Love After Lockup - Season 6 Episode 4 -
Reckless Entanglements
Reckless Entanglements
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00:00:00Previously on Love After Lock-Up.
00:00:02Julius is calling.
00:00:04I can't believe we're about to be out.
00:00:05I can't wait to see you and just hug you.
00:00:07Hi, babe.
00:00:09What's up?
00:00:10Babe, this is you?
00:00:11Yeah, I'm with my mama right now.
00:00:13I don't like sneaking around, but it got to be done.
00:00:16You can't, like, see me tonight.
00:00:18Keeps me on my toes, you know?
00:00:20I want to show him what he's been missing.
00:00:24I met Brian in high school.
00:00:26Do you love me?
00:00:28What's up, babe?
00:00:29Right before we made it official,
00:00:30he was talking to this Jersey bitch.
00:00:33Where you at?
00:00:35Brian gave me his tablet from prison.
00:00:38Who is this?
00:00:39Why the you got somebody on the back of your player and not me?
00:00:43I'm currently locked up for possession of methamphetamine.
00:00:46Well, I told him he needs a racist phone.
00:00:48Here it goes.
00:00:49All contacts.
00:00:50This is your first time with me donor,
00:00:51so this is going to be cool.
00:00:52For both of us.
00:00:53Hey, babe.
00:00:54I'm thinking about the first opportunity I can get away with
00:00:57using Alex.
00:00:59I went to see him every weekend.
00:01:00She sent him money.
00:01:01Alex is JK's ex-girlfriend.
00:01:03She's part of the family, I guess.
00:01:05How much am I going to have to worry about the other females?
00:01:08The last time I talked to Alex was probably, like, two weeks ago.
00:01:11I can almost guarantee that Alex wants me to be with her.
00:01:14I'm so beautiful.
00:01:16Are you ready to be in a later relationship?
00:01:18I don't know.
00:01:19Did you talk to baby mama?
00:01:23No.
00:01:24Juela is still in love with Demandrick.
00:01:26Demandrick's cheated on me with her twice.
00:01:28When was the last time you talked to me?
00:01:29Last night.
00:01:30I get around with his business.
00:01:34The halfway house put a monitor on for two to three months.
00:01:37He is going to stay here.
00:01:38I'm sorry, what?
00:01:39He is going to stay here.
00:01:40Why are y'all keeping him free?
00:01:42My man.
00:01:43Courtney and I have been dating for about six months now.
00:01:46Because we're not married, they denied interstate contact.
00:01:50Courtney had to apply for special permission
00:01:52to leave Oregon and parole with me here,
00:01:54so this is devastating.
00:01:56I'm on my way to meet Courtney's mom.
00:01:58Do you think it's weird that I'm meeting you
00:01:59before I meet Courtney?
00:02:00Very weird.
00:02:01I've been thinking of asking her to marry me.
00:02:03I've been thinking of asking her to marry me.
00:02:24Wow.
00:02:25Interesting.
00:02:27I'm just so excited to be with her.
00:02:29Every time I start to freak out,
00:02:31when I hear her voice,
00:02:32it washes away instantly.
00:02:34You don't think that getting married to Courtney
00:02:36days after her release
00:02:38is a little bit too soon?
00:02:43I can see why,
00:02:44especially as her mom,
00:02:45you would be skeptical,
00:02:46but I don't know.
00:02:48I just adore her.
00:02:50Do you think you're going to still feel the same way
00:02:51once you actually meet her in person?
00:02:53Oh, yeah.
00:02:54Oh, yeah.
00:02:55If I like her that much
00:02:56by just talking to her on the phone,
00:02:57I can't imagine how much I'm going to like her
00:02:58when I actually get to meet her.
00:03:00Hmm.
00:03:01It's been a bumpy road with Courtney.
00:03:04Growing up, she was very smart.
00:03:06She was a straight-A student,
00:03:08but Courtney has a curiosity problem.
00:03:12She decided to leave when she was about 16,
00:03:15and it's really easy to hang out with bad people
00:03:19and make bad decisions.
00:03:21I just want to make sure that you know
00:03:23I'm going to do everything in my power
00:03:24to keep her safe, happy, healthy.
00:03:27Yeah.
00:03:29I like to hear that.
00:03:31Want to go up to our room?
00:03:32Yeah. Rooms?
00:03:33Separate rooms?
00:03:34Separate rooms?
00:03:37Courtney's mom definitely has every reason
00:03:38to feel like we're moving too fast,
00:03:40because we are.
00:03:41We are elevator bound.
00:03:43This is one of those things
00:03:44where I really have to follow my heart.
00:03:45What time are we going to get up in the morning?
00:03:47We'll be leaving 6 a.m. sharp.
00:03:49Sounds good.
00:03:50You have a good night.
00:03:51This relationship that we've built through conversation,
00:03:55it's something I know that's real.
00:03:58There we go.
00:03:59All right.
00:04:01Let's get unpacked.
00:04:03I cannot believe I'm only one day away from seeing Courtney.
00:04:06It's kind of scary, but in a good way.
00:04:09In a good way.
00:04:10I'm really excited.
00:04:12I found a TSA notice of baggage inspection,
00:04:17which on one hand is nice that they told me.
00:04:20I wonder what they thought about the butt plug.
00:04:24Courtney and I have definitely talked about the first time
00:04:26that we'll have sex.
00:04:27They almost definitely found the shibari ropes.
00:04:30Shibari is, I believe, a Japanese art of using
00:04:34a very soft rope to bind your partner.
00:04:37I've never used shibari ropes.
00:04:39Did something I always thought was super sexy.
00:04:42I think that'll be sort of a fun, um,
00:04:46a fun way for us to bond over something new in the bedroom
00:04:49that neither of us have experience in.
00:04:52When it comes to intimacy,
00:04:54it's been two years for me.
00:04:57I don't know.
00:04:58I just don't want to, like, put any pressure on it.
00:05:01Yeah, I picked a good one.
00:05:02That's gonna go crazy.
00:05:03Sometimes I wait till, like, I'm married or anything.
00:05:06But, like, I definitely want to wait, like,
00:05:08until, like, the first little bit of nerves wear off.
00:05:11I'm definitely gonna tie her fine ass up to this somehow.
00:05:13I haven't figured that out.
00:05:14We're gonna make use of the couch.
00:05:16Two days from now,
00:05:17you're not gonna want to touch any of the surfaces in here.
00:05:23Last night was amazing.
00:05:25I just cannot believe that he's here.
00:05:27And I get to wake up to him.
00:05:29It's like a dream come true.
00:05:30Last night was great.
00:05:31Oh, you had fun last night?
00:05:32Mm-hmm.
00:05:33Me too.
00:05:34I ain't gonna lie.
00:05:35Yeah.
00:05:36It was amazing.
00:05:37Facts.
00:05:38It's been six years since I've been with a woman.
00:05:39So, you know what I'm saying?
00:05:40It was...
00:05:41It got intense in there.
00:05:42You know what I'm saying?
00:05:43I was doing my thing.
00:05:44Mm-hmm.
00:05:45That felt great.
00:05:46I know it.
