Episode Name - Every Time We Say Goodbye
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00:00:00Oh, look how beautiful that is.
00:00:08Yes, I know.
00:00:09It's so pretty.
00:00:10It's nice, right?
00:00:11Yeah.
00:00:12Today is our last day in Croatia, so Razvan planned a beach day with us and his family.
00:00:27And while things did get tense yesterday at his family's house, we're in a much better
00:00:31place today.
00:00:32I'm getting **** right now.
00:00:33Oh, my gosh.
00:00:34No, continue.
00:00:35No, stop it.
00:00:36No, I like it.
00:00:37I like it last night.
00:00:48Last night, we had sex, I think, four times.
00:00:53She just come to me, grab me, and tell me, you need to **** me right now.
00:01:02We put all of our emotions and all of our anger in that moment, and it was a nice release.
00:01:11Hello, guys.
00:01:13Here's a nice place for you to look.
00:01:16Would you maybe like to start with something, some water?
00:01:20I want a mojito.
00:01:22So a mojito and two energy drinks.
00:01:26I cannot say I'm 100% back to the relationship, but I'm happy that she's trying.
00:01:35I just want to live in the present and see how things are.
00:01:40Hey.
00:01:41Hey.
00:01:42Hello.
00:01:43Ciao.
00:01:44Ciao.
00:01:45Ciao.
00:01:46Hi.
00:01:47Hi.
00:01:48So you got company.
00:01:49Huh?
00:01:50What do you want?
00:01:51You want something?
00:01:52So one Dalmatia, pizza.
00:01:53And for me, a margherita.
00:01:54French fries for me.
00:01:56Tell your mom that I had a really nice time last night, and she's an amazing person.
00:01:58Bye.
00:01:59Ciao.
00:02:00Ciao.
00:02:01Ciao.
00:02:02Ciao.
00:02:03Ciao.
00:02:04Ciao.
00:02:05Ciao.
00:02:06Ciao.
00:02:07Ciao.
00:02:08Ciao.
00:02:09Ciao.
00:02:10Ciao.
00:02:11Ciao.
00:02:12Ciao.
00:02:13Ciao.
00:02:14Ciao.
00:02:15Ciao.
00:02:16Ciao.
00:02:17Ciao.
00:02:18Ciao.
00:02:20Ciao.
00:02:21Ciao.
00:02:22Bye.
00:02:23Ciao.
00:02:24Ciao.
00:02:25Ciao.
00:02:26Ciao.
00:02:27Ciao.
00:02:28Ciao.
00:02:29Tip of tea.
00:02:30Tea pot.
00:02:31She's so nice and she's an amazing cook.
00:02:34Uh-huh.
00:02:37She's glad that you like her.
00:02:42Uh-huh.
00:02:45Yeah.
00:02:46Going now.
00:02:51Yeah.
00:02:52So what do you think about Razvan?
00:02:57I think he's a really good guy with such a good, pure heart.
00:03:02That's why I love him.
00:03:04I was really nervous about my kids liking him,
00:03:07but they get along so good.
00:03:15He's not like that, he always talks to them in a...
00:03:19Yes.
00:03:20I think you know what that means.
00:03:25I'm sorry guys, I need to interrupt.
00:03:26Your phone is all done.
00:03:27Oh, thank you.
00:03:28Should I put it maybe over here?
00:03:33Oh, look at this.
00:03:34Food!
00:03:41Mom, can you help me with this, please?
00:03:42Ah, yes.
00:03:44My mom does this to me sometimes,
00:03:49because I cannot get sunburn in my head because I'm bald.
00:04:00I do love Amanda, but the last days
00:04:04have been incredibly confusing for me.
00:04:06I'm having a hard time to know what to do.
00:04:09My mother's opinion really matters.
00:04:12So, I want to see what she thinks about Amanda.
00:04:30When Rosvin asks his mom to talk,
00:04:34it makes me anxious because I don't know what
00:04:38him and his mom are going to be discussing.
00:04:40I really hope that Rosvin does not bring up our fights
00:04:46that we've had, because I don't want her to get the wrong
00:04:48impression or have a bad view of our relationship.
00:05:10He's kind, he's smart, but he's not me.
00:05:15He's very changeable.
00:05:17He can be very sweet one day,
00:05:20and in a minute, he changes completely.
00:05:23And he's very strict with me.
00:05:25And he pushes me, he's very distant, he's very cold.
00:05:30But after that, he seems bad.
00:05:33Yes, because he tries to put his feet in the relationship.
00:05:37He says that because of the traumas in the past...
00:05:43In the past...
00:05:45Can you tell me that you've suffered a lot?
00:05:50Yes, but...
00:05:53I mean, I understand.
00:05:55I spent 11 years with what I am now,
00:06:00and now I'm afraid to get into something.
00:06:04But...
00:06:05We'll get through it.
00:06:07Because I feel that you love me.
00:06:11It's not what I would have wanted for Rosvin.
00:06:16I didn't know that he's that kind of changeable woman.
00:06:19She's sad, upset because of the death,
00:06:23it's normal.
00:06:25But, but...
00:06:27You can think about him too.
00:06:30I'm not sure if the reason for Amanda's behavior
00:06:35is because her husband died,
00:06:38or if she's really not a stable person.
00:06:42I really don't know.
00:06:47I don't know if you've had a relationship,
00:06:49I mean, a relationship, not a relationship.
00:06:52You're wrong.
00:06:54It's all because you were confident
00:06:56that things would change, and they didn't.
00:07:00You're wrong.
00:07:21My trip has gone down the drain.
00:07:24This trip, I thought that was going to be so amazing,
00:07:26it's just...
00:07:30I'm going back to the apartment alone
00:07:33because Jasmine
00:07:36decided to end our relationship.
00:07:41I'm heartbroken
00:07:44because she's the love of my life.
00:07:46I expected to marry her.
00:07:52I'm angry as well
00:07:54because I feel like I've tried
00:07:56very hard in this relationship
00:07:58to make her happy.
00:08:02And I'm just so tired of her
00:08:04losing it like this.
00:08:08And she'll probably continue to do so
00:08:10in the future,
00:08:12and I don't want that.
00:08:14So I'm going to pack my things
00:08:16and I'm going home.
00:08:18And I'm going home.
00:08:37What are you doing here?
00:08:39Can we talk one last time?
00:08:44Yeah, sure.
00:08:48You know, Yeno, like...
00:08:54Like...
00:08:56I don't know what to do.
00:08:58I want to make this work
00:09:00but I don't know how.
00:09:05Because I love you, Yeno.
00:09:09I know that I'm not perfect, Yeno.
00:09:13But I love you.
00:09:15I know that I'm not perfect, Yeno.
00:09:23Baby...
00:09:28I have so much pain.
00:09:32I get angry, so angry
00:09:34and I...
00:09:36Like I block my mind
00:09:38and I cannot think properly, baby.
00:09:40I don't want you to stop loving me.
