Love After Lockup Season 2 Episode 23
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00:00Who is this girl?
00:02Who are you sexting?
00:04How can you do this to me?
00:06Open the door! You are!
00:08Get up! I'm sick of your
00:10We can go redo our wedding vows.
00:12It'll prove to me that you really love me.
00:14Do you want us to finish this?
00:16Yes. Let's go get married.
00:18You're on drugs.
00:20Help me quit.
00:22What happens if I live here, right?
00:24P.O. comes knocking on the door. You're in the back smoking.
00:26That's who's going back to prison.
00:28I am.
00:30My boyfriend's wife is having
00:32a second baby.
00:34Let's get these papers signed. Get your divorce started.
00:36I plan on driving to Michigan
00:38and I am taking
00:40the divorce papers with me.
00:42I'm done. I'm just not into this anymore.
00:44Everything is always that big argument.
00:46We've been going through this rodeo
00:48for years. We need to get a divorce, Sarah.
00:58This is not going to work.
01:00We are not going to keep doing this embarrassing ourselves.
01:04I'm just not with it.
01:06How can you do that to me in front of the child?
01:08I know.
01:10Go eat in your room.
01:12Go eat in your room. Take it with you.
01:14Michael blurts out he wants a divorce.
01:16Little does he know I've already started.
01:20And that's just that.
01:32The reason I am so shocked mainly, I can't believe he did it while holding rain and Aviana was sitting right in front of him.
01:38Do you think this is smart?
01:40Sarah, I feel like we should get it off our chest.
01:42I didn't admit it.
01:44Everything that I done wrong to you.
01:46I done took full ownership of anything that you considered paying to you.
01:48But taking ownership isn't fixing it.
01:50I've told you let's get help.
01:52I've told you let's do therapy.
01:54I've told you let's talk.
01:56The thing is you can have me to open up to you.
01:58And I open up and vent to you.
02:00And then you don't support it.
02:02It's an issue.
02:04I feel like I can't talk to you.
02:06I had no idea you was doing something on the side.
02:10None.
02:11You're acting like I was okay that you was engaged to another woman.
02:13I didn't know.
02:14Why do you keep starting to engage?
02:16Tell me right now you wasn't engaged to her.
02:18I was not engaged.
02:19Tell me you didn't love her.
02:20I do love Megan.
02:22And I told you that.
02:23You've never told me that.
02:24Let's just be real.
02:25I done told you I love her.
02:26So how do you feel about her now?
02:27I told you that back then.
02:28Then how do you feel about her today?
02:29That's irrelevant.
02:30No, how do you feel about her today?
02:31I still love her.
02:33We not together.
02:36I don't talk to her every single day.
02:40Right.
02:41I don't even know why we're talking about her.
02:43You are.
02:44She don't have nothing to do with it.
02:45It has everything to do with it.
02:48Because how dare you get me pregnant?
02:52And leave me.
02:53How dare you do that?
02:55How dare you go away for three years?
02:58I feel like you left me and your daughter to struggle.
03:03You held me down when I was in jail.
03:06More than anybody.
03:07Yeah, you was there more than anybody.
03:09But at that same token, it's like when I came home,
03:14I guess I'm happy to see Aviana.
03:17I wasn't as happy to see you because we were just going through so much while I was in prison.
03:24I was basically trying to kiss Sarah's ass and trying to make something work just so I can spend as much time with my daughters.
03:37Sarah, there didn't be times I wanted to spend time with Aviana alone and you wouldn't let me.
03:41And you have to work towards that.
03:43But Sarah, I'm a father. I don't have to work towards that.
03:45Just because you are a father and you haven't been there does not mean you come home and you instantly a father.
03:50I want to show my daughters the type of man that they need in their life.
03:54And in doing so, I understand that I have to change my ways.
03:57But you have to give me a chance to raise my daughter because she's going to need her father.
04:03And there's certain things that she can't teach her that I can teach her.
04:06Sarah.
04:07I just didn't trust you.
04:09You trusted me when we was engaged.
04:10And I still didn't let you take her.
04:12You proposed to me.
04:13So I can see them.
04:14Because in my mind, if you're not going to let me see my kids, then we need to go ahead and get engaged.
04:21And we need to get married.
04:23Are you being honest with me?
04:25Yes.
04:26That's why you proposed to me.
04:27And that's why you married me.
04:28And that's why you stayed.
04:29100%.
04:30Yes.