00:05:47Did you use protection?
00:05:48Nah.
00:05:49No, we didn't use no protection.
00:05:50Pull out game strong, for sure.
00:05:52So, we about to go meet up with my family and .
00:05:54Mm-hmm.
00:05:55Go eat, chill.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57How you feel about that?
00:05:58I know.
00:05:59I know.
00:06:00I know.
00:06:01I know.
00:06:02I know.
00:06:03I know.
00:06:04I know.
00:06:05I know.
00:06:06I know.
00:06:07I know.
00:06:08I know.
00:06:09I know.
00:06:10I know.
00:06:11I know.
00:06:12I know.
00:06:13I know.
00:06:14I know.
00:06:15I know.
00:06:16I know.
00:06:17It's gonna be weird seeing them for the first time in six years.
00:06:21Mm-hmm.
00:06:22You know, it hurt whenever your family don't, you know, keep it running.
00:06:27It's been a bumpy road with my sisters and my mother.
00:06:31The whole six years, they didn't come see me, like, so you gonna always remember that.
00:06:35They weren't making sure I was good when I was locked up.
00:06:38I don't really appreciate that.
00:06:40I would have never in a million years seen me about to today come meet up with all of them in one place.
00:06:46To try to rekindle it, because in my head, I was already like .
00:06:51You went around with me when I was locked down at my worst.
00:06:54Why I'm gonna you when I'm at my best?
00:06:56Man, it's a lot y'all need to catch up on and just talk about and get out and put it on the table.
00:07:02Because it's been six years, it's like, y'all might as well.
00:07:05I have a close relationship with Julius' family.
00:07:08Me and his sister have been friends for, like, ten plus years now.
00:07:10We gotta go.
00:07:11But if you're being disrespectful to him, I mean, I have to stand with my man.
00:07:17This is the life and the person I'm trying to create my own family with.
00:07:20Ashley, she was sending me pictures and, like, lingerie and s*** like that.
00:07:27She looked a'ight.
00:07:30Her legs just look better.
00:07:32But, you know, I'm gonna go see her today.
00:07:34It's her birthday.
00:07:35In fact, I need to text her and tell her happy birthday.
00:07:39It's my birthday.
00:07:44Today's about me.
00:07:45I had a great night, actually.
00:07:49We ended up popping the bottles of champagne.
00:07:52I let the girls have a couple of drinks.
00:07:54We was like, s*** these roses and we threw the rose petals everywhere.
00:08:00This is not how I was expecting to start off my birthday.
00:08:03So I'm really hoping that Julius gets to act together and shows up today and treats me with respect and does everything he said he's going to do.
00:08:13Because at this moment, he is not living up to anything he said he was going to do.
00:08:18He didn't text me or call me or anything this morning to say happy birthday.
00:08:24What is he doing?
00:08:25Alex is doing so much for me, but hopefully later on, if I got time for it, I'm able to see Ashley.
00:08:35I'm ready.
00:08:36You ready?
00:08:37Yeah.
00:08:38I got to sneak around, you know what I'm saying?
00:08:39I got to keep them both in the dark.
00:08:42What else can I do?
00:08:43She don't know that I came to see you.
00:08:52But is she cool on the part with us?
00:08:55She know she ain't cool with us.
00:08:57You know, I might have to make things kind of spicy.
00:09:00He said send me a pic though, just so I know it's really you.
00:09:08Why am I sitting in the back?
00:09:09Why am I not sitting up here with Stu?
00:09:11Don't start that because she's driving and she needs to concentrate on driving.
00:09:22Damn.
00:09:23A home I ain't never seen before.
00:09:24You really haven't?
00:09:25No, she wasn't.
00:09:26Oh, she wasn't.
00:09:27Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:09:28I forgot.
00:09:29Hey, baby.
00:09:30How you doing?
00:09:31Doing good.
00:09:32How are you, baby?
00:09:33I'm good.
00:09:35Come here, stupid.
00:09:37Finally get out.
00:09:38Come on.
00:09:39Come on, homie.
00:09:40All right.
00:09:41How you doing?
00:09:44Being home for the first time is a surreal moment.
00:09:48Come see your home sweet home.
00:09:50Y'all got air conditioning?
00:09:51Y'all got Wi-Fi?
00:09:52I ain't got no Wi-Fi.
00:09:53Mama, the house is nice.
00:09:56Y'all did a good job.
00:09:58Of course you did.
00:09:59Shut up.
00:10:00My relationship with David is very good.
00:10:02I was super hard on that man growing up.
00:10:04There was times I told him I hated him.
00:10:06There was times I told him he wasn't my real dad.
00:10:08And a lot of that came from the resentment I had because my own father wasn't around.
00:10:13Hey, David.
00:10:14Yeah.
00:10:15What time you gonna cook?
00:10:16I've already got it started, fool.
00:10:18You don't smell it?
00:10:19I smell something.
00:10:21He's been there for me unconditionally and I will forever love him for that.
00:10:25Mama, so the box, did they tell you the range on it or what?
00:10:30Okay.
00:10:31When he came and put it in, he told me you cannot go out the front door or the back door.
00:10:35Go beyond.
00:10:36That should be the garage door because the washer and dryer, our refrigerator, the freezer.
00:10:40To spend so long in prison and then have to come home on a monitor, obviously it's inconvenient.
00:10:46I'm just glad that I'm able to get off in 60 days and it's not longer.
00:10:50Go stand by the box, baby.
00:10:52Just tell me if it beeps.
00:10:53Okay.
00:10:54All right, I'm gonna close the door and go to the edge of the garage.
00:10:57Okay.
00:10:58Okay.
00:11:00Is it good?
00:11:03It's beeping, babe!
00:11:06Babe, come back.
00:11:07It's beeping!
00:11:10We just beeped.
00:11:12April Fools!
00:11:14Welcome home.
00:11:15I'm shaking right now.
00:11:16I'm gonna have an heart attack.
00:11:19That's a real ass move.
00:11:21I know.
00:11:23It worked too.
00:11:24What's up, babe?
00:11:25This is where we're sleeping.
00:11:26There's been a change of plans.
00:11:28Marla has graciously offered her room to y'all.
00:11:32Where's her room at?
00:11:33Come here and I'll show you.
00:11:35Marla, she's just been a part of my family for a really long time now.
00:11:40I think she just wanted us to be able to have that intimate moment and be able to have our privacy that first night at home.
00:11:48This is Marla's room.
00:11:50We can either put a blow-up mattress on the floor for now or...
00:11:55Beats a metal cot.
00:12:01No, that's gonna work fine.
00:12:02Thank you, mama.
00:12:03Okay.
00:12:05I love you.
00:12:06I'm gonna love you, too.
00:12:08Okay.
00:12:09I'm gonna go back in here.
00:12:10All right.
00:12:11All right.
00:12:14Is this good, baby, or what?
00:12:17Yeah.
00:12:18Come here.
00:12:19It's kind of gonna have to work.
00:12:21Come here.
00:12:23What?
00:12:24It's kind of gonna have to work.
00:12:26Like, this is not really, like, ideal.
00:12:31CPAP machine.
00:12:33A piss bucket.
