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00:00being buried alive, spiders, claustrophobia, drowning.
00:05These are the average person's biggest fears.
00:06Some that have a small chance of happening to you on a daily basis
00:10and some that you'll never encounter,
00:11but you still feel the anxiety of it possibly being able to happen.
00:14Did I just describe what a fear is?
00:17Now, think about your biggest fear.
00:19And imagine if that fear was seen and known by millions of people,
00:25was still accessible to those millions,
00:28and it grew, this fear grew bigger and more visible as your career progresses.
00:34This is how I feel about my digital footprint.
00:39It's literally bone-chilling, armpit sweat-inducing.
00:44I have lived a thousand lives,
00:47from being one of the most followed Vine stars as a people-descent child,
00:51to having my eating disorder, drug experimentations,
00:55psychological issues documented on Twitter as a teen,
00:59to becoming a multi-hyphenate,
01:02Slay Beach 3000,
01:04a model, an actress, a clothing brand owner,
01:08a YouTube superstar, Don Julio, extravaganza supreme.
01:14I am at the mental age of 9,000.
01:17It took me a literal decade to transcend to where I am today.
01:21And I had some interesting, we'll call it interesting,
01:24moments while getting here, and guess what makes it worse?
01:27You probably remember those moments.
01:35You might know about every single one of them or just a few.
01:39But have no worries, I'm here to go through all of them.
01:43And if you've been here since the beginning, if you've been here since Vine,
01:46our connection is deeper than parasocial.
01:49Our connection is something that psychologists haven't even made a word of for you.
01:53Because y'all have seen as much of me as my literal family members
02:01After receiving comment three million about giving my lore and how does this bitch know everyone and oh my gosh
02:07Do y'all remember when Quinlan explained this I've decided to dive in and give y'all the real tea. This is
02:13Quinn Blackwell digital footprints
02:24The vine era
02:29Vine dropped I was already making
02:32YouTube videos in my free time and I have this YouTube account
02:36That I don't know the password and I can't delete and it's from when I was literally 9 to 11
02:41So like I've always been doing this this being an internet creator
02:47Literally is what I was born to do
02:49I was doing the influencing shit and being a clown on the internet before was a job that you could profit from but I was
02:57Doing this 13 years ago
03:04And my sister was annoying as fuck and didn't understand that I was trying to build an empire and would always talk throughout my
03:10Filming time also because the family computer was in the living room
03:14So I didn't really have a door that I could close
03:17And I think this is genius because I was just switching
03:21the camera
03:23With the mouse. I didn't know how to edit at the time
03:25But in my brain already knew editing was such an important part to a comedic video
03:47I
03:49Will defy gravity
03:54Like
03:55This is this is genius. This is childhood genius in my opinion. This is where it all started though
04:00This was the beginning of it all then I was doing all these videos on my computer
04:05All the time and vine came out and I was like, oh
04:09I
04:11Already do this
04:13Started posting on vine all the time
04:14Then my story go viral and I remember going to playlist live one year and going into the vine room and all of my vines
04:22Were everywhere and all the biggest viners like oh my gosh Quinn. I was like
04:29Right, I literally felt like Hannah Montana and that's kind of the genesis of my internet career
04:35So let's watch some of my vines
04:43Like this is unmedicated
04:45Yes
04:47Yes
04:48That's my opinion vine
04:50I feel like was some genius because the girls weren't doing the effects with the jokes at the time
04:55This is 10 years ago. I said this this this is funny
04:59Let's put a square on top of it
05:01Brace down the volume of the voice as some distortion that went triple platinum in the hood
05:06All of these went triple platinum. All of these went to triple platinum all of these
05:14Yeah, I
05:18Thank her for everything that I have I
05:24Also, thank my parents for never telling me to shut the fuck up
05:28I feel like that kills a lot of creativity and young minds
05:31My parents always let me scream and be loud and do it where I wanted. So thank you mom and dad
05:36This was the first viral video. Oh
05:38My god, are you okay?
