Love After Lockup Season 2 Episode 17
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00:00he's coming home to a different andrea i am stronger than i thought you have to rebuild
00:06your relationship with me and the kids she used me for a lot of money like a lot of money thousands
00:13of dollars 142 she was a heroin addict i was right the whole entire time while you were with scott
00:22how many times did i tell you to stay away from him jasmine can't stand scott but there may be a
00:28chance that means god can work things out dayday says michael's with megan do you miss me yeah i'm
00:37done being disrespected by you and played by you do you plan to continue to be married to sarah
00:43everything everybody
00:50he's lying i'm done making me look dumb yet again
00:56no respect for the mother of your kids no respect for people other than your mother
01:01self you want to sit there and lie to me i'm done
01:07you want to wait till five o'clock to call your wife
01:11who your practice life who helped you every damn day to get out of that situation you
01:17after you spend the day with your girlfriend you all your wife you up everything
01:29i am currently nine months pregnant and michael doesn't give a about anybody but himself i mean
01:36he waits all day to call me after he gets out of jail because he was with megan but it does not stop
01:41you from calling the mother of your kids to talk to your kids i don't care it just does not stop
01:47playing with me have that fat bitch i'm done
01:50yes that's what you are yes go get yourself in the mirror stand there and say what are 10
01:57things you're good at all right i'm not mother you gotta be acting this way i don't have in no type of
02:03way
02:08promises and you're all your lies and humiliating me and disrespecting me right
02:12right
02:23i got mexican jasmine lives four hours from me so i don't get to see her that often let's move
02:41everything out of the way here i honestly thought my daughter would resent me when i got out
02:46i mean i really showed her a horrible life as a mother but we have such a beautiful amazing
02:53relationship this looks so good i'm so excited what are you doing so in prison sometimes we didn't
03:01have cheese what you do is you take cheetos and then you add water to them to make a cheese sauce
03:07so how was your date how was that i was in prison for like 10 years oh in prison you were in prison
03:20you think you need another one of those right
03:25well honestly um the guy wasn't really my type really i'm sorry it didn't go good
03:32but hey maybe you're gonna find the right one out there and
03:41why are you why are you silent
03:47last night like after the date and it didn't go well like i almost called scott
03:52why would you do that if you even think for a second that i'm gonna let you
04:01like even think about calling him then i all i didn't actually call him i almost called him
04:09okay scott like literally is a piece of
04:13he literally when i was in prison loved me did stuff for you yes but he loved me yeah that's in
04:23prison what about outside of prison everything about that you fought with him the whole entire time
04:30you would have to be like the dumbest person on earth to go back to that
04:35i want somebody that was gonna love me for me and scott did no i know my daughter so hates scott but
04:47when i was in prison i had nobody in my life and you know scott was there for me i need solid guy
04:55you know i want that white picket fence that you know beautiful house the the don't look at me like that
05:05um i was thinking about kind of you know visiting scott in california
05:19no and if you like even like think that like that's like a thing
05:27then like i'm like why can't i find like the perfect happiness i believe happiness is real
05:32well yeah it's like it's real but it's not with him though and if you like pick him over me like i'm done
05:45this bonding and this like us getting to like know each other better like it's done
05:51so promise me that you're not gone you guys really you promised me listen jasmine i am not going
05:59and i'm not going
06:16i dropped tracy off to go shop and all i'm thinking about is tracy being pissed off about my mom not
06:23wanting to meet her hey okay why don't you cut those two pans of brisket all right it's tracy's
06:30last day on parole
06:37i'm just a nervous rag because her leaving me for her addiction is the worst thing she did to me
06:43she left i don't understand i thought everything was good oh she has a problem what is her problem
06:50mother crack oh my gosh since then i've forgiven her but i couldn't do that again
07:02hi how are you good and you doing good it made me feel really sad to get rejected by alice today
07:08i really have no true close friends no no family it's just just me and i feel lonely are you sure
07:18you don't need any help mom um well we have a bachelor pad and i need a woman's touch you know i just got
07:25out of prison it's like my other life you know i had that life and then i had this life and i got
