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00:00:00The love that radiates through the ones that can still hear the sound echoing.
00:00:15Piss the face, piss the dream.
00:00:20Weak in the distance from in between.
00:00:35Take me away from the dragons in my eyes.
00:00:45They will all kill my soul.
00:01:02There is measures more than our price could pay.
00:01:07All it has to offer.
00:01:10There is measures more than our price could pay.
00:01:14For all it has to offer.
00:01:27The sunlight is still the way the pale nickel rings left of the day.
00:01:35The sunlight is still the way the pale nickel rings left of the day.
00:01:51My heart echoes your memory.
00:01:55My heart echoes your memory.
00:01:58Snapshot in time.
00:02:00A blanket of faith under every day.
00:02:06We don't try to lie.
00:02:08The darkness will come.
00:02:10It overtakes.
00:02:12It overtakes.
00:02:14It overtakes.
00:02:16It overtakes.
00:02:18It overtakes.
00:02:20It overtakes.
00:02:22It overtakes.
00:02:24It overtakes.
00:02:27It overtakes.
00:02:30It overtakes.
00:02:33It overtakes.
00:02:38Ninety-eight point eight.
00:02:41I'll record it on the chart.
00:02:42What's that in our jail?
00:02:46Here.
00:02:47Drink up.
00:02:48I, I'm not thirsty.
00:02:52Drink, come on.
00:02:53Honey.
00:02:54Pam, you're going to need the water in order to take the test.
00:03:02I need a urine sample.
00:03:03This is getting way too clinical, Will.
00:03:04You are seriously scaring me.
00:03:05Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:06Of course I do.
00:03:07But I just want us to be more natural about it.
00:03:09You know, a king size bed, a fire blazing, champagne, a foggy night in October.
00:03:38I can close the curtain.
00:03:39I can turn on the heater.
00:03:40But you can't be having any champagne if we're going to be getting you pregnant.
00:03:41I'm very funny.
00:03:42I'm not laughing.
00:03:43Give me the water.
00:03:44Take the test.
00:03:45Just hold it in your urine stream.
00:03:46I know how to take a goddamn pregnancy test.
00:03:47It's an ovulation test.
00:03:48Same concept.
00:03:49Not really.
00:03:50Pam, you're going to need a urine sample.
00:03:51This is getting way too clinical, Will.
00:03:52You are seriously scaring me.
00:03:53Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:54Of course I do.
00:03:55But I just want us to be more natural about it.
00:03:56Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:57Of course I do.
00:03:58Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:59Of course I do.
00:04:00Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:04:08Just give me a minute.
00:04:38Wake me if we're going to do it.
00:04:54Don't get too comfortable.
00:04:55You only have three to five minutes.
00:04:56Okay, here goes.
00:04:57Okay.
00:04:58Here goes.
00:04:59Here goes.
00:05:00Okay.
00:05:01Here goes.
00:05:02Here goes.
00:05:03Here goes.
00:05:04Here goes.
00:05:05Here goes.
00:05:06Here goes.
00:05:07Nevermind, nevermind, we're in the East Sidewinder
00:05:11It's good over, hot stuff!
00:05:13It's hot stuff to get you to sleep.
00:05:15It's not done well.
00:05:17Why do we have to do this in the morning?
00:05:19You know I'm not a morning person.
00:05:22I'm gonna make you a morning person by the time this is over.
00:05:27Oh, I love you so much.
00:05:31Okay.
00:05:33Come on, I give it to you, hot stuff.
00:05:38We're in the East Sidewinder
00:06:02Honey?
00:06:04Honey?
00:06:06Are you there?
00:06:08Call me.
00:06:10I love you.
00:06:11What? Did I mention I love you?
00:06:13Oh, I love you. Call me.
00:06:15Oh, oh god.
00:06:17It's the other line, but call me, okay?
00:06:19Okay.
00:06:21Hello?
00:06:22Hi.
00:06:23No, he's not home yet.
00:06:25We're doing great!
00:06:27Yeah, we're going to dinner, but we'll be over afterwards.
00:06:32Hey Dan, is Linda there?
00:06:35Yeah, can I talk to her for a minute?
00:06:37I need to tell her something.
00:06:41Linda?
00:06:43Guess what?
00:06:45Oh Jesus, I'm pregnant.
00:06:48Hooray!
00:06:51Thanks.
00:06:53Thanks.
00:06:55No.
00:06:57No, he doesn't know yet.
00:06:59He hasn't called back and I'm going crazy.
00:07:01Oh, Linda, that might be Will.
00:07:03Okay, I have to go, but we'll see you two tonight.
00:07:05Honey?
00:07:07Oh, sorry. Hi.
00:07:09No, I've just been waiting for Will to call me back.
00:07:13Yeah?
00:07:15Oh, I think that's on Sunday.
00:07:17Hey, wait.
00:07:19Guess what?
00:07:21I'm pregnant.
00:07:23I know!
00:07:27I'm dying to tell Will, but he hasn't gotten back to me yet.
00:07:30He hasn't gotten back to me yet.
00:07:32Oh, thank you.
00:07:38I will definitely take you up on that.
00:07:40Okay, bye-bye.
00:07:42Honey?
00:07:44Honey?
00:07:46Hi.
00:07:48I love you, too.
00:07:50Oh, dear.
00:07:52Guess what?
00:07:54Oh, I love you, too.
00:07:56Really?
00:07:58Okay.
00:08:00Okay, but guess what?
00:08:02I'm pregnant.
00:08:04I'm pregnant.
00:08:06I'm pregnant.
00:08:08I'm pregnant.
00:08:11Okay, but guess what?
00:08:13Oh, listen. Guess what?
00:08:15I'm pregnant.
00:08:17Yeah?
00:08:19I'm pregnant.
00:08:21I took the test.
00:08:23We're pregnant.
00:08:25I love you.
00:08:27Get home.
00:08:29Just be careful.
00:08:31Yeah, but get here.
00:08:33Well, quickly, but safely.
00:08:35Okay.
00:08:37Alright, I love you.
00:08:39Bye.
00:08:55Hi.
00:08:57Yeah, I'd like some numbers
00:08:59for a few good mommy's listings.
00:09:01City.
00:09:03Well, I have a car, so it really doesn't matter.
00:09:06Okay.
00:09:08Fine.
00:09:10How about Berkeley?
00:09:12Alright.
00:09:18Honey, I'm here.
00:09:20Look at you.
00:09:22You're glowing.
00:09:24I love you so much.
00:09:26Look, look, look, look.
00:09:28I finally get to use my
00:09:30homemade pregnancy planner.
00:09:32Okay.
00:09:34This is my last period.
00:09:36This is when I started ovulation.
00:09:38And here are calendars for the next
00:09:40eight months so I can track my healthy pregnancy.
00:09:42Now, I also want to
00:09:44attach mementos like the test.
00:09:46And I think I'm due
00:09:48August 15th. That's Leo.
00:09:50And I've highlighted that right here.
00:09:52I can't wait to celebrate.
00:09:54Oh, yeah. Dan called
00:09:56and we're supposed to go over to their place after dinner.
