ザ・ノンフィクション 私が踊り続けるわけ4 後編 ～58歳のストリッパー物語～
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00:00I'm going to take you to the next level.
00:02I'm going to take you to the next level.
00:04I'm going to take you to the next level.
00:06I'm going to take you to the next level.
00:12If you're heading towards death,
00:15you should live a life without regret.
00:19Ken's results are not good.
00:22Let's do our best. Let's do our best together.
00:26This person is the scariest.
00:28I'm going to kill you.
00:31How far can I go back to my old self?
00:35I want to go back to my old stage.
00:42Manami Hoshi.
00:44The oldest stripper in Japan.
00:47She is now 58 years old.
00:50I'm home.
00:52You have a lot of luggage.
00:55After the birthday event in Osaka, she returns home.
00:59She reports to her father that she was able to dance on stage.
01:06I'm happy.
01:09Her father didn't complain that her daughter was a stripper.
01:15Her 82-year-old mother watched her daughter go on stage with cancer.
01:22I'm 58 years old.
01:24Happy birthday.
01:29I don't think I'm 58 years old.
01:32What does that mean?
01:34Does it mean good or bad?
01:42I'm 60 years old.
01:46You'll soon be 80 years old.
01:48My mother is also 80 years old.
01:50I can't believe it.
01:57May 25, 2024.
02:01Manami is 58 years old on stage.
02:05Her smile and beautiful dance were so powerful that you wouldn't think she was fighting cancer.
02:12Manami Hoshi.
02:16Fans gathered at the theater.
02:18They applauded and gave her a warm look.
02:30I'm just having fun.
02:33I'm so happy to see Manami's smile.
02:37I want her to take care of her body.
02:41But Manami was chosen.
02:46So we have to support her.
02:51I want to support her.
02:55A big decision was made about 10 months before the birthday event.
03:02There's a cancer here.
03:05There are three types of cancer.
03:09I'm going to remove this one.
03:13It's pretty big.
03:17Manami was diagnosed with lung cancer.
03:21The shock spread among the fans.
03:25It seems that the people who support Manami were very upset.
03:32Hikonyan, the leader, cheered her on.
03:37I think you're going to have a cancer treatment.
03:43I think it's painful.
03:46Hoshi, please come back.
03:48Of course.
03:51It's too early to be a star.
03:54It's too early to be a star.
03:58She wanted to get rid of the cancer.
04:02But it was more painful than she imagined.
04:08There was a feeling in Manami's heart.
04:14I don't want to lose my strength and continue treatment.
04:20I don't want to give up now.
04:24I want to devote my life to the rest of the stages.
04:31I realized that this is what I have to do.
04:40Manami thought that the treatment was impossible.
04:46The treatment was canceled three times.
04:50But she decided to give up.
04:53She went to a local church with her junior, Ruri.
04:57Your left leg seems to be in pain.
05:00It's really painful.
05:03It's always painful.
05:07The pain in the hip joint continued for a long time.
05:14Good job.
05:20Ruri, you look delicious.
05:23I'm happiest when I finish eating.
05:27You don't have to think about the stage.
05:30I just eat what I like.
05:33I often run away from alcohol.
05:36I want to drink alcohol, but I can't breathe.
05:41I drink alcohol if I can't breathe.
05:44It's better to eat a lot.
05:47I've been able to do a lot of things.
05:51For example, I don't talk much.
05:54Ruri tells me everything.
05:57It makes me feel better.
06:00Ruri tells me that I'm wrong.
06:03Ruri tells me that I'm wrong.
06:06Ruri tells me that I'm wrong.
06:09Ruri tells me that I'm wrong.
06:12I don't talk about my personality.
06:15I don't hide it from everyone.
06:18I think I'm a person who gets under a lot of stress.
06:23But I've been through a lot of things.
06:26So I don't talk about it.
06:29So I don't talk about it.
06:32I tell people what I think.
06:35I tell people what I think.
06:38I'm the only one who talks about myself.
06:41I think it's important for us to support each other.
06:49We're not like a parent and child, but we're like sisters.
06:59We've been thinking about what to do.
07:02I think it's important to support each other.
07:09It's called a meiyu.
