Miracle Doctor Episode 114
Ali is the son of a poor family who grew up in a provincial city. Due to his autism and savant syndrome, he has been constantly excluded and marginalized. Ali has difficulty communicating, and has two friends in his life: His brother and his rabbit. Ali loses both of them and now has only one wish: Saving people. After his brother's death, Ali is disowned by his father and grows up in an orphanage. Dr Adil discovers that Ali has tremendous medical skills due to savant syndrome and takes care of him. After attending medical school and graduating at the top of his class, Ali starts working as an assistant surgeon at the hospital where Dr Adil is the head physician. Although some people in the hospital administration say that Ali is not suitable for the job due to his condition, Dr Adil stands behind Ali and gets him hired. Ali will change everyone around him during his time at the hospital
CAST: Taner Olmez, Onur Tuna, Sinem Unsal, Hayal Koseoglu, Reha Ozcan, Zerrin Tekindor
PRODUCTION: MF YAPIM
PRODUCER: ASENA BULBULOGLU
DIRECTOR: YAGIZ ALP AKAYDIN
SCRIPT: PINAR BULUT & ONUR KORALP
Ali is the son of a poor family who grew up in a provincial city. Due to his autism and savant syndrome, he has been constantly excluded and marginalized. Ali has difficulty communicating, and has two friends in his life: His brother and his rabbit. Ali loses both of them and now has only one wish: Saving people. After his brother's death, Ali is disowned by his father and grows up in an orphanage. Dr Adil discovers that Ali has tremendous medical skills due to savant syndrome and takes care of him. After attending medical school and graduating at the top of his class, Ali starts working as an assistant surgeon at the hospital where Dr Adil is the head physician. Although some people in the hospital administration say that Ali is not suitable for the job due to his condition, Dr Adil stands behind Ali and gets him hired. Ali will change everyone around him during his time at the hospital
CAST: Taner Olmez, Onur Tuna, Sinem Unsal, Hayal Koseoglu, Reha Ozcan, Zerrin Tekindor
PRODUCTION: MF YAPIM
PRODUCER: ASENA BULBULOGLU
DIRECTOR: YAGIZ ALP AKAYDIN
SCRIPT: PINAR BULUT & ONUR KORALP
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00:00Good morning, Ali.
00:13Are you early today?
00:16Good morning, dear.
00:18I couldn't sleep at all.
00:20I think I'm lonely.
00:22What does that mean?
00:25I couldn't see Leyla.
00:29I think Nazlı is a little...
00:33She's flirting.
00:35Flirting? What does that mean?
00:38It's like flirting.
00:40It happens between lovers.
00:42But don't worry, it'll pass.
00:45Do you flirt with my teacher?
00:48But not always, sometimes.
00:53What does she do then?
00:55She takes my heart.
00:59Taking my heart.
01:01Flirting.
01:04What kind of relationship is this?
01:29Hi.
01:39I just woke up.
01:42Good morning, Naz.
01:43I saw you in my dream, Ali.
01:47We're clear, I know.
01:49No, I'm not clear.
01:53Normally, I'm a harder person.
01:56I can guess.
01:57My father had a hard time.
02:02I couldn't do anything simple for you.
02:06I'm a little broken.
02:08Don't be broken.
02:10Don't be sad.
02:11I can't do anything right now.
02:16But that doesn't mean I don't love you.
02:20Give me some time.
02:23What am I going to do anyway?
02:24Since I met you, I've been coming back to you.
02:30It'll be like that again.
02:33Whatever happens, I'll always come to you.
02:55It's a deal.
03:15The psychiatrist wrote a report.
03:17What does he say?
03:18He's not in depression.
03:19He made this retirement decision when he was in his right mind.
03:22Okay, let's go talk to him.
03:24No, I'm not going to talk to him.
03:26It's his own decision.
03:28I'm just going to listen.
03:30Okay.
03:39Hi.
03:43I'm looking at your values.
03:46Everything's fine.
03:48By the way, I call you you, but...
