farmer's son.
28:38She thinks that Alf deserves better
28:46and that you should have the courage and the...
28:51decency to be honest with him.
28:59I'm sorry, Nan.
29:02I'm so sorry.
29:04What does she know?
29:07What do either of them know?
29:09See something and then sit yourself down on the throne of judgment
29:13to decide for yourself what it means.
29:16He didn't even ask me.
29:20Stupid, bloody arse of a stupid lark riser.
29:26He's not the only one.
29:27Margaret.
29:40My father's name.
29:42Carved by Robert Timmons' hand.
29:46Robert Timmons.
29:49I can only wonder, Margaret,
29:51with what intention you chose to give your way.
29:54A man so guaranteed to offend
29:58the beliefs of both myself and your late father.
30:03I asked him because he is a good man.
30:07A man of principle.
30:09And are those the words
30:11the Reverend Ellison would use
30:13were he before us now?
30:14Good man.
30:16Man of principle.
30:18Thomas, please do not raise your voice.
30:21Or is your choice merely an act of defiance?
30:24Against a man whose opinions
30:26you would not have dared to flout
30:28whilst he was living?
30:39Mar, look at you.
30:41Standing in your post office.
30:46Dispensing judgment
30:47like you were dispensing stamps.
30:49What makes you think you have the right?
30:55Mar, what are you...
30:55Nan can't read Laura.
30:59She had Alf read your letter for her.
31:03What did you think you were doing?
31:07You don't know what her life is.
31:10You don't know what that kiss meant.
31:12How many things can a kiss mean?
31:14Plenty.
31:16A scene of friendship.
31:19A parting of ways.
31:22Or perhaps it was just about the fact
31:24that he's her employer's son.
31:27What has that to do with anything?
31:29Well,
31:30it might make him
31:33a difficult man to say no to.
31:37Any man come in here
31:39and took liberties with you,
31:40Dorcas would have him
31:42hanging from that tree outside.
31:45But what if that man
31:47were her brother
31:48or her husband
31:50or her son?
31:54Then you'd be between
31:56the devil and the deep blue sea
31:58trying to keep your job
31:59and your self-respect.
32:03Which isn't easy.
32:06Believe me.
32:07Laura, you don't know
32:10that's how it was.
32:11Nor do you.
32:15Oh, Laura.
32:18I shouldn't have to be
32:19doing the thinking for you.
32:21You're old enough.
32:22You should know.
32:24I've got enough to worry about
32:26wondering how I'm going to
32:27feed and clothe
32:28and love a family of six.
32:34Laura, you don't have
32:36six children.
32:45I haven't told your pa yet.
32:47Don't you tell him.
32:49I forbid you to tell him!
32:52Do you hear me?
32:56I'm sorry.
33:01You don't have to
33:02sort out my mistakes for me.
33:03You don't...
33:06More to the point, Laura.
33:11I can't.
33:13I feel so responsible.
33:26I prompted you.
33:29I more than prompted you
33:30to write that letter.
33:31If I'd stood by
33:32and done nothing,
33:33it would have felt
33:33like a betrayal.
33:34I don't...
33:35Perhaps I should talk to Alf.
33:40Laura, I am the last person
33:42to advise you.
33:44I will.
33:46I'm going to find him
33:47and I'm going to put things right.
33:50If that's what you feel,
33:51you must do.
33:54But be prepared for the fact
33:56that your intervention
33:57may not be welcome.
33:58Maybe not.
34:03I'm not a child anymore.
34:07It's time I started
34:08taking responsibility.
34:09My father always said
34:17that I was too rash.
34:20My thoughts too...
34:24ungoverned
34:25for considered judgment.
34:29But...
34:30I never meant
34:32to distress Thomas Brown.
34:33I shall tell Mr. Timmons
34:40that I made a mistake.
34:44And from now on,
34:46I will keep my father's voice
34:48always in my mind
34:50to guide me.
34:54I can hear him
34:57quite clearly, you know,
34:59if I try.
35:02Quite clearly.
35:03Stupid.
35:08Stupid girl.
35:09Your father
35:10sounds like a big bully to me.
35:12Minnie,
35:13this is not something
35:14in which we should be meddling.
35:17It is none of our business.
35:18It's our kitchen she's crying
35:20and it's our Thomas
35:21she's marrying.
35:22In here,
35:23still making her feel stupid,
35:24exactly like my stepfather
35:26and he was the biggest bully
35:27that ever lived.
35:29My father was...
35:31a man of strong beliefs
35:33and great integrity
35:34who cared about you
35:35very deeply.