00:12:35My handrails.
00:12:36It's small in here, like...
00:12:38Okay.
00:12:39That's a tiny bit.
00:12:40What is it here?
00:12:41Because it just does.
00:12:42Like, we're not gonna have, like, alone time.
00:12:44Yeah, we're not alone.
00:12:45The door's closed.
00:12:46Okay, but still...
00:12:48I don't give a .
00:12:49It's your mom's house.
00:12:51So what?
00:12:53Why can't you just be happy that I'm home?
00:12:55You said you've been waiting on this moment so long,
00:12:57and then it's happening, and, like,
00:12:58we finally get alone time,
00:12:59and then you're sitting here complaining about, like,
00:13:02living situations.
00:13:03Like, you got control over it.
00:13:04I got an income monitor on.
00:13:05I'm not trying to be a , but...
00:13:06But you are.
00:13:08Like, I'm not trying to complain at all.
00:13:11But, honestly, it feels like I'm in a nursing home.
00:13:16What do you want?
00:13:17What do you need from me?
00:13:19First of all, tone down the way you think
00:13:20you're gonna talk to me.
00:13:21Oh, because you're aggravating the out of me.
00:13:23Because that ain't gonna work.
00:13:24Like, me coming home.
00:13:26Like, I've been going six years.
00:13:27You've been waiting on this long...
00:13:28How long?
00:13:29How long you been having to come home?
00:13:30Like, three years.
00:13:31Like, three years.
00:13:32Like, just be grateful that I'm home.
00:13:33Well, look at it from inside.
00:13:34Look at it from my view, too.
00:13:35Because I can't go to your house.
00:13:36I don't have...
00:13:37I can't...
00:13:38What?
00:13:39You want me to cut the mother off, or what?
00:13:40I mean...
00:13:41Baby.
00:13:44Just work with me, please.
00:13:45I love you.
00:13:46I love you, too.
00:13:47Come here.
00:13:48Stop trying on me.
00:13:49Okay?
00:13:50Okay.
00:13:51Come on.
00:13:52Come on.
00:13:53Come on.
00:13:54Come on.
00:13:55Come on.
00:13:56Come on.
00:13:57Yes.
00:13:58Come on, come on.
00:14:00Come on.
00:14:02Come on.
00:14:03Yes.
00:14:10Demondra kiss.
00:14:12Been in the halfway house.
00:14:14Your girl is a little stressed out.
00:14:16This is my man's life we talking about,
00:14:18and of course nobody cares.
00:14:20You know, I try to be his rock,
00:14:22but this could be crumbling a little bit, okay?
00:14:26Herring down the lane.
00:14:28I'm taking my life for just one piece.
00:14:32All right.
00:14:34So it's send you these and not this.
00:14:36Which ones?
00:14:38Oh, excuse me.
00:14:40Hello.
00:14:42What's up, baby?
00:14:44You got any news, any information?
00:14:46I'm at the house. I got an interview on the trail.
00:14:48I was trying to see if you can come get me.
00:14:50I miss Demondra so much.
00:14:52I want him home.
00:14:54Just because you know if I don't get a job,
00:14:56people are going to try to make me stay up here.
00:14:58You know I'm going to be there.
00:15:00Demondra has been in the halfway house a week.
00:15:03Anything they ask, he has to do.
00:15:05He has to go to job interviews.
00:15:08He has to get his social.
00:15:10He has to get his driver's license.
00:15:12They have curfews.
00:15:14OK.
00:15:16And if not, we're going to have a problem.
00:15:18I'm worried that if I'm not able to be there for him
00:15:22like he needs me to be, that his baby mother will be there.
00:15:26I'm going to make it happen.
00:15:28All right, mama.
00:15:29All right.
00:15:31I'll be right back.
00:15:32All right.
00:15:33All right.
00:15:35Like, I just want to hold his hand all day.
00:15:37I want to love on him all day.
00:15:39Unfortunately, we're on a time limit.
00:15:41So I got to get him back to where he needs to be
00:15:43so he doesn't get more time added on.
00:15:45Oh, yeah.
00:15:48Oh, yeah.
00:16:01My adjustment to the halfway house has been very difficult.
00:16:06They put a monitor on us.
00:16:08I have to be in the building at 5.
00:16:11They take my phone every night at 9 o'clock
00:16:13like I'm a little kid.
00:16:15So are you ready for anything?
00:16:17Yeah.
00:16:18OK.
00:16:19What's some qualities?
00:16:20I'm dependable.
00:16:22Meaning, like, I always be on time.
00:16:24You need something done, I'm usually going to get it done.
00:16:27If I don't get a job, I can end up back in prison here.
00:16:32You look good.
00:16:34You look good, too.
00:16:35Ooh.
00:16:38Wait till I can see it all.
00:16:40All right.
00:16:41Look.
00:16:42Money is definitely tight right now.
00:16:44I've spent more than $20,000 on him.
00:16:48And just working two jobs, it's just frustrating,
00:16:51especially when I still feel like, where's the reward?
00:16:54I'm not getting anything out of it.
00:16:56I've waited too long to do the nasty while I'm in.
00:16:59What's the nature of your charge?
00:17:01Having a firearm while under felony indictment.
00:17:03I want to say unlawful possession of a firearm.
00:17:05I was recently released from prison.
00:17:07OK.
00:17:08I was there for two years.
00:17:09And what did you do for work prior to that?
00:17:12I've worked at warehouses most of my life.
00:17:15OK.
00:17:16Matter of fact, right after college.
00:17:24That's my baby mama calling me.
00:17:28OK.
00:17:31Since I've got out of prison, I've been talking to Jaweila.
00:17:34To speak to my children.
00:17:36Make sure they're all right.
00:17:37Make sure she's all right.
00:17:39Deanna and Jaweila, they don't like each other.
00:17:44We have a position.
00:17:45It's a production job.
00:17:46And so they manufacture concrete pipes.
00:17:49And the pay rate is $16 an hour.
00:17:51OK.
00:17:52We will get your resume submitted for the hiring manager
00:17:55and see if he, you know, is interested in bringing you on.
00:17:59That sounds great.
00:18:00All right.
00:18:02It was nice meeting you.
00:18:03Nice meeting you, too.
00:18:04I really don't want to get my hopes up.
00:18:05But I'm definitely willing to put in the work
00:18:07at the concrete job.
00:18:09I learn fast.
00:18:10And I know I'll get the hang of it.
00:18:11I know I'll be good.
00:18:14How'd it go, baby?
00:18:15It went well, for the most part.
00:18:18Let's just pray and hope that it come through.
00:18:20All right, baby, baby.
00:18:29I'll be making my stomach turn in knots.
00:18:36That's all you worry about.
00:18:37Don't nobody want me like you be saying?
00:18:38That's a lie.
00:18:39Who?
00:18:41Oh, bye.
00:18:43Bye.
00:18:45Do you love Jaweila?
00:18:49I'm moving on.
00:18:50It's a new beginning.
00:18:52All right, thank you, mama.
00:18:57You got it, baby.
00:18:58All right.
00:19:05This is insane.
00:19:06Who's this?