03:51You can call me. I'm used to it.
03:58Please, don't leave me.
04:00I'm a fan of your national team.
04:03I'm a big fan.
04:05I count all your goals in your career.
04:08Okay, you may not have chosen football.
04:12But football chose you.
04:14He did a good job. He chose you.
04:16You're going to be a legend.
04:23Okay, you don't think about yourself.
04:25We understand.
04:28Think about us.
04:30Think about the millions of supporters behind you.
04:34Think about the kids you inspire.
04:37You're going to play for 10 years.
04:40That's it.
04:42Don't go.
04:47Leave it, Cüneyt.
04:49What are you talking about?
04:51Leave it.
04:53I understand you very well.
04:57My father left the company to me.
05:00He passed away 5 months ago.
05:03I'm a doctor, but I couldn't say no.
05:10It was his last wish.
05:14It was his last wish.
05:17But since then,
05:19I've been trying to run a hospital and a company.
05:23I don't have a life.
05:25My life is over.
05:27I'm ruined.
05:30I've been sleeping for two hours.
05:34Don't you love the company?
05:36I love it so much.
05:39I don't love it at all.
05:41But I do.
05:45You know how to do it.
05:48Really.
05:50After such a disability, no one can blame you.
05:57What will I say to my mother?
06:03The woman raised us all alone.
06:08She's so proud of me.
06:13What am I going to do now?
06:18You have to tell the truth.
06:20Mother, what are you talking about?
06:22You have to tell the truth.
06:24You have to do all this.
06:27I can't do it because my father is dead.
06:31But you do it.
06:33Do it.
06:36Cüneyt, look.
06:39When we live for the satisfaction of others,
06:44we can't live our own lives.
06:48It's that simple.
06:55What's going on here?
06:57We came to check.
07:00I'll check.
07:10How are you, son?
07:14Fatih, I don't want to talk to you right now.
07:18What?
07:26What's going on here?
07:29Can you call my mother and brother?
07:32I need to talk to them.
07:35Okay.
07:54Güneş, what kind of nurse are you?
07:57One day we made you a secretary.
07:59The whole hospital got together.
08:01I talked to the head of three departments this morning.
08:03Sir, I...
08:04Leave it.
08:06Gülen will take care of it.
08:09Gülen, you saved my life yesterday.
08:13That's why I'm going to talk to the nurse.
08:15Let's see if we can give you this kind of job.
08:18Well done.
08:20Thank you so much.
08:33What are you doing?
08:35I'm taking off my hat.
08:37I'm doing reverence.
08:40Smile.
08:43I'm so sorry.
08:45I had such a hard job.
08:47I didn't know.
08:49I was talking nonsense.
08:51Okay, I accept your apology.
08:53But I have one condition.
08:55Okay.
08:57I want you to be my secretary.
08:59Okay.
09:01I have one condition.
09:03Okay, what is it?
09:05We'll go out tonight.
09:07Of course.
09:09Let's invite everyone.
09:11Let's invite everyone.
09:13We haven't celebrated anything.
09:15We haven't gone out for a long time.
09:17I'll let everyone know.
09:19Don't bother.
09:21I'm sure you're very busy now.
09:23Okay.
09:25I forgive you.
09:27That's it.
09:29I'll text everyone.
09:31Okay.
09:49Did you miss Leyla?
09:55Did you talk to her?
09:57Unfortunately, I'll miss her a little more.
09:59I talked to her.
10:01She said she'd take care of Leyla.
10:03She didn't say anything else.
10:05I said I'd help if you wanted.
10:07She didn't want me either.
10:09Don't spoil your mood.
10:11Look, Güneş texted me.
10:13They're going somewhere tonight.
10:15Come with me.
10:17Don't be ridiculous.
10:19You're so boring.
10:23But do you know why?
10:25You don't understand.
10:27If I go somewhere with them now...
10:29...it'll be a mess in the future.
10:31If it's a mess...
10:33...I'll lose control.
10:35If I lose control...