35:37But...
35:38you are a woman
35:41of considerable insight
35:43and intellect.
35:47Did you never think, perhaps,
35:49in your heart of hearts
35:51that...
35:52just occasionally
35:54his judgment
35:55may have been flawed?
35:56I...
35:58I...
35:59I do recall
36:02one occasion...
36:03Al...
36:10Al...
36:11Nan told my mar
36:16what happened.
36:19I'm sorry.
36:22You were never meant
36:23to see that letter.
36:26I'm grateful
36:27for what you were trying to do.
36:30What if I was wrong?
36:34Mar says a kiss
36:35can mean a lot of things.
36:38Friendship
36:38or
36:39a parting of ways.
36:43Perhaps the boss's son
36:44is a hard man
36:45to say no to
36:46if you want to keep
36:47your position.
36:52No, Mar said...
36:52I'm going to kill it.
37:00No.
37:01Alf, I didn't mean...
37:04Alf!
37:09I need your help.
37:11It's Alf.
37:12He's gone to the farm.
37:13He says he's going to kill
37:14the farmer's son.
37:15I was trying
37:21to put things right.
37:26It is true
37:27I could sometimes
37:28have wished
37:28my father kinder.
37:31Not for myself
37:32but for George.
37:34He was so young
37:35when father
37:36sent him away to school.
37:39He came home
37:41bruised
37:42in body
37:43and spirit.
37:45I used to hear him
37:47at night
37:48sobbing
37:50into his pillow
37:51and father
37:54sent him back.
37:56Couldn't you
37:56have stopped him?
38:00I feared
38:01his anger.
38:04Excuse me.
38:15Nan?
38:17Where is he?
38:19Alf, don't!
38:20Where is he?
38:21Alf!
38:24I know.
38:25I know
38:26he forced you.
38:28Who?
38:29The farmer's son.
38:30Laura explained.
38:32No, I didn't mean...
38:34The farmer's son
38:35forced me?
38:38Bloody lark risers.
38:40I don't understand.
38:41Did you want to kiss him
38:42or didn't you?
38:44Well, since you're
38:44finally asking
38:45I wanted to buy something
38:48but I didn't have
38:49the shilling it cost
38:50so I offered him
38:51a kiss instead.
38:53Mind you,
38:54I should have got
38:54changed the meal
38:55he made out of it.
38:56A shilling?
38:58You could have
38:59borrowed a shilling
38:59off of me.
39:00Don't borrow money
39:02off a person
39:02to buy them a present.
39:03At least not
39:05where I was brought up.
39:06Lark rice rules
39:07are probably different.
39:08You brought me
39:10a present?
39:12Before I knew
39:13you were such a nurse.
39:15Well,
39:17where is it?
39:25Oh, scat,
39:26you grubby little boy.
39:27Go and practice
39:28on the cows.
39:31Of all the things
39:32I thought that kiss
39:33was about.
39:35You are so angry
39:36at me, pa.
39:37for sticking my nose in.
39:39She's got enough
39:40to worry about
39:41without me
39:41getting into scrapes.
39:44Enough to worry
39:45about how?
39:49Enough to worry
39:50about how,
39:51Laura?
39:54I can.
39:55I can.
39:57I promised.
39:58what is it?
40:09What is it?
40:15What's wrong?
40:19I thought...
40:20I thought there was
40:25going to be
40:26another baby.
40:33I was mistaken.
40:34I spent days
40:47worrying
40:50about how we're
40:54going to manage
40:54about how we're
40:56going to manage.
40:58And now
41:00that we don't
41:01have to.
41:06Why didn't you
41:06tell me?
41:09I wanted to.
41:10but then I thought
41:20perhaps it wasn't
41:23good news.
41:28And after that
41:29I didn't know
41:29how to.
41:30it was probably
41:39for the best.
41:45There's barely
41:46enough to go
41:47around as it is.
41:48I would have put
41:49food on the table
41:50then.
41:52You should have
41:52as many children
41:53as your heart
41:53would wish for.
41:54It's not about
41:56the money,
41:57Robert.
42:00It's everything.
42:04Five's a handful
42:05and a houseful.
42:09But we've still
42:10the room
42:11to love them.
42:12I don't feel
42:13myself in danger
42:14of running out
42:15of love,
42:16Pam.
42:18Sleep,
42:19yes.
42:20Money,
42:21yes.
42:22but love.
42:37I know you think
42:38I still need
42:39looking after
42:39but I don't.
