The Story Behind Lifeline 2025 Full Movie
Title: Lifeline
Release Year: 2025
Genre: Thriller, Mystery, Drama
Director: Feras Alfuqaha
Release Date: February 21, 2025
Duration: 1 hour 20 minutes (80 minutes)
Lifeline follows a late-night suicide hotline operator, Steven Thomas, played by Josh Stewart, who receives a disturbing call from someone claiming to be him. The caller knows personal details only he would know and threatens to end his life within the hour, forcing the operator into a tense, emotional race against time to save "himself".
Cast: Josh Stewart, as Steven Thomas, a late-night suicide hotline operator
Judah Lewis, as a key character
Brecken Merrill, Feras Alfuqaha* (also a producer) , Leal Naim, (also a producer)
Director: Feras Alfuqaha
Screenwriters: Brian Price and Brady Morell
Producers: Feras Alfuqaha and Leal Naim
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Title: Lifeline
Release Year: 2025
Genre: Thriller, Mystery, Drama
Director: Feras Alfuqaha
Release Date: February 21, 2025
Duration: 1 hour 20 minutes (80 minutes)
Lifeline follows a late-night suicide hotline operator, Steven Thomas, played by Josh Stewart, who receives a disturbing call from someone claiming to be him. The caller knows personal details only he would know and threatens to end his life within the hour, forcing the operator into a tense, emotional race against time to save "himself".
Cast: Josh Stewart, as Steven Thomas, a late-night suicide hotline operator
Judah Lewis, as a key character
Brecken Merrill, Feras Alfuqaha* (also a producer) , Leal Naim, (also a producer)
Director: Feras Alfuqaha
Screenwriters: Brian Price and Brady Morell
Producers: Feras Alfuqaha and Leal Naim
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00:00:30I'm still here.
00:01:00And so are you.
00:01:07I'm still here.
00:01:36You're not going to tell me your name?
00:01:49Don't make it a big thing, Mom.
00:01:50Well, she invited you to hang out.
00:01:52I know that.
00:01:54Hey.
00:01:55Hey.
00:01:56Hey.
00:01:57Guess who just might have a girlfriend?
00:02:00I heard he's got two of them.
00:02:02I didn't say that.
00:02:04Oh, my gosh.
00:02:04You guys are annoying.
00:02:09Good nap?
00:02:10Yeah.
00:02:11Weird dreams.
00:02:13I still have this headache that won't go away.
00:02:16You think you should call out?
00:02:18No.
00:02:18You know, everybody's short-staffed as it is.
00:02:22Speaking of which, have you seen my ID anywhere?
00:02:25Yeah, this is what happens now that you're only volunteering twice a year.
00:02:28She gave me a hard time to let them look forward.
00:02:31Guilt trip, man.
00:02:32Yeah.
00:02:33Yeah.
00:02:33Yeah.
00:02:35Yeah.
00:02:44Yeah.
00:02:45What's he doing tonight?
00:03:05He said he's hanging out at a friend's house down the street.
00:03:08What about you? You still going to do that work thing?
00:03:11I decided to ditch it and go to my sister's.
00:03:13She's having her annual shindig.
00:03:15It's quite a hike, isn't it?
00:03:17I know, I just feel like I owe her a visit.
00:03:20Check out the invitation she sent.
00:03:23Julia's New Year's Eve Bonanza.
00:03:25Well, you can't miss that.
00:03:28This came from your brother.
00:03:29I was thinking of putting him on the fridge.
00:03:34Who are those sweaters?
00:03:36I think those sweaters are cute.
00:03:38Dad, did you get the Lakers tickets yet?
00:03:40Oh, shit.
00:03:42No, not yet.
00:03:43I'm still working on it.
00:03:44If you give me your card, I can order them.
00:03:46Because they're going to sell out.
00:03:47No, no.
00:03:48I'm going to do it.
00:03:50Oh, um, I almost forgot.
00:03:53I had coffee with Matt Chauvin's yesterday.
00:03:56He asked to read your book.
00:03:58It's really not that type of thing, you know?
00:04:00Well, he was thrilled to give you notes,
00:04:03so I sent it to him.
00:04:06Is that a problem?
00:04:07No, I mean, look, it's, uh,
00:04:11he's just a big-time fiction writer, you know?
00:04:14And you asked him to read my dumb little memoir.
00:04:16Wow, okay.
00:04:17No more goodwill gestures from me.
00:04:19Oh, okay.
00:04:21Appreciate it.
00:04:23Tracey Hoover was given the liver of a nine-year-old accident
00:04:26and contacted the government around Romand Racial.
00:04:27No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:04:31You've reached Andrew.
00:04:51Please leave a message and I'll get back to you.
00:04:53Maybe, brother, it's me.
00:04:55Just calling to say Happy New Year.
00:04:57I got those photos you sent.
00:04:59Thanks for those.
00:05:01Um, anyway, give me a call back.
00:05:04Let's catch up.
00:05:26Because I'm at work right now,
00:05:28you cannot just drop this on me last minute, Ty.
00:05:31It's New Year's Eve.
00:05:35Fine.
00:05:37No, I just can't argue about it right now.
00:05:40You know what?
00:05:41I'll figure it out.
00:05:45Steven.
00:05:46Hi.
00:05:47How are you?
00:05:48Good.
00:05:48So good to see you.
00:05:49How are you?
00:05:50Ah, you know, same old, same old.
00:05:52Not interrupting, am I?
00:05:53No, that was just my ex-husband dropping the ball again.
00:05:57I actually have to go and get my kids.
00:05:59He got his dates all messed up and now it's impossible to find a sitter.
00:06:03Actually, I think it's just going to be you here most of the night.
00:06:05Cindy's off at 11.
00:06:06Oh, uh, okay.
00:06:08I'm so sorry, Steven.
00:06:09I know it's a lot from one person, but I just...
00:06:11No, no, no, no.
00:06:12It's fine.
00:06:13It's fine.
00:06:13Go be with you kids.
00:06:14It's okay.
00:06:15You're a lifesaver.
00:06:16Come on, you're the hero.
00:06:17I'm the one who sold out and went into private practice.
00:06:21Well, at least use my desk.
00:06:23I do have the nice chair.
