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00:00:00What made you want to become an egg donor?
00:00:30I found out about the egg donor program.
00:00:37You get a lot of money for it, don't you?
00:00:41I've seen people struggling with it, so I wanted to help them.
00:00:48It's nice. It's a special experience.
00:00:54To be honest, I want to know more about the system.
00:00:58I might be able to help you someday.
00:01:03Do I have to tell you why I want to become an egg donor?
00:01:09I'm a self-satisfied person.
00:01:13I'm not a volunteer.
00:01:17Do you still have time?
00:01:20I have to pick up the kids.
00:01:23Kids cost a lot of money.
00:01:29Is it true that it's better to have a birth experience?
00:01:33In Japan, it's not allowed.
00:01:36Women who want to have children are not allowed.
00:01:39Because we have to go to a foreign hospital, the financial burden increases.
00:01:44Only people who can go abroad can become an egg donor.
00:01:49It's a strange story, isn't it?
00:01:52It's great to be able to help people, get money, and travel.
00:01:59I thought it was amazing.
00:02:02I want to go to Hawaii.
00:02:07Can't you go to the sea in Hawaii?
00:02:10In Hawaii?
00:02:12What are you doing in Hawaii?
00:02:16Do you want me to go to another country?
00:02:18No, I can't.
00:02:22After graduating from college and getting a job,
00:02:26it's easy for me to get pregnant.
00:02:37I don't want to give up my career, marriage, and childbirth.
00:02:43So I know how you feel.
00:02:55I'm a lesbian.
00:02:58I like girls.
00:03:01I can't think of giving birth.
00:03:06I wonder why I was born in a woman's body.
00:03:10I wonder what it means to be born in a woman's body.
00:03:20When I become an egg donor, I feel fulfilled.
00:03:50Sister.
00:03:51I'm sorry.
00:04:07I still don't understand.
00:04:10If you want to register as an egg donor,
00:04:13and provide your own egg,
00:04:16doesn't that mean I'm the one giving birth?
00:04:18No, you're not.
00:04:22That's right.
00:04:26After you register as an egg donor,
00:04:29your wife will give birth.
00:04:34What exactly is an egg donor?
00:04:40You put a thin needle into the ovary,
00:04:44suck in the egg, and take the egg.
00:04:46You don't feel any pain.
00:04:52It's the same procedure as freezing an egg.
00:04:58So it doesn't affect your body.
00:05:02Some people may feel a slight pain.
00:05:08But in Japan,
00:05:11we don't have a law for the third-party egg donation.
00:05:17So when you have an operation,
00:05:20you have to stay in Malaysia or Hawaii for 2-3 weeks.
00:05:25Then you can have an egg donation.
00:05:32I only have 3 months left until I'm 30.
00:05:35Can I register as an egg donor?
00:05:39Of course you can.
00:05:42But it depends on the person
00:05:45how long it will take to register.
00:05:49So it may be less likely.
00:05:54Is it easier for young people to register?
00:05:58Like men?
00:06:00No, it's not like that.
00:06:02It depends on your profile.
00:06:05Is it easier for beautiful women to register?
00:06:09No.
00:06:11Japanese couples don't talk about egg donation
00:06:15to their children.
00:06:18So it's important to know
00:06:22if the person is similar to the wife of the couple.
00:06:26That's the most important thing.
00:06:29I'll tell you about my impression.
00:06:32Do you have a face-to-face talk?
00:06:35I don't have a face-to-face talk.
00:06:38You don't have a face-to-face talk with children?
00:06:41No.
00:06:43If you want, I can tell you if you were born safely
00:06:47and your gender.
00:06:55Even if you have an egg donation,
00:06:58it won't affect your childbirth.
00:07:01I'm not interested in marriage or children.
00:07:05You're still young.
00:07:07I'm 30 years old.
00:07:09When I was 30,
00:07:11I didn't think I would get married.
00:07:14What about your child?
00:07:16My two-year-old daughter.
00:07:19Did your mother like it?