07:30like 30 hours left of my parole congratulations man thank you thank you
07:35so excited and i don't have any friends out here i feel like i'm just gonna
07:40celebrate it by myself oh no don't i can be your friend for today
07:44just for today i'm just thankful to have clint but clint still has his family
07:52my mind is just not right right now i have all these feelings now feelings that i'm not used to
07:59because i usually have drugs to mask all those feelings and right now i'm feeling every little
08:04thing
08:08yeah can you just take me home um straight
08:13when is mom gonna like lighten up on her and like talk to her tracy's just gonna have to prove
08:18herself yep my dad is not a big fan of tracy but if someone's gonna give my mom to me tracy
08:25it's gonna be my dad she's earned my trust back and i know she'll want to earn mom's back and right
08:36y'all haven't even met her in person yet you know right don't you think it's time
08:44my in-laws don't want nothing to do with me i'm just screw it pull over here had enough of people
08:50treating me like yeah right that'll work
09:06i know y'all not a big fan of hers i don't know she just don't trust her at all hello
09:14oh how are you good how are you doing today huh can i get a tequila and uh coke please well i'll
09:22talk to mom we want the best for your you're our only child you know that's all you can do
09:29have you done wicked gonna come thank you so much
09:41i missed y'all there were a lot of promises involving him becoming a better person
09:50my biggest fear is that he could just come and take my son from me and i've been raising him as
09:54my own kid i would like 100 physical custody it's been about six or seven months since the last time
10:00that me and megan had six
10:08kids in the house yeah
10:13it feel good to be home hell yeah most dudes that come out of jail they hold thought processes to
10:20get out and party but at this point i was reading the kids you know what i'm saying getting locked up
10:27so i'm nervous that our relationship is is strange
10:44my little baby we don't send facility she's happy she's jumping on the couch
10:47you don't sound like tom cruise or something yeah but you know i'm disappointed a little bit
10:54the other kids they they weren't that excited for me to come back home
11:01what's up attendee you ain't gonna say what's up tell me what's he doing
11:07how you spell kiss k-i-s-s can you spell dad yes how d-a-d
11:17i am kind of nervous about lamar coming back hey nollie i missed y'all
11:34i feel a little like i got a little burned because there were a lot of promises involving him
11:38becoming a different better person it's not too much to ask to stay out of prison
11:44it's just it's just not too much to ask you you look tired yeah i am tired i've been up since
11:50like two this morning they had you up in the holding tanks i'm sure she doesn't know what a
11:55holding tank is well and i don't want to i don't want to know so you don't want to know i'm good
12:03so what y'all want to do y'all want to go celebrate and go eat
12:05me and mom spent all this time you know buying the groceries and preparing
12:12what we were going to make you so why would we waste that and go out to eat
12:16yeah i don't feel like waiting i'm hungry i wish lamar would have showed us more appreciation and
12:24more thoughtfulness but i don't really know what i was expecting from him i'm ready to go eat
12:29i want to go to peace for soul food let me get ready that was awkward times it was awkward
12:44come again come again what shoes do you think i should wear oh let me see with that dress
12:51what about what do you think geo uh that one these ones okay
13:02you got the paperwork yeah you sure i don't need anything else i think this is the most important
13:08thing laurie wants to say with the decree let's go see what the lawyer has to say hi
13:13hi is it going now yeah okay bye baby bye mommy come on me kisses love you bye
13:27bye dude
13:31nervous
13:34you should be nervous
13:43hi how are you good i'm chris ford all right well come on back that's cool thank you yeah
13:56the goal today i'll give you an idea of what nevada law looks like
13:59and how that impacts your situation okay i understand it to be a custody issue yeah so how
14:05many children are we dealing with one i have a four-year-old boy named giovanni and his father
14:11filed for full custody behind my back and sent the paperwork to a house that i no longer lived at
14:17so i had a court date that i didn't even know i had okay which is why i didn't show up and they
14:21granted him what he was requesting okay and this is back in 2016. yeah i do need to know a little bit
14:28about your history so tell me i know you have multiple felonies what were they tell me what they
14:33were my convictions sure um robbery conspiracy to commit robbery burglary and possession of stolen
14:42vehicle okay and tell me if i'm wrong that these came as a result of an addiction yes okay and what