10:37...I can't reach my professional goals in the future.
10:39In the future.
10:41Because, Cehrihan...
10:43...I can't act without a plan.
10:45Let it go.
10:47Relax.
10:49Happiness is not in the future.
10:51Happiness is now.
10:55Choose the present...
10:57...and be happy.
11:01It's not that hard.
11:05You just have to let it go.
11:22Think about it.
11:26I'm sorry.
11:28I'm sorry.
11:30I'm sorry.
11:32I'm sorry.
11:34I'm sorry.
11:39What?
11:56What happened? Why did you come?
11:58Coach Adil called me.
12:01Did he text you too?
12:05Let's meet in Ms. Aysun's room.
12:09Let's go then.
12:21Come in, guys.
12:23Come in.
12:29Ms. Aysun...
12:31...I wanted to talk to you.
12:34Because I think...
12:36...we look alike.
12:38Why?
12:43She's my daughter.
12:46She was my stepmother.
12:50I was separated from my daughter.
12:53By the way...
12:55...this boy became my son.
13:05But my heart was always hurting.
13:08Anger.
13:10Mistakes.
13:14Then...
13:16...I fell here.
13:18I got used to it.
13:20Just like you.
13:23But sometimes...
13:25...there's only one difference.
13:30I'm very happy now.
13:38Do you know why?
13:41Because I know that...
13:43...this life gives us...
13:45...a chance to choose.
13:49Even if my daughter leaves me...
13:51...I'll tear this chair apart...
13:53...and I'll still follow her.
13:55I won't leave her even if I die.
13:59Even if this boy...
14:02...leaves me...
14:05...I'll still choose him.
14:13Because...
14:15...this life taught me, Ms. Aysun.
14:19That...
14:21...in this life...
14:23...we can choose to be happy.
14:29You can choose too.
14:36This girl...
14:39...who never listens to me...
14:42...who always goes against my will...
14:44...who...
14:48...goes to her concerts secretly...
14:55...who hides behind her...
14:59...who listens to her crying...
15:02Mom.
15:07I missed you so much.
15:10Me too, mom. I missed you so much.
15:15I love you so much.
15:18Don't leave me again, okay?
15:21Okay, mom.
15:23Don't.
15:25I miss you so much.
15:34My beautiful girl.
15:36Come here.
15:41I love you so much.
15:43We'll be siblings now.
15:47You'll love each other so much.
15:50I promise you.
15:52I won't get sick again.
16:03I have to admit, you spoke very well.
16:06But...
16:09...from now on...
16:11...I choose you.
16:19I'm so happy, Ferda.
16:21Let's paint this house.
16:23What?
16:25I don't know if I'm permanent or not.
16:27I didn't tell you because I didn't know.
16:29But I'm really bored with this color.
16:31We have to paint your house.
16:33Your house?
16:35Not yours, girl.
16:37That's our house.
16:40So?
16:42Which color do you want?
16:44You tell me.
16:46If you want, I can even paint your nose green.
16:49Good luck, son.
16:51Thank you, son.
16:53It's not that hard green.
16:55What do you think?
16:57Let's paint it pink.
16:59Of course, it'll be beautiful.
17:01Pink? Am I a girl?
17:03Of course, you are.
17:09Then, tomorrow.
17:11No, not tomorrow.
17:13Let's go and paint it now.
17:15Now?
17:17Right now.
17:19Shall I take you now?
17:21Yes, let's go now.
17:23If you want, we can go to the wallpaper.
17:25Let me help you.
17:27Let's go to the wallpaper.
17:29It'll be better if we paint it.
17:39It's a good idea.
17:51Where did you find this?
17:53I found it in Bodrum.
17:55It's either Adil or Belize.
17:57One of them is a carpenter.
17:59They didn't send it to Eskisehir.
18:01There are a lot of things.
18:03I'm sorry.
18:05I was rude.
18:07What?
18:09I didn't know that...
18:11...your company was left by your father...
18:13...and your father passed away.