00:09:58They are so excited for us.
00:10:00We're all going to celebrate
00:10:03together. You know, I was thinking
00:10:05that maybe Linda
00:10:07and I will have our babies around the same time.
00:10:09Maybe she'll be right behind me.
00:10:11Dan and Linda know?
00:10:13Oh.
00:10:15You're fast.
00:10:17Well, yeah.
00:10:19We have a lot of people to tell.
00:10:21I was thinking we each tell ten
00:10:23people and then have them call three
00:10:25people each and then so on, like a chain letter.
00:10:27I should have started
00:10:29making babies with you a long time ago.
00:10:31You're a pro.
00:10:33Oh, shit, honey.
00:10:35You have to help me with this.
00:10:37I cannot have anything that is not thoroughly cooked.
00:10:39So, please, help me remember, okay?
00:10:41I promise.
00:10:43Alright.
00:10:49I know.
00:10:53I can't believe you get away with the stuff you do.
00:10:57Me either.
00:11:00I didn't do anything at all.
00:11:02You had a little too much.
00:11:04Me.
00:11:12So, for some reason,
00:11:14I don't think I'm far behind you guys.
00:11:16No, no, no.
00:11:18At least I don't think so, but I hope so.
00:11:20We're trying to.
00:11:22That would be great.
00:11:24We can do mommy's groups
00:11:26together.
00:11:28What a cheapskate.
00:11:30I finally talked him into
00:11:32telling you. He's so superstitious.
00:11:34Telling you.
00:11:36You're crazy.
00:11:38I'm so glad you told us.
00:11:40I'll keep my fingers crossed for you, too.
00:11:42Will, we should get going.
00:11:44Make these two alone so they can make babies.
00:11:46Damn, Willa.
00:11:52Let's get to thinking next week.
00:11:54We're so happy for you two.
00:11:57Thanks for coming over.
00:11:59Linda, you hang in there.
00:12:01I know you're going to get pregnant in no time at all.
00:12:03Thank you, because nothing would make me happier
00:12:05than to have a little baby.
00:12:07I'm tired of waiting.
00:12:09Pam, I want to be right behind you
00:12:11so we don't have to buy any baby clothes.
00:12:13Will, you get in there and make it happen.
00:12:17We'll be homeschooling our kids in no time at all.
00:12:21Alright, I'm getting ahead of myself.
00:12:23Come on, then.
00:12:25I'm not getting here.
00:12:27Bye, guys.
00:12:29Bye.
00:12:39Why are we waiting in here?
00:12:41I always go straight to the exam room.
00:12:43Maybe she wants to discuss the big day.
00:12:45I think it's too soon
00:12:47to start talking about labor.
00:12:49I'm only 11 weeks pregnant.
00:12:51Maybe she wants to proposition us.
00:12:54Proposition us?
00:12:56Into some sort of three-way scenario?
00:12:58I cannot believe you just said that.
00:13:00Well, she is pretty hot.
00:13:04I mean, you're much cuter.
00:13:06Would the two of you be together?
00:13:10Woo!
00:13:14I cannot believe you could be turned on right now.
00:13:16I'm so nervous.
00:13:18I can't even think about sex.
00:13:20This pregnancy thing?
00:13:22It's just so fun.
00:13:24I love it.
00:13:28You're insane.
00:13:30You're crazy.
00:13:32You're just a wild man.
00:13:36Good morning.
00:13:38Good morning, doctor.
00:13:40Thank you for inviting us to your loving house.
00:13:44Good morning, Dr. Kierkegaard.
00:13:46She's convinced that there's something wrong.
00:13:48She seems to think
00:13:51that there's something to worry about.
00:13:53I've been telling her she just needs to relax.
00:13:55Well, I am a little bit worried.
00:13:57We usually meet you in the exam room,
00:13:59not your office.
00:14:01Pam, Will,
00:14:03I'm actually a little worried, too.
00:14:05I have been unable to detect
00:14:07your baby's heartbeat for two weeks now.
00:14:11At first, I thought your days were off
00:14:13and you were actually not as far along as you thought.
00:14:15But during your last exam,
00:14:17your uterus definitely felt like it was 11 weeks.
00:14:21What does that mean?
00:14:23Are you saying I'm not pregnant?
00:14:25I don't understand.
00:14:27Sometimes a woman will get pregnant
00:14:29with an empty uterus.
00:14:31For whatever reason,
00:14:33the fetus never started developing.
00:14:35We call this a non-viable pregnancy.
00:14:37A uterus with no fetus in it.
00:14:39Sometimes the egg will actually
00:14:41try to fertilize in the fallopian tubes,
00:14:43causing a tubal pregnancy.
00:14:45I don't think that's your case.
00:14:47A tubal pregnancy, that is.
00:14:49But I do think perhaps
00:14:51a fetus never started developing
00:14:53in your uterus.
00:14:55To be safe,
00:14:57I want to order some blood work.
00:14:59And let's test your HCG levels.
00:15:01Is it possible you could be wrongdoing, too?
00:15:03Maybe Pam's not as far along
00:15:05as we thought.
00:15:07That would be the best case scenario.
00:15:09But let's do the blood work
00:15:11and we'll see where that leads us.
00:15:15What if I do have an empty sac?
00:15:18What do I do then?
00:15:20Have you had any spotting,
00:15:22cramping at all?
00:15:24No. None.
00:15:26And do you feel pregnant?
00:15:28Well, I have been experiencing
00:15:30morning sickness.
00:15:32In a situation like this,
00:15:34if you do not have a viable pregnancy,
00:15:38you will most likely miscarry.
00:15:40Oh no.
00:15:42I'm so sorry, you two.
00:15:44I know how excited you both are
00:15:46about this pregnancy.
00:15:48I'm going to go ahead and order the blood work.
00:15:50Maybe we have nothing to worry about.
00:15:52And I will call you
00:15:54with the results in two days.
00:15:56And at that point,
00:15:58we can talk about our next step.
00:16:02Okay.
00:16:04Thanks for coming.
00:16:07I...
00:16:09What did she say?
00:16:11I don't even know what she...
00:16:13What did she say?
00:16:15What...
00:16:17What was all that?
00:16:29We need to remain
00:16:31calm and positive.
00:16:33Okay.
00:16:35Positive.
00:16:37Maybe she is wrong
00:16:39and the baby is just fine.
00:17:05I...
00:17:07I...
00:17:09I...
00:17:15I...
00:17:17I...
00:17:19I...
00:17:21I...
00:17:23I...
00:17:25I...
00:17:27I...
00:17:29I...
00:17:31I...
00:17:34I...
00:17:36I...
00:17:46What's happened?
00:17:48I feel like I'm dreaming.
00:17:52We just need to remain calm and positive.
00:17:54Maybe she is wrong
00:17:56and the baby is just fine.
00:17:58Dr.Kingham said
00:17:59she was worried.
00:18:01Doctors usually try to stay away from women, but I think she's genuinely worried.
00:18:06Honey, you need to stay calm.
00:18:08Let's try to help her.
00:18:10Dad and Linda will be here any second.