00:09:42I need your love, baby.
00:09:44I cannot live without you.
00:09:47I'm so broken.
00:09:57We have had very bad moments
00:09:59and arguments.
00:10:01I feel like I ruined it, you know,
00:10:03because I keep bringing
00:10:05some, like, a big baggage
00:10:07that I have.
00:10:10So I thought
00:10:12to myself, like,
00:10:14the best that could happen to Yeno
00:10:16was just to take a plane
00:10:18and forget about my existence
00:10:20in Panama and everything
00:10:22that we ever had.
00:10:24But...
00:10:26you really know
00:10:28how much you love a person
00:10:30when you imagine
00:10:32your life without that person.
00:10:35Like, when you walk away
00:10:37Like, literally, I get sick.
00:10:39Physically sick.
00:10:41I feel like
00:10:43I cannot be without him.
00:10:49You're mad at me.
00:10:53And I'm sorry, baby.
00:10:55No, I'm not mad at you.
00:10:57If your family's important,
00:10:59I get it.
00:11:01Yeah, they are.
00:11:03You know, if
00:11:05I have to earn that place
00:11:07and be the most important person
00:11:09in your life,
00:11:11I'm going to earn it
00:11:13because I want to be your wife.
00:11:15I don't want to lose you.
00:11:21Well, I mean,
00:11:23I don't want you to be angry
00:11:25and blowing up at me,
00:11:27and I want to...
00:11:29I don't know how...
00:11:31It's not easy to handle that for me.
00:11:33We've known each other
00:11:35for two and a half years now,
00:11:37and it's like something
00:11:39that we can't overcome.
00:11:45It breaks my heart
00:11:47to see Jasmine crying.
00:11:52I want to save our relationship.
00:11:54I really do.
00:11:56I love her,
00:11:58but
00:12:00after our talk in the park,
00:12:02she didn't seem very willing
00:12:04to try to work things out.
00:12:07I need to give you something.
00:12:10Okay.
00:12:12So just a minute.
00:12:15At this point,
00:12:17I'm not really feeling
00:12:19like anything's going to change.
00:12:22I just...
00:12:25I'm confused.
00:12:32Could you please stand up?
00:12:38Baby.
00:12:46Like, ever since
00:12:48I met you,
00:12:50I crave your smell,
00:12:52your hugs,
00:12:54your kisses.
00:12:56And I know, baby,
00:12:58that I'm so...
00:13:01messed up.
00:13:03And I'm so...
00:13:05crazy sometimes.
00:13:07But I promise
00:13:09that I'm gonna change.
00:13:11And this
00:13:13that I'm gonna show you,
00:13:15the engagement ring
00:13:17that you give me.
00:13:22I'm sorry for being a bitch
00:13:24and wanting you
00:13:26to upgrade
00:13:28this ring
00:13:30but you know what?
00:13:32Like, in my eyes
00:13:34and for me,
00:13:36this ring is priceless
00:13:38and
00:13:40not even all the money in the world
00:13:42can buy it
00:13:44because
00:13:46this is from the love of my life.
00:13:50So, Gino,
00:13:54will you take me, like,
00:13:56as your fiancé back again?
00:13:58Will you marry me?
00:14:14You've got those beautiful eyes.
00:14:16If we had eye babies,
00:14:18they'd be just insane.
00:14:20I would carry a baby.
00:14:22I would like to be pregnant.
00:14:24Seriously? Yeah.
00:14:26I don't know if I want kids.
00:14:28Statler has told me
00:14:30that she is open to having kids
00:14:32so I'm a little bit confused
00:14:34to hear something different now.
00:14:56This is a beautiful
00:14:58country.
00:15:00Beautiful city.
00:15:02Even when it's raining,
00:15:04it's just beautiful here.
00:15:06Thanks because you like Vietnam.
00:15:08Yeah, I like it a lot.
00:15:10Are you sad that I'm leaving?
00:15:14You had to think about it?
00:15:26He didn't respect me
00:15:28even though Riley
00:15:30said he'd hire a detective
00:15:32but he didn't.
00:15:36I don't know what's right
00:15:38and what's wrong.
00:15:40I've been thinking a lot
00:15:42and I feel
00:15:44I don't know
00:15:46how to solve it
00:15:48to make it right.
00:15:52But tomorrow Riley is leaving
00:15:54so I want to give him
00:15:56some time before he leaves.
00:16:04You look beautiful.
00:16:06Thank you. You're welcome.
00:16:10Oh, hello.
00:16:12You order first.
00:16:16I'll have an orange juice
00:16:18with less ice and sugar.
00:16:20Peach tea and ice cream.
00:16:23And a salted caramel.
00:16:31Why do you look sad?
00:16:33Because I'm leaving.
00:16:37I don't want to necessarily leave
00:16:39but for the most part
00:16:41I really enjoy myself.
00:16:47You want to share this with me?
00:16:49No.
00:16:51So I'm going to be a fat kid by myself?
00:16:53Okay.
00:16:55That's fine.
00:16:57So I feel
00:16:59really bad about the private investigator
00:17:01and I
00:17:03really just want to apologize.
00:17:07I had a lot of
00:17:09questions that I wanted
00:17:11answers to when I came here
00:17:13but I realized
00:17:15that the thing that mattered the most
00:17:17was us being able to communicate
00:17:19properly.
00:17:21Did you
00:17:23enjoy
00:17:25my time here?
00:17:27Like me coming to visit you?
00:17:29To be honest
00:17:31I say with you
00:17:33I don't know
00:17:35how I feel now.
00:17:37I mean we have
00:17:39a lot of friends from
00:17:41other cultures and languages
00:17:43and you
00:17:45make me hurt and
00:17:47sad and angry
00:17:51but
00:17:53you say apologize to me
00:17:55and I just see
00:17:57sincerity
00:17:59so I just think
00:18:01we try and we will see
00:18:03then.
00:18:05Yeah.
00:18:07We have a history.
00:18:09Two years, man.
00:18:11Can't just walk away from two years
00:18:13without really trying and I realize
00:18:15maybe after 100 years
00:18:17100 years
00:18:19we'll try
00:18:21you know we owe it to each other
00:18:23we owe it to ourselves
00:18:25to make a real effort.
00:18:34I feel that we are
00:18:36moving in the right direction. I feel that
00:18:38we have a strong understanding. We're having
00:18:40better conversations so
00:18:42I do believe this relationship is
00:18:45flexible
00:18:47and you change your personality a little bit
00:18:49not lost
00:18:51control and
00:18:53not hard tempered
00:18:55then it will be good for me
00:18:57but we need time more.
00:18:59Yes.
00:19:01Yes, ma'am.
00:19:05Tomorrow
00:19:07do you want to have something
00:19:09before you leave?
00:19:11Your luggage?
00:19:13That would be nice.
00:19:15We could spend a little bit more time together
00:19:17before I leave. That would be awesome.
00:19:19Yeah.