18:15I'm sorry.
18:19By the way, I think...
18:21...you care a lot about the election.
18:23Don't care so much.
18:25Life is what happens to us...
18:27...when we think we are voting.
18:29Besides, it doesn't matter.
18:31It's a three-day world anyway.
18:33That's a very positive look at life.
18:35I'm so happy.
18:37Smile more.
18:39But I won't bother you anymore.
18:41You can do your business in Iceland.
18:43I won't touch you.
18:47He hit it hard.
18:49He scored 3-0.
18:51Are you a basketball player?
18:53What kind of football is this?
18:55Didn't I tell you...
18:57...I won't bother you?
18:59I said I won't bother you about work.
19:01Shall we sit side by side?
19:03You wait.
19:05Let Cüneyt play football.
19:07Then I have something to shoot.
19:09Come on, start.
19:17Naziko.
19:19Honey.
19:21What are you doing? Will you come to the cafe?
19:23Is Ali coming?
19:25I don't know.
19:27Shall I ask?
19:29I want a lot from Ali.
19:31Where did it come from?
19:33It's a matter of holding hands.
19:35It's a big deal.
19:39Don't be silly.
19:41Ali has already moved on.
19:43It's always because you push him.
19:45I think you're doing the right thing.
19:47I hope so.
19:53Why don't you talk to him?
19:57Okay.
19:59I'll talk to him.
20:05Are you crazy?
20:07Don't you feel sorry for me?
20:09Don't you feel sorry for your brother and mother?
20:11What did this woman do for you?
20:15Look at this.
20:17Look at the situation you left us.
20:19I'm going crazy.
20:21What are you doing?
20:23He doesn't like football.
20:25What did you do?
20:27I'm going to close my shop.
20:29Don't cry.
20:31We'll find a way.
20:33Do you know about this?
20:35Yes.
20:37How?
20:39Wait a minute.
20:41You know he doesn't want to play football.
20:43Yes.
20:47So you're organizing the nation.
20:49But it's not that easy.
20:51I have a contract.
20:53Get out of here.
20:55Get out of here.
20:57Demir, Doruk.
20:59Accompany the gentleman.
21:05If you get out of this,
21:07you'll get it from me.
21:11Look, I'm telling you here.
21:13You'll get it from me.
21:15Come on, get out.
21:17Follow him.
21:25My brother.
21:29Guys, come on.
21:31Get back to work.
21:55Are you available?
21:57I'd like to talk to you.
22:03Not as a doctor.
22:07There's about...
22:0910 years between you.
22:13That's why I'm here.
22:15I'm here to talk to you.
22:17I'm here to talk to you.
22:19I'm here to talk to you.
22:21I'm here to talk to you.
22:23That's why I'm going to talk to you.
22:25That's why I'm going to talk to you.
22:27Okay?
22:29Okay.
22:35Our professions are very similar.
22:37Our professions are very similar.
22:39We're all about work.
22:41We're all about work.
22:43If two doctors go to the cafe,
22:45If two doctors go to the cafe,
22:47they're connected to the topic.
22:49they're connected to the topic.
22:51It's the same for us.
22:536 in the morning, 8 in the evening.
22:55Non-stop.
22:57I don't even count the game days.
22:59You finish the faculty,
23:01You finish the faculty,
23:03Then you become an expert.
23:05Then you become an expert.
23:07But we're amateurs.
23:11Sometimes you can't even find your place in the room.
23:15Look, no matter how bright it looks,
23:17Look, no matter how bright it looks,
23:19There's no guarantee of success.
23:21There's no guarantee of success.
23:23Maybe most of your friends
23:25Maybe most of your friends
23:27Most of your friends
23:29One in ten.
23:31One in ten.
23:33One in ten.
23:35The others are trash.
23:37Then I have a question for you.
23:39Then I have a question for you.
23:41How did we do it?
23:43I mean, without anyone else,
23:45I mean, without anyone else,
23:47What was it?
23:49What?
23:51I'm telling you, Cüneyt.
