Munawar Faruqui opens up about inner conflicts

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Munawar Faruqui won "Bigg Boss 17" after a controversial journey. Here’s a throwback to 2022 when the stand-up comic talked about his life's biggest regrets, and relationships.  📹: Siddharth Kannan-SID K

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00:00I've cheated in relationship.

00:03So I regret a lot that I've cheated in relationship.

00:08I'm ashamed of myself.

00:10It's my own fault.

00:13Sometimes I feel that I'm so guilty that I'm f***ing this.

00:26What are your regrets? Genuinely.

00:28The biggest regret is that I couldn't spend more time with my mom.

00:32When I was a kid, I didn't want to play outside.

00:37I wanted to sit at home with her.

00:39So those are my regrets.

00:40And I've cheated in relationship.

00:45So I regret a lot that I've cheated in relationship.

00:50And I f***ed around.

00:53Yeah, that's the biggest regret right now I feel.

00:56And when you've cheated in relationship,

00:59have you met those women and they told you about it?

01:02Or did it suddenly come to you?

01:05No, no. It didn't come to me.

01:07I felt it.

01:09After doing it, I felt that I've done something wrong.

01:13This thing will come in front of me.

01:15It will stand in front of me.

01:17Whatever I do, it comes to me.

01:19It's a big thing that at least you're realizing your mistake.

01:22But when it was happening at that time, obviously you didn't realize it.

01:26It's your ego.

01:27Your ego makes you do this.

01:29It's your desire.

01:31It's your mistake.

01:33You get carried away.

01:36And you make mistakes.

01:37So I think I regret all these things.

01:39I should've understood a little.

01:41I've understood so many things.

01:42But how did I make a mistake in this?

01:44But it's okay.

01:45A person learns from his mistakes.

01:47Do you ever feel that...

01:48That thing has changed me a lot.

01:50That realization has changed me a lot.

01:52Are you scared of being alone?

01:54Not anymore.

01:56Because...

02:01I've become friends with it.

02:02Like...

02:04Sometimes I feel like...

02:06A lot of time I feel...

02:08That when things are right...

02:12I want to make it bad.

02:14I want...

02:16Sometimes I don't want things to be right.

02:19I don't understand this that...

02:21Sometimes I feel like I'm hurting myself.

02:25I'm not comfortable with this or that.

02:28But I don't know...

02:30Sometimes I feel like...

02:32I'm punishing myself.

02:34I'm so angry with myself.

02:36That I want to do something with myself.

02:39I've said this in a dream.

02:43My famous name is unknown to me.

02:46It's my fault.

02:48Sometimes I feel like I'm so guilty.

02:51F**k this.

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