00:07:24Yes.
00:07:27What did you say to your mother?
00:07:30What?
00:07:32My mother is stubborn.
00:07:35I told her not to give egg donation.
00:07:38Some people don't report it.
00:07:41They don't have any obligation.
00:07:44But some of them were accompanied by their mother.
00:07:48Accompanied?
00:07:50They said it was a family trip to Hawaii.
00:07:56Is that so?
00:08:00Yes.
00:08:31Junko.
00:08:33It's you, Aoi.
00:08:38It's been a long time.
00:08:40Since my grandmother's funeral.
00:08:43I didn't expect to see you here.
00:08:53How are your parents?
00:08:56I haven't been home much.
00:08:58How about you?
00:09:00How about you?
00:09:02How are your aunts?
00:09:06I don't know.
00:09:11What happened?
00:09:13We were living together.
00:09:15We quarreled and broke up.
00:09:17We didn't have a place to go.
00:09:19We enjoyed ourselves.
00:09:23Don't you go home?
00:09:28I don't know.
00:09:50Excuse me.
00:09:51I'm sorry.
00:09:56Can I stay here for a day?
00:09:59I don't want to bother you.
00:10:01My boyfriend will be angry.
00:10:03I don't have a boyfriend.
00:10:05Is it stressful to have someone in the room?
00:10:08No, it's not.
00:10:14Don't be shy.
00:10:16We are cousins.
00:10:18Can I live here?
00:10:19What?
00:10:22I want to make money.
00:10:24I want to buy a room.
00:10:28Three months is fine.
00:10:32I won't tell your aunt.
00:10:34What?
00:10:36I don't want her to know about Egg Doner.
00:10:39It's a secret between us.
00:10:49I'm sorry.
00:11:11Are you sure?
00:11:13Yes.
00:11:16But...
00:11:17You are my ex-girlfriend.
00:11:21You want to get back with me, don't you?
00:11:27A man?
00:11:31Never mind.
00:11:33A woman.
00:11:48I'm sorry.
00:11:50What?
00:11:52I should have explained it to you.
00:11:54You don't like me, do you?
00:11:56No, I don't.
00:11:58It's fine.
00:12:10Don't push yourself.
00:12:13It's fine.
00:12:14Don't worry about it.
00:12:16I don't care.
00:12:18I'm a reasonable person.
00:12:20I don't discriminate.
00:12:22I told my senior that I was gay.
00:12:27Besides, we are cousins.
00:12:30Right, Aoi?
00:12:36Can you stop it?
00:12:38What?
00:12:40I'm just kidding.
00:12:41I'm sorry.
00:13:11I'm sorry.
00:13:23Aoi.
00:13:25I told you the other day.
00:13:27The electricity in the bathroom...
00:13:29I'm sorry.
00:13:42I'm sorry.
00:13:53Aoi, pudding.
00:13:56I'm sorry.
00:14:11I'm sorry.
00:14:25Aoi.
00:14:30I'm sorry.
00:14:33Pudding.
00:14:35Don't call me Aoi.
00:14:38I'm sorry.
00:14:41I'm sorry.
00:15:03What?
00:15:05Something happened, didn't it?
00:15:07I know.
00:15:08Aoi.
00:15:10I've been thinking...
00:15:12I don't get it.
00:15:15You have a boyfriend, don't you?
00:15:17Why is that?
00:15:19Because you look happy.
00:15:22Why do you think like that?
00:15:26So, what happened?
00:15:28Nothing.
00:15:30My cousin came to play.
00:15:32That's all?
00:15:34Yes.
00:15:35Well, he came to play.
00:15:38He lives there.
00:15:41I think it's a one-room house.
00:15:45I can't live there.
00:15:48But he's my cousin, so I can't do anything.
00:15:51Just kick him out.
00:15:53What if I tell my parents?
00:15:55I can't tell them because of the circumstances.
00:15:59Do you have a weakness?
00:16:01Weakness?
00:16:02I don't know.
00:16:04I feel like I'm being held.