07:12That's a good word.
07:13Do you know the kanji for meiyu?
07:15No, I've never heard of it.
07:17I recently learned the meaning of it.
07:21It's like we're supporting each other.
07:30When I learned the word, I thought it was us.
07:34I like myself, but I don't like myself.
07:39I see.
07:40It's the opposite.
07:42I like people I don't like.
07:46I like people I can't imitate.
07:53When I look at you, I always admire you.
07:57I'm a magma.
07:59I don't think everyone knows that.
08:01It's the most terrifying thing to say.
08:04I'm a magma.
08:07I'm a magma.
08:10It's the exact opposite.
08:12I'm looking forward to seeing you in 10 or 20 years.
08:16I'm looking forward to it, too.
08:19I think it's a good idea.
08:22I don't think we should go back to the way we are.
08:28I think it's better to end it as it is.
08:33I had that idea.
08:37But I think we need to stop.
08:41If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have done this much.
08:48With the help of her junior, Ruri, Manami was able to return to the stage.
08:54But she had a new problem.
09:01I thought about my recovery and decided to come back.
09:09But on the contrary, I was worried about everyone.
09:19The warm words, don't overdo it, don't overdo it.
09:25I was wondering if I was putting pressure on everyone.
09:31Do you think so?
09:33I can't go the way I want to go.
09:40I'm in a lot of pain.
09:47My legs are getting really weak.
09:54Her body, which had been struggling on stage for many years, had reached its limit.
10:00In addition, the fight against cancer.
10:05Four months after quitting the anti-cancer treatment.
10:10When I visit Manami, who dances in Gifu's Masagoza, I don't feel well.
10:19I've always had a bad stomach, and I still have it.
10:24I've always had a bad stomach.
10:28I'm 39 kg again.
10:31I thought I might have cancer.
10:34I got a headache.
10:37I'm not feeling well.
10:39I'm getting thinner and thinner.
10:42I think I'm the same as before.
10:46I'm a little depressed now.
10:51Is it because she quit the anti-cancer treatment?
10:56When I think about it, I regret it.
11:10Still, when she gets on stage again,
11:13Manami dances in the shadows.
11:18She can die here.
11:21Her dance was full of determination.
11:30The members of the star group who came to support her from all over the country.
11:35They knew very well that Manami was risking her life.
11:44In fact, three months ago, I got a call from that person.
11:52It's Hikonyan.
11:56Hikonyan.
11:58Hello.
12:00How are you?
12:02I've seen the edge of death.
12:06Really?
12:08Hikonyan, you're in the hospital today, aren't you?
12:12Yes.
12:14I have acute myocardial infarction.
12:17I can't stop bleeding.
12:24I'm taking antipyretics and blood clots.
12:29But I can't stop bleeding.
12:33I hope you can find a donor soon.
12:38My whole family was in trouble.
12:42Is my bone marrow okay?
12:46It's like a shrimp.
12:48Like a shrimp.
12:50Is it because of the blood?
12:52It's because of the blood.
12:57What type are you, Hikonyan?
13:01Gata-gata.
13:03That's not funny.
13:06Let's do our best together.
13:12I'll do my best at today's event.
13:16See you later.
13:21She decided to fight the disease and had regular check-ups.
13:27The lymph nodes that I operated on were very swollen.
13:32It's getting bigger.
13:35The lymph nodes at the base of the left foot are also swollen.
13:46I don't know what's going on.
13:49I'm so upset that I'm going to the doctor's office.
13:53I've been going to the hospital a lot lately.
13:58Three months after the birthday event, the situation has changed.
14:08I got the results of the test.
14:12You don't have to be so surprised.
14:16I'm going to have another blood test.
14:21But I'm sure I'll have inflammation.
14:27I'll have to take care of it just in case.
14:32It's been a year since I had inflammation.
14:38I'll go to the hospital and come back.
14:43I'll be waiting for you.
14:52It's not that easy.
14:57Even in this situation, Manami dances in northern Kyushu.
15:02Her mother can't stop her.
15:05I pray for her safety.
15:10Kokura, the only strip theater in Kyushu.
15:16It's a permanent Kokura theater.