00:18:12They'll help take her home.
00:18:14Will, we cannot say anything about this to Linda.
00:18:17I do not want to say anything until we know for sure.
00:18:20Just see how you feel.
00:18:22Hi guys. Sorry we're late.
00:18:24Someone forgot the condiments.
00:18:26I forgot the condiments.
00:18:28Well, you're here now.
00:18:32Hey, look.
00:18:34Why don't you guys get the grill going?
00:18:36Yeah, why don't we get all set up so we can eat?
00:18:38I think we can handle that.
00:18:40What do you think, Deanna?
00:19:02So, how did everything go at your doctor's appointment today?
00:19:12I had to reschedule.
00:19:14I'm not feeling so good today.
00:19:16When do you find out if it's a boy or a girl?
00:19:19I'm actually not sure.
00:19:21I really want a little boy.
00:19:23But I'd be happy with either.
00:19:25Me too.
00:19:27I'd be happy with a healthy, fat baby.
00:19:30When do you think you're going to start showing?
00:19:32Oh, I'm not sure.
00:19:34But there's a lot I don't know yet.
00:19:36Listen, Linda.
00:19:38Oh god, Pam, I have to tell you something.
00:19:40I found out yesterday that I'm pregnant.
00:19:44Oh, well.
00:19:46Congratulations!
00:19:48Oh, Linda.
00:19:50I wanted to start.
00:19:52I wanted to wait until after the first trimester.
00:19:54But you two are our best clients.
00:19:56I think I'm going to need all the advice from you.
00:19:58Oh, I can't believe it.
00:20:00I'm so happy for you.
00:20:02I'm so happy.
00:20:04Oh, I didn't mean to make you cry.
00:20:06No, I'm just so happy for you.
00:20:08Oh.
00:20:10Yay!
00:20:12Now we really can do mommy's boots together.
00:20:14Oh.
00:20:16That'll be great.
00:20:18I hope the girls are ready whenever you ladies are.
00:20:20Hey, here you go.
00:20:22Look, ours is well done.
00:20:24You told her?
00:20:27I had to. It's a female thing.
00:20:29You told her?
00:20:31We're pregnant, too.
00:20:33Congratulations.
00:20:35You are going to tell her.
00:20:37His mother filled his head with superstitions.
00:20:39A lot can happen in the first trimester.
00:20:41Well, of course a lot can happen during the first trimester.
00:20:43But they're our best friends.
00:20:45We're going to need to lean on them for support.
00:20:47You're right.
00:20:49I love you.
00:20:51That's a good way of looking at it, Linda.
00:20:54Well, I think we better get our ladies fed
00:20:56because the stakes are higher now.
00:20:58Don't forget.
00:21:00I know. Well done.
00:21:02I love you.
00:21:04Oh, my God.
00:21:06Maybe you should just sit down.
00:21:08Yeah, you're right.
00:21:10Here, drink some water.
00:21:12Are you okay?
00:21:14I just don't feel good.
00:21:16I mean, besides that,
00:21:18you're not acting like yourself today.
00:21:20No.
00:21:23No, I'm sure it's just hormones.
00:21:25Gas or something.
00:21:27Well, I have NSAIDs.
00:21:29I do, too.
00:21:31I have a big bottle in my purse.
00:21:33I, um...
00:21:35I knew I'd eventually need those, so...
00:21:37Pam! Oh, shit!
00:21:39Pam, sit down!
00:21:41Oh, no!
00:21:43Oh, no!
00:21:45Oh, no!
00:21:47Oh!
00:21:49Oh!
00:21:51Oh!
00:22:11I'm scared, okay?
00:22:15How can I move on from this?
00:22:17How can I ever
00:22:20trust that I'll be okay?
00:22:22Maybe I'll never be able to have a baby,
00:22:24and this is just the beginning of a
00:22:26long, bumpy road
00:22:28of heartache and miscarriage.
00:22:38I'm scared, too.
00:22:40I'm so scared of losing you
00:22:42that I'm this close
00:22:44to throwing in the towel.
00:22:47And you know
00:22:49how bad I want a baby.
00:22:55But if there's even the slightest chance
00:22:57I could lose you,
00:22:59there's no question.
00:23:01It's you over the baby.
00:23:03I just want
00:23:05more baby.
00:23:07I sent away
00:23:09for all those baby magazines
00:23:11and everything.
00:23:13And now that's
00:23:15all I have.
00:23:17Baby magazines
00:23:19and diaper coupons
00:23:21and no baby.
00:23:25You have me.
00:23:29You have us.
00:23:31I feel like
00:23:33I'm gonna die alone.
00:23:37Like I can't
00:23:39possibly just shake this off
00:23:42and try again.
00:23:50I'm terrified.
00:23:56And it pisses me off
00:23:58that other people don't have problems
00:24:00having babies.
00:24:06I'm too young
00:24:08to be this bitter.
00:24:12I'm too young
00:24:14to be this bitter.
00:24:16I'm too young
00:24:18to be this bitter.
00:24:20I'm too young
00:24:22to be this bitter.
00:24:24I'm too young
00:24:26to be this bitter.
00:24:28I'm too young
00:24:30to be this bitter.
00:24:42Goodbye
00:24:44to you
00:24:46for now
00:24:48for good.
00:24:50I'll pray
00:24:52you'll stay
00:24:54away
00:24:56from me.
00:24:58Goodbye
00:25:00baby.
00:25:02Goodbye
00:25:04baby.
00:25:06Goodbye
00:25:08baby.
00:25:11Goodbye
00:25:13baby.
00:25:15Stay gone
00:25:17alone.
00:25:19I'd love
00:25:21to be
00:25:23alone.
00:25:25The one
00:25:27without
00:25:29your face
00:25:31around.
00:25:33Goodbye
00:25:35baby.
00:25:37Goodbye
00:25:39baby.
00:25:41Goodbye
00:25:43baby.
00:25:45Stay gone.
00:25:49Being with you
00:25:51wasn't that good.
00:25:53I gave you everything
00:25:55that I could.
00:25:59Stay gone
00:26:03alone
00:26:05again.
00:26:08Stay damn free.
00:26:10Don't call.
00:26:12Don't write.
00:26:14Let's not
00:26:16stay friends.
00:26:18Goodbye
00:26:20baby.
00:26:22Goodbye
00:26:24baby.
00:26:32It's about time you got here.
00:26:34What?
00:26:37I don't smoke cigarettes.
00:26:39It's a record for the 38.
00:26:41Okay, enough about you.
00:26:43Give me a cigarette.
00:26:45What? You don't even smoke.
00:26:47Just give me one.
00:26:49I want to hold it.
00:26:51But there's no smoking in here
00:26:53so you better not act up.
00:26:55Listen, I'm seriously fucked.
00:26:57I wake this morning
00:26:59and I'm feeling dizzy and lightheaded.
00:27:01And you want a cigarette?
00:27:03I get up anyway
00:27:06and I hate coffee.
00:27:08The very thought of the burning
00:27:10cup of acid laced with mucousy fat
00:27:12of the cream traveling across my tongue
00:27:14made me gag.