00:16:08What do you mean?
00:16:11Tea.
00:16:13Yes.
00:16:23I'm relieving stress here, so don't do it anymore.
00:16:28But it may be good for Junko.
00:16:30It's like rehabilitation.
00:16:32Rehabilitation?
00:16:34Love rehabilitation.
00:16:36My cousin is a woman.
00:16:39But isn't it good to live with someone?
00:16:47Your skin is smooth.
00:16:49It's unfair.
00:17:00I'm sorry.
00:17:30I'm sorry.
00:18:01I'm sorry.
00:18:06I'm sorry.
00:18:30I'm sorry.
00:18:38Welcome back.
00:18:41I'm sorry.
00:18:43You're late.
00:18:46Did you go to work?
00:18:55Are you okay?
00:18:57I'm fine.
00:19:02Tomoko is a girl.
00:19:05Tomoko?
00:19:07She's at Chizukaoka.
00:19:10Oh, Tomoko.
00:19:13She was born.
00:19:16I got a message from my mother asking me what to do for my birthday.
00:19:21I wonder if my relatives will gather.
00:19:24It's a hassle.
00:19:29Relatives.
00:19:37Oh, Junko.
00:19:39Long time no see.
00:19:41By the way, how's the wedding?
00:19:44I'm looking forward to it.
00:19:47I wonder if I'll be excited at the wedding.
00:19:50It's a little similar.
00:19:51I'll introduce you to a good person.
00:19:54Birth is not about physical strength.
00:19:56It's better to be early.
00:20:04It's a hassle.
00:20:06Well, that's true.
00:20:09That's all.
00:20:12The value that a woman is happy to have a child after marriage.
00:20:18That generation is strong.
00:20:22You're still fine.
00:20:27I'm not even in that dimension.
00:20:33Oh, Tomoko.
00:20:35You're dressed like a boy again.
00:20:38You're a girl, so it's a waste if you don't wear cute clothes.
00:20:51It's a hassle.
00:20:58It's true.
00:21:00Maybe prejudice is stronger than our generation.
00:21:09It has nothing to do with the generation.
00:21:18What's up?
00:21:21Nothing.
00:21:26I think you're worrying too much.
00:21:31It's not good to think too much.
00:21:34It's not normal anyway.
00:21:37I don't want to use the same toilet.
00:21:39I don't want to be seen changing clothes.
00:21:41Everyone thinks so anyway.
00:21:43Who told you that?
00:21:44You just don't realize it anyway.
00:21:52I'm sorry.
00:21:54You're having a hard time with relatives like me.
00:22:08Are you going to change jobs?
00:22:11Well, kind of.
00:22:16I'm going to change jobs.
00:22:18I don't know.
00:22:22When I think about my old age,
00:22:28I don't have the energy or the ability to work hard.
00:22:35You're great.
00:22:38You're great.
00:22:41I'm just looking at the magazine.
00:22:48I don't want to think about it.
00:22:53I don't want to think about it.
00:23:18I'm sorry.
00:23:49I'm going.
00:23:52Goodbye.
00:24:39Hey.
00:24:41Don't you have that?
00:24:51It's 298 yen for 10 packs, so it's 30 yen.
00:24:56I'll pay you later.
00:25:27I'm sleepy.
00:25:48How much is it?
00:25:49It's okay.
00:25:51It was in the shelf.
00:26:04It's 30 yen.
00:26:15Here you go.
00:26:22It's useless.
00:26:24What?
00:26:26Think about it.
00:26:28It's 30 yen for one sheet.
00:26:30If I take it back four times a day,
00:26:34it's 840 yen in a week.
00:26:38That's every month, right?
00:26:40The period starts at the age of 15 and the average is about 50 years old.
00:26:45That means...
00:26:50It's a waste of 352,800 yen.
00:26:55You can go on a trip.
00:26:56I can.
00:26:57It's a waste of money.
00:26:59Do you want to have a baby?
00:27:02No, I don't.