00:19:21Is it a date
00:19:23tomorrow morning?
00:19:25It's a date?
00:19:29After yesterday
00:19:31Violet by right
00:19:33could have said she didn't
00:19:35want to speak to me again
00:19:37but I could see and I know that she still cares
00:19:39and she hasn't given up on us.
00:19:41We both have a hard time expressing
00:19:43ourselves but time is running out
00:19:45and I still really want to
00:19:47solidify this relationship
00:19:49so there's something I want
00:19:51to tell her before I get on
00:19:53that plane tomorrow.
00:20:07Are you ready to explore
00:20:09the castle?
00:20:11Wow.
00:20:13Oh, look at the dining room.
00:20:15Would you care to pass me the sugar?
00:20:17I will if I could have a servant to do it.
00:20:19En garde.
00:20:21Look at this.
00:20:23This is how a proper royalty
00:20:25takes a dump.
00:20:27Wow. I've never seen grass this green.
00:20:29You can see for miles.
00:20:39We just arrived
00:20:41in Scotland yesterday
00:20:43and today's Dempsey's birthday
00:20:45so I'm hoping to make this
00:20:47the most memorable birthday ever.
00:20:49We definitely
00:20:51did have castle sex
00:20:53check that off the list
00:20:55and now we're driving to Edinburgh
00:20:57to get some sightseeing
00:20:59in.
00:21:01Looks like we've taken
00:21:03a leap back in history.
00:21:05Yeah.
00:21:07En garde.
00:21:17Everything's just been insane.
00:21:19It's just been magic.
00:21:21Stay in a castle?
00:21:23Come on.
00:21:25That was all you.
00:21:30I was having some doubts about Statler
00:21:32after she met my friends
00:21:34but the time I've spent with Statler
00:21:37has been the happiest I've ever been
00:21:39in a relationship
00:21:41and if anything goes wrong
00:21:43between me and Statler at this point
00:21:45I would be
00:21:47devastated.
00:21:49The idea of Statler
00:21:51moving in with me still scares
00:21:53me but
00:21:55the more time we spend with each other
00:21:57I am warming up to the idea.
00:22:01You have the most beautiful eyes
00:22:03aside from mine.
00:22:05If we had eye babies
00:22:07they'd be just insane.
00:22:09We could just have our eyes
00:22:11have sex and make their own babies.
00:22:13I would carry a baby
00:22:15I would like to be pregnant.
00:22:19I could be a full time mom.
00:22:23Seriously?
00:22:25Yeah.
00:22:27Dang.
00:22:29I think we'd be good parents.
00:22:31You do?
00:22:33I think you would.
00:22:37I don't know if I want kids.
00:22:42Yeah.
00:22:46Statler and I had conversations
00:22:48when we first started speaking
00:22:50and she has told me that she is open
00:22:52to having kids
00:22:54so I'm just a little bit confused
00:22:56to hear her say something different now.
00:23:00We're in Scotland
00:23:02but she's planned this amazing
00:23:04birthday trip for me
00:23:06and we're having such a great time
00:23:08so I don't want to bring the mood down right now.
00:23:13I can hear the bagpipes.
00:23:15Can you hear the bagpipes?
00:23:17It's all I can hear.
00:23:21Hey, you take requests?
00:23:23Yeah.
00:23:25Do you know Happy Birthday?
00:23:27It's her birthday so let me know.
00:23:32Statler makes me feel so special
00:23:34but the whole topic
00:23:36of having kids
00:23:38is something that we need to discuss further
00:23:40because I do feel that
00:23:42we need to be on the same page about that
00:23:44before she
00:23:46goes back to the US
00:23:48or we get more serious.
00:24:03If John Rose tells me
00:24:05he does not want to go to the US
00:24:07I will be heartbroken.
00:24:09I love David
00:24:11but I could never
00:24:13leave my son.
00:24:26I love you.
00:24:28I love you.
00:24:30I love you.
00:24:32I love you.
00:24:34I love you.
00:24:36I love you.
00:24:38I love you.
00:24:40I love you.
00:24:42I love you.
00:24:44I love you.
00:24:46I love you.
00:24:48I love you.
00:24:50I love you.
00:24:52I love you.
00:24:55I love you.
00:24:57I love you.
00:24:59Last night
00:25:01David proposed to me
00:25:03and I feel so much
00:25:05happy and I said yes.
00:25:11We're getting engaged.
00:25:25I'm sorry.
00:25:29Go.
00:25:55David and I
00:25:57were headed back to home
00:25:59in Cebu City
00:26:01to see my father
00:26:03and my son
00:26:05before David goes
00:26:07back to the US.
00:26:09I love you.
00:26:11I love you.
00:26:13I love you.
00:26:15I love you.
00:26:17I love you.
00:26:19I love you.
00:26:21I love you.
00:26:23Before David goes back
00:26:25to the US tomorrow
00:26:29I feel
00:26:31a little nervous
00:26:33to tell my dad and
00:26:35my son, General
00:26:37that David proposed
00:26:39to me.
00:26:41Before when
00:26:43we talk about me and David
00:26:45getting married, my son was
00:26:47hesitant.
00:26:49General, do you want to move
00:26:51to America?
00:26:53There are a lot of activities
00:26:55you can do there.
00:26:57That's where you'll learn
00:26:59how to speak English.
00:27:01No.
00:27:03Mom, do you miss
00:27:05your family and friends?
00:27:07Yes.
00:27:13If General tells me again
00:27:15that he does not want
00:27:17to go to the US
00:27:19I'll be heartbroken.
00:27:21I love David
00:27:23but I could never live
00:27:25with my son.
00:27:27The next day
00:27:39Good afternoon.
00:27:47How are you?
00:27:49I'm good.
00:27:51How are you?
00:27:53I'm good.
00:27:57I want
00:27:59to tell you
00:28:01something, General.
00:28:07David and I
00:28:09are engaged.
00:28:15Engaged?
00:28:22Yes.
00:28:27Coffee?
00:28:29No, thank you.
00:28:37No, thank you.
00:28:43Goodbye, General.
00:28:51Goodbye.
00:28:57Goodbye.
00:29:03Goodbye.
00:29:05Coffee?
00:29:19Exciting.
00:29:21Exciting?
00:29:23Yes.
00:29:26I've been living here
00:29:28for a long time.
00:29:34When I first saw David
00:29:36I was scared.
00:29:38I was afraid
00:29:40that he would leave me.
00:29:42I was afraid
00:29:44that he would leave me.
00:29:46I was afraid
00:29:48that he would leave me.
00:29:50I was afraid
00:29:52that he would leave me.
00:29:54I have a lot
00:29:56of friends here.
00:29:58A lot of people
00:30:00live here.
00:30:14I am so happy,
00:30:16happy, happy, happy.
00:30:18I know
00:30:20we still have a lot of things
00:30:22to work out,
00:30:24but I can't wait to marry David
00:30:26and our family will be
00:30:28complete.