00:27:16Yuck! What's wrong with you?
00:27:18Add it up. Come on.
00:27:22Dizzy and lightheaded.
00:27:24Strong version of coffee.
00:27:26Yuck.
00:27:28Add it up.
00:27:30Yeah, and you forgot crazy.
00:27:32Maybe you should add it up for me.
00:27:36Holy shit, you're pregnant.
00:27:38I'm pretty sure.
00:27:40You have to get me the test.
00:27:42Oh my god, I can't believe it.
00:27:44Wait, why do you need me to get the test?
00:27:46Why don't you just stop by
00:27:48Walgreens on the way here?
00:27:50There's like a Walgreens on every corner.
00:27:52Because, um,
00:27:54I can't go into Walgreens.
00:27:56I have to keep shopping at Walgreens.
00:27:58I can't go and get a pregnancy test.
00:28:00I don't want them to think I have sex.
00:28:02I need a clean image in there.
00:28:04Since you're my best friend
00:28:06and that you may be pregnant,
00:28:08I have an idea.
00:28:10Write aid.
00:28:12Fan this and mark it.
00:28:14Perfect.
00:28:28Well, it's all yours.
00:28:30You have the bag?
00:28:33Yes.
00:28:35Oh god, I'm scared.
00:28:37Come with me. I don't want to be alone.
00:28:39I'll be right here.
00:28:41Don't forget to take the cap off.
00:28:43I won't.
00:28:45I just want to make sure you do it right.
00:28:47And don't forget to wash your hands.
00:28:49Ha, not funny.
00:29:02Okay.
00:29:33I think I'm going to make us some tea while we wait.
00:29:35That actually sounds really good.
00:30:03Oh, fuck.
00:30:05Oh, fuck. Fuck.
00:30:15Hi, Jason. It's me.
00:30:17You better call me back right away.
00:30:19I mean, you better call me right away.
00:30:21And by the way, I'm not coming in to work tonight.
00:30:23So just deal with it, alright?
00:30:25Fuck you.
00:30:27I'm not coming.
00:30:29I'm not coming.
00:30:32Just deal with it, alright?
00:30:34Fucking bastard.
00:30:36Maybe you shouldn't talk to him right now.
00:30:38Just drink your tea.
00:30:40You're right.
00:30:42I am so fucked.
00:30:44I work with him. I work for him.
00:30:46This is extremely nasty.
00:30:48And this is way too important for you to be getting this excited.
00:30:50You are responsible for a little baby now.
00:30:52You have to chill out.
00:30:54Christ, are you kidding?
00:30:56I'm a waitress.
00:30:58I'm screwing my manager at work.
00:31:00You saw how expensive diapers were at the Rite Aid.
00:31:02You make great money,
00:31:04and your shifts are flexible.
00:31:06All of your friends would love to help you.
00:31:08And I could be Auntie Kendra.
00:31:10And what?
00:31:12I'll be waddling around in a garbage bag
00:31:14of a uniform being followed by Jason.
00:31:16I don't need him micromanaging my pregnancy
00:31:18the way he does my work.
00:31:20Hannah, you can make it work.
00:31:22You don't have to work there anymore.
00:31:24All I'm saying is that your friends
00:31:26will be there for you.
00:31:29I'm sorry for freaking out on you today.
00:31:31And thanks for being my best friend.
00:31:35Well, don't be sorry.
00:31:37Just drink your tea
00:31:39and relax for a little while.
00:31:41God, I have that song stuck in my head.
00:31:43What song?
00:31:45You know,
00:31:47that 10,000 Maniacs song,
00:31:49Eat for Two?
00:31:51About that girl who,
00:31:53being pregnant and
00:31:55having a baby,
00:31:58and how it changes her life
00:32:00because everything that she used to do
00:32:02before she was pregnant,
00:32:04she now has to do for two.
00:32:06She has to eat for two.
00:32:08She has to walk for two.
00:32:10Stop. Get the thought out of your head.
00:32:12This particular baby
00:32:14does not want to enter
00:32:16this cruel world.
00:32:18In fact, this baby thinks her father
00:32:20is a total loser
00:32:22and she doesn't want to spend her precious time
00:32:24here on Earth trying to forge some relationship
00:32:26that has nothing to do with her.
00:32:28Just think about it.
00:32:30Maybe you need to talk this out
00:32:32in some supportive setting.
00:32:34Where people won't judge you.
00:32:36Like my activist group.
00:32:38I have to talk to Jason first
00:32:40and maybe I'll go to your cultish actors meeting.
00:32:44Are you sure I can go
00:32:46even though I'm not an actor?
00:32:48We just talk about
00:32:50what's affecting us
00:32:52and then we party afterwards.
00:32:55Just try it once. You may even have a good time.
00:32:59I can't believe I'm blowing off work
00:33:01to go to therapy.
00:33:05I can't believe I'm pregnant.
00:33:13Hey, it's Jason.
00:33:15I just wanted to call back
00:33:17and get the numbers
00:33:19for the two cases that are supposed to come in next week.
00:33:22Hey, can you hold a second?
00:33:24Yeah.
00:33:28I don't want any problems, okay, Anna?
00:33:30What? Like me being pregnant?
00:33:32Is that a problem for you, Jason?
00:33:34Like you being verbal about being pregnant in your place of work.
00:33:36You weren't too concerned about work
00:33:38when you were fucking me at the Christmas party.
00:33:40What? I'm gonna be as long as I want to.
00:33:42I'm the one that has to deal with this.
00:33:44I don't have the luxury of denial.
00:33:46You're unreal.
00:33:48What do you want from me?
00:33:51A marriage proposal? So we fucked!
00:33:53So we had intercourse
00:33:55at a party. People have casual sex
00:33:57all the time.
00:33:59If you don't know how to use a condom correctly,
00:34:01I think you should have to step up to the plate
00:34:03and take responsibility.
00:34:05Responsibility for a child?
00:34:07I'm 24 years old. I work 60 hours a week.
00:34:09Half of which I don't even get paid for
00:34:11because I'm on salary, which is basically nothing.
00:34:15I don't know whether to laugh or cry.
00:34:21I must have been really fucking drunk.
00:34:23No, I must have been the one who was drunk.
00:34:25My life is in jeopardy right now.
00:34:27Everything I have worked for.
00:34:29I'm just starting out on my career,
00:34:31which I'm really looking forward to taking off right now.
00:34:33What are you talking about?
00:34:35Once word gets out,
00:34:37it's over.
00:34:39I will get fired for this,
00:34:41and how am I going to explain my short employment history
00:34:43to my next job?
00:34:45I'm pregnant!
00:34:47I don't know what to do. I'm scared to death!
00:34:49My job is a joke compared to this!
00:34:51I don't know how to deal with this alone!
00:34:55I don't even know you, honestly!
00:34:57This is so weird!
00:35:03God! I have to go!
00:35:15Sorry.
00:35:18A little bit of speakers again?
00:35:23Alright, thanks.
00:35:48Well, everyone seems really drunk.
00:35:50Yeah, just don't get them started on their resume.