00:27:03Are you going to get married?
00:27:04No, I'm not interested in it.
00:27:07You might have a trauma.
00:27:09You might be deceived by a strange man.
00:27:10What are you talking about?
00:27:11You might be deceived by a married man.
00:27:13Don't say that.
00:27:14You look like you're hurt.
00:27:15I've been a bad man for a long time.
00:27:17That's because you don't have the eyes to see your man.
00:27:20Hey.
00:27:21You're too kind.
00:27:22You might be deceived.
00:27:23You're too kind.
00:27:24You're too kind.
00:27:25I'm too kind?
00:27:27You're too kind.
00:27:29I'm too kind.
00:27:36I'm too kind.
00:27:37I'm not too kind.
00:27:38I'm not too kind.
00:27:41We subscribed to EGDONA not to waste this waste of money.
00:27:47Yes, it's a waste of money.
00:27:49Yes, it's a waste of money.
00:27:51I don't want to get married.
00:27:53It's meaningless to get married if you have a baby.
00:27:57I heard that the car tax is 500,000 yen.
00:27:59So, it's 500,000 yen minus 350,000 yen.
00:28:02It's a plus of 150,000 yen.
00:28:07I don't think I can be chosen.
00:28:13Why?
00:28:15I can only choose until I'm 30 years old.
00:28:17I'm 29 years old now.
00:28:19I don't have time to spend with my family.
00:28:21I don't have time to spend with my family.
00:28:25Then, why did you subscribe to EGDONA?
00:28:31I wanted to reduce my regret.
00:28:35Regret?
00:28:39I didn't want to get married.
00:28:40I didn't want to get married.
00:28:41I didn't want to have a baby.
00:28:42I didn't want to have a baby.
00:28:43I didn't want to have a baby.
00:28:44One day, I regretted for having a baby.
00:28:51I thought there is a child who have the same blood as me.
00:28:57I thought there is a child who have the same blood as me.
00:28:58I thought there is a child who have the same blood as me.
00:29:01I felt that my regret was relieved.
00:29:07It's a self-satisfaction.
00:29:08What do you want to be when you grow up?
00:29:13That doesn't make any sense.
00:29:16Let's be chosen. You signed up for it, didn't you? Why are you giving up?
00:29:21Well...
00:29:23Let's do our best.
00:29:25What do you mean?
00:29:27To be chosen.
00:29:29What do you mean?
00:29:31I'll do my best to find what I can do best.
00:29:34Don't you think you'll be chosen if you do your best?
00:29:38I think so.
00:29:41Let's do our best.
00:29:43Right?
00:30:03To be chosen.
00:30:05To be chosen.
00:30:07What's important is a photo.
00:30:09Right.
00:30:10A natural smile is not enough.
00:30:21Your eyes look like yours.
00:30:24Oh, the music is just like mine.
00:30:27That's what I think.
00:30:29That's what I think.
00:30:34To be chosen.
00:30:35To be chosen.
00:30:37To be chosen, food is important.
00:30:39A healthy diet is important.
00:30:51But sweets are different.
00:30:54No, I mean patience.
00:30:58What if you're chosen by Egg Doner?
00:31:01What if I'm chosen?
00:31:03Have you checked your passport?
00:31:05No, I'll make it after I'm chosen.
00:31:07Are you an eye doctor?
00:31:09You're my favorite type.
00:31:19The sea in Hawaii is blue.
00:31:21Malaysia is blue, too.
00:31:23Sky blue.
00:31:25No, marine blue.
00:31:27I'll warm up my body with bath salts.
00:31:29To be chosen.
00:31:31To be chosen.
00:31:33To be chosen.
00:31:35I'm a homosexual.
00:31:37I'm a lesbian.
00:31:39Is marriage the only thing that makes a woman happy?
00:31:43Is having a child the only thing that makes a woman happy?
00:31:47So, I'm not a woman?
00:31:49Look at yourself.
00:31:51We're women.
00:31:53Don't make us look like losers.
00:31:55Don't discriminate us.
