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Transcript
00:00:00 [MUSIC]
00:00:28 Hi.
00:00:30 [SIGH]
00:00:31 My name is Kayla.
00:00:33 I'm 28.
00:00:35 And my boyfriend is an alcoholic.
00:00:39 And an addict.
00:00:40 And quite frankly, he's an asshole.
00:00:42 Especially when he's using.
00:00:44 Well, I mean, mostly when he's using.
00:00:48 And I have tried everything that I could to help and support him.
00:00:55 And you know what?
00:00:57 I'm exhausted.
00:00:59 I am literally at my wits end.
00:01:02 I took him to rehab, AA, sober living, nice places.
00:01:07 You know, he'd get sober and it would be great.
00:01:09 But guess what?
00:01:10 No flowers.
00:01:11 No trips.
00:01:12 Nothing.
00:01:13 Nothing really changed.
00:01:14 But it was cozy.
00:01:15 It was comfortable.
00:01:16 We were here together and it was beautiful.
00:01:20 And then he would relapse.
00:01:23 I don't know why.
00:01:24 What did I do?
00:01:25 Did I not love him enough?
00:01:26 Did I not try enough?
00:01:29 What did I do wrong?
00:01:31 I fucking tried.
00:01:35 I'm still here.
00:01:37 And he doesn't even acknowledge that.
00:01:39 He doesn't even acknowledge that I've wasted four years of my life for him.
00:01:46 So I'm going to do something unconventional.
00:01:49 I'm going to film this entire thing from finding you to your whole detox process to you becoming sober.
00:02:03 Kayla, are you done yet?
00:02:07 Oh God.
00:02:09 I don't want it to be real.
00:02:10 I don't want to be done with him.
00:02:13 I just want him back.
00:02:17 I just want him back.
00:02:19 God, I'm a baby.
00:02:23 We got to go find him.
00:02:25 Let's go.
00:02:26 We got to go find him.
00:02:27 Okay, let's go.
00:02:29 Thank you.
00:02:30 Yeah.
00:02:31 Stack.
00:02:40 Spharon I-51.
00:02:41 Stack.
00:02:42 Stack.
00:02:47 Stack.
00:02:49 I was sober in October and fucked up in December.
00:02:52 December I don't really remember but sober October didn't really live me over.
00:02:56 So what's worse, life being a blur or having it hurt?
00:02:59 Right now I haven't really decided so no Vicodin but I'll take that weed.
00:03:03 Now I need to feed, feed, like a GG, usually commas mean machine and I've tried codeine.
00:03:09 Didn't say you should or shouldn't be a good influence.
00:03:11 I couldn't.
00:03:12 51 stands with a beer can and a joint.
00:03:14 I hope you get the fucking point.
00:03:16 Stack.
00:03:17 I've been scared my whole life.
00:03:19 At one point a way out included a knife and I'm straying from fast rap.
00:03:23 I got that on tap so I spit slow so it's not a ooh hot shit it's a fucking dope rap.
00:03:27 But yo, it's really about what I said.
00:03:29 It ain't about the fact that I just did the shit on my head in a fucking video.
00:03:32 It's about the fact that I haven't even done a show.
00:03:35 It's about the fact that you don't even fucking know.
00:03:38 Huh, yeah.
00:03:39 And I got that Marlboro packet and you know I still stack it.
00:03:43 You know I still stack it.
00:03:45 You know I still stack it.
00:03:47 You know I still stack it.
00:03:48 You know I still stack it.
00:03:50 You know I still stack it.
00:03:52 You know I still stack it.
00:03:54 You know I still stack it.
00:03:55 You know I still stack it.
00:03:57 You know I still stack it.
00:03:59 Stack it.
00:04:01 Stack it.
00:04:02 Stack it.
00:04:03 Stack it.
00:04:19 Don't get killed running across the street to this random stranger.
00:04:48 And?
00:04:49 He's not there.
00:04:50 Okay.
00:04:51 They kicked him out like the first day he disappeared so.
00:04:53 That's a big surprise.
00:04:54 Yeah well he was with Wayne which is good because Wayne lives really close to here so.
00:04:58 Right his dealer, yeah it's good that he's with Wayne.
00:05:00 Yeah.
00:05:01 Thank God.
00:05:02 You know what it is good that he's with Wayne because Wayne probably held him up for a while so.
00:05:05 Put him up.
00:05:06 Yeah and also got him fucked up.
00:05:12 Yes we're close.
00:05:13 We are close.
00:05:16 To finding yet another disaster.
00:05:20 Richard.
00:05:21 Or creepy meth lab.
00:05:23 I'm not looking in the tents.
00:05:24 I'm not getting out.
00:05:25 You have to get out and do this.
00:05:26 I'm not.
00:05:27 I don't want to get out and look in the fucking tents.
00:05:29 I'm so afraid down here.
00:05:30 I hate this area.
00:05:31 Oh.
00:05:32 Oh.
00:05:33 Oh my God.
00:05:34 Who is that?
00:05:35 Is that him?
00:05:36 This is just so like why do we have to put together clues to find him?
00:05:40 Like who is this random person?
00:05:42 I get it but we're close.
00:05:43 Who does he hang out with?
00:05:44 Whatever.
00:05:45 How much longer are we going to be out here?
00:05:47 I don't know.
00:05:50 I mean I'm going to be here all night.
00:05:51 If you want to go home you can go home.
00:05:53 I can swing back by the apartment.
00:05:55 Yep because I'm going to leave you alone.
00:05:57 I'm just saying this isn't fair.
00:06:00 Oh shit he just texted me.
00:06:02 What?
00:06:03 Oh my God I'm going to ping his location.
00:06:05 He texted you after five days?
00:06:08 We are right here.
00:06:09 What a douche.
00:06:10 How does he still have that?
00:06:11 Oh my God we are right here Dana.
00:06:12 Oh my God.
00:06:13 Okay well he's alive.
00:06:14 Let's chill.
00:06:15 He's just been a douche bag once again so let's treat him sensitively.
00:06:19 Let's just try this alley.
00:06:21 Yep let's try this alley you and I.
00:06:23 Yep okay cool.
00:06:28 Look really close.
00:06:29 Yeah I see a bunch of dumpsters.
00:06:31 Richard!
00:06:32 Is that him?
00:06:33 Stop it.
00:06:34 Richard!
00:06:35 Dick!
00:06:43 Oh my God.
00:06:44 Oh.
00:06:47 Holy shit.
00:06:48 Oh my God there he is.
00:06:50 Caleb wait whoa whoa whoa.
00:06:51 Oh fuck.
00:06:52 Oh my God look at him Dana I can't.
00:06:54 I'm going to flip this thing now.
00:07:00 Is he just sitting in trash?
00:07:05 Hey.
00:07:06 Oh.
00:07:07 Hi.
00:07:08 Hey.
00:07:11 What?
00:07:14 Wait.
00:07:17 Wait.
00:07:20 Wait.
00:07:23 Sit down.
00:07:26 Come on sit down.
00:07:29 You see him?
00:07:30 Where is it?
00:07:31 Where is it?
00:07:32 Is that it?
00:07:33 Is that the pill?
00:07:34 What?
00:07:35 Yeah there's the little guy.
00:07:36 Honey.
00:07:37 You know what?
00:07:38 I'm going to take it.
00:07:39 You go to the moon.
00:07:40 Okay.
00:07:41 This is what this will do.
00:07:42 Yeah well I want to go home.
00:07:43 You want it?
00:07:44 I'll take it then.
00:07:45 No no no.
00:07:46 Get that out of your mouth.
00:07:47 Get it out of your mouth.
00:07:48 God damn it you're disgusting.
00:07:49 You see how embarrassing you are.