05:41It's the grunt of despair after I fall cuz I thought I died
05:53That was the moment the vine era happened it came it went vine died I pivoted
06:00I think that's the the golden the golden rule of my career since always is I've just like I don't find my
06:08Meaning in like a specific app in the following that I have in that app
06:12I like think that I'm genuinely funny
06:14So I like just find a new stage to do my food and clown tricks on and my next stage was Twitter
06:24Twitter I was
06:27Mean like I cried on the internet and people related to it and I overshared about my life and people related to it and I
06:38Built a really big community on Twitter, but the thing with vine vine them comments was
06:47Twitter it's like
06:49so
06:52Little bitch you think you really cut like us the difference between vine and Twitter is a
06:57Twitter is gonna tell you what she don't like about you and I need to give y'all like an age timeline vine. I was like
07:0412 to 14
07:06Twitter
07:0715 to 18
07:09I regret not just going to YouTube because Twitter puts so much like fear in me from people's opinions
07:18Literally Twitter is the Wild West
07:20It's been the Wild West since always and I went there with like vine and Glee in my heart to like the dark
07:27But I didn't make them just laugh even though they hated when I did and I swear to God
07:33They was waiting for me to fail like Twitter do that's Twitter
07:38Twitter is a place where you cheer for someone's pain before vine was completely eradicated
07:43I was making a few YouTube videos and posting them on Twitter. I
07:47have such a love and respect and
07:52admiration for the art form of video editing
07:57And I've done it my entire life and by the grace of God
08:00I found Olive, Olive found me. I heard you bitches was looking for me. Her editing style is literally some shit
08:06I've been doing my entire life. We get each other
08:09On some other shit, but I used to edit all of my videos and I would put every single
08:15imaginative effect on the fucking video
08:18And I thought and y'all did too because this shit also was a banger
08:23All of my digital footprint is bangers though. I will say that that's nice. That's nice. I made a video of me eating hot pickle
08:29I literally have a pack of hot pickles in my pantry right now. That's my shit. This was before virality was so easy
08:35This was before a million likes anyone could get this shit went up
08:39Like I should have been on the Ellen show for my pickle video
08:445.8 million views six years ago with a dying channel. This shit was lit. Bow
08:50Bow down to the Queen bitches. Then it go get me a
08:54hot pickle
08:59Also
09:07That purple wig was an entire era in itself the purple hair era
09:14That's how I feel about the purple hair like oh my god
09:17This was when I was tweaking hard and I was having a great time
09:21I remember I first met Lil Yachty during the purple hair era
09:24There's a picture of me with my hair straight purple straight and me and became friends at that time
09:28Like I've known since my entire life and this hot pickle video hit the scene and that was a good moment
09:35I have no bad bad memories to this video. I really felt like people understood my humor
09:41It was really nice. I was transitioning from vine to Twitter
09:45gagging gagging gagging slaying slaying slaying on Twitter my
09:50family
09:51Acquired a skincare company, right and I say acquired like I got a big business family
09:55I don't my mother's an RN, but my family got their hands on a skincare company
10:01But we didn't know nothing about skincare, but we knew something about running a business
10:04I didn't though my parents were like, why don't you promote our product on your internet since you're big on it?
10:10They didn't even understand the level of power. I had on Twitter. Neither did I and I was also
10:16inebriated because I was 16
10:18Experimenting with shit because I wanted to kill myself all the time. So I'm like, let me let me promote this product
10:24It was jokes pure jokes and this was waiting for me to do some stupid shit because they was annoyed by always see me
10:31on a timeline and I did an entire BuzzFeed video explaining this
10:35with my friends like
10:39Like trying to do like this internet at the same time and response to the wrong tweet
10:44They're like what all this do to my skin and I'm like
10:47Ingredients from around the world will like it literally made no sense
10:52I was tweaked out of my mind tweeting that but I couldn't come out and say that because I was a child
10:57So you can go watch that video. We had a skincare company the products worked
11:01But I didn't know how to market and I didn't realize that if you embellish not even completely lie
11:08I had a little few lies around the truth. It completely negates the truth after that. That was the wisdom
11:13I learned from the entire skincare scandal. That was kind of the downfall on my Twitter
11:18That was the downfall of that year I became the meme of the city
11:24Like this bitch is a scammer. This bitch is taking people's money. I never sold the product. I never sold the product
11:30I've talked to like actual professionals now in the marketing industry and I was probably I probably had
11:3740 million dollars of
11:39marketing value
11:41from this entire thing and I did not make a single cent because I remember talking to my dad and being like
11:46Well, they think I'm scamming cuz I faced to my after pictures
11:49Just I was just trying to make them like the proactive ones cuz they look perfect in them
11:53And my daddy was like, well you embellished on the truth
11:56So it's like do you want to stand on that or do you just want to you know?