00:31:57What?
00:31:59Are you going to tell your parents that you're a homosexual?
00:32:01No, no.
00:32:03I can't tell them.
00:32:05What about coming out?
00:32:07My parents don't understand that.
00:32:09I don't understand it, either.
00:32:11No, no.
00:32:13We're on a different level.
00:32:15No, no. We're on the same level.
00:32:17We can't show our faces to our parents.
00:32:20I see.
00:32:22We're the same.
00:32:26If we're chosen.
00:32:28If we're chosen.
00:32:30If we have a child.
00:32:32I'm sure it's a cute girl.
00:32:34It's definitely a girl.
00:32:36If you see her on the street, you'll notice.
00:32:38Yes.
00:32:40She's the one who gave birth to me.
00:32:42I'm sure you'll notice.
00:32:44I'm sure you'll understand.
00:32:46That's how I feel.
00:32:48And we're women.
00:32:50We're women in biology.
00:32:52We fulfill our duties.
00:32:56Yeah.
00:33:24Look at this.
00:33:26UUUUUUUGGHHH
00:33:32UUUMIII
00:33:45I don't mean it like that
00:33:49Sorry
00:33:51I am discriminating
00:33:53I am not discriminating
00:33:55It's just that's what I'm thinking.
00:34:25That's all? Why?
00:34:27I'm on a diet.
00:34:28Really?
00:34:29Yes.
00:34:30Oh, sorry.
00:34:31You go ahead.
00:34:32Okay.
00:34:38Yes, hello.
00:34:42What?
00:34:43Sports?
00:34:46Actually, there is a couple who are interested in your profile.
00:34:51They want you to check it out.
00:34:57Oh, I didn't have a bad report card.
00:35:00But I didn't do any club activities.
00:35:04Oh, but I did go to a gym class when I was little.
00:35:12Am I going to be chosen?
00:35:16Am I going to be chosen?
00:35:22Right?
00:35:25Yes, I'll be waiting for your call.
00:35:29Excuse me.
00:35:46I'm sorry.
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00:36:56Mommy.
00:37:12Hello? Mom?
00:37:19Actually...
00:37:26No, it's nothing.
00:37:31How are you?
00:37:42I'm home.
00:37:47Welcome home.
00:38:12I'm home.
00:38:17I'm home.
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00:39:52No, it's nothing.
00:40:22What's this?
00:40:27I thought it was a bad idea.
00:40:32You could have called me.
00:40:37Did you borrow money?
00:40:42I didn't, but I was in trouble when I was with you.
00:40:47I'm sorry.
00:40:52I've been thinking about it for a long time.
00:40:57I'm sorry.
00:41:02I'm sorry.
00:41:07I'm sorry.
00:41:12It's okay.
00:41:17Ah, I'm going to go now.
00:41:36This is Aoi's.
00:41:40I thought it was wrong to throw it away.
00:41:44That's why you've been calling me all this time.
00:41:49You're over-conscious.
00:41:53I'm really sorry.
00:41:57This is like a birthday present.
00:42:01This is how I feel.
00:42:07And on a day like this...
00:42:10And on a day like this...
00:42:18Today...
00:42:21Well, take care.
00:42:39Two years later
00:42:45Erika!
00:42:47I just got here too.
00:42:48It's been a while.
00:42:49It's been about two years.
00:42:50Really?
00:42:51Do you guys see each other often?
00:42:53Sometimes.
00:42:56Erika!
00:42:58It's been a while.
00:42:59It's rare to see you.
00:43:01Yeah.
00:43:02When was the last time we saw each other?
00:43:04I'll have coffee.
00:43:05What about you?
00:43:09How are you?
00:43:11I'm fine.
00:43:16You're a strong mother.
00:43:18Wasn't the ceremony the other day?
00:43:20That was a year ago.
00:43:22Really?
00:43:23I'm sorry about that.
00:43:24I was busy with work.
00:43:26Don't worry about it.
00:43:28I'm happy to see you after a long time.
