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00:30The miscarriage.
00:32You've been through so much.
00:34I'm still here.
00:37I'm never leaving you.
00:54Come on, Pete.
00:56Good girl, come on.
01:01Belle?
01:03Belle, are you in there?
01:05Piper, go.
01:07Good girl, good girl.
01:10Piper, stay here.
01:11Stay there, stay.
01:13Belle?
01:16Knock, knock, knock.
01:27Surprise.
01:34You walk him into work.
01:36We could get used to this.
01:38Well, whenever we end up, I will walk with you anywhere.
01:42Except I don't remember saying yes to anything yet.
01:45I don't remember you saying no, so you're still up for persuasion.
01:52Oi, pack it in.
01:54You can do that at home, not in here.
01:57I'll see you later.
01:59You most definitely will.
02:01I'm already looking forward to it.
02:04Actually, Jay, there's something I wanted to run past you.
02:07Yeah? Do you...
02:09Do you think you could run it past me later?
02:12Now, I know it's early, but...
02:16..is it too early for a drink?
02:19And the answer is...
02:21..no!
02:23Just put it on the tab.
02:25That tab is growing fast.
02:27He needs to pay for what he's drinking.
02:29No, don't worry. I'll shut it down.
02:35I bet you're just glad to have him home.
02:38Yeah. Can't believe you've discharged yourself.
02:41How are you feeling?
02:43Like I dodged a bullet. Or a wire.
02:45I must have someone watching over me.
02:47Yeah, but look what happens when they take their eye off you for a minute.
02:50You end up in that thing.
02:52I'll have to sleep down here for a while.
02:54You'll have to make me up a bed on the sofa!
02:56Well, I reckon Belle will make you a very good nurse.
02:59You're a lucky man, Tom King.
03:01I don't, I know it. There's no-one else in this whole world
03:04that I would rather have looking after me.
03:06What some people do to get off work, eh?
03:09I'd laugh if it did that so much.
03:11Thanks for all your help.
03:13You need to thank Paddy and all.
03:15I brought you back from the hospital.
03:17He brought you back from the dead.
03:19I don't think thank you comes close.
03:22I hope you're ready for what comes next.
03:25I guess now we'll find out what in sickness and in health really means.
03:30You've not been here in a while.
03:32I was beginning to think that you'd had a change of heart.
03:38I'd had to find one first.
03:41I was just, er...
03:43biding my time.
03:45Whatever holdings you think you have on me,
03:48I'm not going to let you get away with it.
03:51I'm not going to let you get away with it.
03:53I'm not going to let you get away with it.
03:56I'm not going to let you get away with it.
03:58Whatever holdings you think you have on me...
04:03..it ends now.
04:05This ends it.
04:07Oh.
04:10Literal, er...
04:13Harsh money.
04:15No more tabs. No more anything.
04:18It stops now.
04:20That's a shame, because, um...
04:23I had a proposal for you.
04:25I'm taking on a consultancy role in the business.
04:29You are not pulling my strings any more.
04:31We're done.
04:33Yes, well, of course you want to think things through,
04:36weigh out the pros and cons, but think of it as, er...
04:39..taking on a silent, um...
04:43..well, not-so-silent partner.
04:51Everything all right?
04:53I've been using his long-standing bar tab.
04:56Put him straight.
04:58What's that expression? The customer's always right.
05:01Wrong, especially when it comes to Eric.
05:09Oh, hey. Not-so-happy birthday.
05:12Not-so-how I was expecting to be spending my 30th on my own.
05:16You're not on your own.
05:18Thank you for that voucher.
05:20Yes. Sorry it's not very thoughtful.
05:22I do not have a clue what to get you with everything that's going on.
05:25Maybe some tunnelling equipment?
05:27Might need to get myself a new job before I can afford that.
05:30And Brew?
05:31You shouldn't have got yourself sacked cos of Matty, you know.
05:36How is he? I mean, you probably don't want to know the answer to that.
05:41He doesn't even want to see us, and it's my birthday.
