Emmerdale 12th September 2024
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00:00Oh
00:07My
00:10Train of water
00:30There's no time I'm a trained medic I can help please don't die I
00:40Know Nate's an idiot, but thinking about it
00:45It just doesn't make sense
00:47After everything that's happening. Why on earth would he try and go there again with Moira?
00:52Isn't it obvious?
00:54He's punishing me. Is that really him?
00:58Okay, no that was different
01:03Why did with Caleb I was stupid to think he could get past that how could he he needed to get back at me I
01:11Should never have slept with him. What was I thinking?
01:14You seem pretty upset
01:16Well, we can all play a part when we need to I should know
01:20okay, so you think he wanted to hurt you, but
01:24Would he really do that to his dad again, I mean they seem so close now
01:29You'd have to ask him or you could just hear him out. What's the point to hear him lie to me again? I
01:37Was kidding myself a
01:40Our marriage was built on sound it was never meant to last trace. I
01:45Need to get some pressure
01:47I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to make things worse
01:50Didn't it's a mess
01:53And I made it all by myself fine love a overrated
02:10She's oxygen deprived you have to help
02:23Female in her 50s smoking elation overcome by fumes of respiratory arrest when I got to it give me ventilation breath
02:30So now she's breathing herself
02:32What's the name?
02:33Maya
02:35Thank you
02:37Anybody else hurt yeah, yeah, my wife's in there as well. No, I know I'm fine
02:44Well, where's well
02:50We should split up and look for
02:52a
03:04Well
03:07It's the same annoying question from the same annoying friend it's everything okay
03:14No
03:16Nothing's okay
03:17Everything's falling apart
03:19Don't cry
03:21Everything I thought was gonna happen. It's it's happening. It's all happening. Okay slow down slow down. It's all because of me
03:27It's all my fault
03:30He's here
03:33Maybe you're gonna be okay. All right, I need help
03:41He's breathing just about hurry up
03:49I
03:59Don't blame him. Well, you could believe what you want to believe. I believe Bell
04:04Well, I know Tom isn't what she's saying is, of course, you're gonna defend your nephew
04:09Even if he is an abuser, you can't go around saying things like that about people without proof
04:13You saw her what you think? That's an app. Do you Jimmy? She was broken?
04:18Well, it's not Tom who broke her all the issues she's had he's had to put up with all of them
04:24Are you serious? The worst mistake he made was falling in love with her. Oh
04:29said by a man
04:31Said by his uncle who knows that his nephew is a hard-working professional who's never had anything like this thrown at him
04:37Let's not forget. He was terrorizing charge years ago. So don't start rewriting history Jimmy. That was different
04:44Belsey's wife and this might be hard for you to hear
04:47but sometimes
04:48Some women lie. Yeah, and
04:52Some men are monsters who sometimes
04:55Beat their wives black and blue you've seen the bruises. Have you well, some men are clever enough to know where to hit
05:01Aren't they and some of the damage Jimmy isn't just on the outside
05:05We both know that if anybody's punching holes out of anyone around here. It's your lot the dingles if Cain's done something
05:12Do you know what if he has I?
05:15Hope there's nothing left of him
05:17I
05:24Found a new skill breaking into people's houses. Well done you might let me oh, there's something going on out there
05:31Did you hear the sirens? They sounded pretty?
05:35Then I'll come in here are there what did you do now?
05:41Okay
05:44Well this face tells me that it's pretty serious so
05:47I'm gonna take a
05:49tentative shot in the dark
05:51Is it Tom?
05:54But it's not what you think
05:57Look if he's broke up with you and he's gone back to bail
06:00Why would he go back to her when she's been spreading sick lies about him? Well, okay slow down
06:07She's been telling people that he abused her
06:10What all because he's not in love with her anymore and she's jealous cuz I'm with him now Amelia
06:15He's so scared that Cain's gonna hurt him. He's had to disappear
06:20Belle King is full of hate
06:23She should be locked up
06:33So isn't it burning
06:39Can you smell smoke
06:41There was a fire up at the farm what not a bad one though pretty much as bad as it gets
06:49Well, who was that? Is everyone? All right, Moira Ruby. Well, I'm taking to hospital, but they're gonna be okay. I
06:57Don't know
06:58They weren't in a good way, but I did what I could
07:01Nate he wasn't there
07:04He left before it happened. You mentioned Shetland. No. Yeah, I knew he was going there. I just I
07:10Thought I might have seen him before I took off. Sorry. It's not your fault is it?
