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00:00:00I am the owner of my own thoughts in a city famous for its freedom.
00:00:12Yes, friends, what did we do in the last class?
00:00:20İzmir!
00:00:21How many times do I have to tell you?
00:00:23No phone calls during class!
00:00:26He is my only friend.
00:00:28That's good, you can be a real one.
00:00:33That's it.
00:00:35We talked to your father, İzmir.
00:00:37If you use your phone during class again, you won't be able to attend the trips.
00:00:41Have a nice day.
00:00:42You too.
00:00:48It's like they're taking us to Paris.
00:00:54Don't worry about the phone during class again, girl.
00:00:57Besides, phones are not friends.
00:00:59People get along with each other.
00:01:01They complete each other with love.
00:01:03İzmir, I'm taking you somewhere I love.
00:01:05There is a family in this world that loves you very much.
00:01:08Look, when someone thinks that he doesn't love you,
00:01:11he should realize that he hasn't seen what he saw in you.
00:01:14But one day he will definitely see it.
00:01:17And angels are also famous for crying, little girl.
00:01:27İZMİR
00:01:44Tell the neighbors not to park in the blocked area again.
00:01:46Yes, sir.
00:01:49Yes, sir.
00:01:50Okay.
00:01:54I'm 18 years old.
00:01:56And I'm still waiting for a message from someone I can't even be sure of his existence.
00:02:00There is a butterfly inside me that is crazy about how to be loved and how to be loved.
00:02:06It's stuck by the window.
00:02:08It's flapping its wings non-stop.
00:02:10There's a life out there. It sees.
00:02:12And the sky is blue.
00:02:14But no one opens the window.
00:02:17The only solution for people like me is to find someone who is like me.
00:02:21And he looks at the only message that will come from here.
00:02:38Go to sleep now.
00:02:40You've been waiting for a message all this time.
00:02:42Say, my first friend, my first message will be valuable.
00:02:45Tear your parents apart so that valuable friendships can be established virtually.
00:02:49Look at the message.
00:02:51Go to sleep now.
00:02:56Are you trying to get attention?
00:02:59The man who is not coming.
00:03:01Neverland.
00:03:0319.
00:03:04No one leaves you to go back anywhere.
00:03:09He's got a metaphor on fake news.
00:03:12Idiot.
00:03:13He's got a metaphor on fake news.
00:03:15Idiot.
00:03:20I told you that you can't wake up if you don't sleep, Izmir.
00:03:23I'm glad we met.
00:03:25You'll write to me tomorrow.
00:03:27Good night.
00:03:28Nikola.
00:03:29Bitch.
00:03:44IZMIR
00:04:09Sir, excuse me.
00:04:11There was a flower in Izmir Aksu.
00:04:15How did he find me?
00:04:17No, that's not possible.
00:04:19I didn't tell my school.
00:04:21Did you write the blog?
00:04:23I think I did.
00:04:25Would he bother so much if it was fake?
00:04:27Have a good lesson.
00:04:34Who is this girl?
00:04:36She didn't write my name.
00:04:41IZMIR
00:04:51Only your father sends flowers to your ugly face.
00:04:54Idiot.
00:05:12IZMIR
00:05:20Are you having fun?
00:05:27No, Izmir.
00:05:28I'm not having fun with you.
00:05:33Why did you write then?
00:05:39Because I'm alone.
00:05:41Like you.
00:05:49I just tried to talk to you.
00:05:51If you don't want, you're free.
00:05:54At least you're as free as Izmir.
00:05:56But if you need a friend, I'm here.
00:06:00Because I need you.
00:06:02I have a man who doesn't come.
00:06:05I have.
00:06:12I'll write with one condition.
00:06:13You have to tell me your name.
00:06:17My name is Can. Can Doğan.
00:06:24Now you're wondering where Neverland is.
00:06:30It can't be like that.
00:06:31I need proof that you have a window.
00:06:34Do the Neverland thing, son.
00:06:41IZMIR
00:06:59It's hard to do what?
00:07:02You already did the opposite.
00:07:04Okay, okay, I believe you.
00:07:06You're nowhere.
00:07:08I'm nobody.
00:07:09So what are we going to talk about?
00:07:15Nothing.
00:07:16We can talk about nothing.
00:07:39IZMIR
00:07:48See you, Izmir.
00:07:50Oh, don't forget.
00:07:51You'll write to me tomorrow morning.
00:07:55After that day, I always wrote to Can.
00:07:58He told me things I didn't hear from anyone.
00:08:10I am the madness of love
00:08:14I reached the calm shores
00:08:19Believe me, I'm still
00:08:23The most beautiful house on the planet
00:08:30Your heart, oh darling
00:08:35If it rains like this again
00:08:41If I don't get wet now
00:08:49I can't deserve your love
00:08:55Look at the sky, my love, I'm going there
00:08:59This person is curious about me.
00:09:02This person is not with me.
00:09:04This person is not in front of me.
00:09:06This person is not even in my city.
00:09:09This person is in my phone.
00:09:12Maybe far away from me.
00:09:15What does a man like him have to do with me?
00:09:29IZMIR
00:09:523 questions, 30 seconds, quick.
00:09:54I panicked when you said that.
00:09:5727, 26.
00:10:011. Where is Neverland?
00:10:062. Why are you there?
00:10:083. Why are you alone?
00:10:09You have 30 seconds.
00:10:1029, 28, 27.
00:10:121. Neverland, Germany.
00:10:152. I'm here for school.
00:10:173.
00:10:20I'm alone because...
00:10:22My childhood has passed with a disease that I am currently cured.
00:10:25I grew up a little strange.
00:10:27Even my mother was very jealous of me.
00:10:29My brother was jealous of me.
00:10:31Now it's my turn.
00:10:331.
00:10:35How come I feel like I've heard your voice even after reading what you've written for 7 months?
00:10:392. I've never seen you, but I feel like I'm always looking at you.
00:10:443. Are you sure we've never met before?
00:10:48İzmir
00:10:50Mom
00:10:51İzmir, you're all red, girl.
00:10:54It's a little hot, that's why.
00:10:56Why did you come?
00:10:58I came to tell you that dinner is ready.
00:11:00But you haven't eaten your fruit.
00:11:03Okay, I'm coming right away.
00:11:06Open your hair a little.
00:11:16628 messages, 7 phone calls and countless excitement.
00:11:20Excitement
00:11:21Someone saw me for the first time.
00:11:23Not with my ugly face and my hair.
00:11:26He saw it with my sentences.
00:11:28He saw it with the poems I shared, with what I read.
00:11:32I'm comfortable.
00:11:34Because he's far from me.
00:11:36That's how I am.
00:11:38I don't want to look at people's faces.
00:11:40I don't want them to hear my voice.
00:11:42I can't open my curly hair and walk around comfortably.
00:11:45I didn't want him to see it either.
00:11:47Until one day he wanted to call me.
00:12:17628 messages, 7 phone calls and countless excitement.
00:12:41You can't be ashamed, can you?
00:12:44Come on, open your eyes.
00:12:51Wow, the boy is Francisco Lachowski.
00:12:55Isn't Izmir going to say anything?
00:12:58Hello.
00:13:01I was very curious about you.
00:13:03Am I like you expected?
00:13:05Not like that.
00:13:07I was curious because you didn't answer.
00:13:11Oh.
00:13:12Oh?
00:13:14I'm not good at this, am I?
