Emmerdale 11th April 2025
Category
📺
TVTranscript
00:30Hey, come on you. I've got to get to work.
00:35What's going to happen to all that scrap if you're not there, eh?
00:38Hey, listen, you might save lives all day, but I save the planet recycling.
00:42Very noble.
00:46Oh, in a knot.
00:48Yeah, you should have done.
00:50No, you're all right.
00:52Can you do us a favour?
00:53Can you pick up a car?
00:55I've had a call out to do and I promised I'd look after this one all day.
00:58All right.
00:59Yeah. How come?
01:01Tracy's got enough to deal with after yesterday.
01:03How is she?
01:04How do you think?
01:06I wish she'd told us now it's not been stumping up any cash.
01:10I don't understand this disappearing act.
01:13Anyway, can you help us out?
01:15Well, I'd say I've got a...
01:16Of course I can.
01:17Yeah, of course I can.
01:18Great. Ta.
01:19Come on.
01:20Well, thanks for volunteering, mate.
01:24It's for Tracy.
01:26I'll see you later, Ian.
01:27See you later.
01:30Hey, is your Wi-Fi down?
01:32Oh, my God.
01:33Why do people just think they can walk in my house?
01:34Well, is it?
01:35No, it seems fine.
01:37Are you all right?
01:38You seemed upset yesterday.
01:39Yeah, I'm fine.
01:40I've got to go.
01:41Right, I'm here.
01:49Go on, get yourself off home and put your feet up.
01:51Excuse me?
01:52It's been a stressful few days.
01:55Jacob needs to rest after what happened yesterday.
01:57Caleb's given me the day off so I can step up.
01:59What?
02:00Everybody knows what you've been through.
02:02Well, I don't want their pity.
02:05It's not pity, Eric.
02:07It's anger at what she's done to you.
02:09I thought I could trust her.
02:12I thought she was family.
02:14Yeah, well, you should put her in her place.
02:16She should be grateful that all you did was sack her.
02:19Most people would have had her arrested.
02:29Thought you were never getting up.
02:32I'm unimplied.
02:34I can stay in bed all day if I want to.
02:36I couldn't feel worse if I tried.
02:41Try being me.
02:42Then see how you feel.
02:45You didn't mean it, did you?
02:46About leaving.
02:49I can't stay around here, can I?
02:51After what I've done to Eric.
02:53I've really hurt him.
02:55I won't just let you go.
02:57Go get dressed.
02:58I'm going to go fix this.
02:59Would you find it?
03:01That's a lot.
03:10Let yourself in.
03:12You walked into ours.
03:14So let's see if your Wi-Fi was back on.
03:16Yeah.
03:17All sorted.
03:19You looking at plastic surgery?
03:21Er, can you go please?
03:24Not until you answer my question.
03:26What is it with everyone around here needing to stick their noses and everything?
03:29We're family.
03:30My mum, your dad.
03:31Well he's not my dad and you know that, so why would you even say that?
03:34There's more to family than just blood.
03:36Don't patronise me.
03:37I'm not patronising you.
03:38Listen, I've been where you are.
03:46Struggling with my identity and where I fit in.
03:50I push people away too.
03:52I didn't want to talk about it, but you know what?
03:55Bottling things up, it doesn't make it any better.
03:57You have no idea what it's like for me.
04:01No, you're right, I don't.
04:04But I do know what it feels like to be ashamed of who I am.
04:08And then taking that shame out of my own body.
04:10Stop trying to find a connection between us, we don't have one.
04:13Don't we?
04:15You want someone to cut you up?
04:18I did it to myself.
04:27Hey.
04:28I've got the online shop coming this afternoon.
04:31Oh yeah, I just wanted to make a cake with the kids.
04:34They've been so good, I want to spoil them a bit.
04:36Well, I can do that.
04:38You've got other plans.
04:40How do you fancy a couple of nights in Scarborough?
04:44I know it might not be a first choice for a mini-break, but...
04:48No.
04:50It's not too unappealing.
04:53Oh, that's so cute, the kids would love it.
04:54Well, they can stay here, with me.
04:58I don't know how to look after them.