07:24I'm fine. You don't sound fine
07:27There was a lot of smoke, but you got checked over by a doctor, right? I didn't need to be I told you
07:35I
07:37Liam no, it'll take two minutes. Come on. We need your help
07:53Hey, what they said is she's gonna be okay
07:57This is stable so I can go in and see her
08:05That is good news Kane could be a lot worse could get worse
08:15Just lucky that John was there
08:18You know, hey
08:20If he hadn't reacted so quickly
08:23That doesn't even bad thinking about
08:26Yeah
08:30Hang on a minute right if you can go in and see them why you still out here
08:35It doesn't change anything
08:39What
08:41Well, I was gonna just leave her in the barn. What's that?
08:44What she's done to me doesn't get forgotten
08:48She could have died
08:50She still could
08:53Don't a stupid pride get in your way
08:56Go in there and be with your wife
09:04Oh
09:29You'd be well out of it
09:31I
09:33Don't want me to be I don't know
09:44Something I need to say no, no
09:49That's so much I've got to say to you no right now you just need to get better
09:57I hold my hand
10:01I
10:04Please just talk to me then
10:10Well, if you're for talking how about you tell me the truth I think it's about time I heard it
10:18Go on then it's like it's good news in Aaron world because you know that face right there way more miserable than usual well
10:25Maybe happy is overrated
10:28Whoa, I've been that pillow
10:31No, you haven't heard. Have you?
10:36Morris farm
10:38There was a fire in one of the barns. Was anyone hurt John John was there managed to get Ruby out
10:46Maura was in there and all but came went in after her. Honestly, the fire was raging and we tried to stop him
10:51Are they all right? Yeah
10:54Somehow we managed to get her out alive. I'm hoping just
10:58I've just been to the hospital. She's stable. Will's in a bad state. Hang on Matt was going up there. No, he's fine
11:04He's fine. Honestly, we were all just up there trying to do our best and trying to help him anyway
11:08Yeah, I need to speak to John too. He was supposed to be leaving today if he hadn't been there
11:13Moira and Ruby could have died without his medical training. Honestly, the man is a hero. I
11:19I
11:21Can't remember it or or how it started I want to I'm really do
11:33That you don't believe me
11:37I don't know whether to believe anything you say anymore. I don't know who you are. I'm your wife
11:46Why did you kiss night
11:49I
11:50can't remember I
11:53could say it was menopause, but
11:56Everything that I've been doing
11:59I'm scared. There's more than that
12:02And you say that you don't know me neither. Do I?
12:08This
12:09This isn't me. I
12:12Got past it
12:14You and him
12:16It took a lot, but I got past it so for you to go back
12:19I swear I would never do anything like that to you keen not if I was thinking straight doesn't make any sense
12:27And what I've become I
12:30Don't recognize myself
12:35Something something is happening to me
12:41Yeah, you're right
12:46You ran into that barn for me I wasn't just gonna leave you that
12:51If you didn't feel anything for me anymore, maybe you would
13:05Thanks for this Vinnie
13:07If you found me in a bad way, I doubt you just walk past
13:10I'm not in a bad way anymore as being stupid
13:13I'm pretty sure you won't get that upset for no reason
13:16I know you
13:18You think you do?
13:20Everyone thinks they do
13:23look
13:24It's don't need saying but
13:27Whatever you tell me stays with me. I'm not telling anyone else
13:32You know that right?