04:31Sir, I wanted to try because I loved you, but I wasn't in love with you.
04:55I loved you with everything that I had because you were everything to me.
05:00You were my world.
05:01You were my best friend.
05:02You were my comfort.
05:03You were the one I ran to for good to bad to everything.
05:07And I'm sorry that I'm going through this.
05:11And I couldn't be the person you needed me to be to fix this.
05:14I realized that Sarah was in love with somebody else.
05:29A Michael years ago.
05:31And that Sarah doesn't know who I am today.
05:35Hey, man.
05:36What's up, man?
05:37I just wish that she could love and respect who I am today instead of trying to hold on to something that I was when I was younger.
05:57I love you so much.
05:59Okay?
06:00And look at me.
06:02I'm so sorry.
06:11The truth is going to come out.
06:12You may hope and pray for the best, but it's still a coin toss.
06:15I want to be optimistic, but at the same time, I know how the poor system is.
06:24I'm just, I'm worried about it.
06:26It's really difficult for me to stay positive with Marcelino's negative attitude.
06:31I mean, obviously, I'm worried.
06:32That's my son.
06:33I'm worried about it, but I'm not trying to put that negative energy out there because it's like, I don't want to.
06:39I don't know.
06:40Come on, let's just go.
06:45Tito has 100% primary physical custody of my child, which means he can take him from me whenever he wants to.
06:58No, I didn't even want any of this to happen.
07:00I didn't want it to happen.
07:02I went in there with full intentions to have a conversation.
07:06What's up?
07:07What's up?
07:08What you want to do?
07:09I don't know.
07:11I could have just got up and walked out.
07:14But at the same time, Tito's unreasonable.
07:20At some point, I have to be protective.
07:23Like, I would have never okayed YouTube meeting up because that's something that I know would have, like, popped off.
07:32I'm scared.
07:33I'm worried.
07:34I've spent the majority of my adult life in prison.
07:38I'm always on the wrong side of the fence.
07:41And now, after the altercation between Marcelino and Tito, I'm scared I'm going to lose my son.
07:47How's everyone feeling?
07:52Nervous?
07:53A little bit.
07:54Anxious?
07:55Yeah, it's normal.
07:56They're going to try to play up the current situation and say you overreacted.
08:00Yeah.
08:01But we've got arguments to get around that.
08:03All right?
08:04Okay.
08:05Ready?
08:06Yeah.
08:07Okay, deep breath.
08:08Okay?
08:09Absolutely no reactions.
08:10None.
08:11I don't care if Tito jumps up from the table.
08:13There's a marshal in there to handle Tito, not you.
08:16Okay?
08:17So we're going to present well.
08:18We're going to present professional.
08:19Yeah.
08:20Responsible, mature, all the things that he's not.
08:22Yeah.
08:23Okay?
08:28If I lose custody of Gio, I have no idea what I'm going to do.
08:34That's like, that's like a part of my heart, you know, being ripped away from me.
08:41I love that little boy.
08:42You know?
08:52I came out here because I love you.
08:53I know.
08:54But I don't love this.
08:56I don't love Charlene living with you.
08:58I don't love the fact that you're on drugs.
09:00I don't love any of that, Scott.
09:02Are you going to forgive me or not?
09:03No!
09:04Are you going to be with me?
09:05I don't want to be with you.
09:11Hey, you can be here for me or not.
09:16Like, I've been there for you the whole time.
09:18Every time you up, I was there for you.
09:20Every time you said you were depressed, every time you were sick, every time.
09:23I feel betrayed because I bent over backwards for that woman.
09:28But she just turned her back on me and walked away.
09:30And that's f***ed up.
09:31I've asked for one thing from you.
09:32I don't know.
09:33One thing ever.
09:34One thing ever.
09:35Was that?
09:36Constantly lied to me.
09:37Oh, yeah.
09:38Constantly.
09:39Let me in my car.
09:40We're not even together.
09:41We're not together, Scott.
09:42Why are you here?
09:43To hurt me more?
09:44I thought I could be with you.
09:47I thought.
09:48Please.
09:49But you're on drugs.
09:50You have dope.
09:51Like, come on.
09:52I don't have dope.
09:53Let me in my car.
09:54Are you going to be there for me?
09:56No, I'm not.
09:57Listen, I'm done with you.
09:58Go home.
09:59Go home.
10:00You shouldn't even have been here in the first place.
10:01I'm done with you.
10:02I'm done with you.
10:03Go home.
10:04Go home.