05:01I mean, we'd come back to Lucas and Clemmie shooting plates.
05:04No guns, I promise.
05:08They'll be fine.
05:09We can't just go off and leave you to deal with them.
05:12You and Billy need this.
05:14And it's all decided.
05:15Are you sure?
05:18Yep.
05:20Well, it would be nice to get away.
05:23Thanks, Kim.
05:24That is so thoughtful of you.
05:27So I started self-harming after I'm, after my first boyfriend died.
05:39I managed to get through it, but then, er, Gordon showed up.
05:47That's my dad, and it all started up again.
05:54I was just full of all this, this hate.
05:59And I turned it in on myself.
06:03I was a mess.
06:04I wasn't looking after myself, and then, then I got this infection, and I nearly died.
06:15And you know what?
06:18I still didn't stop.
06:21Because when you're so ashamed of who you are, that's, you just have to find a way of coping it.
06:29And so I get what you'd want, I don't know, a nose job.
06:34For starters.
06:38But taking the pain out on your own body, it won't make it any better.
06:43You need to talk to your mum and dad.
06:46He's not really my dad, though, is he?
06:48Of course he is.
06:50No.
06:51It's not his face I see in the mirror.
06:55What do you mean?
06:57You're the double of your mum.
06:59It's him.
07:02Anthony, his nose, his chin.
07:04I know where I came from, and it's not normal.
07:08It's twisted, and I don't want to be like this.
07:13There is nothing wrong with you.
07:17What do you know about it, huh?
07:19Are you an incest baby?
07:20This face, I just, I hate it.
07:25I just, I want to, I want to rip it off.
07:29Please, don't.
07:30You can't think like that.
07:33You should let me...
07:34Get away from me!
07:35Just...
07:36I can't, I just can't be here.
07:41Steph, just...
07:42Any idea how, er, Tracy's doing?
07:49It's unbelievable.
07:50Honestly, I get why Eric's angry, but she was desperate.
07:53She's not a petty thief.
07:54That's exactly what she is.
07:56She wouldn't have done it if Nate hadn't gone off grid.
07:59I thought he was a good dad, but I guess I was wrong.
08:01Well, maybe he's got his reasons.
08:03Like what?
08:04I did try and call him, give him a piece of my mind, but his phone was off.
08:08But when he does finally show his face round here, there's a lot of questions that need answering.
08:14Hey, you.
08:15Good to see you out and about.
08:16Sick of being cooped up.
08:18You've still got to take it easy.
08:19You won't be coming back to work any time soon, then?
08:24He'll come back when he's ready.
08:25It's all right.
08:26I've been catching up on some paperwork at home.
08:28Not seeing much of Steph, either.
08:30What's her excuse?
08:32She doesn't need an excuse.
08:34I know she's pretty upset about her grandad.
08:37You know, you packing him off like that.
08:39Sorry?
08:41You only get one dad, hmm?
08:43Would you not consider making up with him?
08:45You know, for Steph's sake, at least.
08:46There was a shipment due today.
08:47Did it arrive on time?
08:49Jay.
08:53You don't need to worry about that.
08:55You're off on the sick.
08:56Do you want to answer me question?
09:00It was late.
09:01I left it with Billy.
09:02Well, you're supposed to be in charge.
09:04Do you want to get back there and do your job?
09:16This is only going to make things worse.
09:18I'm the reason you're in this mess.
09:20I'm the one who took the money.
09:21You'd better save that confession for the police.
09:23You're not seriously going to call them.
09:25Excuse me?
09:27I've had somebody working for me and stealing from me at the same time.
09:31What am I supposed to do?
09:32What am I supposed to do?
09:32Let them get away with it?
09:34I'll have the people coming off the street, taking whatever they want.
09:37So you're punishing her to make yourself look tough?
09:39Oh, don't be so ridiculous.
09:41She knows what she did was wrong.
09:43And you're some sort of saint.
09:46You've lied and cheated your whole life.
09:48That is not true.
09:49Remind me again why you and Brenda split up.
09:52Why she couldn't get far enough away from you.
09:54They don't.
09:55Was it because you stole her life savings and then lost them?