13:36He was abusing me
13:40He'd hit me hurt me punish me
13:46He'd make me do things I didn't want to do and he'd get into my head. He made me feel like I deserved it. I
13:53Honestly think if I hadn't gotten out
13:57He would have killed me yeah would
14:01And all this time has been telling people that you're making things up being vindictive
14:06But you were the one with the issues and people what people believed him. I
14:11Let them believe him. Yeah. Well I didn't I
14:14I never I
14:17Knew there was something, but I was scared if I kept asking then you just
14:20Keep pushing me away. I pushed everyone away. I
14:24Didn't want you or anyone
14:27Knowing the truth
14:29It's out there now. Yeah
14:31And now Tom's disappeared, and I'm panicking what if Cain's done something that's gonna land him in prison again
14:37You may be getting ahead of yourself. I made him promise me that you wouldn't touch him, but
14:42But I'm his little sister
14:46And we both know what Cain is capable of if someone's at his family. I just don't know why I told him
14:52What was I thinking? Oh, you've done the right thing well
14:55There has to be consequences
15:02No headaches
15:05Dizziness you'd lightheaded look it this really would be better in the search I
15:10Told you I'm fine apart from the cough
15:14apart from the cough
15:16Right well everything seems as it should be slight swelling in the airway, but when you've inhaled that much smoking
15:21You're bound to be reminded of it
15:23All right, I'm gonna call Victoria. I know you're okay
15:25She's been trying to get a hold of you she's been worried sick
15:28And if anything changes you know the school you go straight to any it's better to be safe than sorry
15:34On the house
15:36Heroes get free drinks in my pop. I'm not a hero
15:40Did what I had to and well you had the skills to do it an army medic very impressed
15:44I think he's the only one who's impressed. Yeah, it's a bit easier when bullets aren't flying around your head. Don't miss it then
15:51Miss it's a bit of a stretch
15:54But needing to be on it in the moment doing what you do. I guess
15:58That's still a buzz
16:00I
16:05Still think you need to be rewarded properly. That's an offer. I probably shouldn't be able to refuse I
16:15Really need to get going
16:17You're going nowhere. You saved my own Ruby's life today. He's there for at least one more. Yeah, but I know
16:24It looks like you still there's a little bit longer then
16:31I
16:32Shouldn't be out here. You should be in your room. It's just a cough. I'm fine
16:36They said I should be able to go home tomorrow if you were fine. You'd be able to go home today
16:41It's just precautions I
16:44Still can't believe this happened
16:47What did actually happen you still haven't told me what you were doing in there
16:52I
16:55Was Moira
16:56She pointed a gun at me
16:58She hit a light bulb and it fell that must have been what started the fire. Hang on
17:01She was gonna leave me to burn in there. I
17:04Should be dead
17:06Ruby I know how it sounds
17:09But it's true
17:10And the thing is she didn't even seem to recognize me. She called me Emma
17:21I
17:28Telling you kid
17:30It was like she was she was right there. She was alive
17:35Right there in the bar looking back at me. I know
17:39so that you were
17:41Hallucinating or something. I don't know
17:44can't even
17:47I
17:49Know it sounds crazy
17:51Cuz it's so crazy. I
17:54Can't get me around it either
17:57What you've done did
17:59It still happens or whatever excuse you're gonna throw at me. I'm trying to make excuses. You did it again
18:06With him my son only this time you knew he was my son. I mean, it's just doesn't get forgotten or forgiven
18:13Something's wrong with something wrong with me thinking we could work this out
18:16Oh
18:40Hey, you're right, I wish you like see ya
18:44I'll just in with her and then she just had a fit or something
18:48So I call the nurses to go in with her. They still in there
18:51She was just trying to tell me there was something wrong with it
18:54I wasn't even listening to her and then from out of nowhere. I'm gone. So there's something properly wrong. She's in the right place. Yeah
19:00Mr. Dingle, how is she? She suffered a significant seizure. Yeah, I know I was with her
19:06She's stable now. I'm not sure why it's happened as of yet. She had a seizure before no
19:11Do you know if she banged her head in the fire at all
19:14She was just lying there when I got to her. I
19:17Don't know. Okay. We need to do a CT scan of her brain to try and ascertain what's caused the seizure
19:23Hang on. So whatever this is, it's serious. I wouldn't like to start making assumptions at this stage. You can help her
19:29We need to find out what's caused it first. But yeah, we'll do everything we can
19:33Some people will do anything for attention, won't they?
19:36Right place, right time
19:40Don't take compliments very well, do you? Maybe you're not used to getting them
19:45Why didn't you tell me about being a medic? You didn't ask
19:52Hi mate, do you want to join us? Yeah, I can't. I've got a meeting. I've got to go.
19:56I've got to go. I've got to go.
19:58I've got to go. I've got to go.
20:00Do you want to join us? Yeah, I can't.