10:05Leave.
10:06Get your...
10:07Get out of here.
10:08Get away from my car.
10:09He's here for the money.
10:10Here.
10:11Oh, wait, wait.
10:12Scott, get away from my car.
10:13Maybe you'll be nice to me now.
10:22This is a breakup, Scott.
10:24I'm going back to Wisconsin, living my life, and I will never be with you again.
10:32Lizzie has never appreciated all I've done for her.
10:35I stuck by that woman no matter all the bad things she did to me or said to me.
10:40It just blew up in my face.
10:49You can't go back to LA, Lamar.
10:51I have your IDs and your debit card.
10:53Man, you.
10:54I'm on my phone, bro.
10:55Give me my phone.
10:56Don't be stupid.
10:57I can't even trust you, man.
10:58Give me my phone, Lamar.
11:00What's wrong?
11:01This is what they serve.
11:02This is what they serve.
11:03You got more than 50-50.
11:04You got 60-40.
11:05You got 60-40.
11:06You got 60-40.
11:07I feel great.
11:08I went from having zero custody to having 60% and Tito having 40%.
11:13You have joint physical custody.
11:14If you're inside 60-40, you have joint.
11:15You have joint.
11:16You have joint physical custody.
11:17If you're inside 60-40, you have joint.
11:18You have joint.
11:19The advantage of it, you haveendre.
11:20I can't believe I have 60-50.
11:21This is what we saw before.
11:22I can't believe I have 60-50.
11:23I can't believe I have 60-50.
11:25You got more than 50-50.
11:26You got 60-40.
11:27You got 60-40.
11:28It's what I can say.
11:29I feel great.
11:30I went from having zero custody to having 60% and Tito having 40%.
11:35having 60 percent and Tito having 40 percent. You have joint physical custody. If you're inside
11:4060-40, you have joint. You have the advantage day-wise, still joint physical custody. And we
11:45move that needle to take it from primary to him with you having six hours to joint. I mean,
11:51we've swung the whole case. Now it's no longer, are you stable? Are you capable? The focus isn't
11:56on you at all anymore. It's about what's best for you. And it's also on Tito do what he needs to do.
12:01And that'll keep some of your concerns about safety and him acting stupid and coming to your
12:05house or threatening you. It all stops now. Yeah. But we don't want to pay chess against you. I'm good,
12:10but you're better. I'm glad it came out good. You guys did the right thing, too. So we'll be in touch,
12:15okay? Cool. All right. Thanks, guys. Appreciate it. Yep. A little dazed about the whole thing? Yeah.
12:23Once we got that settled. Yeah. And this is stone. Let's move forward from here.
12:26Here. We can put that stuff in mommy's bag so you can have it from the car.
12:42As I get back to New York, I'm so tired and emotionally drained. I've given Michael the
12:56benefit of the doubt for almost seven years. I don't care to do that anymore. I married him
13:02because I loved him. I married him because he was my best friend. I married him for a lot of reasons,
13:07but this crap here, this isn't who he is. The Michael I fell in love with doesn't exist anymore.
13:14I know he loves those girls, and I know he wants to be the best father he could be,
13:19but I'm tired of having to put forth the effort for Michael when he's a grown-ass man,
13:25and he should be able to do it for himself. If he's not going to appreciate a goddamn thing that
13:30I've done as the mother of his kids, and he wants to stay here and say that I don't do anything for
13:35him to see the kids, or I take the kids from him, well, then it's up to him. Let's see how much
13:40you miss out on when I stop trying. I've done what I had to do as a mom, and I've had to grow up.
13:50I became a mom at 20 years old, and I know he's going to find his way eventually. I'm just sick of it right now.
13:56At this point in time, I'm believing that divorce is the best decision for me and Sarah.
14:21I don't want to be with her no longer.
14:26What's up?
14:27How you doing?
14:28What you doing?
14:30Telling him at the house.
14:32I got done seeing Sarah.
14:35Oh, okay. How'd that go?
14:38It was crazy.
14:40I should have waited because I was going to go out to eat and just talk.
14:44But at that moment, I just felt that I needed to express stuff to her.
14:52Basically, I was just telling her that I wanted a divorce.
14:57We told her you wanted a divorce?
15:00Yeah.
15:01It's just been overdue.
15:02I mean, I just, I don't know.
15:09I hope you're serious about divorce.
15:11Are you, is this really what's going to happen?
15:17I'm dead ass.
15:19Okay.