00:06:25All right.
00:06:25All right.
00:06:37Lifeline?
00:06:41Hello?
00:06:43I don't want to talk about myself.
00:06:46I don't want to talk about myself.
00:06:47Okay.
00:06:47I understand.
00:06:52Hello?
00:07:11Lifeline.
00:07:12Lifeline.
00:07:16It's, uh, it's okay if you're not ready to talk, but, uh, can I get your name at least?
00:07:31Mary.
00:07:32Mary?
00:07:33Hi, Mary.
00:07:35I'm Steven.
00:07:35I don't really know how this works.
00:07:42Well, it's, uh, really whatever you feel like you need.
00:07:47What made you call in this evening?
00:07:50And there's no right answer to that.
00:07:52I didn't want to feel like this.
00:07:54I want it to be over.
00:07:56But please don't tell the police where I am.
00:08:02Because they'll just...
00:08:04No, no, no.
00:08:05No, no, no, I won't.
00:08:06I promise.
00:08:07This call's anonymous, so you don't have to worry about that, okay?
00:08:12Okay?
00:08:14I'd just like to talk a little bit about how you're feeling.
00:08:17Did, uh, did something happen at home tonight?
00:08:19Maybe a fight with family, or, uh...
00:08:23Yeah.
00:08:24Yeah.
00:08:24Yeah?
00:08:25Can you tell me a little bit about that?
00:08:32Um.
00:08:35It's different.
00:08:38I said it's been all over the place, and no one I know gets it, so I got these pills.
00:08:47You have the pills with you now?
00:08:49Awesome.
00:08:55They're for sleep and depression, but I figured if I take enough...
00:09:00Well, I'm really hoping you don't do that, Mary.
00:09:02There's no other way.
00:09:03I don't have a choice.
00:09:06Now, why do you say that?
00:09:08What?
00:09:09When you say that you don't feel like you have a choice, what do you mean by that?
00:09:15Mary, can you...
00:09:17Can you tell me where you are right now?
00:09:19Are you at home?
00:09:21No, I'm in Palm Springs.
00:09:23My husband rented a house here for the holidays.
00:09:27But he knows that you've been having a hard time.
00:09:31What?
00:09:31But he knows that you've been hurting?
00:09:40Mary?
00:09:40I don't trust him.
00:09:42He's the reason I'm...
00:09:44The reason that you feel like hurting yourself?
00:09:48Yeah, I...
00:09:50He drove us out here because I was having problems.
00:09:55There was a medication change I went through recently, and I told him I was in therapy, and he got really mad.
00:10:04How come?
00:10:05I don't think I can talk any longer.
00:10:08Why not?
00:10:12Mary, is it because you're worried about your husband finding out?
00:10:16Yeah.
00:10:17Has your husband ever hurt you?
00:10:24No.
00:10:26But I'm afraid of him.
00:10:28It's hard to explain.
00:10:29No, no, I think I understand.
00:10:38But I've got to say, things, they sound really tense over there tonight.
00:10:42So I'd like to come up with a safe word or phrase in case your husband comes home and we're still talking.
00:10:50What do you mean?
00:10:51What do you mean?
00:10:51It's just a way for you to let me know that you're feeling unsafe, so it doesn't trigger your husband.
00:10:58Can we do that?
00:11:00Okay, fine, yeah.
00:11:02Okay, great.
00:11:03So the best thing to do is to pick a word or a phrase that's really easy to bring up in a conversation.
00:11:14Like, he's so wonderful or something?
00:11:17Yeah.
00:11:18Yeah, that's great.
00:11:19He's so wonderful works.
00:11:20That's great.
00:11:20And you remember that, right?
00:11:22Just in case?
00:11:23Yeah.
00:11:24Okay.
00:11:25I don't know.
00:11:27It feels really risky.
00:11:30Mary, listen.
00:11:31I just want to do whatever we can to...
00:11:33I should hang up.
00:11:35No, no, no.
00:11:35Mary, Mary.
00:11:36Wait, wait.
00:11:37Are you still there?
00:11:38If we can get you someplace safe tonight, away from your husband, okay?
00:11:44Just until your therapist is available, do you think that you could hold off on maybe
00:11:51taking those pills?
00:11:55I don't know.
00:11:56Maybe.
00:11:58Maybe?
00:11:58Well, can you give me your address?
00:12:02And I just feel better if we got you out of that situation, away from him.
00:12:08578 Flamingo Drive.
00:12:13578 Flamingo Drive.
00:12:14And you said you're in Palm Springs, right?
00:12:17Honestly, I think it'd be easier to just send it.
00:12:20Mary?
00:12:21Mary?
00:12:22It just keeps happening.
00:12:23I know.
00:12:24Listen.
00:12:24I understand, Mary.
00:12:26I understand.
00:12:27Listen.
00:12:29But that would be...
00:12:32That would be a really big mistake and one that you cannot take back.
00:12:37Do you understand that?
00:12:40Mary?
00:12:43Shit.
00:12:44Oh, my God.
00:13:14Lifeline, how can I help you today?
00:13:44And give that hot bath a try, okay?
00:13:55Yeah, you too.
00:14:15Lifeline.
00:14:18Sorry, I'm sick.
00:14:21Okay.
00:14:22Well, that's okay, but this line is specifically for mental health purposes, so...
00:14:27So what?
00:14:30Well, if you have a cold, then you should talk to a doctor or someone more qualified than me.
00:14:40No, I mean, I also want to kill myself.
00:14:45Okay, that is something that we should talk about.
00:14:50Can you hold on a second?
00:14:52Sure.
00:14:57Listen, if this is a prank call, I'm going to hang up, okay?
00:15:08Julia, what are you two doing?
00:15:10Yeah, sure.