23:53No one can do this much for something they don't like.
23:55Especially not as good and successful as you.
23:57Especially not as good and successful as you.
24:01I understand.
24:03Club.
24:05Expectations, pressure, maybe a lot of things I don't know.
24:07Expectations, pressure, maybe a lot of things I don't know.
24:09Maybe all of this is football.
24:11Maybe all of this is football.
24:13Maybe all of this is football.
24:15Remember that.
24:29Good luck.
24:45Good luck.
25:15Ali.
25:17Thank God, where are you?
25:19I've looked everywhere in the hospital.
25:21What a question.
25:23You see me here.
25:25Okay, don't get angry.
25:27Okay, don't get angry.
25:39Are you coming to the cafe?
25:41I'm not coming.
25:43I don't feel like it.
25:45Why?
25:47It's all over the place.
25:49Now there's a crowd, a lot of noise.
25:51I don't like that at all.
25:53But Ali, we've been there a thousand times.
25:56That doesn't mean I'm comfortable anymore.
25:58It means I'm having a hard time a thousand times more.
26:05But Nazlı wants you to come.
26:07Is that what she said?
26:13Of course.
26:15But she said give me some time.
26:18Ali, can I give you a little secret?
26:22We women actually say don't come.
26:26But we want you to come.
26:30Why don't you tell me to come?
26:33Am I going to solve the code?
26:36I don't understand you.
26:38Listen to me.
26:43I don't want to come.
26:45Do you want to make up with Nazlı?
26:53Okay, then.
26:55Come.
26:57Even if you don't want to.
26:59Hold Naz's hand, everything will be fine.
27:02I promise you.
27:06Come on.
27:37Sir, are you available?
27:40Come, Doruk.
27:42You can come.
27:44Here you go.
27:49We came to thank you.
27:55You didn't have to. Thank you.
27:58My son doesn't quit football, he doesn't retire, he gave up.
28:01Thanks to you.
28:03You know I didn't talk to your son for you, right?
28:06We know. We talked about everything.
28:09We didn't understand, doctor.
28:11We thought he was happy.
28:13We got into our own trouble.
28:15I'm glad you understand that.
28:19Is Cüneyt happy?
28:21We are all very happy.
28:23We are all very happy.
28:27By the way, you can go out now.
28:32Good evening.
28:33Thank you, sir.
28:38Sir.
28:39By the way, the ball is in my opinion.
28:41Doruk, get lost.
28:43Okay, sir.
28:46One last thing.
28:48He was a footballer who inspired us all.
28:52Not only him, you all did a good job.
28:54Thank you very much.
29:03Ferman.
29:11Ali.
29:15I saw him here the other day.
29:17Who?
29:18Mr. Ali.
29:19He was weird, he seemed scared.
29:26Hey!
29:28Stop, my friend!
29:30Hey!
29:31Hey!
29:33Hey!
29:35I asked him how he was.
29:37He was even more scared.
29:39Something must have happened.
29:42I wonder if something happened to Nazlı.
29:44I don't know.
29:51Don't answer.
29:52Please.
29:53Wasn't it beautiful last night?
29:55Didn't we have fun?
29:57It was beautiful, yes.
29:59Let's do it again.
30:01We are already doing a very difficult job.
30:03Don't answer the phone today.
30:05If you send an e-mail tomorrow morning...
30:08I can't.
30:11Why?
30:12Because despite all these nonsense and difficulties,
30:17I think I love this job.
30:20How do you love it?
30:23The medical equipment side is good.
30:26I think it's good.
30:32My love, I want a boyfriend.
30:35I'm sorry.
30:37Don't answer the phone.
30:39Please don't.
30:41If you do, I won't talk to you today.
30:51Okay.
30:53But don't cry.
30:55But don't cry, okay?
30:58Because if you cry again, I'll give you a hard answer.
31:09Hello.
31:11Yes, I'm ready.
31:12We can start.
31:20So this is your place.
31:22Yes.