09:58That is not fair.
09:59I was on the wrong medication.
10:01What about that necklace you come from, Kerry?
10:03She needed to pay for Amy's wedding, but you stole from her.
10:06That was business.
10:07Kerry and Amy were like family to you.
10:09Oh, don't twist things.
10:10Oh, come on.
10:12We all know it's who you are.
10:13It's who you've always been.
10:15But for some reason, you still get away with it.
10:19You've been forgiven for a lot worse than what Tracy did.
10:22That does not make it right.
10:24No, maybe not.
10:26But calling the police?
10:27How is that better?
10:29She's a single mum struggling to make ends meet.
10:33You don't care about any of that, do you?
10:37Thanks for trying to let's go.
10:39I never meant to hurt you, Eric.
10:45You've been like a dad to me.
10:48I've let you down.
10:49I'm sorry.
10:57Well, don't let what Jay said, let's hear.
10:59I'm trying not to.
11:01He's fishing.
11:02He won't find anything, though.
11:06You seen staff?
11:07Not since this morning, why?
11:09I thought she'd have been bad by now.
11:10Back from where?
11:11She had a meltdown.
11:14We were talking about Anthony and she was saying all this stuff like she thinks she looks like him.
11:20Well, she doesn't.
11:21I know, I told her that.
11:21Well, she's got it in her head that she does.
11:23So now, she wants surgery to change her face because she hates herself so much.
11:29I knew she was still struggling.
11:31We should have got her some help.
11:32Let's just focus on trying to find her before someone else does.
11:35State she's in.
11:36She's got to say anything to anyone.
11:37That's disgusting.
11:43There is nothing wrong with you.
11:46Why didn't you have an abortion?
11:47No.
11:48Have you cut your hand?
12:18So...
12:19Do you want me to drive you to see a doctor?
12:21No.
12:23Okay, Steph.
12:24I can't really lead you out here, can I?
12:26Should we get you to the depot?
12:27Get that cleaned up?
12:29Okay?
12:31Come on.
12:37I'm scared, babe.
12:38It'll be okay.
12:40Cain's on his way back with Frankie.
12:42I can't have her seeing me get arrested.
12:43I did.
12:57I...
12:58I thought you were the police.
13:00I didn't call them.
13:03Shouldn't have even thought about it.
13:05You're too right.
13:06I felt stupid that I hadn't realised what was going on under my nose.
13:13Why didn't you tell me?
13:18Because I didn't want to go back in.
13:20And I know what I did was way worse.
13:25I'm sorry.
13:30Which is why I am prepared to give you a second chance.
13:33Are you giving me my job back?
13:36Well, it won't do Frankie much good with her mother that's unemployed.
13:43Thank you, Eric.
13:47That doesn't mean to say that we're all right about this.
13:52You have to earn my trust again.
13:57And I'll do whatever it takes, I promise.
13:59I think you might need stitches.
14:05Where exactly were you going?
14:07I just went for a walk.
14:09You were moving at some pace.
14:12What were you looking for?
14:14Why do you keep asking that?
14:16Just making conversation.
14:19Figured you and I have never really spent any time together and...
14:22I don't know.
14:23Maybe we can go for a drink.
14:24We are family.
14:25No, we're not.
14:26My dad.
14:29Steph.
14:30I've been looking for you everywhere.
14:31What are you doing here?
14:32I found her near the woods.
14:33Yeah, I can take care of her now.
14:35I think she's a bit confused.
14:36She's fine.
14:36Thanks for your help.
14:37Let me know about that drink.
14:40Kate, let's get you home.
14:41Come on, sweetheart.
14:44What were you doing down there?
14:46Have you got some work to do?
14:47Come on, sweetheart.
14:47I've got you.
14:48Hey, Kim.
14:55I just wanted to say thanks for letting us use the cottage.
14:57We really appreciate it.
14:58Just go and enjoy yourselves.
15:00You two deserve this.
15:01Hey.
15:02Bags are in the car.
15:03You ready?
15:04Yeah, it feels like a second honeymoon.
15:06I know.
15:06Can't wait.
15:07Come on, you two.