42:41And when the new
42:41baby comes
42:42I'm going to be
42:42a help,
42:43not a drain.
42:44I get every third
42:45Saturday off
42:45and I can bicycle
42:47back on wash days
42:47while the baby's
42:48still in napkins.
42:50And for next time
42:51I've heard
42:55there are ways
42:55to limit
42:56a family.
43:05I'm not
43:05making it up.
43:09There are pamphlets.
43:10I made a mistake,
43:20Laura.
43:22There isn't
43:23going to be a baby.
43:27And you are
43:29not a drain on me.
43:31You are one of
43:32the things that
43:33fuels my fire.
43:35I was just
43:39I was
43:42feeling scared
43:43and I took
43:47it out on you.
43:53And you were
43:53right.
43:56I shouldn't have
43:57interfered with
43:57Alf and Nan.
43:59Blundering in
44:00not knowing
44:01what I was doing.
44:02Oh, Laura.
44:04There are no
44:05right or wrongs
44:05about these things.
44:08You just have to
44:09make a choice
44:10and stand by
44:12the consequences
44:13and you did.
44:15You just have to
44:16be able to
44:17live with yourself.
44:20That's your
44:20only compass.
44:21Perhaps
44:28you might ask
44:31Cousin Dorcas
44:32if I could
44:34move into
44:34the Smith Storm
44:35with Thomas Brown.
44:37I think
44:38we might be
44:38safe then.
44:39I believe
44:47Miss
44:48Ellison
44:49was here
44:50yesterday.
44:52She was
44:53indeed
44:53Thomas.
44:56We had
44:56a
44:57divergence
44:59of opinion
45:00on a certain
45:01matter.
45:05I fear
45:05I may have
45:06put my case
45:08a little too
45:09forcefully.
45:12Bullying
45:13is actually
45:15the word
45:15in my mind.
45:17The word
45:18that kept
45:19me awake
45:20last night.
45:23I merely
45:24wish to
45:25inquire of you.
45:28Is she
45:29all right?
45:33Oh, Thomas.
45:34I have a
45:40fascinating article
45:41upstairs,
45:42translated from
45:43the Russian
45:44concerning a
45:44physician named
45:45Ivan Pavlov.
45:47He has found
45:48that if one
45:49rings a bell
45:50every time a dog
45:51is fed,
45:52the dog will
45:53begin to
45:54salivate at the
45:55very sound
45:56of the bell.
45:56you are most
46:04instructive,
46:06as always,
46:06Miss Lane.
46:09If a person
46:10has been
46:11habitually
46:11bullied,
46:12Thomas,
46:12it will not
46:15take much
46:15to make them
46:16quake
46:16and cower.
46:17you should
46:21not blame
46:21yourself.
46:24But perhaps
46:25you should
46:27learn to
46:27tread a
46:27little lighter.
46:30Yes, ma'am.
46:32Thank you, ma'am.
46:36I'm as
46:37someone's
46:37going to
46:38kill it,
46:38but I
46:39says I'll
46:40buy that
46:40little piglet
46:41because there's
46:42some children
46:43I know
46:43that name
46:44Arliss
46:45that will
46:46feed it up
46:47till it's
46:47the biggest
46:47porker
46:48you ever
46:48saw.
46:51My new
46:52will should,
46:53of course,
46:53reflect these
46:54changes and
46:54make my son
46:55the sole
46:55beneficiary
46:56in the
46:56event of...
46:58I'm sorry
47:00to break into
47:00your meeting,
47:01but you must
47:01read this.
47:02I must?
47:03Please.
47:05It concerns
47:06Sydney.
47:09Very well,
47:10I will give
47:10you two minutes.
47:11Excuse me.
47:15Well?
47:17I don't
47:20understand.
47:22I
47:22telegraphed
47:23the school
47:23at which
47:24Sydney
47:24boards.
47:25You did
47:26what?
47:27I said
47:27that I
47:28had recently
47:28become
47:28the guardian
47:29of a young
47:30relative.
47:33Please,
47:33you must
47:33listen.
47:35I told them
47:35the child's
47:36care would
47:36be a burden
47:37to me.
47:38I said
47:38I wanted
47:39him raised
47:39in line
47:40with my
47:40expectations
47:41of a child
47:42without a
47:42name.
47:45James,
47:45please.
47:47I beg
47:47you.
47:49Just read
47:50it.
47:55As you
47:56can see,
47:57they are
47:58more than
47:58happy to
47:58oblige.
48:00They take
48:01children from
48:01the age of
48:02three.
