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00:36Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah.
00:39We meet again in Ruang Cerita.
00:42Zayan.
00:43FBI and Nana Mahazan.
00:45Outside KONTI, we have another series.
00:48This podcast.
00:49Ruang Cerita.
00:50Zayan, we want to be together with other artists.
00:53Celebrities.
00:54But our core is inspiration.
00:59The theme of Ruang Cerita is inspiration.
01:04Maybe it's a bit too much.
01:07Too much gossip.
01:08I'm sorry.
01:09It's not on purpose.
01:10Sometimes when we call a celebrity,
01:12there's a lot of gossip about them.
01:14Yes, that's right.
01:15Nathan, do you gossip a lot?
01:17I'm not sure about this.
01:19I used to try to gossip about him.
01:22But I never succeeded.
01:25I know why.
01:27I know why.
01:28Because he's a good boy.
01:29Yes, that's right.
01:30Let's welcome Amirah Uthman.
01:33Assalamualaikum.
01:34Waalaikumsalam. How are you?
01:36I'm good. How are you?
01:37I'm good.
01:39I think it's been 10 years.
01:42More or less.
01:43We worked together on a TV show.
01:47I was still young.
01:49You mean you're not young anymore?
01:51No.
01:52I'm getting younger.
01:54When I'm with young people, I also become young.
01:57That's how it feels.
01:59But you're always young.
02:00Alhamdulillah.
02:02We're the same.
02:03We're the same, right?
02:04We're the same.
02:06Her voice.
02:08Is that what makes you and me so close?
02:11Suddenly.
02:12My wife is angry at me.
02:14Our plan has changed.
02:16Okay.
02:17Let's call Amirah.
02:19We know that you've been in this industry for 12 years.
02:23That's right.
02:2412 years.
02:2612 years.
02:27That's not a short time, Amirah.
02:29It's a long journey.
02:33But I'm sure I'm not the only one.
02:35That's how everyone lives.
02:37There are ups and downs.
02:40But it makes us better in the future.
02:46AF 2013.
02:48It's a platform for Amirah Osman.
02:51The 10th AF.
02:53That's right.
02:549 seasons with this senior.
02:57Masya Allah.
02:58But I thought you were a year younger than me.
03:03Because she's young too.
03:04I was surprised by her age.
03:05Today, we're a praise room.
03:08You're younger than me.
03:11But I'm younger, of course.
03:12When Amirah and I joined the program,
03:14I trained her to communicate more.
03:17Praise.
03:18At that time, you were only 20 years old, right?
03:2122.
03:22That's right. 21.
03:23At that time, I was still learning.
03:25But I just tried.
03:27I went to auditions.
03:28But in my head, I didn't get the code.
03:31Because the great friends didn't pass.
03:33So, we...
03:34Usually, we feel like we didn't pass the code.
03:37But with the purpose of listening to the jury's comments.
03:40So that we can know what we have to improve.
03:44If you didn't join AF, what did you want to do?
03:48I want to continue studying until I get a master's degree.
03:51Because I want to be a vocal lecturer.
03:56Because I studied music, right?
03:58But at that time, I went to AF and suddenly got it.
04:03So, I continued my career as a singer at that time.
04:07But the intention at that time was to listen to the jury.
04:11I didn't expect anything at that time.
04:13Because I was afraid.
04:14If I hoped, I would be disappointed.
04:16I didn't expect to get it.
04:17Other people are traumatized when they see the jury talking, right?
04:20But you didn't.
04:22Because I joined the competition a long time ago.
04:24I was already six years old.
04:25So, I joined.
04:27Some got out, some lost, some won.
04:30But most of them lost at that time, right?
04:32What was the most memorable and impressive comment from the jury?
04:36When I joined the singing competition at that time?
04:40At AF.
04:41Oh, AF?
04:43I think...
04:45I don't know.
04:46Usually, the one I remember is Abang Ruslan Aziz.
04:51He is an individual who always backs me up.
04:56If I don't score that week, he will blame the song.
04:59He won't blame me.
05:00I really appreciate it.
05:02But I have been in contact for a long time.
05:04Hopefully, Abang Ruslan will get well soon.
05:06And I really remember his efforts.
05:09Because there are times when we have to chase, right?
05:12It's normal, right?
05:13Sometimes, we can't deliver a live show on TV.
05:17Why did you like Meera so much at that time?
05:21He was like you.
05:22Maybe he had a crush on you at that time.
05:23Oh no.
05:25Maybe.
05:26I'm not sure.
05:28He was so nice to give me a lot of credit at that time.
05:35But...
05:36I believe he saw.
05:37Maybe what other people didn't see.
05:39Actually, because of his lyrics,
05:42I think I have the spirit to continue the competition.
05:46So, until now, if you ask me,
05:48I still remember...
05:51What is it called?
05:52Remembering...
05:53Remembering the effort.
05:54Yes, remembering the effort.
05:55Remembering the effort.
05:56Remembering the effort.
05:57Like my lyrics in the past, I never remember.
06:01Amirah, if we look at the past 12 years,
06:04ups and downs, some people like it, some people don't like it.
06:07Amirah matured me.
06:09In the past, I didn't even think about auditioning.
06:12But I got it.
06:13Then I became a singer.
06:14It's one of the things Amirah likes to do.
06:16But when I entered the industry,
06:19what did you realize?
06:20Actually, it's not as beautiful as a beautiful rainbow.
06:24What is it like?
06:25I think life as an artist is not as beautiful as people think.
06:30Sometimes, people think it's great to be an artist.
06:32Get a lot of money.
06:33For example, we always hear this sentence.
06:35Famous people.
06:36Famous people.
06:38I don't deny it.
06:39Maybe there is a privilege to be known and so on.
06:43But actually, it is also a test.
06:45When we are in this thing, we know we don't have privacy.
06:49No privacy here means
06:51whatever we do, we will be judged.
06:55But we are human.
06:56Of course, we will make mistakes,
06:59get a little confused.
07:01But of course, you can't blame people.
07:04If you make a mistake, I will scold you.
07:05Like they have the right.
07:07If you make a mistake, I will curse you.
07:09As if we can't make a mistake.
07:11But I don't blame the angry people.
07:14Because to me, maybe they inspire us.
07:18I think it's good.
07:20But at the same time, it gives us one thing.
07:24If it's wrong, it's right.
07:26If it's wrong, it's right.
07:27But I learned one thing.
07:29We can't please everyone.
07:31Indeed, if he wants to like it, he likes it.
07:33If he doesn't want to like it,
07:34no matter what we do, he doesn't like it.
07:36So, to please everyone,
07:39it will only hurt us.
07:41So, after this, I think I have to do the right thing.
07:46Not for others, but for myself.
07:48Of course, for my parents.
07:50So, I learned from there.
07:52Just be calm.
07:55If you face a crisis, just be calm.
07:59Because that's how it is, Lumrah.
08:01Not everyone will like it.
08:02Yes, that's right.
08:03But if we look at it,
08:05for you at this stage,
08:08because when you left AF,
08:10you were still looking for a space, right?
08:13I think after I left AF,
08:15I released Hati-Hati two years later.