00:13:17Of course, you need to work a little.
00:13:21I wasn't expecting anything like that.
00:13:23What do you mean?
00:13:25I noticed your name.
00:13:30You are very beautiful.
00:13:32You are as beautiful as your poems.
00:13:35Thank you.
00:13:38I mean, I'm a normal person.
00:13:42Photos that we can never be in.
00:13:45Buildings that we can never stand in front of.
00:13:48Stairs that we have no chance of stepping on.
00:13:53Trains that we can't get on.
00:13:55Tickets that we can't buy.
00:13:57Cities that we can't go to.
00:14:00Sentences that we can never hear.
00:14:03Days that won't come, years that won't pass.
00:14:06Is this normal?
00:14:12This is my life, İzmir.
00:14:14This is everything that I'm deprived of.
00:14:19What's so strange about you?
00:14:25I...
00:14:27I'm a little...
00:14:29What happened?
00:14:31Did he remind you of something bad?
00:14:33A little.
00:14:34If you don't want to talk about it, let's move on.
00:14:36Maybe you can tell me another time.
00:14:40So this is what it's like to get used to not seeing each other.
00:14:43What do you mean, Ege?
00:14:44İzmir, one second.
00:14:47Can!
00:14:48İzmir!
00:15:01God damn it! Who is Ege? Who is that woman?
00:15:03Pick up the phone!
00:15:15İzmir!
00:15:16Wake up, mom.
00:15:18İzmir!
00:15:21İzmir, did you cry?
00:15:30Mom, I know.
00:15:31If someone does, I can tell you.
00:15:33In fact, these are very normal things.
00:15:35But I have to be careful.
00:15:37I have to let you know.
00:15:38Is there anything else I forgot?
00:15:40İzmir, if you don't understand beauty,
00:15:42can you tell me who you've been talking to in your room for days?
00:15:46It doesn't matter if I tell you or not.
00:15:48I don't know how to help you.
00:15:50Let's socialize a little, İzmir.
00:15:52No, İzmir. Don't socialize, İzmir.
00:15:54When you want everything,
00:15:56you want me to do it the way you want.
00:15:58What's going on?
00:15:59Why are you confusing me?
00:16:01Mustafa!
00:16:03Come here.
00:16:06Oh, my beautiful girl.
00:16:10Let her meet whoever she wants.
00:16:11I'll take care of my daughter.
00:16:16Did he really lie to me all this time?
00:16:20The woman called him Ege.
00:16:22He definitely lied to me.
00:16:24He had fun with me.
00:16:27Maybe his lover.
00:16:29Or he's married to her.
00:16:31I didn't know how much of what he said was a lie.
00:16:33Did something happen to him?
00:16:36I think this was my place.
00:16:38Maybe my place was miles away from him.
00:16:47Hello, İzmir. I'm Koray.
00:16:49I've been on this site for three years and I've been following you.
00:16:52I have an idea to form a group with the four people I love.
00:16:55If you accept,
00:16:56and if you're tired of being alone,
00:16:58we'll wait for you, Ege.
00:17:00What do you say?
00:17:17EGE
00:17:24Ege?
00:17:31Why did you lie to me when you had dreams about you?
00:17:36Do you have dreams about us?
00:17:39Is this our issue right now?
00:17:41This is mine.
00:17:42I don't want to continue talking to someone who deceives me.
00:17:46My reality is so heavy, İzmir.
00:17:49I can only tell this to someone who can have dreams about me.
00:17:54Because I don't have any dreams about myself.
00:17:57I don't want to have an impossible dream.
00:18:00If you don't have a dream, it's always impossible.
00:18:03I think it will stay that way.
00:18:05I wanted to go crazy from loneliness until I met you.
00:18:11You showed me that it was still possible to have someone.
00:18:15What kind of someone do I want in my life?
00:18:17If you tell me,
00:18:21maybe I won't be afraid to have a dream.
00:18:23I promise I'll tell you one day.
00:18:26Ege promise.
00:18:28I won't forget this promise, Ege.
00:18:32For now, we have a group called Our Little Planet consisting of five people.
00:18:36Koray.
00:18:37The boy who invited me to the group.
00:18:39The user's name is Uranus.
00:18:42He's a planet maniac.
00:18:44And while I was about to go crazy from loneliness, I had an idea to form a group.
00:18:48Merve.
00:18:49She's a total flirt.
00:18:51The user's name is Can I stay at Merve's?
00:18:54She has the biggest dream to dye her hair blue.
00:18:56And she's very lonely like all of us.
00:18:58The other member of the group is Doruk.
00:19:00The user's name is in the Doruk's of life.
00:19:03And she's a total gamer.
00:19:05Even Ege started making game plans with them.
00:19:09And Ömer Ege Zorlu.
00:19:11His name in the group is Can.
00:19:13He's preparing for law school in a town close to Paris.
00:19:16I put him in the group so he wouldn't feel lonely.
00:19:20One.
00:19:21Two.
00:19:22Three.
00:19:36If only you couldn't reach me.
00:19:37If only we couldn't talk so comfortably.
00:19:39I mean, if the conditions were more difficult.
00:19:42Would you give up writing to me?
00:19:48Hello, Ms. İzmir.
00:19:49Hello.
00:19:50I called to answer your question.
00:19:51But if I give the right answer, I'd like to know what I'm going to win.
00:19:55What do you want?
00:19:56Shall we go to the cinema?
00:19:58Sure.
00:19:59Where and at what time?
00:20:04In front of Allosin at five.
00:20:07In front of Allosin at five.
00:20:08Deal.
00:20:09In front of Allosin, not Allosin.
00:20:12I don't know French.
00:20:14I'll teach you.
00:20:15Answer first.
00:20:16Can you tell me the name of the street?
00:20:19Güzelyalı, 351.
00:20:22Löbüt, 370.
00:20:25Güzelyalı...
00:20:303391 km.
00:20:33There's 3391 km between us.
00:20:36Now you're telling me what you're thinking.
00:20:40Hey.
00:20:41A cloud passed in front of your eyes.
00:20:42Don't think I didn't see it.
00:20:44I said there's a world between us.
00:20:46I said there are four numbers between us.
00:20:49Are we going to be afraid of the four numbers next to each other?
00:20:54You may be afraid.
00:20:56But I'm not afraid, İzmir.
00:20:58No matter what the conditions are, I'm not afraid if I'm in love.
00:21:01Did you give the right answer?
00:21:07İzmir.
00:21:12I would like to say that you gave the right answer.
00:21:15And I would like to say that I'm not afraid.
00:21:18But I'm afraid.
00:21:20I'm afraid of drowning in a sea I don't know.
00:21:23I'm afraid that he won't love me when he meets me.
00:21:25I'm afraid that he won't disappear when he's there.
00:21:28I'm afraid.
00:21:29I'm afraid that he won't love me when he meets me.
00:21:31I'm afraid that he won't disappear when he's there.
00:21:33But I can't go.
00:21:35Because he asked me if we should go to the cinema.
00:21:38From miles away.
00:21:40From cities and seas away.
00:21:43When people next to me don't see me.
00:21:46He said let's go to the cinema even though he knows it's impossible for me.
00:21:50After that day, every night.
00:21:52I went to the dream map on my ceiling for 3,391 kilometers.
00:22:00I saw you in my dream, full of peace.
00:22:04We watched a movie together, Ege and I.
00:22:06We pressed the button at the same time and looked at the screen at the same time.