00:35:56Everyone!
00:35:58Can I have your attention, please?
00:36:02Very good.
00:36:04Everybody sit down, please.
00:36:06Sit, sit, sit.
00:36:08Kendra's brought a visitor tonight.
00:36:10Tell somebody to come in.
00:36:12I don't know what to do.
00:36:14I don't know what to do.
00:36:17Hi, everybody.
00:36:19This is my best friend, Anna.
00:36:21Hi, Anna!
00:36:23And Anna really, really needs our support tonight.
00:36:25Okay, get this.
00:36:27She's fucking her manager at work.
00:36:29I know.
00:36:31And she...
00:36:33We just found out that she's pregnant.
00:36:35I know.
00:36:37Anna, may I interrupt?
00:36:39I'm sorry.
00:36:41But, you know, sometimes
00:36:43as actors, we find we can
00:36:45work through a lot of baggage
00:36:47by improvising.
00:36:49So, I'd like to offer you an opportunity
00:36:51to recreate
00:36:53your conversation with Jason
00:36:55in a safe and supportive environment.
00:36:57Casey, did you hear Jason?
00:36:59Yeah.
00:37:01Where do you want me?
00:37:03Casey, why don't you
00:37:05stand over here?
00:37:07Anna, you could enter
00:37:09through the door coming into his office.
00:37:11Okay.
00:37:14Hold on. Hold on.
00:37:16Now, Anna, you've just learned
00:37:18that you are pregnant
00:37:20and you're coming to see Jason
00:37:22to give him the big news.
00:37:24He's in his office.
00:37:26He's heavy in thought
00:37:28and you are heavy with emotion.
00:37:30My uncle owns a restaurant
00:37:32and he says the food manager
00:37:34is never...
00:37:36Kathy, are you ready?
00:37:38Yeah.
00:37:40Great.
00:37:43Okay.
00:37:45Great.
00:37:49So, I really understand
00:37:51what you're going through
00:37:53and do you know
00:37:55what you're going to do?
00:37:57About the baby?
00:37:59Well, I'm probably not going to keep her.
00:38:01I mean, I don't want to get attached
00:38:03to somebody that's going to keep me
00:38:05attached to Jason.
00:38:07Her. You said her.
00:38:09Did I say her?
00:38:11Well, you know Amy.
00:38:13Well, you don't know Amy,
00:38:15but she's coming back in a couple of weeks.
00:38:17She went through this.
00:38:19Well...
00:38:21Oh, cut.
00:38:23Oh, I'm crying.
00:38:25Brilliant.
00:38:27Kathy,
00:38:29leading man of the job.
00:38:31You don't mind me asking, too?
00:38:33Great acting involves great listening.
00:38:35Don't analyze it so much.
00:38:37Oh, which reminds me.
00:38:40We should discuss useless acting classes in this city.
00:38:42Okay.
00:38:44Does anybody else need support?
00:38:46Or should we just
00:38:48move on to partying?
00:38:50Partying.
00:38:52All right. Let's party.
00:39:02I've been wanting to do that all night.
00:39:04I don't know
00:39:06if it's my hormones or what,
00:39:09but I mean, I've definitely had my eye on you.
00:39:13But, I mean, I have to be honest.
00:39:15I can't. I don't...
00:39:17I'm so fragile right now.
00:39:19I know I could easily fall in love with you
00:39:21and I just need time to myself
00:39:23to reflect
00:39:25and make some of it.
00:39:29I completely understand
00:39:31what you're going through.
00:39:33But, you know, I'm not like Jason.
00:39:35I'm not one of those guys.
00:39:38You have a long haul.
00:39:40You know, I think I'd be perfect for you.
00:39:42And I completely understand
00:39:44and respect, you know, what you're going through.
00:39:46But, uh,
00:39:48you know, Anna,
00:39:50what you need is a major sexual release
00:39:52right now.
00:39:54I've been thinking about it all night.
00:39:56You know, all I really want to do
00:39:58is lick you up closer to your forehead
00:40:00during birth
00:40:02and orgasms are multiples.
00:40:0420 or more.
00:40:06And then I'm going to take you home
00:40:08and tuck you in your very own bed
00:40:10and leave no strings attached.
00:40:12And if you feel like calling me,
00:40:14you're welcome to, but I just want to give you
00:40:16the biggest smile.
00:40:20Okay, that's all perfect.
00:40:22Let's go to my apartment.
00:41:06Hi Jason, it's me.
00:41:08Please, just hear me out.
00:41:10Uh,
00:41:12we need to talk.
00:41:14Well, when's the time?
00:41:16How about 3?
00:41:18Oh, great.
00:41:20Jason, thank you.
00:41:22Listen, I have to go, but I'll see you at 3, okay?
00:41:25Hi!
00:41:27Well?
00:41:29Hi!
00:41:31Oh my god!
00:41:33Isn't he so hot?
00:41:35Please.
00:41:37What happened?
00:41:39Don't leave out any of the details.
00:41:41I had the most incredible
00:41:43sex experience I've ever had.
00:41:45Oh my god.
00:41:47I'm so sorry.
00:41:49I'm so sorry.
00:41:51I'm so sorry.
00:41:54I had the most incredible experience of my life last night.
00:41:56I'm so happy.
00:41:58I could cry.
00:42:00He was so generous.
00:42:02I experienced total
00:42:04unconditional generosity last night
00:42:06and he's changed my life.
00:42:08I have been dying to get a date with him.
00:42:10He is so handsome!
00:42:12And he's the only guy in that group that isn't gay.
00:42:14Is he still here?
00:42:16No, he left last night.
00:42:18Kendra, he asked me if you could kiss me
00:42:20after our little improv lesson.
00:42:22Yes, I definitely saw the kiss.
00:42:24And then he said he wanted to take me home,
00:42:26lick my pussy,
00:42:28tuck me into my own bed.
00:42:32After having the best orgasm ever.
00:42:36No strings attached.
00:42:38I know what you're thinking.
00:42:40This is too soon.
00:42:42I need some time.
00:42:44I should keep my legs closed.
00:42:46But Kendra, I couldn't.
00:42:48That was the best offer I've ever had.
00:42:51He sent me over the edge.
00:42:53Am I crazy?
00:42:55Did he have any open sores on his mouth?
00:42:57You have to stop.
00:42:59You can totally get herpes from oral sex.
00:43:01But I've never heard
00:43:03of anybody so perfect.
00:43:05But this is crazy.
00:43:07I mean, I can't judge a guy
00:43:09on his oral sex skills.
00:43:11But he wasn't expecting anything in return.
00:43:13Did he try to have sex with you?
00:43:15No.
00:43:17No, he did exactly what he said.
00:43:20He struck gold.
00:43:22And all you had to do was get pregnant.
00:43:24I'm just kidding.
00:43:26Seriously, though.
00:43:28I could kick myself
00:43:30for not going for him sooner.
00:43:34After Casey left last night,
00:43:36I did a lot of thinking.
00:43:40He knows that I need time
00:43:42before I start something new.
00:43:44I need to get my act together.
00:43:46I need to deal with Jason in a better way.
