LazarBeam talks about the stress and pressure he felt trying to make it big on YouTube
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00:00With YouTube, there's always a clock in the back of my head, you know, every time you post something
00:03Even if it's the one out of ten the best video I've ever posted everyone loves it the clock just resets
00:09Okay, what are you doing next? What are you doing next? What are you doing next?
00:12What are you doing next? You're only as good as the last thing you did and the last thing you did was six months ago
00:16You might as well have done nothing, you know back when you know you're trying to blow up
00:21You've got no money in your bank account. You're trying to like achieve this dream that you have and
00:25Like man, I was sleep like three hours a night like you get like i'd love to have my mother come in right now
00:30And try and explain what it was like dealing with me then man
00:33But once they saw how like driven I was about it
00:36It's taboo to say YouTube's a hard job. All right. I'm like of course, but you do have to work hard like it
00:43It can be a battle. So it was like a couple hours of sleep a night wake up. I edited all my own videos
00:49I did all my own thumbnails. I did it all myself
00:52And did that for like six or seven years and it was just I was like a demon like I was just like
01:01It was unhealthy. I went from being someone who would you'd call a dropkick a loser
01:05To sort of holy like now everyone goes. Oh, you work so hard
01:09Like that's that's like people look to me like people I know and friends and stuff like that's what I want to be like
01:14Yeah, and i've become something that can be sort of
01:17Some people can look up to even just other youtubers other friends. I have have used me as a motivator
01:23But like yeah literally 10 plus years ago. I was a dropkick
01:26And the only difference was being passionate about something
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