00:07:52 Ever since your dad died you think that Ethan has some sort of excuse.
00:07:55 Oh fucking don't.
00:07:56 Hey!
00:07:57 I'm sorry.
00:07:58 Don't talk about my fucking dad.
00:07:59 Okay?
00:08:00 You know what?
00:08:01 I'm going to take it.
00:08:02 Don't talk about my fucking dad.
00:08:08 Okay?
00:08:09 You know that subject is off limits.
00:08:10 Honey I'm sorry.
00:08:11 Are you okay?
00:08:12 What?
00:08:13 What do you want?
00:08:14 Okay come on.
00:08:15 Where are we going?
00:08:16 We're going to go home.
00:08:17 Yeah I'll go.
00:08:18 You go.
00:08:19 Stop!
00:08:20 Come on.
00:08:21 Come on.
00:08:22 Come on.
00:08:23 Oh my god.
00:08:24 Oh my god.
00:08:25 I can't do this.
00:08:26 I can't do this.
00:08:27 Come on.
00:08:28 Stop!
00:08:29 Come on.
00:08:30 Come on.
00:08:31 Oh!
00:08:32 Douche go up bag!
00:08:33 Go down hard!
00:08:34 What?
00:08:35 All right hold on.
00:08:36 Oh my god!
00:08:37 Okay.
00:08:38 Oh god.
00:08:39 Okay.
00:08:40 You okay?
00:08:41 Yeah.
00:08:42 I'm holding you up.
00:08:43 Okay.
00:08:44 See I'm holding you up.
00:08:45 Yeah.
00:08:46 He found his feet again.
00:08:47 Oh and there he goes again.
00:08:48 Dude I am so...
00:08:49 Okay.
00:08:50 I'm so sorry.
00:08:51 Oh my god.
00:08:52 Oh my god.
00:08:53 Okay.
00:08:54 You okay?
00:08:55 Yeah.
00:08:56 Oh shit man.
00:08:57 It's just fucking like so many angles that I could walk.
00:08:58 Hey loser!
00:08:59 Oh damn!
00:09:00 Ah so glad we could track you down man.
00:09:01 Hey shit you're fucking...
00:09:02 Wait what the fuck?
00:09:03 Is that a camera?
00:09:04 What are you doing with the camera?
00:09:05 Oh my god.
00:09:06 What are you doing?
00:09:07 What?
00:09:08 It's for a project don't worry about it.
00:09:09 Come on let's go.
00:09:10 Okay.
00:09:11 Okay.
00:09:12 I'm here for you buddy.
00:09:13 Okay all right all right.
00:09:14 I'm coming.
00:09:15 I'm here for you buddy.
00:09:16 All right I'm getting in the car.
00:09:17 In the car.
00:09:18 Yeah.
00:09:19 In the car.
00:09:20 Car.
00:09:21 Car.
00:09:22 Car.
00:09:23 Car.
00:09:24 Car.
00:09:25 Car.
00:09:26 Car.
00:09:27 Car.
00:09:28 Car.
00:09:29 Car.
00:09:30 Car.
00:09:31 Car.
00:09:32 Car.
00:09:33 Car.
00:09:34 Car.
00:09:35 Yeah.
00:09:36 Oh shit.
00:09:37 I know dude.
00:09:38 I know it smells.
00:09:39 Oh my god.
00:09:40 How are you that close to him?
00:09:41 Hey there's a camera.
00:09:42 Food.
00:09:43 Babe we're going home.
00:09:44 We're getting some food.
00:09:45 Why don't you just take off your shirt dude?
00:09:46 Okay.
00:09:47 Oh wow.
00:09:48 Horrendous this whole experience.
00:09:51 Okay.
00:09:52 Oh.
00:09:53 Is it just me or does he smell worse with every step?
00:09:57 Oh Dina.
00:09:58 I can't.
00:09:59 I can't.
00:10:00 Come on babe.
00:10:01 Walk forward please.
00:10:02 Do you remember her bed?
00:10:03 I do.
00:10:04 Right here.
00:10:05 Can you lay down please?
00:10:06 I do.
00:10:07 Honey can you please take off your shirt?
00:10:08 No.
00:10:09 Take your shirt off right now.
00:10:10 I don't want to.
00:10:11 It's covered in vomit.
00:10:12 Take your shirt off please.
00:10:13 I don't want to.
00:10:14 Can you please take off your shirt?
00:10:15 No.
00:10:16 Take your shirt off right now.
00:10:17 I don't want to.
00:10:18 It's covered in vomit.
00:10:19 Take your shirt off please.
00:10:20 I don't want to.
00:10:21 Can you please take off your shirt?
00:10:22 I don't want to.
00:10:23 Can you please take it off?
00:10:24 I don't want to.
00:10:25 What are you doing?
00:10:26 I'm sorry.
00:10:29 Just sleep okay?
00:10:34 Okay.
00:10:37 Kayla.
00:10:45 Come here.
00:10:47 Kayla.
00:10:48 Babe.
00:11:00 Damn it.
00:11:01 Well Richard, you sent us on another scavenger hunt.
00:11:11 Huh?
00:11:16 What'd you find up there girl?
00:11:17 Put it in the magic bowl.
00:11:18 Mm-hmm.
00:11:19 Mm-hmm.
00:11:20 Cool.
00:11:22 You know you could help.
00:11:23 I...
00:11:24 Oh nice.
00:11:27 This antique tea set that mom and dad got us.
00:11:30 Perfect place.
00:11:31 I never use that though.
00:11:33 I guess.
00:11:34 Yes.
00:11:35 Respect babe!
00:11:38 Oh fuck.
00:11:41 Oh dear.
00:11:43 Okay.
00:11:44 Well this was lazy.
00:11:45 Richard.
00:11:46 I don't cook.
00:11:48 You don't cook?
00:11:49 Are you ever in your home?
00:11:50 Do you open these cupboards ever?
00:11:53 Do you go to the grocery store?
00:11:54 Not really.
00:11:55 Here's just what we found so far.
00:12:00 Just a little smattering of...
00:12:02 You know.
00:12:04 Do you have to be so smug and rude about it?
00:12:06 Yeah I do.
00:12:07 Look I don't care if you don't want to support him or give a shit about him.
00:12:10 I see you as...
00:12:11 I just want you to support me.
00:12:12 I've been supporting you.
00:12:15 I have to watch you in pain all the time.
00:12:17 And you...
00:12:20 You refuse.
00:12:21 You refuse to just end it.
00:12:25 And honestly I feel pretty degraded myself.
00:12:30 You choose this piece of shit over like people who love you.
00:12:43 So long babe.
00:12:45 I know I don't say thank you a lot and I don't express my gratitude to you.
00:13:02 But I thank you and I love you.
00:13:05 I promise you this is it.
00:13:10 This is it.
00:13:11 This will be the last time.
00:13:13 And I'm done.
00:13:14 Promise?
00:13:17 I do.
00:13:18 I will.
00:13:19 I promise.
00:13:20 It's bad.
00:13:23 It's like homemade shit.
00:13:24 That's fermented.
00:13:25 Oh my god it's everywhere.
00:13:27 How do I not see this thing in my head?
00:13:28 How do you not see this thing?
00:13:30 It doesn't even have a...
00:13:31 It doesn't even have a wrapper on it.
00:13:33 I don't know.
00:13:35 I have no words.
00:13:36 She just...
00:13:37 I'm not in my kitchen.
00:13:38 I work full time.
00:13:39 Do you eat?
00:13:41 Richard you are one sneaky motherfucker.
00:13:44 Maybe a masculine energy is what he needs.
00:13:48 Maybe I'm too weak.
00:13:49 No.
00:13:52 You are not too weak my friend.
00:13:54 Masculine energy my ass.