00:43:31How does it feel to be a mother?
00:43:36It doesn't feel good.
00:43:38Do you think you can be kind to others?
00:43:41Not just to children.
00:43:44Do you think you can be kind to people around you?
00:43:46Do you think you can be kind to the public?
00:43:49Do you feel anything different?
00:43:52I don't know.
00:43:54Do you feel hungry?
00:43:56No, it's not that time yet.
00:43:59What's the secret?
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:02Hello?
00:44:03Good morning.
00:44:06You're still the same.
00:44:09But it's good.
00:44:10I feel fulfilled.
00:44:13What are you talking about?
00:44:14You're fulfilled, too.
00:44:17Maybe.
00:44:23I'm a little scared to be a mother.
00:44:27But I'm happy.
00:44:31I'm thinking about the future.
00:44:34What do you mean?
00:44:35I'm worried that I can't see everyone easily.
00:44:39Don't worry.
00:44:40We'll come to see you.
00:44:42I want to see you, too.
00:44:47What?
00:44:48Real talk?
00:44:50That's what Erika said.
00:44:53I have a lot of work.
00:44:56I can't sleep at all.
00:44:58I want to live a normal life.
00:45:01Advertising is hard.
00:45:05What is Yuko doing now?
00:45:08She's working part-time.
00:45:11Are you okay?
00:45:14No, it's not that.
00:45:18I'm not confident.
00:45:20What do you mean?
00:45:22I'm confident to be a mother.
00:45:25You should be.
00:45:28Maybe.
00:45:30This is the first time I've seen a great mother.
00:45:36Your mother?
00:45:37Yes.
00:45:39I don't know why.
00:45:41But I remember when I was a child.
00:45:48I wonder if I can be like my mother.
00:45:53I understand.
00:45:55What?
00:45:56What?
00:45:59When I think I'm going to be a mother,
00:46:03I think about my mother.
00:46:09What?
00:46:10Really? You, too?
00:46:12Congratulations.
00:46:13What about you?
00:46:14No, no.
00:46:15No?
00:46:16It's just my imagination.
00:46:21I was surprised.
00:46:23I didn't expect you to be like that.
00:46:25Not at all.
00:46:26I thought so.
00:46:29You seem to be good at it.
00:46:32You're good at cleaning and cooking.
00:46:34No, I'm not good at it.
00:46:36I'm interested in it.
00:46:45How did it go?
00:46:47The wedding?
00:46:49Thanks to you.
00:46:53Yuko said she liked the wedding hall I gave her.
00:46:58What?
00:47:00Are you getting married?
00:47:02Yes.
00:47:03I didn't know that.
00:47:05Do you have a boyfriend?
00:47:07Yes.
00:47:08About two years ago.
00:47:10What kind of person is he?
00:47:12Normal.
00:47:14What?
00:47:15Have you ever met him?
00:47:17I just found out.
00:47:20I'm sorry.
00:47:22I didn't hide it from you.
00:47:33I'm sorry.
00:47:49You should have told me.
00:47:51I know.
00:47:54I was going to give you a blessing.
00:47:59I don't know.
00:48:01Do you think I'm jealous?
00:48:04I don't think so.
00:48:06Yuko has always been like that.
00:48:10You just didn't listen to me.
00:48:15I'm not good at it.
00:48:19You're a bad woman.
00:48:22No, I'm not.
00:48:26I know how you feel.
00:48:29I'm hurt when you don't care about me.
00:48:34When my friends and family don't care about me,
00:48:38I don't know who I am.
00:48:41I don't know if they are my friends or family.
00:48:45Who?
00:48:48I don't know.
00:48:50Is he your boyfriend?
00:48:51No.
00:48:52He's my friend.
00:48:55Tell me if he's your boyfriend.
00:48:58I know.
00:49:06Did something happen to Erika?
00:49:10I got a call from my family.
00:49:15They didn't tell me anything.
00:49:20My mom didn't tell me anything.