00:15:42you all right oh yeah it's just a little coffee burn things how's your night going
00:15:51pretty good feels like it's been non-stop yeah i'm gonna make a little coffee once in lifeline
00:16:12lifeline hi uh my wife mary called a little while ago my name's jason okay yeah hi
00:16:32she uh you know well i'll let her explain she's right here hello hi mary it's steven
00:16:42um yeah i just wanted to call and say i was sorry about before
00:16:51my meds they just make me think crazy thoughts and
00:16:58mary is your husband there with you right now uh-huh yeah
00:17:08he's so wonderful
00:17:12well thanks for letting me know you're okay and have a good rest of your night
00:17:18yeah happy new year you too
00:17:31palm springs police department what's your emergency hi my name is steven thomas and i'm a hotline responder
00:17:36the lifeline call center there's a lady in your area at 578 flamingo drive and i believe that there's
00:17:43there's a possible uh domestic violence situation with her husband all right let me put you through
00:17:50to an officer on patrol hang on
00:18:00this is officer fredericks with the palm springs pd you're reporting a domestic violence case
00:18:08yes she's at 578 flamingo drive
00:18:11that's the address dispatch center is there a number i can reach you at sure my cell is 717-55-6455
00:18:23great i'll give you a call back once we get eyes on her what was the name again mary i didn't get a last
00:18:29name okay well we're on our way now great i appreciate it
00:18:45thank you
00:18:47thank you
00:18:51thank you
00:18:59thank you
00:19:05thank you
00:19:13Lifeline.
00:19:37I'm going to kill myself.
00:19:41Okay.
00:19:43Can you tell me a little bit about why?
00:19:50That wouldn't make sense.
00:19:53Well, I'd like to try and understand.
00:19:56I'm in no rush.
00:20:02Can you tell me a little bit about yourself?
00:20:06Like what?
00:20:07You, um, you have a job.
00:20:10Are you a student?
00:20:11I go to UCLA.
00:20:14Oh, yeah?
00:20:15I went there.
00:20:17I mean, a while ago, but, um...
00:20:20What's your name?
00:20:23Steven.
00:20:24Steven.
00:20:26That's my name, too.
00:20:28Where are you right now, Steven?
00:20:31In a motel.
00:20:32I bought a gun.
00:20:39I got to be honest with you, Steven.
00:20:41Um...
00:20:42Guns make me really nervous in this kind of situation.
00:20:48Did you tell anyone else where you are?
00:20:50I...
00:20:51I tried to tell my girlfriend, but...
00:20:56Er...
00:20:56Ex-girlfriend.
00:20:59But...
00:21:00We just got into a fight, so...
00:21:02I'm sorry to hear that.
00:21:05What's your girlfriend's name?
00:21:11It's Vivian, but...
00:21:12Everybody calls her Viv.
00:21:13And you said your name is Steven?
00:21:17Yeah.
00:21:18What's your last name?
00:21:20Thomas.
00:21:23So, uh...
00:21:25You wouldn't happen to have gone to, uh...
00:21:27Woodrow Wilson High School, did you?
00:21:31Yeah, how did you know that?
00:21:34I'm gonna put you on hold for just a second, all right?
00:21:36Hello?
00:21:49Hey, it's me.
00:21:50Dad?
00:21:51Yeah, nice work with that, uh...
00:21:53Prank call there.
00:21:54What?
00:21:55That was good.
00:21:56Did you get your mom in on that, too?
00:21:58Dad, I seriously have no idea what you're talking about.
00:22:02But so the guy that called in claiming to be me,
00:22:04you knew nothing about that?
00:22:06No.
00:22:09And, Dad, it's really loud here right now, so...
00:22:12Okay.
00:22:13All right, well, we'll talk about this later.
00:22:15Okay, bye.
00:22:24Hey, so, uh...
00:22:25So, listen, buddy.
00:22:26You seriously just put me on hold?
00:22:29I came here to blow my brains out,
00:22:31and you're too fucking busy to stay on the phone with me?
00:22:32Okay, okay, hey, listen, listen, listen.
00:22:34I'm sorry, I'm sorry that...
00:22:36You're right.
00:22:36That was wrong of me.
00:22:38I apologize.
00:22:41Whatever.
00:22:43It doesn't matter.
00:22:44I...
00:22:45It's happening no matter what, so...
00:22:47When you say it's happening, you mean...
00:22:52I mean, I'm going to kill myself.
00:22:55I've already decided.
00:22:59But you haven't done it yet, and that's a great thing.
00:23:02I told myself midnight.
00:23:06Is there a reason that you gave yourself a time?
00:23:08I don't know.
00:23:10It helps when I have a goal, I guess.
00:23:12Well, you seem pretty determined.
00:23:17Did you get the gun for this purpose?
00:23:20Yeah.
00:23:22It's either I use it on myself or on...
00:23:26On who?
00:23:27On who?
00:23:30It doesn't matter.
00:23:32Too much of a coward to do that.
00:23:35He always knew that about me.
00:23:38I only call because I don't want to be alone when I do it.
00:23:41Instead, this hotline was anonymous, so I...
00:23:43I figured if I told anyone else, they'd call the cops.
00:23:46Well, that's not going to happen with me, but I got to be honest with you.
00:23:49This, uh...
00:23:51This worries me, Steven.
00:23:53But you're not going to call it, though, right?
00:23:55Just bring a one fucking siren.
00:23:56No, no, I'm not going to call the cops.
00:23:58I just want to keep talking to you, okay?
00:24:00That's it.
00:24:01Can we do that?
00:24:04Yeah.
00:24:06Okay.
00:24:08As long as you know it won't matter.
00:24:12We can't change what's happening.
00:24:13What specifically do you feel like you can't change?
00:24:20I...
00:24:20I just mean generally.
00:24:22I...
00:24:22I feel like we all believe we're in control.
00:24:25When we aren't.
00:24:27So you feel powerless?
00:24:29I don't feel.
00:24:30I am.
00:24:30I am fucking powerless.
00:24:32That's why I know nothing matters.
00:24:35I know people say that all the time, but it's true.
00:24:38It's like the only thing that's true.
00:24:39That nothing matters?
00:24:43We're all just talking to ourselves.
00:24:46Telling ourselves the same things over and over.
00:24:49Putting meaning into every little.
00:24:52We're pretending to be people we are, all of us.
00:24:54Acting like everything's perfect and normal.
00:25:00And what I did...
00:25:02I can't...
00:25:03What did you do?
00:25:09I mean...
00:25:12What did I let happen?
00:25:15Good boy.
00:25:20What did you let happen?
00:25:22Forget it.
00:25:27Steven.
00:25:27Once I do this, I'll be free.
00:25:32I mean, it's all insane.