20:06I just wanted to say thank you. You don't need to say anything. Yeah. Well, I would have lost my sister if it wasn't for you
20:13So that won't be forgotten. How is she? She's not good
20:20I've dropped the kids off at Lydia's and I'm gonna pick up Matt and we're gonna go up to hospital. She had some kind of seizure
20:26Oh mate.
20:28Yeah, it doesn't feel real at the minute. Well, as soon as you hear anything just...
20:39You know, you running into that barn
20:41Could have been you in hospital or worse. I must have someone looking over me
20:47Well, I'm glad they were
20:50Yeah, just because you can leave here in one piece. Yeah. Well, there's no reason to stick around, is there?
20:59And that's how I become that reason
21:06Tom, call me when you get this, will ya? I'm starting to get worried. Really worried
21:14When I was a younger man, I used to disappear for days
21:18Difference is, Tom's life isn't based around a fairground. Life is a fairground, Jimmy. Whether we realize it or not
21:25We're all on the dodge and never knowing when we're about to be hit next
21:31Hey, you haven't seen Will today, have ya? No, no I haven't
21:36Listen, I know you two aren't in a good place at the moment. He's the one who's not in a good place, mate
21:40He's in hospital. What? Yeah, the one got a message about half an hour ago. Been in some fire
21:46Don't know how bad it is. But he's okay. I mean, he's not... Look mate, I've just said I don't know any of the details
21:55What have they said? No, they're doing some tests, a CT scan. So it's bad then? Why it's not good?
22:11Well, it could have been a lot worse if he hadn't got her out
22:15Saying thank you sounds stupid, but I just can't believe this is happening
22:21Did they say anything about the seizure? Well, hopefully the tests will say what caused it
22:25So it wasn't a fire then? They know as much as we do
22:29How she's been acting recently, that could be a part of it
22:33Many?
22:34Yeah, well fires don't start themselves, do they? Does it make any sense? Yeah, there's a lot of questions
22:41We've just got to be there for her when she gets the answers
22:46I know these things can be rather stressful, but honestly, it's nothing to worry about
22:51Well, why am I scared half to death?
22:53You won't be giving me a brain scan unless you thought there was something wrong with my brain
22:58It's mainly just to rule things out. The tests will determine what happens next, what your treatment plan will look like, if needed
23:04If?
23:05Try not to worry
23:12Do they even know what started it?
23:15Well, it could have been anything
23:17Fires and barns, match made in hell
23:20Saying that, it sounds like people were pretty lucky. Could have been so much worse. I don't think any of us feel lucky right now
23:29Have you seen him? Hmm, seen who? Kerry, please
23:33You know who, Tom. He's not even done anything. You're asking the wrong people. Yeah, and I've told you, Belle were lying. Lying about what?
23:42Well, I thought it would be common knowledge by now. Careful what you say, Kerry. It's not me who's saying it
23:47It's Belle
23:50Tom abused her
23:57I'm sorry that I let him come between us. He just would say stuff, get in my head. You've got nothing to apologize for
24:02You were just trying to be my friend
24:05I never stopped being your friend
24:07I knew there was something wrong, and I should have done more. So it should be me saying sorry to you
24:11I wouldn't have let you, and that wouldn't have been my decision
24:14But you would convince me it was my decision because he controlled everything. I never liked him. I know
24:30So what happens next?
24:32Neurologists will come in and discuss the results with you. And what will they tell me?
24:36Well, like I said- You've already seen the results. I have, but- And if there was nothing wrong, then you'd already told me
24:45We usually like to do this with a family member present
24:50I'm fine. I don't need anyone, so just tell me
24:55I don't want to alarm you, but there was an abnormality on the scan in the form of a mass
25:00Which is putting a bit of pressure on the brain
25:03A mass?
25:05Like a tumor? Honestly, try not to get ahead of yourself
25:07The neurologist will order an MRI scan, then we'll know more about the abnormality once that's been carried out
25:15It hurts a lot worse than it looks
25:19I won't sit down. Right
25:22Sorry, I know you need to be with Evan, not here with me. How is he?