00:43:48Jason again.
00:43:54I never thought of myself as a mother,
00:43:56but it doesn't mean I won't be a good one.
00:43:58And, you know,
00:44:00maybe I won't have
00:44:02a traditional marriage,
00:44:04but I don't even know if that's something I want.
00:44:06And I don't know where my life is headed,
00:44:08but neither does anybody.
00:44:10I mean, I have it handed to me right now
00:44:12to be a mom or not to be a mom.
00:44:14And Kendra, I'm gonna go for it.
00:44:17I'm gonna cry.
00:44:21I'm so happy.
00:44:24I'm here for whatever you need.
00:44:26Thanks for being my best friend.
00:44:28Oh.
00:44:32Anna, hi. It's Casey calling.
00:44:34I just wanted to check in with you.
00:44:36I'm not trying to stalk you.
00:44:38I just can't get you off my mind.
00:44:40Aren't you gonna pick it up?
00:44:42No, I can't. I told you, I can't.
00:44:44I know how you're feeling about last night.
00:44:47I know you need your space, but I'm here if you want to talk.
00:44:49I left my number on the table.
00:44:51So give me a call.
00:45:01Anna,
00:45:03I pray to God that you will call him back.
00:45:07First things first.
00:45:17Hi.
00:45:19Hi, Jason.
00:45:21Thanks for meeting me.
00:45:25I gotta be honest.
00:45:27I didn't really want to come.
00:45:29I still can't believe all this.
00:45:31I'm finally moving up in this world
00:45:33and I can invite my family
00:45:35to my job.
00:45:37Do you know how proud they are of me?
00:45:39This pregnancy could ruin me
00:45:41and everything that I've been working for.
00:45:43Please don't be stupid.
00:45:46If you like management so much,
00:45:48hey, go for it.
00:45:50But to call me...
00:45:54All this is bullshit.
00:45:56You know damn well this baby is yours.
00:45:58Don't ever call me a liar.
00:46:00I'm sorry. I just panicked.
00:46:04I still can't believe this is happening.
00:46:08Do you have all the details worked out?
00:46:10Do you need a ride?
00:46:12I don't even know how to get this thing handled.
00:46:14I've got some savings
00:46:16and I fully intend on helping you get this solved.
00:46:20That's why I wanted to meet you,
00:46:22actually.
00:46:24I was up all night thinking
00:46:26and I'm at a point in my life
00:46:28where I really think I need to grow up
00:46:30and this happened for whatever reason
00:46:32and I just want to
00:46:34rise to the occasion
00:46:36and take responsibility.
00:46:39I'm not willing to let this baby go.
00:46:42I can't be serious.
00:46:44You can't just have a baby.
00:46:46You can't just have my baby.
00:46:48Mother's going to kill me.
00:46:50I'm not ready to be a father.
00:46:52I still haven't even started paying off
00:46:54my student loans.
00:46:56Anna,
00:46:58you can't be serious.
00:47:00The timing just sucks here.
00:47:02Just listen.
00:47:04It doesn't mean I want a relationship with you
00:47:06or even money.
00:47:08I just want to
00:47:11I want to raise my baby
00:47:13with or without your help
00:47:15and support
00:47:17and I
00:47:19I just want to bond with my baby
00:47:21and
00:47:23I want to
00:47:25I'm here today to figure out
00:47:27how we can do this peacefully.
00:47:29Excuse me, Ma'am.
00:47:31I'm here to see you.
00:47:33Can I come in?
00:47:35Sure.
00:47:37I'm sorry.
00:47:39I don't know what I'm doing.
00:47:41I'm sorry.
00:47:43I don't know what I'm doing.
00:47:45I'm sorry.
00:47:47I'm sorry.
00:47:49I don't know what I'm doing.
00:47:51I'm sorry.
00:47:53I'm sorry.
00:47:55I'm sorry.
00:47:58Excuse me, Ma'am.
00:48:00Oh, wow. Hi.
00:48:02How you doing? You look great.
00:48:04I thought that was you.
00:48:06Thanks. I feel excited and blue
00:48:08and I made some serious
00:48:10choices since last
00:48:12I saw you.
00:48:14You look beautiful pregnant.
00:48:16I knew you would.
00:48:18I'm sorry I never returned your calls.
00:48:22Well, I wanted to call you every day
00:48:24but I
00:48:27had to get my life together and grow up.
00:48:31Actually, it was you who
00:48:33really changed my life.
00:48:35I mean, I can't
00:48:37thank you enough for that night.
00:48:39I really needed it.
00:48:41Well, how about
00:48:43if you could thank me by
00:48:45letting me take you ice skating tonight?
00:48:47Ice skating like this?
00:48:51No, I'm just kidding.
00:48:53How about dinner?
00:48:55I can't get this stupid smile
00:48:57off my face when I'm with you.
00:49:01Okay, how about 7?
00:49:03I'll pick you up at 7.
00:49:05Perfect.
00:49:25I love you.
00:49:27I love you.
00:49:29I love you.
00:49:31I love you.
00:49:33I love you.
00:49:35I love you.
00:49:37I love you.
00:49:39I love you.
00:49:41I love you.
00:49:43I love you.
00:49:45I love you.
00:49:47I love you.
00:49:49I love you.
00:49:51I love you.
00:49:54I love you.
00:49:56I love you.
00:49:58I love you.
00:50:00I love you.
00:50:02I love you.
00:50:04I love you.
00:50:12I am so sorry
00:50:14to have to tell you this,
00:50:16but there is
00:50:18a 99.8%
00:50:20chance
00:50:23that you're pregnant.
00:50:25You have options though.
00:50:27Yeah.
00:50:29I know.
00:50:31I'm sorry.
00:50:33I didn't think you could get pregnant either.
00:50:35Fuck.
00:50:37Is your mom home?
00:50:39Nope.
00:50:47Mom, what are you doing here?
00:50:49I thought you had some class today.
00:50:52I decided not to go.
00:50:54I'm not feeling well.
00:50:56We're only here for a minute.
00:50:58Hi, Beck.
00:51:00Good to see you.
00:51:02Help yourselves to some food.
00:51:06I have some planting
00:51:08to get done.
00:51:10Our yard isn't going to landscape itself.
00:51:12Are you sure you should be doing yard work
00:51:14if you don't feel good?
00:51:18I'm fine, honey.
00:51:22I'm fine
00:51:24as the day is beautiful.
00:51:26I'm fine as 69.
00:51:28That was a good year.
00:51:30I thought you were
00:51:32a Republican.
00:51:34Whatever.
00:51:36Hey, some work to get done.
00:51:38I'll see you guys later.
00:51:40Have fun
00:51:42gallivanting around.
00:51:44Have fun while you can.
00:51:46Enjoy yourselves.
00:51:48Bye, Mrs. Lampkin.
00:51:50Peck, you know.
00:51:52You can call me Ellen.
00:51:54You're always such a sweetheart.
00:51:56Bye, Mrs. Landry.
00:52:04Your mom is so cool
00:52:06and put together.
00:52:08My mom doesn't even know
00:52:10where our yard is.