00:13:56 That guy's just got to get his head out of his ass.
00:13:58 David.
00:14:01 Hi.
00:14:02 Yeah, yeah.
00:14:05 Yeah I did um...
00:14:06 In an alley off of Gower.
00:14:08 In an alley off of Gower.
00:14:10 Actually.
00:14:11 Mm-hmm.
00:14:14 Yeah he's passed out in the bedroom right now.
00:14:16 So he's safe.
00:14:17 Mm-hmm.
00:14:21 Yeah, ten in the morning tomorrow would be good.
00:14:24 And then we'll go up to the mountains.
00:14:26 My dad's.
00:14:27 You too.
00:14:30 Yeah you too.
00:14:31 Okay.
00:14:32 Drive safe.
00:14:34 (sobs)
00:14:35 (clears throat)
00:14:37 (knocks)
00:14:48 Hi.
00:14:53 Hey.
00:14:54 David come on in.
00:14:55 How's it going?
00:14:56 How's it doing?
00:14:58 Hey how are you?
00:15:02 How is he?
00:15:03 How's he doing?
00:15:04 He is alive.
00:15:05 So that's one thing.
00:15:06 And um, he's in the shower.
00:15:07 Okay.
00:15:08 Good.
00:15:09 So thank you for driving all the way down here.
00:15:11 I know that's a really long way.
00:15:13 No, I mean he's one of my best friends.
00:15:15 It's really not a big deal.
00:15:16 I'm sorry for not being around as much as I...
00:15:19 It's okay.
00:15:20 Should be.
00:15:21 I just, I don't know.
00:15:22 You know, our drinking nights and when we used to smoke weed and all that.
00:15:26 They've uh, they kind of just changed.
00:15:28 And now he just smokes into oblivion and becomes a dick.
00:15:33 Yeah, I know.
00:15:34 I live with him now so I understand.
00:15:36 Yeah.
00:15:37 I think it's amazing what you're doing honestly.
00:15:39 And if you need any help, obviously I'm here.
00:15:42 Thank you.
00:15:44 Thank you so much.
00:15:45 Do you want some water?
00:15:46 Do you want to sit down?
00:15:47 Um, yeah.
00:15:48 And yes.
00:15:49 Okay, sure.
00:15:50 I will wait.
00:15:51 Well, never mind.
00:15:52 Hi.
00:15:54 What's up, what's up?
00:15:55 Come on in.
00:15:56 So where is the party boy, Big Rich?
00:15:58 What's going on?
00:15:59 Uh, he is in the shower.
00:16:03 You got him to bathe?
00:16:05 I did.
00:16:06 Yeah, he was disgusting last night.
00:16:08 Full of vomit and piss.
00:16:09 It was...
00:16:10 He really turning over that new leaf then?
00:16:12 Hopefully.
00:16:13 Okay.
00:16:14 How are you?
00:16:15 Good.
00:16:16 Same old.
00:16:17 Really appreciate you calling me.
00:16:19 But not really though because I don't want to be here.
00:16:22 But, mom's always told me sometimes you help people not because they deserve it, but because it's the right thing to do.
00:16:30 Thanks.
00:16:31 Um, look, I'm sorry.
00:16:35 I should have called.
00:16:37 I'm really embarrassed by what happened at your jobs.
00:16:39 I should have asked you how everything was there.
00:16:42 Pssst, about as good as it can be.
00:16:44 Yeah.
00:16:45 I still get flack for bringing in an asshole that pissed in a trash can and gave my boss the finger.
00:16:50 But other than that, it's good.
00:16:52 Yeah.
00:16:53 By the way, this is David.
00:16:55 David, this is Richard's childhood friend.
00:16:57 Hey, man.
00:16:58 You can have a seat.
00:16:59 I'll get you guys some water and um...
00:17:01 What's up, bro?
00:17:02 Yeah.
00:17:03 I feel like I know your face.
00:17:04 Uh, the funeral for Richard's dad.
00:17:06 Gosh.
00:17:07 Yeah.
00:17:08 Good man.
00:17:09 Yeah.
00:17:10 Yeah.
00:17:11 Oh, thank you.
00:17:12 Oh, hey.
00:17:14 Where is the vomit stained party boy?
00:17:16 I just said that exact same thing, but you said it way more negative.
00:17:20 Yeah, I meant it negative.
00:17:22 He's a dick.
00:17:23 I don't have a lot of faith in this.
00:17:25 I mean, what has it been?
00:17:29 Four rehabs?
00:17:30 Two outpatient facilities?
00:17:32 Countless.
00:17:33 Drunk and disorderly.
00:17:35 That was so embarrassing.
00:17:37 It's not a strong chance this is going to work, but I am here.
00:17:40 I am here.
00:17:41 And you promised me.
00:17:42 Oh.
00:17:43 With my camcorder.
00:17:45 I don't know how you guys feel, but for me, if this trip doesn't work, I'm finally done.
00:17:52 Yo, hey, let me just say, my hat is off to you.
00:17:55 I don't know how you got rich of all people to agree to go on a nature trip.
00:18:01 Don't get me wrong.
00:18:02 He loves his trips, right?
00:18:03 You got the shroom trips.
00:18:05 You got the acid trips, but...
00:18:07 The stair trips.
00:18:08 Up and down the stairs, right?
00:18:10 He do those, but...
00:18:11 A nature trip, we gonna need Gandhi to keep him level-headed up there.
00:18:16 I don't even know if Gandhi can handle Richard, actually.
00:18:18 I think we need a survivalist.
00:18:20 Like someone with a big knife.
00:18:22 You know, like a Bear Grylls or a Steve Irwin or something.
00:18:25 That's my guy.
00:18:26 I don't know Bear Grylls or whatever, but Steve Irwin, that's my dude, man.
00:18:29 After he passed, bro, it still stings to this day.
00:18:32 Oh, really?
00:18:33 Come on.
00:18:34 Guys, you guys, I don't think that we need to put our eggs in one basket to all these heroes.
00:18:40 Do you know what I mean?
00:18:41 I think we can be those heroes.
00:18:43 That's why you guys are here.
00:18:44 It's what we can do.
00:18:46 We might not all have as much conviction as you, but we're still here.
00:18:51 And we all know that there is a good guy inside of Richard.
00:18:55 We do.
00:18:56 And we really hope we see him again.
00:18:58 Kayla, where is my fucking sh...
00:19:03 Hello, everyone.
00:19:07 Welcome back.
00:19:08 Thanks for the shower.
00:19:10 Kayla, what the fuck?
00:19:11 Like, what is everyone doing here?
00:19:14 We're here because we love you.
00:19:18 Speak for yourself.
00:19:21 We were here because...
00:19:25 I invited everyone here, babe, because we...
00:19:30 Quite frankly, you have a problem.
00:19:33 And you know you have a problem.
00:19:35 Dana and I were up all night going through my apartment looking for your shit.
00:19:40 So if anyone has to hide their stash or liquor inside fucking water bottles
00:19:46 and put them under who God knows where has a fucking problem.
00:19:50 Do you understand?
00:19:52 Wake up.
00:19:54 There is no other way to put it.
00:19:56 Whoa.
00:19:58 I'm sorry.
00:20:00 I didn't mean to come off so rude right there.
00:20:03 Things got really serious up in here, didn't they?
00:20:07 I was actually hoping that maybe you guys wanted to hang out.
00:20:12 I know you probably flushed my weed, but I'm sure I could get something delivered.
00:20:19 Do you hear yourself, man?
00:20:22 What are you talking about?
00:20:24 Kayla, he does not respect you.
00:20:26 I don't know why we're doing this.
00:20:28 Jameson.
00:20:32 How are you, buddy?
00:20:34 It's been a long time.
00:20:36 What's up, Rich? I'm good, man.