00:22:09I was asleep when he looked at me.
00:22:12When he said dream, I didn't want to be in the northern lights or travel the world.
00:22:17I just thought of him here, in my room.
00:22:21I didn't even tell him that.
00:22:24Is it raining there?
00:22:26Yes.
00:22:28It hasn't stopped for two hours.
00:22:30Ege.
00:22:32Can you take your hand out of the window?
00:22:34Why?
00:22:36I took it out.
00:22:38I'm waiting for you.
00:22:40In the same rain.
00:22:42I'm waiting for you.
00:22:44I'm waiting for you.
00:22:46I'm waiting for you.
00:22:48I'm waiting for you.
00:22:50I'm waiting for you.
00:22:51I'm waiting for you.
00:22:53The same rain will hold our hands.
00:22:55As if our hands...
00:22:57As if our hands are touching each other.
00:23:00Are you holding my hand?
00:23:02I'm holding your hand.
00:23:04Me too.
00:23:07Which song are you listening to?
00:23:15Let me tell you something. You're a little stupid.
00:23:17Stupid?
00:23:19Me?
00:23:20You're a stupid person who listens to your favorite songs and gets depressed.
00:23:24You're a stupid person too.
00:23:26What?
00:23:28You're a stupid person who is afraid of your feelings and my feelings.
00:23:32Good.
00:23:34Then we've found each other.
00:23:37The stupid Izmir and the stupid Ege.
00:23:47Ege, let's not do this.
00:23:51There are thousands of kilometers between us and we will never be able to cross these kilometers.
00:23:56It would be stupid to fall in love with this.
00:24:00Do you want to break up?
00:24:03No, I just want us to stop.
00:24:05I just want you to control your feelings.
00:24:08It's too late now, Izmir.
00:24:10We can't be an obstacle.
00:24:12You can't.
00:24:14Now make your decision. Or I'll always be there.
00:24:16Or never.
00:24:18There is no love in what we live, Ege.
00:24:20It's easy to suffer.
00:24:22You're there, I'm here.
00:24:24We suffer.
00:24:26You can't hug me if I hug you.
00:24:28You can't touch me if I touch you.
00:24:30You can't kiss me if I kiss you.
00:24:32Don't you have any hope?
00:24:34Maybe one day we'll be side by side.
00:24:36Maybe one day I'll touch you.
00:24:38Maybe one day I'll kiss you.
00:24:42I've been waiting for weeks to talk to you.
00:24:45I'm in your life every second for two weeks.
00:24:47I know you're sleeping.
00:24:48I know you're eating.
00:24:50I know you're going out.
00:24:52But I can't be with you.
00:24:54I have no one here.
00:24:56Do it alone.
00:24:59I'm there despite this pain.
00:25:01I'm there to suffer.
00:25:06Are you there?
00:25:07I'm there.
00:25:17I'm there, Ege.
00:25:19I'm there.
00:25:37I'm there.
00:26:07I'm there.
00:26:30I forgot something.
00:26:32What did you forget?
00:26:34My İzmirtul.
00:26:38What happened?
00:26:44Did something happen to İzmir?
00:27:03İzmir, can you tell me something?
00:27:05İzmir?
00:27:07İzmir?
00:27:12İzmir, where are you going?
00:27:15İzmir, say something.
00:27:20İzmir?
00:27:24İzmir?
00:27:32İzmir, I'm so sorry.
00:27:33I'm so sorry.
00:27:37We lost my parents in a traffic accident.
00:28:04I'm so sorry.
00:28:06I love you so much.
00:28:10Mom!
00:28:12Mom!
00:28:14Mom!
00:28:28Calm down.
00:28:30I'm so sorry.
00:28:43I'm so sorry.
00:28:59I'm so sorry.
00:29:30How can I accept this world?
00:29:34While I'm passing by.
00:29:39Are we next to each other?
00:29:41We came to this world to die without time.
00:29:47Now, if you're not here.
00:29:51How can I tell them to my mind?
00:29:55I'm so sorry.
00:30:00I'm so sorry.
00:30:02I'm so sorry.
00:30:05İzmir, come on.
00:30:08Your father would be so sad if he saw you like this.
00:30:14Come on.
00:30:26My dear İzmir.
00:30:28My dear.
00:30:30You know, your grandma has chronic diseases.
00:30:33It's not possible for her to stay here alone.
00:30:36We said...
00:30:39I mean, we say...
00:30:41Let's take you to America.
00:30:53I won't leave my mom and dad.
00:30:56İzmir.
00:30:58Actually, you have another option.
00:31:01I mean, there is a scholarship provided by the Turkish Armed Forces.
00:31:06If you don't want to go to America.
00:31:09You can go to the university with that scholarship.
00:31:14But then, there won't be anyone from your family with you.
00:31:19İzmir's tranquility.
00:31:21Ege's milk ports are left behind.
00:31:24It's time to roll from the hills of İstanbul.
00:31:28The happy days that resembled my life in İzmir are buried there.
00:31:32Maybe I'm more İstanbul now.
00:31:36İzmir in İstanbul.
00:31:38İzmir that resembles everything but itself.
00:31:53İzmir.
00:32:03I swear, I just fell in the same way.
00:32:07İzmir.
00:32:10Merve.
00:32:12What are you doing here?
00:32:14We decided to come here together when the guys threw the bus out of the car.
00:32:17Are you okay?
00:32:19Can too?
00:32:21No, just Koray, Doruk and me.
00:32:23I'm sure he would have come if he could.
00:32:26But he didn't.
00:32:29Merve.
00:32:31Don't tell him I'm here, okay?
00:32:33Thank you for your help.
00:32:35I'll take care of the rest.
00:32:53I'll call you later.
00:33:23İzmir.
00:33:30İzmir.
00:33:38I didn't have a chance to tell you.
00:33:40I'm so sorry.
00:33:42How are you?
00:33:45Can you handle it?
00:33:48I'll take care of it.
00:33:51Did you talk to him?
00:33:53My boyfriend?
00:33:55Your boyfriend.
00:33:59I gave up going to class.
00:34:02See you later.
00:34:09Enjoy your meal.
00:34:17It's hard to stay away from your family, isn't it?
00:34:21I don't have a family.
00:34:23I'll lose them.
00:34:25I wish I had mine.
00:34:29Are you two on bad terms?
00:34:31I mean...
00:34:33Excuse me.
00:34:36Look, it's an appeal.
00:34:38Yes, dad.
00:34:40Tell me.
00:34:42Alcohol?
00:34:44Money?
00:34:45My kidney?
00:34:47Even if it's your kidney, what are you going to do about me?
00:34:50Of course, money.
00:34:52Okay.
00:34:53Okay, I'll bring it in the evening.
00:34:59Are you always like that?
00:35:00How?
00:35:02I mean, you're cheerful even when you throw your father money for alcohol.
00:35:07What can I do?
00:35:09I mean, there's no one to cheer me up.
00:35:10I'm just raising myself up like this.
00:35:14Do you have something?
00:35:16Something?
00:35:18I mean, something to cheer you up.
00:35:22Girl, it's just a kidney. Try to understand.
00:35:25No.
00:35:28I had one.
00:35:29But not anymore.
00:35:31I don't care.
00:35:33I don't care if it's a kidney.
00:35:35Why?
00:35:37Did I cheat on you?
00:35:41As far as I know, no.
00:35:43But of course, it's hard to know.