00:25:35And if the whole world is insane...
00:25:38Then why is it insane to want to end my life?
00:25:42I think it would be tragic.
00:25:45But insane?
00:25:48I don't know.
00:25:49You see, there's part of me that can understand the feeling that the whole world is rigged against us.
00:25:58Right?
00:25:59And no matter how hard we try, life just keeps putting obstacles in our way.
00:26:05Sometimes worse.
00:26:06Sometimes...
00:26:08Things feel like they're so bad that it is too much for one person to take on.
00:26:15Alone, at least.
00:26:16But that's why you called in.
00:26:24And I think that's great.
00:26:31Steven.
00:26:35You still with me?
00:26:36I don't know.
00:26:46That's just for me.
00:26:54All right.
00:26:54Hi, this is Vivian. Please leave a message.
00:27:12Hey, it's me.
00:27:14Just had a call that threw me for a loop.
00:27:18Give me a call when you get it.
00:27:20I love you.
00:27:24I'm so sorry. I know you're about to head out, but I need to run down to the restroom downstairs.
00:27:32Can you cover for me for just a sec?
00:27:34Yeah, sure.
00:27:42Hello?
00:27:43Hi, it's Officer Fredericks.
00:27:45Oh, yeah.
00:27:46This is my cell. I just wanted to follow up. We arrested the victim's husband you called in about, uh, Jason.
00:27:52Oh, okay. And, uh, and how's Mary?
00:27:55She was worked up, for sure. And we had an ambulance take her to the hospital since her head was injured pretty bad.
00:28:00Oh, my goodness.
00:28:02But hey, it's great you called. Who knows how bad things could have gotten if we hadn't showed up.
00:28:09Well, thank you.
00:28:11I'll give you a call this week since we'll need a full statement.
00:28:14For sure.
00:28:16This is the best number to reach you at?
00:28:18Uh, yes it is.
00:28:20Okay. You have a good rest of your night, sir.
00:28:22You too. Happy New Year.
00:28:24Happy New Year.
00:28:36Hey there, I'm just gonna use your restroom really quick, alright?
00:28:39Key is on the desk, right there.
00:28:54You're gonna listen to me!
00:29:15You're gonna listen to me!
00:29:17What was that?
00:29:32Damn gunshot victim.
00:29:34Those doctors, there's a hospital nearby?
00:29:36Yeah, next door in the West Tower.
00:29:39Tell you, a bunch of strange happenings going on in this block.
00:29:42Man.
00:29:45You on eight, right?
00:29:46Yeah.
00:29:47Yeah, you'll probably see me around here later on.
00:29:49Graveyard shit for us, huh?
00:29:51Man, it gets lonely around here on New Year's Eve.
00:29:53I tell you.
00:29:55But...
00:29:57I don't believe this.
00:29:59Is this happening upstairs too?
00:30:01Yeah, there's something similar.
00:30:03Must have been from that earthquake earlier.
00:30:06We had one?
00:30:07Yeah, you didn't feel it?
00:30:08Must have missed it.
00:30:11Hey, thanks again.
00:30:13No problem.
00:30:14Happy to eat you.
00:30:15You too.
00:30:17Andrew!
00:30:20Hey, man.
00:30:21Sorry, I just got your message.
00:30:23No worries.
00:30:24Yeah, it's crazy.
00:30:26It's almost midnight here.
00:30:27The boys somehow have more energy than me.
00:30:30Yeah, they look really big in the photos you sent.
00:30:33Yeah, tell me about it.
00:30:35Hey, I was meaning to call you earlier this week.
00:30:38You know, it's just, it's been a little...
00:30:40No, no, no.
00:30:41I get it.
00:30:42I get it.
00:30:43It's weird.
00:30:44I've been thinking about mom and dad recently.
00:30:49And I don't know.
00:30:51It's like memories of them.
00:30:53They're fading, you know?
00:30:55Like I can only remember them in bits and pieces now.
00:31:00Sorry, I don't know what I'm trying to say.
00:31:03No, I get it.
00:31:04It's the same for me.
00:31:05You know, it feels like it's easier to block things out most of the time.
00:31:10Yeah, I've been thinking about it too.
00:31:12I mean, how can we not on a night like tonight, you know?
00:31:17You remember that time when dad took mom on that trip and left us alone for the weekend?
00:31:24And didn't tell us where they were going or anything and they just left?
00:31:27Yeah.
00:31:29Yeah, I remember that.
00:31:32You said something to me.
00:31:46I've never forgotten.
00:31:49What if he kills her?
00:31:53I know they came back a few days later.
00:31:55She was okay, but...
00:31:58Yeah, and then with me going so far away for college...
00:32:03We never talked about it, but...
00:32:07I could have done more.
00:32:10I know that.
00:32:12Hey, Steve, hang on one sec.
00:32:15Honey?
00:32:17Boys, I'm sorry.
00:32:21We were closing in on midnight here.
00:32:23Yeah, no, I gotta run too.
00:32:26I'm at work, so...
00:32:28Hey, but let's find a time to talk more, you know?
00:32:31When I'm not being used as a jungle gym.
00:32:34Yeah, for sure.
00:32:56Hello.
00:32:57Steven.
00:33:10Hi.
00:33:11Hello.
00:33:24Steven, hi.
00:33:26It's, uh, Matt Chauvin's.
00:33:27A colleague of your wife's?
00:33:29Yeah.
00:33:30Hi, how are you?
00:33:31I'm good.
00:33:33I'm good.
00:33:33I'm good.
00:33:34Yourself?
00:33:35I'm great.
00:33:35Um, funny.
00:33:37I'm actually looking at your Wikipedia page.
00:33:39No kidding.
00:33:43Yeah, I, uh, I heard that Vivian sent my, uh, draft to you.
00:33:48So sorry, I just didn't expect to hear from you so soon.
00:33:51Well, good writers seek out other good writers whenever they can.
00:33:55Hey, you're the professional.
00:33:56I'm just a wannabe.
00:33:58Now, please, don't sell yourself short.
00:34:01Well, I, uh, I'll admit, by the end of college,
00:34:03I was dead set on either being a psychologist or a sci-fi writer, so, you know.
00:34:09Oh, yeah?