00:30:30Bye.
00:30:34I just really want to understand
00:30:36where we stand in terms of
00:30:38being exclusive.
00:30:40Some of the things that Christian said
00:30:42about his interactions with women
00:30:44were red flags to me
00:30:46and I am worried about faithfulness.
00:30:48When I do go home
00:30:50will they be able to trust me?
00:31:12I still haven't had a proper English breakfast.
00:31:14In Italy
00:31:16people regularly have sweet breakfast.
00:31:18Like a slice of cake or something?
00:31:20Speaking of sweet,
00:31:22donuts.
00:31:24Let's see what they've got.
00:31:28This looks interesting.
00:31:30They're like very
00:31:32full of things.
00:31:34They're like a little
00:31:36overloaded.
00:31:43Christian and I only have a couple
00:31:45days left in London together
00:31:48and I'm feeling
00:31:50really conflicted because
00:31:52on one hand
00:31:54I think there's a true
00:31:56deep connection and we are
00:31:58right for each other.
00:32:00But after Thanksgiving dinner
00:32:02things have been tense.
00:32:04I feel like we still have these issues
00:32:06that we need to resolve.
00:32:08We are going with pink fun one.
00:32:10The very plain cinnamon and sugar.
00:32:12The toasted marshmallow.
00:32:14Some of the things
00:32:16that Christian said about his interactions
00:32:18with women were definitely
00:32:20red flags to me and
00:32:22I am worried about faithfulness.
00:32:30Maybe Christian gets
00:32:32really easily bored or distracted
00:32:34and perhaps that might
00:32:36unconsciously lead him to
00:32:38seek that thrill
00:32:40and even if it's not
00:32:42ill intended, it's still putting yourself
00:32:44in a situation where
00:32:46cheating is a lot more likely.
00:32:48And if we are in a long term relationship
00:32:50especially us being long
00:32:52distance at the moment, I don't want to
00:32:54have those worries.
00:32:56This is the winner.
00:33:00Big bite boy.
00:33:02That is second best.
00:33:09Now that our trip is
00:33:11coming to an end, I just want to
00:33:13make sure that based on my previous
00:33:15experiences, I'm not
00:33:17wanting to be hurt. I just really want
00:33:19to understand where we stand
00:33:21in terms of being
00:33:23exclusive after this
00:33:25trip is over.
00:33:27What do you mean?
00:33:29Like I'm going to start a relationship
00:33:31with somebody else?
00:33:35I want to remain exclusive.
00:33:37I don't feel any
00:33:39drive to be with anybody else.
00:33:41There's definitely things that have been discussed
00:33:43that maybe brought into question
00:33:45some of my
00:33:47anxieties or insecurities.
00:33:49For example, totally happy
00:33:51for you to still network and branch out,
00:33:53make new friends, hang out with your already
00:33:55existing female friends
00:33:57but probably it would not make me happy
00:33:59if you were to approach girls that appear
00:34:01to be single and just sitting on their own.
00:34:03That probably would not make me feel great.
00:34:08I mean, there's nothing the way
00:34:10I approach women at a bar that would
00:34:12lead them to think that I'm hitting on them.
00:34:14So I feel like I have nothing
00:34:16to be guilty about.
00:34:20I knew that Cleo doesn't want me
00:34:22approaching women at bars
00:34:24but hearing her say that
00:34:26it worries her that, you know, if I'm going to
00:34:28be faithful or not, that's really unsettling
00:34:30for me. I don't
00:34:32like feeling held down.
00:34:34I don't like feeling
00:34:36that I need
00:34:38to change the way that I am.
00:34:40I'm a social butterfly
00:34:42but there is nothing that I've done
00:34:44on this trip to give
00:34:46Cleo any reason to not trust
00:34:48me.
00:34:50When I do go home
00:34:52like
00:34:54I'm back to just being alone,
00:34:56me,
00:34:58are you still going to be able to trust me, you think?
00:35:04It is something that we would have to work on
00:35:06because it does not make me comfortable
00:35:08if it's just a single girl
00:35:10staying alone and you're approaching her
00:35:12and offering her drinks.
00:35:14But I'm telling you, like, I'm with you.
00:35:26What's wrong?
00:35:28I just...
00:35:30Babe.
00:35:33Babe, it's okay.
00:35:35It's all right.
00:35:39When I'm with you, I'm with you, right?
00:35:41If I wanted to be
00:35:43going out on dates
00:35:45or picking up women, I would just
00:35:47not be in a relationship with you.
00:35:49Honestly, I think we're going to be fine, to be honest.
00:35:52It's hard for me to
00:35:54fully trust Christian.
00:35:56I don't want him to change, you know, who he is
00:35:58but I feel that that should come
00:36:00natural to him to sort of understand that
00:36:02when you're in a relationship,
00:36:04that's not really how you behave.
00:36:06When it comes to
00:36:08relationships, I
00:36:10sometimes can ignore
00:36:12some things that might not
00:36:14be ideal because I fear
00:36:16that if I am overly critical
00:36:18that that could, you know, ruin
00:36:20our relationship and, yeah,
00:36:22I'm worried that's what I'm doing with
00:36:24Christian
00:36:26because I am completely terrified
00:36:28of losing him.
00:36:34Will you
00:36:36take me, like, as your
00:36:38fiancé back again?
00:36:40Um...
00:36:44I'm going to change, baby.
00:36:46I promise. Give me a chance.
00:36:48I'm going to change. I'm going to calm down.
00:36:54I had a really good time with
00:36:56your family, but it was, like,
00:36:58a different vibe, like, before you
00:37:00and your mom left and then after.
00:37:02Like, what did you talk about?
00:37:04It feels like she's trying to make
00:37:06another fight between us.
00:37:08So what did she say?
00:37:10I don't know, like... You do know.
00:37:20Oh, my gosh.
00:37:26So, Gino...
00:37:32Will you take me, like,
00:37:34as your fiancé back again?
00:37:36Will you marry me?
00:37:46Um...
00:37:50Mm...
00:37:52Mm...
00:37:58Of course I will.
00:38:06Forever and always.
00:38:08Oh, baby.
00:38:22We have so many big problems.
00:38:24It's a lot of back and forth.
00:38:26Honestly, I thought
00:38:28we were done.
00:38:30But when she got on
00:38:32one knee with the
00:38:34engagement ring, she said
00:38:36she lost.
00:38:38It shows me that the
00:38:40commitment we made to each other still matters
00:38:42just as much to her as it does
00:38:44to me.
00:38:46And so it gives me...
00:38:48You know, it gives me hope.
00:38:52Those are the most
00:38:54beautiful words anyone's ever said to me.
00:38:56I love you.
00:38:58I love you, too.
00:39:00I'm gonna change, baby.
00:39:02I promise. Give me...
00:39:04Give me a chance. I'm gonna change.
00:39:06I'm gonna calm down.
00:39:08I believe you.