15:20I do know that Megan has been waiting on me to get a divorce.
15:23But since that situation happened with Megan kissing my homeboy,
15:29it just added on to problems that already occurred,
15:31that we already had in our relationship.
15:33I kissed him.
15:34You sitting here preaching that I should come clean
15:36and I should do these different things
15:37and how I shouldn't hold back
15:39and how I should just come tell you that I can just talk to you.
15:41But you out here with my while I'm in jail.
15:44But I do know that I will always love Megan.
15:48Well, I mean, I am glad you're finally following through with your word.
15:54Him saying that he's getting a divorce
15:56lets me know like he's moving forward in that direction.
15:58But you've already lied to me in the past.
16:01So I can take into consideration that that might be what you want,
16:05but that also might not be what you do.
16:09If he doesn't, like, I'm just over it
16:11because that just shows, like, you don't really want to be with me.
16:14You're not serious.
16:14And, like, I'm not going to continue to waste my time.
16:18You can't go back to L.A., Lamar.
16:35I have your IDs and your debit card.
16:42Oh, man.
16:42I will talk to you through the bathroom.
16:49Man, that, man.
16:51Stop, Lamar.
16:52Come out of the bathroom.
16:53Are you going to be calm?
16:56Yeah, give me my, man.
16:57Please, don't do this.
16:58You're not going to keep me out here.
17:00I can't even trust you now.
17:02Her plan was to get me to Utah
17:04and then keep me in Utah
17:07without me knowing about the ****.
17:10Can we have an agreement?
17:11You just stay here for six more months.
17:14Hell no.
17:15I need you to get in your head that this is going to happen.
17:17I'm not getting nothing in my head.
17:18You need to get in your head
17:20that your ass is going to be by yourself
17:21if you keep acting like this.
17:24Lamar's family and friends
17:25are always putting him in compromising environments.
17:28They're the reason why he had to go back to jail.
17:33So I have to take drastic measures.
17:36I'm about to bounce, bro.
17:38How are you going to go?
17:40Man, **** you.
17:41And **** is never here.
17:43You got to understand what I'm trying to do for us.
17:45I'm gone, bro.
17:47Where my **** go, man?
17:51Give me my phone.
17:52Don't be stupid.
17:52Give me my phone, Lamar.
17:55Give me my...
17:55I need my phone to talk to the kids.
17:57Man, I'm...
17:58Give me my phone.
17:59I got to talk to my kids.
18:01Lamar, the kids are on a plane here.
18:03The kids are on their way.
18:05And I don't want to give Lamar his ID back
18:07or his travel passes or his debit card
18:10because I don't want him to leave.
18:12I want him to stay.
18:13I want to be a family together in Utah.
18:16Lamar, you...
18:16Why would you be stupid like that?
18:18You get your phone when I get my...
18:20That's **** stupid.
18:22Why would you take somebody home?
18:23Bro, you want some...
18:24That's you being stupid.
18:26Get pulled over.
18:27I got your travel permit.
18:29I don't want to give a ****.
18:31I got something I need to tell Megan.
18:34What you got to tell him?
18:36I'm out of here.
18:37He could never leave me.
18:39He's addicted to me.
18:40Yes, ma'am.
18:51We're here to get married.
18:56I need a bouquet, too.
18:58Yeah, we want chapel, bouquet.
19:01Photos?
19:02Yes.
19:03Oh, yes.
19:03My wedding was not what I dreamed of.
19:06Just being in a bar and everybody being drunk.
19:11Clint, you're a good home ride.
19:16So I can take you over to look at the place.
19:18Okay, cool.
19:19Clint and I are renewing our wedding vows.
19:21I never thought I would be here after everything that's happened.
19:25She left?
19:26She took your phone?
19:27In the car.
19:28Why?
19:29Mother **** crack.
19:31Babe, where are you?
19:32I'm in the **** jail again.
19:34Oh, my God.
19:35Hey.
19:36Oh, my God.
19:37You don't hate me, do you?
19:39Who are you sexting?
19:40**** me.
19:41**** you.
19:41You left me.
19:43At least I came back within 30 minutes.
19:45We're in two weeks.
19:46You couldn't get a ride like I could.
19:47Yeah, because I want something **** for a ride.
19:49I'm done with you.
19:52We are ready to get the ceremony started.
19:54Okay, I just hope I don't fall.
19:56I never dreamed that I would have this kind of wedding when I was in prison.
20:00I feel more like a real bride.