00:20:38 Probably not as good as you as far as the intake of substances, though.
00:20:43 Touché.
00:20:44 I have definitely had an abundance of substances.
00:20:47 But very little this morning thanks to these two little birdies.
00:20:51 Hey, mom, man. You're being like a cliché right now.
00:20:54 I said very little substances, so I still don't know what the fuck a cliché is.
00:20:59 No, you're being a cliché right now. That's what this means.
00:21:02 This is cliché. Cliché!
00:21:04 I think I can...
00:21:06 Look, cliché is like when...
00:21:09 You're just an addict and an alcoholic, bro.
00:21:13 There's nothing special about this situation.
00:21:15 And an asshole.
00:21:16 I mean, even more of an asshole with the substance system.
00:21:19 That part.
00:21:21 And what's so wrong with that?
00:21:25 Nobody wants to be around you anymore.
00:21:27 You are a liability.
00:21:29 You don't think about anybody but yourself, and it's disgusting.
00:21:33 And honestly, you puke on your shirt and sleep in it.
00:21:36 Gross.
00:21:38 Alright.
00:21:40 Good to know.
00:21:42 I guess I've come to the conclusion that this is bullshit.
00:21:47 And not only is it bullshit, but there seems to be some sort of reality TV show in this apartment.
00:21:55 What the fuck's up with the camera?
00:21:57 I don't remember signing on for anything like that.
00:21:59 No, we're making the greatest horror film of all time with you as the star.
00:22:02 Kayla, go ahead.
00:22:04 Babe, do you remember the camera last night that you saw in the car?
00:22:08 You think he has?
00:22:09 Obviously, you don't remember.
00:22:11 But that's...
00:22:12 We are filming everything, babe.
00:22:13 We are filming this entire intervention.
00:22:15 And I brought your best friends along so that...
00:22:18 Let's not be too quick to use best friends for me.
00:22:21 It's way too much commitment for Mr. Piss in the trash can over here.
00:22:25 Wait, what?
00:22:27 This fool pissed in my boss's trash can.
00:22:29 Your boss's trash can?
00:22:30 My boss's trash can.
00:22:31 You soiled public property?
00:22:32 I told you already that I was sorry.
00:22:35 It was a mistake.
00:22:37 I thought that Percocet and Vicodin felt the same, so when I took them and I came into work, I was fucking zonked, man.
00:22:45 Just let it...
00:22:46 Hey, hey.
00:22:47 Let it go.
00:22:48 Let it go?
00:22:50 Yeah.
00:22:51 You want me to let it go?
00:22:53 Okay, tell you what.
00:22:56 I'll let it go.
00:22:57 I'll let it go when you apologize to my boss and the entire office.
00:23:02 But you wouldn't do that.
00:23:04 You haven't been back not once.
00:23:06 Not to clean out your desk.
00:23:08 Not to pick up your last paycheck.
00:23:10 Not even to clean up your own piss.
00:23:12 You know who had to do that?
00:23:14 Yeah.
00:23:15 Me.
00:23:16 I had to clean up a grown man's piss.
00:23:19 All because he ain't got no goddamn restraint.
00:23:21 I can't even look my co-workers in they eyes.
00:23:24 I can't go a week without one of them bringing your shit up.
00:23:27 You know, so, so, man, go fuck yourself, right, Rich?
00:23:31 Yeah, I second that.
00:23:33 Okay, I think what Jameson is trying to say is...
00:23:37 What is he trying to say?
00:23:38 That we're all friends here and we're all just trying to support you.
00:23:43 And...
00:23:44 Honestly, man, if you don't just pack up your things and come on this trip with us like we have planned for you...
00:23:52 Then I don't know, I don't know what else to really say.
00:23:56 What trip?
00:23:58 Kayla, what...
00:24:00 Um...
00:24:01 What trip is he talking about?
00:24:03 Do you remember that house that our dad bought up in the mountains?
00:24:06 We're gonna take you there and we're gonna be there for you while you detox.
00:24:11 I'm not doing that.
00:24:12 Yes you are, Richard. Yes you are.
00:24:15 Why would I go up there? I'm not...
00:24:19 I'm not...
00:24:20 Look, babe, all I'm saying is that you're coming on this trip right now...
00:24:24 Because I don't need you to have any cell reception, do you understand?
00:24:27 I don't need you to have Wayne in your fucking back pocket.
00:24:30 I don't need you to be calling any of your hangers on or your dealers or whatever the fuck.
00:24:33 Because I want you sober.
00:24:35 I need you sober.
00:24:37 Because I can't do this anymore.
00:24:40 If you do not get help...
00:24:42 I'm done.
00:24:46 And I don't have to remind you that this is my apartment.
00:24:50 That means you'll be out on the street, do you understand?
00:24:53 That's where you're most comfortable though, so it's honestly a win-win for you.
00:24:57 Well then I guess it's off to the wilderness we go.
00:25:07 [Suspenseful music]
00:25:10 [Clears throat]
00:25:16 Let's do it.
00:25:17 Let's uh, hide the car, right?
00:25:19 Let's go.
00:25:20 [Sighs]
00:25:22 Wow.
00:25:24 Okay, so we're going.
00:25:26 I kind of figured and hoped that this would end here, but...
00:25:29 Good job. You did it.
00:25:31 Right?
00:25:33 I'm proud of you.
00:25:35 [Kiss]
00:25:36 Well, looks like we're headed to the great outdoors.
00:25:42 I can think of worse places to be.
00:25:44 Mm-hmm. Yeah, you're not much of a nature guy, are you?
00:25:46 What? What?
00:25:49 What did you say that?
00:25:50 I don't know. What's this vest from?
00:25:52 Bro, no, this ain't that, man.
00:25:55 Look, when I step out, I'm stepping out clean.
00:25:57 That's how I operate, okay?
00:25:59 So don't insult my vest.
00:26:00 My vest is fine.
00:26:01 You need to be worried about yourself looking like a hipster lumberjack
00:26:04 just fell out of Barnes and Noble.
00:26:06 I don't even know what that means, but uh...
00:26:08 Is this vest even a camping vest,
00:26:10 or is it just supposed to look like a camping vest?
00:26:13 Look, man, I'm gonna be honest with you.
00:26:15 I picked this vest up about three weeks ago.
00:26:17 It was this chick I was trying to hook up with.
00:26:19 Oh, okay.
00:26:20 She liked hiking, so, you know,
00:26:21 I wanted her to feel like I was an outdoorsy type dude.
00:26:25 Okay, well, she's a big fan of hiking,
00:26:27 clueless in nature, because it's definitely more GQ than REI.
00:26:32 Speaking of girls, um, Dana, she's kind of cute.
00:26:36 Huh? I don't know.
00:26:38 Wow, what's up? You interested?
00:26:40 No, actually, not my type at all, but I think you should go for it.
00:26:43 Yeah, it kind of felt like we were vibing, so...
00:26:45 By all means.
00:26:46 Let me hold that.
00:26:48 Oh, I'll hold it.
00:26:49 Cool, cool.
00:26:51 Yeah, so this is--
00:26:56 Oh, here, let me help you.
00:26:58 Pretty much the last of it.
00:26:59 Nice.
00:27:00 Where is David? I thought he was supposed to be helping you.
00:27:02 Uh, I think he went back to go help Kayla motivate Richard.
00:27:05 Right, the peacemaking.
00:27:06 God bless David.
00:27:08 So what's up with all the tents and sleeping bags?
00:27:10 I thought your dad had a house up there?
00:27:12 Yeah, yeah, it's more like a 30-acre campground.
00:27:15 Okay.
00:27:16 It's actually pretty dilapidated,
00:27:17 but the main house is in good condition.