12:00Learn from this lesson continue on because I'm not from like a money-hungry family
12:03I don't want to be known as a scammer. So I'm not gonna sell anything. So I never sold the product
12:07That's why I'm like I can do this digital footprint video cuz I've never had any malice in any of my actions on the internet
12:13Which is good for me in my heart to know
12:16Ingredients from around the world the product matches your raw and blemished mark skin and begins to change their imperfections
12:22This is in 2020. This is four years after it happened. It was still joking. Oh
12:28I wrote this under the influence. It became one of the biggest memes of that year then I
12:36Went into a deep depression
12:38It's not funny, but it's how I cope with the laugh also I was going through puberty
12:4317 was the dark. I do not remember 17 like you do share on your close friend story pictures of you crying
12:52Texts of you being confused and this figuring out of identity I did on Twitter
12:59All of it and there was one day where I was going to kill myself and drive into oncoming traffic
13:05This was this was a couple of months after the skincare scandal. I didn't and I was like, well
13:09Let me just go make a video. I'll live put the clip
13:23That video went triple platinum gold diamond standard y'all the internet
13:30Pauses the video and creates it into me
13:35And they take my misery and miss juicy baby's confusion
13:41And
13:42That is one of the biggest memes of me. I skype with miss juicy for I think the BuzzFeed article loved her
13:48I am not gay loved her loved her loved her. Thank you. Miss juicy. We are
13:54Forever ingrained together in the culture
13:57I am not gay
13:59Throughout this entire timeline
14:01I'm killing good tweet good tweet good tweet good tweet good tweet every single week and I'm just like making videos
14:10Tweeting coming out to LA for the first time. I remember I hung out with dope island and meet you on Mars
14:16I lived with random people at this time that people should have even knew that I had a connection to
14:22And I don't know why I did they just knew me from the internet because I always existed on the internet
14:27So I'm living with random people
14:29I am hanging out with all these different social media people and all these different celebrities and I always get the question like Quinlan
14:35Why do you know these people?
14:37Because before these people was famous they was seeing me on their phone
14:41They knew me and I still to this day like I know Billy from vine
14:45And we became friends and all of my longtime friends or internet connections. I don't have any
14:51Long-standing friendships that I got from reality. I know Larry from vine Katie knew me on vine
15:02You look so good
15:06Wait, tell them did your experience of me on the internet before you do me
15:11My experience on Quinn was through vine and it was her pickle video. Yes. That's how you know
15:18Yeah, I I was never a pickle girl, but you made me they made a little
15:30If I didn't have Katie I would have probably jumped off my balcony by now
15:35So this happened tick-tock comes out I don't even I
15:40whoo, I
15:41Privated all of my tick tocks from the pandemic because that wasn't real. Hey guys
15:49See and this was
15:55I
15:56remember the switch from Twitter to tick-tock was the
15:59Pandemic my team at the time being like you need to go on tick-tock and I'm like tick-tock
16:04It's fake vine, but then I got on tick-tock while the pandemic was happening. And I was like, this is
16:11The easiest I ever done my whole life
16:13So then I killed it on tick-tock was living in LA at the time met all the girls met Charlie met Dixie met Addison
16:22Larry, but I knew Larry from vine, but all these new girls I met
16:26Oh my gosh, like I remember meeting Dixie and her being like I loved your vines
16:30I have DMS from Addison before me as to knew each other and now Addison is Madonna
16:36Addison was like I with you so heavy. I love Addison down to this day
16:40Nobody can talk shit on Addison right ever. That is a real bitch
16:45Actually, so that's the transition from vine to Twitter to tick-tock
16:49I'm about 21 in this video and this was a video that went viral on
16:54tick-tock Twitter and the mainstream media
16:59Because I
17:00Got into interior designing, right?
17:03I had just got my first house the house that stayed barren because I couldn't afford the furniture for it
17:09In that time, I got really obsessed with like nice furniture and I had a credit card and I charged my credit card
17:17$100,000 for a couch. Did I have anywhere near?