25:28No change. I'll be honest, it-
25:31It wasn't my fault
25:33It wasn't my fault
25:35It wasn't my fault
25:37It wasn't my fault
25:39It wasn't my fault
25:41It wasn't my fault
25:44It wasn't yours, I was expecting to see-
25:46Well, they couldn't get hold of Kim, and I'm on your phone
25:51The emergency services gave it to one of the nurses
25:57I'm really pleased it's you
25:59Dad, I just came to see if you were okay
26:03And you are, and I am so glad
26:07But nothing's changed. That's why this stops
26:10Please don't
26:11I need to be with my son
26:14Sorry, didn't mean to interrupt
26:18You're not
26:27Oh, come here, you
26:29You've got no idea how good it is to see you
26:33We wanted to bring Kyle and Isaac, they wanted to come
26:36I thought it was too soon
26:38They wouldn't want to see me like this
26:40It's really good to see you
26:42If you give us a scare like that again, we're going to need to have serious words
26:46We're just so glad that you're okay
26:48When I heard, I think my heart storms
26:50Now you double down and have a seizure on us
26:53What's going on?
26:55I think she's needing a bit of a rest now
26:58Yeah, but what about the scan? What have they said?
27:00Oh, nothing, nothing yet
27:02If we hear anything, we'll let you know
27:05Feels like we've only just seen you
27:07Yeah, but I should feel a lot better tomorrow
27:12I love you, all of you
27:14Don't, Mum
27:16You see me crying, it's not pretty
27:18Right, if you need anything
27:20I've got my family, I've got everything that I need
27:23I love you, Mum
27:25Get some rest, yeah?
27:27Yeah, will do
27:29I love you
27:32So, come on
27:34What is it?
27:38Look
27:42You know what it is?
27:54They found a mass on my brain
27:56What?
27:58I don't know
28:01A mass on my brain
28:05And they said that that's what's caused the seizure
28:08And all the other symptoms
28:12I'm so scared, I'm so scared
28:20It's okay
28:31MUSIC
28:35I was waiting to hear from them
28:37When Caleb told me about the fire
28:43So, the drop hasn't been made
28:45Yeah
28:47And I wasn't able to tell them what had happened
28:49I just woke up in here
28:51Well, if they don't know about the fire
28:53You better make contact
28:56Let them know
28:58What?
29:00What is it?
29:02You messed up
29:04Now you pay
29:06They might just be trying to frighten you
29:08Well, it's working
29:10Kim
29:12What about her?
29:14Dawn said that the hospital had tried to contact her
29:16But they couldn't
29:18They wouldn't go after your wife, surely
29:20Leave your name and a quick message
29:22And I'll get back to you
29:24I keep going over it in my head
29:27We miss it
29:29Okay
29:31Yeah, I'll speak to you tomorrow, Rona
29:33Bye-bye
29:35Miss her?
29:37After what Pierce did to Rona
29:39I always told myself I'd know what an abuser looked like
29:41That I'd be able to see it a mile off
29:45Tom
29:47What?
29:49Tom?
29:51Don't ask me for any details
29:53Because I don't know
29:56That's horrific
29:58Sickening
30:00I know
30:02What he must have put Belle through
30:04I'm trying my best not to think about it
30:06There's been a fire
30:08Up in one of Moira's barns
30:10A fire? Seriously?
30:12Huge blaze, apparently
30:14Everybody just about got out, alright
30:16Oh my god, that's awful
30:18Do you know, this day just gets better and better
30:20I was scared to death, Nate was caught up in it
30:22He wasn't, though
30:24He just escaped to Shetland
30:26Before it happened
30:28He got lucky
30:30No he didn't
30:32Not if he hasn't got you and Frankie in his life anymore
30:34You're my sister, you have to say that
30:36No, I'm saying it because I mean it
30:38And yes, we're sisters
30:40So we will always have each other
30:42No matter what
30:44I just wish I'd known that was the last time Frankie was going to see her dad
30:46Well, he's not gone forever, Trace
30:48I gave him like five minutes to say what he had to say to her
30:50Seriously?