00:52:12Yeah, that's her escape when I come home.
00:52:14Are you two
00:52:16really not getting along?
00:52:19We get along fine
00:52:21as long as we keep our distance.
00:52:23She's uncomfortable with being a mother.
00:52:25I think I'm a reminder
00:52:27of her first female failure.
00:52:29Her inability to reproduce.
00:52:31That's terrible.
00:52:43I doubt
00:52:45she thinks that.
00:52:48It seems like she really likes you.
00:52:50She has food waiting for you every time you come home
00:52:52and she gives you space.
00:52:54Maybe when you move to New York
00:52:56you can hang out
00:52:58over the weekend
00:53:00and shop and bond.
00:53:06Why do you think I'm moving to New York?
00:53:08Hello?
00:53:10It's the furthest state from California.
00:53:18Is your dad still away?
00:53:20He's always away.
00:53:22You know, I bet they divorce
00:53:24as soon as I leave for New York.
00:53:26It's like their marriage is this performance
00:53:28and when I leave
00:53:30the run is finally going to be over.
00:53:34I'm sorry.
00:53:36I had no idea that things were going so badly here.
00:53:40Yuck.
00:53:42Look, this is a perfect example.
00:53:44She's drinking
00:53:46gin
00:53:48and now she's landscaping?
00:53:50Give me a break.
00:53:52I cannot wait to get out of here.
00:53:56I only have a month until you have to leave.
00:53:58Man, that time can't come soon enough.
00:54:00I am completely over my childhood.
00:54:04Well then let's get out of here and get that receipt.
00:54:06And I'm sorry for bringing that stuff up.
00:54:08I know.
00:54:10She just drives me crazy.
00:54:12But okay.
00:54:15Focus.
00:54:17I left it in the bag is the problem.
00:54:19I bet I either threw it away
00:54:21or it's in my room.
00:54:23I'll be right back.
00:54:25I'll be right here.
00:54:27Stay out of the gin.
00:54:29I promise.
00:54:45Oh, I thought you two had left.
00:54:47Oh, not yet.
00:54:49We're returning some stuff at the mall.
00:54:51Emma's getting the receipt right now.
00:54:53How's the landscaping coming along?
00:54:55Slow. Very slow.
00:54:57Well, they say landscaping's
00:54:59a lifelong commitment.
00:55:01Maybe that's why it's coming along slowly.
00:55:03Yeah, everything seems
00:55:05to move very slowly for me.
00:55:07Until it starts to move too fast.
00:55:09Are you okay?
00:55:11Yeah.
00:55:14Barely.
00:55:16I have to go back outside.
00:55:18I have to turn on the drip system.
00:55:20Well, it's not in my room.
00:55:24Mom, I thought you were outside.
00:55:26Yes, I am.
00:55:37Do you see what I mean?
00:55:39She's like the fucking Rain Man.
00:55:41Always mumbling nonsense.
00:55:43You should lay off. She's obviously distressed.
00:55:45About what?
00:55:47She's got it made.
00:55:49She doesn't have to work.
00:55:51She doesn't have to speak to anybody.
00:55:53Especially her family.
00:55:55What more could she possibly want?
00:55:57Maybe she wants someone to talk to.
00:56:01I found it.
00:56:05Oh.
00:56:07My. God.
00:56:09What?
00:56:12Oh, fuck!
00:56:14What?
00:56:16My mom's fucking pregnant!
00:56:18No.
00:56:20Look, it's not mine.
00:56:22No.
00:56:24I don't know anything.
00:56:26Sick. Oh, my God.
00:56:28Oh, shit.
00:56:32My mom is pregnant.
00:56:34She can't even get pregnant.
00:56:36That's why I'm here.
00:56:38Are you sure your father can't be the dad?
00:56:41Come on.
00:56:43Let's get out of here.
00:56:45We need to process this away from here.
00:56:47Okay, let's go.
00:56:49I can't face her.
00:57:11Well, I get so bad
00:57:15Every morning, baby
00:57:17You know what I mean
00:57:23Oh, my God.
00:57:25Hey.
00:57:27Mind if I sit down?
00:57:29Scott, you scared me.
00:57:31Sure.
00:57:33Take a seat.
00:57:35Oh.
00:57:37I'm stuck at home today.
00:57:40Carburetor in my bike finally took a shit.
00:57:42I'm sorry to hear that.
00:57:44That's all right.
00:57:46Mom's gonna loan me some cash to get it fixed.
00:57:48We'll be out there running in no time.
00:57:50Maybe, uh,
00:57:52I can take you for a ride.
00:57:54I don't think so.
00:57:56Oh, you'll love it.
00:57:58I know how crazy you get.
00:58:00Maybe.
00:58:04So...
00:58:06How's the landscaping project?
00:58:08Landscaping project coming along?
00:58:10Very slow.
00:58:12I was hoping we could play
00:58:14gardener again.
00:58:18Well,
00:58:20Scott, Emma
00:58:22just went to return something at the mall,
00:58:24and I don't know
00:58:26when she'll be back.
00:58:28Suddenly,
00:58:30it would give us
00:58:32plenty of time.
00:58:34Plenty of time for me to fuck you in the toolshed
00:58:37and watch you scream.
00:58:39That is so tempting.
00:58:41Tempting?
00:58:43It's more than tempting.
00:58:45Come on. Emma won't be back soon.
00:58:47Please, Scott.
00:58:51Not today, Scott, okay?
00:58:53I have to get this ground cover started,
00:58:55and I got a big job ahead of me.
00:58:59Yeah, I wonder if it's worth it.
00:59:01What?
00:59:04Sometimes I wonder
00:59:06if it's worth it.
00:59:08Landscaping?
00:59:10I thought you loved it.
00:59:12I meant everything else.
00:59:14I know landscaping
00:59:16is worth it. It's the only thing that's worth it.
00:59:18It's worth my life.
00:59:22I know that when I come out here,
00:59:24I'm gonna accomplish something.
00:59:28You know, this land?
00:59:30This land loves me unconditionally.
00:59:32And when I treat it
00:59:34and love it,
00:59:36it returns that love
00:59:38tenfold.
00:59:40And it's the only thing that does.
00:59:44Where are you going?
00:59:46You know,
00:59:48forget it.
00:59:56Am I worth it?
00:59:59No.
01:00:03Scott.
01:00:05Scott, you're so young.
01:00:07You have your whole life ahead of you.
01:00:09You have
01:00:11your promise.
01:00:13You have a family that loves you.
01:00:17You have everything.
01:00:20Do I have you?
01:00:22Oh, honey.
01:00:26Yeah.
01:00:28Pass me that Osmocote.
01:00:32Have you been drinking again?
01:00:34Yeah.
01:00:36Now you're starting to sound like David.
01:00:38Of course I've been drinking.
01:00:40Well,
01:00:42you shouldn't drink like that.
01:00:44It changes you.
01:00:46I need the change.
01:00:48I need it real bad.
01:01:16I'm sorry.
01:01:18I didn't think you were going to get cranky.
01:01:20Fuck.