08:19And the journey of Hati-Hati
08:22wasn't easy.
08:24It was in August when the song was released.
08:28But I think it's a twist.
08:31I don't believe I'm the only one who went through it.
08:33There are many more people,
08:34but strong and not strong,
08:36want it or not,
08:37and of course we have to believe in sustenance, right?
08:40Have you ever been with two other people
08:42and a group of women?
08:44Dolomas?
08:46Dolomas.
08:47Who else?
08:49Nabila, Indah, Aisyah, and me.
08:53But actually, that's a special project.
08:55For one film, I think,
08:57we sang the OST of the old song,
09:00Bila Larut Malam,
09:01but we did a new rendition.
09:04But suddenly there were a lot of people who liked it.
09:07That's when we proceeded to the next single.
09:09But for us to commit,
09:10because all four of us are individual singers,
09:13right?
09:14Individual singers, right?
09:15Sing solo, right?
09:16So, for us to commit,
09:17schedule all four albums,
09:18go to shows,
09:19it's hard,
09:20but we got chemistry.
09:23Because we lived in AF for three months, right?
09:25We knew each other, right?
09:27So, one experience that I think,
09:30I can't find that experience anymore.
09:32It's like Destiny's Child,
09:33like that time.
09:34Because at that time,
09:38I think we had good chemistry.
09:41After that, we were able to discuss the song selection,
09:44key,
09:45there was no argument, right?
09:46And it's unique,
09:47because the voices are all different.
09:50So, it makes it unique.
09:51I think it's a bit of a variety in a song, right?
09:56But it's great.
09:57Who knows if it continues,
09:58it will be like Defem,
09:59like Dumb and Loving.
10:02No plans to get back together with the four of you?
10:04At that time, I don't think so.
10:06It's really hard.
10:07Still busy, right?
10:08Because one is in another place,
10:10one is in another place.
10:11One is in Singapore.
10:12One is married.
10:13One is already married, right?
10:15So, we understand.
10:16Who is already married?
10:17Nabila.
10:18Oh, Nabila.
10:19Indah?
10:20Indah Rohaila, right?
10:21Okay.
10:22In this industry,
10:24we've been in the industry for so long, right, Amirah?
10:27Have you ever regretted anything in the past 12 years?
10:30There's no need for me to do this.
10:33Regret.
10:34Regret.
10:35Regret.
10:36Life is full of regrets.
10:39I think, Alhamdulillah,
10:40I don't think so.
10:41No?
10:42I don't think so.
10:43I don't think so, bro.
10:44I don't think so.
10:45Because usually,
10:46good people are like that.
10:47Right?
10:48No, bro.
10:49We have a lot of bad things.
10:51A lot of things that we regret.
10:53She doesn't regret being an artist.
10:55No.
10:56There are things that we may have neglected.
10:58Acting.
10:59It's normal.
11:00If you don't do this,
11:01it's better.
11:02I should have not.
11:05But if you don't have it, it's okay.
11:06It's okay.
11:07It's okay.
11:08Maybe there is, but I forgot.
11:10I mean, it's big enough.
11:11To remember.
11:12I mean, it's short.
11:13In 10 years, we'll ask again.
11:15I hope not, bro.
11:17What I regret is today.
11:22At this stage, 12 years,
11:24I can say that
11:26I'm already a woman.
11:28God willing.
11:29What else?
11:30Marriage.
11:31I just got married to Fatah Amin.
11:33I produced a video clip.
11:34Me and Fatah have explained.
11:36It's just a stunt.
11:38A gimmick.
11:39To produce a video clip.
11:41But if it's true,
11:42we don't say no.
11:43Right?
11:44Suddenly, like mom.
11:45Like mom.
11:47But if she says it's a stunt,
11:50it's a bit difficult actually.
11:52It's like an agreement from the beginning.
11:55We already know the purpose of it, right?
11:58Or the meeting, right?
12:00On the basis of work, right?
12:02But we also understand
12:04if people ask questions, right?
12:07So, that's it, bro.
12:09But is that really okay?
12:12When it happens like this,
12:14this is actually what I want.
12:16It's not because we need hype, right?
12:18For the video clip and so on.
12:20Actually, if you look at my journey in singing,
12:23I really don't have a gimmick.
12:25I don't make controversies.
12:27Because I'm the type of person
12:29who doesn't like controversies.
12:31It's not that I feel I'm not strong enough to handle it.
12:35I want a calm life.
12:37But I have to admit, right?
12:40I don't deny that
12:42raising someone's career is a good result.
12:46For example, if he's a singer, it's a song.
12:47If he's an actor, it's a script.
12:50But this time, I took that risk.
12:53After I discussed it with my label,
12:55with my parents.
12:57So, I feel like,
12:58okay, let's try this.
13:01But in the plan,
13:03I'm also careful.
13:05I don't want this controversy,
13:06a controversial one.
13:08Hopefully, it's just a controversy.
13:12Maybe some people like it,
13:14some people don't like it.
13:15I have to accept that.
13:17Okay, but because of that choice,
13:19because we know Fatah is in.
13:21Is there a reason, like Amira,
13:23pressure?
13:24Pressure to see that everyone is rising.
13:26Everyone wants to rise.
13:27I want to rise too.
13:28What do I have to do?
13:29Is there pressure from that?
13:32At that time, I didn't feel any pressure.
13:34I just felt like trying something
13:36that I've never done.
13:37Or in other words,
13:40I want to get out of my comfort zone.
13:43So, I tried something that I've never tried before.
13:46That is, doing a gimmick.
13:49That we planned from the beginning,
13:51how, how.
13:52Okay, do you like it?
13:53Do you like it?
13:54Do you like the gimmick?
13:55Do you like the surprise?
13:57I think acceptance is beyond my reach.
14:00But Alhamdulillah,
14:01I think no matter how hard I try,
14:03whatever my plan is,
14:04Allah will arrange it.
14:05Allah will arrange my livelihood, my journey.
14:07All of that is,
14:08I think when it comes to songs,
14:10when I get married,
14:11Allah will arrange it one by one.
14:12It will be like,
14:13easy.
14:14Easy, right?
14:15The journey.
14:16So, I think,
14:18if you ask me whether I like it or not,
14:20I'm grateful for the blessings that came
14:22because of this gimmick.
14:24And I hope,
14:26this thing,
14:27no, people say,
14:29it's too much.
14:30I'm worried too,
14:31because I'm a woman.
14:33I don't want to overdo it.
14:35And I'm forced to answer questions.
14:37Every time I go out,
14:38go to a promo,
14:39go to an event,
14:40go to a PC,
14:41I have to answer the same questions.
14:43At the same time,
14:44I'm afraid,
14:45if I talk a lot about this,
14:47people will feel like,
14:50it's not appropriate, right?
14:51But how do I do it?
14:53I only touch on those questions.
14:55So, at the same time,
14:56I also want to take care of,
14:58a lot, right?
14:59My heart.
15:00Most importantly,
15:01take care of a woman's name.
15:03That's right.
15:04That's one thing.
15:05But I believe,
15:06Amira,
15:07and Fatah,
15:08when planning to do this,
15:10you must have said,
15:11this will definitely increase,
15:13things that are already gossiped.