00:39:10We both worked...
00:39:12We both worked together.
00:39:14I was
00:39:16actually super scared
00:39:18about Gino rejecting
00:39:20my proposal.
00:39:22And even if he did, I felt like
00:39:24I deserve it because of
00:39:26the things that I
00:39:28told him.
00:39:30Baby, I am so sorry.
00:39:32I love you, baby.
00:39:34And I have no doubt, like,
00:39:36you're the love of my life, baby.
00:39:42So can we celebrate
00:39:44now?
00:39:46I don't know if we have wine.
00:39:48I will choose you
00:39:50one in a thousand
00:39:52life. That's so beautiful.
00:39:54I would choose you, too.
00:39:56My wig.
00:40:00My wig!
00:40:10Cheers?
00:40:12For
00:40:14us to work,
00:40:16to fix
00:40:18any problems we have, and so we
00:40:20can have a long-lasting relationship.
00:40:22I'm your gringo.
00:40:24You're my gringo. And I'm your
00:40:26Latina. Always.
00:40:28Yes! Cheers.
00:40:32When I was a little girl,
00:40:34like, the idea that I have
00:40:36of love was like a fairy tale.
00:40:38You know?
00:40:40But this is not a movie.
00:40:42We are two
00:40:44super imperfect people,
00:40:46and our love
00:40:48is not the best example to follow
00:40:50when it comes to a healthy
00:40:52relationship. I don't want to
00:40:54be your sugar baby. I want
00:40:56to be your wife. I want to be your partner.
00:40:58But if you want to be my sugar daddy,
00:41:00I won't be back.
00:41:04I'm going to start proudly
00:41:06wearing my engagement
00:41:08ring again, and it symbolizes
00:41:10all the struggle
00:41:12that Gina and I have been through,
00:41:14and we're still here because
00:41:16I know in my heart that he's my
00:41:18person.
00:41:20You want more?
00:41:22Or you want to get drunk tonight?
00:41:26You want a massage?
00:41:28Let's take off your socks.
00:41:32Yeah, my feet hurt.
00:41:34I know, baby.
00:41:36You ready, baby?
00:41:42You ready?
00:41:50You guys excited for a snooker?
00:41:52For what? For a snooker.
00:41:54Pool. Pool? Yeah.
00:41:56Are we crossing?
00:41:58No, we wait for an Uber.
00:42:02Oh, here we go.
00:42:06I always wanted to do this, like in the movies, you know?
00:42:08Oh, yeah? Like in New York when you just
00:42:10get off the taxi.
00:42:12You have to whistle, though.
00:42:14Oh. Do it.
00:42:16What?
00:42:22Tonight, Rosman is taking me on a date
00:42:24since it's our last night in Croatia.
00:42:26I think we have a lot to celebrate
00:42:28because we're doing much better,
00:42:30and we made it through a lot
00:42:32with meeting his family.
00:42:34Hello. Did you hear my whistle?
00:42:40He's, like, so caring and loving,
00:42:42but at the same time, I am feeling insecure
00:42:44about Rosman's feelings
00:42:46because I'm worried about
00:42:48what he said to his mother
00:42:52after their walk.
00:42:54I feel like the vibe shifted,
00:42:56so whatever it is that they talked about,
00:42:58I feel like it wasn't good.
00:43:00Are you ready to kick your ass?
00:43:02This looks strange.
00:43:04This looks country.
00:43:06Oh, yeah.
00:43:08Have you played this before?
00:43:10Oh, I play it all the time.
00:43:12I mean, I can do this
00:43:14with my eyes closed.
00:43:16Oh, okay.
00:43:18Should I back up over here?
00:43:20Yeah.
00:43:22Okay.
00:43:24Here we go.
00:43:26Okay, let's see.
00:43:28I'm so sweaty.
00:43:30These shoes are so tight.
00:43:32Here we go.
00:43:38Okay, you do it, okay?
00:43:40Just re-rack them.
00:43:42Oh, okay.
00:43:44I am by far
00:43:46better at pool
00:43:48than Rosman.
00:43:50Oh, my God.
00:43:52That was good.
00:43:54I agree, but I'm looking
00:43:56very good when I play pool.
00:43:58And it's true.
00:44:00And it's true.
00:44:06There we go.
00:44:10So, you like at the beach?
00:44:12Yeah.
00:44:14I had really good time
00:44:16with your family, but
00:44:18it was like a different vibe, like, before
00:44:20you and your mom left and then after.
00:44:22Well,
00:44:24yeah.
00:44:26Like, what did you talk about?
00:44:28Well,
00:44:30I talked about our relationship,
00:44:32you know, how things are,
00:44:34and I told her about our fights.
00:44:36And you told your mom about
00:44:38our fights? Yes.
00:44:40Just
00:44:42to get advice,
00:44:44like, how to handle some things, you know,
00:44:46between us. Yeah.
00:44:48Because I just wanted to hear
00:44:50what she said, because maybe
00:44:52something new for me.
00:44:54So, what did she say?
00:44:58I don't know.
00:45:00You do know.
00:45:04From my experience
00:45:06of being in a relationship and a marriage,
00:45:08when you involve other people
00:45:10into your relationship for advice,
00:45:12for counsel, for whatever it may be,
00:45:14when you involve them too much,
00:45:16it becomes a problem. I know.
00:45:18Yes.
00:45:20But I don't involve them that much.
00:45:22Okay.
00:45:24Whatever. You're being annoying. It's your turn.
00:45:28This is
00:45:30why I told her.
00:45:32Because sometimes you just change.
00:45:34You just change your mood.
00:45:36It's not about me.
00:45:38You just change.
00:45:40I don't want to have a fight.
00:45:42This is supposed to be a nice night.
00:45:44I don't want to have a fight.
00:45:46I feel like you do.
00:45:50Things
00:45:52have been better
00:45:54between us.
00:45:56I have my doubts.
00:45:58And this is why.
00:46:02It feels like
00:46:04she's trying to make another fight
00:46:06between us.
00:46:08Your turn.
00:46:10We only have a few days left
00:46:12before Amanda will leave to U.S.
00:46:14And I'm really scared
00:46:16that maybe she will not be able to change.
00:46:26Hello.
00:46:28I invested so much into this relationship.
00:46:30I really don't want to go home.
00:46:32I just want to make sure
00:46:34we're committed
00:46:36to working on things, right?
00:46:38I have something very important
00:46:40I want to tell her before I leave Vietnam.
00:46:42I really
00:46:44care about you a lot.
00:46:46Like the same.
00:46:56I love you.
00:47:12This is my last day in Vietnam
00:47:14and Violet is coming to the hotel this morning
00:47:16to help me pack.
00:47:18She has a family obligation later
00:47:20so that means she can't come to the airport.
00:47:22So this is very important
00:47:24because this is the last few hours we have together.
00:47:28It's really sad that I'm leaving
00:47:30because I invested so much
00:47:32into this relationship over the last two years
00:47:34and to be honest, I really don't want to go home.