00:27:19 It's a little bit like Goldilocks and the Three Bears
00:27:21 are getting ready to have a tea party there.
00:27:23 Cozier than it sounds.
00:27:25 Um...
00:27:27 Uh, there are usually caretakers there,
00:27:29 but my dad said something about them quitting.
00:27:31 I don't really know. He doesn't really listen.
00:27:34 Um...
00:27:35 I don't even know if it has electricity.
00:27:37 Damn.
00:27:38 But that poor bastard can sleep anywhere,
00:27:40 as far as I'm concerned.
00:27:41 Maybe the bears will get him.
00:27:43 And he will be out of our lives forever.
00:27:45 It's too harsh.
00:27:47 Yeah, Kayla thought it would be more therapeutic
00:27:50 if we camped him back in a more rustic setting
00:27:53 for the healing.
00:27:55 Hmm.
00:27:57 But there are bears out there.
00:27:59 I mean, I haven't seen them when I've been up there,
00:28:01 but there are bears, just so you know.
00:28:03 I mean, if you get scared.
00:28:05 I think the bears ate the caretakers.
00:28:07 Whew.
00:28:09 Dude, I said I'm coming, all right?
00:28:11 All right, I'm gonna get the rest of it.
00:28:15 Uh...
00:28:16 [sighs]
00:28:17 [car door slams]
00:28:19 [birds chirping]
00:28:22 [sighs]
00:28:24 [birds chirping]
00:28:27 [car door slams]
00:28:30 [car door slams]
00:28:32 [dog barking]
00:28:34 [car door slams]
00:28:36 [dog barking]
00:28:38 [car door slams]
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00:43:09 - Kayla, you think I should try that?
00:43:12 - Yes, please.
00:43:13 - Well, I don't know.
00:43:16 I haven't always been like this.
00:43:18 I guess like after my little brother died,
00:43:25 I just got like real angry.
00:43:30 Yeah, it's not good.
00:43:38 But yeah, man, my little brother died in a car accident.
00:43:43 He wasn't even driving.
00:43:46 - What happened to him?
00:43:48 Was it drunk driving?
00:43:50 Just one of those things?
00:43:52 - If a 90-year-old woman plowing through a fucking red light
00:43:56 and hitting another car when she shouldn't even been
00:43:58 fucking driving is just one of those things,
00:44:01 then I guess so.
00:44:03 - I didn't know, man.
00:44:05 I wasn't trying to discount anything.
00:44:08 - But no harm, no foul, right?
00:44:13 My little brother,
00:44:16 he was the good one.
00:44:20 Ronnie was the best, man.
00:44:25 Like straight-A student.
00:44:28 Never touched drugs, alcohol, none of that.
00:44:31 The Eagle Scout.
00:44:34 He was the Eagle Scout.
00:44:35 Straight-A's, man.
00:44:37 He volunteered for this local organization
00:44:41 to help homeless teens.
00:44:44 - It doesn't make you a worse person or better
00:44:49 just because you wanted to live your life
00:44:51 the way you wanted to.
00:44:53 - You know, my therapist,
00:44:55 multiple occasions, she told me the same exact thing, man.
00:45:00 But I still can't bring myself to believe it.
00:45:03 When my little brother died,
00:45:08 I honestly feel like it was a mistake, man.
00:45:12 - God doesn't make mistakes.
00:45:16 - Hey, well, if God didn't make a mistake,
00:45:18 then somebody else fucking did,
00:45:19 'cause Ronnie should still be here, man.
00:45:22 So yeah, that's why I use humor,
00:45:28 'cause like, trying to think about life
00:45:33 and just how fragile it is, it's like,
00:45:37 it's just too much, man, so.
00:45:41 - I am sorry.
00:45:46 I didn't know that, Jamison.
00:45:51 - Yeah.
00:45:53 Me too, Rich.
00:45:57 But yeah, man, I didn't come here to put a damper
00:46:01 on the whole journey through the wilderness
00:46:04 with our good brother, Rich, here,
00:46:06 so enough about me.
00:46:08 All right.
00:46:09 - Is that why you treat me the way you do?
00:46:19 'Cause maybe your brother should be here instead of me.
00:46:25 (sighs)
00:46:27 - You know what, Rich?
00:46:38 You must be sober.
00:46:41 'Cause that's the most clarity I heard from you since,
00:46:47 back before the work incident, right?
00:46:49 And yeah, man, I, you know,
00:46:54 I think there is a little bit of resentment.
00:46:56 I just don't get why people that piss their life away,
00:47:00 right, just get to keep pissing it away
00:47:03 with people who deserve to be here on, right?
00:47:06 And that made me question God.
00:47:08 So bro, you know, I'm angry at you,
00:47:10 but it ain't got nothing to do with the work, bro.
00:47:12 It's 'cause you made me question God.
00:47:14 And your screw up after screw up after screw up
00:47:18 of a life is just another drop in the bucket
00:47:21 of my evidence that fucking God don't exist.
00:47:24 - Jameson, you don't have to keep talking about it.
00:47:29 Look, I'm not gonna make an excuse,
00:47:32 but he's an alcoholic and a drug addict.
00:47:35 And it's a disease.
00:47:38 - Just, hey, I'ma just have to take your word
00:47:41 on that whole disease shit.
00:47:43 All right, cancer is a disease.
00:47:47 Mesothelioma is a damn disease.
00:47:50 This motherfucker just a lazy shit.
00:47:52 - I second that.
00:47:54 - I hear you, man, but I,
00:47:56 if that's the case, then a lot of people
00:47:59 who are fucked up, they would just stop drinking.
00:48:02 They wouldn't need a 12-step program or rehab.
00:48:07 - Your disease is curable,
00:48:10 and the cure is like two miles from your apartment, man.
00:48:13 - I agree with what he's saying.
00:48:15 It's, think about all those stories we read all the time
00:48:19 about our friends or celebrities ODing and they die.
00:48:23 It's not random, there's something in their head.
00:48:26 No, it's more than that.
00:48:28 It's not their fault.
00:48:29 - It's not their fault because they chose to stay sick.
00:48:32 People with cancer don't choose to stay sick.
00:48:36 - I just wanted the voices to stop.
00:48:39 - What?
00:48:40 - What voices, Rich?
00:48:48 - Voices.
00:48:49 The ones that say that you're not good enough
00:48:52 and you're never gonna be good enough
00:48:53 and that life sucks and it's always gonna suck
00:48:55 and there's nothing you can do about it.
00:48:58 When I drink, though, you know,
00:49:05 when I smoke, snort, pop,
00:49:09 I finally feel okay.
00:49:16 That's all I've ever wanted was to feel okay.
00:49:20 And we'll be okay.
00:49:26 - So, you know, who wants food?
00:49:32 - Well, yeah, we should eat something.
00:49:35 - Yeah.
00:49:45 - Hey, Rich, can we talk real quick?
00:49:47 So, you said something earlier
00:49:58 about how you've been feeling
00:50:01 and how you wanna stop the voices.
00:50:06 Remember my dad?
00:50:11 - Yeah.
00:50:14 - He's a funny guy.
00:50:15 He started having problems after I left home.
00:50:20 I try not to think about it very much,
00:50:25 but when I do, I realize he sounded a lot like you.
00:50:31 He was looking for distractions, you know,
00:50:37 whether he was home, at work.
00:50:39 But he had these voices.
00:50:44 He said they would tell him he wasn't worth it,
00:50:49 that nothing was worth it.
00:50:52 And he was just trying to silence them, too.
00:50:55 Does he drink like me?
00:51:02 - He didn't drink.
00:51:06 - Didn't?
00:51:10 - He killed himself.
00:51:11 He didn't drink.
00:51:14 He didn't do drugs.
00:51:16 He was just looking for a way to silence the voices.