00:35:45My mom and dad...
00:35:46My mom and dad...
00:35:50When my mom and dad left, I didn't say anything.
00:35:53And he loved talking to me the most.
00:35:56I mean, I'm not the person he loves the most anymore.
00:36:00What cheap literature is this?
00:36:02Life can't handle this.
00:36:05What was your name?
00:36:07İzmir.
00:36:09İzmir.
00:36:10What's the kid's name?
00:36:13Ege.
00:36:14Wow!
00:36:15Ege's İzmir.
00:36:19Very good.
00:36:25Look, İzmir.
00:36:27One day, you look back and you're 50 years old.
00:36:30And when you look back, there's only one moment you want to change.
00:36:34Would you like to have such a moment?
00:36:37Nothing would change even if I wanted to.
00:36:40We were going to break up one day anyway.
00:36:42But he's been fine since yesterday.
00:36:44Why is that?
00:36:45Because he's too far away.
00:36:47He's so far away that he can't come.
00:36:49I mean, you don't look like him at all.
00:36:52I think you can go where you're happy.
00:36:55Anyway.
00:36:57I should go now.
00:36:59You didn't drink anything. Tea? Coffee?
00:37:01No, I should go.
00:37:03By the way, you didn't tell me your name.
00:37:06Buse.
00:37:07I'm very pleased, Buse.
00:37:13Call that boy.
00:37:15This world is not worth fighting alone.
00:37:33This world is not worth fighting alone.
00:37:42Our shadows are still together.
00:37:45Only one of us is in pain.
00:37:48I missed you so much, İzmir.
00:37:58Ege came to my shores and I became İzmir again.
00:38:42İzmir.
00:39:03Merve is still shaking from down there.
00:39:08She's right.
00:39:09Because life is not just about opening a ship, is it?
00:39:11Ege, please don't say that.
00:39:13I'm very pleased with my situation.
00:39:14No, it's not a problem. You can go.
00:39:16Really.
00:39:17It's not because it's a problem.
00:39:19I'm staying because I want to.
00:39:21Ege, can you stop now? I'm confused.
00:39:25I'm sorry.
00:39:27I didn't notice.
00:39:28You wouldn't walk and talk. What happened?
00:39:30Your absence left us with some damage, İzmir.
00:39:35I'm sorry.
00:39:37I wasn't aware that I left you so alone.
00:39:41Don't apologize.
00:39:43You had a harder time than me.
00:39:47That's why it's your right to go and have fun for both of us.
00:39:52Please go.
00:39:54Please.
00:39:58Ege.
00:40:03One day,
00:40:05tell me why you're there.
00:40:06Why?
00:40:08Will you trust me enough to tell me what's so important that my parents can't even come when they die?
00:40:13I swear, that's what I want the most.
00:40:16Just a little time.
00:40:21I'm not forcing you.
00:40:23But I'm waiting now.
00:40:26Okay.
00:40:28If we solved this issue, then we can solve the issue of going to the party.
00:40:33Come on.
00:40:34Which man would try to convince his girlfriend to go to the party?
00:40:40I'm glad you're here, Ege.
00:40:42I'm glad you're here, too, darling.
00:40:45Come on.
00:40:48Enjoy your new life.
00:40:56Finally!
00:40:58How can you run away from the party at the age of 18?
00:41:01I didn't have much fun.
00:41:03Fortunately, there's something for you here.
00:41:08Did you put vodka in it?
00:41:10I don't like it much.
00:41:12Then leave it.
00:41:13Look, this is it.
00:41:18Hold on, hold on, hold on.
00:41:19I went to the bathroom.
00:41:20I'll see my friends. Take care of yourself.
00:41:21Look, look.
00:41:26Look at the girl.
00:41:27I swear, she says libido.
00:41:29May the love remain on her.
00:41:32Are you okay?
00:41:34I drank vodka by mistake.
00:41:37Come on.
00:41:38Who drinks alcohol by mistake?
00:41:40She asked for her life like honey.
00:41:42Hello, I'm Berk, by the way.
00:41:44My worst feature is listening to burning tables.
00:41:46I hope there's no problem.
00:41:49Koray and me, brother.
00:41:51Right, Koray.
00:41:52Izmir.
00:41:53Izmir?
00:41:54This is the first time I've seen an Izmiri whose name is Izmir.
00:41:58Nice.
00:42:00I like beautiful coincidences.
00:42:03Sections?
00:42:04We're both in psychology.
00:42:06I'm in good sociology.
00:42:08We have a lot of common lessons.
00:42:09We see each other.
00:42:12We see, we see.
00:42:14If God exists, we don't see.
00:42:18Hello, I'm Berk.
00:42:20Berk.
00:42:22They're not surprised at all.
00:42:24Coward.
00:42:33I'm bored, bored, bored, bored.
00:42:38I'm bored, bored, bored, bored.
00:42:49Isn't it great?
00:42:51Hello?
00:42:52Izmir?
00:42:54How is the party going?
00:42:56I was wondering about you.
00:42:58I like beautiful coincidences.
00:43:02I think I understand where it's going.
00:43:04Would you like to tell me?
00:43:06Well, there's a boy here.
00:43:08He won't be a guest because you didn't see him.
00:43:10But he's dancing on the stage.
00:43:12Look at him, Izmir.
00:43:13I don't understand him.
00:43:16I think it's for you.
00:43:18We'll talk later.
00:43:19Ege.
00:43:33We have business with him.
00:43:34Come.
00:43:37I saved you.
00:43:39You didn't tell me you were a student.
00:43:41I'm not.
00:43:42I don't have business with school.
00:43:43And when I keep it safe, there's no problem.
00:43:46I thought I'd come and see you after work.
00:43:48You did so well.
00:43:50Let's get a drink for ourselves.
00:43:51Here.
00:43:53I don't drink much.
00:43:54Well done, don't drink.
00:43:56Buse, what happened?
00:43:57I'm fine.
00:43:58It's nothing.
00:44:02Buse, are you okay?
00:44:03Izmir, I have to go to the bathroom.
00:44:05Okay, come on.
00:44:06Hold this.
00:44:09Are you okay?
00:44:10I'm fine.
00:44:11I'm fine.
00:44:19I'm fine.
00:44:20I'm fine.
00:44:21I'm fine.
00:44:22I'm fine.
00:44:23I'm fine.
00:44:25Buse, you have blood on your leg.
00:44:30What are you afraid of, girl?
00:44:31It's like you don't have it.
00:44:32Come on, let's go to the bathroom.
00:44:33I'll fix it.
00:44:34Buse.
00:44:35Buse.
00:44:36Buse.
00:44:38Buse.
00:44:41It's normal to see such small bleeding due to a delayed operation.
00:44:45But still, he needs to see a doctor.
00:44:48Okay, thank you.
00:44:49You can see your friend now.
00:44:54Okay.
00:45:03Don't worry, I'm fine.
00:45:06Everything will be fine.
00:45:10Only he could be fine.
00:45:13Istanbul is a strange place.
00:45:15Loneliness is even stranger.
00:45:17I thought such things would only happen to people I didn't know.
00:45:21Although, I always thought death was something that happened to others.
00:45:27Izmir.
00:45:28Your wife is here.
00:45:32Thank you.
00:45:33You're welcome.
00:45:51Thank you.
00:46:22I love you.
00:46:23I love you too.
00:46:24I love you.
00:46:25I love you too.
00:46:26I love you.