15:15These questions,
15:16we have to answer.
15:17Because of that,
15:18it means that the preparation is already there.
15:19That's right.
15:20When I want to do it,
15:21I have already,
15:22back in mind,
15:23like, okay,
15:24there must be an order, right?
15:27But,
15:28at the same time,
15:29we have to prepare.
15:30We have to prepare, right?
15:31Mentally, especially.
15:32I feel,
15:33everything is okay.
15:35I,
15:36I accept it, right?
15:37Because I decided.
15:38Yes.
15:39But at the same time,
15:40I hope,
15:41people who see,
15:42every time I answer,
15:43maybe many times,
15:44come out here,
15:45come out here,
15:46come out here, right?
15:47I hope you don't get angry,
15:48because I'm just answering questions.
15:49Mom,
15:50mom,
15:51mom and dad,
15:52what do you say?
15:53My mom is okay.
15:54She is very supportive,
15:55because she knows,
15:56we have already discussed this, right?
15:57Yes.
15:58In fact,
15:59she told me,
16:00when I go out,
16:01I have to know, right?
16:02Some people like it,
16:03some people don't like it.
16:04So, she said,
16:05it's okay, right?
16:06I also,
16:07I also chose that path.
16:08For me,
16:09it's okay, right?
16:10Because when we were in AF,
16:11there were also people who liked it,
16:12there were people who didn't like it.
16:13Yes, that's right.
16:14When I acted,
16:15there were people who liked it,
16:16there were people who didn't like it.
16:17So, I,
16:18I think this is the bitterness
16:19that we have to go through,
16:20and there is nothing harmful.
16:23Everything is okay.
16:25I accept it.
16:27And you said earlier,
16:29you don't want anything
16:31that was done,
16:32what gimmick,
16:33to neutralize.
16:34So far,
16:35you don't feel neutral,
16:36anything?
16:37I think,
16:38God willing, right?
16:39God willing, right?
16:40To neutralize,
16:41what I mean here is
16:42something that may
16:43hurt me,
16:45my family.
16:46Are there any fans,
16:47fanatics of Fatah
16:48who came to attack?
16:50No.
16:51No DMs,
16:52nothing like that, right?
16:53No.
16:54Alhamdulillah.
16:56Of course,
16:57I have to thank
16:58his supportive fans
17:00for this collaboration.
17:02And I believe,
17:04well,
17:05I hope this thing
17:08doesn't hurt
17:09the fans of Fatah.
17:11I don't think many people
17:13don't like it.
17:14I don't agree.
17:15I don't think many people
17:16pray for it.
17:17Really?
17:18If there are many people,
17:19it's a blessing.
17:21If we look at FBIN,
17:23the way Amirah answers,
17:25I like it.
17:26Really?
17:27God willing.
17:28Her answers are so sweet,
17:30so touching.
17:32Maybe,
17:33her life experience
17:35is from being afraid
17:36of saying something wrong,
17:37right?
17:38Have you ever said something wrong?
17:39Alhamdulillah,
17:40I don't think so.
17:41I'm not sure.
17:42Maybe not.
17:43No, right?
17:44Because she is
17:45very objective.
17:46She always says
17:47her sentences are beautiful.
17:48No, I don't think so.
17:49I think,
17:50maybe I'm a sister.
17:52We are used to it.
17:53There are a lot of things
17:54we have to tolerate
17:55if we are sisters.
17:56We have a lot of siblings.
17:57So, maybe that made me
17:59a bit rational
18:02in speaking,
18:03in making decisions.
18:04But I don't deny,
18:05of course,
18:06I have some emotions.
18:08But,
18:09to me,
18:10as far as I know,
18:12what I see
18:13back to myself,
18:14when I'm calm,
18:16patient,
18:17rational,
18:18the decision is better.
18:20So,
18:21I think it's better
18:22for me to be that kind of person
18:23so that I won't be confused.
18:25We want to tell everyone
18:27to speak calmly,
18:29rationally,
18:30so that they won't
18:31be confused on social media.
18:33I can see that.
18:34That's right.
18:35I met Ameera
18:3610 years ago,
18:37and now,
18:38inshallah,
18:39I can see her heart more.
18:41No,
18:42I prefer
18:43the way she is now.
18:45I like what Ameera said.
18:46She is very organized
18:47and very smart.
18:48She is very smart.
18:49You too, inshallah.
18:51Ameera,
18:52tell us a little bit
18:53about your journey
18:54in soul searching.
18:56Is there a phase
18:57in your life
18:58in this industry?
18:59I have to admit,
19:00we were once
19:01drowned in the ocean.
19:03We really enjoyed it.
19:05It's really fun
19:06in this industry, right?
19:08But,
19:09for you,
19:10you were always
19:11on the road, right?
19:13Alhamdulillah.
19:14Or,
19:15there was a time
19:16when you felt lost.
19:17Did you feel lost for a while?
19:20Lost...
19:21How do I say this?
19:22I am...
19:24I am...
19:25I am not a good person.
19:27I am full of sins.
19:28We all are.
19:29We all are.
19:30I am a sinner.
19:31But,
19:32but,
19:33I hold on to...
19:34I have to pray.
19:35I have to pray.
19:36If I tell this story,
19:37I will be sad.
19:39Because I feel...
19:41Sad.
19:42Sad.
19:43Sad.
19:47Because I believe that
19:49praying is a religion.
19:53No matter how bad it is,
19:54we have to pray.
19:55So, I feel,
19:56Alhamdulillah,
19:57praying is something
19:59that I have been doing
20:00since school.
20:02I am not saying
20:03that I am good.
20:04No.
20:05I pray because
20:06we have to pray, right?
20:07It's the most basic thing
20:08we have to do, right?
20:09But,
20:10praying has saved me
20:11a lot,
20:12and,
20:13Alhamdulillah,
20:14maybe my parents
20:15have been watching me.
20:16So,
20:17they have been watching me
20:18even though they are far away.
20:19Yes, my parents.
20:20But,
20:21Did they send you a bodyguard?
20:22Yes.
20:23Maybe they have an account.
20:24They have a stock, right?
20:25If there is something
20:26that is not suitable,
20:27they will tell me
20:28not to upload it.
20:29Don't talk like this.
20:30Don't answer like this.
20:31They are like that.
20:32So, I learned.
20:34So,
20:35don't wear clothes like this.
20:36They are like that.
20:37So, I also learned
20:38from there.
20:39I can't talk like this
20:40to people.
20:41For example,
20:42I have to answer like this
20:43or this dress is not suitable.
20:44They are like that, right?
20:46But,
20:47I was sad just now
20:48because I felt
20:49that we are ordinary people
20:51who always commit sins and wrongs.
20:52Moreover,
20:53I believe
20:55that people's journey
20:56is different.
20:57But,
20:58I always say
20:59that
21:00if I sit
21:01with my friends,
21:02I say,
21:03let's pray.
21:04Even though it's Liyat,
21:05let's pray.
21:06Because,
21:07prayer will save us,
21:08if Allah wills it.
21:09Prayer will
21:10move us
21:11when we want to do
21:12bad things.