17:21$100,000? No, I got a call from my
17:25accountant at the time and he was like cancel the couch or you're going to drown and I was like
17:31I deserve a couch
17:33I've given the internet
17:3510 years of my life
17:36It was like some some unresolved trauma by not making any bread for anything else
17:41I've done before cuz I was just posting on Twitter. I wasn't doing brand deals. Like I wasn't making money
17:47So I'm like I've given my life to no profit
17:52I'm gonna make only fans
17:55Made this video. I don't even know if I can watch this video cuz like the crime bit
17:59I don't make crying videos anymore. I don't make sad crying videos anymore
18:03Like if I'm crying, I'll make a joke with the tear, but I'm not in
18:07Trying to like misery bond with the internet. So let's watch this as deep as I can get into it. I
18:16Was so pissed I just wanted the damn couch
18:29And
18:43Drake was following me at this time and he's seen the video and I'm like you're rich give me money
18:48But he never did so then I made the only fans but in the only fans I didn't actually show my body
18:54It was like my toes crumpled up walking on glass
18:59But it did get me out of debt
19:02So thank y'all for those three days of that and then we see business insider
19:08Reports about this don't y'all have tax fraud to go find and report on what about the Nasdaq the Dow Jones?
19:15Why the fuck are y'all looking at my Twitter page?
19:17And this is like a thing like this like a recurring thing in my life where it's like there seems to be bigger fish to
19:22Fry but people are just entertained by my fish fry
19:26This was kind of my last crash out on the internet and then I just started making jokes and sticking to jokes
19:34The fact that paparazzi were interested in influencers was the funniest thing to us because it's like
19:41What happened to Brad Pitt? What happened to y'all caring about Marley Cyrus?
19:47Why the fuck is you following is that post videos
19:56Going bro, is that you underneath there? What is up, man? What are you guys up to today?
20:01We're gonna go rob James Charles. Oh my god, even though he just got a new baby son
20:07You're gonna take him to oh my god. Oh my god. Hey, listen, man
20:11What what's going on with with Bryce Hall man? A lot of people are hating on him lately. What do you think about that?
20:21Literally, I don't remember this
20:24But I stand on everything that I said and that's a show of character
20:29Also that chain mail was the most expensive thing I ever bought at the time and Larry stole it
20:34So I want my chain mail back now three the purple wig
20:38Purple what I tell y'all about that damn purple wig. That was the most chaotic period of my life. Look at me
20:42Does this look like somebody who's well?
20:44The LC is a stain in my eyes. It was real. It was real
20:48So joke joke joke tick-tock tick-tock sleigh sleigh sleigh fun fun fun time time time I lost my mind all of these things
20:57started to accumulate on my psyche and it just got to the point to where I felt like I didn't know what being a
21:05Person in society felt like because I've given up so much of my life and my existence to the Internet
21:11I went through like spiritual psychosis because I wanted to feel I was like I need
21:17God I went through so many different trials to try to get close to God that I'm not gonna share with the Internet because
21:25I can keep things for myself and I wish I would have kept this one for myself, too
21:30Because it's actually a good experience
21:32But they recorded me and posted it and I didn't think anyone would care about it, but I forgot people like me on the Internet
21:40so when people saw me on this
21:43Darkness retreat page. They're like, is that Quinn?
21:48I
21:50Went into a darkness retreat wanting to self actualize, you know
21:56Find out some things about me spiritually, which is fine for anyone to try and do but when your whole bit is being funny
22:03When you do serious things they come off as funny
22:06It's the most hellish paradox ever the way I found the darkness retreat was from Instagram reels
22:11I see these people taking off their glasses and seeing the world from the first time after being in pure pitch black for like a
22:18week and how thankful they are to see and how thankful they are to be alive and to witness life and to
22:26Experience and move through life. So it's like a really emotional thing. But when you're the funny bitch
22:32Emotional stuff looks funny
22:41I
22:54Noticed your spirit first, but I can't explain that right now and now I just talked about it as a joke, but that video
23:02was viral to
23:04Yeah, of course this would be the one to join a cult
23:08Well, first of all, it wasn't a cult it was a retreat
23:13But they did have a cult living on the compound
23:17Fiesta salsa keeps and yeah
23:21I was in Charlie XCX music video
23:24Yeah
23:28And I think that part gags so bad because me and Emma are like
23:32On the internet at the same time it existed on the internet at the same time. So I'm like sister
23:38Two sides of the same coin Charlie genius