00:47:42Hello.
00:47:44Good morning.
00:47:46That's a nice outfit there.
00:47:50You look cute.
00:47:58Alright, thank you.
00:48:00That'll be great.
00:48:02Wow, too much.
00:48:04Too much luggage.
00:48:06I did a lot.
00:48:10How are you feeling about me leaving?
00:48:14You know, before I was looking forward
00:48:16to meet you
00:48:18and now we meet in person
00:48:20and now we are contact
00:48:22and now you move
00:48:24and I feel a little bit
00:48:26sad.
00:48:28I'm feeling sad also.
00:48:30I just
00:48:32want to make sure
00:48:34that we're committed
00:48:36to talking and still
00:48:38working on things, right?
00:48:42I just stay with you, we keep in touch.
00:48:44Okay.
00:48:46Alright, no problem.
00:48:48Okay.
00:48:52Violet seems like she has her walls up.
00:48:54I honestly don't know
00:48:56if that's her way of coping
00:48:58but what I don't want to do is get back
00:49:00to America and think back
00:49:02and think what if.
00:49:04I'm leaving.
00:49:06It's not easy for me to get back here
00:49:08so let's talk.
00:49:10Yes, boss.
00:49:12Yes, boss.
00:49:14So
00:49:16you know how I feel about you, right?
00:49:20Tell me how
00:49:22you feel.
00:49:24I
00:49:26really, really, really
00:49:28care about you a lot
00:49:30and
00:49:32I hope
00:49:34that you can see
00:49:36that
00:49:38it may be deeper
00:49:40than caring
00:49:44Are you listening to what I'm saying to you?
00:49:46Yes.
00:49:48What am I saying to you?
00:49:50What you saying?
00:49:54Violet knows that I don't
00:49:56say
00:49:58the L word to people
00:50:00to anyone because I feel
00:50:02that if I say it
00:50:04I lose them but
00:50:06I just don't want to leave this country.
00:50:08I don't want
00:50:10to leave us
00:50:12Let her know
00:50:14exactly how I feel.
00:50:16I just told you something that I don't
00:50:18ever say.
00:50:20I just said to you
00:50:22without saying it that I
00:50:26I
00:50:28No, don't tell.
00:50:30Why don't I tell?
00:50:32Why? Just tell me why.
00:50:34We need time. I just say that.
00:50:38Okay.
00:50:40Ready to go?
00:50:42Yes.
00:50:44Alright, let's go.
00:51:10He will become the man
00:51:12that I want him to be.
00:51:24So this is it?
00:51:28I'm leaving.
00:51:30I love you.
00:51:34And
00:51:36I will talk to you as soon as
00:51:38I land, okay?
00:51:40When you arrive, you tell me.
00:51:42Okay.
00:51:50Okay.
00:51:56Okay.
00:52:00I'm a little confused because
00:52:02after last night, it just felt
00:52:04like we were on the same page
00:52:06but her not hugging me,
00:52:08her not giving me a kiss
00:52:10goodbye, and especially
00:52:12not allowing me to say
00:52:14the L word.
00:52:16It took a lot
00:52:18out of me to put those words together
00:52:20to get ready to say.
00:52:22It felt like
00:52:26it was in vain.
00:52:32This
00:52:34hurt, man.
00:52:38That's your cab?
00:52:40Okay. Bye.
00:52:42Bye-bye.
00:52:46If she's not ready
00:52:48to receive it or she's not open
00:52:50to receive the word,
00:52:52it's on her.
00:52:54But it is difficult
00:52:56to accept that this
00:52:58just might be the last time
00:53:00Val and I see each other in person.
00:53:04âȘâȘâȘ
00:53:24Riley, how you feeling?
00:53:28Eh.
00:53:30Just a little somber.
00:53:32I think that
00:53:34whatever's next in this relationship
00:53:36is really up to Val.
00:53:38She has all the cards.
00:53:40She holds them.
00:53:42I would love the opportunity for us
00:53:44to figure this out.
00:53:46But if she does not
00:53:48want to spend the time and effort
00:53:50to figure it out,
00:53:52God bless her.
00:53:54Good luck.
00:53:56I'll move on. You move on.
00:53:58My goal
00:54:00for this trip was to
00:54:02get to know her,
00:54:04to build a strong
00:54:06and better connection with her.
00:54:10That's what I wanted
00:54:12for the trip.
00:54:14I didn't get to know her.
00:54:16I didn't get to
00:54:18understand her.
00:54:20âȘâȘâȘ
00:54:28âȘâȘâȘ
00:54:32I think that I
00:54:34definitely need to
00:54:36figure out if I want
00:54:38to fight for this anymore.
00:54:40But right now, I'm just ready
00:54:42to go home.
00:54:44âȘâȘâȘ
00:54:46âȘâȘâȘ
00:54:48âȘâȘâȘ
00:54:50âȘâȘâȘ
00:54:52âȘâȘâȘ
00:54:54I'm gonna miss you.
00:54:56Don't worry. You'll be
00:54:58headed to the USA sooner than you think.
00:55:00I love you.
00:55:02I have, like,
00:55:04resentment, but
00:55:06I am gonna put my faith
00:55:08that he's gonna do whatever he has
00:55:10to do because
00:55:12we cannot continue like this.
00:55:14âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:16I would feel
00:55:18better about our relationship
00:55:20if you were willing to commit.
00:55:22I want, like,
00:55:24an outlook for the future, like,
00:55:26when I leave. Do you
00:55:28think we're gonna be, like,
00:55:30engaged?
00:55:32âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:34âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:36âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:38âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:40âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:42âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:44âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:46âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:48âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:50âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:52âȘâȘâȘâȘ
00:55:54So, you're ready? You're packed?
00:55:56Yeah.
00:55:58Let's see. I got my hands.
00:56:00I think
00:56:02it's almost everything.
00:56:05Today is Gino's
00:56:07last morning in Panama.
00:56:09We've been through
00:56:11a lot the last 24 hours.
00:56:13So many
00:56:15emotions.
00:56:17We have a very, very
00:56:19bad fight, like, the worst ever.
00:56:21But
00:56:23I am so grateful that
00:56:25at the end of
00:56:27the day, we were able
00:56:29to work through this
00:56:31because
00:56:33at least we're saying goodbye
00:56:35not in a permanent way.
00:56:37I need this, too.
00:56:39Wow.
00:56:41The pocket.
00:56:43It's, like, stuck.
00:56:45You need a new bag.
00:56:47That one is broken.
00:56:49No, I spent a lot of money on this.
00:56:51I'm gonna use it until it's dead.
00:56:53All right.
00:56:55I think that's it.
00:56:57Ready?
00:56:59Yeah.
00:57:02I think I got everything.
00:57:04Oh, who's that money?
00:57:06Oh, that's yours.
00:57:08It's mine.
00:57:10I left it for you.