00:19:08He's getting out.
00:19:09He's coming over to us?
00:19:10Yeah.
00:19:11What the bitch doing on the back of your tablet?
00:19:13This bitch.
00:19:14Oh, you guys factory reset it.
00:19:16Damn, you guys really me, dude.
00:19:18I'm not even kidding.
00:19:20It's like for your own good.
00:19:21But you need all your old contact.
00:19:22It's first start.
00:19:25Yeah.
00:19:34Okay, we're here.
00:19:36Joey's gonna think he can make choices for me
00:19:38that are for my own good.
00:19:41I'm not a kid.
00:19:42All right, grab that.
00:19:43The rules.
00:19:45I got it.
00:19:46Rules.
00:19:47Don't give me a hard time about all of them.
00:19:48I appreciate all the support while I've been in there,
00:19:50but that kind of is what makes me feel trapped.
00:19:53Oh, man.
00:19:54What do you feel like Keaton?
00:19:55He's starving.
00:19:56Oh, here we go.
00:19:57Yeah, I'm excited.
00:19:59That's the one I want.
00:20:00Meat Lover's Omelette.
00:20:02Yeah, that looks good, huh?
00:20:03Yes.
00:20:04Hello, guys.
00:20:05You ready to order?
00:20:06I will have a Meat Lover's Omelette.
00:20:09Yeah, I'm gonna do the Meat Lover's Omelette, too.
00:20:12Mm-hmm.
00:20:13Okay.
00:20:14Wanna look at that?
00:20:15Your highly recommendations?
00:20:16Yeah, they're just recommendations.
00:20:18Okay.
00:20:19So, upon my release date, it says,
00:20:23um, report in person immediately to your parole officer.
00:20:26Paroli will go directly to the destination approved by the commission.
00:20:30Any deviation in travel plans will require prior permission from the commission staff.
00:20:35No, we already, that's the thing, deviated because we went to breakfast.
00:20:39Yeah, we're fine.
00:20:43So, bottom line is we're going to a hotel tonight.
00:20:46Period.
00:20:47I'm not even worried about it.
00:20:48That's what we're doing.
00:20:49And we'll do the halfway house in the morning.
00:20:50I don't know.
00:20:51That's the thing.
00:20:52I think I'm afraid if we don't, then what's the ramifications of, I don't know.
00:20:55Do you want me to be forthcoming and honest with, if they could, you're taking a risk of them telling me no.
00:21:00No.
00:21:01No.
00:21:02I want him to check in with his PO.
00:21:04That was my thing.
00:21:05It's like, just ask for permission.
00:21:07But that's his criminal thinking.
00:21:09Because it's not really to him.
00:21:10He doesn't really think it's a lie.
00:21:12He's like, well, if I didn't tell him, I didn't ask for permission, then I can't get in trouble.
00:21:16May not enter into any relationship until the parole officer and treatment provider approves.
00:21:21Yeah.
00:21:26I don't know if today's the day to bring it up, though.
00:21:28Do you think?
00:21:29I'd say we wait a week or two before we spring it on him and just say, well, I haven't seen his hair.
00:21:34And then what if he says, why didn't you say that first when you first got out?
00:21:37Who picked you up?
00:21:38Don't they flex on you when they first get out, usually?
00:21:40Yeah.
00:21:41Just to show you?
00:21:42They do, but they can't really flex on me because I know what they can do and what they can't do.
00:21:48They're not going to scare me.
00:21:49What I'm saying, what could they do?
00:21:51The worst they could do is...
00:21:52Violate me.
00:21:53Yeah.
00:21:54I know that sucks for you to hear that.
00:21:56I'm seeing all these little red flags.
00:22:00Michael's not an honest person.
00:22:02Michael lies about a lot of things.
00:22:04Hello, guys.
00:22:05This is...
00:22:06Bacon?
00:22:07Okay.
00:22:08This is with fruit instead of passion.
00:22:10Okay.
00:22:11This could be Michael's last chance.
00:22:14I think if he doesn't shape up this time, yeah, he's definitely looking at some more serious jail, prison time.
00:22:23Who is that?
00:22:24I don't know.
00:22:25What we gonna see?
00:22:26What up?
00:22:27What the ?
00:22:28What you got going on?
00:22:30Who the picture in the back of your tablet?
00:22:37Where'd you get it from?
00:22:38Why ain't you got a picture of me in the back of your tablet?
00:22:44I don't care, bro.
00:22:45I asked you why you don't have a picture of me.
00:22:46Like, what the ?
00:22:47What the ?
00:22:48What you got going on?
00:22:49What you got going on?
00:22:50What you talking about?
00:22:51Who the...
00:22:52Who the picture in the back of your tablet?
00:22:56I don't know.
00:22:57Where'd you get it from?
00:22:59Why ain't you got a picture of me in the back of your tablet?
00:23:03I don't care, bro.
00:23:06I asked you why you don't have a picture of me.
00:23:09Like, what the the bitch doing on the back of your tablet and I'm not on the back of your tablet?
00:23:14Are you kidding me?
00:23:22Okay, so you just have some random dumb bitch in the back of your player.
00:23:25That's not weird?
00:23:28I'm just asking.
00:23:29I'm just asking a question you can't answer.
00:23:32This bitch...
00:23:33Bro.
00:23:34I am livid right now.
00:23:37Like, I'm doing out of the ordinary.
00:23:39I'm driving all around town.
00:23:41Just trying to appease you and make sure you're straight and your transition is going well.
00:23:45And I'm literally sitting here like, who the is this big booty bitch?
00:23:50Bitches is tweaking, okay?
00:23:52Period.
00:23:57Yeah, because what type of dumb you want?
00:23:59Why would you hang up the phone?
00:24:00So what?
00:24:03So you just hung up the phone for what though?
00:24:06That was stupid.
00:24:12Now I'm being weird.
00:24:13Okay.
00:24:17Okay.
00:24:18Prior to me going into labor with my daughter, my ex's new baby mom messaged me and told me that she and my daughter's dad, they had a thing going on.
00:24:33I thought, you know, Ryan was different.
00:24:36But I apologize.
00:24:37It's been on my clear since I got my clear in 2020, bro.
00:24:41I never seen.
00:24:42I never touched.
00:24:43I never did nothing, bro.
00:24:44It just been here.
00:24:45Okay.
00:24:46But like, yo, can you just wait till I kiss you to be psycho?
00:24:49Like, damn.
00:24:50I would have been a-okay if I would have never seen that picture threw a bitch off.
00:25:01I ain't gonna hold you like.
00:25:07That was boozy as .
00:25:09You dumb.
00:25:10You dumb as hell.
00:25:11If me and Brian don't work out, I don't even want to try anymore.
00:25:18Why are you doing it?
00:25:20I want you to, Brian.
00:25:21Yeah.
00:25:30Who the are you talking to all morning?
00:25:31Well, what do you want me to do?
00:25:32Not to me talking to your ex.
00:25:33Do you want to read the messages?
00:25:35Yes.
00:25:36You good?
00:25:37I'm good.
00:25:38Yeah, that's fine.
00:25:41Oh, my God.
00:25:42Look out.