23:40I performed at the Grammys with Charlie just to throw back to this music video
23:45Which I thought was so sick and I love her team and they're all geniuses and they saw me and I feel so
23:52Appreciated to see me and wanted me to be in it. I've also been in JT's music videos
23:57I was in a lucky day music video. I want to bring back the video vixen like Kim Kardashian in the bound to music video
24:03I need my moment like that. I don't know who will give it to me
24:06I hope it's like a female singer that just like lets me be the muse in the music video
24:10I think it could happen. They told they told us to bully JT
24:16There was a edit of me from this video it's one of my favorite edits
24:23From the beginning on the internet and I used to have a lot of viral videos of me
24:28acting like I was on a runway and I've always had like an admiration for
24:33The fashion industry and modeling and stuff and then as I grew on the internet
24:36Opportunities just started presenting themselves to me where I could create that admiration into a reality and start emodeling. I
24:45Have walked runways I have been on magazine covers
24:48I've had full spreads in magazines because I had the goal to be like I can do it
24:53I can do this and I did it and I'm still doing it. This is why I walked for your off-white show
25:03Yes
25:04Those shoes was so hard to walk in and I'm bow-legged, but I killed that shit. Plot magazine. Yes
25:11Yes, this is when I was on my niche
25:13I love creating like a compelling photo and I love being sexy then Wonderland
25:18I think I met Tom Curry to be magazine shoot and he was just there hanging out with the photographer and he's like
25:24I'm an amazing photographer too and your face is very beautiful and I'd love to shoot you
25:28Me and Tom shoot all the time. We did a Wonderland magazine editorial
25:31I'm gearing up in this phase of my career to start acting
25:34I just got casted in Rachel Sennett's show and directorial debut and I told Tom about that and he was like, oh my gosh
25:40We've got to show people all the different characters you can be because you're so like you can transform so easily
25:46So he transformed me into all these different characters to like a nod to my new career in the acting world
25:51Which is like so cool and I had so much fun. Like I'm French. I'm Bridget Bardot tea royal tenebon tea
25:57Mask tea new moon girl tea
26:01Like in the way, he captures me. He's just he sees me better than I see myself. So I love working with Tom
26:07I love taking a good picture. I love giving y'all quality content to gag at what else I do high snobriety
26:15fun
26:16gag
26:18Little Nas interviewed me for this. I love Montero. I love him. Oh
26:23Love look how fat my ass. I always got a titty. Oh, I really do the magazine. Oh
26:29I love this shoot. This was a dream like love
26:34This picture mu mu days. Oh, this was my first cover that I've done
26:39This was actually the first time I traveled out of the United States
26:42My parents can't afford the luxury of traveling
26:45So there was never any need for me to get a passport and then after I came out to LA and started having
26:49The career that I'd had it was like you need to get a passport because you're gonna be on the cover of days magazine
26:55What?
26:57Who me? Oh
26:59It was a gag, but it was a little like
27:03Because I got food poisoning right before this. So this is the story of the shoe. I flew to Paris alone
27:08I had never been a foreign country in my life. I never flown out of the country in my life
27:12I went to my hotel sat in bed. I'm hungry
27:16I got a shoot in eight hours. And so I'm like, let me just get some food and go to sleep
27:21I had a roasted chicken. I woke up three hours later like I
27:26Had the most deadly food poisoning this one has ever seen I call the front desk
27:34Like yes, we speak English what's wrong
27:40Well, you can just tell us your symptom this is the front desk of a hotel
27:44Well, you can just tell us your symptoms. We'll go to the pharmacy and gets you something from the doctor
27:51America would never this shit made me want to move countries like oh y'all care about each other to this extent
27:56The front desk of the hotel will go get me medicine from the pharmacy
28:00What they literally got me a prescription. I took the prescription
28:03I took some activated charcoal slept for about four more hours and was on the set
28:08They put me in the back of a hearse
28:10Which I also am spiritually like
28:14so I'm like
28:18But anything for a gag they just throw it back and forth mr. Gervais was like I
28:27Did the interview for these pictures at the shoot while just having food poisoning like the car is going that fast
28:34And I'm still posing. I'm like, I
28:37I love days Mac like this photo right here is one of my favorite pictures of myself. Oh, oh my god
28:44Like this was the most high fashion that ever did
28:50Hey y'all, this is
28:58God
28:59What I didn't even know this video existed till right now. That's how it feels
29:04This is how the digital footprint it feels. I didn't even know this was a thing that existed and I can part with my legs
29:11What?