00:46:27I love you.
00:46:28I love you.
00:46:29I love you.
00:46:30I love you.
00:46:31I love you.
00:46:32I love you.
00:46:33I love you.
00:46:34I love you.
00:46:35I love you.
00:46:36I love you.
00:46:37I love you.
00:46:38I love you.
00:46:39I love you.
00:46:40I love you.
00:46:41I love you.
00:46:42I love you.
00:46:43I love you.
00:46:44I love you.
00:46:45I love you.
00:46:46I love you.
00:46:47I love you.
00:46:48I love you.
00:46:49I love you.
00:46:50I love you.
00:46:51I love you.
00:46:53That was the first time.
00:47:08Sorry.
00:47:09Go ahead.
00:47:10I came for a loan announcement in Paris.
00:47:12Can I find out about the conditions?
00:47:14Of course.
00:47:15First, you fill out this form.
00:47:17Nice to meet you.
00:47:19Where have you been?
00:47:21I had some work to do.
00:47:23How are you?
00:47:25I'm fine. How are you?
00:47:27Nice.
00:47:29Hi.
00:47:30Can I give you my phone?
00:47:32Thank you.
00:47:33What do you mean?
00:47:34No, no.
00:47:35Come on, I kissed you.
00:47:38Your girlfriend.
00:47:40She was worried about you.
00:47:43God damn it.
00:47:44My phone is off.
00:47:48I'm going.
00:48:06Ege.
00:48:07Hi.
00:48:09Hi.
00:48:10My phone was off. I'm sorry.
00:48:13I'm really sorry.
00:48:15It's okay.
00:48:17How was your day?
00:48:19Normal.
00:48:20I went to class.
00:48:22Then I was at the canteen.
00:48:25Did you sit with Koray?
00:48:28No.
00:48:30Koray had another class.
00:48:33So you were alone.
00:48:34I mean...
00:48:35Berk was there.
00:48:36I sat with him.
00:48:38I couldn't tell him to go.
00:48:40The boy who was loud at the party?
00:48:41Yes, him.
00:48:42How did you remember?
00:48:44I waited for you to call me all day.
00:48:46How could I forget?
00:48:49Ege.
00:48:50There are things I can't tell you.
00:48:52I have a friend named Buse.
00:48:54It's a special situation.
00:48:56But today I...
00:48:57Okay.
00:48:58I got it.
00:48:59Let's talk about the boy.
00:49:01You didn't tell me, did you?
00:49:03Ege.
00:49:04How can I tell you without being asked?
00:49:06Hi, I'm İzmir.
00:49:07Ege is my...
00:49:08What?
00:49:09What is İzmir?
00:49:10I'm listening.
00:49:11Ege is my lover.
00:49:14I wish you knew, İzmir.
00:49:16Ege.
00:49:17I'm sorry, but I'm not that kind of person.
00:49:19I can't break people.
00:49:21I'm the only person you can break, right?
00:49:23Ege, please don't do this.
00:49:25I'm very...
00:49:26Can we hang up now?
00:49:28Let's talk later, okay?
00:49:30Okay.
00:49:44Ege.
00:50:06Hi, İzmir.
00:50:09Hi.
00:50:11Are you okay?
00:50:13I told you I'd tell you when the time came.
00:50:16That's when it came.
00:50:20I can't recognize myself anymore.
00:50:23The anger that comes when I can't reach you.
00:50:26The trouble I had when I came to someone in the past.
00:50:30Not being able to touch you.
00:50:32I can't stand not being me.
00:50:36I can't stand myself anymore.
00:50:39I can't stand my anger, my anger.
00:50:43Because every time I get angry...
00:50:53I remember being a murderer.
00:50:55A murderer?
00:50:59Until I met you, every day...
00:51:02Every God's day...
00:51:05I wanted to go back a few minutes before that incident.
00:51:07A few days before.
00:51:10My God, my trouble.
00:51:14If there was a miracle, if I could go back a few minutes...
00:51:20I don't say it anymore.
00:51:23I can't stand not knowing you, İzmir.
00:51:29But it doesn't work like this, İzmir.
00:51:33I can't stand this sadness alone.
00:51:37Especially when I look into the eyes of such an innocent person.
00:51:41I can't stand it.
00:51:43I can't.
00:51:47I can't.
00:51:51I accept it and I'm leaving.
00:51:56Please forgive me.
00:51:58I loved you so much that you couldn't imagine.
00:52:01I love you so much.
00:52:03I'm so sorry, I have no other choice.
00:52:07No, no.
00:52:08Ege.
00:52:09Ege, no, please.
00:52:11Ege.
00:52:12I have no one but you, please.
00:52:16No, I beg you, please.
00:52:21Ege, no, please.
00:52:36I can't love anyone but you.
00:52:39Who knows where you are.
00:52:43You are in an unknown place.
00:52:47Love me, only me.
00:52:51I love you so much.
00:52:56But it's not the time.
00:53:00It's not the time.
00:53:02It's not the time.
00:53:07I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.
00:53:32I love you.
00:54:03PHONE RINGS
00:54:20PHONE RINGS
00:54:33DOOR OPENS
00:54:41You can leave it on the table.
00:54:43I'm not hungry.
00:54:44I'm not hungry.
00:55:01Ege?
00:55:15I'm sorry.
00:55:33I'm sorry.
00:55:34I'm sorry.
00:55:44Let me go.
00:55:45Let me go.
00:55:49Let me go.
00:55:50Let me go.
00:55:51I'm sorry.
00:55:52Let me go.
00:55:53I'm sorry.
00:55:54Let me go.
00:55:55I'm sorry.
00:55:56How could you do this to me when I lost my family?
00:56:02I'm so sorry.
00:56:15I'm so sorry.
00:56:38I did something wrong.
00:56:41I scared you.
00:56:44I'm sorry.
00:56:50Don't make the same mistake again.
00:56:53I'll never leave you.
00:56:56Do you trust me?
00:57:01I don't have anyone else to trust.
00:57:04I did everything to be with you in that bad moment.
00:57:10But I couldn't come.
00:57:12I'm so sorry.
00:57:15Let's not talk about this now.
00:57:28I really wanted to surrender, İzmir.
00:57:32I didn't want to run away.
00:57:35It's all because I couldn't pity my mother.
00:57:38We had a fight at home again.
00:57:41We came face to face with my father.
00:57:45He was trying to get rid of all the stress from my mother.
00:57:50I couldn't stay at home with that anger.
00:57:53I went to our kids' party to relax.
00:57:58I saw my ex-boyfriend Yaren there.
00:58:02It wasn't planned.
00:58:04I didn't care about Yaren anyway.
00:58:07But when someone disturbed him, I lost my anger towards my father.
00:58:10I fell down.
00:58:13It was a simple fight, but I couldn't control myself.
00:58:16He provoked me a lot.
00:58:19Everything went out of control.
00:58:23I swear, I didn't want it to happen.
00:58:26The kid was already very ill.
00:58:29When he fell into the pool on the first floor,
00:58:32he drowned.
00:58:35I didn't know what to do.
00:58:36I didn't know what to do.
00:58:38When this happened,
00:58:40if my mother went to jail, I would kill myself.
00:58:44I would.
00:58:54Ege.
00:58:56Do you want to keep the promise you made to me?
00:58:59Which one?
00:59:01You told me that one day...
00:59:03We'll get wet under the rain together.
00:59:04I'll hold your hands one day.