30:53She's never going to see him again
30:55Because that's how it feels
30:57I know it sounds stupid, but
30:59What if he meets someone else
31:01He's gone up there to work
31:03Not to meet other women
31:05But it could happen
31:07He starts a new life there
31:09And forgets about his old one
31:17I told myself I wasn't going to cry
31:19I say what the neurologist says
31:22But it makes sense
31:24With the way I've been behaving
31:26The things I've done
31:28I told you it wasn't me
31:30And I'm not making excuses
31:32I know
31:34I'm so sorry
31:36For what I've put you through
31:38The things I've done to you
31:40All we need to worry about
31:42Is you getting better
31:46And Nate
31:48I've probably ruined his life too, haven't I
31:51You're not well, it's not your fault
31:55I can't screw it up without me
31:59I don't want to die
32:01I don't want to die
32:03It's not going to matter
32:07You are going nowhere
32:09Alright
32:17Yeah
32:21Here
32:23Thanks
32:27You don't have to say anything
32:29If you don't want to
32:31I don't feel like there is anything to say
32:33I'm guessing you know it all already
32:39I'm so sorry
32:41Don't be
32:43You've got nothing to be sorry for
32:45No, I know, but I should have realised
32:47There were signs
32:49I don't want anyone to be sorry
32:53Because I don't want anyone knowing
32:55That my life was a nightmare
32:57That I couldn't wake up from
32:59We could have helped you more though
33:01But I didn't want anyone
33:03To wake me up
33:05Because then I'd have to face the fact that
33:09I had let this happen to me
33:11No, no, you listen to me
33:13Nobody
33:15Lets this happen to them
33:18Nobody
33:20Gets said all the time now, doesn't it
33:22My truth
33:26My truth is the last thing
33:28I was in control of and now I've lost that too
33:30You haven't, Belle
33:32Look, whatever's going on in that head of yours
33:34The whole village knows
33:36That's what's going on in my head
33:38And I just want to disappear
33:40Right, you are not on your own now
33:42Do you understand me?
33:44But I want to be
33:47I don't want the questions, I don't want that one word
33:49That is in everyone's head right now
33:51Victim. Belle
33:53Or worse, it's headcase. No one's thinking that
33:55Really?
33:57When Tom's saying, oh it's just a mental health again
33:59It's a medication, do you really think no one's going to believe him?
34:01Because my own family did
34:03Do you remember that, Charity?
34:05Do you know what, when we finally knew what was going on
34:07We believed you
34:09But his truth
34:11Is that he's done nothing wrong
34:13It's all just me, it's in my crazy head
34:15And he is so convincing
34:17And I know he is
34:19Because I genuinely did believe
34:21That this was all my fault
34:23Right, you listen to me
34:25The most important thing is
34:29Is that you are safe now
34:31You have the whole family on your side
34:33And if anything gets said
34:35Then we sort it
34:37He will never, ever
34:39Hurt you again
34:42I don't think he's ever going to stop hurting me
34:58Hey
35:00Been looking all over for you
35:02Tried calling you but I'm guessing your phone's off
35:08There's been any update?
35:12Found something on her brain
35:14At the moment they're just calling it a mass
35:18Well there's no point calling it anything else without knowing
35:24Maybe explains a few things though
35:26Like the fire
35:28She started it
35:32What?
35:34Fired off a gun
35:36That's what sparked it
35:38Then she attacked Ruby
35:41Knocked her out and
35:43Left her to die in the barn
35:45And I know that Ruby can twist the truth sometimes
35:47And it's hard to believe her but
35:49Believe her?
35:51She called her Emma
35:53Like she was getting her mixed up with someone else
35:57You don't know who she could have thought I was do you?
36:01She didn't know what she was saying
36:03She couldn't have said anything
36:05I suppose if there is something wrong with Moira's brain
36:07Yeah there is
36:10And I just shut it down
36:12She's ill and I went in with two feet
36:14Had a go at her for
36:16Cheating for getting hammered for everything
36:18None of this is your fault it's nobody's fault
36:20My first thought
36:26She's my wife and I
36:28I didn't want to help her
36:30I just wanted to hate her
36:34I mean what do I even tell her
36:36The truth
36:38You've said goodbye and now
36:40Daddy's going away for a while to work
36:42She knew it was coming
36:46How do I tell her that daddy still loves her
36:48But he won't see her anymore
36:50There's lots of people in the same situation
36:52People who are still together
36:54But they have to work away
36:56To earn money
36:58But that's the point
37:00We're not together so it's easier for Nate to leave
37:02But it's not easier on Frankie
37:04Or you
37:07You didn't get your goodbye
37:09Some people just aren't good at them
37:13I know this gets said a lot but
37:15Kids really are tougher
37:17Than you think
37:19They shouldn't need to be
37:21No you're right but often they get caught up
37:23In the middle of things
37:25When me and Charity broke up
37:27I sat Johnny down
37:29And I had to tell him
37:31That his second mum
37:33Wasn't going to be in our world anymore
37:36It broke my heart
37:38Not making me feel any better V?