14:49was the drug of choice meth okay i ended up going to prison march 2016. okay i served two years in
14:57custody before i went to prison i broke up with tito and now tito has 100 sole custody of giovanni
15:07i need to gain some rights back to my child we've had him for the last since britney got out shortly
15:12after that he's been in the house and i've been raising him as my own kid and do you guys have
15:17children together yeah we have a little baby girl together okay so he has siblings yeah okay so right
15:24now i'd like to get tito in if we can and then we can maybe have a conversation and try to come up with
15:30a way to find something that works for everybody for giovanni's sake right but from my point of view
15:35i would like 100 physical custody
15:39yeah but i don't want to start a fight i don't want to fight with him i
15:43you know that's that's my ex i know how he is and he's very manipulative and and then what happens
15:49he's going to fight me on it i've been in giovanni's life more than tito has been in his life tito's a
15:55very inconsistent sporadic father he don't show up for the birthday don't show up for thanksgiving it
16:02seems like he doesn't want to be a dad and giovanni's been one of the greatest thing to happen to me so if
16:08you want to take the litigation route because of your past yeah if you ever put yourself in a
16:13situation where someone has to judge you and in this case it may be an actual judge they're going
16:19to look at it through that lens and prism of someone who's a convicted felon yeah so if you hang around
16:25people with a criminal history you are just asking for a tito to bring it in front of a judge and make
16:30a determination on whether you're still fit to have this custodial arrangement yeah you shouldn't be
16:36hanging out with anybody from your past that has a criminal record i told you so so so by still
16:43being associated with with felons or or convicts she's opening herself up or leaving herself open
16:49to further scrutiny in front of the judge of course the only real friends that i've ever had are the ones
16:55that i've met from prison my concern is that if we push forward and let's say he gets pissed off or
17:03whatever my biggest fear is that he could just come and take my son from me that scares me at
17:10night that's my biggest fear and i don't want that to happen i went to prison for two years
17:16i didn't get to hold my baby i didn't get to feed him it's the worst feeling in the world
17:22it's haunting i mean can he do that can he just come and take him from me look it's a it's a valid concern
17:27and and we have situations like that all the time right you see it on the news it's scary
17:32okay the problem is going to be everyone wants to look at your past yeah i can promise you
17:38that your ex will bring up every single thing he knows about your past so you have to be ready
17:43mentally for those attacks with less than 24 hours left on parole i need somebody who puts my needs
17:55above their own needs like i'm going to do for them hey i love you velvet love you shadow
18:25this is like just crazy you know i can't believe i like lied to my daughter you know she doesn't
18:33want me with scott but i mean i think this is like the right thing i'm doing i i really think this is
18:39like the right thing i'm doing scott has no clue that i am coming to california and i'm just hoping that
18:46he really wants me to be there things ended really abruptly with us i can't be engaged to you
18:51what are you doing you just flushed the ring down the toilet and where are you going scott where are
19:00you going and i don't know i think it was like too hasty to break up with him i want to make sure
19:07that i made the right decision oh my goodness i'm like so nervous it's been 10 years since i traveled
19:16kind of freaking out about this i had to get a travel voucher my po gave me a travel voucher to see
19:23scott the rules when i travel is no alcohol and no drugs and just to actually be in the same place
19:32i say i am through the travel voucher okay i got my boarding passes i am so nervous to see scott
19:52like i am like on pins and needles i don't know if he still loves me i don't know i don't know what's
19:58going on hello hey um good just uh driving home from work
20:14i think i'll have mom convinced demetri watch i'll come over and we'll have lunch what in the world
20:19did you say to to convince mom i just told everybody deserve a chance second chance huh
20:27yeah thank you for getting this set up this means the world to me okay i'll see y'all tomorrow all right
20:33bye the fact that my dad he's gotten my mom to agree to meet tracy that makes me feel
20:41i just feel good because it shows me that he cares and that he wants everything to work out with all of us
20:46all four of us
21:08babe tracy last time i saw tracy was right before i dropped her up shop right before i went to work
21:17shipping home hours ago there's like no way i can get a hold of her now because her phone's broke and