05:44That's exactly why. He wants you to enjoy it.
05:47Oh, I don't think I'm going to enjoy anything until he's out of that place.
05:52Hey.
05:53Happy birthday.
05:54Oh, thank you, gorgeous boy.
05:57What is this?
05:58Open it.
06:05Kyle, that is beautiful.
06:07Matty helped me choose it a few weeks ago.
06:11Come here.
06:19You all good? Do you need anything else?
06:22No.
06:25We need to talk.
06:29I feel guilty, Belle.
06:31Guilty?
06:34Come here.
06:41Look.
06:44What happened to me?
06:47It's messed me up a bit.
06:48Yeah.
06:51But you, what you've been through, I mean...
06:55You had a miscarriage.
06:57I mean, your mental health, it must be in bits right now.
07:01I'm fine.
07:03Belle!
07:06No one goes through what you've been through and feels fine.
07:10There have to be.
07:13Look, it's times like this where it's important that we talk properly, communicate.
07:18Because otherwise it's just going to build up and up and...
07:24And then it's going to become a ticking time bomb.
07:29Careful. It might kick you back.
07:34I know when you're okay and when you're not okay.
07:37Is it Eric? Laura mentioned something.
07:41I can handle Eric.
07:42It's okay. I get it. It's just business.
07:45So let's talk about me instead then, shall we?
07:48And I love life that might be about to take an unexpected turn.
07:54You know, I'm not sure I'm the right bloke to be giving out relationship advice.
07:59I think Laura might be the only time I've got it right.
08:02Surely with the amount of relationships you've had, you've learned a thing or two.
08:07No offence taken.
08:09And anyway, you always tell me the truth.
08:13You tell me it exactly as it is, and that is what I love about you.
08:18I can rely on you.
08:21I'd better get back to work.
08:27You remembered to take your tablet.
08:30I know there's lights and alarms.
08:32Yeah, I remembered.
08:33Easy thing to forget with everything that's gone on.
08:36I'm only checking because I worry about you.
08:39I never stop worrying.
08:41It's why I discharged myself.
08:44I've got to keep my eye on you, don't I?
08:49What did I promise you yesterday?
08:52That you're never going to leave me.
08:55But I just want you to focus on getting better.
08:57You see, that is your problem, Belle. Right there.
09:00You are always putting other people first.
09:05I get it.
09:09Talking about things can be difficult.
09:11But I can only help you if I know everything about what happened about...
09:16the miscarriage.
09:18I've told you everything.
09:23Have you?
09:25Yeah.
09:27I feel like I have.
09:30Just, all happened so...
09:32Fast?
09:35Yeah.
09:36It's really difficult for me to talk about it.
09:41I think...
09:45You want to tell me something?
09:48I can see it.
09:49In you.
09:54Sometimes I think I know you better than you know yourself.
09:59Don't answer it.
10:04Hey.
10:06Stranger.
10:16MUSIC
10:20I know he's not big on emotion.
10:22I mean, you should know, you married him.
10:24But he seemed a bit off.
10:26Like he couldn't wait to get away.
10:28Yeah, he has been a bit off recently.
10:30I mean, I've tried to talk to him.
10:31And the wall's come up.
10:32Keep your distance.
10:34He should come to his own mode.
10:38All I wanted was a bit of advice.
10:39That I could completely disagree with, obviously.
10:41Obviously?
10:42Are we talking about Nicky?
10:45Yeah.
10:46The way his mum and dad treated him recently.
10:48Of course he's thinking about moving on.
10:50I mean, there's toxic, and then there's...
10:52Caleb and Ruby.
10:55The way his dad's been treating him.
10:58Families, who'd want one, eh?
11:01Does Jay know that you're thinking about moving on, though?
11:04Travelling the world?
11:06No, and you can't tell him.
11:07Oh, no, no.
11:08I've still got a really big decision to make.
11:11Should I stay, or should I go?
11:13Yeah, just don't rush into anything.
11:16I mean, I know that he wouldn't say this himself, but...