00:51:23 And I think he was just looking until he found a way.
00:51:28 - I'm not trying to kill myself.
00:51:33 - You drink.
00:51:36 - I don't drink.
00:51:38 - You drink more than anyone I've ever seen, man.
00:51:41 You do excessive amounts of any drug that's handed to you.
00:51:45 So if you're not looking for death,
00:51:48 then I don't know what the hell you're looking for, man,
00:51:50 because that's the only possible thing
00:51:52 that you're gonna find in every dark alley
00:51:56 or hole that you crawl in.
00:51:59 - I guess I think it would be okay
00:52:07 if I wasn't here anymore.
00:52:09 I think then maybe Kayla could find someone
00:52:14 who wasn't an idiot,
00:52:15 and then my friends wouldn't have to deal with my bullshit.
00:52:19 - You're wrong, Rich.
00:52:21 You're wrong.
00:52:22 We're here because we love you,
00:52:26 because you are worth it.
00:52:28 I didn't get to say that to my dad.
00:52:37 But I sure as hell can tell you,
00:52:39 I'm not gonna watch you kill yourself.
00:52:44 You can't.
00:52:47 - Howdy.
00:52:53 - Whoa, what the?
00:52:54 What the hell?
00:52:57 Hey, uh, hi, who are you?
00:52:59 - I'm sorry, this is private property, man.
00:53:02 You're trespassing.
00:53:04 - Well, I don't really believe that anyone
00:53:06 can own a piece of the earth,
00:53:08 especially not a piece of the earth
00:53:10 that the father hath created.
00:53:11 I mean, really, we're all just stewards of the planet
00:53:13 'til he calls us home.
00:53:15 - I appreciate you to have that perspective, right?
00:53:19 What the hell are you doing here?
00:53:21 - My name is Eli,
00:53:23 and I am on a pilgrimage.
00:53:26 I am just so happy to see you all.
00:53:31 I haven't seen anybody in days,
00:53:33 and well, now I know why the father
00:53:35 led me into the wilderness.
00:53:36 It was so that I could meet you beautiful people.
00:53:40 - How many days you said you'd been out here?
00:53:44 - Two or three.
00:53:45 - Have you eaten?
00:53:46 - Kayla, stranger danger.
00:53:50 - I agree.
00:53:51 - Dude, it's okay.
00:53:52 I mean, look at him, he's hurt.
00:53:53 Who cares?
00:53:54 - Shh, stop.
00:53:55 - I'm so sorry about that.
00:53:57 What happened to your hand?
00:54:00 - Of this, it's just a mishap with the tree branch.
00:54:05 It's nothing serious.
00:54:07 I'm all right,
00:54:09 and I assure you that I am no harm to any of y'all.
00:54:13 - Well, we just finished eating,
00:54:15 so I'm gonna get you a plate, okay?
00:54:17 - Kayla, I think I'm better than you.
00:54:19 Can you turn around?
00:54:20 Eli, was it?
00:54:24 Yeah, you mentioned a pilgrimage.
00:54:26 Is that why you're here?
00:54:28 - Yes.
00:54:29 Yes.
00:54:30 Bless you.
00:54:32 I was, I was, I was lost.
00:54:36 I had lost my way.
00:54:37 And then I felt the Father,
00:54:41 and the Father led me into the wilderness
00:54:44 so that I could find my purpose.
00:54:46 - Let me get this straight.
00:54:49 So you wandered out into the wilderness.
00:54:53 Did the Father, like, give you GPS directions or some shit?
00:54:58 - He always said to Abraham,
00:55:00 "Leave your home, your country, your kinsmen,
00:55:03 "and your father's home, and I will show you a new land."
00:55:07 - Okay.
00:55:09 Gotcha.
00:55:11 We got a space cadet on our hands, right?
00:55:14 - You said something about being lost.
00:55:18 - I had no purpose.
00:55:20 I was adrift.
00:55:22 I was a lonely, desolate soul,
00:55:26 and I did whatever I could to fulfill myself.
00:55:29 Alcohol, drugs, sex.
00:55:33 But none of it brought me what I needed.
00:55:37 And then I found the Father,
00:55:41 and the Father loved me.
00:55:44 The Father needed me.
00:55:46 And the Father showed me my purpose.
00:55:49 And it's you.
00:55:54 You are my purpose.
00:55:56 - But damn, Rich, we had this whole intervention.
00:56:01 All you needed was the Father to hold down time.
00:56:04 - You're very funny, my friend.
00:56:11 But you use your humor to mask your anger and your hurt.
00:56:18 - What did you just say to me?
00:56:22 You've been watching us?
00:56:24 How long have you been watching us?
00:56:26 - Whoa, whoa, whoa. Okay, come on.
00:56:27 - I have no need to watch.
00:56:29 The Father shows me what I need to see
00:56:32 and leads me to where I need to be.
00:56:35 Only the spotless sheep, free of blemish,
00:56:40 ever get to meet the Father.
00:56:42 Now tell me,
00:56:45 are you white as snow?
00:56:51 You're just kind of racist bullshit.
00:56:53 - Whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:56:54 - Hey, the Father gonna need you to get your ass beat, boy.
00:56:56 - Whoa. - What's up?
00:57:00 - I meant no offense, my friend.
00:57:04 - It's your friend.
00:57:05 - Those who will not listen and receive thy greeting,
00:57:10 leave them and shake the dust off your feet.
00:57:12 Judgment is swift, my friend.
00:57:19 Cleanse thyself, lest ye be cleansed.
00:57:22 - Okay, so who wants s'mores?
00:57:34 Or who wants to pack everything up
00:57:36 and get the fuck out of here as soon as possible?
00:57:38 - Yo, if he come back here,
00:57:39 I'm gonna fucking murder him, okay?
00:57:41 He better not show his face, man.
00:57:44 I ain't playing.
00:57:45 - If you stay at this anger, I'm sure you'll be fine.
00:57:47 - Yo, it's your fault that we even up here in the first place,
00:57:50 so shut your mouth.
00:57:51 - He's joking, it was a joke.
00:57:52 - What he said about me wasn't no fucking joke.
00:57:54 This whole shit ain't funny.
00:57:55 - Chill, listen.
00:57:58 - Chill, chill, chill.
00:57:59 - Let's go. - Y'all tripping.
00:58:00 Y'all, all y'all tripping.
00:58:02 - Go.
00:58:03 - Is he still up there?
00:58:05 - Take him on a walk, please.
00:58:14 - Fuck.
00:58:16 (sighs)
00:58:17 - That is not how I imagined the start of this trip going.
00:58:20 - Thought it was going okay,
00:58:23 'til the psycho and the rip poncho showed up.
00:58:26 - Richard,
00:58:29 is anything anyone's saying getting through to you?
00:58:32 - Yeah.
00:58:36 As much as it can right now, I guess.
00:58:40 - But what does that even mean?
00:58:42 It's either getting through to you or it's not.
00:58:44 - (sighs)
00:58:46 I don't know what you want me to say.
00:58:50 I know that my actions have,
00:58:53 (sighs)
00:58:55 I've hurt you and everyone else.
00:58:57 (sighs)
00:58:59 All my bullshit has affected everyone, and that sucks.
00:59:03 'Cause up until this point, I've,
00:59:07 I've just ignored it.
00:59:10 - Okay.
00:59:11 Okay, well that's good.
00:59:13 I mean, it's good that you're aware of that now.
00:59:15 - (sighs)
00:59:20 Kayla, I,
00:59:21 for what it's worth,
00:59:24 I am sorry.
00:59:27 I know I haven't been sober
00:59:32 long enough to have a clear conversation.
00:59:35 And I can't promise what's gonna happen, but,
00:59:42 I'm gonna try my best.