21:13Even though
21:14we are forced
21:15to do it,
21:16we will break it,
21:17if Allah wills it.
21:18Because,
21:19there are a lot of prayers
21:20in prayer.
21:21There are a lot of blessings
21:22in observing prayer.
21:23But,
21:24of course,
21:25I hope
21:26this thing,
21:27I'm telling this
21:28not because I'm good.
21:29I'm afraid.
21:30Sometimes,
21:31we tell more.
21:32One day,
21:33if I make a mistake,
21:34people will
21:35correct me,
21:36correct me.
21:37Oh, you used to tell like this.
21:38But,
21:39that's my purpose.
21:40My purpose is
21:41I want to say,
21:42no matter how hard it is,
21:43your journey,
21:44you must be a good person.
21:45Take care of your prayers.
21:46Because,
21:47prayer is
21:48really
21:49the pillar of religion.
21:50And,
21:51of course,
21:52prayer prevents us
21:53from doing bad things.
21:54Yes.
21:55I believe,
21:56Mira also agrees
21:57with that.
21:58True.
21:59With the guidance
22:00of our parents.
22:01If Allah wills it.
22:02Because,
22:03at the age of,
22:04for example,
22:0525 and above,
22:06we have left
22:07our parents'
22:08house.
22:09There are people
22:10who don't want to
22:11refer back to their parents.
22:12Even if their parents say,
22:13it's okay,
22:14you're an adult.
22:15You're smart.
22:16I'm a person
22:17who listens
22:18to my parents.
22:19God willing.
22:20You're great.
22:21God willing.
22:22Sometimes,
22:23like Amir,
22:24sometimes,
22:25I'm like,
22:26oh no,
22:27I can't do this.
22:28But,
22:29we do it too.
22:30We're like,
22:31just do it.
22:32But,
22:33I saw a lot,
22:34a lot of things
22:35that saved me
22:36when I listened
22:37to my parents.
22:38Even though,
22:39at that time,
22:40I felt like,
22:41I told my father,
22:42why didn't you
22:43let me do it?
22:44Why didn't you say no?
22:45But,
22:46the older I get,
22:47the more I understand
22:48why my parents
22:49told me not to do it.
22:50Don't do this,
22:51don't do that.
22:52I understand now.
22:53Even if I have a child,
22:54I want to have
22:55a good relationship
22:56with my child.
22:57I want to really love him
22:58because I believe
22:59he will love me too.
23:00Right?
23:01Because,
23:02to me,
23:03a child is like
23:04a white cloth.
23:05How does
23:06a white cloth
23:07look like?
23:08That's how it is.
23:09God willing.
23:10God willing.
23:11Let's pray.
23:12God willing.
23:13Ameen.
23:14I want to see her
23:15with a white cloth.
23:16I have a question.
23:17Are you ready
23:18to listen to
23:19my mother?
23:20No, no, no.
23:21Okay.
23:22That's so random.
23:23Still.
23:24Still, right?
23:25Okay.
23:26Okay.
23:27But,
23:28it's smooth.
23:29Smooth?
23:30If you look at it
23:31from the perspective
23:32of Amira
23:33growing up,
23:34the family
23:35really
23:36takes care of her.
23:37Controls her.
23:38Takes care of her.
23:39What's right,
23:40what's wrong.
23:41Implies her religion
23:42and so on.
23:43Which is really good
23:44for her to always
23:45be on the right path.
23:46Maybe you can
23:47tell us about
23:48Amira's journey.
23:49I want to know,
23:50did you go for Hajj?
23:51Yes, Alhamdulillah.
23:52This time it's Hajj.
23:53Hajj, Hajj, Hajj.
23:54God willing.
23:55Hajj.
23:56Alhamdulillah.
23:57Hajj.
23:58Don't make it
23:59funny like before.
24:00No, no.
24:01It's Hajj.
24:02Hajj is the same as Hajj.
24:03Okay.
24:04Yes.
24:05It's something
24:06that's unexpected.
24:07Yes, MasyaAllah.
24:08Like Sahabat Karip,
24:09Wani Aziz.
24:10Maybe we should
24:11discuss it again.
24:12That's one of the
24:13amazing things
24:14that happened
24:15in my life.
24:16At that time,
24:17I was 24 years old,
24:18I think.
24:19MasyaAllah, you were young.
24:20Yes, I was young.
24:21MasyaAllah,
24:22I think it was
24:235 days before
24:24I went for Hajj,
24:25Wani called.
24:26Hey, do you want
24:27to go for Hajj?
24:28I said,
24:29do you think
24:30you're going
24:31to a shopping complex?
24:32I thought
24:33he said he could
24:34give me a plus one.
24:35At that time,
24:36my mother was not
24:37free.
24:38So, she thought
24:39of my name.
24:40I was like,
24:41is this for real?
24:42For me,
24:43Umrah is
24:44something
24:45that I want to go
24:46every year.
24:47I pray
24:48that I can go
24:49every year.
24:50But at that time,
24:51I got a call
24:52for Hajj.
24:53I was like,
24:54is this for real?
24:55I was so
24:56determined that night
24:57because it was
24:58the last minute.
24:59I woke up the next morning
25:00and I was so sure
25:01that I wanted to go.
25:02There was no one
25:03so I panicked.
25:05But I went to
25:06learn about
25:07Hajj.
25:08I learned it
25:09in two hours
25:10with Ustaz Syed Kadeh
25:11at that time.
25:12Then,
25:13I was so sure
25:14that I wanted
25:15to go for Hajj.
25:16So,
25:17we did Hajj
25:18for nine
25:19or ten days
25:20like that.
25:21Then,
25:22when I came back,
25:23I felt like,
25:24if Allah wants
25:25to give,
25:26Allah will give
25:27in a way
25:28that we didn't
25:29think of.
25:30That we didn't
25:31imagine.
25:32Yes,
25:33according to logic,
25:34we didn't think of
25:35Allah's power.
25:36You felt it
25:37even later.
25:38Yes,
25:39I felt it even later.
25:40I felt like,
25:41it's not possible
25:42at the age of 24.
25:43It's not possible.
25:44But that's what
25:45I learned in my life.
25:46If Allah wants
25:47to give,
25:48Allah will give.
25:49If Allah wants to take,
25:50Allah will take.
25:51It's really
25:52kun faya kun.
25:53So,
25:54when we pray,
25:55just pray.
25:56Don't be afraid
25:57to pray for something
25:58that's not logical.
25:59I used to feel like
26:00it's not possible.
26:01It's not possible
26:02for me to get it.
26:03It's like that, right?
26:04After I got married,
26:05I changed
26:06a lot
26:07of things
26:08in my life.
26:09I felt that
26:10Allah is the almighty,
26:11the great.
26:12So, I prayed.
26:13I prayed,
26:14even though
26:15we felt
26:16it was impossible.
26:17But Allah's power
26:18was not imagined.
26:19MashaAllah.
26:20Mira,
26:21that was
26:22a blessing
26:23at the age of 24.
26:24It was a blessing,
26:25mashaAllah.
26:26At the age of 24,
26:27Subhanallah.