11:19I think Jay would be devastated if you left.
11:23After losing Rishi and Priya leaving, I think...
11:26having you around...
11:28well, it's made things a bit easier for him.
11:33I wanted to tell him before, but...
11:35I just know he'd try and talk me out of it.
11:37Oh, absolutely you will.
11:39But I won't.
11:40I'm going to sound like my dad now, but...
11:43he used to say the most important thing about a relationship was compromise.
11:47I'm going to put it out there, but...
11:49if he loves you in the same way, which I'm sure he does...
11:52why doesn't he stay?
12:02Oh, you had us worried there for a moment, Tom.
12:05Not as worried as Belle.
12:07She thought she was going to have to arrange my funeral.
12:09Tom.
12:11Well, I'm sorry if you can't laugh.
12:13Yeah, they can't stop us laughing, can they?
12:18So, from what I'm hearing...
12:20Moira's barn was pretty smashed up.
12:22Well, how did that happen?
12:25You didn't know?
12:27Well, me?
12:29I was a little bit busy almost being electrocuted to death.
12:32Yeah, what's with all the questions, Charity?
12:34Everybody's asking them.
12:36Like why, for instance, was there a great big dent in the rotary isolator?
12:41Hang on.
12:43Are you actually asking if I did this to myself?
12:45No.
12:46God, no.
12:48I just don't want anyone blaming Noah, cos he was up there, wasn't he?
12:50He was the one who fitted it.
12:52No-one's blaming Noah.
12:54It was a bit of a mess when I got there.
12:56I don't know how or why.
12:58And then I must have touched something that I shouldn't have.
13:00Next thing I know, I'm waking up in a hospital bed.
13:02He was there all night.
13:04Well, I guess if it was that bad, you'd still be in there, wouldn't you?
13:08Like you say, you've got to laugh.
13:10Well, thanks for coming.
13:13So you didn't see anyone up there then, Tom?
13:15No.
13:16And right now, all I'm focused on is getting myself better.
13:20If that's all right with you.
13:22Sorry.
13:23Just trying to work out what happened, you know?
13:25Whoever did this...
13:28Look, we just want to be left alone.
13:31It's not a good time for us right now.
13:34That's making me wonder why you're not still in hospital then, eh?
13:36Because I'm not talking about me, all right? I'm talking about Belle.
13:38I'm talking about the miscarriage.
13:46So, Dawn and Billy, they must be, what, excited, nervous, terrified, all at the same time?
13:52I mean, at least he's coming home, and that's good, isn't it?
13:54Yeah.
13:55And what brilliant timing for Thomas to get a streaming cold.
13:58I mean, I know he's in nursery, so he's always got something, but...
14:01Yeah, germ factories, aren't they?
14:03Yeah, exactly.
14:04And I know Evan's got to be protected, I get that, I do,
14:07but I'm just going to be worried about Thomas sneezing or breathing, touching the wrong thing.
14:11Well, I tell you what, why don't you move back in with me?
14:15Really?
14:16Yeah, I mean, Arthur's in Australia, and there's more than enough room in the inn.
14:21Oh, well, look, I wasn't asking.
14:23Yeah, but, Gabby, you and Thomas are family, you're always welcome,
14:26and to be honest, I could do with another woman in the house.
14:29Oh, well, thanks, Laurel.
14:31Oh, it'll be like living at home again.
14:33I'd better get my stuff packed.
14:34Oh, that's the plan.
14:38Right, Eric.
14:40Here we are.
14:41OK.
14:43No need for that.
14:45Table sorted.
14:46Sorry?
14:47Oh, but I will take a bottle of that dreadfully overpriced New Zealand Pinot Noir.
14:54Brenda and I might enjoy a cheeky glass later on tonight, if you don't mind.
14:58Well, I don't mind.
14:59I mean, I don't know what arrangement you've got with Jake, but you can't not pay.
15:03Well, let me say it slowly for you, dear.