21:24i was beyond excited that my mom's willing to meet tracy but now tracy being pissed off and alone
21:32makes me worried that she'll relapse tracy's an addict you know she always will be and
21:40it's just like a alcoholic you know who stopped drinking there'll always be a recovering alcoholic
21:45she played the runaway bride for me and i've had to rebuild my trust with tracy i just want a normal
21:54peaceful trouble-free life
21:57technically i'm not supposed to drink on parole but who's gonna know
22:05i just like i just i don't have anybody my husband's at work all day
22:13my in-laws won't have nothing to do with me they won't give me a chance they gave me a chance
22:18i died up so i want a second chance and they don't want to give it to me sometimes i just want to go
22:22back to my old life one more day and here i am it up i mean i'm finally going to be free and
22:30i just don't care i mean even i got one day left and i still don't care
22:37i don't know where my wife is if tracy gets locked up again it's over
22:47i held you down i held you down go yourself you won't run back to maggie if you ask her how to
22:57handle this situation
23:04right i'm done listen we ain't got a beef do you want a divorce or not
23:12yes because you want to sit there with your fat ass bitch of a girlfriend go for it
23:17all right that's fine my so now if why don't you listen let me hear it out your damn mouth
23:25i don't have no girl
23:29so the what i want you to sit there in front of my face saying you up you are sorry you have a
23:36girlfriend you want a divorce and you want to focus on the kids goodbye sarah i up i do not have a
23:43girlfriend and i want us to focus on our child if you want to get a divorce we can get a divorce
23:50and still focus on our children i'm not i'm not gonna sit here and i'm not gonna depend on nobody
23:56or nothing for my happiness i'm not gonna depend on nothing or nobody to help me physically mentally
24:01because i don't know what because i'm nine months pregnant going to work in the middle of winter
24:04picking our daughter up at 11 pm trying to put her to bed that's what i do you think i got a
24:10thank you from you no no respect all right listen because you want to know what women go through
24:16no no shut up you want to know what women go through when they carry children you bow down to them
24:20bitches i don't give a they go through a lot twice say what do you want me to kiss your ass
24:27if somebody get that phone and turn it off and everyone get out of my face get the camera out of
24:36my face get this off me i'm out
24:44at this point man it ain't no it ain't no fixing it right now i can't even talk to sarah right now i
24:49can't even confide in sarah she got me feeling anger and she got me feeling on edge that's how me and megan
24:55start talking in the first place because she fulfilled boys you don't fulfill i can't even
24:59talk to you with this phone conversation as of right now this the end there's no compromise with
25:06tito on 100 you know that i'm dealing with two very temperamental men put them in a room with an
25:12issue and that could never be a good outcome what happened if you go over there and it's not really
25:16receptive to what you want to say then we fight
25:23get him yo get him oh he's doing good well you make good banana pancakes dude okay one bottle
25:31served for this okay take a nap right now i am a family man now and it feels amazing yeah
25:38i love my daddy and my mommy and my little sister and and and and and my doggy
25:56why are you flushing do you want me to give you a lovey hey hey come here
26:07i don't know where my wife is
26:25hey what the babe what what are you yelling at me for
26:41do you know how i am
26:51like how paranoid i am about you know this parole bs and you know i almost had a relapse today
26:59i almost had a drink
27:00do you see where i'm at where am i at where am i at i came home i'm here
27:12in the past whenever a problem occurred i would always go use so i can um kind of numb my feelings
27:21and i thought i would feel happy at the bar but i'm not thirsty for liquor anymore
27:26i just why didn't you like try to get a hold of me somehow why because all you do is
27:33bitch all you do is gripe at me you can never be happy for me everything i do is wrong everything
27:39every little move i make i can't do this i can't do that i can't do this i'm sick of the rules your
27:43rules are almost done okay i haven't been off parole in almost 10 years now you know 10 years
27:51where i've always had somebody watching over me i'm ready to be a free woman
27:57you don't know what's going through my head these past few hours you know
28:01i thought you were in the back with either in a hospital or back of a damn cop car
28:07do you not know how to earn my trust i mean you don't know by being home and i'm home
28:12i trust tracy just not fully 100 because of what's happened in the past and just
28:23whenever something like that happens to you just takes a while for you to to get your full trust