00:34:10Yeah, yeah, it's gonna be one or the other.
00:34:23Hello?
00:34:25Uh, sorry, did you, uh, did you feel that earthquake?
00:34:30No, no, it must have not hit us here in the valley.
00:34:34Are you all right?
00:34:36Uh, yeah.
00:34:38Yeah, all good.
00:34:41Good.
00:34:43So, I know it's New Year's Eve.
00:34:46I hope I'm not interrupting.
00:34:48No, not at the moment.
00:34:50Well, I had to call.
00:34:52Because, honestly, I'm reading this memoir and I'm on the edge of my seat.
00:34:56I couldn't put it down.
00:34:58Really?
00:35:00That, uh, that means a lot.
00:35:03Yeah, no, it's gripping stuff.
00:35:06I really can't wait to read the rest.
00:35:10Well, I figured it was more or less finished page count-wise.
00:35:14Huh.
00:35:14So, I'm just gonna give you my personal opinion.
00:35:17You can take it, you can leave it, but...
00:35:19No, no, please.
00:35:20I, uh, I'd love the feedback.
00:35:23Well, it feels like you stopped short right as things with your father start heating up.
00:35:28I trust you.
00:35:37But the way you set everything up until this point, the father-son dynamic.
00:35:42Yeah, I just figured there was more to explore with that relationship.
00:35:47With my father, um, okay?
00:35:52Because I don't think I really got into our relationship until around Chapter 8 or so.
00:35:56Huh.
00:35:58Vivian must have sent me an earlier manuscript.
00:36:01This copy ends at Chapter 5.
00:36:03Uh, I actually have the latest draft emailed to myself and I can forward that to you right now.
00:36:13Yeah, that'd be great.
00:36:14The writing is terrific.
00:36:22And your teenage years, I mean, it's harrowing, honestly.
00:36:27Yeah, I just end up sticking to sci-fi and political thrillers.
00:36:31Maybe I'm too afraid of getting personal.
00:36:37Man, I'm sorry.
00:36:38I've got to call you right back.
00:36:40Oh, uh, okay.
00:36:42Let's, uh, let's talk later.
00:36:44Hey, Viv.
00:36:45Hey, sorry.
00:36:46I just got your message.
00:36:47It's all right.
00:36:48It's no problem.
00:36:49Have you talked to Jeff?
00:36:51Uh, yeah.
00:36:52I talked to him about an hour ago.
00:36:54He was, uh, still at the party.
00:36:56Why?
00:36:57He hasn't responded to my text.
00:36:59Really?
00:37:00I mean, I know he's just down the street, but I've been trying to check in.
00:37:04Oh, hang on.
00:37:05I just texted.
00:37:07He's saying I'll be home by 1230 at the latest.
00:37:11You're great.
00:37:12And how was your party?
00:37:14Uh, I left early.
00:37:16I'm actually on the road now.
00:37:18That much fun, huh?
00:37:20No, it was fine.
00:37:21It was good to see Julia.
00:37:22She spent at least an hour telling embarrassing stories from when we were young.
00:37:26How was everything on your end?
00:37:28Your voicemail sounded...
00:37:29No, I think I just wanted to hear your voice.
00:37:32You know?
00:37:34Conversations tonight got me thinking.
00:37:37Yeah?
00:37:38Yeah.
00:37:38About what?
00:37:41Us.
00:37:42The past.
00:37:44Oh.
00:37:45Not the past.
00:37:47Yeah, that little old thing.
00:37:51I just think there's, uh, things I've forgotten, you know?
00:37:59Senior year of college, and, uh, maybe before.
00:38:05Tell me what you remember about us.
00:38:08About us?
00:38:09Wow.
00:38:11Yeah.
00:38:14Yeah, from the beginning.
00:38:16No, I hope you haven't forgotten that much.
00:38:20No, I'm just in a reflective moment.
00:38:23And I am writing a memoir.
00:38:26Supposedly, anyway.
00:38:27Yeah, that's true.
00:38:30So?
00:38:32Well, we first met in a psych class, but I don't think we started dating until physics, I think.
00:38:42We ended up getting partnered together for a final.
00:38:45That paper we wrote.
00:38:47God, why do I always forget the name?
00:38:50The Mini Worlds one.
00:38:53Yeah, yeah, that one.
00:38:54Which, by the way, I found that stashed at home earlier today.
00:38:59You kept that?
00:39:01Yeah.
00:39:02Yeah, probably just sentimental value, I guess.
00:39:05Yeah, I hadn't thought about that till today.
00:39:08Yeah.
00:39:09I don't know why I held on to it.
00:39:10I just felt like we got through some tough times that year, so.
00:39:16But, yeah, that paper, it was way above our heads.
00:39:21We were trying to prove that parallel universes existed or something like that.
00:39:26And I remember you had doubts.
00:39:29Yeah, that sounds like me.
00:39:33We got all philosophical that first night, working on the take-home, debating whether life was deterministic.
00:39:41You had this relentless belief in free will.
00:39:44And that, among other things, is why I fell in love with you.
00:39:53What do you mean by we, um, we got through tough times that year?
00:40:00Well, you know.
00:40:01I mean, I don't even want to think about it now, but.
00:40:07What?
00:40:09No, it just, it's hard to think about how close things came to ending.
00:40:15What do you mean ending?
00:40:17Just us.
00:40:19Everything.
00:40:20The day in the car.
00:40:21It was a few weeks after you first told me about the scars.
00:40:34On your back.
00:40:36Where they really came from.
00:40:42Go get our room.
00:40:43You were so free to talk about it back then.
00:41:13No crying.
00:41:23Quiet, Stephen.
00:41:24The number you dialed is not in service.
00:41:51Hello?
00:41:52Jeff?
00:41:54Sorry, man, you got the wrong number.
00:41:57Come on, I know this is Jeff's number.
00:41:58I'm his father.
00:42:04Hey, you've reached Tyler.
00:42:05Leave a message.
00:42:06I know this is Jeff's number one.
00:42:32Just go.
00:43:02Lifeline.
00:43:13It's me again.
00:43:16Steven?
00:43:18Yeah.
00:43:22I'm glad you called back.
00:43:24You still in the motel?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:27Yeah.