00:25:43How donkey is.
00:25:44What in the hell?
00:25:45I can't believe how tall he is.
00:25:46Oh, gosh.
00:25:47Who is he, bruh?
00:25:48I love you.
00:25:49I love you.
00:25:50I love you.
00:25:51Why don't you even look the same?
00:25:52Hey, y'all.
00:25:53I love you.
00:25:54I love you.
00:25:55I love you.
00:25:56Julius, he's my only son.
00:25:57It's been so long since I've been here.
00:25:58I love you.
00:25:59I love you.
00:26:00I love you.
00:26:01Why don't you even look the same?
00:26:03Hey, y'all.
00:26:04I love you.
00:26:05I love you.
00:26:06I love you.
00:26:07I love you, sir.
00:26:08Julius, he's my only son.
00:26:10so long since i've really seen him i didn't even get to visit him in a prison because i lost my
00:26:15license so so happy to see him today wow oh my god you're so tall feel good to be here with y'all
00:26:26though for real man does it feel like weird like life out here yeah it feels crazy me going to
00:26:33prison affecting my whole family once you've gone for so long people just get to forget it
00:26:38if the tables were turned i would definitely go visit them if i could
00:26:44or you know i'm saying you know i'm trying to make sure i answer all their phone calls do whatever
00:26:48they need me to do like that's the fam you know i am sorry for not coming to see you that wasn't
00:26:55that's not right you know yeah and i hope that you can forgive me for that no i do because i i'm like
00:27:02well i have so much going on it's just like i could have made you think you do me i'm glad that
00:27:09alexis me like getting you guys together when you were looking for just somebody to have to talk to
00:27:15and just support you like made it to here alexis is just a light in my life yeah but i'm just
00:27:25such a good person and i know that you need somebody like that julius and i during his time
00:27:33in prison we didn't always get along he needed things from me and i was a single mother of kids
00:27:39so we kind of bumped heads and he kind of felt left out at the end of the day like you my sister like
00:27:44you know what i'm saying like yeah my family i'm just really happy that we're moving past and moving
00:27:50forward and rebuilding the relationship i can't believe how tall you are no it's crazy like my
00:28:00goodness i missed you oh no i missed you too how you doing i'm doing okay yeah yeah i'm sorry i didn't
00:28:09get to see you when you were locked up because you know i was drinking and stuff a lot lost my license
00:28:15that's no because i mean it went nuts because my baby was gone you know no and it just took me
00:28:24to a different place i can't blame you you know what i'm saying because really at the end of the day
00:28:29no but really it was partly my fault because i wasn't the best mother when you guys were growing
00:28:35up i was sort of had my struggle no we were struggling but i told her to take that path my mother
00:28:44she was you know she was drinking a lot dealing with her depression growing up it was hard you
00:28:51don't want to see your mama like that i'm just glad that you're here i know and i got to see
00:28:58we finally seeing each other getting that off our chest leaving all that bad energy in the past
00:29:05you know when we can move forward i can tell it's going to be a good future yeah how was you feeling
00:29:11good relief like thank god it's over yeah i think alexis is a good person and i just hope
00:29:22at the end of the day things work out well in their favor julius i've never known him as like a player
00:29:28but he's also a private person so there could be things that i didn't know yeah
00:29:34you keep calling somebody calling you it's going straight to voicemail i do plan on me and ashley
00:29:45tonight like i want to see her you know what i'm saying i don't like sneaking around because it's just
00:29:50too much i gotta get this out the way i love you what are you talking oh i have a whole buttload of
00:30:04messages robert brian he says send me a we've never been able to nail down michael's body count but he
00:30:12thinks it's over 100. do you really feel like you want to be in their relationship think you should
00:30:18come home with the boys
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00:32:39Got her.
00:32:40You two know each other.
00:32:41Yeah, she's my fiancée.
00:32:44The way this case is going, I ain't never getting married.
00:32:48Dude, you say utes.
00:32:49Yeah, two utes.
00:32:52Are you sure?
00:32:53Positive.
00:32:59What's good?
00:33:00You still coming to get me?
00:33:01When you open in the morning, do you think of me?
00:33:05I'm not the first thing on your mind.
00:33:08What's good, baby boy?
00:33:10What's up, brother?
00:33:11I'm Ice Word, been in that corner.
00:33:12What's up, baby?
00:33:14You all right?
00:33:14How you been?
00:33:15Looking good, boy.
00:33:16You look good, too.
00:33:17It's been a few weeks into the halfway house.
00:33:20The job interview, I think it went well.
00:33:22Hoping they give it to me, and I can actually get started, and these people can get off my
00:33:25back.
00:33:27Where we going?
00:33:27Bucket of love.
00:33:29You mean no Joela today, right?
00:33:32Hey, yo.
00:33:32We want to make sure everything cope with steady.
00:33:36There's still a lot of feelings involved.
00:33:37This is my baby mama.
00:33:38We've talked probably over nine years, and been together a little over seven, so Joela definitely
00:33:44wants to be a happy family.
00:33:46I'm not telling Kiana, no.
00:33:47That'd be crazy suicide.
00:33:50I'm going to need you to come in with me.
00:33:52Just sit at a different table.
00:33:53Watch out for me.
00:33:54Make sure.
00:33:54Are you scared?
00:33:55I ain't scared.
00:33:56I just don't want no problems.
00:34:00Appreciate you.
00:34:01Okay.
00:34:02What's up, mama?
00:34:03How you doing?
00:34:04You all right?
00:34:05Yeah.
00:34:05How's her?
00:34:06How you been?
00:34:07Good, good, good.
00:34:10Oh, .
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:14What's you been doing?
00:34:16I've been all right.
00:34:17What about yourself?
00:34:18Same.
00:34:19After you been out?
00:34:20Yeah, yeah.
00:34:21Feeling good.
00:34:21I'm ready to be out there, mother .
00:34:23Tired of sitting there now.
00:34:25About this way.
00:34:27How the boys doing?
00:34:28All right.
00:34:29They've been waiting on you, though.
00:34:31I'm ready to see them, too.
00:34:32They know what's up.
00:34:33We're going to party.
00:34:34We're going to have a ball as soon as we can.
00:34:36I have three kids.
00:34:38Boy, Joela.
00:34:39My kids mean the most to me.
00:34:41My youngest son, Kyrie, he was four months before I went to prison.
00:34:45It was hard.
00:34:47My kids don't have their father.
00:34:48I had mine, so my kids will have theirs.
00:34:50You know, my daddy didn't have a barbecue, man.
00:34:55I would love for you to bring the kids up there, you know what I mean?
00:34:58So we kick it.
00:35:00And, uh, Kiana will be there.
00:35:02She don't know that I came to see you, so let that be known.
00:35:06Don't be telling her that I came to see you and all that other .
00:35:09But is she cool on the part with us, or?
00:35:13You know she ain't cool with us.
00:35:15So how are we supposed to compare it?
00:35:19I don't know.
00:35:20She going to have to figure it out.
00:35:21Deal with it.
00:35:22The last time I had saw that Madrick was when he had got arrested before he went to jail.
00:35:29He looked good.