26:28Okay,
26:29I don't like it
26:30when Mira prays
26:31for someone
26:32who can go
26:33at such a young age.
26:34But she said,
26:35I'm still young.
26:36I'm not ready.
26:37I'm afraid
26:38to go back.
26:39Like,
26:40I can't take care of it.
26:41I can't take care of it.
26:42So,
26:43Mira,
26:44what do you think?
26:45Actually,
26:46I've heard a lot
26:47that I'm not ready.
26:48I'm not ready.
26:49For me,
26:50if possible,
26:51don't use
26:52the term
26:53not ready.
26:54Because
26:55we don't know
26:56when
26:57the last time
26:58will come.
26:59So,
27:00if possible,
27:01to be more specific,
27:02I'm not a good person.
27:03But,
27:04continue
27:05to be a good person.
27:06A better person.
27:07Because
27:08we don't know
27:09when
27:10the last time
27:11will come.
27:12Because
27:13we all want
27:14a good ending.
27:15It doesn't matter
27:16if it's the beginning.
27:17For me,
27:18it's normal.
27:19We're human.
27:20Our faith
27:21goes up,
27:22of course.
27:23So,
27:24don't use
27:25the term
27:26not ready.
27:27So,
27:28don't feel like,
27:29especially if you want to go
27:30to a good place,
27:31sometimes people say,
27:32there's a lot of evil.
27:33I'm afraid.
27:34Don't be afraid.
27:35Because Allah is
27:36the Lord of forgiveness.
27:37Allah doesn't value us
27:38like humans value us.
27:40So,
27:41don't feel afraid,
27:42not ready.
27:43If Allah wills it,
27:44just do it.
27:45Just be a good person.
27:46Later,
27:47we'll get good things
27:48in our lives.
27:49And I'm sure
27:50there's no loss
27:51even if Zahra
27:52becomes a good person.
27:53Not even a little.
27:54Because,
27:55for me,
27:56I feel like,
27:57for example,
27:58I've been in a situation
27:59where I shouldn't be
28:00too nice to people.
28:01Then,
28:02they'll take the chance.
28:03For example,
28:04later,
28:05they'll get old.
28:06They'll get old.
28:07But,
28:08in my heart,
28:09okay,
28:10that's her opinion.
28:11I accept her opinion.
28:12Because it's true.
28:13Maybe sometimes...
28:14That's why there's a break,
28:15Mira.
28:16Do good to each other.
28:17In this millennial era,
28:18all kinds of things
28:19can happen
28:20because we're
28:21doing good.
28:22But,
28:23I'm sure,
28:24I'm sure
28:25every goodness
28:26that we do,
28:27Allah will judge.
28:28Allah will take it.
28:29There's definitely
28:30goodness for us
28:31because of
28:32our goodness.
28:33MashaAllah.
28:34Is it okay
28:35to be a good person,
28:36Mira?
28:37Do you think
28:38your journey
28:40is okay?
28:41Tell me.
28:42If I become
28:43a bit of a bad person.
28:44I'm not saying
28:45I'm not a good person.
28:46I'm just a bad person,
28:47dear.
28:48Do you hear me laughing?
28:50Because,
28:51for me,
28:52your image is
28:53totally clean.
28:54From the beginning
28:55until now,
28:56it's clean.
28:57But,
28:58some people say,
28:59you can't have a clean image
29:00in entertainment.
29:01You have to do
29:02something extraordinary.
29:03Yes, yes.
29:04I get that a lot.
29:05So,
29:06what's your opinion?
29:07Do you think,
29:08it's okay,
29:09let it be slow,
29:10as long as
29:11I'm in this situation.
29:13I think,
29:14that's
29:15everyone's preference.
29:16Maybe,
29:17some people
29:18are chosen
29:19to be more aggressive.
29:20To carry
29:21something better.
29:22For me,
29:23it's
29:24everyone's choice.
29:25My choice
29:26is
29:27like this.
29:28Because,
29:29it's not because
29:30I'm good.
29:31It's because
29:32I want a peaceful life.
29:34But,
29:35I agree, dear.
29:36If there's not enough
29:37controversy
29:38or stories
29:39to be told,
29:40maybe,
29:42the graph
29:43will not
29:44be stable.
29:45Right?
29:47But,
29:48it's up to everyone.
29:49For me,
29:50I accept
29:51if other people
29:52think they want
29:53to be more aggressive,
29:54that's their choice.
29:55But,
29:56for me,
29:57maybe,
29:58it's a different choice.
29:59And,
30:00it's not because
30:01I'm
30:03good or anything.
30:04It's just,
30:05I think,
30:06that's my choice
30:07to live
30:08a more
30:10relaxed life.
30:11But,
30:12to be
30:13always good,
30:14always
30:15off-radar,
30:16like,
30:17I don't want to be
30:18in controversy
30:19to do good things.
30:20Maybe,
30:21I can't do
30:22something
30:23like that.
30:24Or,
30:25maybe,
30:26I can do
30:27some practices.
30:28Like,
30:29the practices
30:30that Amirah did
30:31to always
30:32make herself
30:33comfortable.
30:34Even though
30:35it's hard
30:36to tell you,
30:37but,
30:38it's okay.
30:39I don't do many
30:40practices.
30:41I mean,
30:42I go to religious
30:43gatherings
30:44to find friends.
30:45I think,
30:46circle of friends
30:47is also important.
30:48Because,
30:49I think,
30:50if we all
30:51want to
30:52migrate to
30:53a better place,
30:54God will
30:55send us
30:56many people
30:57to guide us
30:58to a direction
30:59or
31:00to another
31:01destination.
31:02So,
31:03I think,
31:04religious classes
31:05are really
31:06blessed.
31:07We know,
31:08when we go to
31:09religious gatherings,
31:10many angels
31:11come.
31:12Many angels
31:13say,
31:14Amen.
31:15So,
31:16that's the list
31:17that I think
31:18my efforts
31:19are worth.
31:20But,
31:21hopefully,
31:22by studying,
31:23I know
31:24many things.
31:25Maybe,
31:26I'm not married yet,
31:27but I know
31:28that when I get
31:29married,
31:30my husband
31:31will be heaven.
31:32My husband
31:33will be blessed.
31:34My parents
31:35will be blessed.
31:36Things like that.
31:37Are you ready?
31:38Inshallah,
31:39I'm ready.
31:40Inshallah.
31:41Alhamdulillah.
31:42Not with
31:43your father.
31:44I'm ready.
31:45I'm ready.
31:46I'm ready
31:47to ask
31:48the next question.
31:51Because,
31:52with the birth
31:53of the single,
31:54when are you
31:55going to get married?
31:56When are you
31:57going to get married?
31:58Mira herself
31:59told me this.
32:00Is that
32:01one of the reasons?
32:02Don't
32:03ask me
32:04this question.
32:05My answer
32:06is already
32:07in this.
32:08I actually
32:09represent
32:10single people.
32:11Like,
32:12the single president.
32:13If people ask,
32:14just play this song.
32:15Because,
32:16I already answered.
32:17I actually
32:18did that song
32:19because I got
32:20so many questions.