28:28back with that person actually you should be proud of me i'm just glad you're okay and in one piece
28:33safe not not in jail i'm right here with you where i need to be despite all this i do got a little bit
28:40of good news you know we've talked a lot about mom you know what kind of impression you're gonna
28:46make on her if y'all get long whatever well i got her to agree to cook us a brunch tomorrow are you
28:54serious i got it done baby now i need you tomorrow to everything to go smooth okay good manners do you
29:03you know how to do that i think think back i think i can manage that tracy and my mom are like 12 a.m and
29:1212 p.m what can i do wrong when you look at this face oh
29:30okay that's the joy of home ownership you have to take care of yourself
29:34that was a a lot from the lawyer today i know
29:49there's no compromise with tito on 100 you know that and it's kind of like if he's already out of
29:57the picture why start a fight with somebody that's not even in the picture because instantly he's going
30:03to be defensive combative and he's going to have an attitude the way that he's been acting for the
30:09last x amount of months but he hasn't been around you should be able to right now strike him while he's
30:14down i'm not trying to take him down though it's not i'm not it's not about taking him down it's about
30:21hitting him while he is already down you know that i've lost two other children to adoption
30:29you know that pains me deeply you know that i'm scared that i can lose geo at any second you know
30:41that i have two other children that i had when i was a teenager and i lost them both to adoption when
30:50i was incarcerated for the first time at 18 years old i dream about seeing them again one day i never
30:56want them to feel like i left them or i forgot them or like they're not important to me or i gave
31:02them up because that's not what happened and it's not how i feel i don't want to take
31:11full custody away from him i just don't want to do it could even if no he's a low-life piece
31:18listen wait a minute wait a minute wait a minute you and i have both had difficult upbringings
31:27but let me ask you something do you love your mother of course do you have some kind of
31:32relationship with your father you do after everything that your father did and how absent
31:38he was from your life you've made the decision to still be in his life if somebody would have taken
31:44me from witnessing the cup that was being raised by my father i would have appreciated that much more
31:51than having to witness it i understand that but that's your decision it's only right for everybody
31:57to have that decision i know that everything that you've been through is why you strive to be such
32:05a good father figure if somebody would have kept me from having to witness that i would have appreciated it much more than
32:12i would have rather not have grown up like that
32:25go through what i had to go through
32:26to a boy your dad's everything
32:34i'm gonna be who i'm gonna be and tito's gonna be where he's gonna be and
32:38the chips are gonna fall where they may
32:44why don't the solution just be that we we get 50 50 now then i at least have
32:49half my rights and i can go for a hundred you know feeling how i feel about it maybe i
32:56maybe i should be the one to go talk to tito man to man
33:01i hear what you're saying but i think that it's probably a better idea if i go talk to him
33:07that's my ex i know how to work the angle better
33:11whatever happens if you go over there and he's hit you with a whole much stolen walls and
33:15it's not really receptive to what you want to say
33:20then we fight
33:30and ain't no talking to her we can't have a civilized conversation
33:33i don't have enough stress for today now it's time for me to go relieve some stress
33:37but i'm starving i'm about to knock something down tonight
33:50it smells good yeah i can
33:53getting released is just phenomenal and now you back in control of your life and feeling like a man
33:58i just want to have a good night together and make up for the lost time my kids have never eaten at a
34:04soul food restaurant i would like barbecue chicken some macaroni and cheese potato salad
34:13rice and gravy okay it's not thanksgiving are you born bread right you act like you've been in
34:19jail for like years i was eating top robins and and uh i can hear you now i got hot water you embarrassed
34:27that he's telling you about jeff yeah i really am i'm mad we can hear you we can hear you okay and you're
34:34gonna continue to hear me when our dread first moved out here nala wasn't happy about it she couldn't
34:41really connect with me at first and then finally she let me in and then i got locked back up so i
34:47guess you know she's a teenager now so she goes through those moments where i needed you here and
34:54you wasn't there so she just you know she had uh mixed emotions on how to feel about me