00:35:30He looked decent.
00:35:31I might always be attracted to him.
00:35:33Well, in my sense, I am, because I'm like a dark-skinned man, so.
00:35:37You know, I might have to just show up to the barbecue and something nice and make things kind of spicy.
00:35:45I know it was a little rough for us before I left, you know what I mean?
00:35:49I don't know what I should just really be doing at this point, you know?
00:36:06I can't make you change your mind about your relationship, but I wish you would have waited a little bit, I guess.
00:36:13I guess I wasn't too much over it.
00:36:15Uh, at the same time, I can say I felt the same way.
00:36:21I still feel the same way a little bit, you know what I mean?
00:36:24I still feel like I cling on to you a little bit more than I'm probably supposed to.
00:36:29But if I'm trying something else, I'm going to notice where I want to be, you know what I mean?
00:36:35I mean, that's how I'd be looking at it.
00:36:37Well, that's fine.
00:36:38Do you really feel like you want to be in their relationship, or you think you should come home with the boys?
00:36:46Sometimes I contemplate about both.
00:36:49You know what I mean?
00:36:50I do want to be in my relationship.
00:36:52But at the same time, you know what I mean?
00:36:54I do think about how it would be different.
00:36:56I still care for you.
00:36:59I still want you to be all right.
00:37:00I still going to make sure you're all right.
00:37:03If life swings us back to try again one day, maybe that can happen.
00:37:08But as far as right now, let's just focus on co-parenting and doing for the kids, trying to be as good as we can for them.
00:37:16My relationship with Kiana is great.
00:37:21I love everything about Kiana, and I love the potential that we have as one.
00:37:26You know what I mean?
00:37:27But on the other hand, Joela is the mother of my kids.
00:37:30I've been with you for a long time, so it's definitely a little hard trying to tear away from that.
00:37:35Are you ready to get a better?
00:37:37Yeah.
00:37:37It's nice seeing you and stuff.
00:37:40I don't think it'll be too hard to get him back, because once he's ready to do him, he's ready to do him.
00:37:45So I just hope she prepared for it.
00:37:59You ready to go?
00:38:01We got to get going.
00:38:03You're making me nervous.
00:38:04We don't have time to screw around.
00:38:05I'll meet you downstairs.
00:38:07We are living the good life.
00:38:11Ready, no clap, man.
00:38:13We are living the good life.
00:38:15I'm feeling pretty nervous, exhausted, working off very little sleep.
00:38:21But I think here in a couple hours, it's going to be worth it.
00:38:24Today's release day, and I couldn't be any more excited.
00:38:27I get to see Courtney today, and I think I'm going to burst.
00:38:30Right now, I'm just making sure she has everything she needs.
00:38:33Bag, phone, flowers.
00:38:36The idea of finally seeing Courtney for the first time in person has me really nervous.
00:38:40I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't worried that we wouldn't click the same way.
00:38:43Once I get her up here, I'd like to have some alone time with her.
00:38:45I'd like to sit, honestly cuddle, maybe take a nap, get to know her in person.
00:38:51Um, that might turn into sex, for sure.
00:38:54Not being able to touch Courtney has definitely been a frustrating experience, but it's also
00:38:59been kind of a very sort of attractive buildup.
00:39:03And of course, this might actually come out today.
00:39:07Some people might say that I'm proposing on a whim, but I don't really feel like I am.
00:39:11I know that I love Courtney.
00:39:13She just means the world to me, so I think it's a really easy choice.
00:39:18Good morning, Susie.
00:39:19Good morning.
00:39:20You ready?
00:39:20Yes.
00:39:21Let's do it.
00:39:21Dilly-dallying around, or what's the deal here?
00:39:24Yeah.
00:39:25The difficulties of being a mom with a child in prison is just not talking to them a lot.
00:39:32But on a positive side, it was like I knew where she was, and I knew she was safe.
00:39:38I've been concerned about Courtney's safety for probably five years.
00:39:44I'm just wondering where she was and how she was doing.
00:39:47There would go, she would go times without speaking to us, and then, you know, then she
00:39:51would reappear.
00:39:53It's kind of like letting go of the reins on a horse.
00:39:57If you do this, you're going to suffer the consequences.
00:40:00And so I think that that's, I'm hoping that that's what Courtney has learned from.
00:40:03I bet you are super excited since you've never met her.
00:40:08Yeah.
00:40:09I feel like every time we talk, we've been, like, counting down days.
00:40:12Yeah.
00:40:12We've waited for this day for too long.
00:40:14I'm hoping that me and Courtney can really work on a better relationship and communicate
00:40:21better.
00:40:22Is this your first time being at the prison?
00:40:24Yeah.
00:40:25I just haven't been able to get down here.
00:40:28It's a jaunt a ways from home, an expensive flight, and then you get down here and you
00:40:32have the hotel expense, and, you know, it just adds up.
00:40:37Pulling up.
00:40:38Pulling up.
00:40:39Yeah.
00:40:42Let's do it.
00:40:43God, I'm so stoked.
00:40:48I was, like, almost not nervous at all on the drive over here, and now I'm just, like,
00:40:52butterflies and everything.
00:40:54I just can't wait to see the look on her face.
00:40:56She's going to be so stoked.
00:40:58Courtney and I were talking the other day about how neither of us were really particularly
00:41:01nervous about this, and now my stomach's a knot, so I just can't stop looking that direction
00:41:06waiting for her.
00:41:07I hope she comes out soon.
00:41:08Where is she?
00:41:09I know.
00:41:10I'm freezing my balls off.
00:41:11It's been five minutes.
00:41:11We're probably just being impatient.
00:41:14Gosh, dang it.
00:41:18I'm super excited.
00:41:20I can't wait to see her and hug her.
00:41:22Come on.
00:41:24I should have put some socks on, but I'm still, I'm glad I'm here.
00:41:29Where is she at?
00:41:30Who's this?
00:41:33Will.
00:41:33Will.
00:41:37He's getting out.
00:41:39He's coming over to us?
00:41:40Yeah.
00:41:40I hope nothing went wrong.
00:41:42That's a big kiss.
00:41:50Can I kiss in case I go to jail and I don't come back out?
00:41:55Have a lovely day.
00:42:00Crazy.