32:21Questions that
32:22I felt
32:23I couldn't answer.
32:24Especially at
32:25this age.
32:26Do you feel
32:27really bored?
32:28I don't feel bored.
32:29But sometimes,
32:30deep in my heart,
32:31I feel like,
32:32why did she
32:33say that to me?
32:34Things like that.
32:35Like,
32:36it's too late to get married.
32:37Just choose that.
32:38I feel like,
32:39it's okay.
32:40Do you know?
32:41Do you know?
32:42There are so many
32:43arguments
32:44about my love.
32:45True.
32:46But I chose
32:47not to tell her.
32:48But I didn't blame her.
32:49Because,
32:50to me,
32:51she asked
32:52what she saw.
32:53She didn't know
32:54the tricks
32:55that made us
32:56sad or cry.
32:57So,
32:58I just made
32:59this song
33:00to let her know
33:01that...
33:02That's why in the lyric,
33:03I said,
33:04my destiny
33:05doesn't have a God.
33:06I don't know
33:07what the secret is,
33:08how the story is,
33:09but I'm sure
33:10and I know
33:11that
33:12there will be
33:13the best time
33:14with the best person
33:15that God has chosen.
33:16That's it.
33:18So,
33:19we don't have to
33:20ask too much.
33:22Just listen to the song again.
33:23Just listen.
33:24Because I want to
33:25say the first verse.
33:26Assalamualaikum.
33:28Say hi first,
33:29because I want to say hi.
33:30True.
33:31But if I make a song,
33:32I can just say hi.
33:33Waalaikumsalam.
33:34Waalaikumsalam.
33:35Waalaikumsalam.
33:36Waalaikumsalam.
33:37Amira.
33:38Okay.
33:39No.
33:40Okay.
33:41Mira,
33:42now,
33:43I don't want to ask.
33:44Because we also accept
33:45a lot of questions.
33:46Right.
33:47When we make topics
33:48and so on.
33:49There are among them
33:50who even give up one thing.
33:51Give up not to get married.
33:53Let me feel calmer.
33:55That's one.
33:56I understand.
33:57There are also those
33:58who don't have any situation,
33:59but I just want to be single.
34:00Now the trend is like that.
34:01Yes.
34:02I understand.
34:03And I've been in a phase
34:05that it's okay.
34:07It's okay to be single, right?
34:08Just happy, right?
34:10I understand that.
34:11But for me,
34:12there's nothing
34:13that we have to give up in this life.
34:15It's not just about fate.
34:17Anything.
34:18Because we know
34:19the world is a journey.
34:20And this world is not a destination.
34:22This world is a journey
34:24that we all want to go to another place.
34:26Longer, farther,
34:27all kinds of things, right?
34:29So, don't stress.
34:31Because for me,
34:32there's nothing to give up.
34:33Indeed, Allah told us to strive.
34:34It's not just fate, right?
34:36All kinds of things.
34:37To be a good person,
34:38to be someone who,
34:39well,
34:40whatever the goal is,
34:41beneficial,
34:42all are efforts, right?
34:44So,
34:45for me,
34:46if I can share a little,
34:48I don't have anything
34:50to give tips.
34:51I'm not anyone.
34:52But it's just a sharing
34:54from an ordinary person
34:56that there's nothing
34:57that we have to give up
34:58because we have God
34:59who has already written
35:00our story, right?
35:02We just have to go through
35:03and make a good effort,
35:04make a good prayer,
35:05even talk about good things.
35:07God willing,
35:08we'll get that good thing.
35:09Don't worry.
35:11Don't worry, right?
35:12Actually, Amirah,
35:13you don't set a specific age.
35:15I did,
35:16I wanted to get married
35:17when I was 27 years old.
35:18Target, right?
35:19Target.
35:20At first, I was 26 years old.
35:21Then, I got married when I was 27 years old.
35:22Then, I got married
35:23when I was 30 years old.
35:25Then, I didn't get married
35:26when I was 32 years old.
35:27But I'm sure
35:29that's the best thing.
35:30Sometimes, we feel like
35:31getting married early
35:32or getting married late.
35:33But Allah said,
35:34not yet.
35:35Be patient.
35:36I've read a story
35:37that didn't happen to someone.
35:38Someone or more than someone
35:39before this?
35:40Someone or more than someone.
35:41Someone.
35:42Someone.
35:43We're loyal.
35:46We're loyal
35:47to the person next to us.
35:48No, no, no.
35:49We're not loyal.
35:50We're loyal.
35:51It's just that
35:52the fate
35:53is not...
35:54what is it?
35:55It's not there yet.
35:56Maybe,
35:57the fate is with someone else.
35:58That's what happened to me.
35:59She's taking care of
36:00someone else's fate.
36:01What?
36:04She's taking care of
36:05someone else's
36:06wedding anniversary.
36:07That's also
36:08something that
36:09I've learned.
36:10Imagine,
36:11maybe,
36:12we're about to get married
36:13but it didn't happen.
36:14That's what I've learned.
36:16If Allah didn't
36:17make it happen,
36:18He wouldn't.
36:19Even though we tried.
36:20But maybe,
36:21at that time,
36:22you were sad.
36:23But actually,
36:24maybe,
36:25it's for the good.
36:26Protect you from something.
36:27That's right.
36:28I believe
36:29that there's nothing
36:30that Allah made
36:31to weaken us.
36:32Allah made it
36:33to protect us
36:34from things
36:35that we don't think about.
36:37That's right.
36:38There's nothing
36:39that can weaken us.
36:40If Allah wills it,
36:41even though we're
36:42sick, sad,
36:43crying,
36:44falling,
36:45Allah will protect us.
36:46You can see that
36:47she's calm.
36:48She's accepting
36:49the decision.
36:50She's accepting Allah's fate.
36:51Praise be to Allah.
36:52I feel like
36:53I'm lucky in my life.
36:54Because I know
36:55that I'm a passenger.
36:56I'm a passenger
36:57even when I breathe.
36:58It doesn't matter.
36:59The one who will come,
37:00no matter how old he is,
37:01it doesn't matter.
37:02It doesn't matter.
37:03The important thing is
37:04that you're not married yet.
37:05Me?
37:06Yes, that's what I said.
37:07I just said it.
37:08I don't know.
37:10Okay.
37:11Everyone's preference.
37:13Ameera, I've never seen...
37:15Ever since you appeared
37:16in the industry,
37:17you've always
37:18maintained your hijab.
37:19There's never been
37:20an offer from
37:21behind the scenes.
37:23Well, we've heard
37:24that many artists
37:25accept offers
37:26to wear hijab
37:27for example.
37:28Praise be to Allah,
37:29I don't have one yet.
37:30That's good.
37:31Allah protects her.
37:32Because
37:33Ameera wore hijab
37:34at an early age, right?
37:35Yes, at school.
37:36At school.
37:3717 years old.
37:38And when you heard
37:39an ustaz tell a story,
37:40that's when you...
37:41Yes.
37:42Can you tell us again?
37:43That's right.
37:44At that time,
37:45I went to an Islamic education class.
37:46Yes, Islamic education.
37:47So, every...
37:48How old were you?