00:59:07I promise you, our hands will touch one day, Izmir.
00:59:13Come on.
00:59:24I haven't been to a place like this for a long time.
00:59:30Everything is monochrome in the country.
00:59:34I'm sorry.
00:59:42Didn't we wait long enough?
00:59:50Welcome to Ege's Izmir.
00:59:52I'm sorry.
01:00:02I'm sorry.
01:00:09I'm sorry.
01:00:22I'm sorry.
01:00:33Kisses and kisses to Izmir.
01:00:38Ege.
01:00:40Our secret place.
01:00:42Shall we go under the rain?
01:00:44Come on.
01:00:46Are we going to come back to the terrace?
01:00:48This is our terrace, Izmir.
01:00:50We'll come whenever you want.
01:00:52Come on.
01:01:09This is our house.
01:01:11This is our room.
01:01:13This is our bed.
01:01:15This is our blanket.
01:01:17This is our light.
01:01:19This is our world.
01:01:20You'll always be with me in this house.
01:01:26Really.
01:01:28But the tracking tactic won't work on me.
01:01:32Let's take it off. You'll get sick.
01:01:35Actually, I have clothes in my bag.
01:01:39I don't care if you don't have clothes.
01:01:42As long as I'm here, you're not allowed to wear your own clothes.
01:01:51Come on.
01:01:53Put it on.
01:01:57Okay, okay.
01:02:00I'm not looking, okay.
01:02:04Sorry.
01:02:21Are you done?
01:02:25So?
01:02:27I'm out of gold.
01:02:30Okay, you can come.
01:02:35So?
01:02:37You're out of gold.
01:02:39I'm going back to Istanbul.
01:02:41Come here.
01:02:45Come on.
01:02:47You'll get sick.
01:02:50Come on, come on.
01:02:57You're so bad.
01:02:59It wasn't like this in the movies.
01:03:08Because we're so real that we don't make movies.
01:03:20Come on.
01:03:34Shall we go to Paris tomorrow?
01:03:37Are you serious?
01:03:39I'm serious.
01:03:50I love you.
01:04:21I love you.
01:04:32I'm with you.
01:04:50I was born on a desolate island.
01:04:53I found the cure to loneliness.
01:04:56I drank, I drank, I fell in love.
01:05:00My heart can't speak without pain.
01:05:05I don't have the patience to burn.
01:05:11They should say run away.
01:05:16I don't have love inside.
01:05:21I lost my past in my mind.
01:05:24I lose my fear in my chest.
01:05:27Even if I die, I won't upset you.
01:05:34I found the Ege of Izmir.
01:05:37I'm alone now.
01:05:40I'm dead, I'm alive, I was born again.
01:05:44My heart can't speak without pain.
01:05:48I don't have the patience to burn.
01:05:55They should say run away.
01:06:00I don't have love inside.
01:06:09I don't have love inside.
01:06:19I'm alone now.
01:06:22I'm dead, I'm alive, I was born again.
01:06:28I don't have love inside.
01:06:33I don't have love inside.
01:06:38I don't have love inside.
01:06:43I don't have love inside.
01:06:49I got it.
01:06:52You're kidding me.
01:06:56It's better if you pour it on me.
01:06:59Then I'll be more drunk.
01:07:05Tell them to change the stupid song.
01:07:11Tell them to sing Muslim Gürses.
01:07:15Excuse me, can you turn on the Muslim Gurses?
01:07:26I don't speak Turkish. Why are you looking at me like that?
01:07:30You speak Turkish, sweetie.
01:07:33That's the problem.
01:07:34Am I really your sweetie?
01:07:37Oh, you're right. We're in France.
01:07:41Yeah.
01:07:42They can't play the Muslim Gurses here.
01:07:46But this is not a barrier for us to listen to the Muslim Gurses.
01:07:51What are you doing?
01:07:53I'm playing the Muslim Gurses.
01:07:57Let's listen to some harbi music.
01:08:08Oh, she finally played a real song.
01:08:11Oh, hello.
01:08:41It's so beautiful.
01:09:11You became my winter blanket
01:09:16Because you became the rain to my desert
01:09:22You became the sun to my night
01:09:28You became my companion
01:09:34You became my winter blanket
01:09:41You became my sun to my night
01:09:48I'll be right back.
01:09:52Bonsoir.
01:09:55Bonjour.
01:10:00Are you okay?
01:10:02I'm fine.
01:10:04She's here.
01:10:06Have a seat.
01:10:12Okay.
01:10:14What should we do first?
01:10:16Let's get out of here.
01:10:17But if you could help us...
01:10:20Are you mocking me?
01:10:26Wait.
01:10:41I'm sorry.
01:10:44Oh.
01:11:09Did you rob me?
01:11:11Huh?
01:11:20What?
01:11:21I had to do it for you.
01:11:27I always kept my eyes closed.
01:11:29I swear.
01:11:32You're such a liar.
01:11:33No.
01:11:36For example, you've never seen me on TV.
01:11:42Or you don't know anything about Hamza in front of you.
01:11:51You were so beautiful, Esmer.
01:11:54So innocent.
01:11:56Esmer.
01:12:01I love you.
01:12:05I love you too.
01:12:23Ege, we're going to miss the flight.
01:12:35Okay.
01:12:43Don't cry, okay?
01:12:55I'll be right back.
01:13:05Okay.
01:13:36Esmer.
01:13:38Esmer, are you okay?
01:13:39I'm so sorry.
01:13:40I didn't see you.
01:13:41I'm sorry.
01:13:42Let's go to the hospital.
01:13:47My phone.
01:13:48My phone is in the car.
01:13:49Okay, I'll bring the phone.
01:13:50Don't worry.
01:13:53There's no fracture.
01:13:54It just looks like a tissue fracture.
01:14:00Huh?
01:14:01Hello?
01:14:02Hello, my friend.
01:14:06Try not to step on it on the first day.
01:14:09Tell your family.
01:14:10They'll take care of you for a few days, Esmer.
01:14:17How are you?
01:14:18How are you?
01:14:19I'm fine.
01:14:28Ege?
01:14:29Hello, my dear.
01:14:30There's a car waiting for you at the door.
01:14:32Ege, did you come?
01:14:35No, my dear.
01:14:36Get in that car without questioning, okay?
01:14:38My family will take care of you until you recover.
01:14:40Ege, I don't even know your family.
01:14:43But they know you.
01:14:45Look.
01:14:46Don't expect me to leave you alone in that state.
01:14:50Okay, honey?
01:14:52Come on, get in the car.
01:15:06Is this your precious love?
01:15:12Welcome, my dear.
01:15:20Ali, Ege's brother.
01:15:22His wife Nalan, our model.
01:15:36This is Ege's room.
01:15:44I never touched his room.
01:15:47I wanted him to find it as if he left it one day.
01:15:52My dear Esmer.
01:15:55I'm really sorry for what happened to your family.
01:16:00I miss them so much.
01:16:05I couldn't open the door and go to my house because I was afraid I wouldn't see them.
01:16:12But I miss the smell of my house and their smell so much.
01:16:18Esmer.
01:16:19My dear.
01:16:20Go.
01:16:21Say goodbye to them.
01:16:23Otherwise, this pain in you will never go away.
01:16:26Come on, my dear.
01:16:27You rest a little.
01:16:29If you need anything, just call me.
01:16:33Thank you.
01:17:04DReally?
01:17:06I've missed you so much.