00:59:43 - That's all I can ask for, sweetheart.
00:59:49 - Well, I'm gonna go see a man about a horse.
00:59:55 - Okay.
00:59:56 You do that.
00:59:57 And be careful of the psycho hit.
01:00:00 - He's long gone.
01:00:03 (door opens)
01:00:05 - Okay.
01:00:12 Hi, Kayla.
01:00:17 I feel so stupid doing this, but I, I'm gonna try.
01:00:25 You know, I know that we were talking about
01:00:31 everything, and it just,
01:00:33 (sighs)
01:00:36 I wanted to say that I was, I,
01:00:38 I'm really sorry.
01:00:42 I've really been selfish.
01:00:46 I always thought I could just get by saying, you know,
01:00:51 I like to drink a lot, and I like to do drugs,
01:00:55 and it's just my thing, and, you know,
01:00:57 I'm gonna do my thing, and, you know,
01:01:00 it's my life.
01:01:01 Nobody else is affected.
01:01:03 But other people are affected, and,
01:01:09 (sighs)
01:01:11 after talking with everyone,
01:01:13 it's pretty hard to keep going in that direction, so,
01:01:16 I just wanted to say that,
01:01:18 (sighs)
01:01:20 I'm gonna try to go a different way.
01:01:23 And I,
01:01:28 I wish I could take it all back.
01:01:30 And I love you.
01:01:33 - Jameson?
01:01:39 David.
01:01:42 - Oh.
01:01:45 The black sheep.
01:01:47 (sighs)
01:01:49 I'm sorry, I didn't mean to startle you.
01:01:54 - It's okay, man, it's just,
01:01:57 you were super weird over there,
01:01:59 and now you're sneaking up on me.
01:02:01 - The father requires a ritual
01:02:06 when a sacrifice is to be made.
01:02:08 The cleansing of inequity and shame
01:02:11 cannot happen unless one is willing.
01:02:15 - Yeah, see, that's the weird part.
01:02:20 Look, I'm super happy that you found your purpose.
01:02:24 In meetings, they talk about a higher power,
01:02:27 and I'm never listening, but,
01:02:29 maybe I should listen, you know?
01:02:32 (sighs)
01:02:34 - My brother, I'm so happy to hear that.
01:02:37 (sighs)
01:02:39 Only through me
01:02:41 does one reach the father.
01:02:44 (grunts)
01:02:47 (grunts)
01:02:50 (grunts)
01:02:53 (grunts)
01:02:54 (grunts)
01:02:56 (grunts)
01:02:58 (grunts)
01:03:00 (sighs)
01:03:15 (sighs)
01:03:18 (sighs)
01:03:20 (sighs)
01:03:22 (sighs)
01:03:23 - Hello, father.
01:03:25 Oh, I speak to you on all kinds of mediums today.
01:03:29 I found the people you sent me for.
01:03:33 They did not receive my message.
01:03:36 But, father, fear not.
01:03:38 I will extend it to them
01:03:42 through any means necessary
01:03:44 so that your grace, your grace,
01:03:47 may lay upon the land like a blanket upon the babe.
01:03:51 Oh, father, I will make you proud.
01:03:53 I will make you proud.
01:03:57 - I am really happy with how everything is going so far,
01:04:04 and how everyone has shared.
01:04:07 And, um, I just hope when you watch this
01:04:11 that you can see all of that, and it will help you.
01:04:14 And, that last conversation we had,
01:04:21 it was really beautiful.
01:04:23 And I could see the humanity that you have.
01:04:26 And I could see the man that I fell in love with.
01:04:30 And I just hope that, um...
01:04:34 I hope that this will help you come out a better person.
01:04:43 (sighs)
01:04:46 (sighs)
01:04:47 - Hey, you okay?
01:04:52 - Yeah, I'm just talking to the camera.
01:04:56 - Yeah, I heard you. I didn't want to interrupt.
01:04:58 - Yeah, you know, I'm just hoping that this would fix him, you know?
01:05:05 I just...
01:05:06 I just want him back.
01:05:10 - Tall order.
01:05:14 - Um, maybe we shouldn't hope that this fixes him,
01:05:18 but maybe we hope that it gives him the perspective so he can fix himself.
01:05:23 - Can I ask you, David?
01:05:27 Why is it that you stuck around?
01:05:30 I mean, I've seen the way Richard has treated you.
01:05:33 I just, why do you stay?
01:05:35 - (sighs)
01:05:36 I guess I'm like you.
01:05:38 Um, I've always seen the good in Rich.
01:05:42 And I've always been a fan of the underdog.
01:05:44 And there's no one more under than Rich.
01:05:47 - (laughs)
01:05:48 He is an underdog, isn't he?
01:05:51 - Yeah.
01:05:52 - But he wasn't always like that, you know?
01:05:55 It's like he brought this upon himself.
01:05:58 - No, and that's what makes him endearing, you know?
01:06:00 The guy that wasn't a fuck-up who became a fuck-up because he wanted to be a fuck-up.
01:06:04 - Do you really think he decided to be one, though?
01:06:07 - No.
01:06:08 No.
01:06:10 I think addiction is a disease.
01:06:12 And I think addiction decided that for you.
01:06:15 And you don't realize it until it's too late.
01:06:18 - (laughs)
01:06:19 Yeah.
01:06:20 That is some greeting card stuff right there.
01:06:23 - Yeah.
01:06:24 Well, let's hope that
01:06:25 he can realize that he's loved.
01:06:29 And what he stands to lose.
01:06:31 Anyway, I'm gonna go to sleep.
01:06:34 For real this time.
01:06:36 - (sighs)
01:06:37 Why? Why so early?
01:06:38 I mean, look, the stars, it's incredible.
01:06:40 And I'm all alone out here, so.
01:06:41 - Yes, I know.
01:06:42 But I got about three hours of sleep last night.
01:06:45 And Rich is just exhausting.
01:06:48 So I'm just gonna put some music in my ears and tune out the world.
01:06:52 Um...
01:06:53 But if you need anything, I'm right there.
01:06:57 - Thank you.
01:06:58 - Yeah.
01:06:59 Good night. - Good night.
01:07:01 Sweet dreams.
01:07:03 (footsteps)
01:07:05 (upbeat music)
01:07:13 - Good thing we're not all Richard here, right?
01:07:20 - I mean, yeah, it could be worse.
01:07:22 I know that.
01:07:23 ♪ Strong like a tree ♪
01:07:26 ♪ There's roots where I stand ♪
01:07:30 ♪ Oh, I've been running from the law ♪
01:07:35 ♪ Hope they won't shoot me down soon ♪
01:07:39 (grunting)
01:07:44 ♪ I ain't been gonna sleep this night ♪
01:07:49 ♪ Try to catch me howlin' at the moon ♪
01:07:53 (vocalizing)
01:07:57 ♪ Try to catch me howlin' at the moon ♪
01:08:00 (vocalizing)
01:08:02 ♪ Try to catch me howlin' at the moon ♪
01:08:07 (vocalizing)
01:08:09 ♪ Try to catch me howlin' at the moon ♪
01:08:14 (vocalizing)
01:08:16 (laughing)
01:08:22 - What else, Richard?
01:08:24 - Um, he just went to the bathroom.
01:08:26 I saw a light over there.
01:08:27 I think he was filming himself, so.
01:08:29 - Yeah, that sound like Richard.
01:08:32 - Kayla, how blind can you be?
01:08:35 How long has he been gone?
01:08:38 Long enough to take some pills
01:08:39 or down a bottle of God knows what?
01:08:41 - Dana, stop it, okay?
01:08:42 Stop it.
01:08:43 Right, I checked him and all his stuff
01:08:45 before we came up here.
01:08:46 - You check everywhere.