37:49I was 17 years old.
37:50Okay.
37:51Every time I went out,
37:52I would just tell stories.
37:53I didn't cover my aura.
37:54At the end,
37:55I didn't cover my aura.
37:56At the grave,
37:57I was like...
37:58I was scared.
37:59I was afraid
38:00that the animals
38:01would bite me,
38:02snakes,
38:03all kinds of things.
38:04It can't be like that, right?
38:05So, the next day,
38:06I was like...
38:07I had to wear a hijab, right?
38:08But once I wore the hijab,
38:10I was like...
38:11I was like...
38:12I wanted to focus.
38:14If possible,
38:15I wanted to wear a hijab
38:16that I hope
38:17it wouldn't open
38:18after that.
38:19Because I wore it
38:20because I was really scared
38:21of the torment, right?
38:23So, after that,
38:24I think
38:25maybe,
38:26yes, we also pray
38:27that Allah gives us
38:28a comforter,
38:29Allah gives us strength.
38:30Because
38:31yes, we are women, right?
38:32There are a lot of trials
38:34because we know that
38:36hair is like
38:37an important woman, right?
38:39But at the same time,
38:42for me,
38:43there is no loss
38:44by covering it.
38:45I will not humiliate
38:47a woman
38:48by covering it.
38:49Don't worry.
38:51Maybe there are people
38:52who are looking for strength.
38:53Because I go through
38:54the experience.
38:55You are 17 years old.
38:56I got it
38:57slowly, right?
38:58To understand that,
38:59even though we know
39:00what is right
39:01in this life.
39:02Sometimes we know
39:03that sin is a sin.
39:04We all know,
39:05we all have grown up, right?
39:06But to get strength
39:07or to get
39:08the desire
39:09for the first step,
39:10maybe Amira can share
39:11for people who are
39:12like,
39:13maybe not today,
39:14maybe tomorrow,
39:15maybe tomorrow,
39:16maybe loser, right?
39:17I once received
39:18a sharing on Instagram.
39:19He said,
39:20I struggle
39:21because I think
39:22I'm not pretty
39:23when I wear a hijab.
39:24He said, right?
39:25He said,
39:26can you
39:27like,
39:28give,
39:29yes,
39:30no,
39:31no,
39:32don't feel
39:33that you're not pretty
39:34when you wear a hijab.
39:35You're pretty,
39:36don't worry.
39:37Don't show it
39:38to your husband.
39:39Don't show it
39:40to others.
39:41Don't worry.
39:42So, for me,
39:43but I also agree
39:44that when we want
39:45to be a better person,
39:46there must be
39:47tests, right?
39:48Of course,
39:49we struggle
39:50and so on.
39:51I'm also a person
39:52who struggles
39:53to be good
39:54and so on,
39:55to wear a hijab
39:56and so on.
39:57But it's an effort,
39:58the best effort
39:59that we can do
40:00and look for
40:01a good circle.
40:02It's important.
40:03I believe in this circle.
40:04Indeed,
40:05the foundation tree
40:06is ourselves.
40:07But when we have
40:08a good circle,
40:09indirectly,
40:10we get a strong
40:11encouragement,
40:12a good support system.
40:13So, it will
40:14push us
40:15towards goodness.
40:16But in the end,
40:17it's ourselves,
40:18right?
40:19It's ourselves
40:20who want to change,
40:21who want to recover.
40:22But,
40:23if possible,
40:24look for people
40:25who support us
40:26because people will
40:27indirectly,
40:28support us.
40:29We can't
40:30think about it.
40:31But once we
40:32have entered,
40:33we have found
40:34a positive circle,
40:35we will know
40:36that it has
40:37a different effect,
40:38a different effect.
40:39So, if we want
40:40to change,
40:41we have to make
40:42the effort,
40:43maybe not ourselves,
40:44but put ourselves
40:45in a place
40:46where we want to be.
40:47For example,
40:48if we want to be good,
40:49we go and sit
40:50in a good place.
40:51Maybe we're not good yet.
40:52That's right.
40:53Because for me,
40:54for example,
40:55we want to change
40:56but we have
40:57to put ourselves
40:58in a place
40:59where we want to be.
41:00For example,
41:01for me,
41:02if you ask me,
41:03I'm distant.
41:04I'm distant
41:05from this person.
41:06It's not because
41:07I want to judge him
41:08or not.
41:09It's just that
41:10I'm not strong.
41:11But once he
41:12tells me,
41:13don't,
41:14don't.
41:15Again,
41:16I'm tempted.
41:17So,
41:18I will be distant
41:19first,
41:20I will strengthen myself
41:21first.
41:22When I'm strong,
41:23I will pull him
41:24together with me.
41:25Let's go.
41:26My friends are
41:27Wani.
41:28Okay,
41:29Wani.
41:30Wani is one of
41:31the gang
41:32that when we go to
41:33class,
41:34we go together.
41:35But now,
41:36there are a lot of
41:37my sisters,
41:38like Kak Nilofar,
41:39Betty Rahmat.
41:40These are the people
41:41who always
41:42invite me to
41:43religious classes.
41:44Masya Allah.
41:45The name is
41:46Aminah Osman
41:47at Ustaz Wadi
41:48soon.
41:49Kak Nilofar
41:50only, right?
41:51I'm there.
41:52So,
41:53do I like you?
41:54Just ask.
41:55Kak Lina,
41:56Assalamualaikum Kak Lina.
41:57Okay, Amirah.
41:58Kak Lina,
41:59how are you?
42:00Amirah,
42:01you look so
42:03funny.
42:04Amirah looks so
42:06close with
42:07your siblings.
42:08Yes,
42:09Alhamdulillah.
42:10Because a lot of people
42:11said,
42:12this content is different.
42:13That's it.
42:14In the past,
42:15people were angry
42:16when I hugged
42:17Irfan.
42:18He said,
42:19take care.
42:20The siblings are not good.
42:21I told my siblings,
42:22it's okay,
42:23we know
42:24what we're doing,
42:25right?
42:26That's it.
42:27What did people think?
42:28They thought
42:29it was another man.
42:30I don't know.
42:31There were people
42:32in the past.
42:33But there were also
42:34people who said
42:35it's not good
42:36for me.
42:37Too close?
42:38Yes,
42:39too close.
42:40But I don't know
42:41which part is not good.
42:42For me,
42:43it's his opinion.
42:44I just accept
42:45his opinion.
42:46But that's
42:47the relationship
42:48between our siblings.
42:49Actually,
42:50until now,
42:51I get a lot of DMs
42:52asking,
42:53what should I do?
42:54Maybe,
42:55what I see the most
42:56is that
42:57a little bit of sharing
42:58that I can share
42:59is that
43:00we're not compared.
43:02Our siblings,
43:03if there's a little achievement,
43:05for example,
43:06going back to school,
43:07we got a niece.
43:08For example,
43:09even if she's not an academic,
43:10my parents
43:11will congratulate her.
43:13As long as
43:14the third child comes back,
43:15she's an academic,
43:16she'll score.
43:17This one,
43:18maybe she's a sport.
43:19This one,
43:20she's an academic,
43:21she'll congratulate her.