01:17:09I'm so sorry.
01:17:12I'm so sorry.
01:17:15I can't wait to see you again.
01:17:18I'm so sorry.
01:17:21I love you.
01:17:23I love you too, my dear.
01:17:26I love you so much, Esmer.
01:17:30I love you too, Esmer.
01:17:33♪♪
01:18:03♪♪
01:18:34Let me go and see my mom.
01:18:53Ah, uncle!
01:18:54Peanuts!
01:18:56Let me see, you've become a bird.
01:18:59Oh, Ege!
01:19:01How did you get here, son?
01:19:03How did you get here, son?
01:19:10Ege, how can you do this?
01:19:13I missed you.
01:19:15We missed you too.
01:19:17But how can you take this risk?
01:19:20After all the effort we've put in for you, you can't come here like you're crazy, son.
01:19:25I didn't have the strength to stand there, dad.
01:19:27What couldn't you stand, Pasha?
01:19:29You're being looked at like kings there.
01:19:31Hello, brother.
01:19:33Okay, that's enough.
01:19:35Please, let's sit at the table.
01:19:37My son hasn't come home for a long time.
01:19:40I don't want to talk about this.
01:19:42Please, come on.
01:19:44Invite İzmir too.
01:19:56I'll eat you.
01:20:01I'll fall.
01:20:03I'll fall.
01:20:10Be careful.
01:20:27Ege, where are you going?
01:20:29I'm going to Izmir.
01:20:31There's a place I have to go to.
01:20:33Are you going to drive me crazy?
01:20:36What if I get caught on the way?
01:20:38What if I reveal my fake identity?
01:20:40What if all the things we've done go to waste?
01:20:44Do you remember what happened when you were last angry like this?
01:20:47Please, calm down this time.
01:20:51And don't do anything for your son anymore.
01:20:52Don't do anything for your son anymore.
01:21:01Dad, what about the Italians?
01:21:04I'll take care of it without you.
01:21:06Take Salih with you.
01:21:08Follow your brother from a distance.
01:21:10Don't let anything happen to him, okay?
01:21:12You can find a boat from the old port and cross it.
01:21:16Am I going to be a babysitter when there are so many things to do?
01:21:19Don't exaggerate, Ali.
01:21:23Salih!
01:21:25Come on, son, we're going to babysit.
01:21:45I'll never be in it.
01:21:47Did you remember something bad?
01:21:49A little.
01:21:50Wow!
01:21:52It's like Ege.
01:21:56Call that boy.
01:21:58This world is not worth fighting alone.
01:22:00Did I cheat on you?
01:22:03It's normal to see such small bleeding due to the operation.
01:22:07Don't worry, I'm fine.
01:22:21Tell the neighbors not to park in a blocked area again.
01:22:24They parked in a blocked area again.
01:22:50I love you.
01:22:52I love you.
01:23:20I love you.
01:23:50I love you.
01:23:52I love you.
01:23:54I love you.
01:23:56I love you.
01:23:58I love you.
01:24:00I love you.
01:24:02I love you.
01:24:04I love you.
01:24:06I love you.
01:24:08I love you.
01:24:10I love you.
01:24:12I love you.
01:24:14I love you.
01:24:16I love you.
01:24:18I love you.
01:24:20I love you.
01:24:22I love you.
01:24:24I love you.
01:24:26I love you.
01:24:28I love you.
01:24:30I love you.
01:24:32I love you.
01:24:34I love you.
01:24:36I love you.
01:24:38I love you.
01:24:40I love you.
01:24:42I love you.
01:24:44I love you.
01:24:46I love you.
01:24:48I love you.
01:24:50You'll go outside and eat a late dinner.
01:24:55Yes.
01:24:57We love you, sweetie.
01:24:59We love you.
01:25:01I love you too.
01:25:20Me
01:25:33I need to be
01:25:50Oh
01:26:20Foreign
01:26:50Foreign
01:27:10Foreign
01:27:20Foreign
01:27:34Foreign
01:27:50Your voice sounds a little unpleasant. Are you tired?
01:27:52Yes, I'm a little tired. I'm going to take a shower.
01:27:55I see.
01:27:56Then you can write without sleeping.
01:27:58I will.
01:28:00I love you.
01:28:02Me too.
01:28:51I love you.
01:29:05It's a deal, isn't it?
01:29:08Look, you're a smart girl.
01:29:11And we have to be able to say goodbye to what's gone.
01:29:13We have to be able to forget.
01:29:15We can't move on without forgetting, can we?
01:29:18Forget about this, okay?
01:29:25Okay, Yaren?
01:29:26Not Yaren, Buse!
01:29:42My dear, it was incredible.
01:29:44Yes, it was really good.
01:29:48I loved the philosophical background of Sera. It was great.
01:29:52Yes, the metaphors were impressive.
01:29:55What metaphors, Izmir?
01:29:57The ones about Sera.
01:29:59There is no such character as Sera in the movie, Izmir.
01:30:02There is no such character in the movie.
01:30:05Are you kidding me?
01:30:06Ege, don't yell at me.
01:30:07I'm not yelling.
01:30:09Okay, okay.
01:30:11I'm not yelling.
01:30:13If you didn't go to the cinema with me, who were you with, Izmir?
01:30:16Who was I with, is that it?
01:30:18Who was I with?
01:30:19Obviously, it's obvious who I was with.
01:30:21Come on, tell me.
01:30:22I'm listening.
01:30:23Don't you have a name in your mind?
01:30:24You've been cold for days.
01:30:25You're different. You're lying to me.
01:30:27Wasn't this our dream?
01:30:29Didn't we plan this from the first day?
01:30:31What's more important to you than our dreams, Izmir?
01:30:34What happened that you didn't go to the cinema, Izmir?
01:30:37I followed my ex-boyfriend.
01:30:39What?
01:30:40Yes.
01:30:41I found me like a pervert and followed my ex-boyfriend who was my friend.
01:30:45What are you talking about?
01:30:47Buse, whom I met at the cafe.
01:30:49She was my friend.
01:30:50Izmir, how long have you known this?
01:30:52It's been a few days.
01:30:53You've been lying to me for days, haven't you?
01:30:55You didn't ask me, you didn't talk to me.
01:30:57You made me look like an idiot.
01:30:58What am I saying and what are you saying, Ege?
01:31:01Did you become a victim again?
01:31:02I think you saw another woman in the nightmare I've been haunting you for days.
01:31:06I've been sleeping with her for days.
01:31:08I'm guilty again, am I?
01:31:10Ege, I'm so tired.
01:31:11When my feet hurt, I think of my phone before I die.
01:31:14When someone wants to help me, I feel guilty.
01:31:17I feel good and I feel bad.
01:31:19I'm tired of being wrong all the time.
01:31:22You're mad at your father.
01:31:24But you're becoming more and more like your father, Ege.
01:31:31I had accepted you even though it was a sin.
01:31:41Izmir.
01:31:44Izmir.
01:31:51What happened to me?
01:31:53You were poisoned by fish, honey.
01:31:55Or rather, everyone who ate it was poisoned.
01:31:58Did you bring my phone?
01:32:01We told him, but he said he'd leave it to you.
01:32:03He didn't say anything else.
01:32:14Hello?
01:32:16Hello?
01:32:18You say hello when you call someone in the afternoon, Ege.
01:32:21You don't say hello to your girlfriend when you're in the hospital.