31:23Okay, it's not a very fancy place.
31:25But we love it.
31:27It's like our home.
31:29We were coming, but we started to take a break.
31:31The boy had work to do.
31:33Otherwise, he would have come.
31:37Okay.
31:38When did we go out for the first time?
31:40Don't fall tonight, please.
31:41Yes, okay.
31:42Work, power, troubles.
31:44Let's not talk.
31:45Exactly.
31:46Everyone is having fun tonight.
31:47We'll have fun.
31:48No, this time it's me.
31:50No, this time you will entertain me.
31:53Okay.
32:15Ali?
32:20Welcome.
32:21Welcome.
32:22Welcome.
32:28Welcome, Ali.
32:29Welcome, my queen.
32:31Come.
32:41Welcome.
32:49I've decided.
32:50I won't leave you alone tonight.
32:51No matter what.
32:56Are you sure?
32:58Ali, I don't want to force you.
33:00No, I'm not forcing you.
33:02I want it myself.
33:12I'll tell you something.
33:14I want to know this.
33:15Am I exaggerating?
33:17Okay, it will come.
33:18Maybe it will come.
33:19It will come.
33:20How do you know?
33:22It's late.
33:23Go to bed.
33:24But it will come after you finish your work.
33:26What work?
33:27Company work.
33:28What work?
33:36Ali.
33:37I won't leave you alone.
33:50I missed you, too.
33:51I don't have the right to do this.
33:54Everyone is looking at you.
33:55Who are you going to look at?
33:56Come on.
33:57Company work.
34:05I'm telling you.
34:06I'm not acting.
34:07Are you acting?
34:08I really don't know.
34:09I don't know anything right now.
34:11I don't understand.
34:12But you have to tell me something so true.
34:14I don't know.
34:15No.
34:16I'm not what you said.
34:17I'm not what you said.
34:18I'm not what you said.
34:19I'm not what you said.
34:20Yes.
34:21What can I say?
34:22You were shining yesterday.
34:24In front of the cameras.
34:25Yes.
34:26Yes.
34:43What's going on?
34:44What's going on?
34:47Hello, guys.
34:54What's up?
34:55What are you looking at?
34:56Is there an emergency at the hospital?
34:57No.
34:58Are you mad at us for coming here?
34:59What does it have to do with Ali?
35:00The world didn't turn upside down, did it?
35:04Guys.
35:05Calm down, guys.
35:07Welcome.
35:08I'm glad you came.
35:09Come on.
35:10Let's get something to drink.
35:13Have fun.
35:15What did you do well to come?
35:17Can I ask for a second?
35:18Okay.
35:19Who came while you were waiting?
35:29You were right yesterday.
35:31From top to toe.
35:34You saw what we couldn't see.
35:38But I'm still right about how you're going to express it.
35:43You'll either learn what you're going to explain to people...
35:46...or we'll continue to live with them.
35:49Think about it.
35:51Okay?
36:07What can I get you?
36:08I'm coming, bro.
36:12Okay.
36:25So...
36:26What do we owe you for coming?
36:28Did you come to greet your people, Your Excellency?
36:30If you're going to joke like that, I'm leaving.
36:32Okay, okay. I'm quiet.
36:33I'm just surprised.
36:34I mean...
36:35I didn't expect you to come.
36:37Actually, I didn't.
36:39But I came to see Ali.
36:41Hmm.
36:43Is that all?
36:46Well...
36:47I couldn't resist.
36:48I went home.
36:49I couldn't go in anyway.
36:52I found myself here.
36:53Okay, don't worry.
36:55It'll pass.
36:56It'll be great to stay with Belize and the baby.
36:58You'll see, it'll be better tomorrow.
37:00Trust me.
37:02I hope so.
37:04So, what are we drinking?
37:06You choose.
37:08Okay.
37:09Would you look at this?
37:12Yeah.
37:14Uh, I meant to have IHER.
37:42What's up, my lady?
37:46What lady?
37:47You're sitting next to my lady again.