15:08You've got a whole cottage to do that in.
15:10Come on.
15:11Let's go.
15:11See you.
15:11Enjoy.
15:12Granny's a little helper.
15:33Did you miss me?
15:37No, thanks for your offer.
15:39But we've decided to stay.
15:42Yeah, I know.
15:44Well, we've worked things out.
15:47Okay, well, thanks again.
15:48And you're a real mate.
15:51Yeah, take care.
15:52Talk to you soon.
15:53Bye.
15:56Heard Eric gave you your job back.
16:01Go on, then.
16:02Say it.
16:04I don't deserve it.
16:08I wasn't going to say that.
16:12I was annoyed before.
16:15But just...
16:16Just because he's vulnerable.
16:18Eric, he's been through so much recently.
16:20And...
16:21It was me that said he should phone the police.
16:25You serious?
16:26I know.
16:27I realised very quickly what a massive hypocrite that would make us.
16:31Like I've never nicked anything before, eh?
16:39I just realised how hard things must have been for you.
16:45And I get it.
16:48I've been skinting out of options, too.
16:53Couldn't afford the rent.
16:56Couldn't even afford the basics.
16:58I've run key.
17:01And I know...
17:03Stealing isn't the answer.
17:07But I was desperate.
17:11I'm just glad I could pay him it back.
17:17Do anything for our kids, wouldn't we?
17:21Can you imagine if all I'd done was dip my fingers in the till?
17:23Things would look a lot different, wouldn't they?
17:35There's not a day...
17:37..that goes by...
17:38..that I don't regret what happened to your dad, you know?
17:42..and I know he and me felt the same.
17:51I just wish I was here to tell you.
18:00I know...
18:01..I know you never meant to hurt anyone.
18:07..I need to stop blaming you.
18:15I'll always blame myself.
18:17Can we just not do this again?
18:27I get it now.
18:31The desperation...
18:33..the lengths we'll go to for our kids.
18:37..we've all done stuff we'll regret.
18:47I just want to forget it all now.
18:50Move on.
18:53I think we both deserve that, don't you?
18:59I wasn't planning on coming back.
19:10But I couldn't stay away.
19:11I need to be with Dawn.
19:13She doesn't want to be with you.
19:14Well, then she can tell me that herself.
19:18I've missed her.
19:19I've missed this place.
19:22Even you.
19:24I have.
19:24You haven't been in touch for weeks.
19:31And you think you can just pick up where you left off?
19:35Is she here?
19:36No.
19:38I find her myself.
19:39She's with Billy.
19:42They've gone on a romantic breakaway.
19:45It was Dawn's idea.
19:47You see, whilst you've been gone,
19:49she's been remembering what's important to her.
19:52She's fallen back in love with her husband.
19:55Quite embarrassing, really.
19:56You know, seeing them all over each other.
19:58But she's happy.
20:00And that's all that matters.
20:03So,
20:04why don't you turn around and head back out?
20:08This isn't your home anymore.
20:11I'm not going anywhere.
20:12Hey, I got your message.
20:25You all right, Steph?
20:28I found Joe patching her up.
20:31She told him they weren't related.
20:33What?
20:36I bet that's him.
20:38Just leave it.
20:40No.
20:41I'm not going to pretend we're not in.
20:43I'm going to sort it.
20:46Okay.
20:47Why don't you head upstairs?
20:49We'll handle this.
20:50Mama, you can't just pack me off.
20:51I just don't want him upsetting you.
20:56I'm on the doorstep outside.
20:59Where are they from?
20:59Oh, they're not for us.
21:05Shimmy?
21:08Shimmy.
21:10What is it?
21:16It's Dad.
21:17Says he's...
21:19coming for us.
21:20Well, it's not Anthony, is it?
21:22It's a sick joke.
21:24Uh, everything that's been happening.
21:26All the bad stuff.
21:27You getting stabbed.
21:28This could actually be his doing.
21:30He's dead.
21:30We have only got John's word that he buried him.
21:34What if he's still alive?
21:43If you've been affected by issues raised in tonight's programme,
21:46you can visit itv.com slash advice for support information.
21:50Next, it's Coronation Street.