20:02Tracy is still my goddess, and I'm sure I want to be married to Tracy for the rest of my life.
20:19We're here to witness a very special spiritual union between Clinton and Tracy.
20:26Go ahead and look into each other's eyes like the very first time once again.
20:32Tracy!
20:34Oh, my God!
20:36Oh!
20:38Oh, my God!
20:39My goddess!
20:41Who would like to go first?
20:44I will.
20:45Usually ladies are first.
20:46Oh, not.
20:48Clinton, please repeat after me.
20:51I, Clinton.
20:52I, Clinton.
20:53Take you, Tracy.
20:54Take you, Tracy.
20:54To be my lawfully wedded wife.
20:57To be my lawfully wedded wife.
20:59And I vow we'll always love you.
21:01I, Tracy.
21:01Take you, Clinton.
21:02To be my lawfully wedded husband.
21:05And I vow to have and to hold you.
21:07And to honor you.
21:09Without further ado, I now pronounce you husband.
21:13And wife, you may kiss the bride.
21:16I love you.
21:16Yep.
21:17Woo!
21:18I love him more than I ever loved anything.
21:26Nothing else matters.
21:28We're going to be with each other from now on.
21:30Baby, you might be able to run.
21:34You can't hide.
21:35You're lying this time, man.
21:36Marriage to me is one word.
21:43Forever.
21:45I'm ready to go to the room.
21:47Let's just walk down the strip.
21:50It's total commitment.
21:52And I just feel like we can get through anything.
21:55I'm not going to lose him.
21:57Because no matter what, he's stuck with me.
21:58I'm still here.
22:07I'm still here.
22:09I'm going to take it again.
22:10All right, son.
22:32How you doing?
22:34You doing okay?
22:34No.
22:35What?
22:35You just ain't no.
22:37Good, man.
22:38What's wrong?
22:39Good.
22:40It's the day, sir.
22:44You can see me laying.
22:45Look here.
22:46He offered parole.
22:47Yeah, that's what I'm talking about.
22:49That's what I'm talking about.
22:50Woo!
22:51I'm sorry.
22:55First time.
22:56Oh, my God.
22:57Lord, I'm so proud of you.
22:59You stayed strong.
23:00You did what you had to do.
23:01And this is what's up.
23:04So I just went to my PO office,
23:05finding out the best news I done heard in seven years,
23:09which is now I'm off parole.
23:12And so now not to have that hold over me,
23:16now that I can go be treated like a regular person, basically,
23:21I'm not going to take it for granted.
23:22You know, I've been waiting.
23:23Like, I didn't have my mistakes.
23:25But, you know, now that I overcame all that and able to move forward,
23:28like, I don't ever want to look back from it.
23:32But, no, I'm just glad that all this over with.
23:35I'm finally off tether.
23:37That's what's up.
23:38No more charging me up to the wall.
23:41Sleeping with it on my ankle.
23:44I'm off of you, man.
23:45So now that you are up on parole and you a free man and tethered,
23:48so what's your plan?
23:50Sure, right now, like, the way things left off with me and Sarah,
23:53now it's time to go handle things with Megan.
23:57Currently, me and Sarah haven't went any further without divorce,
24:00and that's simply because we haven't just spoke on it
24:03because we haven't been able to communicate like we once was.
24:06I'm going to try to go out here to Texas,
24:08go make sure that I make amends
24:10with all that situation between me and Megan.
24:12Do you think that's wise?
24:15What's the real reason why you even want us to be cool with her anyway?
24:18She cheated with a close friend?
24:20I mean, I was dealing with Megan for two years.
24:23I'm not really sure.
24:24At this point in time, we're Megan head at.
24:26And we just, um, cool until we can trust each other.
24:31I'm really worried about that move.
24:34Megan just destroyed everything between Michael and his wife Sarah.
24:38I really wanted them to try to work it out.
24:40So you're going to do what you're going to do as usual.
24:43I don't like it, but I have to accept it.
24:46I'm really not sure how Megan is going to react.
24:47I know she's going to be shocked if I just pop up.
24:51But low-key, I got something I need to tell Megan.
24:54What you got to tell her?
24:56I'm going to talk to her first.
24:58Do you plan on proposing to her?
25:02I don't want to go back.
25:04Don't do this to me, Helen.
25:06I bet.
25:07I'm going to go see Megan.
25:09I really don't know what to expect.
25:11You're going to be here.
25:21Yeah, today.