00:57:12I want you to have a little cash on you.
00:57:14And thank you
00:57:16for the thousand you sent me
00:57:18this morning.
00:57:20Oh, you're welcome.
00:57:22You can use it for your rent.
00:57:24Okay.
00:57:26Gino and I
00:57:28came to an agreement
00:57:30for this apartment,
00:57:32and we decided to
00:57:34find a place cheaper.
00:57:36But instead of renting
00:57:38a place that is monthly,
00:57:40Gino agreed to have a lease
00:57:42for six months
00:57:44so that I could feel like
00:57:46I have some stability
00:57:48until my visa gets approved.
00:57:50This is the sad part.
00:57:52I realize now
00:57:54that it was unfair
00:57:56for me to expect Gino
00:57:58to keep paying for this apartment,
00:58:00and I'm very grateful
00:58:02that he's willing to invest
00:58:04to make me feel more comfortable.
00:58:06All right.
00:58:08Wow.
00:58:10It's stuck.
00:58:12The future
00:58:14is so uncertain for me,
00:58:16but I feel
00:58:18stronger for
00:58:20him proving that,
00:58:22yes, baby, I got your back.
00:58:24You're so beautiful.
00:58:30I am so lucky to have you, baby.
00:58:36Baby, I'm going to miss you.
00:58:40Don't worry.
00:58:42You'll be
00:58:44headed to the USA
00:58:46probably sooner than you think.
00:58:48You'll see.
00:58:50The K-1 visa
00:58:52really is the only thing
00:58:54keeping us apart right now,
00:58:56and that's hard to take
00:58:58because we have no control
00:59:00over it.
00:59:02In the long distance,
00:59:04in general,
00:59:06you know, it's so stressful
00:59:08in a relationship,
00:59:10so this visa process dragging on
00:59:12is a lot harder
00:59:14than I thought it would be.
00:59:16So there we go.
00:59:18Hola.
00:59:20But at the same time,
00:59:22it was, like, probably the most
00:59:24productive trip I've ever had
00:59:26with Jasmine.
00:59:28I think the security is that way.
00:59:30You know,
00:59:32we overcame a lot,
00:59:34and I feel like we have a stronger
00:59:36connection now than we ever had before.
00:59:38I feel like we have a stronger
00:59:40connection now than we ever had
00:59:42before.
00:59:44This is us over here.
00:59:46Not us, but me.
00:59:48Hi, baby.
00:59:50Okay.
00:59:56I know it always sucks,
01:00:00but
01:00:02we're close now.
01:00:04It's not, like, from the beginning.
01:00:06I'll try to be patient.
01:00:10I will.
01:00:12I will
01:00:14always be waiting for you.
01:00:18I love you.
01:00:26Like, sometimes I
01:00:28think to myself, you know,
01:00:30like, life is so fair because
01:00:32I love him so much, like, why I can't
01:00:34not be with him?
01:00:36I understand
01:00:38there are rules, he's American,
01:00:40but I have, like,
01:00:42resentment with immigration.
01:00:44It's like, you know,
01:00:46I know that's crazy, but, like,
01:00:48guys, if you could only see
01:00:50what we're going through, you will understand.
01:00:58All right.
01:01:00I'll see you soon, okay?
01:01:10I am
01:01:12heartbroken
01:01:14that he's leaving again,
01:01:16but I am
01:01:18gonna put all my faith into his words
01:01:20and believe that he's gonna
01:01:22do whatever he has to do
01:01:24to be finally together.
01:01:26I love you, baby.
01:01:36Because we cannot
01:01:38continue like this.
01:02:0835 people
01:02:10live, mom.
01:02:1247.
01:02:14Hello, how are you?
01:02:16Come on, quickly, tap, tap.
01:02:18Petruccia, hello.
01:02:20Elena, hello,
01:02:22Denisa, hello.
01:02:26Diana, hello.
01:02:30Rozvin and I got back from Croatia yesterday.
01:02:32Things have been
01:02:34kind of tense
01:02:36and it's upsetting
01:02:38to feel like
01:02:40there hasn't been much progress
01:02:42in our relationship.
01:02:52We only have two days left together
01:02:54and I want
01:02:56more solid answers
01:02:58and, like, an outlook for the future.
01:03:06Are you upset?
01:03:08No, why would I be upset?
01:03:10Because I called live.
01:03:12So what? I just wanted to say hi.
01:03:14Okay.
01:03:16You know, I don't have, like, many
01:03:18days left.
01:03:20I know.
01:03:22Like, we had a good
01:03:24time in Croatia.
01:03:26Like, everything
01:03:28has been going good.
01:03:30So, when I leave,
01:03:32do you think
01:03:34we're gonna be, like, engaged?
01:03:42You want to be engaged?
01:03:44I would feel
01:03:46better about our relationship
01:03:48and, like, more secure
01:03:50if I knew
01:03:52you were, like,
01:03:54willing to commit
01:03:56more.
01:03:58An engagement
01:04:00was something Rosvin and I discussed
01:04:02before I came to Romania.
01:04:06Since I've been here,
01:04:08we've had so many fights,
01:04:10but I feel like
01:04:12I still want to be engaged
01:04:14to Rosvin.
01:04:16I want to feel like, despite all of our
01:04:18fights, he's committed to me because
01:04:20I'm scared, like, when I leave
01:04:22that he will say,
01:04:24okay, you know what, our relationship
01:04:26isn't the best, and, you know,
01:04:28we just need to, like, part ways.
01:04:32I don't feel
01:04:34like
01:04:36I need
01:04:38to do this.
01:04:4070%
01:04:42of the time were
01:04:44just fights.
01:04:48Like, from the fights that we've had here,
01:04:50I've tried to explain, it's, like,
01:04:52my emotions, like,
01:04:54with Jason and feeling, like,
01:04:56finally
01:04:58ending that part of my life
01:05:00was difficult for me to...
01:05:02No. Yes!
01:05:04All of this time was so difficult for you.
01:05:06Five months, so difficult.
01:05:08Through the phone, so difficult.
01:05:10And again and again and again.
01:05:12Like, it's not about...
01:05:16Jason is not about anything.
01:05:18So many things happen
01:05:20until this point.
01:05:22After so many things,
01:05:24you think, I
01:05:26just need to forget everything.
01:05:28Like,
01:05:30they're still here in my soul
01:05:32and in my mind.
01:05:36I'm shocked that Amanda
01:05:38is talking about
01:05:40being engaged.
01:05:42How can you want to be engaged with someone
01:05:44when we only have fights?
01:05:46Only because you want a commitment?
01:05:48I mean, the biggest commitment,
01:05:50I didn't give up until now.
01:05:52And I'm still here, and I'm still
01:05:54fighting. I don't know,
01:05:56it's not enough.
01:05:58I know
01:06:00you care about me.
01:06:02But
01:06:06I feel like
01:06:10sometimes my feelings stop
01:06:12a long time ago.