43:22It's not like
43:23she doesn't like
43:24a subject,
43:25she likes a sport.
43:26This one,
43:27she doesn't want it.
43:28We want to score,
43:29academic,
43:30there's nothing.
43:31Even if we sing,
43:32if we win,
43:34if we perform
43:35at Nugrah Cermelang,
43:37we'll still
43:38be congratulated.
43:39So,
43:40I think
43:41that's the best.
43:42So,
43:43I want to do it again.
43:44Then,
43:45we see our siblings
43:46are the same.
43:47We feel like,
43:48okay, do it again.
43:49Let's support each other.
43:50So,
43:51at the same time,
43:52we're not jealous.
43:53Because we're sure,
43:54I always remember
43:55what my father said,
43:56God is just.
43:57For example,
43:58if the child is six,
43:59here's more,
44:00here's less,
44:01here's more,
44:02here's less,
44:03like that.
44:04And the six
44:05is the best
44:06for your children, right?
44:07So,
44:08you celebrate
44:09everyone together.
44:10If it's less,
44:11you celebrate more.
44:12There's nothing
44:13that I want to compare
44:14with you guys.
44:15Because
44:16everyone is a child.
44:17So,
44:18this is the comparison.
44:19Alhamdulillah.
44:20We grew up
44:21in a good environment,
44:22a good family,
44:23actually.
44:24Full of love.
44:25And Ameera,
44:26okay,
44:27this question is a bit far,
44:28but
44:29if one day,
44:30Ameera is no longer
44:31in this world,
44:32God willing.
44:33God willing.
44:36Ameera wants people to remember
44:38Ameera
44:39as what?
44:43I hope people,
44:45I actually only hope
44:46one thing.
44:47If I'm not there,
44:48please,
44:49help me.
44:50Because I always see,
44:52especially when
44:53there was COVID-19,
44:55when our friends
44:56passed away,
44:57we had a circle
44:58of good friends,
44:59we would hold
45:00a gathering.
45:01At that time,
45:02we couldn't have
45:03a physical gathering,
45:04right?
45:05So,
45:06we did it
45:07through Zoom.
45:08I think that
45:09is
45:10like
45:11amazing
45:12when we have
45:13a circle like that.
45:14So,
45:15when I'm not there,
45:16I always tell
45:17my friends
45:18if I'm not there,
45:19please,
45:20help me.
45:21Please,
45:22do anything
45:23so that
45:24people can
45:25pray for us.
45:26We don't have
45:27children yet
45:28to pray for,
45:29right?
45:30So,
45:31we hope
45:32our good friends,
45:33hopefully,
45:34they only say
45:35the good things.
45:36The bad things,
45:37hopefully,
45:38God will keep
45:39the bad things.
45:40Because,
45:41I believe,
45:42one more thing
45:43that I'm sure
45:44in our lives,
45:45if we keep
45:46people's bad things,
45:47hopefully,
45:48God will keep
45:49all the bad things.
45:50It's not like
45:51we want to be fake,
45:52right?
45:53But,
45:54the bad things
45:55that we do,
45:56we can't
45:57tell them.
45:58We can't be proud of
45:59telling them.
46:00So,
46:01if we meet
46:02people's bad things,
46:03don't be busy
46:04like,
46:05you know,
46:06right?
46:07It's not good
46:08to do that
46:09because
46:10we don't know
46:11what our test is.
46:12Maybe today,
46:13we're not there.
46:14Tomorrow,
46:15we'll be tested
46:16in our lives.
46:17I think,
46:18there's really
46:19no harm
46:20in being a good person.
46:21Don't worry.
46:22Masya Allah.
46:23Amir Osman,
46:24Masya Allah.
46:25Masya Allah.
46:26But,
46:27okay,
46:28we're going to
46:29conclude
46:30with what
46:31Mira
46:32has to tell
46:33the camera
46:34right now.
46:35Five characteristics
46:36of a man
46:37who can't
46:38be a husband.
46:39Can't?
46:40Can't.
46:41Okay.
46:42Baran.
46:43Baran.
46:44I already know
46:45the fifth one.
46:46Don't mention it.
46:47FBI.
46:48Baran.
46:49What else?
46:50He can't
46:51take responsibility.
46:52He's not afraid
46:53of Allah.
46:54That's the main thing.
46:55He doesn't
46:56respect
46:57my parents.
46:58The fifth one,
46:59he doesn't
47:00love me.
47:01Alhamdulillah.
47:02All of it?
47:03All of it.
47:04No,
47:05no,
47:06no,
47:07no,
47:08no.
47:09Gisah.
47:10Gisah.
47:11Gisah.
47:12Gisah.
47:13Gisah.
47:14I'm worried
47:15my parents will
47:16watch this podcast.
47:18Just kidding.
47:19You're just kidding.
47:20No.
47:21I've known FBI
47:22for a long time.
47:23Right.
47:24I started this
47:25when I was young.
47:26I didn't know
47:27how to host.
47:28This is what taught me.
47:29InsyaAllah.
47:30Thank you for
47:31reminding me.
47:32You didn't ask me
47:33about my candidate.
47:34I didn't ask.
47:35We wish
47:36the best for
47:37Mira.
47:38InsyaAllah.
47:39May she succeed
47:40in her career.
47:41InsyaAllah.
47:42May she
47:43succeed.
47:44Thank you for
47:45sharing.
47:46Pray for
47:47Mira.
47:48Ameen.
47:49Pray for me.
47:50I'm scared.
47:51I'm scared
47:52people will think
47:53I'm a good person.
47:54I'm scared.
47:55I'm really scared.
47:56Because I know
47:57I'm a person
47:58who has
47:59mistakes.
48:00But hopefully
48:01if I say
48:02good things,
48:03they'll
48:04ameen for me.
48:05No,
48:06Mira.
48:07All of us
48:08are not
48:09good people.
48:10But the best
48:11people are
48:12those who
48:13inspire us.
48:14InsyaAllah.
48:15Ameen.
48:16This kind of
48:17mentality.
48:18This kind of mindset.
48:19Ameen.
48:20Approaching to life.
48:21This world
48:22is not a destination
48:23but a journey.
48:24A journey.
48:25Thank you for
48:26watching our podcast
48:27which is
48:28Ruang Cerita Zayan
48:29with Ameera Uthman.
48:30I really like it.
48:31I think
48:32this podcast is
48:33calm.
48:34Very calm.
48:35Very calm.
48:36Very good.
48:37InsyaAllah.
48:38I'm sorry
48:39if I'm
48:40answering
48:41all the questions.
48:42No, it's okay.
48:43It's steady.
48:44I like all the
48:45questions.
48:46Alhamdulillah.
48:47I think
48:48our class is
48:49about to start.
48:50That's it.
48:51Class?
48:52We're in the same circle.
48:53Wow.
48:54Okay.
48:55I'm going to ask you
48:56to leave first.
48:57You can include me
48:58in the group.
48:59Bye, Nana.
49:00Bye.
49:01See you.
49:02Assalamualaikum.
49:11Can you zoom in a bit?
49:12This is the design.
49:13Design?
49:14Yes.
49:15Okay.
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