00:43:29Do you believe in the afterlife?
00:43:32Well, um, I'm not religious, so in that sense, no.
00:43:42You know, as a kid, the idea of the afterlife scared me.
00:43:47Even reincarnation.
00:43:52What do you think?
00:43:55It's like that Greek myth, Sisyphus.
00:43:57You know that one?
00:43:59Yeah, I do.
00:43:59The guy that pushes the rock up the hill over and over.
00:44:02Sometimes I think that's all life is.
00:44:07These endless cycles of pain that we all just accept.
00:44:10I wanted to know that when we die, that it's just over.
00:44:14Just blackness, no more consciousness, no more pain.
00:44:19Is that something you find comforting?
00:44:25Finality.
00:44:25Yeah.
00:44:26I hate the idea that there could be two possible outcomes.
00:44:33Death just feels like it should be so definitive.
00:44:38Like it's the one thing you can't cheat.
00:44:40What I told you, I don't think it's an insane thought to contemplate death or even think about taking your own life.
00:44:48But I think with what you have going on, Steven, that this is...
00:44:55Stop.
00:44:57Stop what?
00:44:58Just get it through your fucking head that you're not going to talk me down.
00:45:02I'm not calling you to be fucking saved.
00:45:05You should treat this like it's already happened.
00:45:09What's already happened?
00:45:11Yeah, because there's no stopping it.
00:45:13I'm killing myself at midnight, like I said.
00:45:16But I agree, obviously, that it's not insane to think about it.
00:45:26It's insane if you don't think about killing yourself.
00:45:30Honestly, I think everyone, every person on Earth is just doing therapy with themselves constantly.
00:45:39I mean, one part of our brain telling another part not to kill ourselves.
00:45:43That there's some reason to keep...
00:45:48That's an interesting way of looking at life.
00:45:52Maybe a little cynical, but I think it makes sense.
00:45:54I don't know, it's so weird that I'm even doing this.
00:45:58What, calling in tonight?
00:46:01Yeah.
00:46:03I've always hated talking about myself to other people, especially when I'm in a bad place.
00:46:09Well, I'm happy that you did, because I'm a big believer.
00:46:13And talking things out, I think it helps.
00:46:17You know, when I was younger, I think it was a lot like you, and I didn't talk about anything.
00:46:24Even my first girlfriend in college, I never told her anything personal.
00:46:28I was never vulnerable.
00:46:31If you can't talk to me, then...
00:46:34Then I can't do this anymore.
00:46:36Then go.
00:46:40Steven.
00:46:41Just go.
00:46:44You know, I've taken a few psych classes, so you don't have to bullshit me.
00:46:48I'm not.
00:46:50Yeah, you're just trying to bond with me.
00:46:51I know how it works.
00:46:53I'm sure it came across that way, but...
00:46:56I do believe I can relate to what you're saying.
00:46:59How do you do it?
00:47:02Do what?
00:47:05I don't know.
00:47:06Stay optimistic while taking calls from people like me.
00:47:11I mean, when you go home, what?
00:47:12You just shut it off and forget about it?
00:47:16I wish it were that easy.
00:47:18So what?
00:47:18You get high or something?
00:47:20No.
00:47:21Well, I've, uh...
00:47:27I have been known to finish off a bottle of wine when I get home from time to time.
00:47:33But, um...
00:47:35I'm lucky to have people in my life I can rely on.
00:47:41Yeah.
00:47:43That's the thing about luck.
00:47:44No one wants to talk about it.
00:47:45You really feel like you don't have anyone you can rely on?
00:47:56You're not after what you've done to me.
00:48:04You're a father?
00:48:11Mike, you never, ever...
00:48:14I'm sorry, I'll listen.
00:48:17You're gonna listen now?
00:48:19Mike...
00:48:20Huh?
00:48:20Mike...
00:48:21Mike...
00:48:21Mike...
00:48:22Mike...
00:48:23Mike...
00:48:23Mike...
00:48:24Mike...
00:48:24Mike...
00:48:25Mike...
00:48:26Mike...
00:48:27Mike...
00:48:28Mike...
00:48:29Mike...
00:48:30Your girlfriend...
00:48:31Tell me more about her.
00:48:36Vivian's her name, you said, right?
00:48:40Yeah.
00:48:40We've been dating since we were sophomores, so a couple of years.
00:48:49I always thought she was out of my league.
00:48:53Don't surprise me she asked me out.
00:48:58I know you said that you guys had a fight.
00:49:02But she seems like someone you've confided in before.
00:49:05We're trusted.
00:49:08I...
00:49:08I...
00:49:09I told you.
00:49:10I...
00:49:11I can't trust anyone.
00:49:18Not after what he's done to me.
00:49:19Are you father?
00:49:43I am you.
00:49:44You seem like you'd be a good one.
00:49:55I feel like that's rare.
00:50:00Can we talk about your dad for a minute?
00:50:06Because he seems like a...
00:50:09pretty hard guy to have for a parent.
00:50:12You could say that.
00:50:14Did he abuse you?
00:50:22Yeah.
00:50:27But he always disguised his love.
00:50:33He's always with me.
00:50:35His voice.
00:50:36I...
00:50:37I hear it.
00:50:42Even now.
00:50:44I feel over you over me all the time.
00:50:47Like...
00:50:47One day he's telling me how proud he is of me.
00:50:51And...
00:50:52And...
00:50:52And what?
00:51:03Fuck it.
00:51:03It doesn't matter.
00:51:04No, it does.
00:51:05It does matter.
00:51:06What were you gonna say?
00:51:09Govan.
00:51:10Steven.
00:51:15Steven, can we push back this deadline that you've set?
00:51:19Can we do that?
00:51:22No.
00:51:23I can't...
00:51:25I can't...
00:51:25I can't just let him eat away at me, little pilot.
00:51:28Then let's talk about that a little bit more.
00:51:30No, I...
00:51:31I can't fucking think straight.
00:51:33I just...
00:51:34I just want you to fucking talk about something else, okay?
00:51:36All right, I'm sorry.
00:51:37Then let's talk about something else.
00:51:39We can talk about whatever you want.
00:51:41Okay?
00:51:41Okay?
00:51:41But there's one thing that I need to know, Steven.