25:21Tide and out two hours ago, but hanging from it ever since.
25:31Tide, is that okay?
25:33Did they see Scott Lizzie?
25:36Scott Lizzie?
25:37Wrong couple!
25:41Yeah?
25:42What?
25:44Sweetheart.
25:46I'll stand by your side.
26:07So my daughter, Jasmine, is graduating from high school.
26:11This is the first time I'm able to actually be at a family function, clean and sober.
26:17Mom?
26:19Hi!
26:21Beautiful.
26:21I love you.
26:23The relationship I have with my mom, you know, it was a lot of trouble when I was using drugs.
26:28I'm gonna try and decorate this cake.
26:32She took care of my daughter for the 10 years I was in prison.
26:35She's there for me.
26:37She wants us to be a family.
26:39She's good like that.
26:40Okay.
26:42Swirly!
26:43Yeah.
26:44Go slow down.
26:45Okay.
26:47I'm feeling very thankful and I'm very proud of my daughter for getting off the drugs.
26:53Been through a lot.
26:58Oh my god.
26:59Close your eyes.
27:00Close your eyes.
27:01No peeking.
27:03I'm gonna lead you into the table.
27:04Okay.
27:04Go backwards then.
27:05Okay.
27:06Walk backwards.
27:07Walk backwards.
27:07Since you don't want to close your eyes.
27:08Walk backwards.
27:09Walk backwards.
27:10Walk backwards.
27:12Okay.
27:12Are you ready?
27:13Sure.
27:14Look at it.
27:16Beautiful, right?
27:17Yeah.
27:20Where's, where's my name?
27:22It's right here.
27:23Under the sprinkles.
27:25She put too many sprinkles.
27:27Look at you.
27:28So proud of you.
27:30It feels amazing to have my mom out here and like celebrate this day with me.
27:35Yeah.
27:35So I would like to talk to you about something.
27:39Because like in the past she wasn't really there for me for like any big moments in my life.
27:43And now that she's finally out of prison, now we can like spend time together, celebrate,
27:47you know, and just like build our relationship like a lot more.
27:52I know that this is your day.
27:55But I did something stupid.
27:56Like?
27:59I decided to go out to California.
28:03Yeah.
28:04Why?
28:05I don't know.
28:06Like, I still had feelings for him and, you know, I just want to make sure I didn't make a mistake.
28:13I found out when I was, went out there that he's doing drugs.
28:16He admitted to me that he's been using, you know.
28:21Did you know about this?
28:23No, I didn't.
28:25And that's the kind of guy you wanted?
28:27I thought I wanted, obviously I don't.
28:30That's why I'm, that's why I'm not there.
28:32It's good that you found that out, but we talked about this.
28:37He is bad for you.
28:38Like, don't you understand that?
28:40I had to find out because we had like three years.
28:43Yeah, but what about my three years?
28:44Like, what about like the time that I didn't get with you?
28:47Because how am I supposed to like trust you?
28:50You can still trust me, Jasmine.
28:52You knew how I would feel.
28:53You still should have like talked to me about it.
28:55I should have, yes.
28:56That's what I should have did.
28:59It was a mistake and now I'm here.
29:01I'm here with my family.
29:04I want it to be clear because this is a fresh start.
29:08A new beginning.
29:09Mm-hmm.
29:11You love me still?
29:14Just don't keep from me.
29:15I won't.
29:17Don't lie to me.
29:17Don't tell me.
29:20I love you.
29:21Let's do a sandwich.
29:26I have new priorities.
29:28Morning is ready?
29:29Yeah.
29:30I am putting my family first and I am definitely keeping an open and honest relationship with her.
29:37Let's go.
29:49His brother got shot and killed.
29:51His cousin got shot and killed.
29:52His uncle got shot and killed.
29:54The youth out there, there's more funerals for them than the elderly.
29:59I ain't trying to get caught up and be back in the pen for some bull**** just because Andrade is tripping.
30:15Why you getting back in the bed, boy?
30:17Once I got my ID back, I'm out.
30:20You're making yourself look stupid.
30:21How am I making myself look stupid?
30:24Because you're looking desperate.
30:25Desperate for my family to be staying.
30:28Man, ain't nobody in danger, though.
30:30He doesn't even know how much better his life would be out of L.A.
30:35because he's never lived anywhere else other than prison.
30:38You want to have a conversation with you after you stole my .
30:42I'm not going to give it to you.
30:44You got to reach an agreement.