15:22Manami made a big decision on the way to the theater, which she has been taking care of several times a year.
15:32I'll make a decision after 35 years of treatment and hospitalization.
15:41I didn't think I'd get caught.
15:48I didn't think I'd get caught.
15:56The 35th anniversary event will be held in a month, regardless of the results of the precision test.
16:09Manami made up her mind.
16:12The stage in Kokura was amazing.
16:25The stage in Kokura was amazing.
16:31It's cold.
16:38Itadakimasu.
16:40Cheers.
16:43I wonder how many times she has reset her life.
16:49I wonder how many times she has reset her life.
16:53She's in a system of self-restraint.
16:55She's in a system of self-restraint.
16:59So I'm still in a state of being at the level of a version.
17:04So I'm still in a state of being at the level of a version.
17:07What is the secret of Manami's strength?
17:14The day-and-night horse.
17:17The day-and-night horse.
17:18The day-and-night horse.
17:19I think my life has been too miserable.
17:25That's why I'm stronger than others.
17:28That's why I'm stronger than others.
17:29That's why I'm stronger than others.
17:31I don't know how to look at it.
17:40When she was a junior high school student, she was fooled into becoming a singer.
17:44She was fooled into becoming a singer.
17:46She was in a gang and was pregnant twice before she was 15.
17:52She got married at 19, experienced death, and divorced at 21.
17:59She became an actress and went to strip club.
18:03She became an actress and went to strip club.
18:04She was 23 years old.
18:07She was fooled into becoming a singer.
18:10She was fooled into becoming a singer.
18:11She was in debt.
18:18She thought she had become a singer.
18:21She became an actress again.
18:24She was in a bad situation.
18:27She was 37 years old.
18:29She was diagnosed with pulmonary cancer.
18:32She was 45 years old.
18:34She went to the world of strip club again.
18:37In September, 2024,
18:39she decided to take up a job she had never done before.
18:45The public performance club.
18:49She was asked to take part in a company that provides social insurance.
18:53She was asked to take part in a company that provides social insurance.
18:55She learned that there was a stripper called Manami Hoshi,
18:59who would show up to the club no matter how many times she was stepped on.
19:02She learned that there was a stripper called Manami Hoshi,
19:03I'd like you to tell me what you think about this film.
19:06Oh, so this is how it's arranged.
19:10It's different from the usual theater.
19:15This is the person who asked Mr. Manami to give a speech.
19:19Mr. Sekine, who is the representative of 44 staff members, including Mr. Sharo.
19:26When I watched the documentary,
19:28I wanted to show everyone around me that I'm such a powerful person.
19:35I think it's great to have the attitude of moving forward in everything.
19:48The first staff he met.
19:50Mr. Manami was enjoying the freshness.
19:56Mr. Sekine's speech.
19:59Mr. Sekine, is 28 seconds the timing to come out?
20:04Or is it the timing of the song?
20:09I'm here in the dark for about 28 seconds.
20:14If it's 28 seconds, I'd like you to put it here.
20:18Can you play the music?
20:21I'd better try it.
20:24I'll play it from the beginning.
20:47I'm going to put on my underwear.
20:51I'd like you to light up the part where I took off my underwear.
20:57But I'm still wearing my underwear.
20:59If you take it off, I'll put it back on.
21:02I'll take it all off in the second half.
21:04So you're going to take it off, and then you're going to put it back on.
21:08Yes, I'll leave it to you.
21:10You'll put it back on after you take it off.
21:12Yes, please.
21:16The meeting was done carefully until just before.
21:20I think it's better to talk in chronological order.
21:23What do you mean by chronological order?
21:25I thought it would be better to talk in chronological order.
21:30I thought it would be better to talk in chronological order.
21:36About 100 people have gathered at the venue.
21:41Does Mr. Manami's way of life resonate with the participants?
21:51When do you feel the most fun?
21:55Now.
21:57There are a lot of women now.
22:01It's not just naked.
22:03There are people in the stage.
22:07There's a world like this.
22:09There are a lot of people who can come in five minutes.
22:13The times have changed.
22:15I'm really happy now.
22:17I'm so happy. I'm glad I did it.