15:08If you've got a problem, you speak to your lovely husband,
15:12and I'm sure he'll put you straight.
15:16He'll have a margarita one.
15:17He can have whichever pizza he wants.
15:21Happy birthday!
15:22I thought we were here for you.
15:24You so fell for it.
15:25Hey!
15:29Hey.
15:30Yeah, well, Marty would want you to enjoy it,
15:33even though there's still other things going on.
15:35It's amazing.
15:36Thank you, everyone.
15:38No Cain?
15:39Oh, I doubt he'll be missed.
15:41Go on, open it.
15:47Why didn't you tell anyone?
15:50I wasn't ready.
15:56I told someone.
15:59Who?
16:02Mac.
16:05I'm sorry, I had to talk to someone.
16:10And please thank him for me.
16:13He was brilliant. He's a great listener.
16:16Sorry, you actually told Mac?
16:19Yes, did I?
16:21I'm sorry.
16:22But I told him to keep it to himself, and obviously he did.
16:25But we do know the real reason why you didn't want anyone knowing, don't we?
16:30And it's okay.
16:32You can tell the truth now.
16:35Well, you felt ashamed.
16:38Ashamed?
16:42For not keeping the baby, that somehow this is her fault.
16:46No, Belle, this is not your fault.
16:49I know that, I keep trying to tell her.
16:52Belle, listen to me, do you remember when I had the ectopic pregnancy?
16:57I was in such a bad place, I had all the same emotions, shame, anger, guilt.
17:01It's just your brain, making you feel worse.
17:05Belle, nobody can tell you how to feel, but I have been there.
17:08It's like losing something you never had.
17:12But that loss is still real, it still hurts.
17:14It hurts like mad.
17:18She just needs time to process things, we both do.
17:20On her own.
17:31I spoke to Debs.
17:36I guess that's why you were planning on going to Scotland.
17:38What?
17:40Nothing was planned.
17:43Belle probably doesn't want to keep talking about it.
17:45Yeah, I know, but...
17:46We're fine, honestly.
17:49Thank you for coming round.
17:51Belle, if you need anything, anything at all, don't tell anyone.
17:55We just want to keep it quiet.
18:16I'm sorry.
18:26It was as if Eric was goading me.
18:31It felt like getting the drink and pouring it over his head.
18:33But that'd be more profits down the drain, wouldn't it?
18:36Oh, no, I felt awful.
18:38You know, what with his illness and everything.
18:40But it doesn't make him a charity case.
18:42I'll have a word.
18:43Well, I'm supposed to have a word with you.
18:46Apparently, if I've got a problem, speak to your lovely husband, he said.
18:51And you are doing, so I'll deal with it.
18:53Yeah, but it was as if he had some kind of hold over you.
18:58Yeah, well, that's news to me.
19:01But, well, I hope he shares it with your lovely husband,
19:04because, well, I'm quite intrigued.
19:06I'm probably imagining it.
19:07You remember Debbie, don't you?
19:10She's all over the place.
19:12So we did discuss visiting, but nothing was set in stone.
19:17Yeah, yeah, I did think it was a bit weird.
19:21But if you were going up to Scotland,
19:23you would have told me first, though, wouldn't you?
19:26Obviously.
19:28But my dad's up there, so it might be nice in the future.
19:32Listening to charity earlier, it was awful, wasn't it?
19:37I know.
19:39I mean, what she's been through, that poor woman.
19:43And knowing that you have been through almost the exact same thing,
19:47I mean, it absolutely breaks my heart.
19:52Tom.
19:55I'm sorry.
19:57I'm sorry.
19:58What?
19:59Tom.
20:02I just wish I knew what to say to make things better.
20:06You don't have to say anything.
20:09It's like losing something that you never had,
20:13but that loss still hurt.
20:17That's what she said, right? Something like that?
20:20Yep.
20:23I can't imagine the pain that you are going through right now, Belle.
20:27I just feel so helpless.
20:30Well, don't.
20:33You've had a miscarriage.
20:35I mean, you might never get over this.