00:49:24She didn't tell me she was getting married,
00:49:28she didn't tell me she had a boyfriend,
00:49:31she didn't tell me she had a grandchild.
00:49:33It was hard for me.
00:49:35I haven't been home for years,
00:49:37but my mom hasn't told me anything.
00:49:39My family doesn't care about me.
00:49:42Maybe it's because we don't care about you.
00:49:48What?
00:49:49I don't know about you,
00:49:53but I don't talk to you.
00:49:56I don't scold you.
00:49:58You're old.
00:50:00I don't talk to you.
00:50:02Especially to my parents.
00:50:07Don't you want to get married?
00:50:10No, I don't.
00:50:14I thought so, too.
00:50:19A while ago,
00:50:21a little girl hugged me from behind.
00:50:26I think I made a mistake with my mom.
00:50:29But at that moment,
00:50:32I thought,
00:50:34she's so small.
00:50:36She's so warm.
00:50:40Her mom looks like me.
00:50:43She looks like me from behind.
00:50:46But at that moment,
00:50:49I imagined myself living a different life.
00:50:54I thought I had that kind of feeling.
00:50:58So,
00:51:00I thought I didn't have to decide my own life.
00:51:07So,
00:51:08I'm in a relationship now.
00:51:12What?
00:51:13You're in a relationship?
00:51:15No, I'm not.
00:51:17I can't even meet him.
00:51:19You don't refuse him?
00:51:21No, it's not like that.
00:51:23Men want to have children.
00:51:27So, they think young girls are better.
00:51:30So, they put their age on the shelf.
00:51:33And they say,
00:51:36Wow,
00:51:37you're in your thirties, too.
00:51:40What?
00:51:42I mean,
00:51:43it must be hard for you.
00:51:47Well,
00:51:48when I'm in my thirties,
00:51:50I feel like I'm losing my manhood.
00:51:53I feel lonely.
00:51:59I envy you.
00:52:01What?
00:52:03You're moving and thinking like this.
00:52:07And,
00:52:09I envy you that you can expect something from a man.
00:52:15Men are shit.
00:52:20I think so, too.
00:52:23But,
00:52:24men and women,
00:52:27it's not about gender.
00:52:30I want to meet a man
00:52:33who I can trust.
00:52:35Yes,
00:52:36I want to meet a man
00:52:38who I can trust.
00:52:42You're right.
00:52:44Gender doesn't matter.
00:52:49I want to be chosen.
00:52:51I want to be chosen.
00:52:57You're fine.
00:52:59You're chosen.
00:53:01What?
00:53:02You're chosen by society.
00:53:06You can do what only you can do.
00:53:09You have yourself.
00:53:12You're different from me.
00:53:15You're fine.
00:53:17No, I'm not.
00:53:21Sorry, I forgot.
00:53:23It's today, isn't it?
00:53:25What?
00:53:26Do you have time after this?
00:53:28I'll treat you.
00:53:29No, thanks.
00:53:30But, let's celebrate.
00:53:33We're not that old.
00:53:46I used to like you.
00:53:51You celebrated for me.
00:53:54But now,
00:53:59I don't want to celebrate anything.
00:54:22I used to like you.
00:54:25You celebrated for me.
00:54:28But now,
00:54:31I don't want to celebrate anything.
00:54:34I used to like you.
00:54:37But now,
00:54:40I don't want to celebrate anything.
00:54:43I used to like you.
00:54:46But now,
00:54:49I don't want to celebrate anything.
00:55:06But, I used to like you.
00:56:49It's been a while.
00:56:51I'm so sorry.
00:56:53I was so worried about you.
00:56:55I was worried about you.
00:56:57I was worried about you.
00:56:59I was worried about you.
00:57:01I was worried about you.
00:57:13I'm home.
00:57:14Welcome home.
00:57:20Where's the cake?
00:57:22What?
00:57:23Oh, you're the type to do that.
00:57:25But today...
00:57:26You don't usually buy anything.
00:57:32Then you should have bought it on the way.
00:57:36What? Two?