30:47The agreement is I'm about to book a flight.
30:49I really need to put on my big girl panties and just keep the ID and don't give in.
30:55Before we came out here.
30:57I know.
30:57If staying out here was the plan, then we would have got things in order.
31:02I got business ties.
31:03There's ways of doing just steps and .
31:05It's one step through 15 steps.
31:07You know what I'm saying?
31:08You crazy as .
31:09Crazy about my family.
31:11Man, crazy people don't ever think they crazy, man.
31:13And you can look at your rental properties if you want to,
31:16but I'm going to get in the car and I'm going to get out of here.
31:20I will settle things out here.
31:23And then you come back out here in three weeks.
31:26Hell no, I'm not coming back out here.
31:27Well, you want your ID?
31:29Yeah, my .
31:30You're not going to dictate what the I'm doing, bro.
31:43Can I have my phone?
31:50You like fighting.
31:51I'm addicted to normal behavior.
31:54No, you're fixing yourself.
31:55You're becoming a better person.
31:57Things are progressing.
31:59And I did that without you talking.
32:00You in a better environment now.
32:02And it's like you fighting, but I can still stay in the ghetto.
32:05Like, you fighting to stay?
32:06Like, I don't understand.
32:09We got to come to some type of different type of understanding.
32:11You understand what I'm saying?
32:13And you know, because that behavior was strange.
32:15You can leave some stuff and I'm not leaving .
32:20I'm out of here.
32:20Utah is out.
32:22He's going to go back to California and see that there's nobody there to cook for him,
32:27to clean for him, to wash his clothes, to handle all of his situations.
32:32And he's in an empty house alone without me and the kids.
32:37I've given him an amazing dream life.
32:40And he's just going to come back to Utah to be with us.
32:43It's been a few weeks.
32:46You know you can't live without it.
32:48He could never leave me.
32:51He's addicted to me.
32:59Wow, he's really leaving.
33:03I love Andrea, man.
33:05That's why I'm still with her and I'm sticking with her.
33:08Because I know her heart, but it's a lot of you need to smooth out, man.
33:13For me to continue on, because it's starting to get frustrating.
33:17I'm starting to lose my patience.
33:19And I'm not trying to jeopardize my freedom over no woman.
33:25I understand she means well, but I think the Mormons didn't mess her brain up a little bit.
33:31He didn't care.
33:40He just left.
33:40It's all about him.
33:42The kids and I should always come first.
33:45If he still wants to be with me, he needs to come back.
33:52Because the kids are on their way and we're not going anywhere.
33:57I feel like I failed my family, my husband.
34:02Like when I married him, I promised that I would protect him and keep him safe and never let him be in an environment to go back to jail.
34:09And hopefully he'll see like how empty it is without us.
34:15I got something big that I got to tell you.
34:21And I'm willing to take all the precautions to get there, to get what I got to say out.
34:26Come on, baby, let's go.
34:38Yeah, we are.
34:47Now that I have joint custody of Giovanni, I finally feel secure and safe in knowing that
34:54no one could just take my baby from me one day.
34:57We're making a surprise for Sasha.
35:00I want to make something for Sasha so she can look happy.
35:05I miss Sasha.
35:06I'm sad without her.
35:08I'm like the only person that can't come to you.
35:11X-Balance can't visit people.
35:13Oh my God.
35:15So the overall sentence is 120 to 432 months.
35:20It's like 10 years.
35:22Thank you for using Securus.
35:26You may start the conversation now.
35:28Hi, Bonk.
35:29Hello.
35:29Hi, Bonk.
35:30What's good?
35:31What cell are you in?
35:33What number?
35:35Oh, I'm in 31.
35:36Is it by the church or is it by the Golden Nugget?
35:41Oh, by the church.
35:42Okay.
35:42Yeah, yeah, yeah.
35:43Okay.
35:44Okay.
35:44So he knows where we're going.
35:45Okay, cool.
35:46So I'm going to be there at 8 o'clock.
35:49So be ready.
35:50Okay.
35:50And just be looking out your window.
35:53I got a surprise for you.
35:55That's all I can say.
35:55Okay, I will.
35:56Hey, I love you.
36:01Gio.
36:02What?
36:02When we go to see Sasha, we can't go inside, okay?
36:06We're just going to go outside and she's going to look at us outside the window, okay?
36:10I'm going to wave to her.
36:11Why?
36:13She can't come outside, baby.
36:14Why?
36:17Why, mom?
36:18She got grounded.