01:32:25I was sick.
01:32:26I fainted. How could you not call me?
01:32:28I was learning from Koray.
01:32:30That's not enough.
01:32:31I needed you, not you learning.
01:32:34You wouldn't make the same mistake.
01:32:36You wouldn't leave me. I was entrusted to you.
01:32:38You really look like your father, Ege.
01:32:41My goal is not to look good to me, it's just to control you.
01:32:46Then let it end, Izmir.
01:32:50You really look like your father.
01:33:41I forgot these thorns that fly from my wings
01:33:48In the face of the night
01:33:52If I look for it, I'll find it in the silence
01:33:58Like a crazy planet that's divorced from its chains
01:34:07Something happened.
01:34:09He disappeared.
01:34:11I disappeared.
01:34:12He didn't stay in the world.
01:34:14Neither did I.
01:34:15But life didn't give up on us.
01:34:18Still, it gave us a chance.
01:34:21My dreams, my hopes and my hopes...
01:34:25...were as close to me as I could hold them if I extended my hand.
01:34:29But it's too late for some things now.
01:34:33But I believed I was living a fairy tale.
01:34:37What started with a fairy tale...
01:34:39...ended with a truth.
01:35:01How is it?
01:35:04It's not easy to say it's over when it's over, is it?
01:35:11Why did you call me here?
01:35:14I thought you might have a guilty conscience.
01:35:18I didn't come here to kill someone.
01:35:22I came to see you.
01:35:34I need you very much, Dogan.
01:35:36But you weren't there at all.
01:35:40I thought you were lying for a moment.
01:35:42I sent you a secret link to find out where I was.
01:35:47And you fell for it.
01:35:49You found your place.
01:35:59I'm sorry.
01:36:03I'm sorry.
01:36:34While I couldn't stand without you...
01:36:36...you were having a great time at the party.
01:37:03What's going on?
01:37:05Calm down. It's their business.
01:37:07Don't worry about it.
01:37:09What's their business?
01:37:11Your ex-girlfriend.
01:37:13My ex-girlfriend?
01:37:15Yes, your ex-girlfriend.
01:37:17Don't worry about it.
01:37:20And with my brother.
01:37:22If I hadn't found out about your past...
01:37:24...maybe everything would have been different.
01:37:26I'm sorry.
01:37:28I'm sorry.
01:37:30I'm sorry.
01:37:32If I hadn't found out about your past...
01:37:34...maybe everything would have been different.
01:37:36Actually...
01:37:38...I was going to leave her.
01:37:40But...
01:37:44...I wanted to punish her.
01:37:58The light of my mother's eyes...
01:38:00...when she saw that her son...
01:38:02...took away the love of her life...
01:38:04...she wanted to punish him.
01:38:06Am I the love of her life?
01:38:08Why couldn't I see it, Ali?
01:38:10You couldn't.
01:38:12I have a family.
01:38:14I have a child.
01:38:16If you had left me, we would have had a family too, Ali.
01:38:21So that's why you went after İzmir, huh?
01:38:23Because I forced you to be a refugee...
01:38:25...you were going to confess everything, right?
01:38:30Are you stupid, girl?
01:38:32First they take you as a criminal partner...
01:38:34...then they ask why you didn't talk to him all this time.
01:38:36I was still in love with you.
01:38:38I was going to forget everything and go my own way.
01:38:40Despite my guilt...
01:38:42...despite waiting for months...
01:38:44...you were just like me.
01:38:46You were never loved.
01:38:48You were never seen.
01:38:54I'm used to being without love.
01:38:56You're used to it too.
01:38:59I even came to your door, you know?
01:39:01I said, if I need him...
01:39:03...he needs me too.
01:39:09When I saw your mother in front of the house...
01:39:11...I thought I came for Ege.
01:39:13That's how I found out about İzmir.
01:39:17Then I found myself after İzmir.
01:39:21I wanted to see what kind of life...
01:39:23...your brother, who ruined his life, is living.
01:39:25When I saw Ege's passion for İzmir...
01:39:27...I understood what true love is.
01:39:32What love, for God's sake?
01:39:34Is there love left?
01:39:37I will write...
01:39:39...both my own...
01:39:41...and Ege and İzmir's story from the beginning.
01:39:43What Ege?
01:39:45What Ege?
01:39:47He took everything from me all my life.
01:39:49My mother, my father, love, respect...
01:39:51...praise, everything.
01:39:53He took you.
01:39:56He took you.
01:39:58What is it?
01:40:00He's sick.
01:40:02Sick.
01:40:04Take it.
01:40:06I'm sick too.
01:40:08I'm sick.
01:40:10Come on, heal me.
01:40:12Come on, my mother, my father, you...
01:40:14...Ege, Ege's lover.
01:40:16Come on, heal me.
01:40:18Come on, heal me.
01:40:20You can't do that.
01:40:22You can't, can you?
01:40:25I'm a worthless creature.
01:40:29I have no value.
01:40:32They don't love you.
01:40:35But you do everything for them.
01:40:40They don't see you.
01:40:43But you...
01:40:44...in order not to lose their love...
01:40:48...you take everything into consideration.
01:40:50Everything.
01:40:53Sometimes people need someone else...
01:40:55...even to love themselves.
01:40:57And if they're lucky...
01:40:59...sometimes they find the value in someone else's eyes.
01:41:02For example, Buse.
01:41:04She could love herself in our eyes.
01:41:06With Ege's.
01:41:08You were right, daddy.
01:41:10Everything ends with love.
01:41:12And most of all...
01:41:14...people get along with each other.
01:41:16You were right, daddy.
01:41:19Everything ends with love.
01:41:22You told me you were as free as Izmir when we first met.
01:41:26Now you're as free as Izmir...
01:41:28...as free as Ege.
01:41:30You're as innocent as the love between us, Ege.
01:41:33I'm sorry, but...
01:41:35...your brother did everything.
01:41:51IZMIR
01:42:11I can't go back there anymore.
01:42:14I can't go back to the place where my own brother set me up, Izmir.
01:42:18Would you come to the city of our dreams...
01:42:21...if I told you to come?
01:42:26Are you having fun with me?
01:42:31No.
01:42:34I'm just very lonely.
01:42:39But if you don't want to, you're free.
01:42:42At least as free as Izmir.
01:42:45But if you need a friend...
01:42:48...a life partner...
01:42:51...I'm here.
01:42:55Because I'm here.
01:43:01When my parents left, Ege picked me up from where I fell.
01:43:06It was my turn to be everything to him.
01:43:10Numbers.
01:43:12Numbers are like the other name for dividing, breaking, classifying something.
01:43:17But pain and love can't be measured by numbers.
01:43:21I learned this when I lost everything that connected me to life when I was 18.
01:43:26And when I was everything to someone I knew for a few months...
01:43:30...when I fell in love, distances didn't make any sense.
01:43:35That's why I'm coming to you with my own truths now.
01:43:39Maybe to disappear.
01:43:41Maybe to find myself again.
01:43:47God damn it.
01:43:49It was closed.
01:43:52I think there's a problem with your phone.
01:43:54Can I help you?
01:43:58Scientists say the place where the sea meets the shore is the zero point.
01:44:02Today, I've gone over 3,391 kilometers...
01:44:06...and I've reached my own zero point.
01:44:09You're in my hands now.
01:44:11Yes.
01:44:14You're in my hands now.
01:44:16Yes.
01:44:18Because you're too big.