37:40And yeah he was struggling at first
37:42But the more it went on
37:44He got used to it
37:46Just like Frankie will get used to it
37:48But when she's older
37:50It won't matter how or why we broke up
37:52She's just going to blame me
37:54For sending him away
37:56But no one is to blame
37:58Sometimes life doesn't work out
38:00The way we thought it would
38:02But
38:04Nate's always going to be there
38:06He's not going to stop being her dad
38:08You know the visits
38:10The calls, the birthday presents
38:12The awful dad jokes
38:14None of that's going to stop
38:16It'll just be from a distance
38:20Daddy from a distance
38:24We both know how that feels
38:26Yeah we do
38:28But the main thing is
38:31She has still got you
38:33And the older she gets
38:35She will realise just how lucky she is
38:37To have you as her mum
38:39Right
38:41No more overthinking Trace
38:43It's not good for you
39:01Hi it's Nate
39:03Leave me a message
39:05And I'll call you back when I can
39:07Hi
39:09Look I know me and you are over
39:11But
39:13Please just do right by Frankie
39:17You're her dad
39:19And you're
39:21A brilliant dad
39:23She needs you
39:25We both need you
39:27Please just do right by Frankie
39:30Please just
39:32Don't break her heart Nate
39:38Here
39:40It feels like
39:42I should be saying sorry
39:46If I hadn't said what I'd seen
39:48With Nate and Moira
39:50Who are you going to tell me
39:53I know you don't like talking about things
39:55But
39:57You can't do this on your own
39:59You know
40:01I'm just thinking what I'm going to have to tell them
40:03The kids
40:05Right how about a version of the truth
40:07Like mum's not well
40:09But the doctors know what they're dealing with
40:11And they're going to help her get better
40:13I don't need to know the other version
40:15Neither do you
40:17I don't need to know
40:19The other version
40:21Neither do you
40:23The things I said to her
40:25The names I called her
40:27You weren't saying them to her though
40:29Because it wasn't her anymore
40:31Listen I'd be giving myself a hard time as well
40:33But you didn't know mate
40:35I didn't want to know
40:37And Nate he was just
40:39Telling the truth
40:41I didn't listen
40:43I did what I always do
40:45At first
40:47And don't even bother to listen
40:50After everything I've done
40:52I'll be lucky if I still have a son
41:02She's sleeping
41:04She's exhausted
41:06I think she was fighting it
41:08Well her heads
41:10Probably still spinning
41:12Yeah so is mine Charity
41:14Why the
41:16Why the hell didn't you tell me
41:19Look I'm sorry okay but it had to be on her terms
41:21Why didn't we realise
41:23Straight away
41:25Because he's been gaslighting all of us that's why
41:27And because he's good at it
41:29Too good
41:31Oh was it easier to look away
41:33Well we could have all done
41:35Should have done more
41:37I did nothing
41:39I can't even begin to imagine
41:41What that poor girl's gone through
41:45All the signs were there
41:48How the hell did I not see them
41:50It plays on repeat
41:52Because she didn't want you to
41:54But you did didn't you and I doubted you
41:56The only person who's done anything wrong in all of this
41:58Is Tom
42:00These men
42:02What sort of man is he
42:04He's a parasite
42:06Honestly they stand there
42:08They look you in the face and they smile
42:10And they tell you exactly what you want to hear
42:12And then they go back to their terrified wives
42:14And they start all over again
42:16Like the absolute spineless
42:18Pathetic coward that he is
42:20Well that's if he's still able to run
42:22Hmm
42:24Well yesterday
42:26Cain said some
42:28Cain things
42:30I mean Belle made him promise not to do anything
42:32But
42:36Still part of me hopes that he brought that promise
42:38And he's ripped that monster apart
42:40Well if he has
42:42Let's just hope he's covered his tracks
43:13Oh
43:29And if you