35:01oh that's a country thing it feels good just being together again and i just always want our family
35:12to be whole and together you know when you're not there we're not whole i understand that i know
35:20especially us being in this foreign place when you leave we feel like you abandoned but leaving is a
35:28whole different situation like i see a family member that i haven't seen in years and i get in
35:35the car with him and we get pulled over and he has a gun let me ask you this stuff happens in life
35:42and by us being a lot of stuff like nobody go to jail on accident it is it does happen out here yeah
35:49african americans go to jail every day out here yeah for no reason at all you really did scare us you
35:56know you know you know we felt you went back to the old you so don't you think you like owe us an apology
36:07i don't want you to feel like i abandoned y'all and you know i'm back in the streets doing dirt
36:16and all that but at the same time you have to understand it it's not that easy out there you
36:22understand what i'm saying i mostly wanted lamar to apologize to my mom because i feel like she
36:29deserves an apology for everything she's been put throughout here for me i just need a moment to get
36:35used to having you here again because i don't trust a lot of people and it's hard for me to trust people
36:41so when you come into the circle of people i trust and then just dip out i i don't like that i get it
36:48i feel like he's like mature enough to know what he's not supposed to be doing so it's it's hard for
36:57me to trust that he won't end up in this kind of situation again and end up going back again
37:02really i don't have no excuse you know that so i'm not going to offer now but i feel like
37:10i done took on a heavy role for somebody been gone 18 years and to step into a family a lot of dudes
37:18wouldn't even step up with their own family you know i mean i'm riding i'm riding for the family
37:25and i have your best interest at heart you know i enjoy being a family and i wouldn't have for
37:32anything else you know i love you and i'm here forever i hope that he's changed but i don't trust
37:40lamar yet he needs to get it together if he gets in trouble and he goes back to jail i'll go back to
37:49utah
37:59we can't have a civilized conversation and it didn't even have to be about me i don't care if
38:03it was about cereal it would have got left
38:13man i can't even i can't even got down but i just got the phone with sarah she was angry that
38:22i didn't just initially call her as soon as i was released because i had went out to eat with megan
38:28i knew that she was going to be mad but i didn't want to hold nothing back i just wanted everybody
38:33with full honesty just let her calm down she just let her calm down she worried about stuff yeah
38:41well she's kind of pregnant you know so what you gonna do i'm gonna go handle this with megan
38:47i text megan and tell her to pull up my po gave me until 7th to be out i didn't have enough stress
38:56for today i don't have enough stress for the past couple months so now it's time for me to go relieve
39:01some stress so megan on her way to come pick me up and we don't go to the hotel all right i'll see you
39:06um what time in the mini no what time that's up bye bye dang all right all right so now that michael is
39:20home i'm trying to keep him on the right path i'm trying to keep him you know being good making good
39:26decisions so in order for that to happen i need him to be home on time which is seven o'clock so i
39:31would greatly appreciate if you had him home one time okay you got the same goal then over it
39:45so how did everything go man what i mean everything was straightforward the conversation
39:53with my mom you know as i said right now i mean as of right now we can't have a civilized convert
40:00for sex everything fresh though everything fresh for everybody so it's going to be some
40:12animosity
40:18you said pick up where we left off right
40:22correct correct it's been a while
40:25so how you been holding out like being locked up like
40:28hot a lot of women can't not go with all six while they locked up what's over two what are you
40:36michael doesn't have the right to be so concerned now after what he did to me
40:48worry about your own
40:50you gonna hop in the shower with me maybe
40:54are you trying to play hard
41:00even though like all he put me through like i can't wait to to be with him again
41:09yeah it's intense i mean he's just very like sensual
41:12you know i ain't got 30 minutes all right come on see i'm on top of her i see let me see
41:20yo can you get away
41:23it's been about six or seven months since the last time that me and me had had six
41:27i mean it's been so long like i didn't care if it was on a wall on the couch on the floor
41:31i'm not sure what happens if the ankle monitor gets super wet but we're not staying in one
41:46position for it to get soaked anyway so i'm not tripping
41:51i'm most definitely trying to have rest flow like i got straight again