29:13Black well, and this is my days to cover shoot
29:22And is
29:25The legacy that I'm gonna share with my kids one day it's tumblr. Yeah
29:30I
29:34Cannot believe they had me driving in the back of this hearse, but anything for the gay polyester sign. This was I went to Rachel
29:42Y'all know y'all know Rachel
29:47Me and Rachel met from the internet I'm like every song you make is about
29:51She's like come to my house in England. Her roommate is like an amazing makeup artist
29:55She was like my friend is an amazing photographer. I'll have her come over
29:58We literally shot this in a living room. And these are some my fate like oh my god. These pictures are
30:06The moment I love creating a compelling picture y'all are going to gag at Rick era
30:12I'm getting all of my Avengers assembled. Oh the face one of the most legendary shoes
30:18I've done like do y'all see this picture?
30:20It's video vixen tea down to the bones of the grain to the toe to the sock
30:23Trisha Paytas was on the shoe Dominic messa. I think that's his name. The holdovers was on the set
30:30All the girls were there and we all had like our individual moments and it was like a today's entertainers
30:38When it comes to red carpet appearances
30:40I've done a lot of them are insane because I didn't know how to style myself. I didn't know how to pose
30:45also going on a red carpet is
30:49soul-shattering if you're not
30:51Lady Gaga bitch, they're like what?
30:54Who are you but they took the picture?
30:57This was the Grammys performing on stage with Charlie hair done by Fitch Lenar braids
31:03Evie does LA she does Beyonce and Solange's hair. There's different levels to this dress PR package
31:09Yeah, I love a red carpet look but some of them look crazy. Let's see, right? And there it is
31:15This was when I hope oh my god my panties. Oh, I hosted the pre-show to the VMAs
31:21I didn't know how to host or interview, but I knew all the entertainers from just hanging out in LA
31:25so like everyone that would interview I just talked to him like how I do it in real life and not as an interviewer like
31:30There's one video of me and Madison just jumping up and down because we love each other so much and I was so happy to
31:35See her. I didn't know what to ask her because I don't interview my homies Oh period like
31:42She is giving it. Oh my gosh. This is when Montero
31:47Invited me is there? Oh shit
31:50See some of them don't make sense. This was when I was confused
31:53this is when Montero took me as his date to LACMA, which is like a rich people gala and Gucci dressed us and
32:01He took me and I was like, I feel like princess Diana
32:04Benedict Cumberbatch came up to me. It was like you are so beautiful and
32:09Something ancestral in me was terrified of him. Oh love
32:13This was me at the Marnie show, that's a dress that I wore that I got from eBay
32:19Just a mess
32:22Talk about that one. Oh my god. I
32:31Didn't realize it was that sheer that some lingerie I have that's from the 70s and I was like
32:37I'll throw it underneath this and I'll go to this event and like
32:40And you can't get deleted off of Getty Images. So it's just like I hope no one goes and sees Oh loved
32:49Loved I love acne one of my favorite brands went to Paris Fashion Week sat at the show
32:55Linked with pink and Rosalia. It was Christmas. Oh, this was last fashion week
33:00I became a Burberry girl that was like this is the most me I felt in a minute like I look fine
33:06but fashion
33:08Modeling cooking show tik-tok Instagram clothing brand
33:15Y'all seen it all and I just felt like I needed to talk to y'all about it because I always get like a what
33:22Quinn explain how she wait, it's so I'm here
33:28And I'm so so so grateful for this entire career in the life that y'all have given me
33:34I feel like I'm living my childhood dream. Actually y'all see now. I have been doing this since I was sentient
33:40So thank you for giving me my dream job. We have gone through everything that's happened and y'all thought that shit was crazy
33:46Get ready for what's about to come
33:48I think when it's all said and done. I'm gonna create some really cool shit for y'all
33:53I'm working on some really really really fun things and I feel like God put me on this position with the Internet
33:59To share something that I have inside of me that I feel like a lot of people have inside of them that they don't think
34:05matters which is just like following your curiosity to the point of creation in
34:10Giving it to the world
34:11So I would say follow your follow your instincts on your creativity more because I feel like if more people did that the world would
34:18Be a more interesting place and these uninteresting people would stop being at the forefront of shit when it starts to the moon
34:29I
34:35Never have to do this again
34:36I always felt like I needed to explain everything and now it's off my shoulders and I'm free
34:41And now I can exist in 2025. There is no there is no past anymore
34:46there's