00:57:40Did you remember?
00:57:43Yeah.
00:57:45You have a good memory.
00:57:48I'm sorry.
00:57:49I don't remember your birthday.
00:57:54So...
00:57:55Which is the Christmas present?
00:57:57And which is the birthday present?
00:58:02Are you worried about me?
00:58:05What?
00:58:06Do you feel sorry for not being chosen?
00:58:11Do you feel sorry for spending your 30th birthday normally?
00:58:14No, I don't.
00:58:15Then why don't you say it?
00:58:21You were chosen, weren't you?
00:58:28Hawaii?
00:58:33Yeah.
00:58:34When are you going?
00:58:39Next week.
00:58:42I wish I could go to Hawaii at the end of the year.
00:58:45I wish I could go on a vacation for free.
00:58:52I'm sorry.
00:58:55Why are you apologizing?
00:58:57Because...
00:59:11I'm sorry.
00:59:18I was looking for it.
00:59:29Give it back!
00:59:31Hey!
00:59:33Give it back!
00:59:41Give it back!
01:00:01Go see your aunt.
01:00:06What?
01:00:08Then I'll give it back.
01:00:12Why?
01:00:14You don't need to know.
01:00:17It's none of your business.
01:00:19I'm an adult.
01:00:21But you might have a child of your own.
01:00:25You don't have to tell me.
01:00:27You don't have to talk about yourself.
01:00:31It's none of your business.
01:00:33It's your problem.
01:00:34It's my problem.
01:00:36She won't understand.
01:00:38Don't think like that.
01:00:40Don't think like that.
01:00:42Don't think like that.
01:01:06What a waste.
01:01:11What a waste.
01:01:37What a waste.
01:01:40What a waste.
01:02:10What a waste.
01:02:40What a waste.
01:02:48I wasn't chosen.
01:02:52I was left alone.
01:02:57I'm still somewhere.
01:03:01I can't live alone forever.
01:03:06I don't have a family.
01:03:09This sound...
01:03:15Someday...
01:03:38Someday...
01:04:08Is it hot over there?
01:04:10It's so cold here.
01:04:17You're so young.
01:04:19I can't wear a bikini anymore.
01:04:38You're so young.
01:04:40I can't wear a bikini anymore.
01:04:42You're so young.
01:04:44I can't wear a bikini anymore.
01:04:46You're so young.
01:04:48I can't wear a bikini anymore.
01:04:50You're so young.
01:04:52I can't wear a bikini anymore.
01:04:54You're so young.
01:04:56I can't wear a bikini anymore.
01:04:58You're so young.
01:05:00I can't wear a bikini anymore.
01:05:02You're so young.
01:05:04I can't wear a bikini anymore.
01:05:06You're so young.
01:05:08This sea is beautiful, too.
01:05:10This sea is beautiful, too.
01:05:12I'll be home soon.
01:05:35Hello, mom.
01:05:38I'll be home soon.
01:05:40What?
01:05:43Because...
01:05:47I wanted to look you in the eye and talk to you.
01:06:10What?
01:06:12Because...
01:06:14I wanted to look you in the eye and talk to you.
01:06:18What?
01:06:20Because...
01:06:22I wanted to look you in the eye and talk to you.
01:06:26What?
01:06:28Because...
01:06:30I wanted to look you in the eye and talk to you.
01:06:34What?
01:06:36Because...
01:06:38I wanted to look you in the eye and talk to you.
01:06:40What?
01:06:42Because...
01:06:47I wanted to look you in the eye and talk to you.
01:06:50What?
01:06:53Because...
01:07:00I wanted to look you in the eye and talk to you.
01:07:03I'm not someone else's words
01:07:30I've realized
01:07:39A long journey to live my own way
01:07:53I continue to search for my true home
01:08:04I look for nostalgia and see scars
01:08:22I'm tired of being an enemy or an ally
01:08:36It's okay, I'll get there in the end
01:08:46My clear blue sky
01:09:16Thank you for watching!