36:19What?
36:24I've come up with a plan to surprise Sasha.
36:27And the only way that I'm going to be able to convey this message
36:31is to come down and visit her at the jail the way that Marcelino used to do for me.
36:36Okay, ready?
36:37Gio, come here.
36:39Come here, G.
36:39Come here, hurry.
36:41Ready?
36:44It's 8 o'clock.
36:45Let's do it.
36:46Let's do it.
36:49Oh, it's flashing.
36:50Did you see it?
36:51Do it.
36:52Do it.
36:52Do it.
36:56Come here, help me out.
36:56Hold it.
36:57Hold it.
36:58You hold it, mom.
36:58You'll keep on wrapping.
36:59Yeah.
37:02Yeah.
37:03I'm choosing to extend this olive branch to Sasha because you're not going to find too many
37:07people in your corner if you find yourself in that predicament.
37:11Yeah, perfect, G. Perfect.
37:12Good job.
37:14Perfect, buddy.
37:15And those are things that actually make you family.
37:20In essence, she's becoming family.
37:24Will you be Zoila's godmother?
37:26We love you.
37:28When you are locked in a prison cell and time is just going by, you don't miss your house.
37:36You don't miss your car.
37:37You damn sure don't miss a job.
37:39You miss the people that you love.
37:41And if prison taught me anything, it was definitely about how valuable time is that you spend with
37:48your loved ones.
37:49Look, it's just flashing the light.
37:52One, two, three.
37:54We love you, Sasha.
38:06We love you, Sasha.
38:08We love you, Sasha.
38:10So I just landed out here in Texas.
38:18I'm so excited to get out of the state.
38:20It's going to be my first time out in Texas.
38:22I'm going to go see Megan.
38:23You know, it's a lot of feelings and emotions that has not been dealt with, but, you know,
38:33I feel like I make the right move, you know, popping up on her.
38:36I'm just hoping that we can have cordial conversations.
38:46I really don't know what to expect when I pull up in front of Megan's house.
38:50You just popping up at the curb, you know, you got to be able to expect anything.
38:56But I'd rather pop up than be denied to not come.
38:59A lot of my family worried about it, you know.
39:01Only thing that I'm nervous about is, you know, the conversations that I need to have with Megan.
39:07Last time Megan came to Flint, you know, she expressed to me that she basically cheated on me
39:12when I was in jail with my homeboy and my head up completely.
39:21And, you know, I had understood that I wasn't no saint.
39:24It was really depressable behind us.
39:29She then did some hurtful things to me, and I have done hurtful things.
39:32And some of those type of things would cause some people to never even be together.
39:36But I guess the fact that we love each other has had us to be able to look over things,
39:41but you cannot forget.
39:42I mean, you know, you're hurt.
39:51Hello?
39:52Hey.
39:54Hey.
39:54What's up, Mama?
39:56Nothing.
39:56What you got?
39:57Nothing.
39:58I'm working.
40:00What's up with you?
40:02Nothing.
40:02I just got home.
40:03Well, I got home from work at like five, and then I took a kiss to the park.
40:07You all right?
40:10Huh?
40:11Said you all right.
40:13Yeah, I'm tired, but I'm good.
40:16I need him.
40:17I'm going to call you tonight.
40:18All right.
40:19All right.
40:19Be safe.
40:22What the hell is the same?
40:24No.
40:26This one was just a female that just caught my phone at the bad time.
40:29It's a nice house.
40:36Let me find out they rich or something like this.
40:46All right.
40:47I got something big that I got to tell you, and I don't know how Megan going to take it,
41:03but I'm willing to take all the precautions to get there, to get what I got to say out.
41:08It's the hardest thing that I've ever been through.
41:10It's the hardest thing that I've ever been through.
41:12It's just the hardest thing.
41:13What's up?
41:17Yeah.
41:21What's up, Alma?
41:24What are you doing here?
41:26What you doing?
41:28I used to tell her when I was in the joint.
41:29I said, man, listen, I got to wait till I get off the road to come to Texas,
41:32and I'm going to come see you.
41:34I don't like how that last visit ended.
41:37I don't like not being able to hear from you like we was talking for two years.
41:41There's a lot of trust issues that we have to overcome and discuss,
41:45like for us to even be able to move forward.
41:49Yes.
41:49I mean, I want us to get back to where we was at.
41:53I appreciate you keeping that promise.
41:55I think that's a step in the right direction.
41:57Yeah.