22:25The stage is still the same as the theater.
22:33All I can see are people who have never stepped on a strip.
22:47I dance with all my might to convey the charm of the strip.
22:57The people who listened to Mr. Manami's way of life at the concert.
23:02Didn't you feel the strength to stand up from the chaotic life?
23:09No matter where the stage is, dancing is a joy.
23:28It was a 15-minute stage, but it seems that Mr. Manami's charm has been conveyed to the audience.
23:40Unexpected meeting at the venue.
23:44I'm sorry.
23:46I was born and raised in Higashi-Osaka.
23:49Next time.
23:51Koseisho.
23:53When I was a child, I was in a world like that.
23:57I can't get close.
24:00When is the next Koseisho?
24:02It's the end of October.
24:04I have to go home.
24:07After the stage, a heart-to-heart meeting.
24:10I want to express my feelings straight.
24:13The older I get, the more I can't do it every year.
24:20How old are you?
24:2142 years old.
24:23Was it fun?
24:25I'm glad.
24:27It's the first time in my life, so it's good to see the theater.
24:30I'm glad.
24:32My company is in Shibuya.
24:35I was told earlier that there was a Koseisho.
24:38Yes, there is.
24:42It was a day when I was completely melted, and my feelings became lighter.
24:50And four days later.
24:52I went to the hospital to hear the test results.
24:56The results will come out today.
24:59What happens if you do that?
25:02Is it another operation?
25:04I don't know.
25:05I wasn't feeling well.
25:07It's different from usual.
25:11Well.
25:12Well, I don't know what to do.
25:19You said you wanted to eat something today.
25:21I want to eat mixed rice.
25:23It's not cooked rice.
25:25Mixed rice.
25:26You can cook rice, right?
25:28Then mix this ingredient and stir it.
25:32So it's not cooked rice, it's mixed rice.
25:36You said you wanted to eat mixed rice.
25:38Yes, yes, yes.
25:42The test results came out.
25:58The results were fine.
26:01It wasn't malignant.
26:02Oh, that's good.
26:08I see.
26:09There are lymph nodes, but it's not malignant.
26:11That's good.
26:12It wasn't cancer.
26:14That's good.
26:16I was very worried.
26:18It was good until it came back.
26:26That's good.
26:28I'm relieved.
26:30I feel relieved.
26:31I feel like I'm going to have a baby.
26:36I'm back.
26:38I'll have a rice ball.
26:41Rice ball.
26:43It's okay.
26:44It's our share.
26:46No, it's okay.
26:48It's my mother's.
26:49I'll taste it later.
26:52That's good.
26:53I'm glad.
26:57The feeling of being down to the bottom has regained its brightness.
27:03I'll report it to my father.
27:08I'm happy to share it with the crew.
27:14It's okay because it's fried.
27:17I'm happy today, so I'll take this.
27:24I'm glad.
27:26I'm glad.
27:28This is for my mother, and this is for me.
27:33This is for you.
27:34I'll do my best.
27:35This is for your 10th anniversary.
27:38I'm glad I was able to change my mind.
27:43Two days later.
27:45Manami, who wanted to try Japanese martial arts at the 35th anniversary performance,
27:51asked her acquaintance, Oshio, to practice.
27:56When did you meet Oshio?
27:59How many years ago?
28:01It's been 19 years since we re-launched.
28:0419 years ago.
28:06I see.
28:07At that time, at the hospital.
28:10At the hospital?
28:12Is it okay for me to say this?
28:14Of course.
28:15At that time, we met at the ophthalmology clinic in Otsuka.
28:22The doctor was Kitty.
28:26I love Kitty, too.
28:28She looked like a very cute girl.
28:31Did Oshio also have cancer?
28:35I had breast cancer at that time.
28:39At that time, there was a notebook on the roof.
28:43I couldn't see it.
28:45The person who was on the roof with me until yesterday.
28:48I thought I couldn't see it today.
28:50It's already gone.
28:52When I saw that notebook,
28:54I felt that this is what it means to live.
28:56I felt that this is what it means to be alive.
29:00I felt like I was alive.
29:02It was a little bit of a bite.
29:06But I felt it a lot.
29:09It's not normal to live like this.