20:37I have to.
20:38Not on your own, not without help.
20:41Look, hospitals, they have things in place for this kind of thing,
20:46but you're telling me that you weren't offered anything at all?
20:49I didn't want anything.
20:50Because you weren't in the right frame of mind, Belle.
20:52You just lost your baby.
20:54I want to know why you weren't given proper support.
20:58What are you doing, Tom?
20:59Getting answers.
21:01Don't do that.
21:03Belle, we can't heal unless we get past it.
21:05Tom, please.
21:07Please don't.
21:09Please.
21:12I didn't...
21:15I didn't have a miscarriage.
21:18I lied to you.
21:21And I'm so sorry.
21:22And I'm so sorry.
21:25I've had an abortion.
21:44Go on, then. Blow them out.
21:48Make a wish.
21:49Well, no prizes for guessing what that's going to be.
21:53Yay!
21:55I'll make the same one. I make it every night.
22:00I'm guessing you weren't wishing for that.
22:02Something come up?
22:03Yep, let's go to work.
22:07You can go outside and play football if you want.
22:09Can I still have some cake?
22:10No, I'm leaving the company with it.
22:12No, you're not.
22:13Won't be the first time.
22:16Pardon?
22:17Pardon?
22:21Done a lovely job, eh? I said to make it really special.
22:25I just wonder how many more I'm going to have to spend without Matty.
22:28Well, plenty more cake to go around every cloud, eh?
22:31Is that supposed to be funny?
22:33He's in prison. He's not dead.
22:35Who invited you?
22:38What are you doing?
22:39I'm trying to lighten the mood, but obviously making it worse.
22:42Do you really think this can get any worse?
22:44This is as bad as it gets.
22:47Is that the right answer?
22:57So what's Tom said about it?
22:59Cos everything was fine when I left.
23:01Mum?
23:02I think Tom's got bigger things on his mind right now.
23:05So nobody's blaming me?
23:08Mum, are you all right? What's happened?
23:12It's Belle.
23:14What about her?
23:18OK, look, you can't tell anyone.
23:21The miscarriage.
23:23Hang on, you knew too?
23:26Yeah, Tom told me. I wasn't meant to say anything.
23:29Mac wasn't meant to say anything either.
23:31So what, everyone knew but me?
23:33I wanted to.
23:34No, he should have told me straight away. This is family.
23:37Yeah, I'm sorry. I promised him.
23:41Something is not adding up here.
23:44About what?
23:45Everything!
23:46Belle hasn't told a soul about this miscarriage yet
23:49and yet Tom, there he is, telling the world!
23:51Yeah, he's just talking about things that are on his mind.
23:54That's what you're supposed to do, innit?
23:56I just get the feeling that Tom is saying the things
23:59that he thinks people want to hear.
24:01I don't know.
24:02Mum, I just think you need to get off his back a bit.
24:04He's a decent guy.
24:05No.
24:06No, he's not decent.
24:08He's almost perfect.
24:10And when someone or something appears perfect...
24:16I'm so sorry.
24:21I can't...
24:26Do you realise what you're telling me?
24:29I know.
24:31Do you?
24:32I feel sick!
24:34I didn't know how to tell you.
24:38I didn't know what to say, to think.
24:41I mean, everything you told me!
24:45I wanted to tell you the truth.
24:47But what? It was easier to lie!
24:50I didn't want to hurt you.
24:52Hurt me?
24:53I'm sorry.
24:56For what? For lying?
24:58Or murdering our baby?
25:03Is it my fault?
25:05Your fault.
25:10I must have...
25:12I must have driven you to it.
25:14I mean, no-one...
25:16No-one kills their own baby for no reason.
25:22You heard what Gerry said.
25:24What that loss...
25:26feels like.
25:32But it must have meant nothing to you.
25:35It did.
25:36It really did.
25:39That's why you were going to Scotland.
25:42No, I told you...
25:43I saw the suitcase, Belle!
25:48You got rid of our baby.
25:51And then you were going to leave me.