01:01:22My uterus isn't supposed to work.
01:01:24God damn it.
01:01:26I'm supposed to be fair.
01:01:34You're home.
01:01:36How was the trip?
01:01:38It was great.
01:01:40I had a great time.
01:01:42You know,
01:01:45how was the mall?
01:01:47You scared me.
01:01:49I thought you were sleeping.
01:01:51No.
01:01:53I was just resting my eyes.
01:01:55Where were you?
01:01:57Mom, I'm 18.
01:01:59I officially don't have to answer that question.
01:02:03Of course not.
01:02:07Should you really be drinking so much?
01:02:09Well, I'm 51.
01:02:11I officially don't have to answer
01:02:14that question.
01:02:16Very funny.
01:02:20Who the hell is that?
01:02:22I'll get it.
01:02:32Hey, Scott.
01:02:34What are you doing here?
01:02:36Oh, I thought I heard dogs barking.
01:02:38Yeah, they were probably barking at me.
01:02:40I just got home.
01:02:43She's fine.
01:02:45Okay, well, goodbye.
01:02:47Bye.
01:02:59Who was it?
01:03:01Scott, from next door.
01:03:03He was checking on us
01:03:05because he heard his dogs barking.
01:03:07What a weirdo.
01:03:09He wanted to know if you were home.
01:03:11You want him to check on us?
01:03:13I think it's shifty.
01:03:15Does he go around just checking on people
01:03:17every time his dumb dogs bark?
01:03:19Well, he knows your dad isn't home
01:03:21and he's just looking in on us.
01:03:23I mean, it's hard when your husband's
01:03:25always away working.
01:03:27Really?
01:03:29Because from my vantage point,
01:03:31it looks pretty easy.
01:03:33Like living the high life.
01:03:35No work, no worries.
01:03:37You can't judge me.
01:03:40You have no idea what it's like
01:03:42to be married.
01:03:44Of course I don't.
01:03:46Because you two have been
01:03:48faking a marriage for the past 18 years.
01:03:50How could I possibly know?
01:03:52I hope you never know
01:03:54because it sucks.
01:03:56It goddamn sucks.
01:03:58And the pretending,
01:04:00that's what makes you look old.
01:04:02Yeah, the lying and the pretending
01:04:04will kill you.
01:04:06Pretending.
01:04:09You think I do nothing.
01:04:11I do enough goddamn pretending
01:04:13to earn an Oscar.
01:04:15I show the world
01:04:17how fucking happy
01:04:19I am.
01:04:21What a great life it is
01:04:23to be rich in America,
01:04:25have a successful husband
01:04:27and a daughter
01:04:29who adores me.
01:04:31Now, when the truth is
01:04:33I have a husband who will fuck
01:04:35any female under 25
01:04:37I have a daughter who never fought
01:04:39once about me.
01:04:41What?
01:04:47You have never been there for me.
01:04:51I'm the daughter in this relationship
01:04:53even if I am adopted.
01:04:55It is your responsibility
01:04:57to get your life together
01:04:59and be the kind of mother I deserve.
01:05:01But you're so enmeshed in you
01:05:03that you can't even handle me.
01:05:06Just you wait.
01:05:08What is that supposed to mean?
01:05:10Just you wait until your life isn't so promising anymore.
01:05:12Just you wait
01:05:14until you turn into me.
01:05:16Then you'll finally understand
01:05:18where I'm coming from.
01:05:20Again, it's all about you.
01:05:22And since we're on
01:05:24the subject of you,
01:05:26what are you going to do about your new baby?
01:05:28What are you talking about?
01:05:30You know what I mean.
01:05:32No, what do you mean?
01:05:35It's in the trash.
01:05:37Oh, so now you're spying on me.
01:05:39I was looking for a receipt.
01:05:41It's not your father's.
01:05:43Obviously.
01:05:45It's Scott's.
01:05:47Scott's?
01:05:49From next door?
01:05:51He lives with his goddamn parents!
01:05:57I don't want to have this conversation.
01:05:59Why not?
01:06:01It's out in the open.
01:06:03Scott, from next door,
01:06:05who's a whole year older than me,
01:06:07is going to be my new stepdaddy?
01:06:09Is that what you're telling me?
01:06:11You're fucking Scott?
01:06:13I don't want to talk about sex with you.
01:06:15Jesus!
01:06:17I haven't been a virgin since you and Dad
01:06:19sent me to church camp.
01:06:21When you were 13?
01:06:23Oh, great.
01:06:25I didn't know the church provided that service.
01:06:27Hey, maybe they should have paid us.
01:06:29I've had it with you.
01:06:32I try to open up to you, but you put up this concrete wall.
01:06:34You and I will never be close
01:06:36because of you.
01:06:38You and I will never be close
01:06:40because you are like your father
01:06:42and I hate your father.
01:06:44Fuck you.
01:06:46You've never been there for me.
01:06:48I was motherless at birth
01:06:50and motherless since you adopted me,
01:06:52you fucking bitch.
01:06:54And how dare you?
01:06:56I hope you rot for what you just said.
01:06:58You know,
01:07:01I will never be the loser you are.
01:07:03I will never emotionally
01:07:05abandon my kids
01:07:07or fuck the neighbor's kids.
01:07:09I'll never do any of that
01:07:11because I have you to remind me
01:07:13of what it's like to be such a vapid waste of life.
01:07:19Do you even know what I've been through in the past year?
01:07:23Did you take your head out of your ass
01:07:25once last year to wonder what was wrong
01:07:27with your one and only daughter?
01:07:30Why I was always sick
01:07:32or sad?
01:07:36You didn't, did you?
01:07:42Well, I was pregnant, Mom.
01:07:46And I knew I couldn't come to you for one second
01:07:48because I knew deep down
01:07:50I could never count on you.
01:07:52I know.
01:07:54Fuck you.
01:07:56Fuck you.
01:07:58You knew?
01:08:00Fuck you!
01:08:26Mom?
01:08:28Mom?
01:08:56I'll pray you'll stay
01:08:58away from me.
01:09:04Goodbye, baby.
01:09:06Goodbye, baby.
01:09:10Goodbye, baby.
01:09:12Stay gone.
01:09:18Alone.
01:09:20Alone.
01:09:22You'll be alone.
01:09:25The one
01:09:27without
01:09:29your face around.
01:09:33Goodbye, baby.
01:09:37Goodbye, baby.
01:09:41Goodbye, baby.
01:09:43Stay gone.
01:09:47Being with you
01:09:49wasn't that good.
01:09:51I gave you everything
01:09:54that I could.
01:09:58Stay gone.
01:10:02Alone.
01:10:04Again.
01:10:06I'm so damn
01:10:08free.
01:10:10Don't call.
01:10:12Don't write.
01:10:14Let's not stay
01:10:16friends.
01:10:18Goodbye, baby.
01:10:20Goodbye, baby.
01:10:24Goodbye, baby.
01:10:26Stay gone.
01:10:31Goodbye, baby.
01:10:35Goodbye, baby.
01:10:39Goodbye, baby.
01:10:41Stay gone.
01:10:50Stay gone.