29:16Two people who have walked together on the brink of death.
29:20The bonds that have supported each other are still firmly tied together.
29:27Oshio-san, who kindly reminded me of the basics I had forgotten.
29:34That's right.
29:35You have to do this carefully.
29:39I think it's okay if you can use your legs well.
29:43That's right.
29:47I have to spread my legs.
29:52I can't do it.
29:53The hem doesn't go cleanly.
29:55Go down from the foot that came out of the hem.
29:59Let it flow.
30:00Make it big.
30:02That's good.
30:03Even if you do it on a day like that.
30:05If this foot is big, you can't do it on the next day.
30:08You have to get out of the top.
30:11It's very hard.
30:14What about this time?
30:16Geisha-san.
30:17It's my first time.
30:21I thought I wouldn't make it if I didn't do it.
30:24I thought I wouldn't make it if I didn't do it.
30:28I thought I wouldn't make it next year.
30:30I don't know if I can do it or not.
30:34This 35th anniversary is the only time.
30:39That's right.
30:40You can't do it anymore.
30:42That's right.
30:44Does that mean you won't be able to do it in the future?
30:49Physically.
30:51I'm good at one-legged bridge.
30:55I see.
30:56I can't go to the other side of the bridge.
31:00My bones are going to break.
31:03I can't support myself.
31:11Manami is good at bridge.
31:14She hasn't been able to do this pose for more than a year.
31:18Manami Hoshima
31:23The 35th anniversary show will be held in three weeks.
31:27Manami Hoshima wants to show her flexibility.
31:31But her body...
31:42The 35th anniversary show is approaching.
31:48When Manami comes to Higashi-Osaka, her home ground,
31:53she always prays at this shrine.
32:08It's been a long time.
32:11I've been thinking about this since last year.
32:14I don't know if I can do it.
32:19What about the next anniversary?
32:22I don't know if this 35th anniversary will come true.
32:26I've been thinking about it for a long time, so I'm tired.
32:31That's right.
32:35The 35th anniversary show is about to begin.
32:41The fans have been waiting for this day.
32:46There are flowers lined up on the stairs.
32:51The flowers have arrived from Ruri and her fans.
33:00Before the show begins,
33:03there is something that touches her heart.
33:05Manami Hoshima's story
33:08I have pain in my eyes.
33:11My hip joints hurt.
33:14I usually don't drink alcohol.
33:18I massage myself to stop the pain.
33:22But I can't do that at the end of the year.
33:26I'm betting everything on it.
33:31I'm afraid it's the end of the year.
33:36It's the end of the year.
33:39It's not the 35th anniversary.
33:42It's an escape from illness.
33:47I've never made anything like this before.
33:51It's a first-aid kit.
33:54It's a first-aid kit.
33:57I don't know what to do with it.
34:06You can dance well with this.
34:10It's good for my hair.
34:13It's good for my hair,
34:16and it's good for Tami's pranks.
34:21These two are...
34:23Yes, they are.
34:25They are from the company where the show was held.
34:28They came to congratulate her.
34:31And the show began.
34:40Manami has put all her hard work on the stage.
34:46She is overflowing with gratitude.
35:01Manami's mother
35:06The kimono she sewed with her mother was also put on the stage.
35:11The pain in her hip joint, which she was worried about,
35:15seems to have been helped by God.
35:18It seems to have stopped the pain.
35:20Manami's mother
35:26How did they feel when they saw Manami dancing in the theater?
35:33Excuse me.
35:38Excuse me.
35:40I'm glad.
35:42It's like I came to Oinari.
35:48It's like I came to Oinari.
35:51It was fun.
35:55The 35th anniversary stage was supported by many people.
36:00But she was not there.
36:06Hikonyan, who has been working hard,
36:09is still fighting with her illness.
36:13For the sake of Hikonyan,
36:16Hikonyan thought she could come to this anniversary.
36:21She herself.
36:24And
36:26I want to hit the tambourine again.
36:29I want to see everyone again.
36:33I want to hear those words from Hikonyan.
36:42Hikonyan said,
36:47Don't rush, don't rush.
36:50She said that on LINE.
36:54She said, I'm just dreaming about the stage.