25:59I don't know how long I've got on this,
26:01but I just wanted to say happy birthday.
26:03I really wanted to see you today.
26:05I know.
26:06Sorry about everything.
26:08I just didn't want you thinking of this place today.
26:10It's all I think about.
26:13And you.
26:14I never stop thinking about you.
26:17Kyle gave you his present?
26:19Yeah.
26:20He said you helped him pick it.
26:22Yeah.
26:24I love it.
26:26I love you.
26:28Look, I've, er...
26:30I mean about how I've got to go, right?
26:32I want to stay out.
26:33I can do the same.
26:34So you don't need to worry about me, all right?
26:35Bye.
26:43Bye.
27:14Look, how long is this going to...?
27:19Oh, er...
27:20Clemmie and Lucas did that.
27:22Took them ages.
27:24It's amazing. I can tell.
27:26Tea?
27:29You know, this house has never been this big.
27:31It's never been this big.
27:33It's never been this big.
27:35It's never been this big.
27:37It's never been this big.
27:39It's never been this big.
27:41It's never been this big.
27:42You know, this house has never been so clean.
27:46I think it's been disinfected with an inch of its life.
27:50Well, we are so grateful for everything.
27:54Just so as you know, er...
27:56Gabby and Thomas have moved out.
27:58She thought it would lessen the chance of infection.
28:02They didn't need to do that.
28:03No, well, that's what I said, but...
28:05when Gabby's mind's made up...
28:07Yeah, well, Thomas is your grandson.
28:09It must have...
28:10Well, it's probably the right thing to do.
28:13And it's only for a while.
28:15Not forever.
28:18Oh, the kids would love to see him.
28:20Shall I give them a shout?
28:21No.
28:22No, he's really tired.
28:24Hey.
28:25Hello.
28:39Please say something.
28:45I felt like we just needed a little time apart.
28:48A little time?
28:51We've been fighting.
28:53So you were punishing me, OK?
28:56No, I wasn't.
28:58I felt like we...
29:00Like I just wasn't in the best place.
29:03And I told you, Tom, I did tell you.
29:05I didn't know if I could take the stress on of a baby.
29:08If I was mentally strong enough, and then the fire.
29:11I didn't know if I could look after myself, let alone anyone else.
29:15So why didn't you tell me that?
29:19Because I was scared.
29:20Scared?
29:21So I lied about the miscarriage.
29:25You're scared of me?
29:28I can make you mad sometimes.
29:30So I'm some...
29:31Some monster that you're trying to escape?
29:33No.
29:34This is on me. It's all on me.
29:40I bet you wish that Paddy was never there.
29:44What?
29:45Well, think about it.
29:47If I died in that barn, think how many problems for you that would have solved.
29:52Tom, when I found out you almost died, my life...
29:56My life stopped.
29:58Yeah, so a new one could begin without me.
30:01I don't want a new one, Tom.
30:05Maybe this is for the best.
30:08Maybe we aren't meant to be together.
30:10No.
30:11No, don't say that.
30:13We are.
30:14And this can show just how strong we are.
30:17Strong.
30:18You didn't want my baby, Belle.
30:20I do.
30:21I do want your baby.
30:22I just... I didn't feel like it was the right time, but I was...
30:25I was wrong.
30:27You know some men wouldn't be able to get past this.
30:29Tom!
30:31Please.
30:32Please just give me a second chance. Let me show you.
30:35Let me show you how much I love you.
30:37You wouldn't do this to someone that you love.
30:39You know I do.
30:43I don't... I don't know anymore.
30:46I...
30:47You've hurt me more than I ever thought possible.
30:54You've destroyed my world, Belle.
31:15I love you.
31:32I think you're in the wrong cell.
31:34No, it's the right cell.
31:37I've been put in it.
31:39But I was told that I...
31:40Told you what?
31:42No, I just...
31:44I had a cell to myself.
31:54I told you you'd got en suite too.
32:01First time, is it?
32:04Yeah, me too.
32:07And what I did...