00:51:50Do you have the gun in your hand right now?
00:51:52No.
00:52:11This is Officer Fredericks.
00:52:18Hey, Steven.
00:52:19I know that you're all alone in a motel.
00:52:23And you're sounding really depressed.
00:52:26And you told me that you have a gun.
00:52:33I know that you're in the Red Palm Motel.
00:52:36I didn't tell you that.
00:52:38Yes, you did.
00:52:39I liked you.
00:52:40You told me that.
00:52:41You told me where you...
00:52:41I just forgot the room.
00:52:43No, I didn't.
00:52:43I just forgot the room.
00:52:44Just tell me the room.
00:52:45I didn't tell you my room number either.
00:52:48Steven, I don't want you to die.
00:52:49Can you just tell me where you are?
00:52:51Please.
00:52:54Just so I know.
00:52:58It's room 15, all right?
00:53:08But I told you if you call the cops...
00:53:10I know, I know, I know.
00:53:11If you hear any sirens, you're going to kill yourself.
00:53:14And I don't want that, Steven.
00:53:18But I was thinking...
00:53:19What if I came?
00:53:24Not the cops, just me.
00:53:26It'll take me a little bit to drive out there, but I can be there.
00:53:29No, no, no.
00:53:30There's no time.
00:53:31Just stop, okay?
00:53:32Just stop.
00:53:33Okay, then just...
00:53:34It's important for me to know where you are, okay?
00:53:37And I'm just confirming.
00:53:38You said the Red Palm Motel, room 15, correct?
00:53:41What?
00:53:42Why do you keep asking when I said it doesn't matter?
00:53:44I'm sorry, you're right.
00:53:45I won't ask again, okay?
00:54:05Tell me a story.
00:54:06A story.
00:54:15One from when you were a kid.
00:54:19That's the only good memory I have of my dad.
00:54:23He'd read to me when I was little.
00:54:27He really enjoyed that for some reason.
00:54:29Steven.
00:54:37Hey, Steven.
00:54:39I have to do it.
00:54:40I'm sorry.
00:54:41No, no, hold on.
00:54:43Hold on, I know it's really hard right now,
00:54:44but I need you to stick with me for just a little longer, okay?
00:54:48Because I really think that I fully understand
00:54:50what you're going through.
00:54:50You couldn't.
00:54:52No, I do.
00:54:53No.
00:54:53No.
00:54:55I do.
00:54:59Your father.
00:55:02I know.
00:55:05I know everything.
00:55:07Your mother, I know her too.
00:55:11What?
00:55:19I know what happened to her
00:55:21and how you blame yourself.
00:55:23I don't...
00:55:24How do you...
00:55:26I just know Steven.
00:55:29No, you can't.
00:55:32You can't knowing that.
00:55:34See, he...
00:55:34He covered it up and he forced you to lie.
00:55:42I'm going to have to tell the police what happened.
00:55:48I trust you.
00:55:50And then when she was gone
00:55:52and your brother went away to college,
00:55:53he turned to you.
00:55:58He started hurting you.
00:56:00He made you powerless,
00:56:01but you're not, Steven.
00:56:02Yes, I am.
00:56:04I told you, we all are.
00:56:05It's not your fault.
00:56:06You did everything you could to protect your mom,
00:56:09especially for being a kid.
00:56:10And everything your father did to you.
00:56:26I know the effects it had on you.
00:56:28We can protect you from him.
00:56:38We can fix this without...
00:56:39You don't have to do this, Steven.
00:56:43How do you know all this about me?
00:56:45I know it's strange.
00:56:47I know it's strange.
00:56:49But I'm here to tell you there's hope.
00:56:51And no matter how bad you're feeling right now,
00:56:52those feelings, they're survivable.
00:56:55And I know that because I've seen it, Steven.
00:56:58I've seen it.
00:57:01I can't.
00:57:04I can't.
00:57:06Yeah, you can't.
00:57:06I'm sorry.
00:57:07No.
00:57:09Just stay with me.
00:57:10It's easy.
00:57:10Just stay.
00:57:11I can't.
00:57:11I can't.
00:57:11I can't.
00:57:13Steven, are you here?
00:57:20I have to.
00:57:22No, you don't.
00:57:22I'm sorry.
00:57:23Because you have a future.
00:57:25I promise you.
00:57:26I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:29I promise you, Steven, these people are...
00:57:31I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:32I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:33I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:34I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:35I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:36I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:37I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:38I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:39I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:40I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:41I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:42I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:43I promise you that there's a future with people who love you.
00:57:44Hello?
00:58:05Hi, yeah.
00:58:07Hey, just wanted to stay on the line to confirm.
00:58:10You've got a potential suicide victim at the Red Palm, is what it sounded like.
00:58:13Room 15, right?
00:58:16Yes, room 15, but hurry, I think it's...
00:58:19I'm already on my way.
00:58:21Molly, I'm in it out, so I'll call you back.
00:58:24Hi, I'm in it out.
00:58:33I'm in it out.
00:58:35I'm in it out.
00:58:36I'm in it out.
00:58:38So, you know, I'm in it.
00:58:40What?
00:58:57Hello?
00:59:05Yeah, hi.
00:59:07So nothing here at the Red Palm.
00:59:09Actually, the hotel manager says no one's checked in at all tonight.
00:59:14What?
00:59:15But, uh, sort of a weird thing.
00:59:17I found a bullet hole in the wall of the bathroom in room 15.
00:59:21You did?
00:59:22Yeah, I mean, I can't tell if that's what it is for sure or how recent it is, but it looks old.
00:59:29I had to guess.
00:59:31Um, well, uh, thank you for your help.
00:59:36I guess I don't...
00:59:58Hey!
01:00:19Hey!
01:00:33Hey!
01:00:38Hey!
01:00:45Hello?
01:00:49Hello?
01:01:07Hello?
01:01:10Hey!
01:01:12You're not authorized to be on this floor, are you?
01:01:15No, I, uh...
01:01:16Come on, man. I like you. I don't want to have to report you.
01:01:32There's something going on in that lab.
01:01:34Looked pretty dead to me.
01:01:44Beat, right?
01:01:45Yeah.
01:01:46You said there's a hospital in the West Tower?