36:57She told me that.
37:01The word that always comes back is
37:04I can't get rid of my illness.
37:06I can't lose.
37:10If Hoshi is doing his best on the stage,
37:13I can't lose.
37:16That's what she said.
37:19I'm waiting for Hikonyan's recovery.
37:23I hope she can see the stage.
37:27Until then, I have to be more energetic.
37:32Hikonyan, the leader of the Hoshigumi,
37:36is fighting with her illness.
37:40She is suffering from
37:43lung cancer and hip pain.
37:46Her voice actors are
37:50very close to each other.
37:53Hikonyan is
37:55The voice actors who support each other
37:58seem to be firmly connected even on this stage.
38:13The 35th anniversary performance
38:16has been held three times since noon.
38:20Manami-san, starting with Hoshigumi,
38:22danced while being admired by many fans.
38:36Her smile full of kindness
38:39and her gratitude for each move
38:44made her look like a 58-year-old girl.
38:53Hikonyan, the leader of the Hoshigumi,
38:56is fighting with her illness.
39:00However, Manami-san
39:03will be hospitalized in a month.
39:16In 2024,
39:18Hikonyan visited Manami-san's home ground,
39:21the Kosei Shogekijo.
39:24At the end of the year,
39:28Manami-san told her
39:31about what happened after the 35th anniversary performance.
39:39I had a high fever.
39:41I had a stomachache.
39:44I had a stomachache.
39:48I had a backache.
39:51It was hard to go to the hospital.
39:54The color was very dark.
39:57It was brown.
39:59I thought it might be serious.
40:02So I went to a nearby hospital
40:05for a check-up.
40:07I was immediately hospitalized.
40:12The name of the disease was gynecomastia.
40:15It's a disease that causes inflammation
40:18and causes pain in the lower back and back.
40:24Are you feeling better now?
40:27I feel much better now.
40:29I feel much better than before.
40:33She recovered at once.
40:36I didn't think I could carry this again.
40:41I gave up.
40:47I made this with all my heart
40:50with my mother.
40:56I did my best.
40:59It's nostalgic.
41:01Yes, it is.
41:06That's right.
41:07It's nostalgic.
41:09We all have our own memories.
41:14Memories.
41:23Ms. Manami lost her anxiety.
41:27The stage became more gorgeous.
41:31She regained her original appearance.
41:38Her expression was sparkling.
41:45The tambourine playing in the theater
41:48was light for Ms. Manami's dance.
41:55At that time,
41:57Ms. Manami closed her eyes for a moment
42:00and began to dance
42:02the bridge she had been giving up for a while.
42:05It was that bridge.
42:14It's been a year and a half since she did that pose.
42:19Manami Hoshima has completely recovered.
42:24It's been a long time.
42:27She hasn't changed at all.
42:30I was so nervous.
42:32I was afraid I couldn't do it.
42:35I was told I couldn't do it because I was scared.
42:39But I was able to do the bridge
42:42last week.
42:44I don't know why,
42:46but I'm so impressed.
42:50You did it!
42:52Yes, I did.
42:56Manami Hoshima, who was in her early days,
43:00is the one who made her happy.
43:03Her junior, Ms. Ruri,
43:05couldn't stop her excitement.
43:20The happiness of being able to dance
43:23and the gratitude to the people who support me.
43:26That's why I keep dancing.
43:30I'm so happy.
43:33Bravo!
43:39I did the bridge.
43:41It's free.
43:44I feel like
43:47I'm finally
43:50back to my healthy self.
43:53I didn't mean to do it,
43:56but I don't know.
43:57Everyone's support was amazing,
44:00so I was able to stand up and do the bridge.
44:04I was able to raise my legs.
44:07I was surprised, too.
44:09I can't do it anymore.
44:11You can't do it anymore?
44:13I feel like I've lost my hair.
44:17I didn't think I could do it.
44:20I couldn't do the bridge.
44:22When I fell down,
44:24my lungs...
44:27My lungs were spinning.
44:29I see.
44:31That's my trauma.
44:36I'm getting better and better,
44:40so I tend to forget
44:42the hard times.
44:45Very much.
44:51I think.