32:09I didn't do it either.
32:14You here?
32:15Yeah, yeah.
32:17Well, I'm up here then.
32:24I'm Les.
32:27Batty.
32:30Yeah, I was about your age when I paid me first visit.
32:35The man that walked in was very different to the one that walked out.
32:39I'm just going to keep my head down.
32:41Yeah.
32:43Well, sometimes you've got to keep it up, son.
32:46You might not see him coming.
32:53Do you know the kids are asking about him again?
32:56No.
32:59Look, we're doing everything that we're told.
33:03We were never going to stay in the hospital.
33:06Yeah, but how do we know we're being careful enough?
33:09How can we possibly know we're keeping him safe?
33:12There's all these people.
33:14The breathing, whatever the...
33:17I mean, if he gets infected...
33:22Dawn, it is OK to be scared.
33:26But, you know, the help doesn't stop.
33:33Sorry.
33:35I think I'm just overthinking everything.
33:39No, you're not.
33:40You're just being like any normal mother would be.
33:44It's not normal, though, is it?
33:47Did you know...
33:49..that Las Vegas is the brightest place on Earth from outer space?
33:54Right, well, unless I've got a spaceship.
33:56And nearly 150 marriages happen there every day.
34:01Ah, so now the ulterior motive becomes clear.
34:04Well, if you're going to gamble...
34:07Yeah, but that's the thing, Vicky.
34:10I've never been too good with risk.
34:13And, look, I get it.
34:14The way your dad treated you, I'd want to run too.
34:16I'm not running.
34:19I'm escaping.
34:21And it doesn't have to be Vegas first, it can be anywhere in the world.
34:24So what about here?
34:26Look, you leaving, you've got nothing to lose, but I do.
34:31I can't lose Jake.
34:33I can't lose Jake.
34:35He's my brother.
34:36We've literally just founded...
34:41Sorry.
34:42No.
34:44It's just I thought that you were coming round to the idea,
34:46but you're obviously not.
34:48No, I am. I really am. It's just...
34:52Not now?
34:54I'm not saying never.
34:59It's OK.
35:01Yeah, I don't want to be around my family,
35:03but I don't want to be anywhere that you're not.
35:08Maybe I'll just have to start serving for that spaceship.
35:27Laurel, tell me what you said to her.
35:29You should have stopped this before it even started.
35:31So the consultancy is off the table, then, is it?
35:37Might be a mistake.
35:39My advice could be quite valuable.
35:42You keep pushing me.
35:43What do you think's going to happen?
35:45You're weak.
35:47A total fraud.
35:49I almost feel sorry for you. Almost.
35:52Shut up.
35:54I shouldn't say this, but...
35:56I'm glad that Rishi is no longer with us,
35:59because he would be utterly ashamed the way you've turned out to be.
36:03You back off now, or I swear to God...
36:05Jay?
36:07What on earth are you doing?
36:09Sorry.
36:11I must have touched a wrong raw nerve.
36:15I'm just a silly old man.
36:17Right. Oh, don't you play that card.
36:19He's lying.
36:21No, you're lying to me.
36:23I know you are. I'm not stupid.
36:26Home now.
36:49Must have been a bit of a shock.
36:53Shock?
36:54You know what happened to you?
36:56Electric shock.
36:58Nice.
36:59Nice wheels.
37:01Yeah, yeah, I think my boy racer days might be over.
37:04Hey, it's a great little sick note for you, though.
37:06And you know what they say, where there's blame, there's a claim.
37:09Anyway, I'm just glad that you're all right.
37:12Last thing anybody around here needs is another funeral.
37:15Thanks.
37:16I think.
37:2449.
37:4049.
37:4450.
37:51How much do you bench press?
37:53I don't know.
37:55You don't know?
37:57Gym's not really my thing.
37:59Yeah.
38:02Neither anymore.
38:05Too many clowns taking photos of each other.
38:08Really gets my back up.
38:11It's not like that in here, though.
38:15Every clown, eh?
38:17Definitely.