37:51I'm sacrificing myself for the relationship.
37:53Good.
37:54Well done.
37:55So, what was I going to ask you?
37:57Where were you the night before, at this time?
37:59Were you at the hospital?
38:01Where were you the night before, at this time?
38:03Were you at the hospital?
38:11Which night?
38:14The night before.
38:17Where were you?
38:18Were you at the hospital?
38:21Bon appetit.
38:32I went to get some medicine for my stomach.
38:36I heard a voice.
38:38I ran after it.
38:39It ran away.
38:43Could that be you?
39:02I don't like you eating from my plate.
39:04Please.
39:05Please don't eat.
39:06The smell will get on my plate.
39:07Okay.
39:08You can eat from the other side.
39:09It's okay.
39:16You're sacrificing yourself for the relationship now.
39:20Relationships are the biggest sacrifice.
39:24Staying silent.
39:28Keeping what you know to yourself.
39:32Because nothing is as it seems from the outside.
39:36We can't understand people from the outside.
39:56Do you understand?
40:02I'm sorry.
40:03I forgot.
40:09I'm going.
40:11Have fun.
40:23Okan, turn on the music.
40:25Turn it up. Let's dance.
40:31Come on.
40:55Come here. Come on.
40:57Let's dance.
41:01Let's dance.
41:31Let's dance.
41:36What happened?
41:40It's me.
41:51I'm so hungry.
41:52I'm so hungry.
41:54I'm so hungry.
41:55I'm so hungry.
41:56I'm so hungry.
41:58I'm so hungry.
42:00I'm so hungry.
42:01I'm so hungry.
42:04Ali.
42:05I'm so hungry.
42:06Are you okay?
42:07I'm not.
42:08I'm not.
42:10Okay, I understand.
42:11No, you don't.
42:14You don't understand.
42:15None of you understand.
42:17I'm so hungry.
42:19I'm so hungry.
42:21Ali.
42:22I told you not to force yourself.
42:24Is there any other way?
42:25There's no other way.
42:27There's no other way.
42:29You're getting away from me.
42:31I have to do it.
42:34I can't do it.
42:36I'm afraid every time I touch you, Nazli.
42:39I'm trying to do it again.
42:42Are you afraid of me every time you touch me?
42:44Of course I'm afraid.
42:47The contact scares me.
42:48Don't you know?
42:51When you can do this...
42:53It's late, isn't it?
42:55It's not late, Nazli.
42:57It won't be late.
43:00Ali.
43:01I...
43:02I'm just worried about myself.
43:05Don't leave me.
43:06Don't go away from me.
43:07Don't let my friends leave me.
43:09You're not taking me with you in any other way.
43:11Ali, you're being unfair.
43:13Look, you're being unfair.
43:15Everyone inside loves you very much.
43:17I'm trying to pull myself together like crazy.
43:21Things that are easy for you are so hard for me.
43:26For example...
43:27That flower...
43:30That flower smells like...
43:33It smells like it's broken.
43:36It's very strong.
43:37Very.
43:40Or...
43:42Or that music...
43:44It doesn't mean anything to you.
43:46But for me...
43:49For me...
43:50It pierces my ear.
43:51It's like it's getting into my brain.
43:53It's so hard.
43:54You don't understand.
43:55I'm so scared.
43:57My toes...
44:00My toes...
44:01It's like it's sinking into my feet.
44:03It's sinking like this.
44:05It's sinking like this.
44:12I'm so sorry.
44:13Don't go.
44:16Don't go.
44:21You're so beautiful.
44:24Your hands are so beautiful.
44:28But I can't hold it.
44:35My feelings don't work like yours.
44:40I'm not like you.
44:45I...
44:47I don't run away from you.
44:49I don't scream and cry.
44:51I don't go through this without you.
44:54You took me without you.
44:57It didn't pass.
45:01It won't pass.
45:09I'm not sick.
45:16I'm autistic.
45:17It won't pass.
45:21It won't pass at all.
45:47It won't pass.