00:42:01so samsung gets a copy of all my backup stuff so you guys are lucky so basically it just defeats
00:42:12all purpose because then you're just going to reset it and have everything well it's like got
00:42:17my abs on there and um messages um different number no thanks to you oh i have a whole butt
00:42:26load of messages robert brian andrew oh there's dj there's gino we've never been able to nail down
00:42:36michael's body count but he thinks it's over 100. there's some of michael's friends that i don't
00:42:42want to reconnect because i know that's what he did with his friends he says send me just so i
00:42:47know it's really you jk unless you're gonna do it lol do you have any friends that you have
00:42:56yeah i have a lot of friends that i haven't had sex with not well not a lot not most of them
00:43:05oh i want to see spencer too i gotta tell spencer a new number oh he said what's up these bottoms
00:43:11out here are going to be buzzing when word gets out you're out probably
00:43:18i don't know why i'm nervous because i'm like looking it's two o'clock and you've been out
00:43:23since nine they're like where the we're fine dude kick back where am i going in here see that big
00:43:28building back there that's where we're going i'm telling you i've literally checked in the next day
00:43:33and it's been fine joey's starting to get so snappy it's annoying me i've lived this thing i know how
00:43:41how to do it right all it is doing is pissing me off all right bye i'll be back okay okay well i need
00:43:48this maybe take your good luck phone nothing's gonna happen
00:43:52i need to know how to do it okay i need to know how to do it okay i need to know how to do it
00:44:04what they say babe so it went it went all right that wasn't my po i was talking with the district
00:44:10manager though i got to email my p.o as soon as i can and i got to check in with the halfway house
00:44:14asap 4 p.m today they're expecting me okay let's go all right okay four o'clock tick tick tick tick
00:44:23damn you are stress box i want you to get this stuff done so then you don't have to worry about
00:44:28it i'm not worried do you see me worried oh this is it right here that red house i knew it i've lived
00:44:37here before yeah yeah but like not very well so i've stayed at this particular halfway house before
00:44:45i lasted three days i got lonely first night i left and uh basically i came back they ua'd me
00:44:54that's what we're ready for probably oh this guy's yeah my ua is urine analysis i tested dirty they
00:45:02kicked me out i didn't have a place to go i took off and got deep back into it
00:45:07it's okay how you doing how do you do i'm john john pleasure to meet you nice to meet you this is
00:45:13james james yeah i believe we had you back in 2019 right 2019 that's when i was here a while
00:45:19back yes sir all right well good to have you back thank you try it again yeah let's do it and let's
00:45:23do it better fresh new start right yes sir all right let's go check it out when it comes to this
00:45:28silver living house i want to hold my ground on six months he has to do what he needs to do for six
00:45:33months before we move in together joey i'm john nice to meet you bud the adventure jays yeah right
00:45:40he says he wants to be a better person he wants to follow the rules so i hope and i pray that he's
00:45:46going to do that and try it differently this time so we'll see how long are we in there about a year
00:45:52and two months and what is your drug of choice michael a mess okay so we'll let you pick your room
00:45:58we do have a single room let's go check it out i don't even think we need to look at it
00:46:05yeah yeah so this it's a pretty nice little room yeah this nice little cellar uh-huh
00:46:12it literally is the size of a closet this mattress it's worse than the prison bed
00:46:18this is our sign out board whenever you leave the house you all you have to do is sign out
00:46:23where are you going out to dinner okay put down what time you're going to be back at the only time
00:46:28that you can be out past 10 pm is if you're po approved or if you're working it's very important
00:46:34that you're always home at curfew if you're not home at curfew we're going to charge you 20 bucks
00:46:38because it's a curfew violation we're going to get a ua from you i'm not going to stay there very long
00:46:44it's good seeing you again yeah all right this time let's do it let's do it all right jim
00:46:47that's what i'm gonna go sign out all right scam
00:46:57it's better than i thought it was well let's go that's it right
00:47:04you see my room i do not like it you like i mean it's better than what i thought it was i thought
00:47:10you're gonna are you serious i thought you're gonna yeah i thought you're gonna have to share a room
00:47:13with somebody it's a scam dude well the whole they want you to be accountable no that's so they
00:47:18can kick you out and keep your money move someone else in trust me no yes it is who the hell is going
00:47:22to turn themselves in when they've been using and they know they're going to tell their po about it
00:47:29if anything i'm not coming home ever again that's because there's no incentive to come back it's all
00:47:33about the attitude right i know but hearing all that nonsense really got under my skin
00:47:39you just don't like to be told what to do i think dude that's worse than prison i always feel like i
00:47:46have to protect him and make excuses for him to be honest with you i don't want to do this i'm
00:47:52overwhelmed oh yeah we're not coming back either so i hope you got 20 bucks i want him to do what
00:47:59he wants to do but i want him to do the right thing and i can't make him do that how did i get here
00:48:06what am i doing why are you doing because i love the guy
00:48:20well she should be coming out pretty much any minute i think that's her oh yeah babe
00:48:29everything you expected and more it was more than i expected
00:48:36the port-a-potty didn't get in the way of anything like i thought it would the c-pop machine
00:48:46i didn't even realize it was there anymore this little handle it came in good use our first night
00:48:53together was amazing like it was it was so nice to be able to like lay down next to my man and just
00:49:02touch him i'm so ready for round two i'll give the sex a 10 out of 10 i could definitely live with
00:49:09that the rest of my life this moment was everything and more than i expected was it worth the wait
00:49:17was it worth the wait yes it was worth the wait sex with brooke is amazing we were laughing we were
00:49:28giggling a lot of exploring each other uh of course it was the first time and uh i definitely put my
00:49:35time to work jk yeah almost ready all right you gotta leave here about 20 minutes yeah my phone hold on
00:49:47are you worried about the phone not necessarily but what did my pro lobster cost
00:49:50i have true that so how was your first night together it was good did you use my present
00:50:01yesterday mama calls me in the room and says she got a gift for me pulls out some condoms what am i
00:50:10supposed to do with these mama what the you mean you're supposed to do with them mom i haven't had
00:50:16a kid yet okay thank you jesus okay and you ain't about to start okay okay okay oh man i've been gone
00:50:23six years i'm not finna use no condom like i'm finna dig deep and i'm not finna no no i need all that
00:50:32you got two minutes before you can leave so i just feel like there's so much stuff to do and they
00:50:36only give me nine hours nine hours to do it don't try to jam too much in to where you're getting your
00:50:43late getting home at some point today we're going to see the boys but they don't get out of school
00:50:48until 3 30. just remember we gotta be back here max yes ma'am i know i'm gonna be a
00:50:55bitch about it you're not being a bitch i'm just saying i know okay oh god there goes your life
00:51:03line it's eight o'clock gotta go so the plans for the day are to go see my parole officer
00:51:10right now i'm on an ankle monitor i have to be home every night i have a curfew uh hopefully report
00:51:15won't take too long so i go ahead and go see my grandmother it's her birthday and i'm super excited
00:51:21about that and then i'm just having to make sure that i keep track of time make sure i'm home on
00:51:25time so i don't violate my parole you're already on my nerves i'm already on your nerves yes that a
00:51:32good thing no
00:51:37are you talking to all morning do you want to read the messages no i just want you to tell me
00:51:41okay i shouldn't have to even ask oh you shouldn't have to ask so why are you asking
00:51:45because you've been on that whole like glue i've had a phone in six years exactly excuse me if i'm
00:51:51on my phone it's not like you should be used to having them okay everything's here babe everything's
00:51:57there if you want to see it everything's there yeah i got something to hide from you if i don't say