48:04No holidays,
48:06no visitors.
48:09This is not a
48:10school.
48:10home.
48:11It is a
48:12home for
48:12the unwanted.
48:16Telegraph
48:17them again.
48:18Tell them
48:19I am on
48:19my way.
48:21Tell them
48:21I am
48:21bringing my
48:22son home.
48:22Mr. Turrell.
48:32I was
48:32looking for
48:33Thomas Brown.
48:34I believe
48:35he often
48:35walks this
48:36way on
48:36his round.
48:37Indeed.
48:38I often
48:39walk this
48:39way myself.
48:41I am
48:42walking at
48:42the moment.
48:43Would you
48:44care to
48:46walk with
48:47me?
49:04Thomas!
49:06Miss
49:07Margaret!
49:14I wish
49:15to
49:16apologise.
49:18I should
49:19not have
49:19spoken to
49:19you as
49:20I did.
49:22If
49:22Robert
49:23Timmons is
49:23your choice,
49:24then he is
49:24your choice.
49:26I may not
49:27like it,
49:28but I can
49:29and I do
49:30respect it.
49:33Oh,
49:33Thomas!
49:36Robert
49:37Timmons?
49:39Robert
49:40Timmons?
49:42That man
49:43can't open
49:43his mouth
49:44in public
49:45without
49:45bringing
49:45in the
49:45rights
49:46of the
49:46working
49:47man
49:47or
49:47the
49:48Irish
49:49question?
49:52Is that
49:53the kind
49:53of speech
49:54making you
49:54want at
49:55your
49:55wedding
49:55breakfast?
50:01I'm
50:02older
50:02than he.
50:03I'm
50:04more of
50:04a
50:04lack
50:05rise
50:05man
50:05than
50:06he.
50:06And
50:07I
50:08have
50:09the
50:09walk.
50:12You've
50:12seen.
50:13I
50:14had
50:14the
50:14walk.
50:17Well,
50:18and that
50:20is why
50:21the truly
50:23vital role,
50:25the one
50:25upon which
50:26the entire
50:27marriage service
50:28depends,
50:29is reserved
50:30for you.
50:32Is that
50:33not so,
50:33my dear?
50:36Indeed,
50:37quite so.
50:38Mr. Turrell,
50:43would you
50:44do us
50:45the honour
50:45of being
50:46our
50:46ring-bearer?
50:52Yes!
50:53Oh,
50:54yes!
50:55the ring-bearer!
51:14Miss Lane?
51:18Laura.
51:19I was
51:22just
51:23listening.
51:26To
51:27what?
51:29The
51:30silence.
51:32Hmm.
51:34And
51:35it
51:35is
51:35golden.
51:36Hmm.
51:38Hmm.
51:39Hmm.
51:40Hmm.
51:41Hmm.
51:42Hmm.
51:43Hmm.
51:44Hmm.
51:45Hmm.
51:46Hmm.
51:47Hmm.
51:48Hmm.
51:49Hmm.
51:49Hmm.
51:50Hmm.
51:50Hmm.
51:51Hmm.
51:51Hmm.
51:51Hmm.
51:52Hmm.
51:52Hmm.
52:08Hmm.
52:09Hmm.
52:10Hmm.
52:10Hmm.
52:11Hmm.
52:11Hmm.
52:11Hmm.
52:12The Bible
52:12tells us
52:13that to
52:13everything
52:14there is
52:14a season
52:15and a time
52:16to every
52:17purpose
52:17under the
52:18heaven.
52:18and it
52:20felt as
52:20though there
52:21would be
52:21a time
52:22for each
52:22of us
52:23also
52:23that those
52:25of us
52:25who had
52:25been searching
52:26for something
52:26a role
52:28to inhabit
52:29a purpose
52:32in life
52:33would find
52:34it.
52:36But finding
52:37something
52:38does not mean
52:39you get to
52:40keep it.
52:40Hmm.
52:41Hmm.
52:41for there is a time
52:53for there is a time
52:57to weep
52:58as well as a time
52:59to laugh
53:00a time
53:03to mourn
53:04as well
53:06as a time
53:07to dance.
53:08I want
53:10to
53:12just
53:13and
53:16I am
53:17a time
53:18to
53:18let
53:19me
53:20and
53:21that
53:21I am
53:22a time
53:26and
53:26I am
53:27and
53:28I am
53:30going
53:31to
53:31and
53:32I am
53:33going
53:33to
53:34and
53:34I am
53:35going
53:35to
53:35You

Recommended