38:19You've still not told me what you're in here for.
38:22Nothing. I'm innocent.
38:24Fast learner.
38:28You probably think I'm a right nutjob, don't you?
38:31No.
38:32Well, I am.
38:35You see, my thing...
38:42I like fire, me.
38:45Yeah.
38:49Watching the flames.
38:52The smell.
38:55Heat.
38:58Burning.
39:05Oh, look at your face.
39:08You look terrified.
39:11There.
39:12I'm only playing, were you?
39:14Mate.
39:15Or am I?
39:19DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
39:25I'm waiting.
39:29OK.
39:31Well, you know, when I told you that Amit killed me dad?
39:35Oh, no new information. Really?
39:37I know. I know. It sounded crazy.
39:39It sounds even crazier now.
39:40No, no, no. Will you just listen to me?
39:43Please?
39:44My dad didn't fall down the stairs.
39:47He was pushed by his own brother.
39:50OK? I just couldn't prove it back then.
39:52But you can now.
39:53Yes.
39:54Amit confessed to everything.
39:56Just like that?
39:58Look, Eric was on to him too, all right?
40:00He's been doing some digging of his own.
40:02And when Amit was cornered,
40:04when he realised that there was no way out,
40:06he admitted everything.
40:08So why didn't you go to the police, then?
40:11Because...
40:13we still didn't have any evidence.
40:16We still didn't have anything concrete.
40:19Amit thought he could just make it all go away,
40:22so he offered up his chairs in Hop
40:25and he promised that he would disappear.
40:27Ah, right.
40:28And you took him up on his very kind offer.
40:31Yeah.
40:33I know it might seem silly now, Laurel,
40:36but at the time it just seemed like that was going to be best for everyone.
40:40No, best for you, Jay!
40:42You wanted the truth, now you've got the truth, OK?
40:45What about Eric?
40:47Hmm?
40:48Eric.
40:50Yeah, Eric.
40:52Well...
40:53Eric...
40:55Eric's been blackmailing me.
40:57All right?
40:58He's been making me jump through all kinds of hoops to keep his silence.
41:02Why?
41:05Amit begged me not to tell Sonny that he killed me dad, all right?
41:11It was part of the deal.
41:13OK, he didn't want his son to know that he was a murderer.
41:18So he made me take the chairs in at Hop
41:20and even the ones that he'd promised Sonny,
41:22and Eric knew about that deal.
41:24That you had accepted it?
41:26Yes!
41:28I didn't have much choice, Laurel.
41:31You left Sonny with nothing.
41:34He's your own brother, how could you?
41:36Do you know what? I am so lost in all of this.
41:39I don't believe a word that comes out your mouth!
41:44DOOR OPENS
41:57I didn't know when you'd be coming back.
42:00Someone's been busy.
42:02Don't.
42:06I thought you'd want to eat.
42:09And I know none of this makes up for what I've done, but...
42:15There's a but?
42:25I've just been trying to figure out how I can show you
42:29how much I regret what I've done to you.
42:32By getting the fancy plates out?
42:34By getting the fancy plates out.
42:38Do you want me to leave?
42:43If we're done, Tom...
42:46If you don't love me anymore...
42:51Please, can you say something?
42:54Tom...
42:55Oh, you'd love me to leave, wouldn't you?
42:57And then Tom looks like the bad guy all over again.
43:01I just want you to tell me how we can get past this.
43:06I hate myself.
43:09And I will always be sorry.
43:12But I love you.
43:15I love you, Tom, and I never meant to hurt you.
43:18And I promise I will never, ever hurt you again.
43:31I don't think...
43:35I could stop loving you, Belle.
43:41Even if I wanted to.
43:43Thank you.
43:49Please, don't make me regret this.
44:01And if you want to visit the village for yourself,
44:04you can now book onto the Emmerdale Village Tour.
44:07Details at emmerdalevillagetour.co.uk.
44:11And we've the leader interviews with Zakir Starmer.
44:15On the way next.
44:30.