01:06:14And I just try to recreate them,
01:06:16and then you're just shutting me down.
01:06:18And we have
01:06:20little time left.
01:06:22And
01:06:24even these days, even
01:06:26there are perfect days,
01:06:28it will not save
01:06:30everything.
01:06:38It sounds like you don't even know
01:06:40if you want to be engaged.
01:06:42It sounds like you don't even know
01:06:44if you want to be together with me
01:06:46right now.
01:06:48I don't know.
01:07:12I don't know.
01:07:39Honey babe,
01:07:41I feel
01:07:43sad
01:07:45that you
01:07:47go home.
01:07:49I
01:07:51will
01:07:53miss you.
01:08:07I'm preparing
01:08:09myself to say
01:08:11goodbye to David.
01:08:13Because he's going back to the
01:08:15U.S. tonight.
01:08:17But
01:08:19I'm not ready to see him leave.
01:08:27I'm worried about
01:08:29our future.
01:08:31Because I don't know when will I see
01:08:33him again.
01:08:39I
01:08:41love you.
01:08:43I love you.
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01:12:39Please.
01:12:57When I saw David, I felt like I was going to die, even though I was happy.
01:13:08But David was not there.
01:13:15I'm so nervous. Thank you so much.
01:13:27I love you.
01:13:57I love you.
01:14:27I love you.
01:14:58I kind of want to talk about our future.
01:15:01Okay.
01:15:02I really want to have clarity from Statler about whether she wants kids or not.
01:15:06Because if we want different things, it could just be a waste of time.
01:15:10So you know if we like did get married and I wanted kids?
01:15:15I don't think it would work between us.
01:15:27This is super cute.
01:15:36It is very cute.
01:15:41It's like a proper tea party.
01:15:43Proper.
01:15:44Yeah.
01:15:45Except you don't drink tea.
01:15:47It's our last morning in Scotland and we're having our last little breakfast in the castle overall.
01:15:54Our time together here has been absolutely amazing.
01:15:57But I'm feeling sad because I'm going home after this trip, so it is hard to enjoy the moment.
01:16:04Because I know it's about to end.
01:16:06Can I get you any quick breakfast this morning?
01:16:08Yes, do you have any vegan options for breakfast?
01:16:10We do. We've got some vegan bacon sausage.
01:16:13Yeah, with toast.
01:16:15Yeah, of course.
01:16:21This is nice.
01:16:22It's very nice.
01:16:24Very quiet though.
01:16:26It's like too quiet.
01:16:27It is too quiet, isn't it?
01:16:33The last two days have been so nice and I am starting to imagine what our life together can be like.
01:16:41But I'm worried because in the car ride yesterday, me and Statler had a conversation about having a family.
01:16:48And it doesn't seem like we're on the same page about that.
01:16:52I really want to have clarity from Statler about whether she wants kids or not.
01:16:56Because if we want different things, a whole relationship could just be a waste of time.
01:17:04So I'm getting a little bit emotional that our time is coming to an end.
01:17:08I know. I don't even want to think about it.
01:17:11It's sad.
01:17:13I kind of want to talk about our future.
01:17:16Okay.
01:17:18So you know if we did get married one day and say I wanted kids,
01:17:31obviously it has to be both of us that makes the decision whether we do or not.
01:17:37Why do you want kids?
01:17:38Why?
01:17:41I just think I'd be a really good mum.
01:17:44And children make the world a better place.
01:17:46You can learn so much from kids.
01:17:50You don't want kids.
01:17:51I don't know if I want kids.
01:17:53It just seems like a lot of work and a lot of money.
01:17:56Yeah, but it would be worth it.
01:18:02I look at my dad's relationship with me and my grandparents' relationship with what they had with my dad.
01:18:10And it was just a beautiful thing to watch and be a part of.
01:18:14And I would like to have like a little mini me running around.
01:18:19Would you adopt?
01:18:21Yeah, I would consider adoption, yeah. I would have one of each.
01:18:27I don't know if I could adopt as I'm an adoptee and I just know all the incredible struggles that adoptees face.
01:18:37I don't know if I personally have the mental willpower, emotional willpower.
01:18:45I just, I don't feel like I have that maternal bone inside me.
01:18:51I think a lot of people go into adoption just thinking it's all hunky-dory and the kid's going to be grateful to you.
01:18:58And things are going to be easy and you're not really going to have to think about a million different things.
01:19:03And it's just not the case.
01:19:07You know, I was taken away pretty much the second I was born.
01:19:11So I've always felt that missing part of me.
01:19:15And I still have a lot of adoptee trauma that I have not worked through.
01:19:22It's honestly kind of triggering just to have this kind of conversation.
01:19:28Well, I will have a child at some point whether I do it on my own or not.
01:19:34If you wanted kids badly and that was like you had to have kids, then I don't think it would work between us.
01:19:43It's because I really don't, I really don't want kids.
01:19:48Okay.
01:19:52Cool.
01:19:54Great talk. I'm going to go get ready now.
01:19:58Okay.
01:20:04Bye.
01:20:09Dempsey and I have talked about kids and she said, you know, she might want kids in the future.
01:20:17Now she really, really wants kids.
01:20:19But it's a lot of responsibility.
01:20:22And I don't have that same experience of what she saw with her granddad and her dad and how they all have like this super tight family.
01:20:31It's hard to relate to.
01:20:34I was really hoping I'd be enough for her.
01:20:37But now I'm terrified that I'm not.
01:20:44Because that's just not the conversation that we've had before.
01:20:50It's something that she hadn't made her mind upon yet and that she would consider it.
01:20:59Yeah.
01:21:01We make or break it for her, isn't it so?
01:21:07And before it's begun.
01:21:12Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:21:15You know that I love you so much, Misha.
01:21:17And I want to tell you something very important.
01:21:20I have no doubts that I'm willing to marry her, but I don't know how her brain, her heart will say to me, I'm asking you if you want to marry me.
01:21:31Are you saying yes or no?
01:21:35What is this?
01:21:37Like a little present.
01:21:39Because I love you.
01:21:41After our disagreement, I'm worried that he's going to give up on us.
01:21:46In my head, I'm just trying to mentally prepare myself for what's about to happen.
01:21:52I love you so much, but also you are my worst enemy.
01:21:57Things will not change.
01:22:01Are congratulations in order?
01:22:05Am I going to be an auntie?
01:22:08Last week, Violet texted me and told me that she's pregnant.
01:22:14And it's mine.
01:22:16What happened?
01:22:18Dempsey.
01:22:21Like, can you freaking talk to me?
01:22:24You just bring it on me that you don't ever want kids.
01:22:27That's make or break for our relationship. You just said our relationship is not going to work.
01:22:31I'm done with this conversation.
01:22:33Are you done with us?
01:22:38I'm just holding on to the positives.
01:22:41It's not like I can forget things that happened.
01:22:44Some of the things are a little bit like a dent in our relationship.