01:08:47 - Yeah, 'cause, I mean, what,
01:08:48 he ain't been able to get none past you before?
01:08:50 Look, I'm pretty sure this dude Richard
01:08:54 has smuggled some shit over here, all right?
01:08:56 And he probably in the forest somewhere
01:08:57 getting high right now.
01:08:58 - Yeah, probably smuggled it in his butt.
01:09:00 - That's Richard, that's what he did.
01:09:02 - That's Richard, man.
01:09:04 Ew, it's so gross.
01:09:06 Babe, I know you want this to work, obviously.
01:09:09 But if he just went to pee, he'd be back by now.
01:09:12 - Nice.
01:09:13 - I told you this before we left.
01:09:15 - I wish you weren't right.
01:09:17 Maybe.
01:09:19 - All right, that's Richard.
01:09:20 That's what he do.
01:09:23 - We came up here for nothing.
01:09:25 - Nope.
01:09:26 - Okay.
01:09:32 - Yeah.
01:09:34 - I don't know you.
01:09:35 - It's fine, babe, it's you.
01:09:37 - Okay.
01:09:38 - Have fun.
01:09:39 Goddamn it, Richard.
01:09:43 - We gonna make it, huh?
01:09:46 - Yeah.
01:09:47 - Long day.
01:09:48 - Kind of what we expected, right?
01:09:52 - I really wish we weren't right.
01:09:54 But like, what else is he usually doing
01:09:55 when he's gone that long?
01:09:57 - Same old same, man.
01:09:58 But I don't know, man.
01:10:00 Maybe we just being assholes.
01:10:02 He might have just went off to just reflect on everything.
01:10:06 - I mean, maybe.
01:10:09 - No, probably not, though.
01:10:11 - Yeah.
01:10:12 - No.
01:10:13 - You know how many times I've had to talk
01:10:14 my sister off the ledge?
01:10:16 - I bet, man.
01:10:17 Richard is a handful.
01:10:19 I mean, on a good day, ain't he?
01:10:21 I mean, on a good day.
01:10:22 And he don't have any good days.
01:10:23 - Yeah, like, what are those?
01:10:25 - So how did your sister get you out here?
01:10:27 Like, how does she keep roping you and that stuff?
01:10:30 - Well, the same vicious cycle usually starts.
01:10:33 I ignore her phone calls.
01:10:35 - Okay.
01:10:36 - Then she starts blowing up my phone.
01:10:38 And then she leaves some kind of sensational message
01:10:40 like, "Hey, I'm gonna go search some encampments and alleys."
01:10:44 And it's like, by myself.
01:10:46 Can't let my sister trudge through
01:10:48 the darkest parts of LA by herself.
01:10:51 So I go with her.
01:10:53 You know?
01:10:54 She loves him.
01:10:55 She wants to fight for him.
01:10:57 So all I can really do is just be here
01:11:00 until she sees reason.
01:11:02 - She got good intentions, man.
01:11:06 I honestly think Rich could get sober.
01:11:09 Ain't gonna happen on this trip.
01:11:10 - What about you, yo?
01:11:12 That was a little aggressive back there.
01:11:14 You get a little triggered by that freaky weirdo?
01:11:16 - It was barely even about that.
01:11:18 I didn't like that he just ran up on us like that.
01:11:20 That wasn't cool.
01:11:21 - I think you gotta give that off,
01:11:22 like a Chandler on "Friends" vibe.
01:11:24 - Yeah.
01:11:25 Maybe what he said was true.
01:11:27 And I mean, that's why I was pissed off.
01:11:30 But screw it, man.
01:11:31 Hey, look, the truth hurt.
01:11:33 I hurt him, you know?
01:11:35 Fuck it.
01:11:36 The universe is even.
01:11:37 - Maybe I should try that.
01:11:41 More fistfights.
01:11:42 No, I'm just kidding.
01:11:43 The humor.
01:11:44 The humor covering up the hurt and anger.
01:11:46 Yeah, then maybe my sister wouldn't think I was such a bitch.
01:11:48 - Kayla don't think that.
01:11:52 - Are you sure about that?
01:11:54 - I don't think that.
01:11:57 - You don't?
01:12:00 - No.
01:12:02 I think you are kind,
01:12:06 caring,
01:12:09 and beautiful.
01:12:12 (phone ringing)
01:12:14 - What the fuck?
01:12:15 - Wow.
01:12:16 What was that?
01:12:17 - Hey, hello?
01:12:18 Hello?
01:12:21 - Yo, yo, yo, yo.
01:12:22 - Hold on.
01:12:23 - No, let's go get the crew.
01:12:24 - Nah, nah, nah, fuck that.
01:12:25 - Okay, no, these ones would be better with him.
01:12:27 - Fuck that.
01:12:28 Hey, yo, Rich, if you playing games out here, man,
01:12:30 I'ma beat your ass.
01:12:31 - That does not sound like Richard.
01:12:33 - Chill out.
01:12:34 I got this.
01:12:35 You just wait here.
01:12:36 - Yo, Jameson, please, please, please,
01:12:37 can we just go back and get the crew?
01:12:38 - I'ma go get the crew.
01:12:39 - I'ma go get the crew.
01:12:40 - Please, please, please,
01:12:41 can we just go back and get everybody?
01:12:42 I don't have a clue.
01:12:43 - Girl, look.
01:12:44 - I never like to go out here.
01:12:45 - Baby girl, you see me?
01:12:46 Look, I'm big.
01:12:47 - I see it.
01:12:48 - I ain't gonna get taken down
01:12:49 by some weirdo in a damn poncho or rich.
01:12:50 - All right, you do what you gotta do.
01:12:51 All right, okay.
01:12:52 - All right, stop playing around.
01:12:54 Come on out.
01:12:55 Hey, show your face.
01:12:56 Let's do it.
01:12:57 Man, Ricky, stop playing, dog.
01:13:01 Big Ri--
01:13:02 (Richard coughing)
01:13:03 - Jameson?
01:13:04 (Richard coughing)
01:13:07 Jameson?
01:13:09 (Richard gasping)
01:13:10 Jameson, oh my, oh!
01:13:12 Oh my, oh my, oh!
01:13:14 Oh my, he's still there.
01:13:16 Oh my, oh my!
01:13:17 Oh, Jameson, Jameson!
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01:13:39 - Oh my God, please no.
01:13:41 (Richard gasping)
01:13:43 No, no, please don't do this.
01:13:45 (Richard gasping)
01:13:48 No, no, please don't do this.
01:13:50 Look, look, look, look.
01:13:51 You don't have to do this.
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01:14:05 - David?
01:14:06 David, are you still awake?
01:14:08 Richard's been gone and--
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01:14:22 (Richard gasping)
01:14:25 - Do you like my work?
01:14:27 - What have you done?
01:14:30 - Oh.
01:14:33 I've purified the impure,
01:14:35 fulfilling the purpose that my father sent me forth to do.
01:14:40 Oh, and I'm so excited, I'm so close.
01:14:43 - I'm so happy.
01:14:44 - I've never felt fulfillment like this before.
01:14:47 I just, I knew, I knew, I knew that if I listened
01:14:50 long enough and hard enough,
01:14:53 well, I'd be shown the path to my fulfillment.
01:14:58 (Richard gasping)
01:14:59 Now it's just you.
01:15:02 You're the last one, the lost sheep.
01:15:05 Oh, darling, it's time for you
01:15:09 to return to the shepherd by the grace of my red, bright hand.
01:15:15 - What have you done to my sister, David?
01:15:19 Oh my God, where's Richard?
01:15:23 Where's Richard?
01:15:25 - He'll be joining them soon.
01:15:26 It's okay.
01:15:27 (Richard gasping)
01:15:32 - Frank!
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