00:52:02something about it you get on to me if i say somebody you get on to me well what do you want me to
00:52:05do love you're not to be talking to your ex i mean that's a start he's been on his phone since
00:52:11three o'clock this morning and i suspect jk is talking to alex that's a no-go you're talking to
00:52:20her period and then on top of that he hasn't called the boys like he hasn't even asked me for their
00:52:27numbers he knows they have phones so like it really does bother me
00:52:35we will continue this conversation after i come out of this pro lobby
00:52:38okay give me a kiss in case i go to jail and i don't come back out
00:52:44i love you
00:52:57jk said that it was gonna only take like 15 minutes in here so as far as i know they could have just
00:53:05taken him back to prison for i mean i don't know what but i've texted him he has not replied
00:53:13so i'm kind of freaking out right about now
00:53:21let me answer this hello hey hey nope he's still in there and i still haven't talked to him
00:53:30i've seen a couple people go in like way after jk went in and those people have already come back
00:53:39out and i don't want to sit here all day if they took him go into the reception desk and ask him just
00:53:45my chance in there and check out my son
00:53:52i'm on my way to you right now you bet all right i love you i gotta go link it with tyler i be having
00:54:06feelings probably what i miss the most is just choice
00:54:10i think that's her yeah babe oh my god you know it's gonna be in here
00:54:22when love breaks free you're a lot sexier in person will all hell break loose who are these girls
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00:56:53from uh a little wild and aa meeting and then uh i'm her sponsor i love it you guys didn't know that
00:56:59uh oh wow does she know you're here yeah i'm glad she has somebody to help her guide through this because
00:57:05yeah this is this is tough to navigate courtney's choice of drugs were meth and cocaine so i'm really
00:57:12happy that courtney has a sponsor because when my friend died that really kind of kicked me into
00:57:19trying to stay clean so i know that it's not going to be easy how long have you been sober 27 years oh
00:57:27my god congratulations that's fantastic i try to give back what was given to me very good because
00:57:32i've been caught up in the same situation back before i decided to get clean and sober trying to
00:57:37change your life from living super fast to living a normal life where you just it's kind of boring
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00:58:01oh i think that's her i'm so excited yes holy yeah she looks great yeah i shouldn't have said that
00:58:16that's what i call you're fine hi i love it good to finally see you it's good to see you too baby i feel
00:58:28great i just got out of prison what i feel amazing i feel like a free bird that's what i actually had
00:58:36you on my calendar i i said uh baby bird free today for my calendar that's awesome i make sure to get
00:58:44your peonies and then your first oh i love it it feels like a first date like when you have like
00:58:50butterflies when you meet somebody or like when you go on a first date with somebody you know like
00:58:55yeah she always said she didn't have a good butt she's got a great butt no she's got a great butt
00:59:02and beautiful green eyes i love her eyes it's too tall for my eye level so
00:59:08you have to bend over hi mom hi
00:59:11it feels amazing to see courtney um been waiting for this date for a long time it's been like three
00:59:23years since we've seen each other so yeah it's been way too long yeah
00:59:33once we get into that housing transition i have a means and and stuff like that i can encourage you and
00:59:40help you with you know whatever you need i just want to get you on the right track we got this yeah
00:59:44we do got this all right man i ended up in prison because well i compared crimes but i was also deep
00:59:55in a drug addiction my drug of choice was methamphetamines and cocaine and i got addicted to the
01:00:05lifestyle at the height of my success i was probably making three to five grand every couple days stealing
01:00:15the cars selling them using identities to write checks i was essentially taking care of my drug addiction
01:00:25i resorted to crime because i thought that that was my only option i realized that's not what i need
01:00:31to do anymore you want to get out of the cold yeah yeah let's go i brought you a change of clothes too
01:00:35you did yeah great i was sent to prison for three counts of gta and two counts of identity theft
01:00:47i was in prison for 15 months i was 16 when i started getting into trouble i never really listened to
01:00:57anybody or what they had to say i just thought that it wouldn't happen to me until i was being pulled
01:01:04over in a stone car i love you love you i'm so glad you're out me too will is the first good boy i've
01:01:20ever dated in high school i honestly probably wouldn't have even given will a second look
01:01:27he's kind of nerdy but will is definitely somebody i want to be with for the rest of my life he's so
01:01:35funny he's loving and he's caring and we connected so fast so deep in so many ways that
01:01:43like i was like there's no way that i'm gonna be able to find this anywhere else let's go yeah hell
01:01:51yeah she's i can't wait until we can get her back to the hotel and hang out sorry i keep looking at her
01:01:58asking her to marry me got really solidified when i saw her so now i'm just really trying to figure out
01:02:03how this is not the spot it might have to be kind of later in the night but yeah it's gonna happen
01:02:11no more stolen cars that's right no more stolen cars oh it's bright yeah it is
01:02:19it's because we have courtney in the car now
01:02:26dan made progress with his mental health but his medication caused unintentional
01:02:33it was good to see you i'll see you later love you so much all right yeah
01:02:37love you too
01:02:43hell yeah i ain't gonna lie that felt good seeing the fam for sure i know i'm happy you got to see
01:02:48them yeah for sure that was i know that i like that that was cool that was cool
01:02:52it's hard to keep hitting me up he keeps trying to act like he trying to chill
01:03:02he gotta give you a second to adjust i mean i get it he want to see you but him
01:03:11please leave your message for five one three it's going straight to voicemail
01:03:16maybe he was trying to call me please leave your message for five one three
01:03:25oh
01:03:38ashley like she hit me up trying to kick it again
01:03:41tired for real man i'm tired i ain't gonna lie i'm gonna call tyler real quick
01:03:47okay okay i'm really excited to see her but at the same time i don't want to let's just find out
01:04:00babe
01:04:06um i've been waiting for you you know it's like five o'clock
01:04:13you're on your way to me right now
01:04:18i'm still kind of getting ready so how long
01:04:2115 minutes back all right i love you
01:04:28i said it again and i told myself i wouldn't say it again and he said some all right yup this right here
01:04:37whoo i gotta go make up with tyler he tweaking for real okay when you want to do that
01:04:44i'm probably about go do that real quick come right back over here i gotta call me an uber
01:04:50i'm gonna slide i ain't gonna be but about 30 minutes
01:04:54that was like a really suspicious call to me i don't know maybe it's nothing it could maybe just be
01:05:03nothing but i'd be having a feeling i don't know he literally posted who wants to kick it like
01:05:09like he's not saying that for dudes like who wants to kick it like now you're hanging out with random
01:05:15dudes no you put that for like females what girl yes get it get it up he's about to be here
01:05:26sex with the laces it was great but what i missed the most in the present is just choice so yeah but
01:05:34actually like i'm excited like i gotta see how she is
01:05:36i love jerky you know how like you get really nervous or angry or something you want to clench
01:05:44your jaws like jerky is the best way because you're clenching your jaws but you're chewing
01:05:51so you don't look crazy what if he's breast steamed what if he's shorter than he says he is
01:05:55and i hope he doesn't have a pencil oh my god i've been waiting to meet julius for so long
01:06:03i really believe that this was meant to happen
01:06:12next friday on an all-new love after lockup who is this uh-oh baby mama what are you doing touching
01:06:17my man enjoy yourself mama don't let them get to you he cheated on me with her little did she know
01:06:22he was just over here the other day i'm about to flip my right now you ain't never did for me you
01:06:28never did for me you are the most fakest mother i've ever met in my in life she's lying about
01:06:34everything don't miss an all-new love after lockup next