01:01:48Mm-hmm.
01:01:49What's the name of it?
01:01:51Not a deal.
01:01:52What do you mean?
01:01:53...not a deal?
01:01:54Not a deal.
01:01:59Oh, my God.
01:02:00Yeah.
01:02:01I don't think so.
01:02:02You're a good girl.
01:02:03I think it was a lot of fun.
01:02:04Not a deal.
01:02:05I think so.
01:02:36Hello?
01:02:38Hey, uh, I'm so sorry.
01:02:40I just realized my sister and her friend,
01:02:43they prank called this number earlier tonight,
01:02:46and when I realized it was...
01:02:47Julia, no.
01:02:49Come on, you said you'd apologize.
01:02:51Julia!
01:02:51Wait, your sister's named Julia?
01:02:55Your younger sister?
01:02:56Yeah, she's sorry.
01:02:58You know, she's a little young.
01:03:00And you're Vivian?
01:03:03Yeah.
01:03:04Yeah.
01:03:05How did you know that?
01:03:07It's January 1st, 2009, where you're at, right?
01:03:11Just past midnight.
01:03:14Yeah.
01:03:16I need to tell you something about Stephen Thomas.
01:03:19You know Stephen?
01:03:21Yeah, it's a long story, but listen.
01:03:23Right now, I need you to go to, uh...
01:03:27St. Jude's Hospital in Palm Springs, okay?
01:03:30Do you have a car?
01:03:32Uh, yeah, but what's going on?
01:03:37Stephen tried to kill himself tonight.
01:03:40And I don't know if he's gonna make it.
01:03:42Uh, uh...
01:03:43Okay?
01:03:44Okay.
01:03:45Okay, I'm, uh, I'm...
01:03:46I'm going now.
01:03:48Um, wait.
01:03:48Are you the person he said he talked to earlier tonight?
01:03:52I don't know.
01:03:53Did he, uh...
01:03:54He said he tried calling someone, but that he kept hanging up.
01:03:56He wasn't really making sense, but, um...
01:04:00Anyway, whoever you are, thank you.
01:04:03He tried to call.
01:04:13He tried to call.
01:04:13He tried to call.
01:04:43He tried to call.
01:04:45Oh, dear.
01:04:48I was lucky.
01:04:49You have a quick, I快zza.
01:04:51I'm a dad.
01:04:55I am.
01:04:57He did art.
01:04:59He did art...
01:05:01I am...
01:05:02I I am, I am.
01:05:02I'm not making shit.
01:05:04I am.
01:05:05I am.
01:05:06I am enhance...
01:05:07I am.
01:07:10Can I get your name?
01:07:15Steven, I don't want to talk about myself.
01:07:18I just need a distraction.
01:07:24I don't know.
01:07:26Maybe you can just talk about yourself or something.
01:07:30Okay, I understand.
01:07:31Okay, I understand.
01:07:33Sure.
01:07:34Well, my name's Steven, too, actually.
01:07:36That's Steven Jefferson.
01:07:38And your last name is?
01:07:40Thomas.
01:07:42Gotcha.
01:07:42Well, that's funny.
01:07:45Both of our names together make up one whole former president.
01:07:51Sorry, I only tell bad jokes.
01:07:54Do you have a family?
01:08:08I do, yeah.
01:08:10I have a wife and a son.
01:08:14My son's about to turn 14 next month, actually.
01:08:18And he's a big Lakers fan.
01:08:21My wife thinks he has a girlfriend, but he's too shy to talk to me about that stuff.
01:08:27And so recently, and so recently I've only been volunteering a few times a year, ever since I went into private practice.
01:08:38And I was told that writing a memoir would be a good therapeutic exercise.
01:08:42So I'm about five chapters deep in right now.
01:09:12I'm about five chapters deep in right now.
01:09:42Tell me a story.
01:10:12Oh, man.
01:10:13I'm about five.
01:10:42I can't take any more of these seizures.
01:11:02Let's induce hypothermia again to reduce the brain swelling.
01:11:06Clear.
01:11:12No, no.
01:11:14Here's her.
01:11:23Do you ever see a future between us?
01:11:33Steven.
01:11:35Steven, look at...
01:11:36Just go.
01:11:42I'm alive.
01:11:50I'm alive.
01:11:52Okay, stay with us, Steven.
01:11:55We're losing her.
01:11:57Clear.
01:12:09I'm alive.
01:12:10I'm alive.
01:12:14I'm alive.
01:12:14I'm alive.
01:12:16I'm alive.
01:12:30You know his odds aren't good.
01:12:38And even if he does make it.
01:12:50I...
01:12:51I can't stand to see him like this.
01:12:54I need to go on a walk.
01:12:55Andrew.
01:12:56I'm sorry.
01:12:58I'm sorry.
01:12:58I'm sorry.
01:13:16Hi, Mary.
01:13:28How you doing?
01:13:29Okay, I guess.
01:13:31So your concussion symptoms were pretty mild,
01:13:33but we're still going to want to keep you overnight, okay?
01:13:35Also, there's a detective here that would like to speak with you.
01:13:46Mary, hi.
01:13:48I'm Detective Fredericks with the Palm Springs Police.
01:13:52I'd like to get more background about your husband, Jason.
01:13:59Yeah, that's fine. Thanks.
01:14:01Hey, Loretta.
01:14:04Hello?
01:14:05Dr. Williams?
01:14:06No, I can't. I can't get a sitter that fast.
01:14:08Dr. Williams, I'm sorry. It's really urgent.
01:14:09Come on, you're just now telling me this?
01:14:12I just have to show you one thing.
01:14:13I gotta call you back.
01:14:14It's just going to be really quick.
01:14:15Right, so patient until we're in,
01:14:17it's just this little thing.
01:14:18I'm sorry, just not...
01:14:203, 4, 0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 0.
01:14:501, 2, 3, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.
01:15:20they told me it's not likely you'll wake up
01:15:32I don't believe it
01:15:34I know you
01:15:36when you do
01:15:39we're gonna talk more, okay
01:15:42we're not gonna hide things
01:15:44I'm scared though, Stephen
01:15:50but I'm still here
01:15:54and so are you
01:16:14I don't believe it
01:16:44I don't believe it
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